#and while i personally find that super compelling and awesome i am also biased bc it makes me feel better when i think about it <3 | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

soft-spooks · 1 year ago

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i am once again so very tempted to write out the entire outline for the 🔪 canon compliant timeline but i KNOW im gonna get burnt out halfway through and also slap like twelve content warnings in it if i ever even want to THINK about posting it

#im so. obsessed with my canon timeline story its developed so well over the last handful of years #ah the wonderful appeal of enemies to lovers #but with the twist that its really just. thing trying to kill you accidentally catches feelings oops!#unfortunately i started my ship/writing when i was incredibly depressed and suicidal #and that is an integral part of the story to me now for understandably personal reasons !!#its my catharsis! its how i coped at the time and now it feels wrong to change it. and also like. its an inciting incident.#without it we would not have met !#uagh man. one day. one day i will at least have an outline for Myself and it won't just be constantly in my head #does anyone want 2 hear me gush about canon timeline. bc i will not stop #i realize this is my blog and i can do whatever i want but also i dont want to be too annoying hGFBFFBSHDS #the reason my ship w him is so important to me is that i used it to cope thru like the worst parts of my life #and at the time i did not know how to verbalize what was happening other than to turn it into a story !!#bc it was easier to think about in that capacity #and while i personally find that super compelling and awesome i am also biased bc it makes me feel better when i think about it <3 #anyway !!! i moght do some writing tonight. i miss him. and i still have a weird complex about watching videos sometimes. sigh

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