#its almost 10pm
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having two jobs sometimes makes me forget to take care of myself and I think its nice that I have writing and friends on here to turn to when things get particularly stressful
#nina rambles~✦#this also usually means that i am not the most active in terms of interacting with others on the timeline#and i do sincerely apologize for that#i do want to see all of your fics and art I just don't often have the time to sit down and scroll#so i do enjoy when im tagged in things or get links sent to me because then I don't miss it#but yeah im glad i have you all#okay bye now i gotta go back to work#its almost 10pm#im not done with my work#and i gotta get up at 445am for my other job#fun times!!
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waiting for my rocks to be delivered and occupying myself by designing book covers for my gay poetry manuscript
#lohst.txt#something tells me im not getting my rocks tonight#i got a text at 5.30pm saying they had them and they will drop them off later#its almost 10pm#anyway absolutely no idea what im doing with this book cover
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Gonna be real w y'all: i did NOT break the cycle
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Me whenever I missed class as a kid/teen: Yay!!
Me now: oh no
#its sooo much easier to fall behind in uni#its almost 10pm#i have to be up at 5:30 am#theres no way im making it
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MIND U
#ITS ALMOST 10PM#LITERALLY ALMOST 10PM#SO IM SUPPOSED TO DROP MY STUFF AND LOOK THROUGH THESE PICTURES#MIND YOU WE’VE BEEN TRAVELING AND BEEN OUT ALL DAY#I AGAIN SENT THEM A BUNCH OF PICS YESTERDAY#I USED THE PICS FROM TODAYS TRAINING TO MAKE A POST FOR TODAY#WHICH I MADE THE POST A LITTLE LATER THAN I WOULDVE LIKED BC WE GOT BACK LATER#BUT TO GET THIS OFF MY BACK I MADE IT#AND NOT EVEN FIVE MINS ??) OF THE POST BEING UP??? HE ASKS ME FOR TODAY’s +*#PICS#WHEN DO I GET A FUCKING BREAK?????
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the candle.
a comic about rediscovering passion and recovering from burnout.
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#this comic ended up feeling so much more somber than i think i originally intended#i hope the conclusion at the end comes off more settled and happy than it does reluctant or disappointed#since i do feel that way. happy that is#its a cliche but returning to your inner child#just making stuff that YOU'D like to see more of#it does wonders for making you feel less like being a creator means giving away parts of yourself#im sorry if this is coming off as preachy#obviously you can do what you like#and im not ever gonna be the wisest person in the room#im barely into my 20s#but i spent almost a year torturing myself over what i wanted to be#deciding to just...do what i thought would be cool ended up being the best possible decision#its 10pm#this series makes me really marinate in my own issues#very pretentious but at this point its my brand#comic art#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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Lol
#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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wagi wednesday.....
#yakuza#rgg#rgg fanart#osamu kashiwagi#koichi adachi#ichiban kasuga#daigo dojima#love posting this at 10pm on a wednesday. its literally almost thursday. like. its very much no longer wagi wednesday for most people
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tummy hurts 😞
#i drank coffee#ive also been eating very little sweets the past few weeks and i kind of went ham on them today#and let me tell you my stomach started hurting after i ate a single chocolate bar#also for some reason a lot of sweets stopped tasting as good...#not that ill stop eating them i have eating issues literally nothing can stop me when im in that space you knoww...#idk its probably that ive been eating very little instead of fucking. gorging on them so maybe im just experiencing the actual taste#instead of what my almost addicted ass tastes usually#who knowsss#but im feeling really uncomfortable and full rn and its just nott the vibe#at the same time you know what. I THINK IM HUNGRY#but i feel so bad ououughhh#also its 10pm i dont wanna eat at 10 ughh but i might just this once....
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bothers you. bothers you. bothers y
cameron (left) uses they/them (or any) • oli (right) uses they/them
...and then i didnt
#gallery#ocs#oc: cameron#oc: oli#posts art at 10pm yayyy#honestly cameron is less bothered by what oli is doing & more by the fact that theyre Into It#also since this is the first time im adding pronouns to the description (which i will probably Continue to do to avoid confusion) i want to#explain camerons lmao. they generally only refer to themself with they/them but they dont rly care & will respond to any#which is information that would definitely be on their toyhou.se. if i ever bothered to update it#actually are they even On There yet lmao#no one has actually info on their profile yet sadly. someday.....#''10pm'' & then by the time i actually get it posted its almost 10:30 lmao
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kinda thing i thought of
Even though in canon, most likely this wouldn't end up happening but what if Hank thought that originally, when (if) Connor deviated, that he'd hate him and etc etc because he, by technicality, was his owner and sorta wasn't all that nice in the beginning. Sure, he got better, but he wouldn't admit that to himself, and end up thinking Connor would leave him when he deviated.
Why? Because most deviants left their originally work areas and owners and seemed to resent them when Hank saw it in the cases he and Connor did. And, in this like, au, vision, headcanon, idea, whatever, Connor was pretty cold when he first met Hank which made Hank a little bit of an asshole towards him before Connor started to like.. grow into being alive lol. So, naturally, Hank assumes the minute Connor deviates and actually is alive and has choices that he'd hate Hank for being an asshole and abandon him, right? Correct.
And so he lives like this the entire rest of Connor's pre-deviation. (This like, thought process was especially significant after the Bridge scene.) This like, trying not to get attached to Connor even though he kept seeing him like Cole because he knew he'd leave him ("knew"). He didn't want to feel like he lost a friend, a son, Cole again.
When he saw Sixty come, he knew it wasn't Connor. He knew Connor deviated. He thought Connor had left him. It took all he had not to just fucking re-experience the grief of losing someone again.
Even though they weren't that close, it was just something between the two. (found family go brrrr) Something that made them feel close, like family almost.
Seeing Connor in the Cyberlife Tower felt like a relief. But seeing how he tried so desperately to defend Hank, it shattered his entire world-view. He spent a good portion of knowing Connor thinking he'd leave him after becoming an actual person, but now he was faced with a completely different option. Maybe Connor did care about him?
He'd never admit that he probably cried afterwards. Probably happy to see Connor again and have that one shred of hope. Of course he acted normal (ish) in the tower, had to. Couldn't let Connor know this revelation was happening now.
Seeing Connor after the whole revolution, that fucking hug fucking broke him. Because he thought he'd never see Connor again. He thought Connor woulda hated him afterwards. Turns out, he didn't. Turns out, the dude actually likes him. Wow. Hank never thought that was possible. Especially after how much he hated androids.
Even after Connor was clearly a deviant, even after Connor clearly expressed how he wanted to stay friends with Hank after the revolution, Hank couldn't seem to accept it. He banged into his head that Connor would've left him and now? What else was he supposed to do?
But god DAMN did Connor freak out when he found out. Y'know, imagine finding out that someone who you care about so much and see as a father figure thought you'd leave them.
And Connor managed to work it out with Hank. Probably. Because you don't want to ruin your amazing relationship with your dad basically because of preconceived ideas that can be resolved.
Also might make a comic with this later. Just to overload myself even more with work!
#i come up with these in the shower and then type them out at like 10pm-12am so im sorry if this is mildly inconsistent#also me projecting hard onto characters i like go brrrrrr#connor rk800#connor dbh#dbh connor#hank anderson#hank dbh#dbh hank#hank and connor#hank and connor father and son dynamic#first time i projected onto hank lol. usually its connor#poor dudes lol#i feel like connor would be heartbroken thinking the dude he thought of as a dad thought he woulda left him#i think he'd be upset because he didnt like the thought that he almost made hank go through the grief cole put him through again#dude mustve felt guilty until he resolved the entire thing#which he did#10/10 therapist - hank#10/10 son too - hank again#will i make a comic of this? maybe#is that a bad idea? yes#will i do it anyways? abso fucking lutely#my creativity peaks at night and causes me to make very inconsistent ideas that sound better in my head#and look better#i can never execute any of my ideas properly lmao#rip me#anyways#goodnight yall hope you like this shit haha#long post#simon says
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Instagram needs to stop showing me crossiant food videos. They look so TASTEY
#ITS ALMOST 10PM I CANT GO GET A CROSSIANT FROM ANYWHERE#BOTH CAUSE ITS 10PM AND ALSO CAUSE THERES NO WHERE TO GET THEM#I DONT FRIVE AND THERES NOTHING IN WALKING DISTANCEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#im fine im gonna sleep now. gonna dream of these fucking chocolate crossaints. i am certainly spelling that wrong but idc
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im gonna play zzz while enjoying my nice millshake and that fucking cockroach better not jumpscare me rn.
#also have the window open (its almost 10pm) bc its windy and cold#beautiful weather we always get in october 🫶🏾
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whoa for once im not edging post limit
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im bacj
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