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Seven @ the diner (+ my mc)
#this flashback story is soo cute i think!#its fun to read the times when theyre still friends in the past because that makes their dynamic in the present sadder <3#sevens hair is shorter than i think its in the present bc theyre high schoolers...#infamous if#seven lawless#infamous#infamous art#digital art#infamous oc#look the perspective doesnt make sense everywhere so dont think about it <3#interactive fiction#my art
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Heartbreaking: âproblematicâ danmei everyone told you to avoid is actually pretty decent and has mildly interesting things to say about poverty and class
#nothing here is groundbreaking or even particularly deep but I do love seeing politics in my silly little gay books#idk. I genuinely think injecting your stories with politics makes them better#even if itâs relatively surface-level stuff like âpoverty is violenceâ it still hits different than#fiction that goes out of its way to try to be âapoliticalâ#(it never actually is apolitical. it just exposes what the author considers to be âtoo controversialâ for general audiences)#erha#2ha#the husky and his white cat shizun#anyway erha hasnât been anywhere near as traumatizing as people on tumblr make it out to be#like itâs not light reading and you should probably read the trigger tags before diving in#but itâs also not The Most Evil and Problematic Book ever yâknow?#cleaning out my drafts#Iâm trying to kill cringe and fandom purity culture on this blog so Iâm trying to be brave and talk about more controversial things#this has been sitting in my drafts for a very long time
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Getting out comfortable cushions and nice soothing candles and we all sit in a peaceful circle of friendship while I explain at length that just because nobody in the story has a modern concept of consent, and they all rely on "rights" to sexual ownership and an absence of (extremely subjectively defined) "excessive" cruelty instead, doesn't mean that GRRM isn't writing with a modern day understanding of consent in mind, as well as the traumatic effects of rape even when the characters can't name it as such, and this is an incredibly valuable thing to write about because the approach presented in the books is sadly still all too common in real life
#asoiaf#this is primarily about jaime raping cersei in the sept btw!#just because she cant name it for what it is and still loves him afterwards#doesnt mean its not a VERY important (and intentional!) part of both characters stories#MOST abuse victims love their abusers. this is very well eatablished and has been for decades#hes not even writing anything groundbreaking here#the general understanding of feminism and abuse has just gotten REALLY bad in the last decade or so#cn: discussion of fictional rape#cn: discussion of rape
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@fushiglow hmmâŠ.wonder who iâd draw this for all of a sudden and why⊠đ€đ€
#your reblog surprised me#THREE BUNS SUGURU (STAR WARS ER JUST FOR YOU!)#theyre covering riko or smt and smuggling her places (??)#drawing this i was like âoh suguruâs curses in a star wars environment should be robots and stuff#so this suguru is a mecanic (he makes them from scrappy parts people have thrown out#and trash materials (and hard work đ)#diy pokemon#because what is the cursed energy people are letting out if not junk theyre letting go of#so yeah ; basic geto takes shit and turns it useful#i do realise thats already very generic for star wars (junk robots junk robots!) but like. yknow. this guy takes shit people wouldnt bother#trying to sell. miam. junk of the junk. geto my favourite recycling bin you were designed for a luxurious lifestyle clearly (gege not me!)#(and stuffâŠâŠâŠâŠ. but im lazy to put my vision in words rn hah..)#gojoâs probably a princess#(letâs not lie. hes basically a prince already (clan heir is a different look on him))#this made me want to write ?.??#problem is i dont remember much about star wars (watched it as a kid (we have the cds) appart from the very basic storyline⊠i forgot đ#then theres the jawaâs first appearance cuz for some reason they scared me and i am marked for life (THEYRE JUST SILLY LITTLE GUYS đđ))#thankfully i lowkey want to rewatch everything so these issues can be fixed#(unthankfully either way the chance of me writing anything is very slim BUT WE NEVER KNOW RIGHT)#(hashtag diverging your attention from that other older post is it working /j/j)#omg glo âi still didnt read balance (i think of it from time to time but im intimidated to read it because i know its right up my alley and#that i will love it and lately idk why but i need to ready myself emotionally to read peak fiction (this is so dumb but its true đđ))#my bad im rambling lol#WAIT FUCK SAME THING FOR BUNNYâS RECENT THINGY THAT GOT IN MY AO3 UPDATE MAIL#A LOVE STORY TOLD THROUGH THE LENS OF A THIRD PARTY MY BELOVED#(itsg ive searchef for these types of stories in advanced search before#AND NOW THAT I HAVE SOME BY AUTHORS I ALREADY ADORE .. IM- I SEE THEM BUT. THEIR CONTENTS STAY A MYSTERY. IS THIS MY BODY SUBCONSCIOUSLY FI#FIGHTING THE TEAR LOSS I WOULD GET??? IS THIS MFING [BALLING-MY-EYES-OUT] PREVENTION !? WITHOUT MY PERMISSION..!? TCH!)#my bad. ramble again o7 â see ya glo !#wip
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finally finished all of one character's entire quests/optional dialogue/questions/etc.... 100,000 words... .... aughhh
#Given some of it IS lines of code and stuff but like.. minus all that it's still probably at least 85 - 95k words hhhhhh#AND I have to do this for another 3 characters. Then a few partial quests for 3 others. THEN the other random misc stuff in the game#(like there are public areas in the city like a park and a forest that you can go and do a few things at. and chat with a few random#townsfolk that aren't actually full characters or anything. And there's a community board where you can#browse some of the random job advertisments or silly things that happen to be posted around#and also pick up a few odd jobs of your own to help earn coin to buy gifts for the npcs. etc. etc.)#Originally I was thinking like 'ah I'll make a short little game just to try it out! :3 It'll take maybe a few months!''#haha........................hee hee........................................hoho#Also evil that it would have been done already if I didn't totally drop itand stop working on it for like 5 years randomly#i could have made 5 years of steady slow progress gradually. instead of like 'one initial idea dump + about a month of art and writing'#...... 5 year break..... 'sudden mad dash to try to get probably 400.000 words written in a year or less' lol#I just really want to be done and have something out there already so it can lead to doing other things in my world..!!!!!! T o T#Like this can be an introduction and then maybe from that I can make other games. or short story anthologies. or other such things#But there needs to be some initially not very complex easy to interact with starting point first I guess... if that makes sense#That's part of why I stopped posting worldbuilding lore dump stuff as often because its' like.. massive walls of novella length#text are much more inacessible to engage with than like.. ooh a game! and there's characters! so its more approachable! and theres#visuals! oo! and the text is broken up in small bits line by line with other things in betwen! oo! etc. etc. lol#Not that THIS is even very accessible. I think dialogue heavy interactive fiction/visual novel type stuff is pretty niche and considered#boring or tedious compared to something with more ''gamplay'' like where you can actually move around in a world#and shoot things or whatever lol. But its an inbetween point. something SLIGHTLY#more accesible for now. Since i just dont have the budget or means or ability to make some skyrim type thing obviously LOL#Though maybe if theres any interest in the visual novel that could lead to making other things too. or at least I hope. I have a VERY cool#idea for a more ''gamey'' type of game that is a super fun concept and etc. but I would need to hire at least 2 people to make it.. ough..#I could do all the writing and probably half of the art. But I think I'd inevitably need a 3d artist and someone who can Code For Real hbjh#the system for ren'py (the thing I'm making a visual novel in) is not that complicated if you stick to just simple dialogue and stuff.#Making a whole moderately sized 3d game with minigames in it and a bunch of quest features and etc. would be out of my simplistic scope#''just learn it yourself!!' ... i barely manage to eat and sleep reliably every day lol... i do not function well enough to spend months#learning that many new skills. I already have a lot of of things I'm good at (not in a braggy way but just factually like.. i already have#a wide variety of different things under my belt).. at some point I have to just be happy with what i CAN already do and focus on that#and admit I need to get outside help sometimes ghjbh... NO more new skills/hobbies!!! ... ANYWAY
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Snapped - Part 4
Mechâs not sure why the aftermath of this mission is hitting him so hard, but heâs doing his best to calm down when Gwenâs presence shatters his control. Now itâs a count down to see if he can figure out how to put a stop to the instincts and hormones that are running wild inside himâbefore he does something theyâll both regret.
Science fiction, alien romance, male alien x female human, (4 / 4)
Story Status: COMPLETE
AO3: Snapped Chapter 4
[Part 1] [Part 2] [Part 3] Part 4 - NSFW
âWho else could it be? Thereâs no oneââ He shakes his head and glares at her, unable to help himself. âThereâs only you. Always you.â
Her eyes are wide as she looks at him, genuine shock evident. âMechâŠâ
The silence that echoes through the room is deafening, even the vents seem subdued in the wake of Mechâs most recent confession.Â
Itâs only broken when the synthesizer machine beeps, signaling that the compound has been mixed and is ready for use. Mech darts over to it with speed. Itâs not going to do enough, he already knows that based on the limited ingredients he has on hand, but it should stabilize the reaction and ideally shorten the duration.Â
He refuses to think about anything but the chemistry as he dully loads the dose into a syringe. Shame and fear has crystallized into a shield against the lust raging through his blood thatâs proving surprisingly effective. How could he have told her how much heâthe sharp prick of the needle as it enters his skin cuts into his train of thought and he lets it. He immediately sets the machine to rigging up another dose. He wonât be able to take it for twelve hours, but hopefully Gâhopefully, it can be brought to him wherever heâs isolated.
The diagnostic machine buzzes next and he dutifully walks back over to where itâs been compiling a list of least dangerous medical concoctions to simply knock him out cold. Given how today has gone, he shouldnât be surprised that nothing has a particularly high chance of either success or safety. As much as he hates this situation, heâs not quite at the level of self-destructive to truly consider taking most of these. Even if he wishes for nothing more than to stop thinking since the ground hasnât managed to swallow him up.
Movement out of the corner of his eyes causes him to turn sharply. Gwenâs been silent since she said his name in that quietly devastated tone in reaction to his confession. Now he sees sheâs taken a step closer for some gods forsaken reason out of her self imposed corner.
âStay back,â he hisses even as she walks even closer. And gods, is this dose even doing anything? He swears her scent is heavier, more enticingâricher and more appealing in every way. It reaches him with no trouble despite the vents still pulling air out and away from him and her downwind. She looks even more beautiful, her eyes dark and her blue skirt fluttering around her enticingly. âI told you.â
âHush,â she chides gently. She walks even closer, with a look in her eyes he canât fathom. Her hair dances in the breeze too, looking thick and touchable, her figure inviting him to see how soft her skin likely is, to imagine it yielding toâ
Frantically, he reaches for outrage or worry or anything other than arousal in reaction to her approach. Where is her sense of self-preservation? He backs up, spines hitting the door behind him. âDo you want to leave?â he asks, grasping at straws. Why wouldnât she say so? They could find some way to shift around the room while maintaining proper distance. Heâs told her what state of his mind is. She canât expect him to understand what she wants from him when his instincts have such a strong hand on the controls of his imagination. He doesnât understand whatâs happening.Â
âDo you want me?â she asks, her eyes intent as she takes another step closer. âWithout all this,â she gestures with her delicate hand in a circle as if to encompass the room or his heightened state, âdo you want to be with me?â
Thereâs no point beating around the bush anymore, is there? Even if he thought heâd been plenty clear before, he supposes she wants to hear it outright. âYes,â Mech admits, hanging his head because now she knows it's his fault his instincts picked her. If he hadnât already thought of her like this, when she saw him only as a friend, then maybe this, this break wouldnât have happened. âForâŠâ He shakes his head, unable to remember when his feelings became something other than platonic. âI donât know why today pushed me over the edge, but I promise I can get back under control.â He canât lose her, not from something so abrupt and uncontrollable. âI can,â he insists desperately.
Her face softens and she must feel some sympathy for him. Gwenâs one of the most compassionate people heâs ever met, surely she can forgive him for this. âOh, Mech, you silly alien.â She steps even closer and before he can react, her hand lands on his cheek. It feels electric, each point of contact. His worry and frustration and shame all war with his hormones with her so close. His claws dig back into the wall, venom pools in his mouth, every nerve and muscle in his body straining for her held in check only by sheer force of will. âI donât want you to.â
âW-â Her lips on his silence whatever protest he was going to attempt to utter. His whole brain skitters to a halt, unable to do anything except stay perfectly still and process whatâs happening with every sense. Her lips are warm and soft, pressed with perfect pressure against his half-open mouth. Was he saying something? Her wonderful, delicious scent envelops him completely until there isnât anything except Gwen. Her hand on his cheek is the comfort of home and hearth. The little stroke of her thumb on his cheek is everything heâs ever wanted.
This perfect moment is all his raging hormones need to take over. Mech has Gwen pushed up against the door within a second. He splays one hand around her hip, holding tight as his other hand laces with her free hand to pin it to the wall. He sucks her lower lip into his mouth as he presses every inch of his body he can manage to keep her there. The ache of his cock finally has some friction to satiate it. His whole body sings with relief, the itch and pull and desperation blissfully satisfied with the contact with his mate. Or rather, his soon to be mate.Â
With that thought in mind, he skillfully takes control of the kiss, needing to show her exactly why she should choose him. Why he deserves her regard. He shall prove his worth as a kisser and therefore a lover so sheâll have no doubt in her mind that he should be hers. He canât resist a more substantial taste of her regardless. Mech slides his tongue carefully and deliberately between her lips to slide against her own. He loses himself in the kiss, in giving and taking in as equal measure as well as he can handle when confronted with the reality of her hot, inviting mouth.
Mech distantly remembers humans' more limited lung capacity and pulls back to trail kisses down her neck, questing for where it meets her shoulder. His jaw opens, fangs dripping and scraping along her heaving body. Gwen whines and pants as he touches her and he never wants to be anywhere else doing anything else ever again. He can only think as far into the future as to picture her with his marks on her and his blood boils with desire.
âMechâŠâ Itâs his own naked wonder at hearing Gwen moan his name that breaks through the haze of lust and hormones and instinct to remind him of exactly what situation theyâre in. How nothing heâs ever done with his life would have granted him such bliss.
He wrenches his mouth from hers with all the self-control he likes to pretend he has. Panting, breathing in lungfuls of her scent with her still pressed tight to him nearly undoes that, but he holds fast. He canât get himself to break from her further, but he just needs her to tell him, needs her to reset the boundaries before he goes too far, before he ruins her and himself in the process.Â
A puff of fresh air from the vent above allows him to latch back on to his more rational objections. âI donât need your pity,â he practically spits, doing his best to find something that can force him to back off and salvage their relationship before heâs doomed it with his rash actions and clouded judgment. Luckily, it is an almost sobering thoughtâthe idea of being with Gwen only to have her reveal she put up with his advances solely in an attempt to help him. That would destroy him.
Instead of helping him, Gwenâs eyes flash with incandescent, fierce anger. She shifts in his grip, not letting go or trying to escape his grasp as might be sensible, but to maneuver him where she wants him. She hitches herself up and then grinds down against his thigh now between her legs. She practically growls in relief as the thin skirt she wears and even the thicker fabric of his trousers do nothing to disguise the heat and wetness he feels against him.
âGwen,â he gasps in true shock even as his body quickly angles his thigh to an even more advantageous position. His instincts are hyper-focused, straining to satisfy his mate in any way she wants him to.
âDoes that feel like pity?â she demands, groaning as he moves and tightening her grip on him. âI want you,â she says plainly and everything in him comes to a halt for the second time in a minute. His eyes faintly glowing red ones frantically meet her own. Theyâre dilated, black swallowing up brown, but her sincerity, the raw honesty in them is crystal clear. âI want you bad. Have done for a while now.â
âFuck, Gwen,â is all he can manage to almost whine as his mind frantically tries to make sense of the impossible.
She smirks in response, head ducking close to manage a nip at his lower lip and a lick to one of his fangs. Her eyelids flutter at the taste of his venom as she breathes, âYes, exactly. I need you.âÂ
He canât help but give her what she asks, what she needs. Why in the universe that's an ornery, suspicious, antisocial bastard like him, he doesnât know. But heâs lost the will to keep fighting her. He chases after her mouth, his chest an iron wall against her own slighter, softer one. She doesnât seem to mind being caged in by his hand, still pinned as his thigh has her hips. She just grinds closer, releasing hitching little breaths and moans as his venom mixes with her saliva.Â
His silvery venom is primarily deadly only on his planet, but plenty of other species have reactions to it. Some it numbs, some it hurts, and others it heals. Humanity seems most varied in their reaction, but his understanding is that it tends to fizzle, to buzz. After all, theirs is a race that poisons itself recreationally, sought out toxic plants for the sting to add to their diet, and regularly ingests powerful drugs most races take in only the smallest of doses. However Gwenâs personal chemistry might feel about it, at least it's nothing terrible enough to break their kiss.
In fact, their kiss only breaks when she runs out of air and tips her head back to breathe. He lets go of her pinned hand, an absent minded extra push before he does to tell her to leave it there, and skims his hand down her flank, strokes across the swell of her stomach. Sheâs so plush and warm under his fingerpads especially through the cutouts of her dress. His claws snag in the material that does cover her. He canât retract them. He resists the urge to cut through the fabric still keeping the rest of her lovely skin from him, resists the urge to dig his claws in enough to leave a lasting mark, showing any who might look upon her that she had allowed him the luxurious indulgence of touching her.
It reminds him he still might lose sight of his strength, of everything until it was too late. And Gwen doesnât deserve this, rutting against the medbay wall while heâs out of his mind. She deserves to be courted and treated and to be laid down reverently in a bed of silk. He should be able to touch her without worrying his darker impulses will overtake him and hurt her. âNot in a sane state of mind to do this right,â he growls out in frustration. His head nuzzles into the crook of her shoulder as even in his irritation he canât resist the allure of the comfort Gwen offers his soul so effortlessly.
âIt's you and me,â Gwen replies, her voice sure, ââcourse this is right.â She pulls his face out from where heâs hiding so she can meet his gaze. âYou think I donât know what Iâm asking for?â her voice is cajoling and challenging, âI dreamed of you, pressed against me just, like, this.â She punctuates each word with a roll of her hips.
He tries to claw back a hold on his senses. He knows he should, knows no matter her words, Gwen doesnât know. But sheâs intent on wrecking him. âNeed you to fuck me now, Mech.â
He snaps his teeth together, baring his fangs as his whole body tenses with the urge to do just that. âGwen,â his voice is strangled. âFor graviels, you donât know what matingââ
âBut I do,â she insists.Â
âNo,â he shakes his head. âYou donât.â He tries desperately to find the words to explain, but thereâs only Gwen. His hands clench tighter in the fabric of her dress and he dares not look down for the tears that have to have accompanied the ripping sound. The fabric is no longer covering her well, but hopefully itâs still enough to keep his claws and venom away from her skin. His eyes track a bead of sweat that drips down her neck. He longs to stop it with his tongue. He longs to sink his teeth into where it pools on the curve of her shoulder.
âYeah, I do.â Gwen finally sounds serious. âI looked it up.â His eyes snap to her own. She raises an eyebrow. âYou think Iâve wanted you this long and not investigated what it would be like?â No, he hadnât. Heâd never even thought she might feel the same, might want this too. Had she really done so? He can almost picture her in her bunk, hair twirled around one finger as she scrolls through articles and stories about the rare couplings of human and graviel. He knows theyâre out there because he checked too. âHow compatible we might be? I want you and all you come with, no matter the scars. Want you so damn much.â
âGwen.â Thereâs awe in his voice he canât control. Even when humans arenât put off by the venom and how it feels, many are at how it factors into graviel mating. How it seals over the scratches and bites and marks his kind like to leave on their mates, not too deep, but guaranteed to leave permanent marks.Â
Her only reply is to grind against the thigh still between her legs. His tail winds itself up her leg to stroke her upper thigh before adjusting her to an even more advantageous position. There is a fearsome look on her face, as if she feels like sheâs made more than enough allowances for his anxieties and fears. Like sheâs done waiting. âGonna fuck me, Mech?â Her smirk is wicked, the look in her eyes even more so. Her hair is spread in a messy halo around her head, her skin starting to sparkle with sweat, her body never ceasing its movement, its gentle undulation against his own. Heâs never seen her eyes look so dark or so appealing. She looks edible. She arches with the motion of her grind and one of her hands reaches blindly behind her, finds the doorpad. âOr do I need to find someone else to?â
Something inside him roars at her direct challenge. Maybe it was more than an internal roar because she shudders in response. Thereâs triumph in her eyes at his reaction. If sheâs aware enough to provoke him⊠The last piece clicks into place and he finally takes her at her word, That she wants him. Heâs got no resistance left.Â
All he has is a need to make her his in any way he can. In every way he can.Â
âMine,â he growls as he takes her mouth in a ferocious kiss, hands already ripping her dress to shreds and stripping her of it. He barely notices her own hands scrambling at his shirt except that the feeling of her hand splayed over his stomach is nearly as euphoric as his hand closing around her breast.Â
âWanna mark you,â Mech warns. The urge to properly mark his mate as taken, as his is pure instinct. To leave physical evidence of everything boiling over inside him on her skin is overwhelming.
Gwenâs rucked his shirt up high enough that she can reach up, set her nails to his shoulder blades, and rake her nails down his back. The sharp pressure, the surprising sting of her nails, and lingering feeling of her touch send if possible even more blood rushing to his throbbing cock. He groans, arching into her claim. âYes. Long as I can mark you too.â
âPerfect,â he says reverently into the skin of her neck where he presses a kiss and sucks a mark. âHow are you soââ
Her moan of approval as he begins to knead to soft flesh of her breast under his hand is muffled by his lips back where they belong on hers. He grinds his palm down on her nipple and before long his eyes are fixed on where the claws of that hand just barely scrape against her skin. It becomes pink and sensitive as she squirms under his attention.
His claw finally breaks the skin right over where her heart pounds furiously. A short red scratch that he traces back over, venom running into it. She trembles in his arms with a whine as the cut seals shut, the line a subtle white against her skin. A glance in her eyes, fogged over in pleasure, is all the reassurance he needs. He latches onto her other breast with his mouth, allowing his venom to encase her nipple as he sucks. He twists his grip, claws scraping and healing as he does so around her other breat. Gwen practically screams her pleasure to the ceiling, to the whole damn ship if heâs lucky.
Mech wants everyone to know Gwen is getting the pleasure she deserves nearly as much as he wants them to know heâs the one giving it to her. He brings his fangs down to bear, gazing and abrading her soft soft skin. Gwen whimpers. Heâd be concerned if the sound wasnât also accompanied by the wet slick against his thigh increasing.Â
Her hands scrabble at his back and her head thunks against the door as she arches, pressing her chest into him with another gasp of his name.
The sound galvanizes him. Somehow finally giving into his desires has helped the fog in his brain caused by this hormonal snap clear. The door isnât going to let him ravish her the way he craves. He doesnât want to be distracted by keeping her held up against it when there are far better things he could be focusing on.
He reluctantly lets go of her breast to grip at her hips again with both hands. She whines when he lets go of her tender nipple with his mouth to trail up to her shoulder. Her whole body tenses when the threat of his fangs are brought to bare, like sheâs holding her breath. Still she doesnât do anything more than whimper when he removes his damp thigh from between her legs, hanging pliantly in his firm hold.Â
Gwenâs fingers wind their way into his hair, firm but not tugging in protestâyet. Before she can ask about the sudden stop to the way sheâd been grinding herself to some sort of peek, he pulls her off the wall with a grunt. Lifting his head to remind himself of what exactly heâs working with in the medbay, he strides over to the bed in the center of the room where Gwen had been sitting only twenty minutes ago, distracting him while he tried in vain to solve this problem any other way than through.
Heâll bring her to his rooms once theyâve mated here, maybe more than once depending on their stamina and his hunger. Thisâll do fine for now. She looks gorgeous, Mech thinks as he lays her out. He pulls the remaining scraps of her dress off. His eyes trace the goosebumps that spring up after he backs off with fascination as he methodically begins to strip himself. Gwen seems more than understanding and is eagerly removing the last of her clothingâher pantiesâwith a quickness that betrays her own need. The scent that flows out of her is nearly enough to bring him to his knees. But thereâll be time for that later.
Gwen props herself up on her elbows to watch him with half-lidded, ravenous eyes. His eyes keep straying to her chest, already bearing the red and white marks from his fangs and his claws. Heâs never been more proud of anything in his life than that she let him mark her as such. Heâs never giving her up.
âI donât share,â Mech says bluntly as he places a hand next to her hip. He isnât arguing or retreating or trying to back out anymore. This is at worst a warning, at most a promise. âThis canât be a one-time thing. I wonât change my mind, not about you. Iâll keep you all to myself.â
âYes,â Gwen agrees easily. She lays back down while reaching for him, the invitation in the lines of her body obvious. Her fingers wrap around his forearm, the black spines that line it, and thereâs no give to her hold. âMine.â
He vaults onto the bed, over her, without thought and she welcomes him. Her hands map every inch of his skin she can reach, no fear at the way his black spines lining back and arms are standing at attention. Gwenâs touch starts off light as he arranges himself over her, but once he brings their lips together for another mind-melting kiss, she increases the pressure. Mech can feel each point of contact, each finger tip, as she digs them in and drags her nails connecting th black splotches that litter his red skin.Â
Mech pictures his skin turning from red to pink, lightning from the force sheâs exerting to try to mark him and he grows harder if at all possible. He ruts against her upper thigh with greater intent, getting impatient. All the relief from this much contact finally not enough to satiate his hunger for his mate. His Gwen. Â
She must notice because she hums with smug satisfaction into the kiss and those same fingers start to migrate from his back to rest low on his hips. âGwen,â he groans, pulling back from her lips just far enough to pant her name against her lips.Â
Her fingers brush his cock in a deliberate tease, one heâs past having patience for. His hips chase those fingers for a more purposeful grip. Luckily, she seems unwilling to play this game any longer either. Her fingers wrap around him. âYeah?â her voice is rough with desire and every nerve in his body sings at the sound, at her touch. She strokes down, from root to tip, seemingly not put off by the black ridges and bumps his red cock has that he knows humans donât. She must really have done herâMechâs thoughts scatter when she twists her fingers, lubricated by pre-cum the same silver as his venom which leaks from his erection. She grinds the palm of her hand against the sensitive head and he arches his back with a moan that feels like it's pulled straight from the depths of him.
âFuck, Mech,â Gwen pants, eyes darting from his face to his cock and everywhere in between, clearly unable to decide where to look while Mech just tries to keep his eyes open so he doesnât miss a second of his wildest dreams coming true right underneath him. âYouâre gonna feel so good inside me, arenât you?â
âYes,â Mech hisses even as he presses down on her shoulder, moving up to position himself for just that. âNeed to be inside you now.â
âYeah,â Gwen agrees, lining him up with perfect precision. âNow, now, fuck, nââ
Her words are cut off when she moans as he sinks into her welcoming wet heat. She gasps as he pulls her legs open further with his tail, lifting her ass off the bed to angle his thrust home best. He canât think about anything except how good she feels, how hot and snug and perfect she is. He thinks he babbles some of that aloud as he pushes in. âSo wet, so soft. Fuck, Gwen.â
âYe-es,â she replies back, eyes closed to better savor the feeling of him filling her in one long inexorable movement. She hooks her leg around his for better stability and he takes advantage immediately. Pushing that much further in, massaging her ass with the hand he has on it, letting his claws dig in to her yielding flesh. She groans at the pinpricks of sensation from his claws and venom, from him finally hilting deep within her.
Thereâs a split second where thereâs nothing but the sound of their labored breathing and the whoosh of the vents. The calm before the storm. Everything outside of them ceases to exist as every hormone is his body cries out in triumph. Mechâs eyes meet hers and he ignites once more. He pulls out halfway, but he canât seem to exist outside of her anymore and quickly thrusts back in, adding a grind to the end that makes Gwen moan deeply. Her hands land on his shoulders as she pushes against him, matching his movements with a synchronicity he never should have doubted she was capable of.
Her palms push on his own chest for leverage and he gasps at how it feels against his nipples. Gwen picks up on his reaction immediately, her focus zeroing in on her new target. Mech bows his head, overwhelmed by all the sensation his touch-starved body isnât used to. That of course brings his mouth within range of her delectable neck, all that lovely skin and sweat and scent, all uniquely Gwen. He laves his tongue along her collarbone, fangs grazing and mouth sucking in a random, hazy, instinctual pattern that seems to drive her wild if the way she clenches around him is anything to go by.
âSo close, so close, so close,â Gwen chants, her hands moving to his spines, holding on tight to ride out how roughly heâs fucking her with his pistoning cock. The ache of her grip is sweet enough his next thrust has an extra swivel of his hips behind it. âMech! Mech, please. Please.â
He knows exactly what sheâs begging for and heâd rather die than let her go unsatisfied. His tail finds and grinds against her clit with unerring accuracy despite the desperate motion of their coupling. Her reaction nearly throws him over the edge, the throbbing of her walls around his cock exquisite in their increased intensity. Mech preserves through the sensation, determined to make Gwen come before he does.
Luckily, it only takes a few more strokes and making a calculated tug on her clit for her to call out, âYes! Me-ch!â The final strands of his self-control snap and he comes on the next thrust, his cock and fangs buried deep in his claimed mate. The ensuing euphoria blanks his mind from anything other than pleasure and he slumps against Gwen, satisfaction flowing through his veins.
Mech eventually comes to and finds himself carefully lapping at the bite mark he made on her shoulder, his venom already having closed the wounds, but leaving them sensitive if Gwenâs hums and twitches of pleasure are any indication. Her hands are running absently up and down his arms and limp spines, sending ripples of residual pleasure through him.
Heâs never felt this content before, wrapped around this wonderful woman, still buried in her. He can still feel the unusual lust swimming through his body, but it's more than manageable at the moment. All he wants to do is enjoy this culmination of everything he never thought he would get to have.
Of course, that gratification and laziness only lasts so long. Gwen starts to stir more coherently beneath him and that insatiable desire begins to make itself known once more.Â
âAre you hard again?â Gwenâs voice breaks the stillness, bewildered and still sounding a little orgasm-drunk.
âYes,â he acknowledges, pressing a sheepish kiss to her neck.
She shifts, muscles clenching and relaxing. Mech fights the urge to whimper as she asks, more curiously than anything, âIs that a graviel thing or a mating frenzy thing?â
âI canât remember,â he admits as a few seconds contemplation where all he can think of is how good she feels and what other marks he wants to leave on her. âMight just be a sex-with-you thing.â
âHm, good answer.â Gwen rolls her hips, mouth nipping at his neck with a promise that sends anticipatory shivers down his spines as they stand at attention once more. âYouâve got five seconds to roll us over so I donât knock us to the floor. I wanna be on top this time.â
âWhatever you want, my mate.â
#my writing#story: snapped#snapped#alien#sc-fi#science fiction#alien romance#NOT osha compliant#3rd pov#male alien#heat#lol this is the longest chapter#mech just refusing to believe gwen's onboard stretched it out#thought i'd get more confident the more of this type of thing that i wrote#but still more worried about it than usual lol#oh well#this has been in my head for so long#glad its finally written and i lik it :)#let me know what you think!
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every now and again i reread "always raining here" and get so got dam emotional !!! FUCK !!! that's my EMOTIONAL SUPPORT BL WEBCOMIC RIGHT THERE !!!!!!!!
CHECK IT OUT AND SUPPORT THE CREATORS IF U FEEL INCLINED
#THE GOAT OF GOATS#THE ONE THAT STARTED IT ALL#as a 14 y/o i loved it for the narrative and the characters#but now as a 21 y/o i appreciate it so much for like. everything it is#it's a product of its time but still stands strong more than a decade later#a down to earth and snarky story about two teenage boys .. full of heart ... full of drama ... full of laffs ...#the art steals my breath away every time too especially as the comic goes on#i'm glad that this was my first original bl series bc while my feelings for it now are definitely fueled by nostalgia#it's also just. genuinely a nice piece of fiction. and helped me a lot as an insufferable teen#GRRRAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH#always raining here#becki rambles about stuff
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RE discourse since I guess literally everyone's opinions matter
didn't think I'd want to add to this or die on this hill but here we are I guess :D there's been so much discourse for Leon x Reader and it boggles my mind how naive some of you are of the internet, fanfiction, and fiction in general. But I'm gonna make a bullet list and hope this doesn't get too long
Don't like it; don't interact with it
Simple, there are block buttons for a reason but no you all want to be ethically and morally superior and complain on a website where most of the user base are adults. You curate your own experience on the internet, the blogs who write dead-dove state what it's going to be about before you read it. You only have yourself to blame.
What about the kids?
Honest to god who cares. Are they your kids? Do you know these kids? There used to be porn on here. Don't act like kids are so naive and need protecting. Most of the kids on here are probably tweens or young teens and they definitely know about sex. And if they are actual children, it is their parents responsibility to keep an eye on their child. and I have faith these kids are not illiterate and they can google anything that they don't know in the tags. They are also responsible for curating their internet experience. You gonna go to ao3 and ask what about the kids? Many places on the internet are not meant for kids and honestly it should be kept that way.
Dead-dove will influence others and propagate pedophiles, rapists etc...
No. I hate to break it to you, but people who are legitimately terrible morally corrupt people will just go out and do it whether or not they read fiction. They're not lurking on Leon x Reader tag when there's also just actual terrible published novels that are essentially all dead-dove, but worse because there's no warning before you read them. The policing of fiction on one website will not stop or drop SA rates and if you truly believe so, show me an article/journal/study that links the two besides an odd case here or there.
It's no ones kink!
Have you been on pornhub? I guarentee you it is someones kink, and as distasteful as that may seem to some of you, guess what? No one is forcing you to be into it. I'm not into some of the dead-dove stuff but also I'm an adult and I realize that and I can move on. But also, fiction for many i imagine is a form of catharsis. To help deal with trauma or work out dark thoughts. You can go around and accuse blogs of being morally terrible but when the only evidence you have is they wrote fiction, about a character that doesn't exist, it's a weak argument.
You don't need to voice your distaste in everything
Recently, there has been an uptick in dead-dove content. But also for the most part, there are so many other blogs that don't write that. You are focused on a minority and your complaining about ethics and morals are only performative. You want to gate-keep fiction? You don't like non-con, fine. What if a story has a pivotal moment but there's non-con. What if there's a genuinely good series but there are dead-dove elements. You want to laud over these blogs and look better but banning content is a slippery slope. ao3 doesn't do it, and people love ao3. It trends when it goes down. Just because something bothers you, you don't have to do a whole crusade. If it really bothered you, you wouldn't be complaining on the internet. Go out there, form help-groups, you could even do a degree is psychology or criminal justice. You're all so worried about the impact of dead-dove but you only care because it's in the leon x reader tag. and let's be honest, most users following this tag are women. Living out a fantasy.
In closing:
Everyone pressed about dead-dove should be grateful that the blogs even put a warning. And if you truly cared about the issues you raise in your arguments, you would understand that reading fiction is the lowest cause for someone to go out and commit crimes. Not when certain religions exist, or manifestos, or even cultural norms. The internet, and even writers in general, cater to a lot of things. Tumblr has a block button, use it and stop trying to police others unless you plan on applying the same rules to every site you interact with.
#resident evil#leon kennedy#leon kennedy x reader#i had fun scrolling through all the different stories#but now its all just pointless discourse about being morally superior#my post#didn't touch on rape sa apologists#but like its fiction#no one is doing that in any of the stories if they were they wouldnt feel the need to add all the dead dove tags#i just hate when people are performative about how superior they are and how much more morally upright they are#youre still on the internet on this hellsite#youre not better than anyone
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I just wanted to apologize to my classic whotuals for all the dead boy detectives spamming, but it's also important to me that you guys know two things:
a) I've become aware that a lot of what appeals to me about dead boy detectives is, on a kind of conceptual/thematic level, the same stuff that I love about my favorite eras of dr who, and 6b in particular
And I tell you this not as an advertising tactic but as a genuine PSA for anyone following me because:
b) Being me & having realized this, I know I'm definitely gonna wind up posting some unnecessarily long-winded analysis/comparison, pop it in the main tags for the sake of organization on my own blog, and subsequently confuse a hell of a lot of people there who either have no idea what I'm talking about or simply don't view either piece of media in the same light as I do to begin with
So I just wanted to reassure everyone that at least you're not suffering alone, as I will soon be inflicting the reverse bait-and-switch upon others!
That's all! continue w ur scrolling <3
#i hope this is clear but im REALLY not trying to be like coy or intriguing here#this post is not remotely intended to convince anyone to watch dead boy detectives on the grounds that it's similar to 60s who#in ways which i've conveniently failed to elaborate upon & so you'll just HAVE to go see for yourself#(firstly bc when i want to sing something's praises i will upfront & unapologetically)#(& secondly bc im not super into telling people to watch things in general unless they're actively seeking a rec)#honestly this (now very overhyped) future post of mine is going to be more about like#me recognizing i have A Type when it comes to stories/underpinning narrative backdrops in fiction (if thats not too pretentious)#and much less of a 'well if you like x then you'll definitely love y bc i do & we all enjoy things in the same way & for the same reasons'#and i find it funny that nobody will care - bc it'll incomprehensible to all but about 5 people who have the full context#& half of those 5 will probably still disagree w my perspective/interpretation of one or both -#but im gonna do it anyway bc what else am i supposed to do w these thoughts! keep them to myself??? dont be absurd#that said though if you are debating watching dbd and would like to chat about it to push yourself in one direction or another#im happy to do so! especially if you have questions about it in relation to some other shared interest you actually did follow me for lol#im always game for that sort of thing & yes i am of the opinion that its a good & fun & rich show all on its own
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i cant listen to tsv q&a yet cause i havent finished the series but. what is happening over there
#PAIGE AND HAYWARD WEIRD SEX REAL????? VAL AND SCHRUE????????#john and muna looking at the script like wow these guys should have weird sex about their problems. but unfortunately The Plot#WHERE IS THE EXTENDED CUT OF SEASON TWO PAIGE AND HAYWARD. DETAILS NEOWWWW#dont you hate it when writers know how to focus on whats important for a storyâŠ.#(its fucking excellent tsv is one of the most well written pieces of fiction ive enjoyed in a while)#(i will still be thinking about what could have been even if it never should have been)
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25 for the book asks?
25. What reading goals do you have for next year?
my reading goal for last year was just âread more :))â and i did! ive read like 15 more books this year than i did last year and i would like to keep that up in 2025. i want to keep chipping away at the sisyphean ideal of replacing 1-2 of my 10 daily hours of screentime with book time/actually systematically build reading into my daily routine/healthy habits etc.
another goal is to stop being such a bitch about new releases and read more books from the last 2-3 years. this is probably doomed bc part of the reason i never read anything new is i get all my books from used bookstores or the library so itâs harder to get hands on new stuff, and part of the reason is im mean and picky and i dont wanna bother with works that have not been vetted by 30-200 years of critical success. work in progress!
#approaching the hot literary novels of the 2020s with a closed mind and suspicious heart#a big part of the issue is that i really only enjoy contemporary fiction when the contemporary its commenting on is not contemporary anymore#read an acclaimed new release this year with a subplot that revolves around a character owning a tesla and was mad and bored#and then read 30 shirley jackson stories abt characters being Nervous About The Mileu Of The 50s and was captivated#i am not interested in the familiar! i know what the familiar is like!#anyway i still read a lot and that was good and i want to do it again.#asks#reading journal
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I AM GOING TO EXPLOUDE /VERY POS
#IXHSHSHHDHSSBXJSJAJHSHWHSBSJSHAJSH#I MEAN I SHOULDVE KNOWN BECAUSE I BASICALLY UNLOCKED ATLAS#BUT IM STILL??!??)!!!?!?+(!???!?!+!??!!!?!!(?!!?(::)?)?!!??(?:?!:(?!!??:!#WAH#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL ABOUT A FICTIONAL CHARACTER WHEN I AM LITERALLY CANON TO HIS STORY??????????!?!????!?!?!?!???!??!??#EXđ„PLODESđ„đ„đ„đ„đ„đ„đ„đ„đ„đ„đ„đ„#MALWARE MY BELOVED#MALWARE MY LOVE#MALWARE MY HEART#MALWARE MY BEAUTIFUL BOI#I AM#ACTIVELY KISSING HIM ON THE MOUTH#I AM SO FULL OF JOYOUS WHIMSY ITS INSANE#OH STARS#GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHH#STORM LOSES IT#/POS
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Spent last night tearing through a longfic. It's incredible. Perfect. It consumes me while I'm at work today. I get home. Ao3 is down, right at the good part. I'm chewing through drywall, but I wait
Ao3 is finally up again, and i finish the last two chapters: author got tired of writing it, and just collapsed the whole thing to end it quicker, killed off major characters with no payoff, and then timeskipped past the narrative climax, fast forwarding to post-canon to show protaggirl pregnant as a happy ending.
#LIKE COME ON#at least tag the pregnancy so i can filter it#anyway this is all to say 1] this post is a matter of my own personal preferences in fiction and is no way prescriptive of the way people s#should write for fun or what people can enjoy#and 2] still waters readers need not ever worry about mags or characters for other stories i write getting pregnant. i would never#its just not a happy ending to me#yes this is an ill-advised vent post. keep scrolling#hare posts#harebrained thought
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i really cant buy the headcanon that phoenix and edgeworth were romantically interested in each other as kids or that they were in love for the 15 or so years they didnt see each other, like it just doesnt make any sense or work at all. but i dont think this actually contradicts the way i think some of those scenes in the anime felt a bit romance coded, or like viewing phoenixs becoming a lawyer for edgeworth as like a romantic gesture? like it wasnt actually motivated by romantic feelings at all but the actual motivations and everything that happens ends up contributing towards a romantic storyline? (from a shipping perpesctive that is obviously)
#i dunno its just from what ive noticed from reading fanfic its like people dont really get the difference?#i mean that headcanon personally annoys me cause i think its stupid#but watching the anime like not saying the anime actually ships them but it does feel a bit romance coded sometimes#including those flashbacks#and see this isnt actually a revolutionary concept in the slightest its literally the most basic device in romance#but honestly im not sure some people in fandom actually understand how romance even works and think its literally just two#characters get together#i mean not taking the high horse here i might have thought that actually cause i was never really into it or read it or paid attention#but anyway as a story even an alternate reading of one not whats canon#like the idea of romance as a concept in fiction that tells a compelling story#its not just a literal like romance is happening thus they must have romantic feelings for eachother right now and the goal is get together#which is obvious i know i do really mean it i literally never paid attention to the genre#anyway back to ace attorney like the same thing actually in canon is the delites? like getting saved as a romantic gesture#despite not knowing each other#and also i think phoenixs actual motivation is a lot more interesting#not just how he was influenced by edgeworth in such a lasting way and like the concept of that sort of childhood friend you lose touch with#whos still that important cause of how they shaped your life and also just they were good friends like it was love for a former friend#but i also think the concept of edgeworth at that time in phoenixs mind like existed more than the real memory of the person?#and it seemed like he fixated on the idea of saving him because of the concept he represented as much as out of concern#yeah i know this has nothing to do with the post i just think the way a childhood friend who you idolise exists as a memory more than a rea#person and its actually a lot about you not them is really interesting#hm maybe shouldbe made a different post for all that#ace attorney
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Me thinking about writting an angel servant-
#;ooc#ooc#STILL NOT OVER PARADISE LOST AEOUGH#+ with my newfound (although limited) christian angel knowledge im like AUHRGEGGHRAGH#I think the d.emons are also interesting but im paranoid like what if writting a fictionalized version is still considered like praise-#PLS NO JESUS DONT- THIS ISNT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE!!#OUGH BUT ITS SO INTERESTING!!! someone pls talk to me about angels and demons PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE P-#ummm umm i think i might have some religious fears stacked but-#funny story time; a long time ago i used to write o.bey me muses and i kid u not i was SO paranoid of typing i love s.tan! and m.ammon !#BUT NOONOONNOONON I DONT MEAN THE DEMONS LIKE LEGIT NOOOO IM NOT TRYING TO SUMMN THEM HELP MEEEEEE#paranoid as HELL#i legit called s.atan sayten to feel better about it thats how scared i was frfr
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Extend your arm forward, control your breathing, pull back, contain your emotions.
It was simple instructions, ones she used to only think about in the moment, but forget the second her attention was grabbed by something else.
Even with the growing noise around her, she never stopped her movements, keeping her focus and breathing even. That is, until she felt a light tap of a finger on her thigh.
"Excuse me, JiÄjiÄ..." It was the voice of a young girl. Almost immediately, Xiaoyu opened her eyes and got into a standing position before looking down at her with a smile.
"Yes?"
The girl looked nervous, but there was no need for her to be. Xiaoyu gave her time to gather her thoughts, which didn't take very long, before she held her hands out towards her with a shy smile.
"I made you some bracelets! It's a present...as a thank you for everything you've done, a-and helping me."
"For me? Ah, XiĂšxiĂš! You're so sweet!" Xiaoyu gently took one of the bracelets, holding it up to the sun. It was stitched together with orange yarn, and what seemed to be glitter sparkling in the sunlight.
"I know it's not...exactly the best and it...might be a little tight since I didn't know your size but I wanted to share something with you..."
The girl shyly looked down, perhaps embarrassed by her stitching, but Xiaoyu easily placed it on her wrist.
"Fits like a glove!"
The girl seemed to beam at that, Xiaoyu quickly grabbing the other one and holding it out for her to place her hand through. Once the girl realized this, she eagerly placed her hand through.
"Hehe, see? We match!"
The girl laughed, something Xiaoyu hasn't heard in a while. It felt good to see her happy again.
"If...If I make you anything else, will you wear it?"
"Of course! I want to see how much your embroidery improves. Before long, you'll be teaching me something!"
"Me? Teaching you?" The girl sounded in disbelief.
"Yep! I was never good with my hands, at least with silk and a needle. It wasn't until Yéyé stepped in did I know what to do with them."
At the mention of him, the girl's mood seemed to dampen. It wasn't her intention but Xiaoyu couldn't blame her for it either. Jinrei knew how to make a name for himself, ever since he was young. Not having his spunk around anymore left an obvious hole, one that Xiaoyu didn't realize she missed until it was already too late.
"I miss him." The young girl's voice interrupted Xiaoyu's thoughts. She gave her a smile, and a gentle pat on the head.
"I do too. But it'll be okay, next time we meet up, I'll teach you a few things about stances while you keep teaching and showing me your sewing skills. Deal?"
"Deal!"
Xiaoyu held her pinky out, the young girl using her own pinky to complete the deal. After a few more exchanges, Xiaoyu waved the girl goodbye, watching her disappear in the distance before sighing.
She sat down on the grass, listening to everything around her this time. The wind, the laughter, the talking, the birds, the whistling.
She was spunky when she was young, childish too, maybe she got it from him. Xiaoyu didn't know anything about his life when he was younger, but she knew he got his wisdom from somewhere. She only learned about his connections to the Mishima family once she was older.
Maybe she would have turned out to be more traditional if he wasn't around, maybe she would have eventually gotten better with her sewing skills like her parents initially wanted.
Xiaoyu was loud, rambunctious, maybe even a troublemaker compared to her more relaxed parents. They didn't know what to do with her, so eventually, he would suggest her to put all that energy into fighting.
It was thanks to him that they changed their minds.
"I'm still learning, Yéyé. I've gotten better but...I still have a lot to learn. I won't let you down, I promise."
Her phone soon began to vibrate, the young girl glancing down to see a message from her father. She quickly took hold of it, seeing the time, and immediately letting out a yell.
"Ah, I'm late! They're gonna kill me!"
Metaphorically of course. Xiaoyu quickly gathered up her things, haphazardly placing her jacket into the bag as she stood to her feet, running off and away from the park. Eyes watched her curiously but she paid them no mind as she answered her phone.
"Yes, BĂ ba? No, I didn't oversleep, it's still..." She checked her watch. "...well, not morning anymore but it's not late! It's only after 12! I'm on my way right now! I'll pick up some jianbing on the way! Tell MÄmÄ not to start without me!"
Maybe there were still quite a few things she needed to get better with.
#{ Testing out my writing skills kdgkf lets see if I still got it#wanted to write something about Xiao being in China visiting her parents or something. I don't know what part of China she'd be#from just yet but this is me just kind of rambling; it may or may not stick. I find myself actually reading a lot about#Chinese culture and stuff just in general even if its fictional stories; honestly just read a book about#a real life Chinese medical doctor back in the 1500s and its super interesting; ANYWAY THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS#if anyone reads it I hope it's enjoyable in its own way at least ^^#once again thanks as always for the patience~ Hope you're all doing great }
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