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Year of the Dragon
#dragalia lost#dragalia lost kenshin#dragalia lost fanart#happy lunar new year!#year of the dragon baybeeee#my year!!#i will never forgive eos for robbing me of kenshin#and the other wyrmclan leaders too#i just know he would’ve been insufferable#and i wouldve loved him#anyway still messing around with digital#its a learning process#forgive any janky art from here on#i am gathering new skills >:)#and experimenting >:)
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Well, let's hope I remember to do anything here
I hope to use this blog as an archive to demonstrate and to document my progress as an artist, storyteller, and hopefully a creator [the kind to make characters, not the general 'hope to find an audience to make money kind]
This feels awkward to do, considering I've never done things of this ilk before, but here's hoping it goes smoothly. Can't succeed if you don't try and all that jazz. To those who would stumble upon my domicile of a blog, welcome in, I'd offer you tea but that is quite difficult through a digital screen, and a website. Back on topic, I do hope you find what I make worth your while, and I hope that someone enjoys what I have created, even if it's a bit...messy.
-Writings and art soon of course, this won't be an empty blog, just need the courage to get there
#ocs#my ocs#art#digital art#writing#writeblr#writer community#writerscommunity#writers on tumblr#artists on tumblr#artwork#illustration#small artist#oc art#original character#oc lore#oc stuff#i do hope that i can use these tags for each of my posts#i'm not exactly tuned to using tumblr#like at all#its a learning process#anyway#let's pray i haven't already somehow fucked myself here#hello to the people who read this ^^
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what is a windward art
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#im sorry thats a lot of text#but this is me just being very vulnerable about the current situation with the van#the van has been my dream since i was very little so as you can imagine this whole process mean an incredible amount to me#therefore i have a lot to say#its a learning process#a work in progress#one step at a time#i have time#travel#travel blog#adventure#daily blog#my thoughts#thoughts#traveling#van life#bee and doddi#building doddi#doddi the van#time#hope#learning
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just sprayed all my parts with sealant so ill be able to start painting tomorrow !!! never done it before so im hoping it works alright 😵💫
#txt#nendo.txt#had to get all geared up . respiration mask gloves goggles etc#had to do it today cuz snows coming in starting tomorrow and i would hate to not be able to do anything for tbe next week#but its nervewracking cuz ive never done it before so i wont know if i did it ok until tomorrow#tried to follow all the tips ive seen but these are tiiny pieces so trying to avoid overlapping strokes is hard#and i also dropped a couple in the dirt and had to clean them off... ermmm .. well it was the only place i could spray#really hope it works ok#thankfully this is the basest layer and im fully painting over all of it#need the sealant for the paint to stick but if it doesnt look the best at least itll all be covered up#and i have some experience now for the next layers ill need to do#which again thankfully the smallest parts will only need initial and final sealant#because I'm just painting them and not using colored pencil#the face will need several layers though. possibly the hair too but i think i can put the pastel coloring right on the paint#we'll see!#really just hoping it worked okay its fine if its not perfect cuz its my first project#but i at least want it to work and not ahve ruined anything ;#ahah#mostly worried about the pieces i dropped and potentially missing a spot or over spraying parts#its a learning process#and its a clear sealant so i cant like directly see missed areas#and since they have to dry partially outside im worried about them getting debris on them even with precautions#but ig all that matters is that im trying it and that i kept myself safe from the toxins#update theyre inside now and everything looks fine?? they feel matte and a bit gritty which is what theyre supposed to feel like#they need the rest of the day to finish setting but hopefully good?#i keep going into my workspace to look at them like 👁👁 as if theyre gonna like. idk. blow up
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Programming memories
I've been writing a little cli to quickly perform Wikipedia searches in Kotlin lately and it's had me thinking about my journey up to this point learning programming. Back in high school, 10th grade I signed up for an XHTML, CSS and JS class where I had the opportunity to get a little certification and just have 3 hours a day to learn about it. I was absolutely hooked. I remember I'd have a blast making these little websites but wanted to learn desktop development. Eventually that led me to python and i liked it but felt it was lacking, though lacking what I didn't know because I knew literally nothing at the time. I wanted to write a text rpg, and read that python wasn't a good fit for my task and I should try Java instead, so I did. I hated it. Despised it actually, coming from python and JavaScript it seemed way too verbose, and confusing. I found it asinine that i needed to import something just to get input from the keyboard (honestly, still find it a bit odd.) But bizarrely, despite not sticking with it, and despite learning several other languages- even quitting programming for years after- the way I think, the way I initially want to do things has always been very Java-like. It colored my thinking in such a profound way, I've always kinda wondered what it was. Eventually I began to try out every single programming language, and found that everything abstracted too much, was too slow for my liking, didn't have static typings, didn't have the option for dynamic typing. Finally i realized after jumping around, developing a crippling inability to actually finish a programming language that literally Java (or kotlin as now I found that fun, but worry about the implicit binding to intellij) was what I wanted in a lang all along.
The shit you get to thinking about debugging, huh?
#coding#programming#musings#work in progress#its a learning process#memories#deep thoughts#kotlin#javaprogramming#java
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Just another annoying little reminder that I made a youtube channel so...here it is.... its just sitting there...k bye
#i know my editing is CRAP i am aware#its a learning process#also my second video is a redo i spent hours editing the og only for it to not upload lol#so i didn't feel like spending the same amount of time on video 2.0
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pathologic 3 announcement made me return to the classic game and finally play it properly! i think my favorite part of the bachelor's route is when he talks to maria kaina (or whoever's in her body at the time) and they explain that their planned Utopia isn’t even supposed to be a 'perfect' place but instead 'the mystical manifestation of a world inscrutable and inaccessible to men' going back to the original meaning of the word irl and instead of despairing Daniil fervently agrees that this kind of unimaginable leap is worth it, no matter where it actually leads
#pathologic#the bachelor#daniil dankovsky#andrey stamatin#peter stamatin#maria kaina#nina kaina#recent interview with dybowski made me kind of apprehensive#because i love the idea of an emotional state as a fundamental game mechanic for the bachelor but#he was very focused on the idea of following the 'teacher' in Simon and in the process learning everything he was meant to learn#despite never really 'catching' the dead guy in his time loops#i feel that the head of the studio is just projecting again#and in a way that old version of the bachelor made back when he was a student in his twenties#could end up seeming more compelling in the end#but we'll SEE#i am still wildly hopeful and hype#my artwork#ALSO anybody who likes the bachelor and reads those rambling tags#you should totally check out blank monk by chekhov#its short
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wanderer's adventures in sumeru
THANK YOU FOR 70 FOLLOWERS BY THE WAY!! some news, i made an offical art twitter account! 🥳 its @/marsunshi and i linked it, right now im focused on genshin there and will be a lot more active, but im still going to try and post mcsm content here because i have Many wips ^^ i also have my ao3 linked there and i have a few drafts of mcsm works that i might post at some point..who knows
#i love the idea of scara learning to allow himself to do things without thinking twice#picking flowers for nahida and asking tighnaris advice#actually conversating#sword dancing with nilou#he doesnt have anything to be defensive about anymore so he learns to just Be#his healing process is directly tied to sumeru and i want to see more of how he interacts with it's people#when hes not fighting them or launching them across field (ahem ahem interdarshan championship)#genshin#genshin impact#wanderer#scaramouche#kaveh#nilou#dehya#tighnari#doodle#scara in the first one can either be feeling guilty about shocking tnri in the AQ or wishing he could do it again in that moment#its up for interpretation
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i found a bad post i made months ago in the privacy of my own home and now i need to air it out in public because it's getting mildewy and moths are eating it
#i realise having light as my icon doesn't help me out here but i have to preserve the post in its true form#rookposting#anyway this was the bad post i was referring to in that other post. this is the fandom au it would be#im not going to write this. i refuse to write anything that would make me learn more about omegaverse than ive already learned against my w#ill. on principle#death note#i dont want to tag this one because i dont want it to show up but unfortunately i want my blog to be organised.#im making myself very vulnerable in posting this do you all understand. i mdoing it for the bit#eta: i cant stress enough that this post was not me trying to write like light yagami#this was my real brain process that i went through at work#eta2 reblogs are off stop talking about the bible#not everyone grew up religious i am not loving being insulted for not jumping to the bible
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two homes.
#i just think it a very pretty shot. look how many stars are visible!#arthur is looking over them#each scene is its own learning process i stg#rwrbedit#my edit#rwrb#red white and royal blue#rwrb movie#firstprince#rwrbsource#alex claremont diaz#henry fox mountchristen windsor#alex x henry
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totally haven't been hyperfixed on this game for the past two weeks ahaha
+ some sif portrait redraws under the cut
#isat siffrin#isat#orangetriestoart#i played the game for a whole weekend in the beginning of july and i havent stopped thinking about it since god its so gOOD#currently in the process of trying to get all of the achievements and taking emotional damage every time i get a new memory#i wanna make a full piece thing for it but i gotta learn how to use grayscale better ive been studying from the game screenshots#cause like all the art in the game is so cool and expressive and really really good at using limited values like mad respect#but for now slight color until i can figure out how to break up values better yipepeeeeeeee#anywasy gnightttt tumbly have a good one if ur reading this :D
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To be clear, I do ship Marcille and Falin!! I just ship them as.... complicated, you know? They have dyke drama. Marcille is deluding herself that Falin hasn't grown up and she's not going to age, and she's not going to die no matter what Marcille does, and Marcille isn't going to have to live most of her life having lost her. Meanwhile poor Falin would like a step by step written explanation of how to convince her very good elf friend that she is an adult, and has some potentially adult feelings about getting wet and naked and crawling into bed together
#their relationship so much funnier and more complicated than 'they're girlfriends!' if you let it be#there's the dramatic tragedy of elven lifespans there's the hilarity of mixed signals and stubborn miscommunication#there's the potential for character growth in Falin learning to assert herself and to process her own desires#and sure there are platonic explanations—dunmeshi is at its heart about friendship not romance#but I am a dyke with a documented weakness for necromantic acts of devotion so#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi spoilers#falin touden#marcille donato#facille
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Oh, help me God, this hellboy got me coming back for more
reblogs super appreciated !!! close-ups under the cut !
#south park#south park fanart#stan marsh#shroomer's art !#shroomer's archives: south park#artists on tumblr#my ramblings + thought process starts here (warning. its a lot) vvvvvvvvvvvvvv#"heyyyyy shadowww. its mee. da devil.#the amount of eyestrain i went through while rendering this#gradient maps!!! are so fun!!! (they are not i hate them so much)#lots to improve on still. but that's for next time!#the process of making this was so arduous.... but i learned a lot i feel#(and also if i had spent any more time working on this i would have actually lost it)#BUT YIPPEEEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAN MARSH THE LOSER BOY I CANT BELIEVE I FINISHED THIS ON TIME#2 days in advance too by the time the queue uploads it#anyways.... stupid loser boy stan marsh..... i found out his birthday was coming up soon#and i had this idea sitting in my head for like.... 2 weeks i think#popped up when i was listening to lexie liu's album the happy star and the song diablo came up#and i thought wait.... doesnt stan get possessed by satan at some point#and so here we are!!#I ACTUALLY RECENTLY WATCHED THE EPISODE TOO AND THE THEME OF THE SONG FIT THE THEME OF THE EPISODE CRAZY WELL AS WELL#sometimes my genius is almost frightening#anyways this emotionally sensitive animal lover boy has really grown on me over the course of the series <3#i still havent.... finished cartman's sheet.....#the self designated deadline i gave myself of 2 weeks is coming up soon and erm. guh.#dies#this took so much effort and brainpower that needed to be allocated to my assignments.......#but its ok!!! im gonna sell this as a print!!! so its kind of!! productive!!#guh i hope this one performs well sob theres this nagging feeling i have that its not gonna do well at all#try painting some funky lighting + greyscale painting she said. it'll be fun she said.
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happy "our marriage is never gonna recover from this" day
#this is why you share your plan with 1 (one) other person; kids. otherwise you end up embarrassing yourself in front of the people#you were trying to impress (and the man youve fallen head over heels for)#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#ed teach#edward teach#blackbeard#september 1st#s01e04#Discomfort in a Married State#gif#i didnt get the colour grading quite how i wanted it but i had fun tweaking them! its all learning; baybeee#im having fun! hopefully new laptop will have the power to let me control more things. maybe#(or maybe thats just skill issues ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)#yall gotta be nice to me ok im still figuring things out#also like. as i said earlier. i knowwww this scenes been giffed to shit. but also not so many with the leap year note! so.#i learnt that 1717 was NOT a leap year in the process of making this. djenks i feel betrayed & lied to#did YOU remember we had a february 29th this year? because i sure didnt. i squandered her
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Don't worry Chea! Take the time you need, fireflies will be waiting the time necessary 😊🙌💖 remember always take a time to have a break and congratulations for your weeding! 🎉💍
Thank you so much!! Honestly working on the game has been up and down, but every time I start doubting myself people send me reassurances and support I can never fully thank everyone for! I wanna make every update the best it can be, that's my promise!
As for the wedding, definitely anxious about it, but also excited!!
#cheea chatter#jar of fireflies#looking back at MO's code its soso messy and basic#i oughta step back and re-learn things a bit to make the process more smooth#but one thing at a time i suppose haha#also queue's back <3
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