#its a fun way to practice my english tho!

[orangedoorhingeinstorage]

Rambly post about RW Qualia and mostly Five Pebbles

Old thing I wrote on a Padlet board of mine that I'm semi proud of, warning: rambly asf, also only took the base game as a basis. Enjoy!

The Ancient civilization and their descendants held their memories as something valuable, using pearls to archive them, those type being memory construct pearls. The concept of memories is closely tied to qualia: A personal experience, something that can’t be comprehended by another person completely other than the individual itself. They are sensations that are hard to convey through written language.

Five Pebble’s Pearl dialogue:

It's qualia, or a moment - a very short one. Someone is holding a black stone and twisting it slightly as they drag their finger across the rough surface. The entire sequence is shorter than a heartbeat, but the resolution is extraordinary.

A memory... but not really visual, or even concrete, in its character. It reminds of the feeling of a warm wind, but not the physical feeling but the... inner feeling. I don't think it has much utility unless you are doing some very fringe Regeneraist research.

With the advancement of bioengineering, they would take a step further and preserve raw memories and qualia of an individual in cabinet beasts at the memory crypts.

Shaded Citadel pearl:

“The assorted memories and qualia include:

Watching dust suspended in a ray of sun (Old age). Eating a very tasty meal (Young child). Defeating an opponent in a debate contest and being applauded by fellow team members (Late childhood/Early adulthood).”

Survivor and Monk’s campaign begin with memories of their time reunited with their family. Memories can also be seen in their dreams. And their journey consist of moving on from the past and those memories that hold them in the carnal plane and to enter into the spiritual one, as the many others who left their memories to be cherished by the carnal plane did, drawn to the void again and again, an endless drip drip drip

In Rain World, the previous civilization studied thoroughly the nature of the void, but for a time that was just restricted to only theory, and they only could understand the nature of transcendence after experiencing it themselves. To grasp the boundless infinite of the cosmic void.

Qualia also heavily influenced the naming convention of the descendants of the ancients and the iterators. With the benefactors names being more "ornate and lavish" due to their ego, great ambition and various titles. That being true to most of public figures.

As seen in 5P pearl dialogue, the iterators themselves share the concept of qualia, with Moon commenting on the Garbage Wastes pearl being hard to translate to you due to it being his personal experience.

Garbage Wastes pearl:“It’s written in internal language, or thoughts, so it is hard for me to translate so you would understand. It's a methodology for global ascension of course - quite good, although the Peripherists or the Slab Mongers certainly wouldn't agree!”.

It’s also seen in one Five Pebbles pearls that he tries to “experience” what is it being like a lower creature, to research the solution of the Great Problem, ascending the world. But even as an Iterator, he struggles to do so as he is godlike comparison, with his experience being different from the average creature. The Iterators know a lot, but they’re restrained due the taboo and their somewhat limited worldview.

Five Pebbles pearl dialogue: “It is the impression of being a small creature, like a wall climbing lizard, and looking up into the branches of a big tree. The last third is partly overwritten with a number series I vaguely recognize, but without my memory…”

Moon Survivor/Monk dialogue:“He's sick, you know. Being corrupted from the inside by his own experiments. Maybe they all are by now, who knows. We weren't designed to transcend, and it drives us mad.”

Moon receiving her first neuron:

We were supposed to help everyone, you know. Everything. That was our purpose: a great gift to the lesser beings of the world. When facing our inability to do so, we all reacted differently. Many with madness.

Outskirts Pearl:

This is true for all living things, but some actually break the cycle. That doesn't apply to you or me though, you are too entangled in your animal struggles, and for me not breaking that cycle is an integral part of the design. Our mantras keep repeating.

The best Five Pebbles can do is granting you the gift of communication, the mark of enligthment and lead you to the old path, as a definitive solution hasn't been found, and it is uncertain if SOS actually ever found one.

The bad news is that no definitive solution has been found. And every moment the equipment erodes to a new state of decay. I can't help you collectively, or individually. I can't even help myself.

Everyone had a theory. Some said that she did have a solution, but that the solution itself was somehow dangerous. These later became known as the Triangulators, who think that a solution should be inferred without being directly discovered. Some said she never had a solution, she just died. And when the systems broke down an erroneous signal was sent. One camp claimed that dying was the solution.

And that frustration of trying to comprehend the individual experience of everything in the World and solve the puzzle of The Great Problem leads him into trying to find a way out himself, not caring about others around him. Posing risk into himself and others.

FP: I'm tired of trying and trying. And angry that they left us here. The anger makes me even less inclined to solve their puzzle for them. Why do we do this?

EP: It is not a new idea, but it needs to be vented occasionally. What if there is no universal solution? What if perception is in fact existence, and when Sliver of Straw sent the triple positive it was not a mistake? What if crossing oneself out, or even just death, is the way? We need to consider the possibility.

[bmpmp3]

i keep choosing like the hardest songs possible to try to learn to make midis for vocal synth covers on. why do i keep doing this to myself. like is that reverb doubling back creating noise, vocal doubling, or a harmony. if its a harmony i'll explode on impact

[toastthewolfie]

its done

silly. Silly guy. Silly man. Silly sopping wet golden retriever. Filled with soup and anxiety. (dont worry. They will eventually come out as it does reach a point where the closet is fucking glass)

His name’s Issac Giselle, his callsign is Coyote :D

info from @/olibird’s template under the cut :)

Name: Isabella (Issac) Giselle 

Aliases: Coyote and 10-19

Nationality: American       Ethnicity: Latina (I am unsure how to represent this, so it will probbaly not be very prevalent. Sorry D:)

Age:  23              DoB: (M/D/Y) 6/15/2001

Pronouns: Uses She/Her but prefers he/they Gender: transman (Closeted)            Sex: Female

Sexuality: Questioning

Height: 5’2

Languages: English, Spanish (Mexican)

Which CoD Universe: the Modern Warfare Reboot timeline

Branches of Service: N/A

Affiliation:  (Former) Mercenary for unnamed Company, Shadow Company

Specialties: Demolition. Fights extremely fast and relies heavily overwhelming the enemy but can easily be overpowered if the enemy has more experience than him.

Personality: sad golden retriever boy who’s a doormat.

Backstory: 

Was one of many adultified children after his parents moved from Mexico to the States. Mother was busy, father was unable to work due to health and visa issues and was practically a vegetable so basically he had to raise his little sister (who’s 4 years younger than him). Was kicked out at 19 for expressing the desire to be a man, stumbled into a man (who will remain unnamed until further notice) and joined an unnamed Mercenary Company (they explicitly chose to remain unnamed. It, quote, allowed “less strings to be attached or followed”. Most just refer to it as ‘The Company’). 

Met Phillip Graves during a random mission when he was 21, they exchanged information (rather, Graves was interested in their abilities and forced them to exchange information (doesn’t help that Issac’s a doormat’ so he could contact him later). After a bit of discussion, he made the decision to join Shadow Company and leave ‘The Company’. Everyone there was extremely against it but what was done was done (even if he started to heavily regret it) and he’s been here ever since.

Issues: extremely touch starved, very big doormat, extremely likely to hold back any form of tears (even if caused by pain) as he believes that emotions like that are messy and will cause unnecessary distress (where he grew up and worked, pain was seen as weakness or caused distress, and those are two things he wants to avoid).

Habits: holds self very tightly, as if trying to take up very little space. Stretches when bored.

Scars: large, jagged scars on face, hands, and most of his forearms and legs.

Preferred method of showing care/affection/love language: Any. My guy will literally take sword fighting and turn it into a sign of affection 😭 (edited bc i wrote this at like 12 and forgot this was SHOWING and not RECIEVING)

Preferred way of receiving care/affection: Physical touch

Eye Color: amber

Hair description: cut just above the neck and very flowy, its a dark reddish brown (not chestnut, just a slightly redder brown)

Clothing description:

Combat: fairly standard combat gear in black and varying shades of grey with a balaclava only cut around the eyes

Casual: a green hoodie with two slightly darker patches on the right arm that read ‘Giselle’ and ‘10-19’ respectively. Grey leggings and green shoes.

Body description: skinny. They aren’t very muscular and act more as a scout.

Favorite Activities: observing. He writes down little notes in a small brown-leather notebook about everyone he’s around for more than half a day.

Blood Type: O+

Favorite color: Platinum

Favorite animal: dogs (german shepherds specifically)

Favorite food/Dessert: they like mango slushies :)

Other Fun Facts:

allergic to Grandpa and his children D: (they try to hide it tho and wear a mask around him to prevent sneezing)

He’s also allergic to cacao (it’s not a bad allergy, just kinda itchy mouth and stuff)

He and Selena are frenemies. Selena has kinda taken Issac under her wing but since she HATES doormats, she’s trying to teach him to standup for himself (but he usually almost starts crying because he thinks Selena is upset at him leading to a very awkward comfort session).

Selena was probably the first person he approached first, as he was VERY interested in her previous work with MWDs (and potentially her adopted German Shepherd named Skye who was a former MWD that she trained)

people have assume they’re a dude, and despite being in the closet, they dont bother to correct people (it feels nice, being called what you want to. Most people just assume he doesn’t care lol)

[behoright]

long distance friendship with andrei svechnikov

uhhhh here's a little blurb! yall can thank @ryanpulock for this. it was just too much and needed to be shared soooorry it's so long.

warnings: haven't really proofread this I freaked out the whole time. fluffy fluffy fluffy a tiny bit of angst.

◌ ◯ ✽◌ ◯ ✽

you met when you’re both teenagers when he began playing for the lumberjacks

he obv had a crush on you but he couldn’t really speak english

you were always around the rink and at practice and stuff bc of a family member of yours so he saw you a lot

saw you do homework and stuff at the rink and he would try and talk to you or see if you could help him with english 

you helped him A LOT bc you’d be one of the last ones there and so was he so you’d hang out a lot

but you were only teenagers and you had your own lil life at your high school and stuff

eventually he went to the OHL and it was heartbreaking for the both of you tbh

he had never been more excited to move up but the second thought he had was that he wasn’t going to see you everyday anymore

same with you but you both played it off

the last night before he leaves you hang out until late and he promises you he won’t forget or stop talking to you

“even when you make it to the nhl and become a big shot?”

“never, y/n”

sdjkfhkdjvh

and so it begins

the constant constant texting

silly snapchats and you send each other memes on instagram 

he’s too shy to ask you to facetime so he doesn’t

until draft day 

dude one of the best days of his life

and on top of that - he gets a facetime call from YOU

he makes sure his hair looks good before he answers djfksljf

you were afraid that now he would forget about you but as soon as he gets to raleigh you become even closer

he never fails to send you good morning texts and snapchats

he never sends good nights tho and thats because he never wants to stop talking to you

he’d rather tell you “i fell asleep lol” instead of saying goodbye

facetime becomes the norm on his second season w the canes

it ebbs and flows when you get a boyfriend

and tbh he says hes happy for you but hes not

and he doesn't understand why because he hasn’t seen you since you were 17 and you both had a silly teenage crush

also he has every single girl available and sometimes he’d tell you about it to see if you get jealous but you don’t seem to (even though you do)

he knows he has to find another way to distract himself now that you have a boyfriend you can’t facetime him as much

gets a girlfriend 

but things turn sour faster than he expected

if you’re having any relationship problems you always tell him and so he does too

it doesn’t get very far tho because the only advice you both have for each other is 

“break up with him”

“break up with her”

and you’re both too stupid to see what’s really going on but the distance doesn’t help

you finally decide to see each other during the summer and you meet each other’s significant others and 

oh boy

she HATES your guts and she’s so condescending

“oH mY gOd iS thIs yOuR bEsTiE bAbE? OH yOu’Re sOOOOO cUTe!”

ugh

same with him 

andrei is surrounded by toxic relationships and unfortunately toxic masculinity so he sees right through your boyfriend

he tells you after

“I don’t trust him, y/n”

you don’t know but its the beginning of the end for both of your relationships

after that, you both spend a week of his summer together before he goes to train in russian and its 

so fun

except for the fact that your horrible partners are both always there so you both feel like you can’t relax bc they’d get insecure

at the end of the summer he breaks up with her bc he seriously cannot shake off how she treated you and also bc she was just not it

and surprise surprise your boyfriend cheats on you during the fall

you call him in hysterics crying sobbing

youve been friends for a long time and know each other very well but he’s actually never seen you cry

he just sits and listens to you talk and vent makes sure you feel really validated

you stay on facetime for a long long time that night even if he has a game tomorrow

and the day after he calls you while he’s driving to the arena

you’re in bed with your blinds shut even though its 3 pm 

“I going to score for you tonight, you’ll see. Trust me.”

and score he does

he tries to find the camera as soon as he scores and everyone including his teammates are like ???

but he winks at it and points at it 

you know its for you

calls you AS SOON AS THE GAME IS OVER

“you see? I told you! I told you I’d do it for you!”

and thats when you realize you really like this man

you call and text even more somehow

facetime all the time 

the season has its highs and lows and 

on most roadies he can’t wait to just get to his hotel room to talk to you

he tells you whenever he’s taking off or landing

you’ll send him snaps of you watching the game whether alone or with your friends 

you literally never miss one

you share locations at some point and he will never say it but he checks on you all the time

breaks his heart a little when he sees you’re over at someone’s house 

same with you wherever he’s at a club or something but oh well

you’re just friends and have to live your lives

but still no one takes up as much time as you do

even if its for 5-10 minutes he’d facetime you

your roommate thinks its fucking annoying that you stay up so late just talking

and what a cute texter he is

“good luck on your test!”

“i saw this and i thought of you”

sdkjfhksjfhskdjchksd

he ships one of his jerseys to your dorm 

anytime there’s a limited edition piece of merch he’ll always send you one

on your birthday he sends you matching beaded bRACELETS

and you see he always always wears it

theres a point where the season gets freaking hard and andrei is so frustrated

you answer the phone but it looks like it’s just been placed on the nightstand

“Drei?”

“hi, y/n”

and his voice is all choked up and sniffly

“I want to talk to you but I’m just. I’m so tired and I can’t take it today. I’m sorry” and there’s a little sob in there

you reassure him and eventually he opens up 

even though he can’t show his face because he’s embarrassed and he doesn’t want you to see him like this

“to be honest, it’s so lonely. I feel alone in the room at the end of the day and I feel guilty because this is my dream.”

you talk him through what he’s feeling and how to feel better

he grabs the phone and you see his face all red and puffy. you can tell he was crying really hard before he called you

“I’m sorry I look so bad” he says as he rubs his eyes and his face HELLA HARD bc he’s a boy

“You look great, svech” 

And his heart melts oh it melts so hard

You don’t tell him but you saved up enough to fly out and one day you just show up at practice 

Thankfully he was too busy to check your location lol

He’s ELATED

literally drops his stick and gloves and just skates towards you so fast

“Oh so this is who you’re texting all the time”

You spend the weekend together 

He cancels your hotel stay so you can stay with him 

He loves to have you around and debates kissing you when you go out with the team

But he’s too nervy so he doesn’t 

When he drops you off at the airport he tears up a bit and hugs you for a long long time 

“I going to miss you, that’s all”

“I love you”

Calls you after you’re past security lol

He tells you he wants you to come out every weekend

And you both laugh but he’s low key serious 

Ever since you went to visit him last you both say I love you ALL the time

Whenever they play in your city he comes and visit you 

He accidentally stays in your dorm once you guys cuddle and fall asleep talking 

No matter the distance you become closer and closer 

See each other for the holidays :)

Still no one is making any moves even though you are VERY touchy 

And tbh neither of you seeing anyone else bc you’re both so busy w your jobs/college

It’s so easy to talk to each other bc it’s all online 

No one uses snap anymore so he’d just send you selfies 😭😭

Sometimes when he’s reviewing video he’d FaceTime you to just have you there

Same whenever you’re just doing homework 

There’s been times that he’s at the rink late and you’re doing school work late and he just props his phone up while you both do your thing even though he’s ON THE ICE

Keeps his AirPods in so he can hear you talk to him 

You have movie nights together and do screen sharing

You decide to surprise him bc you have some 

Big news 

And he’s been in a HUGE scoring drought 

You know it’s taking a toll on him bc he literally tells you everything 

Every SINGLE thing

You surprise him when he’s doing morning workout w the team

They let you in because everyone knows you now he doesn’t shut up about you shows them pics of you always on the phone 

And he’s SWEATY but he runs to you and picks you up in a big bear hug spins you around 

He’s so so happy he really needed this especially after you guys talked SO much during the dads trip (since his dad couldn’t make it and all) 

He keeps looking for you in the stands and during warm up just keeps skating past you and tapping the glass and puts his face up to it and shfhfjxbdchfjbfdn

he gets out of his scoring drought SO quickly in the 1st

Scores twice, is on hatty watch, has the best game ever

Whenever he’s on the bench he thinks about how he got his mojo back literally the day you got to Raleigh

Like this has to do with you

*superstition unlocked*

Gets first star and skates up to you to bang on the glass before throwing the puck to some kids next to you

Mouths “go to the locker room” before skating to Hannah

When you go see him he’s all sweaty and gross and shirtless, his hockey pants still on and all 

“You did so good! You did amazing, Andrei!” 

He runs and hugs you so tightly into his chest 

whispers into your hair

“because of you. It happened because of you.” 

before giving you the game puck 

What he doesn’t know yet is that you came to visit to tell him that you got into an internship in Raleigh and will be moving there in a couple of months 👀👀

[probablyahazard]

Tagged by @nuclear-cowboy my beloved to do 15 questions, 15 mutuals so here we go

Were you named after anyone? My first name is stolen from a dnd character and a podcast character. My middle name is veeeery technically from a kpop idol? (its an english name tho, latin origin) a friend called me by his name as a joke once. I proceeded to ignore the massive amount of gender euphoria it gave me for like a year in a half. But the name means lucky so I was like 'ha yeah I'll keep it'

When was the last time cried? Idk dude like 24 hours ago? will probably cry later tho. I cry a lot.

Do you have kids? Ha, fuck no. I'm a baby. Also for other......reasons.

Do you use sarcasm alot? Yes? I think? Enough that people used to comment on how sarcastic I was?

What’s the first thing you notice about people? Is it cheating if I just say vibes? idk if i had to hazard (ha) a guess I'd say like either the way they carry themselves or how much they speak.

What’s your eye colour? Brown but like deep brown almost black looking brown type shit.

Any special talents? I'm one of those bitches who's just super good at memorizing quotes. is it practically useful? no. But it's fun. I memorize whole movies for funsies.

Scary movies or happy endings? Both? It depends on my mood? As a kid i was very into scary movies but as I get older and the world happens I appreciate happy endings more which.....ahhh.... ya know?

Where were you born? Aotearoa

What are your hobbies? Reading (so much fucking reading), drawing, writing, dnd and dming (tho that actually happens once in a blue moon), imagining little scenarios. idk dude existing

Do you have any pets? Not currently, I used to have a cat.

What sports do you play/have played? I did fencing for like 5 years, that was my main thing. Idk not really a sports person. as a kid I did miniball, touch rugby, and gym but not of those ever stuck. I always wanted to play football (soccer not the other one) but eh.

How tall are you? short.... (*whispers* like 5'1)

Favourite subject in school? Classics my beloved <3333 also drama and english. and like in theory I liked the content for my art history class but I hated the way we were taught so

Dream job? I do not dream of labor. also I have a lot of fears about not being able to hold a full time job without destroying myself for...Reasons. But like hypothetically I'd love to be a classicist or a graphic designer. or an actor but like ahhhh no.

Tagging the mutuals, sorry. This is probably not like 15 and obviously you don’t have to do this, it’s chill if you just ignore this. anyways, ur all really cool and I hope ur having a good day <3

@ghostgrrll @badfaithbanana @raemae-15 @nightlynymph @watermelon-converse @coffeeshopghost @future-banned-book-recipient @confused-wizard @angelic-flower-universe @merriweather-underground

[jackredfieldwasmyjacob]

hello everybody, your friendly annoying spaniard is back with more references to spanish culture in pokemon scarlet and violet! here's my previous post btw!

also i'm really thankful for how much y'all are enjoying these :) i'm thinking maybe after i finish the game i could do posts going over the names of the places and the new pokemon designs and their tie-ins into spanish culture (if there's any)!

anyways, let's start!

first of all, just as its leader, medali just looks like your average bland spanish city, that could have been inspired by a thousand different cities across the country. except... there's roman ruins in there! due to its location and general look, i would say the main inspiration for this city is mérida, which is known as the roman capital of spain. founded in 25 BC as augusta emerita, it became the capital of the lusitania province during the roman empire, and it's the best preserved roman city in the country (i went to excavate there for three weeks and loved it there, i really recommend it!). the roman ruins are a unesco world heritage site, and its most recognizable monument is actually the theatre [pic 5], where there's roman-style plays are still performed (i've seen three there and its an unreal experience). due to the look of the theatre in game, it could also be a reference to other roman theatres in the country like bilbilis [pic 6], carthago nova [pic 7], or segobriga's [pic 8].

all of mount glaseado trainers have basque names!!! i don't know if this is the same in the english version, but this is a very neat detail that prepares you for montenevera, which i'll talk about down below. before that tho, i want to redirect you to this post by the incredible blog @beautiful-basque-country where they talk in depth about all references to basque culture in the games! i'll touch on them as well but of course not as good as them :)

anyways, montenevera. just to start, in spanish the name of the town is 'hozkailu town'; 'hozkailu' is 'fridge' in basque (just as 'nevera' is fridge in spanish). the architecture of the town is also reminiscent of basque architecture, with all houses looking like baserri, the traditional houses of that area. the cold setting is also a reference to basque country, being colder than other regions in spain and mount glaseado being a reference to the pyreenees; the westernmost part of them lie in euskal herria (the basque land).

i also love the detail of the candles in honour of the deceased, i don't know how extended is this tradition or if it's practiced in other countries (i imagine it's not uncommon in catholic places???) but at least in my family on the anniversary of a family death we lit up a candle in the house in their memory :)

another fun thing referencing basque culture is that the mc in the gym (i have no idea what his name in the english version is, in the spanish one he's mc bull-a which is fun) speaks in a 'basquified' way, using basque ortography while speaking spanish (switching ch for tx or c for k for example!)

AND BETTER THAN THAT, THE GYM TRAINERS ARE REFERENCES TO SPANISH MUSIC THEMSELVES!!!! i genuinely didn't think i was gonna see amaia montero in a pokemon game, but here we are i guess. anyways, the first trainer, who's named mikel, a basque name (maybe a reference to mikel erentxun?) references the incredibly bop and cultural phenomenon that was uno más uno son siete by fran perea, which served as the opening song for one of the most beloved spanish tv shows ever (it's kinda like our f.r.i.e.n.d.s or, now that i think about it, more like how i met your mother due to the atrocious ending). he talks about 'one plus one not being two' (the song's title translates to 'one plus one is seven'), and directly quotes the song when defeated. i cannot emphazise how incredibly cool and great this is, literally the peak of pokemon. i cannot put into words what i felt when i saw it in game.

but nothing, and i repeat, NOTHING, could have prepared me for the next trainer... she's literally amaia montero, who was the singer of probably the most influencial group in spain from the 2000's (there's no group i can compare it with so you can understand the magnitude of it, maybe paramore but i'm biased cause they're both my favourite groups ever lol): la oreja de van gogh. it is jukebox musical-worthy iconic, that's the grip this band has on spanish society. i was gonna choose one song of them to show to y'all but i simply cannot link only one, so here's a post a made some years ago of my top 25 lodvg songs, please listen to at least one of them you won't be disappointed. anyways, yeah. even the model looks like amaia lol.

finally, i wanted to talk about the real lore behind the history classes for a while, but i always forget lol. i was gonna make a comment in a previous post about the paldean empire being a reference to both the roman and spanish empires but i dismissed it as being too obvious of a reference (like talking about the tauros regional form which... you know, i don't think i even have to talk about it lol). i didn't took a screenshot of it, but in one of the classes she also talks about the origin of the academy, saying that it was 805 years old, being the oldest in the region. well, the oldest university in spain, the university of salamanca, has 804 years (it was founded in 1218! also maybe this means they were planning on releasing the game next year?)

and that's all for now, hope you enjoy the post!

and here's the next post :)

[eridan-amporaa]

Also I wanted to like- speculate/discuss on what these guys' Sylladices and Strife Decks would be (Strife Decks will be in a separate ask bc uh. This got long lol)

Streber - wire puzzle, to fit with his love of inventing. When Streber attempts to take an item out, he will be presented with a mess of wires he needs to connect to the right nodes. When solved, he gets the item

Radford - movie trivia. Simple enough, though has comedic potential if someone else tries to use it and is immediately stumped by some b-movie horror knowledge only Radford knows

Ross - I feel like Ross would go for something straightforward, like Array. However if he or his dad are musicians I could see him having a Simon Says-like Modus where the card plays a string of notes and Ross has to copy them back

Roy - idk why but I see him having something money-related, probably bought by his parents. My idea is that he can "deposit" items freely, but to take them out he needs to either pay for it with money or an item of equal or greater value to the item he wants to take out (there'd be an "eject all" button that spits out both the items and any deposited money so it's not like, completely impossible to access anything). Roy swaps this out with a far less convoluted Modus the first chance he gets lol

Robert - idk why but I feel like he'd go for one of the board game ones? Like Jenga or Operation. Something simple, but fun

Speaking of the board game Modi... I imagine similar to Jade's grandpa, Pump and Susie's parents got them a bunch of board game Modi for Christmas, and the two just picked their favorites

Susie - Pictionary. Easy enough and fits with her love of art, even if it's a bit obtuse at times

Pump - Ouija. Works like Aradia's, just in English. Due to his connection to Heir of Light Skid, to Eyes, or both, the spirits usually end up giving him what he wants, making it a relatively easy Modus for him to use

Skid - I had a bit of trouble coming up with something for Skid, because I wanted to have it be spook-related in some way while not just giving him another Ouija board. I then realized... Maze Game Modus! Skid drags a dot through a maze, and when he reaches the end he gets his item. If he fails the maze a loud scream will play, and sometimes he intentionally fails just to hear it. It's based off the Scary Maze Game :>

Sometimes Skid and Pump also swap Modi for fun!

I couldn't come up with anything for Kevin or Ethan, unfortunately. Maybe Kevin could have like a gumball or capsule machine Modus, where he turns a crank and gets a random item, but I have no idea what to do for Ethan

i love all of these!! maze game modus is so funny to me actually

i think kevin would prolly have an array modus actually, eventually his terrible luck using any fun-ish modus would get the best of him i think ;u; maybe he'd get the gumball one back postgame but its just not practical when you have the worst luck on in paradox space lol

ethan... hm. not really sure what he'd use, prolly something spooky. maybe something based on excavation? he canonically collects bones in the forest so it kinda fits. like. big block o dirt/stone wtvr pops out and he has to break it open. maybe he'd have some sort of tool to help with that (chiselkind?) in his strife deck just to be safe

ross would prolly have a music-based modus, yeah. i made one up kinda recently (its what i would use lol), melody modus! each item is assigned a short tune which you have to repeat to get something out. you get to pick the tune, tho. i can see him using video game songs for it - zelda theme, green hill zone, white space... megalovania-

rob could get the memory modus, i think hed be good at that one

roy would prolly end up borrowing a spare modus from susie - prolly jenga modus, seems abt right

[eggbagelz]

OUUUUUUUGH DO YOU HAVE THE RIGHT OPINIONS ON EVERYTHING WHEN IT COMES TO THE KILLJOYS.

dr death defying is my fav but the way u jus described motorbaby..... she might take the crown....

okok now i gotta ask- what r ur fav hcs abt any of the killjoys? or what hcs are so stuck in your brain that theyre practically canon to you??? i love ur killjoys sm please i would love to hear you ramble abt them >:]

OH WELL SINCE U ASKED

Actually I've been wanting to talk abt my hcs for a while so THANK U FOR THIS TEE HEE

Anyway! I think like. My interpretations [or hcs i guess] of the 'joys is a lil nonstandard in some ways bc i took the blank slate of their personalities and ran with it GSJSH [so these are all like. Canon to me. Basically. Sorry gerald u never gave ur apocalypse ocs personalities so theyre mine now] basically like. I have some v set hcs on their personalities and main characteristics as a whole

SO!

I like to think that fun ghoul is like. While hes v v chatty and more than a little mischievous hes also EXTREMELY perceptive to the point it's unnerving, and while hes not v good with his own emotions he's fucking insanely good at picking up other people's, as well as like. Tiny details and shit that others wouldn't have noticed. Hes still an idiot tho godbless GKEHSJ. Hes the number one mad gear fanboy. Hes good w explosives but crap with other tech.

Kobra. Ohohohohohohohoooo kobra. Ppl like to hc him as v stoic [which im not implying is a bad hc at all btw!!! Just an observation] but i like to thing hes EXTREMELY emotional and p unpredictable. A v shoot first ask questions later type, and deathly afraid of being percieved as cowardly or weak. Absolutely GARBAGE shot, which is why he has stun gloves. Practically the fucking tech whisperer.Official motorbaby wrangler. Gets astronomical amounts of ass but is terrified of feeling any romantic emotions.Half Japanese, he and poison are fraternal twins!

POISON! Also extremely emotional but has it under sliiightly better control than kobra [lol. "Control." How full's that bottle ur filling ur feelings with now pois?]. Very very good w tactical stuff and planning, likes logic and such. Also v flamboyant and enjoys colour and the life of the zones. Prettiest 'joy in the zones, seriously. Talks a LOT but has absolutely no fucking filter. Extremely sex positive.Abt as emotionally intelligent as a brick. Also half japanese ic the they and kobra being twins thing didnt make it obvious GDJDDJ. Terrified of death but doesnt know it. Romatic feelings for jet are approximately the size of the continent of asia

Jet jet jet jet jet. My sweet girlboy. Lost his entire family in a shootout against bli when he was 14 and now suffers from "i have to keep everyone i love safe at all fucking costs so help me god" disease so bad that its actually a reflex now. Took care of motorbaby the most when she was an infant. Best shot in the zones GODBLESS. Hes got an eye [ha] for beauty and appreciates p much everything the world has to offer as best he can. Trying to be an optimist despite his horrendous anxiety disorder. Spanish is his first language! Doesnt talk much and thinks carefully abt what he says before he says it. Madly in love with poison but has carefully filed that away under "n" for "never touching that ever"

Motorbaby. Stuck halfway between "extremely unchildlike behavior" and being a regular weird little girl. Far too used to violence. LOOOOVES big robots so much her favorite toy is an old mecha action figure ghoul fixed up for her. Impossible not to love, seriously. ADORES her big brothers. High energy but also burns out quickly and has to nap a LOT. Picked up some of the languages the fab four speak aside from english [spanish, italian, and snatches of japanese] but in the manner that means she knows how to swear in four languages. Veeery small

Jet and ghoul are desert boys [tho ghoul wasnt born in the desert and was smuggled out of bat city by his dad when he was a toddler], while kobes and poison are cityboys [escaped when they were both 13]. Jet's the oldest, ghoul's the youngest

I also have some ideas abt zones culture but aside from the talk abt bigotry probably still being rampant in the zones thats smth im saving for my roadtrip au fic tee hee

[yourimagines]

Gym friends p.2

* English is not my first language I apologise

* Triggers: swearing, fluff

Y/N POV

I was in the gym running on the treadmill when Nate walked up. “Hey, what’s sup.” He began the walk on the other one. I slowed down a bit and smiled at him. “Where were you yesterday?” “Work, I had a double shift.” He nods slowly. “Are you alone today?” “Yeah Nick had some other plans today.” I nodded. “But I’m way more fun than him tho.” I laughed and shook my head. “I am, he’s more quiet and serious. I’m more joking around and stuff.” ‘True.’ “Yeah but you’re both fun to hang out with.” He smiles and looks at the tv screen. “I know when my brother really likes someone. He’s a bit more nervous than he normally is.” I blushed and looked away from Nate. “I like you Y/N and I hope you give my brother a chance.” Nate stopped and walked off. Leaving me alone with my thoughts.

——Friday morning ——

I walked into their Gym in Lodi. “Hello miss Y/L/N.” I smiled at the young lady and signed myself in. “It will be a quiet training today. Mr Nate is not here today.” I nodded at her. “Thank you for the information.” “No problem, have fun.” I nodded and walked to the ladies locker room. I changed myself into my training clothes and walked to the training room. A few people were sitting on the ground, waiting for the trainer. “Hey Josh.” I sat down next to Josh, a younger guy who’s started training here last year. “Hey Y/N.” “Do you know who the trainer is today, I heard that Nate is not here today.” He shook his head. “No don’t know but it’s funny when the Diaz brothers are not here the half of the people don’t show up either.” I hummed. “Yeah, but more place for us to roll around.” “That’s true.” The door opened and Nick walked in. The atmosphere changed in the room. People were quiet as they all looked at Nick. “Good morning everyone.” “Good morning.” Everybody stood up and stand in a straight line. Nick stood in front us, looking at us. “Seven. Okay.. let’s warm you guys up. Start up with some stretching and when your done, practice some moves you find difficult.” He clapped one time in his hands and we all started to stretch. “You wanna practice with me?” Josh asked while facing the ground. “Yeah sure.”

Josh and I were practicing the full mount position. I was laying on my back as he sat on top. “I saw the formula one last weekend.” “And what are your thoughts.” I grabbed his shoulder, defending myself. “Good, was a exiting race.” He tried to roll me over but I blocked his move. “I know right, I like to watch it now and then.” “Yeah its okay tho.” I saw in the corner of my eyes Nick walking up on us. “Josh, can you practice with Lenny, he has some troubles with the half guard.” Josh stood up. “Yes coach of course” he nodded at Nick and gave a tiny wave. “Bye Josh.” I waved back at him. Nick sat down in front of me. “What do you want to practice?” “Can you help me with the full mouth position?” He nods. “Yeah sure, top or bottom.” “For me.. top.” He nods and lays down. I sat on top of him as he grabbed my wrist. “When you have the full mount position and you want to go further into a submission….” Nick was guiding me through all the steps. “So when you do this… I can’t do anything and you have all the space to make an attempt.” I nodded at him. “You understand?” “Yes I understand.” He smiles softly. “Good. Now you can try.” I felt getting nervous and a bit shy to train with him. I did this once with him with and normally I train with his younger brother or with the other white belts. “Just try, I won’t do anything.” I nodded and did the moves he told me. He was guiding me through the moves. “Don’t forget your hands.” He placed them to the right position. “Finish your move now.” I did what he told me. “Yeah that’s it.” He tapped his hands against my hips, making me smile. I stopped and sat down in front of him “You know the moves now, the only thing you need to do is practice them.” “Thank you for your help.” “No problem, that why I am here.”

“I think we are done for today.” He looked around at the other groups, they are all exhausting. He stood up and clapped in his hands. “Okay class, I think we are done for today.” When he said that everyone stood up and lined up from lowest to highest rank. “Thank you for today.” “Thank you coach.” We all said back. He gave us a nod and we all bowed and walked away to the lockers. “Y/N, care to wait after?” Nick said to me as I just walked out of the room. “Sure.” I gave him a smile and walked into the ladies locker room.

I was waiting at the reception for Nick. “I hope you all had a good training, is rare to see Nick here alone without Nate.” Josh smiled at her. “Yes we all had a good one today, thank you Lindsey.” The young girl blushed at Josh. I saw Nick walking out of the locker room. I smiled at him as he walked to me. “I see you guys later, bye.” Josh said to us. “See ya.” I said back as he walked out of the gym. I turned back to Nick. “You wanted me to wait for you.” He nods. “Yes, want some lunch?” “Sure.” We both walked to his car. He placed our bags in the back of the car and opened the door for me. “Thank you.” I hopped in and waited for him. “I’m surprised actually.” “Yeah why?” “That you where here today at the training.” He looks at me. “Why?” I shrugged my shoulders. “Because you are hardly even here and when you are here ,you are here with Nate.” “Yeah true.” He started the engine. “But are you happy it was me?” He said while driving out of the parking spot. “Of course.” I said softly. He had a tiny smile on his face. “Then I should be there more often.” I started to blush and looked away from him.

—— Sunday——

Nick just called me if I wanted to hang out at Nate’s place. I said yes but after the call ended I started to freak out. ‘I never hung out with them before.’ I looked at myself in the mirror. ‘I only meet them in the gym. What if I’m not there type of person the like to hang with.’ I picked up my hoodie and pulled it over my head. ‘Don’t worry, they like you.’ I fixed my hair and grabbed my phone and key’s. ‘Let’s go and enjoy.’ I walked out of my apartment and closed the door behind me. “Hello miss Y/L/N.” My neighbour came home. “Hello mrs Jackson.” She smiles and went inside her own home. I walked to the garage and went to my small old car. ‘Let’s hope you make it till there.’

The car made it to Nate’s place. I stepped out and walked over the gravel pathway to the front door. I politely knocked on the door and waited. The opens and a beautiful woman greets me. “Hello, you must be Y/N.” She gave me a quick hug “Hello, yes I am indeed Y/N.” “Come in please.” I followed her inside the house. “I’m Misty by the way. I’m Nate’s girlfriend.” “Nice to meet you Misty.” She smiles and guides me through the living room to the backyard. Nate sits there with his brother Nick and some others from the gym. “Y/N is here. I’ll get you something to drink, soda?” “Yes please.” Misty walked back into the house as I greeted everyone. “You can sit there, next to Nick.” Chris says as I passed him. “Thanks.” I sat down next to Nick as he gives me a smile. “Hi.” “Hey.” Misty walked outside with a glass and placed it on the table. “Thank you.” “No problem.” She takes a seat next to Nate. Nate immediately wraps his arm around her while he’s talking to Chris. I looked at Nick who was already looking at me. “You look nice.” “Thank you, you look good as well.” He was wearing a grey hoodie with some jeans. “You didn’t walk right?” I giggled softly. “No I didn’t.” “Good.” He lays his arm on the back of the sofa behind me. “Y/N, can I ask you something?” Chris looked at me. “Yes sure.” “Okay, I heard this but I don’t believe it that’s why I’m asking this.” I nodded at him. “Are you and Josh dating or something. Not that I don’t mind but I heard this in the guys locker room that you two might be something.” I was shocked. “Who said that?” He waved his hands. “That doesn’t matter but is it true.” I felt Nick next to me move a little in his seat. “It does matter because is not true. Me and Josh?” Chris looked at Nate and gave him a I told you so look. Nate held his hands up in defeat. I looked next to me to Nick. He looked at Nate and Chris. “But Chris who said that?” “Some dude in the locker room..” he tried to wave me off. Misty shook her head. “I want to know as well is disrespectful to talk like that in the gym.” Nate looked at her. “Nate, it’s gym you both own, they talking crap about her.” Nick looked at me. “Your okay?” He whispered softly. I nodded. “Yeah I’m fine.” He gave me a small smile. “It was not Josh himself, he wasn’t even there.” Chris said to Misty. “Well I find it disrespectful.” She took a sip from her drink and gave me a look. “I’ve got your back, let them hate.” I smiled at her and mouthed a thanks.

It was very late and Chris went already back to his house. “I’m sorry but I think I’m going also.” Misty nods. “Yeah its late. I’ll walk you out.” I smiled and stood up. “Thanks for having me.” Nate shook his head. “Your always welcome here.” Nick stood up and followed me behind Misty. “It’s an old one what you got.” “I know, I rarely use her.” She laughs. “I would do the same.” I laughed with her and walked outside to my car. “Thanks for coming over, we see each other soon.” I waved at Misty as Nick followed me to my car. “We will.” Misty waved back and went inside. “This your car?” Nick took a look at it. “Yeah it is.” “Be careful.” “I will. I’ll text you when I’m back home.” He nods. “Thank you for inviting me over, I liked it.” He had his hands in his pockets. “Good, I was planning to ask you more often.” I started to blush. “I would love to.” I slowly open my door and got in, I rolled down my window and smiled at Nick. “I’ll text you when I’m home.” “Yeah please do, be safe.” I nodded. “See you soon.” “See you soon.” I started the engine and waved at him when I drove off. ‘Oh man I think I’m falling was too hard for him.’

[idyllic-affections]

🌻 its cruel of anyone to push someone away from their own culture just cuz they dont fit the "standards" or whatever other shit 💔 ohhh u dont know the language— stfu first of all learning a language is hard. im bilingual and its hard for ME to learn any other language. i had german and spanish in school and i simply could not learn any of them and same goes for any other language i tried to learn on my own!! i learned nothing in the end even tho ive been learning english since first primary, meaning i already should have some experience in learning a new language. but i dont. and second of all no one should ever demand proof from anyone that they are a part of this culture or whatever like!!

it’s not only annoying but also fucked up that people have the sheer audacity to set stupid requirements for OTHER PEOPLE'S identity. one's identity can be so hard and sensitive of a topic and having someone try to police u in this matter, try to tell u that no sorry u dont know the language/culture so u cant call urself that— i genuinely have no respect for people who act like this

and third of all idk man if someone came to me and said "hi i want to learn more about poland and the culture because i have polish family" (because suurprise!! im polish too!!!!) id be more than happy to tell them everything i know. even if i might not be the best knowledge source AHAJSJDKDK they dont know polish? or anything abt poland?? they just learned their family is polish??? it simply doesnt matter this person wants to learn more about themselves and im more than happy to cheer on them and hope that theyll learn everything they want. and that theyll never feel excluded out of something they deserve to have place in

this got a little long but as u can tell i got very passionate about this topic 😭😭😭 it annoys me so hard how unhuman some people can be

SOO TRUE it's so invalidating ESPECIALLYYYYY when it's always other latino or hispanic people telling me. bro please. i am doing my best here ���🙏

i tried for years to learn spanish and it NEVER clicked in my brain. i know basic spanish and basic french (i had to take a foreign language class a few years back so i took french 1) that's it. Please. learning a language takes so much practice and patience and the issue with learning spanish is that my pronounciation will inherently be more "white" because erm. yeahh. english is the only language i've ever spoken fluently. and for some reason, there are many native spanish speakers think it's funny to make fun of mispronounciations? so now i'm scared to practice because of that. 🫶 it's not cute or funny and it's never been in intended an affectionate way. but i am also mentally ill and neurodivergent so that probably doesn't help AJKSFBJSLSHNFM idk man but it is NOT "all in good fun" it's EMBARRASSING!!!!!

IT'S GENUINELY SO FRUSTRATING why should i have to prove my ancestry to you? like. first of all that's really none of your business and second of all i literally do not have to prove anything?!?!?!?! no-one does?!?!?!?! no-one is somehow any less of their heritage simply because they don't know much about it. literally. it is so upsetting why can we not just let people live peacefully fr.

SOOO REALL i need to ask about it again because my maternal family is generally very open about this kind of thing, and it's easy to communicate with them because there is no language barrier between us. i would love to know more about myself. because my culture is something i deserve to have a part in, you know? it's literally in my blood. it is something i always was and always will be, and i feel like i have a right to want to learn about it.

nooo it's okay!!!! i completely get it. i feel like it's becoming very common for people to be less and less human. and it makes sense, given... you know. politics and everything lately. not to be political /lh but there is just a little too much hate being spread and i dislike that so much. many people have forgotten how to be kind and it's just???? very sad and upsetting.

[dreamingdruka]

thank you for tagging me @polar-bears-making-pancakes !!!

Are you named after anyone: i once read an asoiaf fic that used the word 'druka' for the sister of a wildling queen who was a basically a travelling healer, used google translate and found out it means 'witch' in norwegian. i really loved the vibe of that word and chose it for myself! the 'dreaming' part is supposed to be an inception reference lol (those were my main 2 fandoms when i made my account, but i stuck with the name!)

When was the last time you cried: its been quite a while! not because im particularly happy tho, im just never alone now...

Do you have kids: no, i dont think i ever will or want to

Do you use sarcasm a lot: often enough that my irl friends never know if im serious abt something or not. i think its just because i use a dead serious expression while saying the most unhinged shit ever

What sports do you play/have played: i did roller skating!! i stopped a while back but can still pick up a decent speed (not for very long tho im outta practice)

What's the first thing you notice about people: the way they walk and their accent (both in english and my mothertongue)

What's your eye color: dark brown

Scary movies or happy endings: scary movies just do not interest me at all idk why. happy endings are better, but i like mine more bittersweet! (also: movies with huge and complicated plots are the best)

Any special talents: im above average on a lot of stuff, but nothing that i can think of rn that im exceptionally good at

Where were you born: dont wanna say rn lol

What are your hobbies: other than watching youtube, movies, and shows? drawing, a bit of night time photography, and been getting into editing

Do you have pets: no sadly. but im def gonna get a cat when i have my own place and am more stable financially

How tall are you: 165 cm (5'5'')

Favorite subject in school: english literature, maths, history, pol. science (i liked all the fun learning parts ok never the mugging up parts)

Dream job: something to do with coding and/or deep space research/exploration

tagging: @enaosonhar @rosblad @elissaflowers and anyone who wants to!!!

[dullahandyke]

cant be bothered to make mulitple posts. have one post with many contents, it is like a treasure chest. also whoops got long teehee take a readmore

BOOBS. boobs. tits and boobs. soft and eueueuugughghghgh fun to squish and heavy and smell nice. society if i had someone to fool around with. kissing doesnt sound that appealing but if i played w someones boobs it would fix me i think. sorry. not sorry actually #liveyourtruth. whaever im 19 i can post abt whatever i want n what i wanna post abt is boobs

not to hammer home an old thought but god i wish i lived in a town or a village or a city... theres literally fuck all to do here unless i wanna bug my parents for a ride into town so instead i just sit inside n its kind of detrimental to my social life n indepence. like on the plus side, i might have considered taking up vaping in a calculated 'swapping one vice for another' way if living in the middle of a field didnt make getting my hands on any on a regular basis so utterly implausible, so like its good detterant in that way, but also like man do you know how psyched i would be to be able to walk to the cinema. walk to any store where i could buy things. u know how long google maps says it would take to walk to my local library? two hours. cant even go anywhere to hang out on a whim or without enough reason to justify bothering my parents abt it. like all going well ill hopefully be in the city for college come september but like. killing and bitingggggg

graduating in a week and AUGH on one hand out the gap waheyyy only a month until exams are DONE FOREVER (until college) but on the other hand, fuck man im never gonna see this school again, i barely hang out w my friends outside of school unless its someones 18th which in practice means that after the debs thats IT!!!!!oh my god im going to DIE, i need to go find cliodna on instagram so i can follow her because shes nice. ill be sitting in random classrooms in school lately n be hit w the fucking melancholy because im like oh boy soon i'll never see this place again and its like... intellectually i know that i am not one to dwell on shit like this after its happened, as evidenced by the 'oh god my friends are all going off to college, itll only be me and the kiddies in the youth theatre next year' crisis i had last spring, after which i was Fine Actually and rarely even thought of the ppl who left bcos i have the object permanence of a 2 month old, and in practice this summer is gonna be the same as every summer is and i didnt see a single one of my irls during summer last year and i was fine but like.... idk man knowing its the end.... kills

speaking of which, oh my GOD the leaving starts in *checks watch* 22 DAYS. FUCK. like the points i need for my course are actually pitiful like but 🥺 wanna do good... do i regularly and loudly disparage the english course and maintain that the only real measure of one's writing capabilities is your own evaluation? yes! do i still want a H1? also yes! it would be the easiest thing in the world if i was less opinionated but luckily i AM that opinionated. also god. biology the day before history.... death. ive not been paying attention to either class for literally the past few months, im gonna have to kick it into high gear when i graduate bcos lbr im gonna get my shit together enough to pay attention until im not in school anymore.

thinking about boobs again. would like to hold some. an irl's school shirt keeps shifting so i can see her boobs thru the button gaps and im heeueuugueugh

eating a mini viennese ice cream or whatever its called n its good 👍🏻 hard to type w tho

boobs again. hhhahwhauhghah!

my ass hurt. done.

[pebblethief]

EVENS MOTHERFUCKER

i love u, anon

2. thoughts on veganism? broadly i am for it. but environmentalism comes first. so like.....wool is objectively better for the planet than plastic. i will buy real leather for practical purposes (eg my walking boots are leather) but i wont buy leather OR pleather for ~fashion~ reasons if i can possibly help it. I havent eaten meat since 2005 and my dairy intake is mostly limited to 'literally dont have room in the fridge for another milk' and 'proper chocolate/ice cream/cheese is an occasional treat' basically: good for the planet > good for animals, but disagree w the frivolous/rampant consumption of animal products? 4. mythical creature you think/believe is real? hmmmmmmm. statistically i think aliens exist? but likely not within reachable distances. probably some weird creatures we havent found yet but like.. i dont believe in nessie except for fun reasons 6. do you use a watch? i do! i have a ~fitness watch~ but mostly to track my sleep/stress. i do use it for watch-y reasons too 8. do you change into specific clothes for the house when you get home? i would rather die than wear jeans at home for more than 20 minutes. if i am at home i am wearing pjs/loose cotton trousers 10. on a plane, do you ask for apple or orange juice? i have never been on a plane! but apple juice > orange, esp long life 12. brand of haircare/bodycare/skincare that you trust 100%? no? last year for my bday i bought a bottle of faith in nature shampoo and it lasted literally over a year so i bought another but that is as far as brand loyalty goes lol 14. do you think you’re dehydrated? never. probably overhydrated if the amount i have to pee says anything 16. thoughts on mint chocolate chip? the only time i like mint!! i love it! 18. your boba/tea order? never had boba :( 20. favorite disney princess movie? uhhhhhhhh. not really a disney person. brave i guess? 22. do you have an emotional support water bottle? unless it is hot i barely drink water tbh 24. which do you find yourself using, american or british english? gotta admit i do sometimes phrase stuff in american english online bc it gets tiring having americans be amused by the way i talk lol. if i know u you can deal with my weird british idioms tho 26. how’s your spice tolerance? uhhhh. i dont seek out 'so spicy it hurts' but its not....the worst? if it is going to make my eyes water it better be really tasty 28. last meal on earth? deep fried tofu in kung pao sauce!!!!!! followed by.....big slice of cake 30. ask me anything ! you didnt!!

[twildflower]

Long awaited doodle dump lmaooo its cut off bc i have some i want to spotlight and they make the post too long n i dont wanna like clog up peoples tl :3

Also mature tag is bc i talk abt some rlly uh fucked up stuff under cut

This is like um sorry i was in a silly goofy chinese mode whoopsies i did translate it tho its not direct translation bc uh chinese and english diff umm its kinda weird in english it’s actually more like green saying did gold teach you that again but i like my personal translation better also look at my handwriting that every single person ive known in my life say is ugly as fuck wooooooo

Hehe Silver in Golds clothes and Reds hat :3 i like this alot i was gonna add gold and red as you can see but i didnt finish yet I’ll probably repost it when i draw it

バニバニガール！i love すりぃ’s バニー go check it out its a really fun song about bunny (girl)s also damn. That hand. It does not look like its drawn by me.

Cutoff here theres a few doodles im not too proud of/not very uh rated e for everyone/random doodles so they will be under the cut B)

Silver with like ribbon tied on his hair :3

This is based off like a pixiv artist’s regold drawings of like red taking gold’s eye n eating it or smth im very interested in like this specific. Uh. Thing. Niche? Idk i just like the idea of like. Hehe. Stolen eye or smth sorry im very sick in the head :3 i see alot of like amputation and other weird stuff on pixiv too from like all the fandoms ive been in but thats not really my thing i really like this eye thing tho okay what the hell im marking this thing as mature im talking abt way too mature stuff

Eerr random eye doodle that turned into a full thing but i wanted to draw goggles too so eh its not very correct tho lmao also hi yes my ugly ass handwriting again i think its fine as long as its not unintelligible yk I don’t know why like everyone i know well most people say its bad like. Grow up at least its readable >:(

This one makes me want to mark this post as mature but ehhhh nah ‘s fine i think. This was written before the second one sorry. I will just be fr now I have been drawing so many like this kinda faces and sometimes anatomy poses bc!!!! I am drawing. Cool. This is just the one that looks better after a few practices lol. :3 Also i like drew the small part of the hair somewhere but idk where’s that paper my whole school binder is just fucking messy af bc i keep going thru where my doodles are. So yeah that thing is probably never going to be found again until i throw papers away or study for exams which is like a month later i think idk im gonna kms i hate maths im so failing mathswhy is it functions i dont understand shit

The fucking maid day doodle thing its so fucking ugly lmaooooo pls im gonna die

Sorry i did not realized i rambled so much under almost every doodle im very scatterbrained im actually so sorry i dont know why i do this im going to fucking cry i do this with literally anything even in schoolwork okay its so laye i haeto sleep maybe ill edit the long brambles out on laptop tmr my phone is lagging the shit out

[bangcakes]

u know what would be so funny. is if i ended up in some kind of technical writing job after years n years of hating writing

[landoncrris]

hi bestie, love your work!!!

i was wondering if u could do one with mason, when him and the reader are expecting a baby and mason is always kissing her belly and talking with the bump. maybe one day they're taking care of summer and she with mason are talking with the bump?

hope it makes sense <3

tysm anon!! hope you like it,,, i didn’t mention any of his family names tho because idk tbh, but i hope you don’t mind <3 it’s also not my best but my head was completely blank when i wrote this, i apologise

weekend sleepover - mason mount x reader

REQUESTS ARE CLOSED // MASTERLIST

warnings: english is not my first language, not proofread

word count: 1.7k

gif by @masonmovnt

“Thank you again for taking her.” said Mason’s sister, giving her daughter one last kiss on the head before heading for the door to say a final goodbye to you and Mason.

“Of course, enjoy your weekend.” you murmured, and she gave you one last squeeze before heading out the door while Mason told the little girl in his arms to wave goodbye to her parents.

“We’ll be back Sunday afternoon!” his sister yelled, to which you sent her a thumbs up before they took off and you closed the door. You agreed to look after Mason’s niece again, but for the first time she was staying longer than a day, which made you a little anxious, but on the other hand was the perfect opportunity to practice, as you and Mason would soon be parents too.

“Can we bake biscuits, Uncle Masey?” the little girl’s voice rang out right after you closed the door, making you turn around and see her wrapping her arms around his neck, pleading him with her eyes. Seeing them like that always made you extra broody, and now that you knew you were getting a girl too, you really didn’t want to wait a moment longer to finally have her.

“Well, Aunt Y/N, can we?” Mason asked you, which made you think for a moment, because the last time they were in the kitchen together, most of the ingredients seemed to end up on the floor or walls. But you couldn’t deny it as they both looked at you with puppy dog eyes.

“Sure we can.” you mumbled as you stepped closer to them, watching her clap her hands excitedly and cling even tighter around Mason’s neck, almost strangling him, eliciting a laugh from you. When you got close enough, Mason immediately pulled you to his side, his hand intuitively finding its way to your bump. He’d always have at least one hand on your belly since he knew you were pregnant with his child, even back when nothing was showing yet.

“Do you want to decorate them too and give some to Mommy and Daddy when they get back?” you wanted to know, to which she nodded eagerly, “Alright, I’ll get everything ready.” trying to break free from Mason’s grip, but he wouldn’t let you until he had placed a kiss on your forehead.

“I want kisses too.” she pouted, pulling Mason away from you by his neck, and on the way to the kitchen all you heard was her giggling, echoing through the house as he spread kisses all over her face.

While they were busy baking, you sat across from them most of the time, trying not to get involved in their food fight to avoid having to take another shower today. You had a lot of fun watching them though, also making some videos and sending them to the Mount family group. Everyone gushing about how cute it was and what a great dad Mason will be — which you couldn’t agree more to.

He was so caring of you two, too, always making sure you were okay and immediately getting you anything you wanted or doing anything you wanted — which, to be fair, he did before, but now it felt like he was doing it for your daughter, too, and that only made you love him more. Also, there wasn’t a night in the last two weeks where he didn’t go to bed without saying goodnight to his little girl or telling her how his day was, to which he almost always got a response, as she started kicking around two weeks ago, already loving the sound of his voice.

“You okay?” Mason snapped you out of your thoughts as he sidled up to you and pressed a kiss to the top of your head while his niece was busy decorating the biscuits. You nodded at his question and turned your head to give him a quick kiss on the lips, smiling as you tasted the dough on them.

“Look! I’m finished.” she called out, whereupon both your heads turned towards her and you had to lean over the kitchen island a little to see it properly, “They look amazing, Princess," you said, getting up from the bar stool, walking over to her and giving her a kiss on the head,

“Are these for your parents?” you pointed at the biscuits decorated with little hearts and the letters M & D. At your question, she nodded and hummed as you brushed the hair that fell in her face behind her ear, “Alright, let’s wrap them up, shall we?”

“Don’t worry, I’ll do it. And I’ll tidy up too.” Mason said, to which you gave him a grateful look and he winked in response.

“Come on princess, let’s get you cleaned up.” You took her in your arms to carry her upstairs and bathe her as she was covered in flour and her hands stuck together, while Mason was busy cleaning up the kitchen.

As soon as you were both done, you settled down on the couch with the TV on in the background to keep her occupied while she ate. “Come here quickly,” you said to the little girl as you felt your little girl kick against your hand. She did as you said, confused, and climbed onto your lap before you took her tiny hands in yours and placed them where yours had been a few seconds ago.

“Uncle Masey!” she shrieked excitedly as she also felt a kick against her hand, causing him to hum and she told him to get over here quickly, luckily her voice was full of excitement so he knew not to worry.

“Be quiet, sweetie, or you’ll scare her.” you mumbled, to which she nodded and took her hands off your stomach as Mason came back into the room and handed you the tea he made before sitting down next to you both.

“What is it?”

“I felt her kick.” she whispered, and your heart warmed at her cautiousness, feeling her kick again at the sound of her father’s voice, so you took his hand too and put it right there.

“Well look who decided to wake up.” said Mason, making himself more comfortable by lying down next to you and resting his head by your stomach, smiling as he felt another light kick against his hand. At which, you pulled your shirt up so there was nothing separating their hands and your bump.

“Try talking to her, Sweetheart.” You told his niece, moving your arms so that both your hands were playing fiddling with Mason’s and his niece’s hair, watching her face contort as she thought of a topic of conversation.

“Can I tell her about how we baked?”

“Of course you can.” Mason replied to her before she gently placed her fingers on your bump again and began to trace patterns on the skin, just like Mason.

“So, me and Uncle Masey made chocolate biscuits today because they said I could eat all the candy I wanted if I didn’t tell my Mommy and Daddy,” she interrupted herself with a gasp as she felt another kick, and her smile widened even more as you looked admiringly at the two people sitting in front of you stroking your bump. “Go on, she likes you.”

“I like you too,” she whispered a little closer to your bump, eliciting a breathy laugh from you before she carried on, “The biscuits tasted really good, but the whole kitchen was dirty afterwards, Oh, I can’t wait for us all to bake together! I’ll invite my Mommy and Daddy too so Uncle Masey doesn’t have to clean it all up himself.” she laughed and an even higher pitched laugh escaped her as he tickled her lightly, but immediately putting her hand over her mouth,

“We have to be quiet so as not to scare her,” she whispered again, crawling over to you and snuggling into your side to get more comfortable, “now it’s your turn, Uncle Masey.”

“Well let’s see, today in training your Uncle Chilly thought it was a good idea to hide my shoes and wouldn’t tell me where they were, so I had to search the whole training centre to find them—”

“Where were they hidden?” asked the little girl in your arms, who was also listening intently to what he had to say, although you felt her head growing heavier against your chest, while her eyelashes fluttered from time to time because she was tired, for it was almost past her bedtime.

“In a washing machine, which of course was the last place I looked.” he said, looking up at the sight of you, which made his stomach flutter with happiness because he loved the relationship between you and his niece, but equally because he had to imagine you holding his little girl in your arms in about three months’ time, which made him as proud and happy as he’d ever been. He tilted his head slightly to the side to kiss your wrist, as your hand was still buried in his hair, before turning back to your bump and continuing to talk about his day,

“Which also got me in a bit of trouble with your mummy for not being home in time for dinner—”

“Not the first time.” You rolled your eyes, which made him smile sheepishly, while his gaze wandered to his niece again, who had her eyes closed and was fiddling with her fingers in her hair, a habit she always did when she was particularly tired.

“God, I can’t wait to meet you,” he mumbled, pressing a loving kiss to your bump. “We’re going to have the best time ever, I promise. We’ll annoy your mommy so much she’ll hate us.” he whispered the last part, whereupon you gave him a light pat against the back of the neck, which elicited a giggle from him.

Mason leaned up and pressed a brief kiss to your lips, trying not to startle his niece too much before returning to his previous position, “You’ve still got to teach me how to braid hair, love.”

“I will.” you hummed, running your hand back into his hair as you felt him press another kiss to your bump, to which your daughter gave another kick in the exact same spot, which you both smiled at.

“I love you too, my little girl.”