feelin' some sort of way about how renkaza writers sometimes have akaza refer to kyojuro with his first name even more than kyojuro refers to himself that way. like, akaza will always call him "kyojuro" in his narrative, but when it flips over to kyojuro's pov, he uses "rengoku" to refer to himself. i kind of love it.
kyojuro will always think of himself as a representative of his family and, as a further extension of that, a representive of the demon slayer corps, before he thinks of himself as an individual. akaza will only ever see kyojuro as an individual with admirable strength, to be lauded and complimented, observed and respected as who he is, rather than the group(s) he represents.
and then as they come together and begin to understand each other, they also challenge each other to concede the merits of how the other thinks of them: that kyojuro should have his own identity and allow himself to be selfish; that there is value in akaza caring for a group, pride in representing a community and respect in wanting to protect them even if he thinks them weak. this ship!!!
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Vent
I'm still thinking about how they said it was just anxiety. I told them I had been breathless for months on end. I told them about the vomiting nearly every night. I told them how I barely had an appetite because I didn't want to have another attack while I was eating or swallowing. I told every fucking thing that had been going on since March of this year. I even told them I had been having these medical problems since last year.
And they fucking said "Oh it's just anxiety and your oxygen levels are fine and your lungs are clear. You're just an anxious lil smol bean too precious for this world UwU 🥰"
Maybe if my mother had just shut up and not kept saying "Oh she's got GAD(Generalized Anxiety Disorder)!" every five seconds even tho I don't have an official diagnosis. I wonder if she thinks her child having a mental disorder is some kind of special status symbol in this world?
Nobody believed me. My own mother who would hear me cough and suffer every day and night wouldn't believe me. I wish I could be delusional and in denial like her and say "Oh you're right. I am an anxious lil smol bean I'm just being a silly stupid little baby UwU" but I can't. I just fucking can't.
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the pinned post
im a spamton blog. i'll rb general ut/dr stuff, but it's mostly spamton.
i like to organize my posts with a tagging system so it's easier for me to look through old stuff.
IN PROGRESS!!! i'm going through all my old posts to add organizational tags. who knows when i'll be done. help! help me!
tag directory below the cut. its a lot!
mostly for my own reference. stuff rb'ed more than once won't have organizational tags on the re-reblogs, just the #rerun tag.
all the tags listed have a link!
tags usually go in this particular order
misc tags -> spamton tags -> collection tags -> character tags -> user tag
misc tags
(comments & organizational stuff)
🔹#(words!) just thoughts on a post :)
🔸#myart - something that i made
🔹#spammail - an answered ask
spamton tags
(categorizing the type of spam)
🔹#spamton - it's spamton! any kind
🔸#theOriginal - the 'classic' spamton design...still pretty variable!
🔹#sneo - spamton neo
🔸#addispam - past addison-spamton; usually white hair, pre-puppetification?
🔹#bigshot - past successful spamton; usually red suit, pre-or-during puppetification?
🔸#spex - fan-made 'spamton ex' design
🔹#spam2n - alt spamton design/fan-made 'au' char based heavily on spamton
🔸#tonspam - 'abstract' spamton interpretations that don't quite fit other tags
collection tags
(spamposts following themes)
🔸#spamton burger - intrigued by how common this one is
🔹#spamton mosquito - newsletter impact
🔸#crucified spamton - it keeps happening
🔹#gluetrap spamton - deserved
character tags
(chars that appear in a post other than spamton. here they are alphabetically, help)
incomplete, list in progress!!!
#addisons - #cungadero - #flowey - #jevil - #kris - #lancer - #mettaton - #maice - #papyrus - #pipis - #plugboy - #poppup - #queen - #ralsei - #sans - #seam - #susie - #swatch - #swatchling - #tasque - #tasque manager - #werewire - #werewerewire - #yes man -
user tags
(to keep track of particular artists! tumblr hates searching a blog's posts by user, but it's fine with tags!)
🔹#user:(username here) - i won't be listing every artist here or i'll die
example: #user:spamton-deactivated19970420
🔸#limited - for posts with a deactivated user, or that the user has deleted from their blog
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