#it's touch starved Marius

[shamedumpster]

i am doing a very disgusting homework and rotating how you draw courfius in my head (85% of the time i don't ship them but... hoo boy there's smth about how you do it... they have my heart...)

omg!! 🥺 mj thank u, I'm honored!!

Here, have a doodle of them as a reward for being so brave about homework <3

[gimme-a-man-after-midnight]

my royal roomie pt. 3 *sneak peek*

fandom: Aquaman

pairing: Orm Marius x Reader

part 1 part 2

summary: As time passes, Orm begins to see you as more than his surface dweller host. Much to his surprise, you’ve captured his attention, which in turn makes him notice just how physically affectionate you are with everyone except him.

Warnings: light cursing, touch starved!orm, light angst if you squint, comic lore inaccuracies, slow burn, divorced parents!reader, dead parent mention, mentions of being smaller in comparison to orm, flora inaccuracies??

The dynamic between you and Orm didn’t make a complete 180 after your late night talk - in fact, it was quite awkward for the first few days following. Orm, although now deciding to actually be in the same room as you for longer than five minutes, didn’t talk much when you were in each other’s presence. The Atlantean favored just observing you in your natural habitat - when you cooked, when you read, when you talked with people on the phone. You often extended invitations to him to join in your activities, but a silent shake of his platinum head was what you were regularly met with. You tried not to take offense, understanding that small steps forward was better than leaps backward, but you couldn’t help but feel a little unnerved by his probing gaze. 

Your expressions when meeting Orm’s eyes were always one of the three - confused, apprehensive, or downright shy. Orm liked playing a silent game with himself whenever he would wait in the communal areas of the house for you, guessing which one would take over your face that day. However, what the Atlantean liked most of all was when you would deviate from all three and bless him with a sheepish look that teetered between flushed and guilty. Although there would be no evident redness behind your cheeks, your flitting eyes and soft smile gave him a new type of satisfaction. Orm wasn’t blind - he could tell you were attracted to him. His heightened senses could pick up on your increase of breaths and the quickening of your heartbeat whenever his eyes would be fixed on you and it made pride swell in his chest. Even with how apparent your interest in him was, you never overstepped - you were always respectful of his space, never even entertaining the fine line between roommates and not just roommates. You had remained awfully friendly, though….

…friendly enough for Orm to realize that the way you interacted with him was vastly different to how you would with others. 

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Orm had assumed humans were quite simple - easy to understand due to their lack of brain capacity and advancement in comparison to Atlanteans. However, watching how different you were in your shop - witnessing you change from the selectively quiet, sarcastic little thing you were at home to a vivacious, charming young woman here - it had confused him greatly. His father had told him many stories of the treacheries of humankind, but the one point he drilled relentlessly into his head was that humans were simple, dull creatures undeserving of their people’s knowledge. 

Other sea clans felt that when the time came to reveal themselves to the surface that it would only be to educate them - his father had other ideas. The infamous King Orvax wished to utilize the wrath of the seas in order to overpower the surface world, his son at his side as they rebuilt the world in their image. His teachings were the foundation of Orm’s belief system for the majority of his life, yet you had managed to topple those mind palaces within a matter of weeks. You, with your soft knits and quick wit, had the Atlantean prince questioning whether his father had simply been misinformed. His father couldn’t have possibly known how complex humans could truly be because he never met you.

(to be continued in the full part 3 coming soon!)

[monstersinthecosmos]

i want a human AU about Marius as just a really boring guy with an office job, divorced sad sack nearing mid-life crisis realizing he hasn't made a career of his many passions, super strung tight and touch starved and lonely and a friend (probably a weirdo friend like Avi) finally gives him the number for a dom service he should try. And Marius's interest is piqued; he remembers being into stuff like this before the divorce shriveled up his libido, and tbh it's not entirely even ABOUT libido as much as like, maybe he just wants someone to hit him so that he feels something, and then he'll be able to get some sleep.

so anyway a few weeks later after he's worked up the courage and filled out the little survey online and signed all the waivers and submitted his medical documents etc he has his first session with Amadeo; he shells out for a nice hotel room, not sure if it's appropriate to bring this person home, maybe secretly wanting to show off, but Amadeo is so cold and deadpan and doesn't even comment on it, isn't impressed at all. He shows up in jeans and a ratty hoodie and just pushes forward to go change in the bathroom, and comes out in tight black shiny gear, flogger in hand, and after an hour Marius's ears are ringing and he's red all over and he had no idea so much degrading, mean shit could come out of this angelic looking face.

Amadeo doesn't talk much afterwards but sticks around for a little while, back in his jeans and hoodie, and he makes Marius tea and asks if he wants a massage. There are a few minutes that Marius feels the threat of sub drop hovering at the edges, feeling old and stupid, thinking his life has been a waste, but Amadeo is graceful enough to distract him. Doesn't talk much, just enough, asks if he wants to put a movie on, and Marius watches the soft curiosity in his face as he keeps glancing at the screen.

Marius tips him well, thanks him, spends the night in the hotel since he paid for it.

It becomes a regular spot in their calendars. They get a little more elaborate. Amadeo is honest when he's not confident about something, and keeps it professional, but he allows Marius to teach him. Marius shows him all the knots he likes, and teaches him some other methods for impact play. More and more, in the aftercare when they're done, Amadeo's personality comes out. He talks more. Marius even gets him to laugh.

And Amadeo is professional, but he's young. Marius notices when his resolve starts to chip away. Maybe Marius leans into it, even though he knows he shouldn't. Maybe it turns into breaking some rules on their original contract, like when they finally make out. And the time Marius finally reaches to touch the bulge in Amadeo's pants, because Amadeo never gets off in their sessions. Even Amadeo's agency discourages unsafe sex or fluid exchange, and neither of them talk about it when Marius finally sucks him off, and Amadeo comes all over his face.

So what happens when it gets unethical, when they're in too deep? Amadeo tells him one night that he doesn't think he should see Marius as a client anymore, that their boundaries have become too murky, and he suggests someone else that Marius could see instead, but it just turns into them meeting outside the agency. Meeting in the daylight, for coffee, and Amadeo blushes when Marius puts a hand on his leg beneath the table.

"I still want to pay you, you know," Marius says, near his ear. "Not as a client. I just want to pay you."

And just a bit longer before they finally start meeting at Marius's house. Off the books now, no agency involved, but Marius keeps paying him. And texts him through the week, buys him clothes, Venmo's him with a note to treat himself to lunch. Whenever Marius gets paid he thinks about how much he'll pass onward to Amadeo. Sometimes, watching the numbers drain from his bank account feels the same as an orgasm draining his body.

Maybe a year in before they finally fuck. And at first it's still Amadeo in charge. Smacking him on the face and telling him what to do, telling him how fast to go, making demands. Riding him for the first half, staring down at Marius like he's worthless. Stoic for as long as he can before he falls apart whimpering, and then he's just a brat. He doesn't protest when Marius takes control, flips them over, rails him into the mattress. Tears in Amadeo's eyes as he comes on his soft belly, and he presses his hands to his face to hide.

Then, the next time after that, Amadeo actually spends the night.

His name is Armand, he admits one day. Quietly, after dinner, as Marius signs the check. His real name, he means. And he's blushing again, and looking away, and tells Marius he can still call him Amadeo if he wants to. But his name is Armand. If he likes that instead.

And Amadeo was the dom, but Armand is something else.

Marius should have known, when he saw the eagerness, teaching him how to work rope and teaching him the best places to land a flogger and he should've known as Amadeo's façade cracked, every time they've fucked, the way he became so small and needy. He should've seen the way his big wet eyes could follow Marius around the room sometimes.

Subbing was fun for Marius and he needs it sometimes, for sure. But he's in too deep now. He needs both, he needs anything. He needs Armand most of all. And domming Armand is just as good.

[sharkemojis]

A list of my personal head canons from the Modern AU E/R les mis fanfiction I am writing that no one asked for but I'm hoping will persuade you to read it once I publish it

Courfeyrac started following Enjolras around in seventh grade and that is the only reason they became friends in the first place

Grantaire once bullied Enjolras for the lack of eye contact he makes and now Enjolras stares uncomfortably into peoples eyes when he wants them to know he is listening

Touch starved/touch avoidant Enjolras

Marius is actually fucking stupid but still we love and treasure him

Ferre had to sit everyone down and explain they weren't allowed to touch Enjolras, and then everyone got jealous that they didn't have their own things and accidentally they created a rule system

Nonbinary Jehan obviously

Enjolras is a lightweight

Asian Eponine

Courfeyrac is doing it with Ferre AND Jehan AND Marius bc u can't force me to choose

Autistic Enjolras

Joly has OCD that is based directly off of my OCD

Combeferre speaks in riddles

Courfeyrac's favourite band is ABBA

LITERALLY everyone is aware that E and R are in love except for them

Courfeyrac has been actively trying to get them together for two years

JOLY AND R BEST FRIEND SUPREMACY

I know this is irrelevant to the majority of people but I spent literally a year of my life in psychosis and somehow this is all I have to show for it so let me know if u would read my fanfiction HAHAHAHAHA i went crazy

[valkyrayn]

thinking about marius being so horny that he literally cannot function for the rest of day, not until he fucks you.

he can't even focus to what anyone is saying in the board meeting. uncle sheldon would be like 'do you agree, marius?' marius, who spent the last 10 minutes imagining how he'd rather be bending you over the meeting table right now to fuck the shit out of you, is completely at a loss at whatever was being discussed.

he readjusts himself in his seat and discreetly tries to reposition his growing erection before clearing his throat and starts asking questions, confidently as if he's never missed a word that was said.

when he finally gets home, you greet him from the kitchen and he doesn't even respond as he goes straight for you, grabbing you by the waist, and starts kissing you hungrily like a man starved. of course you respond just as passionately; you too were thinking about him the entire day. him in his office suit never fail at turning you on, combine that with his scent; he's too much. and you need him now.

it ends with you bent over the kitchen counter, skirt bunched around your waist and his cum dripping down the inside of your thighs as he keeps fucking you until whatever that was in the oven is burnt beyond saving. he'll carry your body, hooking your thighs around his waist, and continues to fuck you against the fridge.

'I've been thinking about fucking you all day, jiejie. i'm so sorry...let me know if i'm too rough.' he says breathlessly, his thrusting, hard and fast that you can feel the tip of his cock touching the entrance of you womb.

'it's--ah--okay...want you...to be rough...'

hearing you say that unleashes the animal within him. it's all the permission that he needs before he proceeds to fuck you everywhere in the house; on the floor, the couch, against the tall windows with your tits pressed against it for the world to see. at most, you're getting a 10 minute break to rehydrate before he's fucking your mouth again and then your tits, cumming all over your face, body and inside your cunt, which is so obscenely full of his cum that you're just leaking everywhere.

after he's made sure that he's covered your entire body with his scent, he bathes you, with soft gentle massages and then he tucks you in bed before slipping in beside you. a top notch aftercare from the best husband you can ever ask for. but damn you are not looking forward to the soreness tomorrow morning.

a.n: random brainrot outta nowhere to get the horny out of the system lmao

[actualbird]

“I don’t know, it just doesn’t feel all that great for me because—” Luke knows the answer. ‘Because my self-loathing hangups extend all the way to my dick, so anything that feels like indulgence is a no-go!’ But that is way too depressing of a thing to say. “ —it’s only me who’s feeling good. Does that make sense?” “No, that makes…less sense.” Marius narrows his eyes, looking as if he’s trying to do advanced math equations mentally. “Like, duh, that’s probably the whole point of masturbating, Luke. That it feels good for you.” Luke winces, not really knowing how else to put this without making this conversation even more of a boner-killing downer. “Well, I guess things feeling good for me tend to actually make me feel like shit?” “That—” Marius’ eyes shine with way too much sincerity and solemnity as he goes on, “—is the saddest fucking thing I’ve ever heard in my life.” - Luke has trouble getting off on his own so he just doesn’t touch himself much. Marius proposes a…masturbatory solution. Allegedly for the mental health benefits. [Written for MariLuke Week 2024 - Day 2: Touch Starved]

🔞this fic is n/s//f///w ship: marius/luke 4.4k words, masturbation, frotting

HELLO MARILUKE NATION, i am participating in @marilukeweek!! here’s my entry for Day 2: Touch Starved. aka the fic where luke hates himself so much he cant get off and marius helps ;3

i hope someone out there enjoys this!!

[doctorbaronmariusvonraum]

Hello, Marius! I was just wondering, did you psychoanalysed me or maybe tried? If so, what are your thoughts?

It's Nick, @researcher-4e69636b

Oh, I certainly tried - I was fascinated by your strange half-explanations and communication, ah, problems. Most of those questions have been answered now, though. Beyond that I gathered little you don’t already know, I think. Touch-starved, starved of interpersonal relations, lonely- you know. Nothing groundbreaking.

By the way, how’re you doing? Do you need food, or anything?

[bubblegum-blackwood]

Persefoni's Miscellaneous Fics

in no order but (mostly) chronological

Fruit Gushers (part one of My Sweetest Rancor) - Marius/Mael, E, 4766 words. After Mael's suicide attempt in Memnoch the Devil, he and Marius hash things out once more, and thousands of years of resentment finally boils over into one glorious hate-fuck (and then another, and then another). About time!

Blood and Hot Chocolate - Marius/Daniel, G, 1745 words. Marius comes home to find that Daniel is nowhere to be seen; he finds him in an abandoned building and has to coax him out of his hiding place. After that it's just indulgent fluff <3

Oceans of Time (part one of Centuries-Old Breakdowns) - Louis/Lestat, G, 4914 words. In an AU where Claudia succeeds in killing Lestat, Louis meets a hauntingly familiar youth in San Francisco.

Last Chance - Marius/Mael, M, 2565 words. The beginning of Marius's story from The Vampire Lestat but it's more explicit that Mael totally has a crush on Marius lmao

Near You - Marius/Daniel, T, 1160 words. Daniel, coming out of a long dissociative state, finds that he's been so isolated in his madness that he's become quite touch-starved, and he uses Marius as his outlet. Adorableness ensues.

In You I Taste God - Lestat/Armand, M, 1356 words. Lestat tells Armand he loves him, and Armand doesn't believe him, so he tries to find a way to prove it. Takes place in between TVA and Merrick.

Teacher's Pet (part one of les Innocents) - Marius/Armand, Louis/Lestat(/Armand), Marius/Thorne, E, 19867 words. First-time college student Armand attends Rice University, where he becomes enamoured with a certain Dr. de Romanus.

Graduation Party (part two of les Innocents) - Marius/Armand, Louis/Lestat, T, 1857 words. Armand decides it's time to tell his friends about his relationship with Dr. Marius de Romanus

The Angry God - Avicus/Mael, M, 3700 words. After Marius flees the Sacred Grove, its Faithful turn to Mael to be their new god - or, the story of Mael's turning, as an expanded scene.

Close Enough - G, 810 words. Fighting his desire for Jesse's blood, Mael seeks out a lookalike victim to satisfy his thirst.

The Thirst - Avicus/Mael, E, 1945 words. Avicus and Mael take home a prostitute and bring her to completion one last time before killing her together.

Razorblalde Kiss - Jesse/Mael, T, 3200 words. After the fifteen years that passed between Jesse's visit to the Sonoma Compound as a mortal and her being turned into a vampire, she and Mael finally get to reunite.

Angel of Music (part three of les Innocents) - Marius/Armand/Daniel, Louis/Lestat(/Armand), Marius/Thorne, E, 27615 words. Now thirty years old, Armand, Lestat, and Louis’s careers are taking off with the growing popularity of les Innocents, and Armand meets a snappy young journalism student.

Renaissance Faire (part five of les Innocents) - Marius/Armand, Lestat/Louis, Eric/Santino, G, 2276 words. Professor Thorne and Dr. de Romanus take a group of students to the Renaissance Faire, where Armand learns what happened to Santino, and Lestat has a surprise for Louis.

The Fourth of July - Armand, Daniel, and Louis, G, 813 words. Seeking refuge from the loud fireworks set off on the Fourth of July, Daniel is met with a surprise.

[prouvaireafterdark]

Would you be able to give an overview of Marius and Armand’s full relationship? I think I got a little lost last chapter.

Okay I was typing this out on my phone and then the app crashed and I lost it all so let’s try this again lol

Putting this under a tab for spoilers for my fic Practical Ethics and also 'cause it got pretty long. Also TW for Marius being a gross pervert

Basically Armand went to Venice to enroll in school and indoctrinate other students into the cult to boost their numbers and resources (the art of manipulation is, after all, a skill of his). It was meant to be a final test, like a “go out into the world and prove how loyal you are” kind of thing since he'd been with them so long and had fully drunk the Kool-Aid out of self-preservation instincts.

When he enrolled in Marius’ class, Marius (who was a long-term visiting professor for research reasons) took an interest in him because he was attracted to him and sensed there was something going on with him.

After many conversations in and out of Marius’ office hours, Armand’s worldview started to shift. He began to question the things he’d been raised in and realized that there was another way to live that didn’t involve constant (literal and metaphorical) darkness and abuse. This revelation was as terrifying as it was incredible, but he thought it would be okay if he just stuck with Marius, who could show him how best to live in this world he didn’t really understand

And at the time, Marius seemed a much better alternative than the cultists. Sure he could be harsh and uncompromising, but he wasn't making him sacrifice animals and drink blood or beating him and starving him for days when he did something wrong. He also was the first person to make Armand feel like he was special, the first person to make him feel like he had someone in his corner looking out for him, so Armand latched on really hard.

Marius helped Armand work up the courage to leave the cult and when he finally did, he was, predictably, cut off financially. Marius offered Armand a place to stay (his bed) in his (one bedroom since the other bedroom was turned into an art studio) apartment and took over his tuition payments. Armand was a wreck emotionally at first and Marius gave him some sense of stability. He also took Armand’s education into his own hands, telling him what classes to take and which sorts of things were worth study and which were not. Marius praised him lavishly when he measured up to his expectations, but then he also started to punish him harshly when he did not (not unlike the cult). Instead of building him up and helping him gain some independence, he made Armand rely on him for everything, including physical/sexual intimacy.

Their relationship wasn’t ROMANTIC per se though, like Marius wasn’t his boyfriend or anything. I think Marius is just exactly the kind of creep to have convinced a naive Armand that the Ancient Greek model of the pederastic relationship (that is, the sexual relationship between a younger male and his adult mentor which was seen as part of their education) was normal and something that would be beneficial to him. Marius could teach him everything he needed to know and sex was part of the exchange. Armand was so starved for affection and physical touch he let Marius do whatever he wanted. He also posed for Marius a lot and served as his artistic muse.

When Marius’ term as visiting professor ran out, Armand assumed he would be going back to San Francisco with him, but Marius left Venice and Armand behind without much notice. Marius and Pandora hadn’t spoken much in the last three years, but they were still legally married and Marius never had any intention of choosing Armand over her. Marius also gaslit him into thinking it was his fault for misunderstanding their situation so he blamed himself for his own distress more than he blamed Marius.

Armand spiraled hard after that and had to figure out how to live without him basically telling him what to do. After some soul-searching, he decided to keep studying philosophy and religion, probably as a way to cope with what happened to him in the cult, and also because he was just interested in learning. He eventually completed a masters degree (probably part time because he had to support himself now) and then decided to pursue a PhD.

He reached out to Marius for advice on programs since he's a leading scholar in his field (Roman religion) and would know how best to position himself as an applicant. Marius seemed excited to hear from him again and Armand was hopeful that things would be different this time. He offered him advice on which programs to apply to and supported his applications with letters of recommendation. (What Armand still doesn’t know is that Marius also sabotaged him in those letters to ensure San Francisco would be his only option because he got off on the dynamic they used to have and wanted to see him again)

When he arrived, Armand thought Marius would treat him like an adult now that he was older and more self-sufficient and that they could have a mutually beneficial professional relationship, but he was still the same asshole he was back then. He may not be living or sleeping with him anymore, but he’s still abusive and acts like he owns him - hence why Armand is trying to get away from him throughout the fic

I’m sorry if any of that was unclear! I tried to reveal bits of information subtly over time (sometimes it isn’t about what Armand says, it’s about what he doesn’t say, or what he alludes to and then stops himself from thinking more about because those memories are too traumatic for him to want to examine too closely), but maybe some things got lost somewhere haha

If people want me to, I can make some of this more explicitly stated in the fic - just let me know if you think that would be helpful 💖 I didn't want to give Marius' crimes too much airtime, but I also don't want people to be confused lol

[leslutdepointedulac]

I think saying the only hurt is emotional is down playing down what Lestat actually did:

Kidnapped Claudia from the hospital

Killed her

Turned her into a vampire trapping her aged 5

Treated her as a doll and child for decades

Threatened her (eg when he said he would starve her)

Was insulting and condescending to her

Ignored Claudia's desire to help try find a way to age despite being the reason she's stuck like that

Told her nothing about anything (ik Lestat was told by Marius not to but considering how Lestat treated her it's not surprising she assumed the worst of him).

From Claudia's point of view Lestat was a monster (and Louis). He stole her, murdered her, forced her to live as a child forever, refused to help potentially rectify it, and made her suffering worse by his treatment of her. Like, yeah she couldn't do anything herself (who is at fault for that?), of course she had to get creative if she wanted to get out of a situation she never wanted.

I wasn't downplaying anything that Lestat did to Claudia, I never said that the things he does aren't horrible and sometimes bordering on cruel. And I never said he didn't do any of those things, I'm fully aware that he does. I also never denied how Claudia feels about Lestat and why she felt like the only solution was to kill him. I was merely answering what had previously been asked, which was why Louis didn't do anything to help Lestat.

As for Lestat rectifying the situation, there wasn't anything he could physically do, but what he could do was try to make amends with her and he did. When Claudia comes to him before killing him, she claims it's to stop their fighting and make up (though she's of course lying to trick him), and upon realising this, Lestat's ready to accept that. He wants to stop their fights just as much as he thinks Claudia does. He may not be able to undo everything he's said or done to her, but he can at least try and get them back on civil ground.

Aside from turning her into a vampire which, yes could be classed as physical hurt in one way or another, all of those things you have listed are emotional. None of them mean that Lestat physically hurt Claudia in any way, he doesn't lay a finger on her in any of these circumstances. Even in his threats, it's just words, he never actually touches Claudia in a way that physically harms her. Any hurt she feels from these situations is entirely emotional.

And yes, Lestat was often horrible to Claudia, but that was only after she began to rebel. Up until that point, he doted on her and tried to be a good father to her. He loved her (and still does after everything), even when he started insulting her and acting stand-offish, and even then it was because he was frightened of how she was changing and going against him. I'm not saying that was right, I'm not defending the way he lashed out and took his anger and hurt out on Claudia, I'm just saying he acted on instinct, which was to retaliate against her behaviour.

[ao3feed-superbat]

the binder

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/bA2JuPi by mathiwrites The binder is a comprehensive reference book for Orm to understand various surface practices pertaining to sex, kinks, foreplay and intimacy. Clark has explained that sex goes beyond duty, and for him, it’s a form of love, affection and exploration. This fic compiles all the smut inspired by Clark’s binder. Words: 2333, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Series: Part 3 of the sun & the sea, Part 3 of a touch, a taste -- let me never go to waste Fandoms: DCU, Batman - All Media Types, Aquaman (Movies - Wan), Superman - All Media Types Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Orm Marius, Bruce Wayne, Clark Kent Relationships: Orm Marius/Bruce Wayne, Clark Kent/Orm Marius, Clark Kent/Bruce Wayne, Clark Kent/Orm Marius/Bruce Wayne Additional Tags: Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Voyeurism, Exhibitionism, Masturbation, Touch-Starved, OT3, Comfort Sex, BDSM, Smut, Porn with Feelings read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/bA2JuPi

[sonataforsybelle]

Sybelle is touch-starved when she meets Armand, she does hug with Benji once in a while but she keeps some distance because he's a child and she already feels guilty about him having to help her so much.

So she's constantly sharing touch with Armand and tight hugs and cuddling, and the habit remains after being turned. It's her love language, but she also needs it very much after having been mistreated so cruelly. Getting her hair brushed, braiding Armand's hair even if he's okay with that, long cuddling sessions, holding hands... she also loves sharing a sleeping space be it bed or coffin, it makes her feel safe. When she was still human she prefered falling asleep in the last hours before dawn so Armand could watch over her. Again, safety and comfort.

And while it takes her longer to warm up to others -- at first she only trusts Armand and Benji with physical closeness, and Marius or Pandora since they turned her, but she's too overwhelmed when it's someone else -- once she feels safe enough she'll absolutely hold hands or hug someone she loves and feels secure with, given they're okay with it of course.

Another thing she loves is basically parallel play ; feeling secure enough to sit in the same room as someone and do your own thing without having to talk. Ofc her piano playing helps a lot with that, though one could argue she's interacting by playing music.))

[monstersinthecosmos]

my question is like, did Mael and Marius fuck a lot in the captivity year, both because Mael was powerfully attracted to the new god and also because Marius desperately lonely & hoped he could manipulate Mael into freeing him; or was it no sex at all and just filled with bitterness and sexual tension. Did Marius die completely touch starved? Is that why he wanted Armand to plunge into carnal indulgence because he feels it's as important as freedom and food and sunlight? 😢

[unbindingkerberos]

BABEL HEADCANONS PT. 2

Henry doesn't commit needless violence. Everything he does has a reason or a means to complete the mission no matter the cost. Sacrifices have to be made.

He doesn't like to admit it but Henry finds himself wanting to own a pet. He prefers birds and reptiles over cats and dogs. If he does get a pet, it would most likely be a Lahore pigeon or a Corn snake.

Henry drives his bike in his sparetime if he's not busy at the workshop. He sometimes lets Marius tag along or test drive his bike.

He and Deimos suprisingly get along. They often place bets on the Deimos's men and see who can last long (Current scoring: Henry: 6, Deimos: 8). The two have a dark inside joke and the other mercenaries often find them snickering amongst themselves.

Henry is touch starved. He will literally melt into another's touch and demand for more-- his favorite being warm palms cupping his cheeks.

Henry sometimes quotes vines during missions, but due to his unhinged and predator-like playfulness the rest don't catch up or realize.

[curiousmusewritings]

I have been... sitting on an idea of a collection of short fics for polynxx. Because I am starving for content. It’s a magic au where everybody gets a turn having the shit beat of em. In various ways lol I refuse to write and not include happy endings and fluff, so it’s just hurt/comfort But chapter 9 coming out has got me thinking about the au again and I’ve been fleshing it out (just abilities so I know what I’m writing) and I want to read all of these so bad. I’m so bad about finishing. I really really need to write these though. I think I’ll die if I don’t get them out lol I only have 3 of 5 ideas sorted out so far though. Rosa and Luke’s are the hardest for some reason. Luke because there’s so much to use it’s almost hard to find something unique and Rosa because I’ve been stuck trying to figure out Luke’s lol Anyways, Marius, Vyn and Artem’s are all figured out and outlined. The titles for each in the above order is Longing (to touch) Wanting (to know) Searching (for you) If anyone wants to talk about this lovely polycule or these ideas, please hmu. I never posted anything to this blog after the original post that I had used to help me get into a zine years ago lol so it’s doesn’t seem very active. But I’m hoping to change that.

[lethica-nightborne]

Marius is going to get touch starved then dieeee

He will be fine with Jericho. And you spirits will keep him busy, I'm sure. He'll be fine.