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marius pregnancy kink post now

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does cat boy amadeo lets marius trim his claws or is he a little devil about it? also !! does he likes baths? does he let marius work or is he constantly trying to sneak onto his lap? im a bit obsessed with the concept u came up with, its so cute 🥹

AHH GOSH no like I think it’s such a process in Armand getting comfortable around him! 

Like probably a complete nightmare at first! Marius probably has to drug him! He gives Armand lots of treats and stuff so he learns that it’s okay and will end in treats!!!!  🥹🥹🥹

And same with baths! It’s like, we have to make some decisions about the catboy world building here LMAO like he can probably shower/bathe on his own. I think in the beginning Marius wants to help him and he gets real hissy and weird about it and wants privacy, and crouches in the corner pouting until Marius leaves! But little by little he lets Marius watch, and eventually lets Marius help.

I think eventually that claw trimming becomes a nice ritual! Like cozy after bath cuddle time where he sits in Marius’s lap and Marius can trim him nails and massage lotion into his peets !!

This is probably along a similar timeline of him coming closer and trying to sit on his lap all the time and bug him while he’s trying to work. Like little by little he kinda sits in the corner of the room or naps near his desk and then sits by Marius’s feet, etc!!! 

It’s going to take time!!!! 🤧

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in your human bdsm au where armand does sw, does marius ever take him to a fancy classical music concert and blow him in the bathroom during intermission and armand comes all over his face and expensive suit? maybe armand doesn't let him clean up super good before leaving either

OMG I HOPE SO?? 🥹🥹

Have you ever gotten cum in your eye lmao it burns so bad. Imagine Marius struggling for the second half and like trying to discreetly wipe his eye ! People around him maybe think he’s just really moved and crying about the symphony hjksdgsd

What I enjoy about the dynamic is like, this starts as a professional relationship but once they start to spend more time together and like genuinely appreciate each other’s company, Marius loves to spoil him! Like yeah Armand calls him a pathetic loser pay pig and comes on his face in the symphony bathroom (is there a fancy bathroom attendant btw ? is marius struggling desperately not to moan around armand's cock? LOL) but Marius is THRILLED that he’s able to bring Armand to nice cultural events! 

Like, in the town car on the way there, in a sort of low voice that they use for checkins and safewording, Marius asks if Armand has ever gone to the symphony, and Armand gets to blush a little and say no.

And I think they make a habit of this, like, the opera, theatre, fancy art museums and gallery openings? Extremely snobby wine tastings where Armand jokes with him about which wine pairs best with cum? 

Armand gets like a look on his face sometimes like, when he softens for a minute and isn’t in character anymore. Marius sees it during the symphony, peeking over at him in the dark, and sees it when he’s gazing at a painting at the museum. 

Like, Marius fucking adores him!!!!!!!!!!!! And when this all started it was business and Armand was enjoying his work enough and didn’t mind beating the shit out of this old loser for money and even though he gets in enough findomming trash talk he does secretly & sincerely love how special Marius makes him feel when he’s spoiled uwu 

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Your unethical Marius tag is honestly incredible I think about it like every day LOL

I’M SO GLAD TO HEAR THIS, HE’S VERY IMPORTANT TO ME !!!!

I was thinking today about how Unethical Therapist Marius records all of his sessions (secretly) and how he used to bring them home but then his wife found them and like. She’s not exactly a saint, right? But he’s a sub at home with his wife and she was getting a little too powerful with it. It’s something he likes to keep sequestered, it’s his private little thing he likes to do. 

So now he has to keep all the flash drives and whatnot at the office, and if he ever wants to jerk off to them he has to do it in his office after everyone’s gone. It’s gotten kind of weird and Pavlovian that his desk has become the Jerk Off About Armand station and it just winds up making everything escalate when he’s at work.

I think he’s also fucking his receptionist Bianca—his wife knows, don’t worry—but it’s gotten to a point sometimes if he’s really pent up after work that he pulls her into his office to fuck her on the desk. He likes to suck on her clit and finger her asshole and stuff and accidentally called her Armand. He kinda looks over her shoulder sometimes towards the couch, where Armand is usually sitting, and he plans out what kind of directions he wants to give Armand in the next session.

Bianca was so polite about it when he called her Armand, though, and like. She doesn’t say anything because she’s trying to be professional, but obviously she knows! And it’s like, is this a habit, has he doesn’t this a lot, does he have a pattern? She’s going to start taking notes for when it’s time to ask for a raise. ✍️✍️✍️

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kacy i need ur thoughts on marius and dom drop

Oh! My friend! I have several. 🤗

I have a lot to say and I’m not sure how to organize myself so be patient with me. But !

I think a lot about both the in-universe/non-diegetic kink in VC but also Marius’s own admittance that he lies to himself, and what that says about both his role as a dom and what it means, and his ego as a defense mechanism and what it means to his actual level of self-assuredness.

Like the short answer here is like: I LOVE thinking about a soggy Mawwius who feels really bad and goes back to his lair at sunrise feeling like a nervous wreck because there wasn’t enough time for aftercare LOL. I think it ties in really nicely to his hatred of anger/the humiliation around identifying with anger, and I wonder like in a moment of dom drop does it feel too much like he was being an aggressive brute, and does he lose sight of the fact that Amadeo (or whomstever) was into it?

Is he so ashamed of himself that he doesn’t even ALLOW himself aftercare? He takes the shame with him to be alone and punish himself, maybe! :D

WHAT A BARBARIAN!

And like I know I bring this up from time to time but the whole idea of non-diegetic kink/DOYLIST KINK IF YOU WILL, is that it’s kinky to the reader, on purpose, but not necessarily following “good” BDSM rules in the text, right? Like the whipping scenes in TVA are intended to be kink to the reader, but they’re not negotiated. So I wonder like, what does a dom role mean to him if he’s not slipping into it in a traditional/realistic way? If they exist in a world where negotiation isn’t warranted, how much aftercare do they need? And speaking to dom drop—there’s aftercare in both whipping scenes in TVA, but they’re focused on Armand, not Marius.

In some ways that feels appropriate, too, like, I don’t know man! What’s the etiquette when one of you is inhuman and there’s a 1500 year age gap? In real life we’d see BDSM as a consensual roleplay where the sub might want to check in, too, and is just as responsible, but in a situation like this, is it Armand’s job to take care of him after?

That’s the tricky thing about the non-diegetic setup that I’m getting at. As the reader, the EXTREME power imbalance is supposed to be tropey and entertaining and titillating, and it’s interesting trying to tease that out from like, how sincerely we take the actions on the page. (ie: the timeless discourse about whether or not the BDSM in TVA is abuse blah blah). So like, we can chose not to worry about it and write it off as Not That Deep, or we can say like, maybe it wasn’t Amadeo’s fucking job to care for the ancient creature that just beat the shit out of him lmao.

We have to ask, does proper etiquette exist/matter in this universe? (Either answer still works, it’s just like, what are we focusing on for this particular moment, like is it for meta or a fic or what, your mileage may vary). And like on that note, what was the BDSM etiquette in the 1490s, anyway? LOL Like does anyone give a fuck anyway? (This might be an ask for YOU, apoptoses!!!)

So it’s kind of interesting to think about this.

I mean!

Like, Marius can still have dom drop, whether or not Amadeo (or anyone else) cares to aftercare him. And that kinda feels appropriate with the no-rules non negotiated scenes in the first place. It’s appropriately messy if he’s torn up about it and then just goes back to his lair and stews and panics about it. Love that for him lol.

It also occurs to me like, if AMADEO also needs more aftercare, if Marius knows that but has to leave, I wonder how guilty that makes him feel. Like, I remember you and I talked about this LOL because I wrote this into Gallows Bird, that he woke up Riccardo to go sleep with Amadeo so he wouldn’t be alone, and you were gonna write some Riccardo/Amadeo about it!!! Like, how often did that happen?

We can say if there’s no negotiation and shit poor BDSM etiquette in universe, maybe he just left Amadeo to fend for himself at sunrise and that was that LOL and it layers into the extreme way it’s built for the sake of the story and exaggerated for the sake of the reader, but as always, I know that you and me both as fic writers like to think about this stuff on the ground floor because we try to envision more of a 360° view of what these scenes looked like from the inside and I simply have to ask all these questions to develop my understanding !!

And I have to ask how purposeful these scenes & roleplays are within the universe: is he slipping into the dom/disciplinarian role with intention? It asks that question like, what does this person need and how does the BDSM role help them? We can say that Amadeo is a brat, and that by necessity Marius must become a disciplinarian to take care of him. But is that something Marius would choose for himself? For Marius I can only imagine him thriving as a dom in the sense that it feels good to have control, but it’s an odd thing to need to express in the Venice era in particular where he is so very in control anyway. Is his paterfamilias/daddy kink already served just by their 24/7 dynamic and his control of the palazzo, and does he still need to top it off with impact play? There’s so many options here!

Option A is like, he’s basically service domming for Amadeo’s pleasure, and the dom drop is going to come from the idea that he’s so completely self-loathing as a monster!  People give Louis credit for being like the OG Self Loathing Vampire but Marius has him so so beat, imo. God he hates that shit. He has such bad vampire dysphoria constantly, he feels like a monster, he uses his powers sparingly to feel like a person, every time he grows a new strength he’s disgusted by it. He hates the idea of violence and anger!

Option B is that it’s therapeutic for him to exercise these powers with someone who appreciates them? Does it feel nice to indulge in his violent nature for a little while in a space where he knows he’s not hurting anybody for real? And like, for all the ways he has control in Venice – Amadeo will grow up and leave, the boys will leave, Vincenzo will die soon, he cannot keep them, he cannot join society in the way he wants. I think when you break it down, most trauma comes down to “a time I did not have control” and it’s natural for people to want to play with control to unwind, but for Marius in particular, his turning was SO traumatic and fucked up and I think really set the tone for his entire life. Not just being turned against his will but the way it was prolonged, that he did everything he could while he was alive to rebel against Roman society and maintain personal freedom, only to have that taken away for a YEAR! Being held captive is so fucking dehumanizing, and I wonder if he never really got over it.

Option C is that it just genuinely also gets him off and he’s playing with his food because taking little sips from Amadeo for years is giving him insane blue balls lmao

I also would be remiss not to mention my sincerely held belief that Marius is more of a sub on the inside, too, and so roleplaying as a dom or being so stressed that he needs to control SOMETHING is not natural for him. If he rose up to be a dom by necessity here—whether to meet Amadeo’s needs or because he’s become so violent and inhuman and needs to relieve stress—I can definitely see him having dom drop after and struggling to reconcile it when he’s lying awake in his sarcophagus panicking about it.

Everything in Venice is designed to be the exact opposite of his experience in Gaul. He spoils Amadeo with gifts, gives him a beautiful place to live, all the food he wants, wants him to have a worldly education, encourages him to go out and experience the city and meet people and have sex and take advantage of everything the modern world has to offer. And I think he likes that Amadeo sees him as a savior and not a captor. He even knows pretty quickly that he loves Amadeo too much to go through with turning him, anyway, and is willing to let him live.

So it’s interesting to me like, this is actually something I’ve tackled in Sheith fics LOL but like how to overcome trauma in a way that allows you to be violent for fun again, and how to find it cathartic and safe when your instinct is that it isn’t, or when the idea of it feels triggering. We don’t know about Marius having any other relationships like this before Venice, but he’s rejoining society for a while and finding a healthy outlet for his hunger, perhaps.

Especially off the heels of his thing for Bianca and Botticelli, and how he knew he’d kill them if he didn’t distract himself. The entire reason he HAS Amadeo at all is as a plaything and a distraction/rebound, so it’s interesting that controlled violence plays into what they do together, and how Marius loves him.

What’s interesting about it too is that like, again in the sense of it being the actual text—it seems like after both whipping scenes that they both have sort of emotional breakthroughs and can be more honest with each other. We know that Marius is a person who keeps his feelings inside until he explodes, and this is how that looks when he’s with Amadeo. He comes away from it with a sense of catharsis that he needed. No matter how they get here, it does seem like it’s something he needs.

But yeah anyway. This was all over the place LOL but those are some of the angles I consider when I think about this topic. I genuinely can’t imagine a version of Marius where he DOESN’T experience dom drop, honestly, it’s just that I think there’s a very different routes of how we get there. In the end, no matter how intentional the roleplays are, I think he’s going to go isolate himself after and go “what the fuck why did I do that oh my god” and the curse of their interspecies relationship is that he has to leave in the morning and they can’t cuddle their way through it until it feels better.

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I’m bored, tell me your favorite horny stuff about marius

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are you ever like powerfully (embarrassingly) attracted to a weirdo pervert character just bc they remind you of marius or is it just me

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daniel double dosing on fareed hormones and then innocently allowing marius to drink from him....

marius being like, hmm this is strange i feel funny

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La lotta tra erotismo e disgusto è il confine tra la psiche del personaggio e l'autore. Lo scrivo perché voglio fare un viaggio di ricerca o perché mi attrae segretamente? Che cosa sarebbe standard per i vampiri ma strano per gli umani in contrasto con ciò che sarebbe strano per i vampiri? (deepl pidgin italian)

For example,

Marius drinking blood in ill people who are clotty or who just have embolisms b/c he misses chewing on things? What about bog men, hoping against hope they are just in suspended animation and he can chew vampire blood like taffy, irritating Mael as a bonus? Is he so far removed from needing to chew on things or does he miss using the rest of his teeth? He seems like the type of vampire who'd be proud of his having all of his straight white teeth including the wisdom ones when he died.

Or is he is strangely compelled by staple removers because they look like little vampire teeth? Or is it a weird human affectation of those mortals who like office supplies?

Is he envious and contemptuous of mosquitoes? Does he envy their ability to take many little drinks at a time while disdaining insects? Does he lose it when his mortal boys come back covered in itchy bites?

Is it just pure chance he didn't start a medical school in Padua when balancing the humors in blood by bloodletting was the medical paradigm? Did he feel a keen pang of disappointment when blood banks and insulin use became widespread?

Does he constantly just use red light bulbs in his homes in the far north for the aesthetic, ignoring his vampire bed time?

!!! these are great questions!

I want to share the DeepL translation of the Italian bit so we're all on the same page: The struggle between eroticism and disgust is the boundary between the psyche of the character and the author. Am I writing this because I want to go on a research trip or because it secretly attracts me? What would be standard for vampires but strange for humans as opposed to what would be strange for vampires?

The line between disgust and eroticism is SO SPECIAL TO ME! And also, I think this is a good time to mention how the word erotic doesn't/hasn't always directly correlated to mean sexual. I've had some deep ass convos with people about this in the context of Anne Rice's work in particular--for example, in the Michael Riley book he pushes back on her a little bit for the use of the word erotic, and she was explaining she uses it to mean of the physical senses and not strictly sexual.

So like, ALL OF THESE IDEAS YOU SHARED feel erotic in that sense, too. Like, when the sense of disgust becomes so visceral that it makes you shudder, or makes you nauseous! That's eroticism baby!!!!!!!!

And certain types of us love to lean into that. :D The transgressive nature of kinks sometimes means that something being so antithetical to arousal comes full circle and becomes arousing, because you're not supposed to be into it!!!!!!!! I love that. I want to talk about it all the time.

BUT WOW ALSO THE MOSQUITO BITE ONE! I wonder if he has phases of not healing Amadeo because he likes to see the mark there afterwards.

WHAT A VERY GALAXY BRAINED ASK TO SEND, THANK YOU

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i hurt my neck while i was getting dressed to go the gym this morning (rip lol old lady behavior) so i decided to take a rest day and now i have some free time before i have to work so anyway

what i was thinking about is like, how often Unethical Therapist Marius gets Armand worked up during a session--it doesn't matter the context here, like, think any of the reasons why it gets handsy like, Armand talks about how he's having a hard time getting an erection with his new SSRI, or how maybe he gets so freaked out about anal that he loses wood during sex and kills the moment, or maybe even if he's trans he's so stressed and tense and has problems with vaginismus, READERS CHOICE PICK SOMETHING YOU LIKE TO THINK ABOUT--and how Marius kinda like, guides him to relax, asks him if he wants to practice, tells him it's okay if he wants to take his pants off and show Marius the problem.

And Marius can just talk him through it, let him know it's okay, that it will get easier over time and just takes some getting used to. He has a drawer of toys and lube and condoms in his desk for occasions like this--he promises they're all single use (are they really?) and that this is a normal part of the process that he explores with his patients. He has different sizes in case Armand needs to work up to regular sex, and Marius offers for him to start small.

Armand nervously accepts, warms up, maybe the first time he never gets past working with his fingers, every couple sessions Marius suggests he goes up a size.

But how often does it happen that like, right as Armand is relaxing and feeling comfortable, maybe he's finally enjoying himself, and after he gets better at it, maybe he's almost ready to come-- how often does Marius cut him off to tell him their time is up, and they can continue next time????

He politely offers Armand wipes, and discretely puts the toys back in his drawer as Armand blushes and puts his pants back on. On the way out he pats Armand on the shoulder and encourages him to continue once he gets home. He knows, as Armand's provider, that Armand probably won't be doing that. He knows the home situation, and he understand why Armand is like this in the first place. But he wants Armand to at least try. He hopes, if he encourages enough, that one day Armand will actually do it. Because, this is fun and everything and Marius is passionate about his job, and enjoys this patient, but the goal really is to help him and make his life better, and it's something Armand wants to sort out.

AND HOW OFTEN does Marius fuck with the clock in the office? Maybe some days he's really edging Armand and sets the time shorter. Or maybe he wants to luxuriate in the tension and set it even longer. At this point, Armand's brain is almost trained that he will never come during a session, so his body just coils up and up and waits for Marius to tell him to stop, and no matter how long the session is, he won't ever actually get there.

But what if it's just a test!

Marius is waiting to see how long he can push Armand, how many weeks he'll just accept this, before he either learns to finish himself when he's ready, or he does it simply out of defiance. How pent up and sexually frustrated does he have to be before he axes down the proverbial door and refuses to leave when the session is up. He's red in the face and panting his back is arched on Marius's couch, one foot on the floor and the other digging into the cushion, his tshirt bunched up under his armpits and his chest gleaming in sweat as he works the toy faster and faster and tells Marius he's so so so close give him two more minutes------- does Marius make him beg? Does he have mercy?

He pretends there's someone after Armand (there's not) and he goes to sit behind his desk and unlock his phone. "I have to call my next patient and tell them I'm running late, please keep your voice down."

((And if this were not a patient, if this were a game in his personal life, Marius would lean into that. He'd probably make a pretend phone call and say stuff like We have to cancel because my thirsty slut of a patient is busy spreading himself on my couch and he takes forever. But he doesn't think Armand is ready to hear that just yet.))

It's all puzzle in the end, because expressing his needs, learning to prioritize his own pleasure and allow space for himself is all part of the lesson here! This is good! This is progress!!!

And if Marius locks the office up and jerks off at his desk afterwards while he listens to the audio recording of the session that's a bonus!!!!!!

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stay with me for a second but do you ever wonder about vampire CBT (the other kind) but involving like castration/neutering as a game? You can have them back later but it’s part of the scene you know!?

i just think there’s a lot of potential here.

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gonna start writing marius x reader fics about his new hobby where he picks up randos and brings them to adult stores and has them pick out the weirdest thing they can find so that they can go home and marius destroys them with it

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😳😳😳 Omg. Yesss. So I know these might not be the best circumstances to be asking this, but. Any dark!Shiro level dark!Marius thoughts? 🫦

I have so many dark!Marius ideas but for whatever reason the first one that comes to my mind is like. Imagining Venice-Era gender fuckery where Marius grooms Amadeo into thinking he is/isn’t a boy, depending on what direction we want to take it. Especially with the context of that thing armand says about how we don’t think of baby animals as boys and girls the way we do human children. 🤗🤗🤗 and like I can’t help but always imagining the equal-opposite of GOOD CANON MARIUS who would lovingly encourage armand towards his true gender identity as an act of compassion and help him live truthfully but I also rub my grubby little hands together and think BUT WHAT IF IT WAS DARK AND EVIL AND MANIPULATIVE 😳🥵😳🥵💦 what part of Armand’s journey in devils minion or trinity gate 500 years later is taking time to figure out who he actually is and revisiting all of that confusion !!!

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Attention, important question‼️

How would Marius react if Armand called him dad? 😁

I THINK HE'D PROBABLY BLUSH FURIOUSLY AND IMMEDAITELY LEAVE TO KILL SOMETHING :)

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As soon as I had her in the carriage, I kissed her wantonly as mortals kiss and wanted to sink my teeth into her throat but she forbade it. "Let me have that intimacy!" I begged.

Please!!! 🤧 just the tip! 😩

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im like the sicko by the window going YES... HAHAHA... YES meme rn celebrating the inauguration of your omorashi tag lmao

like the real question is: Are vampires still ticklish or does Marius think it's the cutest parlor trick with his pet human? Does he tickle Amadeo until he has an accident? 🥰

(is this something Armand repeated on Daniel, too? Daniel is furious LMAO.)