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I LOVE YOU ROVER
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Idk if it's just that time for me but I had a thought.
What if Ace was like, a little more well adjusted? Like, emotionally level even if it's not in a way that would have a licensed therapist nodding their head like "No note, you can scrap our next session!"
What if he didn't quite live in his father's shadow as he did in the show?
What if the death of his parents weighed on him differently?
What if he was more upset at their passing and the future that was stolen from him than anything else.
(dead ass had more thoughts but roomie put clothes in the dryer and it's fucking screeching like a dog whistle it is ALMOST ELEVEN AT NIGHT WOMAN I THOUGHT WE ALL AGREED IT WAS A BAD IDEA TO DO LAUNDRY AFTER NINE ITS SO FUCKING LOUD!?!)
Anyway, what I was really wondering was what if Ace genuinely just wanted to see what Whitebeard was like and had no interest in joining his crew. And eventually after being pestered to shit about it, Ace explains that he can't bring himself to form an attachment with someone who clearly doesn't expect to live another five years.
That he's lost enough and couldn't handle finally having a good parental figure just to have them die on him again. Only this time he could watch it happen and remember for the rest of his life instead of just knowing.
That he can't put his heart in the hands of someone who's actively drinking themselves to death. How can he trust someone to care for him and support him if they can't even care enough to do everything in their power to stay.
That a ship full of possible siblings did not sweeten the pot because that was just a ship full of people who saw nothing wrong with someone in such a dangerous line of work actively making it worse (or not doing anything productive about it). He couldn't stay with Shanks, same issue only Shanks intends to drink himself to death for at least a couple more decades.
Ace expresses that he can't possibly join because he's already seen how badly loss wrecked people he loves and can't imagine signing up for that knowingly.
It's kind of juvenile.
It's awfully, heartbreakingly mature.
It's not born out of anger but sheer empathy for what they all must know on some level. And Ace is acknowledging that.
"Losing him is going to hurt you all. And I can't handle being hurt on top of seeing that too."
How do you convince someone to join your crew after that?
Could Whitebeard even bring himself to try? Or would he look at his precious booze and ask himself (perhaps not for the first time) of his vice was worth it.
I like to imagine Ace is dropped off with his crew shortly after with very long, teary hugs from several members.
I like to imagine even more that not long after that, Whitebeard starts refusing to drink. Not all at once. But slowly it goes from every meal and while relaxing to once before bed. To once a week. After a long week. A long month.
Until one day he's been sober for a whole year and his nurses and children are sobbing as his medications are finally working fully as intended. No more side effects from drinking.
And then they meet Ace again and Whitebeard asks if he would reconsider his answer. If Whitebeard could have the honor of calling him 'son'?
And Ace... Oh, Ace's heart aches. Leaving hurt so bad because he could tell it would be a good, if short, live on the Moby with such a large family. He wanted it so bad with every step he took that day as he left.
But more than anything, he wanted just one thing.
Someone that chooses to stay.
So many people left him, for reasons within and outside their control. And they died. One by one. All gone and leaving him alone with a desperate boy who'd rather die than be alone. Just like Ace would rather die than choose to blindly trust nothing bad would ever happen again.
And finally.
Someone chooses to stay.
And now Ace can too.
#one piece#one piece ace#sad thoughts#i just wondered you know?#its happened a frightening amount of times#sabo fucking wrecked him when he left#and Ace shattered all over again when he watched him die#staying isnt a guarantee#he knows that#but he wants someone to love him so much they chose to stay#just like he did for Luffy#to love and be loved is all he ever wanted#to open up his heart and know it would break despite everything#not because they didnt want to stay#he'll still be devestated#Whitebeard is old after all and a pirate#but Ace knows his father would choose the safer path if possible#imma fucking bawl i gotta stop
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I was doing the regular house cleaning at 3+am and I was changing the sheets and making the bed before cleaning the bathroom, my dog walks in thinking it's time for bed and he wouldn't stop following me around. I did speedrun the cleaning to go actual lay down with him.
#it was so sad#like 'yes honey in 15 minutes'. he was so confused#and after like 10 minutes he went to his own bed to sleep. when I was done I called him like 'cone Gizmo bed' and he came running#I love my dog so much I can't believe he'll live less than I will#I'd gladly give him half of the years I have left so we could be together till I die#normal things here#not art#text#personal tag
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MIKE BLOCKED ME ON TWITTER FOR ROASTING HIS DUMBASS RESPONSE TO THE GRAPHIC NOVEL STUFF!!
grown ass man scared of the 19-year-old queer being mean to him over his public meltdown more at 8.
#ramblez#little white boy sad? U sad bc nobody likes you? Bc u constantly make a fool of urself and show off ur distaste for ur fans? lmao#this is one of the greatest things to ever happen to me imagine how mad he'll be when he finds out the fangame Im making has queers in it#hes gonna have a whole other white boy meltdown on main KJSNFDGKJHFGKJHGKJHSDFGSD#hes so fucking sensitive maybe just get off of social media Mike this never ends well for you#batim#batdr#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#and look Im joking around about this but it really is sad that the bendy devs cant handle this kind of critique towards their decisions#it seems despite the backlash once again they are choosing to ignore their fans which is yknow upsetting#But hey ig if the devs being awful was a dealbreaker for this fandom I wouldve left a long time ago and I havent#dw Im not going anywhere <3#also if anyone else here was also criticizing Mike maybe check his acct to make sure ur not blocked now since apparently#old habits die hard and this is certainly a pattern with him KJHDSFKGJHSDKFGJHDFGSD#also look before anyone asks yes I was kinda mean to him over this but to put bluntly if hes gonna be this dismissive to his fans concerns#he deserves it. Theres this persistent attitude esp in bendy fanspaces of being defensive of the devs#and I dont know why they have been extremely horrible people every single chance they get#and its very hurtful to see how many people would rather tell me to be kinder to the people who broke the heart of a child me when they#dismissed any ideas of putting queers like me in their stories than to realize Mike n Meatly bring this bad attention to themselves#to put bluntly I dont owe them kindness not until they at least apologize for the shit they did which they still havent#mike hasnt even addressed his vent poem in the code of BATDR let alone the other shit he said n did#so no I will not be kind to him ever hope this helps!
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The Great Gatsby AU;
After Jake married to son of a rich (old money) family, he and his husband live in a lovely villa nearby the sea and things are alright, they even have a little girl too until there's rumours about 'Rooster', a mysterious wealthy man and his fancy parties, it's like big carnivals and he hosts almost every people. He lives in a lovely mansion on the other side of the seashore right in front of Jake's house. One day they receive a formal invitation from Rooster (though Jake's husband doesn't like to go) so it's how Jake meets Bradley again💗 it's the beginning of their secret meetings and Bradley keeps asking Jake to leave 'that man' and live with Bradley. Bradley stops all those parties even fires his housekeepers and servants only because of Jake who wants to keep it secret between them..
It goes on and on for few weeks until Bradley buys Jake a lovely ring decorated by a green-blue gem💚 and purposes to him 'stay with me forever Jake, I love you'. Jake panics, says he needs time and leaves Bradley that night..
Two days passes when Jake gets a phone call, having bad news of Mr. Bradshaw badly injured in car accident and he may won't make it. Jake has a fight with his husband (he found out about him and Bradley) but he doesn't go to see Bradley at hospital..
#angst warning! but you can imagine the ending however you want to :>#hangster#sereshaw#I mean in my opinion he'll die at the end..#and Jake never went to see him in hospital#but in another world he leaves his husband. takes his daughter with him and goes to live with Bradley#'Bradley.. rich people won't marry poor soldiers..'#yeah Brad was in war just like Great Gatsby book#everything is the same just like the book#it was in my draft for a month and was chewing on me so yeah.. i finally posted it 'shrugs'#jake hangman seresin#bradley rooster bradshaw#hangman x rooster#its my comfort ship im sorry for this sad au :(💔#i just needed to get it out of my mind jxgsfs tho ending is open! :) so something good happens at the end.
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Oh my god are they rlly pushing mingi to workout like that. Actual weirdos it's so annoying people online can't put their idol weight bullying to rest
#text pose#😐 especially when its idols who have also struggled with some kind of mental health problem like that's so pathetic and sad#you're making them feel that much worse about themselves#who cares if they're not that thin anyway if mingi lets himself gain more weight idgaf he'll prob be even more hot#sorry that was kind of random but idc 😒 I'm ride or die for mingi or whatever
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Hey! I love the concept of your forgor AU, so I was wondering...
We kind of know the reactions to the Timmy's friends. But what about Crocker and the rest of the Evil Syndicate? Would they be happy? Or weirded out? Disappointed?
ooooHHH INTERESTING QUESTION!! THANKS SO MUCH FOR ASKING!!
I already answered about Crocker's reaction, but basically he only vaguely rembers Timmy having Fairy Godparents. Da Rules affected him somehow but not as directly as on Timmy since he's still passionate about hunting fairies down whether Timmy's involved or not. Sooooo he's still salty around the kid. He just targets him less than he used to.
As for the rest, they probably don't even notice (or care) about Timmy forgoring lawl. If they did, it would be convenient for them cause that's one less ally of their nemesis should the Syndicate and the NU Gang ever engage in battle once again. Unless they actually turned into a new leaf, which could yield interesting results...
#plankton: he's basically that man i need some time to think abt this meme since i think out of everyone he's easily the most forgiveable#for not comitting genocide and because he's from the silliest and least serious show out of the four#vlad: i will die for unkie vlad au so not only will he be sad for timmy (yet be resolved that he's powerless to help)#he can't help but see that his spiritual nephew danny will get his first taste of what it's like to outlive his loved ones#even when timmy technically didn't die yet it seemed like it. vlad'll try to be there for danny even when deep down he's just as terrified#terrified of the prospect that one day he'll also outlive his friends same way danny already has (again redemption or unkie vlad au)#calamitous: im gonna be honest i know nothing about this guy RIP#but as a father himself he might understand what timmy was going through the most out of the other four syndicates#losing one's parents is just as devasatating as losing one's child (if anything it's worse for the latter) but yeah losing family and shit#i put these in the tags cause these are all hypothetical reactions in which the syndicate aren't baddies#cause let's be real i cant kind of see them actually giving a shit about their nemesis's friends 🥹#asks#i forgor lor#nicktoons unite
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No way I just watched a horror game playthrough, and it made me cry like a fucking baby
#Im like 'oh! eldritch horror! one of my fav flavors of horror!! and its my fav streamer :)'#NO. NO. BAD FUCKING IDEA. VERY FUCKING SAD.#Like there is death everywhere#but thats most horror games#BUT ITS THE VOICE ACTING AND ANIMATIONS- THE REACTIONS R SO REAL AND THE DYNAMICS ARE SO IN DEPTH.#You absolutely can believe they r real people w/ real connections bc of it and its PHENOMANAL. 100/10 for immersion#And on top of that. we r given a protag who has a wife and lil ones. Like he's not perfect. but he talks about the love for his kids#And his wife too#and Im like 'oh yay :) Talk of a family! he'll end up with them in the end'#HE FUCKING DIES. HE DIED IN THE END#It's my fav thing ever when media makes the flawed but lovable protag FUCKING DIE. WITH NO REAL HAPPY ENDING.#Even better if death IS the happy ending- which its supposed to be in this game BUT ITS SO FUCKING SAD#not specifying what game it is bc im trying not to spoil it for others bc I TALKED ABOUT THE ENDING but if you know the game... u will know#the bugz speak
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baby we are dropping like flies over here my great aunt passed this week.
#🐇#it's like a joke kind of. like god is just fuckin bashing me over the head with a bat over and over!#my mom found a photo of me with my papaw and great aunt from when was little today. very sad#and you know what else I found out today?? my grandpa has diabetes and my grandma tells my mom that his blood sugar keeps getting low to th#point where he's super out of it and isn't making sense. like on the verge of going into shock and even after that she was complaining to m#mom that he'll tell her he needs to eat right now because he isn't feeling well and she's like okay well I'm busy! I'll get to it!#lmfao grandma he could DIE what are we doing here???#I think she's desensitized tbh he's been through so much already. I mean like his brain was literally rotting at one point#and he just....got over it. he flipped down the side of a damn mountain in a golf cart. had cancer twice. he's running on pure spite#she's also very mentally ill and not on any meds! so you can see why we're all dropping left and right
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// It's a canon thing that Seira sees someone reading a book and immediately thinks they're super smart and cool and wants to know what they're reading
#seira watching astarion from a distance like a sad kicked puppy#because he's still upset from gale's words and and can't take any more rejection or he'll Die#so i think he probably sat down with wyll and listen to epic novels and plays#;about
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H:SR Kaeya has been considered ''officially dead'' two times in the course of his life, and both of them have been illusions created by altering the memories of witnesses in order to get away
Kaeya can be injured, but spills no blood: if shot or cut, an hole or slice will part the skin without the human-like spurt of crimson blood that makes him human. Part of why he wears an heavy jacket is not to avoid being harmed- but to mask the absence of blood to spill. While he's sure that, in the vast cosmos, some other entities may not bleed as he does, he'd rather avoid spinning a complicated lie about it. He doesn't like lying.
Whatever ''Kaeya'' is, his mentor Gallagher has taught him how to no longer be human. Once we have more informations about the Enigmata, I will be able to go more in-depths about it- but until then, Kaeya is simply a ''being'' who has stolen the appearence of long-deceased Kaeya Alberich and wears it like it belongs to him, and always has.
The beings do not bleed. I'm not even sure if they feel any pain, past a certaint point, and he isn't sure if he misses his old human life. It has been very long, and he'd rather just focus on his goal so he can complete it faster.
#from another realm ━ (ooc)#you no longer know me; shrouded in the fog of mystery ━ (H:SR V. Headcanons)#he doesn't know if hes sad or relieved about it. so nobody that hes close to will have to see him die#but he'll see a LOT of people die. and he'll still remember them one by one
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44 for tossdir and ethedis?
“I… I think I need a hug.”
Tossdir’s voice hung still in the cold air. Ethedis hadn’t expected to hear those words from the young ranger who had been so closed off ever since their meeting. Indeed, he sometimes acted as if he wished they were not traveling together at all, as Ethedis’ jovial attitude seemed grating to him. She recalls him mentioning something of his annoyance at Elrond’s insistence that he not come to the Misty Mountains alone, that he could handle himself and did not need a ‘babysitter’ – as if hunting a Nazgul and a Gaunt-Lord were tasks he thought anyone should be doing alone.
Still, she did not begrudge him for it. Before they left for the Misty Mountains Elrond told her that Tossdir had lost some people very important to him recently, and while he would not go into the specifics of what had befallen Tossdir –for it was not his story to tell– he told her to be patient with him. She had spoken briefly to his friend Galasebdir before they left, and he told her much the same, and that his demeanor was normally never this dour. He was still grieving, and not altogether himself.
Yet here he was, sincere and vulnerable, sheepishly asking for a hug the same way a child might after waking from a nightmare.
She turned around and looked at him curiously, though he could not meet her gaze. This might have been a time where she could crack a smart remark at his expense, to point out that he had been doing nothing but pushing her away for this whole adventure, and now has the audacity to ask for a hug– but she doesn't. Elrond told her to be patient with him, and so she was.
Instead, without a word, she takes a single step closer and swiftly wraps her arms around him, as tight as she can. He flinches, as if he did not expect her to actually oblige him. He is tense for a long moment, but finally returns the embrace with shaking hands.
Ethedis thinks he might be crying, but decides to allow him the dignity of pretending she doesn't notice.
#ok I didn't expect to get this one out so fast but it just kinda wrote itself idk XD#thank you for the ask friend!#poor baby boy Tossdir is having a Bad Time. luckily Elrond knows the cure for that is... Ethedis apparently!#he's really like ''ok this Very Sad Boi is going to hunt a Nazgul and won't take no for an answer. he NEEDS a silly elf to go with him'#''or he'll literally die of sadness''#top 10 Elrond dad moments#Ethedis is like a walking antidepressant. the only thing a Nazgul fears#lotro#lotro fic#lotro oc#Ethedis#Tossdir#taz's foray into writing
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nearly done with my op reread and for the longest time my theory was that the d marked the descendants of the people native of the island that eight hundred years ago fought the twenty nations, but rereading the part about lili I thought maybe it's more lax and it marks everyone who opposed the current government in general, not just those from the island - she was the queen of one of the twenty kingdoms after all, and imu didn't seem to know the nefertaris had a d in the name as well, but before the war there would have been no reason to hide it? so i think it's something they added to their names later, maybe to recognise each other as allies? or something? the kozuki were obviously allied too and don't have a d though, so I can't say this theory makes a hundred percent sense. also i find interesting how law is hiding the water part of his name too together with the d, i wonder if that has any further meaning? another interesting thing is that there seems to have been some form of prophecy or prediction about what's currently happening in the manga, since oden knew he had to wait twenty years and the sea monsters in the oden flashback on fishmen island were talking about it too... maybe a prediction about a war? since oden wanted to unleash pluton. I wonder what exactly they found out on laugh tale that made them all laugh when the events the wg is keeping secret seem to be this tragic... also, i think i never even noticed during my first readthrough of egghead but there's someone offshore with blackbeard's flag? a small boat, it seems, but I think atm we know all blackbeard pirates are either on the pirate island or fighting against the hearts (;;;) so I wonder who exactly that is? also, I didn't catch this either first time around but I feel like the germa might just be heading there as well right now lmao the thing with kuma returning to mariejois happening so soon after vp talked about the ancient robot attacking mariejois and no one knowing why is also suspicious to me, I wonder if vegpunk used data from that robot to turn kuma into a cyborg and that's tied to why he returned there for apparently no reason...?? anyway I thought rereading would help me clear up some questions but instead it left me with even more kkkk should have figured
#I'm about ten chapters away from the latest one im so sad#im also sad cause i just saw kidd and law lose once again but that's beside the point maybe#luffy is headed to elbaph next i wonder if he'll find kidd there...#i love shanks sm and i get why he protected his own but i love kidds crew i hope they're okay 😢😢😢😢#the hearts too but i trust the hearts will be back#bc the manga used the word destroyed for kidd and defeated for the hearts#defeated sounds a bit less........ definitive#and also cause we know at least bepo and law are fine and bepo said to trust the crew to be fine too so#i don't think oda would be that big of a bastard#maybe blackbeard took them hostage hoping for law to be back since he obviously wanted the ope ope fruit?#maybe theyre with pudding now and they'll help her escape#maybe i need to stop setting myself up for disappointment lmao#but yes i trust the hearts to be back for now but im worried about the kidd pirates ;;;;;;#i hope shanks didn't kill them kidd had just become one of luffy's friends 😭😭#also hoping garp didn't actually die but that's........like............... hoping in a delusional sort of way yk#on punk hazard kuzan told smoker to trust that his sense of justice is still intact#and i sorta like kuzan's morals tbh so i trust he knows what he's doing when he stands between blackbeard's crew#i just hope he won't regret it yk? man just maybe killed his life techer for this i hope this is worth it for him#also straight up i just don't want luffy to lose someone else like straight up my son doesn't deserve this#and dragon doesn't either!!!#i love dragon so much........i hope he'll be luffy-relevant soon..........
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Sobbing my eyes out at Jujustsu kaisen ep 44 until ~18 mins when Todo used Itadori as a fucking projectile
Spoilers in the tags because I need to talk about this episode oml
#chatty snails#AND THE AUDACITY OF THE SWITCH BETWEEN KUGISAKI LAUGHING TO THAT?!!#AND WHEN ITADORI SAID HE'LL TAKE ON NANAMI'S SUFFERING NOW TOO NO! NO!!!!!! YOU HAVE TOO MUCH!!! YOU WERE READY FO DIE TWO SECONDS AGO!!#itadori my poor poor boy you have suffered the most of anyone in the anime so far (megumi contending for that in the manga...)#Mahito's attack on Itadori while he wasn't fighting back was so overly brutal i couldn't help but see why he's so viscerally hated#and oh my god he really sounded like he was having an exhilarating time doing it#the va for itadori once again knocking it out of thr park#and when i said i was sobbing i mean that literally#jjk#jjk ep 44#jjk spoilers#some love for miwa and mechamaru too. miwa screaming/crying in the background while the others were talking was so sad#Itadori's ��Todo... Todo... I can't” WELL I CAN'T EITHER: CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE#caps#and why did the elevator bit make me laugh so much? Mahito's little evil giggle?#big shout out to Todo for thr number one awesome badass black flash of the entire series#Todo no. 1!!!
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Will forever love and adore the game Ib, it's the very first rpgmaker horror game I've played and it has a very special place in my heart. On that same note, it's also very funny how my memories of playing this in the past was all bout how scary the game was but now that I've revisited it, it actually aint even scary bro.
#ariaplays#ariaplays: Ib#a short and nice experience#miiiight go back and get the other endings and check out the area that unlocks during a second playthrough#went with garry's happy ending. love him so much#felt so bad for mary tho.... maaaan... its either garry or mary and im so sorry mary but garry...#i remember back then as a kid i hated mary sooo much cuz the first ending i got was her happy ending#and it tore my heart apart seeing garry slowly die. the part where he just told ib he'll just be sleeping for awhile like bro...#i know you aint bro... bro you're gonna die arent you... the moment you close your eyes youll be dead arent you.... broo....#ya best believe young me couldnt rest at all until i get garry's happy ending#and after a few days. i started thinkin more bout mary and i was like: actually... she aint rlly that bad...#and yea she rlly aint shes just a really lonely kid who wants to get outta the gallery and eat sweets and have friends#sad that theres no ending where both garry and mary could leave with ib...#also ive ingrained some fanlyrics for the character themes so much back then that i still remember it a bit today#hearing garry's theme and im like: if you ever feel scared or lost--#for mary's theme it'll be like: welcome to my world that's painted with sadness--
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I think that Kurapika is the Miguel O'hara of HxH because he's the pathetic man consumed by his trauma set on making it everybody's problem and he's got a crazy amount of breeding fics despite the fact that it would probably be a trigger for the aforementioned trauma
#i am being so serious right now#like for real imo kurapika WOULD NOT be into breeding#i don't even know if he would be ever in the mood for sex#like i also think miguel doesn't have sex either you know?#they're both too sad for it#i think kurapika just wants his revenge and then he'll die bc he doesn't feel like he deserves to live past that#so no breeding#hxh#hxh kurapika
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