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Learning to celebrate the little wins!
#fersona#While I don't have the capacity to do Hourly Comics Day#I did journal my day hour-by-hour and the sheer difference in my self-care and routines is *staggering*.#Honestly both Feb 1 2024 and 2025 were rough days...but this year I had a far better outlook on it all.#The funny part is that when I drew this a few days ago I actually *was* celebrating not crying.#Might have still cried on Feb 1st. A meagre 4 times. But I also had lot of good moments!#January is a very hard month for me and frankly I've been in a fugue state for most of it.#Drawing helped me pull through these last 2 years but this year I've been finding myself so upset at how I can't seem to focus anymore.#So updates and posts have been slow. I'm just slow. I'm tired and burnt out from work and grieving.#But you know what? The days I do manage to post; I'm never shamed for how long it took. You're all just as excited and kind.#I'm coming home and eating better and sleeping more and spending time with loved ones.#This is all to say; you can be a lot happier when you realize that life can be taken a little slower.#I'm more grateful that words can possibly convey.#If you related to the mindset of constantly feeling like you've 'failed' the day; please know you have done more than you realize.#I'm struggling with it everyday! I'm in the trenches with you!#Life is too short and painful to not celebrate what you *do* accomplish! It's hard work but it is worth it!#Bit by bit...we will learn to live. *Really* live. And enjoy it!
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scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]
#zukka#zukka fanart#sokka#sokka fanart#zuko#zuko fanart#atla#atla fanart#avatar the last airbender#zukka fic rec#myart#yall. yall. dani. this FIC#first off it made me cry twice. not like 'oh im crying' internet speak no. like. eyes are too blurry to read let me stop this for a sec#it is SO GOOD#your prose? amazing#your insights on grief? life changing#THEM??? THEM their relationship and trust#'zuko looked at him and his world shifted on its axis'#ive been thinking about that line for WEEKS STRAIGHT#i can't tell you how many passages i screenshot just because of how beautiful or cute they were#the moment of seeing the painting of sokka's mom? how did you manage to make it so telling character wise--so sweet so PAINful AND so#cute with their relationship?!!?!#'oh so you think i'm beautiful too'#GOD#i had so many scenes i wanted to draw it was crazy#also#'Our loved ones leave impressions on us that can still impact our decisions and feelings even after they're gone'#fuck. had me crying AGAIN#seriously this fic is so wonderful and not just through a zukka lens. truly life changing you're an AMAZING writer#the fandom is so lucky to have you and i can't Believe it took me so long to get around to reading this masterpiece
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A collection of Halloween costumes from an antique 1935 magazine published in New York. Found at a local thrift store.
Prints available :]
#hey#this took me so long you have no idea#anyway i'm so proud of this noel#and faroe and arthur. i will cry#malevolent#malevolent fanart#my art#spiteful art#digital art#artists on tumblr#halloween#malevolent noel#charlie dowd#arthur lester#john doe#malevolent john doe#malevolent john#malevolent arthur#arthur malevolent#noel malevolent#okay tags done
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the fact that charles was so gentle and sincere with his answer to edwin's confession is something I could never forget... because that's what love is about, right?
love is in the way charles could never hurt edwin on purpose, is in the way he protects him, in the way he knows when edwin needs to be seen; love is in the choice of every one of his words, in the way he knows that being honest is the only right answer.
there's still forever waiting for them, there's still forever waiting for charles to figure it out, to discover if he loves edwin in a romantic way too, and it doesn't matter if is not romantic in the end, because that it's just a side of the love they share.
i think is so important not to overlook something like that, not to let that pending romance overshadow the fact that they already love each other in every other way.
because in the end, we are talking about two boys that have experienced excruciating pain, that have seen horrifying things during all their existences, and in spite of it, or maybe because of it, are capable of loving each other in a way that's so pure and strong and relentless...
reducing the importance of it to a reciprocated romantic love seems so simplistic and inconsiderate to me.
#I swear they are making me cry if i stop to think about their bond for two long#so i may stop for my own sake#believe me i want for them to be a couple too. i just don't think it is gonna make their love more important that it alresdy is#you cannot compare any other relationship with the way they love each other#i'm just saying#dead boy detectives#payneland#paineland#paynland#edwin payne#charles rowland#dbd#liv rambles#painland#edwin paine#dead boy detective agency#edwin x charles
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I hope you find that. I think I have.
#OFMD#Our Flag Means Death#Stede Bonnet#Mary Bonnet#Edit#ofmdedit#ofmd gifs#ofmdblog#ofmdsource#tvedit#tv gifs#Me crying throwing up etc etc over this scene once again#Something about them both finding the loves they were looking for#And BOTH reaching a level of understanding with each other FINALLY#And closing a door that had been open for so long#Patching a wound that had been festering#And God Mary immediately being so supportive and happy for him...#I JUST#THE TELEVISION SHOW OF ALL TIME#ALSO i'm hugging stede like this btw. if u even care.
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And I can still see it all (in my mind), All of you, all of me (intertwined), I once believed love would be (burning red), But it's golden, Like daylight.
Daylight / Taylor Swift
#I've been sleeping so long in a 20-year dark night but now I see daylight I only see daylight#I'm crying brb#I swear this is Viktor's song at the end of the anime after getting his life and love given by Yuuri#yuri on ice#yoi#victor nikiforov#victuuri#viktor nikiforov#yuri!!! on ice#viktuuri#victuri#yurionice#ユーリ!!! on ice#yoi edit#yoi fanart#yoi canon#victor x yuuri#yoi music#yuri on ice music#taylor swift#lyrics#anime#anime edit
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#i'm here to ruining EVERYONES DAY#tw: torture#i felt like more people needed to know the lore about the arkhamverse because it's absolutely gut-wrenching so hehe ur welcome for the pain#the fact that bruce did try and find him for so long makes me wanna scream#cause ya know they make it sound like he gave up really fast and just abandoned him#but he did try for SIX months? up until he thought jason was dead? (and yes we can debate that he should have known but pls it's a game)#(they needed that to happen for the story so blame the writers)#just as jason had hope for several months that bruce would come for him!#and that makes me so fucking feral#“finally gave up the search” stop stop im crying im not okay#oh my god bruce and jason melts my brain#jason todd#jaybin#red hood#batman: the arkham knight#batman#arkham knight#the arkham knight#ak jason todd#arkham knight jason todd#joker#dcu#jasontoddedit#my gifs#info from wiki and so#this is truly THE saddest version of brujay honestlyyyyyyyyyy#i also like the “mentor and ward” aspect :3#he was likeee 18-20 here i believe?#:(
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The deed is done.
The die is cast.
There's no turning b—
Dhampir! Guillermo fanart
⚠️TW: Contains Blood⚠️
[I call out to the ether to @circularatrocitythermodynamics and @gerardwaygirlmoments,, thank you for convincing me to do this 💗]
#wwdits#artists on tumblr#my art#artwork#fanart#what we do in the shadows#art#guillermo de la cruz#wwdits spoilers#wwdits fanart#wwdits art#wwdits fan art#wwdits s5#wwdits guillermo#guillermo wwdits#dhampir Guillermo#vampire guillermo#THIS TOOK SO LONG HELP#I'm gOING INSANE#but I love him so much so it's okay#I'm still crying about that episode#nvm that#tHE ENTIRE SEASON EVEN.#UGHHH#first art of the year#first art of 2025#might be my last for a little while y'all#sorry#school is coming up
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ahahaha scarabia enthusiasts howre we feeling this perfectly fine and normal day
#blacked out and my hand moved by itself#[—✦-#-✧ my art#twst art#twst#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#twst jp#twst jp spoilers#-✦—]#in all seriousness that book 7 update TOOK. ME. OUT.#THE HURT. THE INSANITY. IM CRYING#i have been wanting more of their development since book 5#i'm so happy that things are finally *clicking* for both kalim and jamil#this is one step forward#i feel like they still have a LONG way to go#hsdfkdjs anyways#im yapping 😭#im okay im so okay (im not)
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Watching Sam & Brennan talk about the beauty of frivolity, of adults playing silly games just as seriously as they fight to survive, and... yeah. There are some things that keep us alive, and there are some things that make life worth living, and I think games are one of those things that fall into both categories. Games make our lives better and they make us better at being alive. I think that's pretty cool.
#k talks#adventure academy#dropout tv#sam reich#brennan lee mulligan#and i say this not in an evopsych way. never. but in a historian looking back at the infinite intricacy of human experience and crying#i know i'm not really saying anything that anarchist philosophers haven't already said but it just hits me every time. it's so good#(& when the lich heard brennan quote graeber we had to pause the video while he had a little philosophical squee)#i feel for brennan not being able to play mafia bc he's too busy hosting it tho. bc. mood#i am rarely allowed to survive a mafia game these last few years#i wish i could invite everyone else who went 'oof. yeah. same' to join my decade-long group of assorted folks#who've been playing increasingly complicated week-long games of mafia over forum & then facebook & now discord for a decade or so#bc oh boy. those games are fun as HELL & we always love new players#especially the kind who will play DEADLY seriously :)
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Shotout to Leona and Cheka for singlehandedly getting me out of the worst artblock I've had in months, love these guys
Tbh I just wanted to draw Cheka doing that one thing kids do when they treat you like a climbing tree, I have other drawing about that but it's a work in progress, it was supposed to be animation practice but Ibis got some crunchy quality on the canvas if you don't pay so. Yeah. Also Grim is here bc why not
#twisted wonderland#twst#leona kingscholar#cheka kingscholar#twst cheka#twst leona#i love em they are so funny#also first time drawing cheka leona and grim i hope you don't mind one or two little design headcanons#i just think that he looks good with curly hair#anyways when I tell you I was struggling with Leona's arm#but ehhhh it worked out.#maybe. I hope so#if this flops I'll cry/j I spent too long on this shit#also god I fucking hate drawing details I hate em if the character has more than two colors in their fit I'm going to complain like a bitch#anyways I missed rambling on the tags can you tell#i drew something#spent too long on details that aren't even noticeable unless you zoom in ughhhh#twst fanart#alt text#i hope the alt text isn't confusing. I always try but i'm not good with words so i'm never sure if it's as clear as I think it is#twst grim#grim twst#ain't that the same tag#grim twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland fanart
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6000+ years, together
#good omens#good omens s2#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#good omens fanart#fanart#yall never guess my favorites#this could be the most annoyingly LONG post in history but i decided to be mildly normal about it#i was eating the new seasons hair so much#crowley has a more red-red tone and curls it back#aziraphale is the same but he is perfect so i love him and his WHITE hair ...it was whiter tho but it could be more the lightning on set#i'm still missing some.... if we get s3 i might add them#a group of two is a - couple -Crowley called them a couple in the most non-commitment way possible im crying
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#the secret of us the series#the secret of us#tsou#ladaearn#diagnosed with chronic clownery I'm afraid#the way she averts her gaze to everywhere but Earn's tiddies or something#and then going to her 'idgaf' mode in the end#appreciate the effort eventhough it was unsuccesful#sigh she has a long long journey to heal but good lord she's such a simp too#clown sapphic rep appreciation#that aside Ling did phenomenal job because Lada's loserism is so entertaining to watch#she does this thing and then looks like she's on the brink of crying whenever Earn does some asshole move#the RANGE#also therapy for dr Fahlada
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OUR BOY IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!
#WE FUCKING MADE IT GUYS#WE SURVIVED#I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR SO LONG#HE’S FINALLY HERE#LITERALLY I'M CRYING RIGHT NO#MY BOY HAS COME BACK TO ME#I WANNA THROW MYSELF INTO THE SUN#don’t ask how long this post has been sitting in my drafts btw#star wars#ahsoka show#isezrahomeyet#star wars rebels#ezra bridger#ahsoka series#ahsoka spoilers#sabine wren#ahsoka tano
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listening to "i can't help but wonder" and sobbing profusely over telemachus' hope being that his father will be able to connect with him, that they'll somehow be able to bond despite the years away, telemachus wanting his father to know that even if it's a struggle, he wants to know his father and see how similar they are. telemachus just hoping for a chance, because he knows his father has missed his mother, it's silly to think otherwise, but he believes that there will be a struggle for his father to connect with him.
meanwhile, odysseus literally has not stopped thinking about his son in the twenty years he's been gone. penelope and telemachus have been the only things on his mind, the only people that have gotten him through the war and every single struggle he's gone through. the fact that some of odysseus' first words to his son are "oh my boy, sweetest joy i've known" because despite the fact that the last time he saw his son, the fact that he was just a baby, and even though he's grown, despite the time lost between them, odysseus wants his boy to know that he is his entire world, that he loves him more than anything.
just telemachus being so hesitant and hopeful, and odysseus not even doubting for a second how much he loves his son and wants to hold him in his arms.
#the “my son i'm finally home!” line actually made me start hysterically crying#like there are ZERO visuals#but i can just see telemachus leaping into ody's arms#acting like the little boy his father never got to see#telemachus just clinging to ody and finally being able to be a child#having the protection he's wanted for so long#ody killing the suitors not just for penelope but also for telemachus#his anger in the “you threatened to kill my boy!” line is just chef's kiss#telemachus trying to get the suitors to lay down their weapons#i truly think if they had done that#telemachus would have been able to convince ody not to kill them#but the second they started ganging up on telemachus#all bets were off#god i love this musical so much#epic the musical#epic the ithaca saga#odysseus#telemachus
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So excited about Okami sequel, I cried during the announcement, I’m waiting for this for so long…. 😭✨
Anyway, This is a re-draw from my old Okami art I made in 2016. Welcome back, Amaterasu! 🐾
this one was for Inktober 2016
#okami#okami sequel#okami 2#amaterasu#fanart#issun#redraw#I'm waiting for this for so long#I screamed at TGA#I'm crying!!! ;;;-;;;#I was a kid back then and now I'm old ;-;
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