#it's one of my favorite playlists currently
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
LOVE BET .ᐟ
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/9b4b44d72f7004143223c9bd763baefe/b9ade493bd7ba2f7-a1/s540x810/388cda4340881b2aeda79e754e8fdbae190ec0df.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/6d1558ab0b8912404ab1387b81c8dae7/b9ade493bd7ba2f7-e0/s540x810/a3b667993021d922aab54c2650bb7ee400954f6d.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/9ad2e3a329cffa39734d77b69e6623cf/b9ade493bd7ba2f7-c5/s540x810/2ce09e2e2e59f67bcde614567f3c2a838583d064.jpg)
✸ bestfriend!jisung x fem!reader | genre. fluff | w.c. 2.5k | ♡
↳ synopsis. you and your bestfriend jokingly make a bet that whoever doesn't get a valentine has to pay for dinner at you guys' favorite restaurant, which is quite expensive. as valentine's day approaches, you both realize that you don't exactly like the idea of the other person going out with someone..
↳playlist. love - keyshia cole. lucky girl - red velvet. affection - between friends. like we just met - nct dream. better than gold - nct dream. off my face - justin bieber.
it was currently february 1st, meaning all of the bright pink and red decorations were already decorated around your campus. you found yourself in the, abnormally loud and chaotic cafeteria, you were waiting at your designated seats for your best friend, jisung, and as you waited you looked around. Glancing from the pink flyers to the red heart shaped balloons, and everything else in between. jisung plopped down with a sigh in front of you. "it looks like cupid threw up in here," you muttered, opening your pack of cookies. jisung's lips quirked up into a boyish grin as he settled in his seat. "what, jelous of all the love in the air?"
"it's not that," you said offering him a cookie, which he gladly took. "it's just...valentine's day is so overrated. why spend one single day to prove your love when you could just like─not suck the rest of the year?"
laughing, jisung spoke again. "god, you're such a romantic, no wonder you're still single," rolling your eyes you glare at him. "you're one to talk. when was the last time you tried to talk to someone you like?"
jisung's face flushed a little. "hey, i talk to people!"
"not what i asked," you say flatly, then lean across the table. "name one person you've flirted with in...the past year," you say thinking for a second.
as if really trying to think, he furrows his brows and looks at the table. "exactly," you laugh. "alright, how about you then? i don't remember hearing about you having a valentine," he raised a brow, challenging you back and sitting up in his seat.
your confidence wavered a little, but didn't let it show, "oh please, i could get asked out if i wanted to,"
"oh yeah? could you?"
you reached for a fry on your tray and threw it at him. he tried to block the fry, it falling to his lap as he laughed at you. "i'm just saying," he shrugged. "all this big talk, yet you're in the same boat as me,"
a smirk spreads across your face, as you get an idea. "fine, you know what? how about, whoever doesn't get themselves a valentine, has to buy the other dinner at our favorite restaurant. deal?"
this time it was jisung’s turn to falter a little. “are you seriously betting on this?”
you shrugged. “why not? scared of losing?” you teased.
those words were all it took for his competitive side to kick and and he straighted up once again. “fine. you’re on.” he reached out his his hand and you took it firmly. “prepare to lose park jisung,” you smiled your gaze locked on his. “i’m about to eat so much pasta,”
he smirked, his hand lingering in yours for a second longer than necessary. “we’ll see about that.”
little did the both of you know, that stupid little bet was about to change everything.
—
it’s a quiet afternoon, after school. you and jisung were hanging out at your favorite café. the place was a little busy with people, but you are just enjoying the usual, comfortable silence. that is, until a guy from one of your classes walks in. you notice him immediately. he was a generally friendly guy, always talking to everyone. he notices you and walks over to your table.
“hey!” he says, making his way over. “what’s up? haven’t seen you around lately.”
you stand to greet him, talking easily as you always do. you’re genuinely enjoying the conversation. he was funny, charming, and always has something interesting to say—never really an awkward pause. you laugh at a joke he tells, and just for a second, you forget jisung is even there.
jisung, however, hasn’t missed a thing.
he watches from his seat, his grip on his cup tightening just slightly. the way you and the guy are laughing, how easily you two got along. it was too comfortable. jisung tries to focus on his phone, but his eyes keep flicking back to you. there’s something in the way the guy looks at you, a little too interested, and jisung feels a pang in his chest. trying to brush it off, he settles with the fact that it’s because you might be winning the bet; for now.
jisung was trying to focus on his phone, scrolling through something meaningless, but the smile on your face. the way you leaned in a little closer to the guy as you talked. it was starting to bother him more than he’d like to admit. it’s dumb, he knows it’s dumb, but he can’t help the flicker of frustration in his stomach. you’re supposed to be just friends. but suddenly, the idea of someone else being interested in you feels… wrong.
he feels like he can ignore him and focus on his phone until the guy laughs again—louder this time, with a hand on your shoulder. he feels his blood start to simmer.
“so, uh, i was thinking about going to see a movie this weekend. wanna go?” the guy asks, his tone light, like it’s no big deal.
you smile, looking a little surprised. “oh, uh, sure! sounds fun.”
jisung’s fingers tighten around his phone, his knuckles almost turning white. the guy’s eyes flicker over to him, then back to you, and jisung doesn’t miss the way the guy raises an eyebrow, sizing him up. it’s a subtle look, but it makes jisung’s jaw clench. he new what the guy was doing, and so did he.
the guy turns to leave, his attention shifting away from you, but before he walks off, he looks back one last time. “see you later, yeah?”
“yeah, definitely!” you call after him, still smiling.
as soon as the guy walks away, jisung can’t hold it in anymore. he stands abruptly, his chair scraping against the floor louder than usual. “i’m gonna get some air,” he mutters, as he begins to step away.
you glance at him, a little startled. “wha-? jisung, what’s wrong?”
he shakes his head, brushing you off. “nothing. just need some air.”
before you can say anything else, he’s walking out of the café, leaving you behind. you stare after him, confused and a little concerned. what was that about?
you sigh and lean back in your chair, a little unsure of what just happened. you know jisung, and you know that wasn’t just about needing air. you weren’t even doing anything to provoke him. but something about the way he left makes you feel like maybe he’s… bothered.
you pull your phone out, sending him a quick message:
hey, u good?
a few moments later, he replies.
yeah, i’m fine,
but you can tell something’s off. you don’t press him right now, but the conversation with the guy you just had lingers in your mind. was it just your imagination, or did jisung seem…jealous?
—
the following day, you seem to ironically have a similar experience.
you walk into the library after second period, expecting to find jisung buried in his usual corner, headphones in and his nose buried in a textbook. but instead, you stop in your tracks when you see him sitting at a table with a girl from your class, one you’ve seen around but don’t really know. she’s leaning over his shoulder, pointing at a page in her notebook, and jisung is explaining something, his hand moving across the page to help her with the assignment.
hesitating for a moment, not wanting to interrupt, something in your chest tightens when you see how naturally they’re talking, how comfortable she looks in his presence. she was pretty close to him, her shoulder brushing his as she leans in. it feels like your heart sinks a little, and you swallow the lump in your throat.
the way jisung is smiling, the way he’s so focused on her… it’s the same way he looked when he helped you with schoolwork, but this time, it’s different. this time, there’s something more, something you hadn’t expected. the sight stings, even though you know it shouldn’t. it’s not like you have any claim over him, and he’s probably just being a good friend, but the nagging feeling in the pit of your stomach won’t go away.
you stand there for a moment, not sure what to do. a small part of you wants to walk away, pretend you didn’t see it, but another part of you, feels like you’ve been punched in the chest. you had no idea why.
just like jisung had felt the day before when you laughed with that guy at the café, you feel that same pang of jealousy now. and it’s so much more than you were expecting. maybe you understood his reaction a little more now.
after what feels like an eternity, you turn around and walk out of the library before you can let any of those feelings show. you tell yourself it’s ridiculous, that you have no reason to feel this way, but the image of jisung laughing with her sticks in your mind, making it impossible to shake the feeling.
—
it was now valentine’s day, and when you got the text from jisung asking to come over and talk, you assume it’s about the bet. about how he didn’t find the valentine he kept claiming he find. and you would tell him the same, that you were both valentine-less. you figured you’d laugh about it and go about your days. everything would go back to normal and you wouldn’t have to see him around talking to other girls and feeling that awful sting in the pit of your stomach.
but as he arrives to your place, the look on his face making you nervous. he sits on your couch and you follow him, cradling your legs to yourself as you sat.
the soft hum of the city outside the window barely audible as you sit together in the living room. despite the seemingly comfortable silence between you two, there’s something else in the air—a tension neither of you has been able to shake for days.
jisung’s, hands fidget in his lap, his eyes darting around the room like he’s searching for something, trying to find the right words. you could tell he’s been holding something back, and it’s becoming harder and harder to ignore the way he keeps glancing at you, like he’s trying to figure out how to speak what’s been on his mind for so long.
“hey,” you say softly, breaking the silence, “is everything okay?”
he glances at you, but his gaze is distant—like he’s caught between saying something and not saying anything at all. you wait for him to respond, the anticipation weighing heavily in the room.
“i’ve been thinking a lot,” he begins, his voice quieter than usual, which spikes your curiosity. he exhales slowly. “about everything… with the bet, with us. and i’ve realized something. something i think i’ve been running from for a really long time.”
you sit up a little, your heart beating faster as you focus entirely on him. his tone was serious, the vulnerability in his voice making your chest tighten with both concern and curiosity.
“i’ve been… avoiding it,” jisung continues, his words coming out in a rush. “for years. i kept telling myself it wasn’t anything. that we were just friends. that it didn’t mean anything. but the truth is, i’ve been denying it for so long because I was scared... of what would happen if i admitted it. if i admitted that i’ve felt something more for you than just… friendship.”
your breath nearly catches in your throat. the words are unexpected, and yet, they make your heart race. you swallow, unsure of what to say, but jisung keeps going.
“i thought if i ignored it long enough, it would go away,” he admits, his eyes locked on yours now, raw and open. “but it never did. and i realized that i couldn’t keep pretending. i couldn’t keep pretending that i didn’t feel something for you. i don’t want to see you with anyone else. i don’t want to watch you go out with someone and not be the one standing next to you.” his lock onto yours.
you can feel your heart pounding in your chest, and you’re not sure whether to be shocked or relieved that he’s finally saying this. all the years of hints, all the quiet moments between you two, all of it makes sense now.
“i’ve wanted to tell you for so long, but i was too afraid,” he confesses, his voice breaking slightly. “i that it would ruin everything. that maybe you wouldn’t feel the same way, or worse—that it would destroy our friendship. but i can’t keep denying it. i’m… in love with you, y/n. and have been for so long, and i can’t pretend i’m okay with the idea of you being with anyone else.”
for a moment, you’re speechless, processing the weight of his words. years of feelings, years of quiet longing—suddenly all of it is out in the open, and it feels both overwhelming and relieving at the same time.
you swallow, your voice barely above a whisper as you look at him. “jisung… i never wanted anyone else. i don’t think i ever did. i’ve been scared too. scared of ruining what we had, scared that you wouldn’t feel the same. but… i feel the same way.”
his eyes widen at your confession, and something in him shifts. like a weight has been lifted off his shoulders. his shoulders slump, a sense of relief settling over him.
“really?” he asks, as if he can’t believe you’re saying it too.
you nod, voice steadier now. “i never wanted to go out with anyone else. but i was too scared to risk what we had. i didn’t know how to tell you i… felt the same. i wanted to be with you, but i couldn’t say it.”
jisung ran a hand through his hair, letting out a breath he’s held too long. his expression softens, and he moves closer, hand gently touching yours, hesitant but tender.
“so… we’re both idiots then, huh?” he says with a nervous laugh, the humor light but relieved. “all this time… and we were both too scared to admit it.”
you laugh, the tension breaking. “yeah. but i think we’re finally getting it right.”
his smile is genuine, the softest you’ve ever seen. “so…will you be my valentine?”
you squeeze his hand, a smile tugging at your lips. “well… only because i don’t have anyone else that asked,” and maybe, just maybe, i’ll let you take me out on a real date. not because of a stupid bet, but because i want to be with you.”
his eyes light up and he chuckles at your words. he smiles softly, cheeks a little rosy. “that sounds perfect.”
and just like that, all the hesitation, all the silent feelings, fade away. you’re both free from the weight of denial, starting something new. together.
and in your book, you still won’t the bet. you knew you weren’t gonna pay for the dinner from the start, and you were right. you also got the best valentine, and soon boyfriend, anyone scouts ever ask for.
—
⁀➷⊹ ࣪ ˖~ THE LA LA LOVE SERIES .ᐟ
taggies(open) ↳ @kittydollzz @huffnpufffck @completelyjae @lovesuhng @nae-vm @ayibdorrt @chocoriki @yomaman @yukisroom97
(i’m sorry this one’s a little late you guys)
#nct scenarios#nct imagines#nct fanfic#nct dream#nct x reader#kpop ff#nct fluff#nct#park jisung#nct jisung#dreamies#nct au#jisung fluff#park jisung fluff#nct series#kiszjuli
64 notes
·
View notes
Text
Lyrics from this song~
original sketch under cut
Here's the original sketch because LOOK AT IT it's so beautiful
#maccadam#transformers#starscream#bumblebee#starbee#i have so many unfinished statbee wips I think I need to be put down lmao#most of it is yuri slop 😔#Thank you “Blinded by Reputation. {Starbee Playlist}” for enlightening me to this Amen 🙏#If the creator of that comes across this by any chance#ily#it's one of my favorite playlists currently#they started looking more and more tender with every new sketch and now almost all the silly is gone#didn't have a particular version of them in mind so I just went with designs I liked idk#I FORGOT TO TAG#optimus prime#and#ratchet#OOPS#anyway y'know how the scene in the song takes place “in the back of an ambulance” yea i felt so clever for that#Spotify
180 notes
·
View notes
Text
How fortunate am I to have so many Things to love and be excited about, to appreciate and look forward to?
Things I feel so strongly about that they stumble into my mind, univited, at random times of the day? Things that spill into my speech and vocabulary without me noticing? Things that impact my vision to the point where everywhere I look, everywhere I go, I see ghosts of them?
How lucky am I to have so many Things I love and cherish enough for them to reshape my very person, change my beliefs and make me grow? Things that make my own loved ones see the Things out in the wild, and go out of their way to make sure I see them too?
How wonderful is it that I have Things that I love so much that the very act is deemed and dubbed "not normal", making my love for them seem like it's more than they are supposed to recieve? An out-of-the-ordinary and above-the-norm appreciation for the Things that make the people around me shake their heads, call me "silly".
My dear, beloved Things, may I always stay silly for you ❤️
#yes this is yet another post about legendborn lmao#but also one of my friends sent me a post with a reminder to log into Genshin today#just to get the birthday-greeting card for one of my/my favorite character#and they send me this because even though it's my favorite character#this person also knows I don't actually play genshin that much and knows that I would probably miss it if they didn't remind me 🥺🥺#and my friends let me yap about Legendborn the other day lol#and my fellow legendbornian-in-crime commented on my insta story about annotating the book that “noone loves this series more than you”#which ofc isn't *TRUE* true but it still made me feel all fuzzy lol#my parents also got me a few sets of silver earrings for christmas bcs I mentioned in passing I wanted more silver jewelry#and one of the pairs they got me was with owls because Owl City has been one of my favorite artists since forever#and I THRIVED in 2012-fashion bcs the owl jewelry was fkn EVERYWHERE and I got SO MANY because it made me think of Owl City lol#and my brother got me The Book Of Bill bcs both he and I love Gravity Falls SO MUCH#I just love ✨️ loving ✨️ things I guess#so this post is very much a love letter to my special interests and hyperfixations <333#currently have had 'Tears Run Dry' by Patrik Jean on repeat for the past 2 or so days bcs it's fkn STUNNING#but it also makes me think about my friend's ArleFuri fic bcs it just fits so welll 😭😭#and at the same time (and the reason I have it so within reach lol) is bcs I have added it to an OC's playlist for a story I'm writing#I have so damn many things I love and I almost start crying thinking about how fortunate I am to have all these things I love so dearly#and live in a time where all of these things exist and I get to experience them all at a moment's notice#and just simply get to indulge in fandom behaviour and have people around me who also LET ME do that#i love hearing people yap about what they're passionate about regardless if I know what it is or not#like how beautiful isnt it to see someone's eyes sparkle and looking like they're itching all over because they simply can't help it#they just can't contain their love and passion for the Thing ??? absolutely incredible#tove rambles#oh and don't fkn get me started on how 'Dream Catcher' by Set It Off basically is the reason I'm so determined to become one#and it being part of how I made my 17-year old self believe I could actually do what I CURRENTLY DO nearly 10 years later
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
last song: acolyte by slaughter beach, dog. listening to my chill playlist rn bc im suposed to be reading for class. this song always makes me wanna cry /pos it reminds me of summer 2024
favorite color: couldn't choose one
last book: homer's odyssey - got like 30 pages in
last movie: do not remember. perchance interstellar? really good movie
sweet/spicy/savory: aghahghaghg im hispanic i cannot choose
relationship status: desperately pining basil-hallward-style. trying to claw my way out the trenches :D
last thing i googled: lyrics to kaleidoscope by chappell roan. reason: see above
current obsession: malevolent malevolent malevolent malevolent malevolent malevolent. also currently relistening to the magnus protocol. dollins and dyehard forever
looking forward to: giving my best friend his birthday present!!
no pressure tags: @blue0909 @luv4ozzy @shadowy-dumbo-octopus
Thank you @thesem for the tag! <3
Last Song: That's a really hard one to answer at Christmas. Honestly I've had the theme song from Santa Claus Conquers the Martians stuck in my head for three days now.
Favorite Color: Changes frequently, but I like purple and deep greens!
Last Book: Joy in the Morning by PG Wodehouse
Last Movie: The Alistair Sim 'Scrooge' - which is my absolute favourtie Christmas Carol adaptation
Last TV Show: All Creatures Great and Small (the new one)
Sweet/spicy/savory: Sweet, alas.
Relationship Status: giant snowman pattern minecraft
Last Thing I Googled: giant snowman pattern minecraft
Current Obsession: I've kind of got two at the moment that I guess are linked? I've been trying to read/watch my way through the complete works of Shakespeare, and I've been researching the backstage side of how theatres work and theatre history, ostensibly for a future project.
Looking Forward To: My game The Beekeeper's Picnic is coming out in a few months! I have so much work left to do on it, but I'm also excited about entering the final stretch!
I will tag @fruitviking, @jeremys-come-to-bed-eyes @sandygarnelle @geeoharee and anyone else who would like to do it <3
83 notes
·
View notes
Text
Spell your url with song titles and tag as many people as there are letters
thanks @pondsphuwin for the tag, always happy to do these games!! ♡♡♡♡
S
H
E
R
R
Y
M
A
G
I
C
Colors - Halsey
tagging @srnileforme @spicypussywave @kess-in-the-perthchimzone @writerwithoutsound (only if you'd like to do this/haven't done this before of course! ♡)
#i now realize my music taste is so early 2010s teenager mixed to pretentious old lady who should probably be in prison lmao#this was pretty hard to put together by the way#three of my absolute favorite songs in the world have a G title#i chose the one i'm currently listening to the most but generation why and ghosts again you two are just as important#and as it turns out in my very variegated playlist i have little to no song starting with an I and surprisingly few A titles#was still fun though!#tag game
6 notes
·
View notes
Note
🎶✨️when u get this u have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, publish. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)🎶✨️
Thank you so much for sending this! I love music asks!
I'm not going to send this to people bc I don't want people to feel pressured and also I don't have it in me to pick people rn, but I WILL turn this into a tag game! So! If you see this and want to do it, consider yourself tagged by me and feel free to say I tagged you to do this!
To pick these songs I went to my "currently listening" playlist and just shuffled it
#answers#about me#music#my music#several of these songs are very different from each other bc i just shuffled from a playlist of current favorites#my favorite out of these 5 is the last one btw
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
underrated genre of character playlist entry: songs a character would relate to because they do not understand their situation, themself, or the song itself well enough to realize it is not accurate (and might well straight up be a callout for people like them). which song is your blorbo's fight club
#whosebaby talks#general fandoms tag#shitposting#genuinely this is one of my favorite things to put in a character's playlist#for one thing i seem to like characters who listen to The Plagues and go WOW COOL BLOODTHIRSTY VENGEANCE FOR A WORLD THAT'S WRONGED YOU#and miss or ignore the part where it's meant to be tragic and moses is devastated because they're people and it's his home too#pericles is the first one that comes to mind because the autisms are autisming all over sdmi currently#but he's definitely not the only one#the only thing is it makes me a little itchy because it makes me wish i could put a little note when i share a playlist that#'no this playlist is not about them being a misunderstood hero they just have a severely distorted view of the world'#sometimes because 'misunderstood hero' would be uh. uhhhhh. it would sure have Implications with some instances#but also because No That's Wrong!! the distortion in their pov is what makes them a good character!!! in my own interpretation or otherwise!#pericles loses So Much Depth if you just play his understandable and even admirable traits as unironic instead of twisted and warped#and gone horribly wrong thanks to how his flaws and external life circumstances t-boned those positive/reasonable traits + motivations#where did he make his own choices to lean into it when he did have the agency to do otherwise#(see: i think in the newniverse; without the entity's influence; the very things that make him such a terrifyingly effective force)#(which are his primary expression of being an evil piece of shit due to his trauma and external circumstances and his reaction to them)#(and the choices he makes about them; would make him an equally effective force for good because they'd make him an *amazing* activist)#'i am my own definition of a vengeful righteous hero dishing out justice against real evil' is his extremely warped idea of what he's doing#he thinks he's the main protagonist of hell's coming with me and he's. not. he's just enough steps to the left to be a horror instead#anyway i love him and i love assigning songs like this your honor#professor pericles#SDMItag
4 notes
·
View notes
Note
🎶✨️when you get this, put 5 songs you actually listen to, then publish. Send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool)🎶✨️
Fufi, hi!!! ☺️🫂🫂🫂
I chose these songs from my "on repeat" playlist 😋
Latin Simone (Qué pasa contigo) - Gorillaz
SleepMode - BONES
The Man Who Sold The World - Midge Ure
Life Imitates Life ‐ Quannnic
Monolith - Twin Tribes
#mail#there is a concerning amount of videogame music in that playlist currently so i picked the most normal songs SDKFKSJNFKSKF#thank you fufi!!! i hope you're doing well 😄#you're one of my favorite mutuals too 💖💖💖
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
tbh the thing i love more than packing before a trip is the tech prep i do. i add more music and new playlists to my ipod, i download a new book or two onto my kindle, i fully charge my portable battery, etc. it can be a process but i'm always so grateful i did it in the end
#i usually read books from the library or that ive bought secondhand#but ive had a kindle for a decade and i use it when traveling for convenience#so while i have a paper book that i havent read yet here at home#ill read that once im back and will bring my kindle instead#its one of those paperwhite kindles which is nice so it doenst feel like a tablet#anyway. i also use vinyl cds spotify and youtube for music#so sometimes my ipod gets 'out of date' in that my current favorite playlists havent made it there yet#so im doing that now#tree talks
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
song shuffle tag
tagged by @tethris to shuffle my playlist and share the first 10 songs! thank you mars 💜
tagging @hibernationsuit @winterseeker @riikugan @disasteralien @katsigian @trebondialanna if u wanna do this!
winter (the wind can be still) - concernedape
wash my dreams away - borislav slavov
paniikki - paperi t, chisu
idemo do mene - filip baloš
a tear in the veil - borislav slavov
stockholm syndrome - muse
frozen pines - lord huron
nightsong - borislav slavov
through the fire and flames - dragonforce
divine bloodlines - trevor morris, trey toy, ari mason
#*sees stockholm syndrome by muse* thats the liah song!!!!!!! 🫵🫵🫵#anyway uhh yea. shuffled my 'dishwashing playlist' which is what i named the playlist of my current fave songs#that i often listen to while doing the dishes to make it more bearable lol#lots of soundtracks there at the moment... there's also always songs from muse's older & better discography#also shoutout to borislav slavov. gotta be one of my favorite composers ✌️#tag games
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
I love the phenomenon where you find a new song from a new artist, n then u listen to the album the song's from, n u'll like it, n then listen to the other albums have, and still, even years later u'll still think the first song u found is the best one from the album n even from the artist's entire discography
#post#music#currently making a playlist of all my fave songs from various albums#n it's p funny how I relisten to the albums#n I like the entire album! but my eternal favorite is still the first one I found
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
On the topic of things that don't stop being awesome even as you age: putting on a playlist of songs you like to sing along with/jam out to for any reason whatsoever (you had a shit day, you're in a particular mood, you need a boost, you just want some music).
We don't think anything of doing that as kids or teens. Hell, it's generally expected that we'll listen to our music too loud and annoy the shit out of our parents. But a lot of people treat it as cringe to do the older you get. But the endorphins and power of music don't stop just because you got older. So pick out new faves and old faves, turn the volume up, and let yourself have fun with it.
Sing your heart out. Dance with wild abandon. Rage along with Rage Against the Machine. Feel your eyes well up as you belt along with "This is Me." Let yourself be transported to another place in time by the memory of the first time you heard a song.
#v's musings#music is one of my favorite things#currently belting along with flagpole sitta#“I'm not sick but I'm not well and I'm so hot cause I'm hell”#gods I love this song#a small selection of other songs on this playlist#anti-hero#hey jealousy#the chain#this is me#irrelevant#raise your glass#plea from a cat named virtue#fast car#stick season#all I know so far#water under the bridge#sleeping in the cold below#one headlight#rain king
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
Homemaking, gardening, and self-sufficiency resources that won't radicalize you into a hate group
It seems like self-sufficiency and homemaking skills are blowing up right now. With the COVID-19 pandemic and the current economic crisis, a lot of folks, especially young people, are looking to develop skills that will help them be a little bit less dependent on our consumerist economy. And I think that's generally a good thing. I think more of us should know how to cook a meal from scratch, grow our own vegetables, and mend our own clothes. Those are good skills to have.
Unfortunately, these "self-sufficiency" skills are often used as a recruiting tactic by white supremacists, TERFs, and other hate groups. They become a way to reconnect to or relive the "good old days," a romanticized (false) past before modern society and civil rights. And for a lot of people, these skills are inseparably connected to their politics and may even be used as a tool to indoctrinate new people.
In the spirit of building safe communities, here's a complete list of the safe resources I've found for learning homemaking, gardening, and related skills. Safe for me means queer- and trans-friendly, inclusive of different races and cultures, does not contain Christian preaching, and does not contain white supremacist or TERF dog whistles.
Homemaking/Housekeeping/Caring for your home:
Making It by Kelly Coyne and Erik Knutzen [book] (The big crunchy household DIY book; includes every level of self-sufficiency from making your own toothpaste and laundry soap to setting up raised beds to butchering a chicken. Authors are explicitly left-leaning.)
Safe and Sound: A Renter-Friendly Guide to Home Repair by Mercury Stardust [book] (A guide to simple home repair tasks, written with rentals in mind; very compassionate and accessible language.)
How To Keep House While Drowning by KC Davis [book] (The book about cleaning and housework for people who get overwhelmed by cleaning and housework, based on the premise that messiness is not a moral failing; disability and neurodivergence friendly; genuinely changed how I approach cleaning tasks.)
Gardening
Rebel Gardening by Alessandro Vitale [book] (Really great introduction to urban gardening; explicitly discusses renter-friendly garden designs in small spaces; lots of DIY solutions using recycled materials; note that the author lives in England, so check if plants are invasive in your area before putting them in the ground.)
Country/Rural Living:
Woodsqueer by Gretchen Legler [book] (Memoir of a lesbian who lives and works on a rural farm in Maine with her wife; does a good job of showing what it's like to be queer in a rural space; CW for mentions of domestic violence, infidelity/cheating, and internalized homophobia)
"Debunking the Off-Grid Fantasy" by Maggie Mae Fish [video essay] (Deconstructs the off-grid lifestyle and the myth of self-reliance)
Sewing/Mending:
Annika Victoria [YouTube channel] (No longer active, but their videos are still a great resource for anyone learning to sew; check out the beginner project playlist to start. This is where I learned a lot of what I know about sewing.)
Make, Sew, and Mend by Bernadette Banner [book] (A very thorough written introduction to hand-sewing, written by a clothing historian; lots of fun garment history facts; explicitly inclusive of BIPOC, queer, and trans sewists.)
Sustainability/Land Stewardship
Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Wall Kimmerer [book] (Most of you have probably already read this one or had it recommended to you, but it really is that good; excellent example of how traditional animist beliefs -- in this case, indigenous American beliefs -- can exist in healthy symbiosis with science; more philosophy than how-to, but a great foundational resource.)
Wild Witchcraft by Rebecca Beyer [book] (This one is for my fellow witches; one of my favorite witchcraft books, and an excellent example of a place-based practice deeply rooted in the land.)
Avoiding the "Crunchy to Alt Right Pipeline"
Note: the "crunchy to alt-right pipeline" is a term used to describe how white supremacists and other far right groups use "crunchy" spaces (i.e., spaces dedicated to farming, homemaking, alternative medicine, simple living/slow living, etc.) to recruit and indoctrinate people into their movements. Knowing how this recruitment works can help you recognize it when you do encounter it and avoid being influenced by it.
"The Crunchy-to-Alt-Right Pipeline" by Kathleen Belew [magazine article] (Good, short introduction to this issue and its history.)
Sisters in Hate by Seyward Darby (I feel like I need to give a content warning: this book contains explicit descriptions of racism, white supremacy, and Neo Nazis, and it's a very difficult read, but it really is a great, in-depth breakdown of the role women play in the alt-right; also explicitly addresses the crunchy to alt-right pipeline.)
These are just the resources I've personally found helpful, so if anyone else has any they want to add, please, please do!
#homemaking#homemaking resources#gardening#urban gardening#self sufficiency#self sufficient living#sustainability#sustainable living#homesteading#nontrad homemaker#nontrad housewife#urban homesteading#solarpunk#cottagecore#kitchen witch#kitchen witchcraft#crunchy to alt right pipeline#book rec#book recommendations#resource#long post#mine#racism tw#racism mention#transphobia tw#transphobia mention
32K notes
·
View notes
Text
#country#music#good music#audio#spotify#playlist#my playlist#playlists#on repeat#my music#list#musicians#music artists#music i like#favorite songs#listen to music#currently listening to#easy listening#listen#decision#Chosen#ava the chosen one#children of god#Chosen nes#angel#angels#club#bar#electronic#new music
0 notes
Text
current fixation: making ship playlists for my own ocs that literally only I and like two of my friends care about
some personal favorites -
MALACHITE (Alistair/Ichiro Kato x Nadine/Mayu Kato) - An arranged marriage couple who eventually fall in love. Their playlist is headlined with "Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow" by the Shirelles because they spend a lot of their early years seeming so close to being lovers yet never making it past the sunrise.
A few more important songs -
"What You Won't Do For Love" by Bobby Caldwell - I chose this song for them because Nadine is, in the beginning and out of the two the most focused on cultivating some love or relationship with Alistair, even if not romantic.
"Two Lovers" by Mary Wells - This song represents how Alistair, a successful businessman who grew up without a father is very cold at times. There's an anger beneath his surface that we see reflected even at Nadine early on in their relationship. However, there's a sweet side of them that wants to be a good friend and a good husband to her. She regularly notes how he can be so rigid and irritable at times and yet so sweet and loving at others. As time passes, he moves away from his angry nature as he makes peace with some of his traumas, but this song best exemplifies their relationship at first, where it feels like she has two lovers in one man.
"Mayonaka No Door/Stay With Me" by Miki Matsubara - I mainly picked this song because the pair realizes soon on that the only people that they can truly be themselves with are each other. They make their own terms for how to live together and realize how much they care for and need each other. They comfort one another and build their own peace. (this is a very loose interpretation compared to some of the others I have here but it works to me)
"Lean On Me" by Bill Withers - Nadine is a very forgiving individual who tries her best to give people second chances. As a result, she's quickly tired. Alistair is very quick to defend her and let her depend on him because while she's very strong and can defend herself, it's not always easy for her to do so given the time period (1910s).
RUBELLITE (Rouge/Asmoth Allard x Colette de Valois) - A pair of business partners who finally get together after years of pining. Their relationship is best explained with the first five songs -
"Let's Get Married" by Jagged Edge - This song is partly there as a gag and partly serious because the tone of the song makes me laugh but it is really fitting for this couple. One of them, Rouge, was always very eager at the idea of getting married to his partner, Colette, and suggested it practically the moment they got together.
"Mona Lisa" by Nat King Cole - He always wanted to see past Colette's cold, untouchable surface. Always wanted to understand her, almost like how one wants to understand a painting when one can't ask the painter. He's a half-demon and she is a half-angel, which sets them apart further in his eyes because a part of him worries that he'll never understand her because they're too different. "Are you warm, are you real, Mona Lisa? Or just a cold and lonely lovely work of art?" - Is she really as cold as she seems or is there more behind her calculated surface?
"This Is For The Lover In You" by Shalamar - They always brought out the softer and warmer parts of each other, the lover in each other. It's also again a reference to the marriage thing, "This ring means I'll always be true" It also represents the trust they give each other and the promises they make to one another.
"Somethin' Stupid" by Frank & Nancy Sinatra - This song best represents their relationship before they get together. He loves her and tells her this often, but often is met with her rejection. She doesn't entirely believe him, and can't admit that she feels the same because she doesn't want to be hurt. Specifically this bit: "The time is right, your perfume fills my head, the stars get red, and oh, the night's so blue" really aligns with how Rouge is love-drunk on her and always finds himself professing how he feels even though the result is yet to change.
"My Cherie Amour" by Stevie Wonder - This song mainly felt fitting because their main story takes place in France. I also felt the loving and doting voice of the song fits one of the characters and how he feels about his partner. In the song, the narrator hasn't met the girl he sings about. Part of the reason I chose this song is because it represents Colette's coldness and how it seems like she knows so much of him yet he hardly knows her at all. They spend a lot of time together and she knows him better than anybody else, yet he can't say the same for her for a long time. Example bit: "My Cherie amour, lovely as a summer day, my Cherie amour, distant as the Milky Way"
ok I'm done thanks if you actually read that rambling
#music#playlist#oc playlist#current fixation#writer tings#can you tell which one is my favorite#shoutout to spotify for making lyrics a premium feature like enough songs had them in the first place#nice try i'll just google it homie#music analysis#yapping#ocs#oc stuff
1 note
·
View note
Text
#happy birthday LEGEND 🥇#one of the best EPs in kpop herstory!!#4 years already ❤️🩹 feels like yesterday#featuring two of my favorite/ best songs EVER created aka Tweaks and Wonderboy 💯#Ive been listening to these two everyday since they’ve been released basically they’re always on my current playlists#oh GWSN you’re so missed…#this level of excellence won’t be replicated#GWSN#The Keys#EP#2020#kpop#girl groups#ggs#girls in the Park#Bazooka#The Aeralist (Wonderboy)#Tweaks ~ Heavy cloud but no rain#After the bloom (alone)#Spotify
1 note
·
View note