#it's not a rant cause I'm not mad
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youtube premium and I bought an electric kettle~~!!! how have I lived without one???
stopped paying for youtube premium for almost a month and are getting ads for an adblocker called pie
I thought that it wouldn't work cause google was blocking the adblockers or something.
some of the ads are neat tho, and some of them are so long I can use my kettle to make tea and go to the bathroom only to come back and its still on the ad.
don't like horror ads tho~~
also still sucks that sometimes the ads are louder than the content. they shouldn't be allowed to do that.
hopefully I've gotten used to the ads again as it's been almost a month cause I started getting ads on december 5th.
and they keep showing me "renew your subscription for more ad free videos"
Yeah screen off for music while out would be nice, and no ads would be nice too but that's about all I use it for. cause it gives you access to ad free youtube music as well, which I don't use. and avalible to download "offline" viewing of videos, which I don't use.
also YOU NEED ONLINE ANYWAY TO VERIFY AND WATCH THEM~~! so its not truly "offline" at all. you still need access to verify that you can watch the thing you "supposedly" downloaded DIRECTLY TO YOUR DEVICE~~!!
a waste of $19 if you're paying through apple.
how come it took me so long to realize this? is it a waste of money if you pay anywhere for services you don't use? or is youtube premium worth it if not through apple? tho at that it's still like $15 i think?
sucks too for long form videos of aesthetic music or something to get a bunch of ads that pull you out of whatever you were doing. but I don't use them for sleep anyway so~~ eh.
also 5 smaller ads in a row~~~
when did ads on youtube get this bad? or were they bad to begin with? also quit showing me ads for booze/alcohol please~~~ I don't drink and never will~~
and unrelated but I should've bought myself a kettle a long time ago~~ like~~~ it's faster than boiling water on the stove and I drink a lot of tea~~~ found a good gooseneck electric kettle on walmart for a really good deal at the end of last month~~~~ it was normally $200 but was on clearance for $45 and w shipping I got a $200 kettle for $50~~~ sleep deprived impulse buy cause I was looking at other ones but settled on that one and so far regret absolutely nothing~~~
probably more energy efficient than boiling water in a pan on the stove~~!!! how did I not get a kettle until now?? why are they not more common here?? Everyone needs a kettle~~~ even if it's just to cook those in a cup noodles~~~
get kettles people~~~ they're useful and so fast~~~ I timed mine cause I was curious and at 800 ml having it go to boiling takes like 3 minutes and 30 seconds. darn near instant compared to the stove~~!!
only gripe about it is that the temperatures are only in Fahrenheit~~~
I still swear both things should have both measurements and America should just go metric already~~ do what the rest of the world is doing~~ I will talk about this forever until we do it~~~~
trying my best for years to switch myself to the metric system cause the rest of the world does it~~~ and America should too~~~~
#personal#thoughts#thinking#youtube#youtube premium#idk if this is a vent or what#it's not a rant cause I'm not mad#just thinking out loud i guess#just thinking#just thinking out loud#ad#ads#youtube ads#when did they get this bad#adblocker#adblockers#why pay for stuff you don't use?#cause I didn't use most of the features aside from the ad free videos#idek how I got used to them again after paying for premium for idk how long#waste of money at this point imo#also#got myself a kettle#totally worth it#I make so much tea anyway#how have I just boiled water on the stove? should've got an electric kettle sooner#electric kettle#its so much faster#why aren't they more widespread in the US anyway?#go metric#go metric already
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Y'know what I hate?
Spideypool shippers who say "Wade would've totally bullied Peter if they went to highschool together" like it's funny or cute
Like... ???
Clearly, you've never been bullied, and never read the comics, because only someone who's super fuckin ignorant would say that shit
- bullying is fucking serious shit. I was bullied as a teen and y'know what? I still have nightmares about these people. I saw one of my old bullies a year ago during an event and I had a fucking panic attack and had to hide in another room to calm down. Last thing I'd ever wanna do is fuck one of my bullies, I don't give a shit how hot they may be, they made me feel like trash for existing, I ain't stupid
- Wade was also bullied as a kid in some comic continuity because he liked girly things. So if you take that canon, he obviously wouldn't then become a bully to some poor kid who's just trying to exist
- Wade kills abusers and assholes for a living, if anything he'd bully the bullies, not the fuckin victims. If he saw highschool Peter Parker, last thing he'd do is bully him. Fuck he'd probably just become his goddamn bodyguard if anything lmao
Like "haha wouldn't it be funny if Peter and Wade's first interaction was Wade shoving Peter into a locker" no actually that'd just be really sad
#deadpool#wade wilson#spider man#peter parker#marvel#marvel deadpool#deadpool and spider man#spider man and deadpool#spideypool#spiderpool#serious talk#serious#rant#vent#i swear a lot here but i don't actually hate anyone fr#I'm just mad#but y'know#i want everyone to grow and be better at the end of the day#cause romanticizing bullying shows a severe lack of empathy#and it's worrying
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When you absolutely despise something a lot of people like, and no matter what way you look at it you cannot see the appeal, but you know you can’t talk about it in public or else you’ll get dogpiled to hell and back, so you just kinda sit there frothing at the mouth like this
#spaghetti speaks#minor blood#I know this image is typically used in positive contexts but it felt fitting here too#Also you probably know what I’m talking about if you’ve spoken to me before#The AM speech but aimed toward this one particular series because the rage it causes is GRAHH#it had so much potential#it could’ve been so so good#YOU COULD'VE KEPT THE PILOT PLOT INSTEAD OF INSTANTLY ABANDONING IT IN FAVOR FOR ONE OF THE WORST ROUTES A STORY CAN GO IN#I’m so mad because I WISH I could like it#I WISH I could make art for it- the character designs are fun to draw#but I’m not a fan of it#I have a visceral hatred of the series and its creator#but I’m alone in the opinion#minus my friends who agree with me#but I just#I don’t understand#I feel like if it was made by a bigger studio- people would hate it as much as me#Steven Universe was written significantly better than it- I’m sorry#SU got so much shit for years- this is praised everywhere I see#I could explain every single problem I have with this series and people will defend it#it’s so popular despite nothing being resolved or making sense#The people behind the studio were revealed to be shitty to employees but no one cares because this series got a new episode#GRRRRRGHGGHH#I hate the characters- I hate the nonsensical plot- I hate the plot holes- I hate the villain- I hate the wasted potential#I’d hijack this series and make a Snoot Game type thing if I could- my autistic ass will make this better#I'm not arrogant I’m just saying the writing is on the floor and it doesn’t take much to just fix it up and make it pretty#I’m ranting#sorry#I’m very passionate about things like this#Inorganic killers
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Me, realizing Mario's Madness is pulling for my attention: Okay okay geez I'll draw Ultra M or torn apart Girlfriend or somethin-
The SMG4/Puzzles obsession: NO STOP NOOOOO *Grabs me and yanks me away*
My previous/incoming MM obsession; NO WE WANT HER NOW YOU FUK OFF
I'M SCREAMING LISTENING TO ALL STARS WITH LYRICS BY JUNO SONGS AND GOJI I THINK THEY'RE NAME IS AAAAAAAAA
Like UUUGH I wanna draw M or GF but my stupid obsession is shoving Puzzles at me and I just I CAN'T-
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Wait holy hell writing this gave me an idea.
Mr. Puzzles as Ultra M.
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Hang the funk on haNG ON YOOOOOO-
#not tagging this#Cause it's a rant#But YAY I GOT AN IDEA WHOOOOO#Fiiine#mr puzzles#Ultra M#Could this be like uhhh a SMG4 x Mario's Madness au?#holy shiiiiiii#This sounds cool hang the hell on#Cause people always do covers and shi#But has anyone drawn anything of this?#Just Mario and Luigi as the duo cause of their sibling love#And Puzzles kills Lu and taunts Mar like HAHA I KILLED YO BROTHER NOW JOIN US#HELP I THINK I'M COOKING
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#self harm#s/h tw#tw s/h#s/h#memes#meme#self harm meme#s/h meme#self harm memes#addiction#for obvious reasons#anime girl#whisper memes#me when#I'm afraid to show up for PE cause what if someone sees and tells the therapist or the principal and my parents get called#they'll be mad yes because they're concerned but they'll also like be fuckin paranoid again whenever they can't see me and shit#and they might take away the key to my room so I can't lock myself inside#cause they don't understand I am no longer the five year old changing underwear in the living room#and I need fucking privacy#wow this has become#insane parents#in the tags#tag rant
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coming out as a boop hater...
#every christmas needs their grinch#i'm not mad at anyone for participating#i just think its super overdone seeing every single post about one thing#it also makes tumblr feel like a popularity contest#this day is supposed to be for halloween and all things spooky#and now this website is ruined#cause everyone's gonna be so annoying about this#ok thats my rant sorry if you feel affected
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It is insane how little trans and intersex unity there is. The struggle of an intersex person and a trans perisex person are not dissimilar; they are both struggling for recognition and respect as their gender in a society that despises deviation from the established rigid gender structure. That's not even touching on people who are both trans and intersex.
I can only assume it's because a lot of trans people fall back on a brand new gender binary (or trinary if they feel REALLY 'inclusive' of nonbinary people), which by nature, excludes intersex people. That, and many trans people, have yet to unlearn intersexism (as a lot of people haven't) and get offended by the notion that they, an enlightening gender deviant, have continued to remain ignorant about an aspect of gendered society or worse, could possibly be bigoted when they are a minority and get so enraged they become hostile against intersex people to cover up that they could have been ignorant about something.
[Obligatory disclaimer: I am a perisex trans person. If I got something wrong about intersex people or an intersex person would like to add their thoughts, I would be much obliged. I am not on every single corner of Tumblr. Sorry if I looked over some obscure discourse. I am also writing a Tumblr post and not a PhD thesis, I apologies if it is hard to follow, unclear or incorrect in some areas. I am willing to correct or expound upon my points if need be.]
#this turned into a bit of a jab against the trans community I'm sorry#but seriously getting so bent out of shape about an intersex person telling you you may jave sone something/belived something#intersexist that you start hating intersex people is... a bit extreme and reflects very negatively on you as a person#also I'm sorry if I sounded like I'm acusing all trans people of being intersexist I know some trans people had been putting in the work to#include our intersex siblings already but I've seen alot of unwarranted hostility from my fellow trans person#I get that being told you hold bigotted beliefs is hard and being told you're wrong is hard#but honestly having to deal with and potentially educate bigots and ignorant people is harder than being told you're wrong#so um. maybe think about the intersex people having to deal with your shit before you rant about how important it is for you to lie about a#hormone disorder#or be mad that an intersex persons post on the matter was 'too mean' as if they aren't exasperated from dealing with constant bullshit#and I can imagine this feeling pretty well cause I as a trans person also deal with having to educate biggots and ignorant people#and then deal with those people being mad when I get snippy cause it's my 10th time explaining something this week
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Trying so hard not to be a detestable human to my project partner
#i might just let her fail fr atp#the way she has never ever cared about this project and now she's shamelessly begging me to write the entire file and just give it to her#because she has no clue about anything we did for this project#and she isn't bothered in the least#“ami literature riviw likhte pari na amake likhe diye de plzzzz”#no actually. i think u should throw urself against a wall very violently if ur a msc student and u:#1. don't know how to write a literature review#and 2. don't even care about learning about how to write it#like fuck this bitch fr and her fucking weaponized incompetence#I've had people slack off on me in group projects before alllll the time but she is just something different#like I don't even get mad about ppl slacking off usually but the situation with her is so bad that I actually wanna fight her#the best part is even if she takes everything from me she will do so fucking horrible in her viva anyways cause she literally knows nothing#but i'm starting to think i should make her run for her life for the project file too#for my own entertainment#p#sorry for the rant guys yall can ignore#i just need to be mad and get this off my chest so that i can go back to finishing my own file
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Does anyone else's parents act like holding a grudge for over a day is weird?
Like my mother will yell at me or make fun of something I do and then act confused when I don't want to be around her the next day??? bc 'I haven't done anything to you today'?????
#she also gets mad at me when I'm in a bad mood caused by something she did bc 'she didn't do anything'#and I have no right to be mad#confused#rant#anyone relate?
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i was gonna post that dust drawing today since it's done but idk if anyone's gonna see it at this hour? you can have this small shattered wip to make up for it in the meantime tho >:'Dc
#wip#my art#very sketchy at the moment but i'll update this specific wip once i'm at the shading stage!#waa i'm actually really happy with how it looks so far! i always seem to draw her in black and whites and idk whyy xD#probably cause it's easy to shade but shhh don't tell anyone about this okay HHH#anyways hope i didn't miss anything today :'D babysitting is pretty fun but taking care of a baby sure is tough sometimes >:')#i have no free time once that little rascal gets a hold of my day</3 can't even be mad at them they're so precious and sweet :'Dc <33333#rant over i'm dipping yet again wooo byyyye!!! >;p <333
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#tag talk#I love Evangelion so much it's so good#I watched the Evangelion 2 movie though and that sucked.#my bf likes it and was showing it to me and I had to pretend to like it#but my brother and I ranted about it for like an hour afterwards cause it fucks the bed with Eva so hard it's not good#now I'm watching Alien 4 or whatever.#unpopular opinion apparently: Alien sucked and is a very boring movie#2 and 3 are just as boring and uninteresting#we'll see if Alien: resurrection is just as bad. the premise sounded interesting on Wikipedia though#unrelated: I'm taking Spanish classes in the fall cause I'm tired of not knowing it past like a baby level#still mad about my mom not speaking it around the house for us to learn#taking it at a community college so I'll also be going to school again kind of#first time since 2020 so we'll see how I handle a few classes#I have adhd meds now so presumably I'll do better
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and another thing, I'm sick of people acting like they/them pronouns are just the third gender instead of being gender neutral/outside of the gender binary. idk who decided that they/them pronouns when referring to a person of unknown gender is misgendering & transphobic but they need to go fuck themself i think
#''but that's a strawman argument! no one said that!'' yeah they did. i'm mad about it because i've seen it on tumblr#there's whole posts saying that if you use they/them pronouns instead of just automatically knowing the correct ones you're transphobic#if i can't find pronouns on someone's blog i'm just gonna defer to they/them. as i have for the past 20 years#not to sound like That but i think people need to calm down. is they/them pronouns really something to get mad at#........................................................................................................#huh actually i just realized something. is it because of the whole transwomen getting they/them-ed thing#that people now just associate nonbinary pronouns with transphobia. because they're fucking stupid#holy transphobia batman! they're blaming the pronouns instead of the person!#i just came here to rant i didn't actually expect to find out the real reason why or anything#for real you can't expect people to automatically know your pronouns. people aren't mind readers#you are probably gonna get misgendered. you have to stop assuming it's actively malicious every single time#as someone who has had people misgender me all the time throughout my life i literally don't care#because it doesn't fucking matter. because i can tell when people don't mean to cause harm#& the people who do i don't give a shit about because fuck em#like i get the anger & how it can feel so righteous but also you have to learn when to shut up & stop to think#''is this actually malicious or am i just angry'' is a great question you need to keep at the front of your mind
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today my coworker turned to my mentor and told him there was something about him that was just inherently likable and turned to me and told me i should work on being less giggly if i wanted to be taken seriously in life
#there's very very little she could say that could offend me at this point. cause i know how she is#but it was quite funny#after that she went 'have you ever had anyone dislike you?' to him#and he went 'hmm. maybe when i was like 6'#(she's not wrong he's probably the most charismatic person i know)#(and i'm glad he's on my side. that boy has convinced management to do SO many things on my behalf that would have taken forever otherwise)#unfortunately i do believe that charm is something people inherently have and can't be learned. otherwise I would Steal It from him#i would be Unstoppable if I had just a lil bit of charisma in me#unfortunately. i do not. so instead. i must communicate instead of manipulate my way through life#: / one of them is a lot more boring than the other#also he's an ASSHOLE. he's genuinely a dick like 70% of the time#it's just that he's also horribly horribly likeable/charming#so people don't notice/ don't get mad about it#i was telling him this earlier today. he asked me something and i was like 'u know ur an asshole right.'#just cause no one else is brave enough to tell him doesn't mean i WONT.#i just. i'm so jealous of That part of him. where he's so fucking mean but people still bend over backwards to help him#it's also the pretty privilege. cause he looks like an Abercrombie model.#ok goodbye#daily tumblr rant for my mental health#(not daily i prommy. like. biweekly)
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order 86 Ratchet online to complete my tfp autobot cast*
shows up 2 weeks later, defective copy
have to mail it back (need a new box cause i don't have the actual one) wait for that to go through, then order him again from bbts at higher price
have to wait another month cause they hate shipping to ireland
#online shopping causes me nothing but pain#dude why can't there be better nerd shops near me#Dublin has a bunch but my spot has like 1 comic shop thats been selling bbm soundwave for like 2 years#gamestop sold TFs for a bit. but then they died so like. shit#Smyths usually has new stuff but they just skip out on half of studio series for some reason#probably cause transformers sell like shit#that section gets smaller every single day. it grew again when the movie came out but now its back to being tiny.#even then 80% of it is just shelfwarming movie toys. no wonder the mainline focuses on adults now. kids dont care about the brand anymore#also *“erm achtually i don't have Cliffjumper ” fuck you#That dude's on screen for 2 minutes and then he dies. I'll be fine without him#>coping because the only way to get him is a 110 euro 4 pack with 3 other dudes idc about#I'm not doing that. im already mad i have to buy tfp breakdown in a 2 pack. and thats including a 2nd guy i also think is neat#im mad he's a bulkhead repaint but thats a rant for another day#anyway uuhhh didn't expect to type this long. stay in school don't do drugs ok bye bye
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I haven't finished BG3 yet but I am kind of scared that it's gonna be one of those pyrrhic victory endings and I'm not sure I can mentally deal with that at the moment 😐
#kerytalk#why does it always gotta be the fucking pyrrhic shit these days#like ok I know my other main interest at the moment is Cyberpunk 2077 and I know that ain't sunshine and rainbows either but#I've also known about the endings for a year so I'm more mentally prepared for that (no I have not finished it either)#and who knows maybe Phantom Liberty will give me a break (I say as I apply the clown makeup)#I just ... don't need another one right now#not a new one I don't think I could deal with it well#irl is fucked as is ok I just wanna have a good time ffs#also yeah I kind of know abt the karlach stuff I have been mentally preparing but still mad about it#we'll see if it triggers a disability rant - cause I'll probably yell about it#siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh#this has been a tag rant#status: just started act 3 and I am /scared/#keryplays bg3
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Once again chanting in my mind "graphic card" to avoid snapping at my mother saying dumb shit
#how do you always get to the wrong conclusion of everything oh my godddddd#yeah yeah a lot is wrong with doctors like a fucking lot I'm well aware I've suffered huge amount of pains for years for that#but she says it from a novax point of view so she's still wrong by saying the right thing and it annoys me so much!#obviously she's too fucking fatphobic to see how that is one of the biggest issues in medicine#fun fact my father is not taking meds to heal from something that could actually kill him because it stops him from eating#that's apparently okay but vaccines aren't#someone should study their brains under a microscope#also my father problem was probably caused by the extreme diet he did that was mostly starvation#at least i feel better about myself#sometimes i get very depressed about all the things I'll never be able to do because i fucked my wrist at 18 but at least i did that#crocheting#he completely destroyed his health to lose weight#also even more fun thing he wanted to lose weight for reasons that didn't have anything to do with the weight he probably just can't eat#grains#he got better as soon as he stopped eating normal pasta and switched to the fake ones made with rice and stuff#they didn't connect the dot#but the second i thin person started to have issues breathing#that are definitely side effects of covid btw#grains were immediately blamed#god i shouldn't get into these rants because i just get mad at their stupidity AND I NEED TO STAY CALM FOR THE GRAPHIC CARD#and especially not build enough represed rage about it to risk trying to choke my mother the next time she says it's fine i lost all that#weight#sure it's fine losing weight because of illness and depression is fucking wonderful#i have to fight with myself most days to eat enough but sure that's fine I'm staying thin!
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