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i should be allowed to have a lobotomy, actually
#talk tag#actuallyocd#it's getting real bad real quick#i literally had thoughts abt hurting my friend#because he's the center of my so-ocd#i'm a terrible person and i'm not even kidding#maybe this isn't ocd at all and i'm just in denial#idk man#i just wanna sleep and forget everything#but i can't kill myself because my cats would miss me#suicide tw
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all i'm saying is that he got real happy and obedient when mina smacked him
#he wants her to step on him so bad#i bet he acts up on purpose just to get her to discipline him#but y'all didn't hear that from me#his stubborn ass became real agreeable real quick hmmm#don't you think?#HMMMMMM?#submisive and breedable#what?#who said that?#y'all said it#not me#hoshina soshiro#soshiro hoshina#mina ashiro#ashiro mina#hoshimina#kaiju no. 8#kn8
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"The perfect orv dub/Kim Dokja voice doesnt exis-"
EXPLAIN THIS!!!!! (@voiceactorken on youtube!!!)
#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omniscient reader#전지적 독자 시점#kim dokja#yu junghyeok#yoo joonghyuk#desperately trying to share this fandub w everyone i can so posting abt it here too#i even did a quick edit w the english panels so its easy to follow along#im only doing it for this vid only tho PLS CHECK THE REST OUT ON HIS CHANNEL#BUT ANYWAY THIS DOKJA VOICE IS TOOOO GOOD??? IM LITCHERALLY OBSESSED#like i feel like dokja is a chara thats hard to get just right#BUT THIS GUY.... HE IS DOKJA#LIKE... JUST WATCH IT IM SPEECHLESS#AND ALSO WATCH THE NEW YRS GREETING ONE ITS SOO CUTE#his voice and acting are both SOOOO perfect???#literally dropped to my knees in despair when i found out this was a fandub I WANT HIM TO BE OFFICIALLY CAST AS DOKJA SO BAD#THIS IS WAY TOO GOOD TO BE A FANDUB..... SOBS#yjh is amazing too but dokja is the real star of this fandub imo (and im yjh bias KDJSK)#like i could imagine other deep voiced pro VAs for yjh (eg jang minhyeok)#but this guy... i didnt picture dokja sounding like this but after hearing him i now i dont want anyone else😭😭#IM LIKE THIS IS IT. THIS IS THE ONE...#watch them cast some other pro VA as dokja and ill just be mourning bc it just doesnt hit the same as mr ken from youtube
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I fucking love the EN QSMP Updates account because like
The way you don’t even need to watch the clips to understand what happened here. The way the statements are phrased. The way they’re one after the other. It’s beautiful. A story about fucking around and finding out - told in three parts.
#for those who missed it q!elQ and Roier destroyed Bad’s daycare with mines because elQ wanted to start bullying people#and q!Bad shut his ass down REAL QUICK.#qsmp#qsmp liveblog but late#q!elquackity#q!badboyhalo#i think the thing that gets me the most is that ‘bad joined in the bullying’ has an exclamation mark at the end#like the account is excited and happy#and then just ‘quackity is no longer in favor of bullying’ with a flat period at the end
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this is somewhat of a vent post & something i said i would not do again but has been plaguing me enough that i think getting it out might feel better. so. has anydoggy else been. Baffled and upset by nora sakavic’s refusal to speak on how terribly aftg has treated its characters of color? with the author of the series coming back with a new book and starting up on her online activity again, and questions of what she’d change about aftg bubbling up, it’s particularly glaring to me that we are all playing this very long game of pretend where we ignore how badly the non-white cast has been treated & her lack of thoughts on it
and i understand not wanting to bring up nicky and thea because people pick on her for it. i’m not trying to discredit nora sakavic’s terrible history of getting harrassed online by aftg fans. but i think it is very cynical, and it is very juvenile, and most of all very cruel, that she gets to ignore the very real ways the books have set up these characters to be hated. i think it’s obvious why the characters who get the most hate are the only canonical characters of color, and i think we do not get to treat this like a deliberate decision on the fandom’s part when the books have put these same characters in degrading and embarrassing and terrible positions in the first place. aftg is not a story about nice characters with clean pasts, but there is a very specific nastiness to the only characters of color being a brown man who sexually harasses and later assaults the main character, a black woman whose only scene is her lashing out at her love interest after being ignored for the first two books, and the japanese villain who gets maybe two lines of complexity before he goes back to being a terrible person. the white cast, in comparison, while not at all free from flaws, are never shown to commit mindless evil; all of their actions are ultimately justified. the book goes out of its way to give them concession after concession. we know exactly who to side with, because aftg tells us who these people are. does nicky’s assault ever get addressed in the books? does riko’s reasoning to be the way that he is ever gets more than briefly aluded to? is thea reserved even a shred of humanity or grace in her one scene?
anyway. it’s been years of talking about this and the fandom has been constantly hostile to criticism in this regard, and more recently any criticism at all, and it’s Grating to be on the other side of this discussion. it’s exhausting to know that in ten years we do not get even an acknowledgment besides the author saying she will not answer questions about nicky and thea anymore. it’s upsetting and it’s ugly and i wish no one had to talk about this again, but we do because what i thought was common sense has been washed away by a sudden influx of no-nuance adoration for the trilogy. basically i hope we all explode
#this has been so upsetting to notice but 🥹whatever#there is a different kind of bitterness to thinking about how ten years have passed#and we are getting new content that changes and maybe even rectifies many of the ways we see and interact w aftg#and none of it not a bit of it addresses the racism#how it’s been ten years and the only thing we really get to show it is a book about a ship between two white men the fandom came up with#after seeing them be Suggested to interact in canon#i understand not wanting to hurt nora sakavics feelings by asking her about this#but imagine how tired we are. Imagine how tired we are#do you know how bad it feels to read through nicky’s worst moments in aftg#and know that he was written this way because he looks like me?#do you understand how exhausting it all is. can you imagine?#the fandom has been so quick to undo the criticism fans of colors have been making since day one#and for what. for what! my doves. for what?#have we come out of it any greater? have we done anything but lie to ourselves?#and anyway this is not some mindless pessimism#this is not me telling you that aftg is bad and you cant love it; cant have it mean anything to you#this is me saying that when we acknowledge these things it makes us better readers and better people#nora sakavic if you are reading this from whatever hellhole america you find yourself in#grabs you by the shoulders. This is not the end#this is not something to sit back and feel bad about#you have opened the floodgates of hell with tsc. kick the door in and release a revised version of aftg#there is a real material way for you to make this better. it is possible and it will not kill you#i would read a revised aftg. my mutuals would. many many many many fans would#making mistakes is not just a human right its a human inevitability#but we do not have to let ourselves get defined by them. We can do hard things#lets go of nora sakavics shoulders. anyway. where were we#aftg#txt#tsc
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today's keiji is: nankidai keigi sketch..... now in color
#wanted 2 draw today but i have no motivation unfortunately. so instead i just colored this real quick#ooughh..... i need to get better at coloring. this looks kinda bad#yttd#your turn to die#keiji shinogi#my art#?? kinda#daily keiji
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I loved how at first Alan didn't want to show Jeff his phone just so that he could read the messages he'd been sending him, but 5 minutes later gives Jeff the entire thing for keepsies "because you don't have your own uwu"
#character development 0-100 real quick#also nothing bad will happen because of alan not having his phone on him riiiight#how long till he gets a new one#pit babe the series#episode 9#jeff#alan#alanjeff#blmpff
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Since we're talking Devil's Minion feeding stuff; that one 'You look thirsty' scene from Phantom Thread but it's Armand acknowledging Vamp!Daniel's fledgling-thirst. (But also, it being already canon via the 'I ordered everything they had' scene from the book where Armand laughs at Daniel so gets super into it and starts getting drunk as fast as he can, anyway)
daniel finding this attached to the neck of 1/3 unconscious bodies left in the entrance of his apartment building
#asks#devil's minion#anon 😭😭😭😭😭 my heart is in my throat right now.#i want to scream and cry and throw up for real#listening to for the hungry boy by johnny greenwood and gnashing my teeth rn#i need to rewatch phantom thread so bad. i've thought about doing it multiple times this week#but my gf would be so mad at me if i watched without her. so i shant#need to get it on the agenda QUICK
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Is anyone gonna talk about the slight shift in Crosshair’s tone and face when Rampart shows he has no care for Cody’s name or him and he’s just another number?
“Cody?”
“CC-2224.”
#the bad batch spoilers#the bad batch#Crosshair#Crosshair is about to get tired of Rampart real quick
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https://www.tumblr.com/reflections-in-a-critical-eye/758008780403408896/i-guess-ays-wont-get-a-1010-score-from-me-i?source=share
Profound mental illness.
I'm so glad they're miserable lmao.
Imagine being so detached from reality that you call someone you don’t know an “attention whore”, I really need the universe to take all the pain from Taehyung and give it back triplicated to jikookers.
At this point I don’t know if I want them to show Tae because all the discourse is just not worth it and people can say whatever they want, but the one who always gets dragged the worst is him and people barely defend him.
#you rats are too comfortable on this app and i hate it#but if i get nasty i’m the bad one and i would have all type of breeds crying in my inbox#i also need daeun to wake up again because she needs to humble those cultists real quick#and also all this glorification of the private trip and you had jungkook saying he missed other members one episode into the show i would be#embarassed 😵💫😵💫😵💫#taehyung
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stranger things fandom never heard the phrase "every saint has a past and every sinner has a future" and it shows
#the way yall can NOT grasp the complexity of the human experience never ceases to baffle me#if you go around with the attitude of 'if you do anything wrong ever you will always be a Bad person even if you try to make ammends' it#will genuinely ruin your life#AND what kills me is yall tout yourselves as these open minded liberals who are anti cop anti justice system#we need to be more accepting !!!#until the SECOND a person you personally dont like starts acting up#and then the republican comes out REAL quick#the evangelical conservative bible thumper JUMPS out#you know how to be an open minded accepting person?#listen to the people you dont like#hear their stories#offer help#a good person does not only extent a hand to people they like#which... you all watch stranger things i understand why you dont get that message#cuz this is the show of 'the only good guys are the ones who think and act just like us'#so#i see what we're dealing with
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as an ex ballet girlie i have to comment on käärijä's dainty attitude. slay king 🩰
(plz enlarge the pic lmao there's sizing disparity)
#like damn hit that attitude ig#get u a man who can yoinky sploink and be graceful on the pole#SKSKS he said pole? nah this a BALLET BARRE.#this makes me wonder about his back flexibility as my back is very tight#i didn't struggle too bad with attitude but ARABESQUE? 💀 HELL NAW.#jere arabesque real quick i'm tryna see sumn sksk#käärijä
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oc-tober 2024 day 1: fav oc
actually it is Impossible for me to choose between all my children, buuuut i did rotate this guy in my head like rotisserie chicken for like a whole year, so he will do!
here's Aeden Panlamir (or Pan), my calamitous half-elf dnd npc, in a fancy new 'Arc 2' outfit that the party never got to see (because the table imploded over scheduling issues, whats new!). it's not a spoiler if we never get to this part, right?
religious allegory sold separately.
#bweirdOCtober#oc-tober#art#artists on tumblr#oc#dnd#character design#oc: pan#roobiedoodle#scopophobia#(just in case ;;)#ok! lemme be annoying and talk about something real quick!#i KNOW my ass will not complete all 31 days as much as i want to#like i reaaally shouldnt be putting so much effort into the details here dhfjsk#but i had time to work on the first entry and wanted to get my stupid perfectionist energy out of the way#so like. expect the quality in the other entries to drop significantly lmaooo (if they even get finished at all)#but its ok! its good! im learning how to make bad things!! (and hopefully learning how to make them fast too oogh)#ok rant over 👍#enjoy my mantis boy <3
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Arent you that guy that burnt their grilled cheese?
So sad
Next time add some BUTTER to that PAN you FUCKING SAVAGE
Thank you, stranger, for helping me learn more about myself
#getting called guy as a trans woman DOES really suck who woulda thought#also#I’m saying this as nicely as I can since I don’t think you had purposefully bad intentions here#we are not friends and you do not know me#I was like let me laugh at myself real quick about the time I was drunkenly making egg on toast in the pan and I was so worried about the#egg when I flipped the bread it was terribly burnt on that one side#notably only that one side I took a picture of#bc I was hammered and talking to a friend the whole time#and just. chances are when something is every day getting closer to 100k notes I’ve already been dunked on enough no?#like do y’all genuinely think you’re above making notable mistakes like that?#because you’re not#and I really wish people wouldn’t act like I’m some sort of invalid because I had#emphasis on the past tense#the good nature to laugh about#my damn fuckup
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me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game
#hi everyone#I’m going around hugging you all#okay now that we are gathered here today#i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best#i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time#and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol#but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine#literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything#I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake….#I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour#then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it#and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again#I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do#so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour.#I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday#y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts#I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story#I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my#own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing?#y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents#.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire#but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself#I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump#I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions#I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well#I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day.#but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it#I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing#I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!!#I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time
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are we excited to approach qniki with nuance
#eleanor.txt#i have the same issue with courtney whitmore that the fandom excuses a lot of her actions that should not be excused#this may shock some of you. female characters can be flawed#they will make mistakes. and do bad things#i do think half of it is jokingly#but holding women and female characters to this impossibly high standard of moral perfection and excusing their every single action#is not a great move imo#she’s going to fuck up and we need to let her and be normal about it#this goes for qrivers too#qsmp#when i start posting qniki meta and i WANT to post qniki meta. i will be tapping this sign#going to ask that everybody gets real thoughtful real quick#going to request we stop reductive ethics in female character critique. please. for me#it’s very much the same vein as (but not identical to) the reduction of her to her relationships w male characters#she’s going to be friends with some of them and you Have to be normal about it#she may even flirt with some of them! she may be in a canonical relationship at some point on the server! be regular about that#nihachu
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