#it's fun tho and theres a lot of shipping content

[urfavoritemistake]

i enter a fandom. i get blocked by half of said fandom for shipcrime. i giggle. i enter another fandom. at this rate i WILL be blocked by all of tumblr one day and be at peace with my funny lil guys

[aria0fgold]

Got jokid in the brain again... For all that is Bad with Okumura's arc, it did give me ideas for another oneshot with Morgana and Kaito (their friendship is growing on me...). And I also have another idea too for Kaito and Akiren this time but that'll be in the back for now cuz the idea is basically a comfort fic where Akiren is finally out of that hellhole of an interrogation room and Kaito goes to visit him (ngl tho Kaito would've tried all that he can to get Akiren outta there as soon as the cops grabbed him but tbf, story wise, that'd just be pretty "tame.")

Like, Kaito saves him, end of story. I want! The hurt! (but god also like pls can akiren get treated alrdy hes been in that interrogation room for like a century) And I want the comfort after the hurt! The only thing that can stop Kaito from saving Akiren is if he's in Some hurt himself, like if he was in the middle of the heist when Akiren got caught in another part of Japan. Imagine that, in one part a Phantom Thief got caught, and in another part a Magician Thief was nearly caught (possibly cuz Kaito was tryna rush everything to get to Akiren in time but alas! that only got him in bigger trouble instead), that would've been the most memorable time for Japan in that world.

Unfortunately for em though, Kaito's skillset is most effective for the cops in reality so he can't get caught that easily. So yeah, anyway I can't write that idea out yet cuz I haven't reached the point in which AKIREN FINALLY GETS HIS TREATMENT.

[tmf-confessions]

MY OPINIONS ON DRAKE!!!!! (The ship, not the person)

In all honesty, I don't really see why people ship drake or why it's even that popular. No disrespect to the people who do ship it tho, there are lot of talented creators who do ship them, so no hate to them!

I just feel like the ship makes both of the characters feel more, flat I guess? Their whole character dynamic was a unhealthy friendship that's was built on lies, so to ship them romantically feels really pointless, even if they ship the characters in way that's unhealthy (like drew being a yandere or something or even worse toxic yaoi).

Or if someone ships them platonically, again it just doesn't make sense to throw the original character dynamic away. I'm not saying that people can't have fun with a series, infact it's completely fine to not ship a canon ship.

But they usually dislike or hate on the canon ships or even the entire tmf series for being boring or flat in terms of writing, witch is true to an extent, but the original character dynamic of Jake and Drew is atleast a bit better than just romantically or platonically shipping the two.

In my own opinion the series IS pretty flat in terms of writing, BUT theres no point in making the series even more boring by just adding a bunch of toxic yaoi to the fandom. If you think the tmf series is boring along with it's canon ships, that's completely valid! And I understand. But I don't get why you have the make the series even more flat along with slandering other ships, even though drake is no better.

IMPORTANT: I'm not hating on anyone! I just want to see more content with Jake and Drew that isn't shipping them or them being all wholesome. I think the tmf fandom just has a really bad case of shipping every. Single. Character. And because of that no one makes any content of any other types of dynamics.

confession #816

[sanchoyo]

Hi! For the OC ask: 1, 5, 8!

YAAY HIII u didnt specify which oc so I'm just going to default to Ms Main Character Mira ✨ (tho if u intended for me to answer for a specific character lmk!!) long so, under the cut

What was the original thought that led to the creation of this character?

oh, this is kind of a silly story.

I made mira (and the concept of tm2) when I was browsing deviantart (yes..this was when it was poppin with great navigation/communities and not basically dead. so 2014..ish...), ff.net, and other fanish sites and realized. wow hey there's like...not a ton of masaya/ichigo fankids. its all kishigo, and when it is masago kids, they tend to follow...certain tropes... not that this is a bad thing (I <3 tropes), but I was like. ok how can I make this like. different. I wanted to set up certain expectations to subvert them!! This is still kind of true. I didn't make her in a vacuum, I made persi and aqua at the same time because a lot of what I was seeing for next gen kids was like: 'ok, here's the kids of the main 5 girls!! they form a team with their mom's colors, and have similar roles and personalities!!' and I was thinking. like. wouldn't it be fun if that wasn't the case?? what if we threw in a bunch of different species. a new enemy. new roles for old characters. what if they are all gay

I also can't see all 5 of the og mews wanting kids or all of those kids being perfectly around the same age, and no one in the fandom seems to want to make lovekids with weirder or rarepair ships which annoys me but thats besides the point

another trope I saw a lot of was the fankids being surprised at the mew mew stuff implying ichigo/masaya wouldnt tell them or they wouldnt find out and I was like. well what if the kid knew all along and it shaped their worldview? what if unlike a lot of the tmm fan stories, she isn't compatible with the iromote cat dna- but still wanted to be like her mom? like, I deny her the regular tropes but she still wants them and I think thats really fun to play with.

there's a lot of stuff thats left unanswered in tmm or I thought 'this would be really fun to play with more in a spinoff' just in general, so that thought had me thinking about ways I could shape her as a character :3 design-wise the original thought was red and blue because I liked the colors of a slush puppy cutout I stole from a gas station and it was on my wall when I was drawing her. I wish I was kidding. listen the type of person I was at 17 is not the same as I am now!!! forbidden evil lore. uhh. symbolically its fun too because ichigo=red masaya=blue, but that was a secondary thought. not actually Me Being Clever when I was making her jksfdkjashdf

5. How did you choose their name and why? Was it simply based on vibes or is there any specific meaning behind the name? Are the reasons behind their name different in- and out of universe?

ok the thing with tmm characters is the aliens are all named after pastries and the mews are all foods and so like. I learned about miracle berries https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synsepalum_dulcificum and i was like oh man i NEED to make a mew with that. at the time I didnt see any other mews with that fruit but ive seen a few since making her!! very fun, conceptually, to have a character named after a fruit that can make bitter/sour things sweet. like. hmm symbolism :-) heheh. (also, not all of my tmm/tm2 ocs are named in accordance to this naming scheme which SEEMS like an oversight but I promise its not and will make sense later >:'))

theres also another really funny thing- that fruit is in the Sapotaceae family whiiiich. was not intentional but thats the silliest coincidence. her and sapote are not blood related but in my heart they are homies because of this :)

in universe ichigo and masaya want kids but are content to adopt, because he was adopted and I think it'd mean a lot to him- (esp to be a better parent than his adopted parents were. who said that) and also because...with him being an 'artificial' human + her mew stuff theyre convinced they CANT have biological kids anyway. so mira was a surprise. in the miDDLE OF THE ADOPTION PROCESS THEY REALIZE SHES PREGNANT. so they named her mira, standing for miracle because thats much nicer than accident or surprise LMAO. however there's also some other fun interpretations, like mirror. I don't have a set kanji for her name but maybe I should. but there's so many good versions I might actually never set a 'canon' one lol

8. What is the origin of their personality? And let's be honest - how much of it is projecting?

mira's original personality was WAY different. it's changed a lot over the years! she was originally a very serious and stubborn girl, who was quiet and blunt and had anger issues- which was honestly not so fun for me to write (not saying serious characters aren't fun, and they're def refreshing sometimes in the mg genre!! but...it didn't suit the story, imo, to have her be one of the main characters like that. at least not to start off. so some years ago I did a total overhaul- so I'm not sure the original origin of her personality matters so much now?)

now she's more prone to dramatics, still very stubborn (donkey DNA makes that worse, but its always been a Core Trait) and has a selfish and jealous streak despite trying very hard to be the Typical Sweet and Bubbly magical girl who helps people and fights for good. she's not a bad person. she is...messy. she tries not to be. but she wants things SO strongly. shes always been more booksmart than common-sense smart. to be a magical girl who saves people, or fights monsters, people have to be in danger first, or monsters have to be a problem...you can't put out a fire if there isn't one burning, ykwim? she's more interested in being a story people tell, a really iconic magical girl a lot of people know and admire than..um. a Person? 😳

she has a bad habit of demanding the same of people around her and reducing them to how she wants them to be. and baby not everyone is going to fall in line with the tropes you're trying to assign them... its fun! also love to play with the idea that no matter how selfish a motivation is, if you're putting good into the world and helping people just to feel a certain way, like...that's still overall a Positive thing to do.

the origin of her current personality...over the years I've considered what I want the themes of the story to be and what kind of main character would best serve that kind of narrative. I thought having a character who is aware of the typical magical girl tropes and strives towards them actively would be really, really interesting. it can come off as funny- and it is, at times, I love to play it up for jokes! but she's truly a style over real substance girl. if shes presenting in her ideal way no one needs to know whats really going on in her brain! and if they aren't perceiving her the way she wants shes going to freak out (this is why she considers masayume a problemmmm for her up until she believes they're on the same page, girl inside her brain Knowing her Deeper thoughts is kind of her worst nightmare lol :))

miracore posts:

I def would not say this is projecting at ALL, I personally do have a strong sense of self and don't try to emulate my parents or fictional characters so much, lol. the only trait i give her from me is The Gay 🫶

this all also really applies to what I consider Book One Mira. in my brain there are arcs. so she like all my ocs are subject to character development for better..or worse... :3

[trevination]

🐇 ⇢ do you prefer writing original characters, reader inserts, or a mix of both? 

🛼 ⇢ describe your latest wip with five emojis

❄️ ⇢ what's your dream theme/plot for a fic, and who would write it best?

🧩 ⇢ what will make you click away from a fanfiction immediately?

I HOPE FOUR IS OKAY, NWS IF YOU DONT WANNA DO ALL OF THEM LMFAO !!

HEHE AHHH TYSM !!!!

🐇 ⇢ do you prefer writing original characters, reader inserts, or a mix of both? 

in terms of justs ocs or reader inserts, probably ocs! i dont write either super often, but ive been writing ocs a lot rn (does it count if theyre technically outsiders ocs....) but yeah. the few times i wrote reader inserts it was so fun tho. i used to run an x reader request blog LMAO

🛼 ⇢ describe your latest wip with five emojis

okay okay technically i have two main wips, but one of them, the first chapter is already posted, so i'll do my other one -> ❤️‍🩹🏘️🩸🫂🪨

tee hee :3

🧩 ⇢ what will make you click away from a fanfiction immediately?

honestly not a lot anymore 😭 ive been in so many small fandoms ive had to power through lots of things. the big things are like when the whole fic is an entire paragraph or theres. really sudden untagged ships or content warnings 😭 i came across the Craziest fic together i had to click outta immediately because of all of that

[petrichorium]

hiiii pluvi, nyla here! for your one piece and hq selfships: 💞, 📝, 🌦️ aaaaand 💌! thanks in advance! i'll have fun answering your asks too uwu

📝: How would your story in canon go? How would you influence the events of the original story?

Shanks — as of rn i dont influence the story tbh...... we'll have to re-address this in a decade when we get more red-haired pirates and after shanks dies KJHSDFJKHB but for now im just kinda lingering whenever theres rhp moments. my first appearance is the luffy wanted poster scene and i make a lil comment to mihawk (smthn like "always lovely to see you hawk-eyes" yk ambiguous enough), then im in the bg during the bit where rockstar calls shanks, im missing during marineford and then i show up during whitebeard/ace's funeral and im consistently w the red-haired pirates from then on. during the wano bit i finally get another line agreeing w lime juice after he mentions barto, then a passing goodbye to marco. im shown towards the side of the bar scene in elbaf reading a book and then im in the big wide-shot as theyre approaching the red force; the one "big" change is that im the one who hands the info on kidd off to shanks (bc that is Technically my official job as communications officer) and hongo and i have a tiny exchange. oda also talks abt me a bit in an sbs, he says im the only officer who hasnt met luffy and mentions im from a new world island, n says i joined the crew five yrs prior to the present

Kuroo — another one where i have minimal impact on the canon LOL but he and i r coworkers to lovers soooooo i only show up at the very end!!! i think im a recurring character in the final timeskip match chapters, i appear four or five times w the final time being w kuroo's appearance and described as his colleague. maybe later on theres an extra sketch of us grabbing a drink in our work uniforms and it sparks hella shippers

💞: Aside from with your f/o, who else would you commonly be shipped with? Why?

Shanks — i think any of the other red-haired officers is common but lime juice is the go-to for me simply bc of that one interaction in wano LMFAOOOOOOOO and then hongo later on for the elbaf interaction pfft. beckman is also a regular name in a "pair the spares" sense but icl i dont think hes ever spoken to me in canon (simply bc i do not have much screentime) & mihawk is also Somewhat up there again be of my one line. OH AND MARCO..... i think when he leaves the ship after wano he passes me and does an ambiguous hug/hand to the arm thing that has ppl like wtf was that 🫣

Kuroo — i think kenma bc im shown in the bg of a few of his shots!!! and i think theres a panel or two of me interacting w ushijima so theres a few instances of that...... theres like one super dedicated crackshipper of me and iwa LOL

🌦️: Would you be accompanied by mostly fluff or angst fanfics? Both? Explain why.

Shanks — ohhhh a mix.... i think whenever im involved its either relatively low-key fluff or a super in-depth character deep-dive. im often used as a catalyst for mishanks or shuggy or any manner of other m/m ships tho which means ig its angst for shuvi 😔

Kuroo — def fluff, but also a bit of angst. in a similar light a lot of fics im in have me being a catalyst specifically for kuroken, and there r probs just as many poly fics as there are of just me n kuroo, but by n large the Actual shipfics are cutesy work romance vibes

💌: How would your dynamic be portrayed? What might people focus on most? Any misconceptions?

Shanks — honestly the dynamic is varying bc theres just not much content of me or us interacting as of yet, just the tiniest bit of banter and then a very professional back n forth. shanks tends to be portrayed as Down Bad in ships so i think that is accurate, but i do think people generally overemphasize the captain/subordinate thing and a lot of the nuance wrt the nature of my joining the crew is not considered fully until my full backstory is discussed

Kuroo — sjhdfusbfv fuckboy kuroo my beloathed....... but i feel its not That bad. idk our dynamic is soooo Normal obvi its a v subtle ship/only vaguely hinted at so the specifics of our strangers-to-friends-to-lovers slow burn is not known,,,,,, i think generally the dynamic is far faster and not drawn out in fanon. people focus more on the working together, boss/secretary vibe (when i rlly quit my job right as we get together rip) and write us as having a very nuclear family i think.

send in some selfship questions!

[tottymatsuno]

Zaimoku as a failed duo is so funny to me bc it really does bleed into the group dynamic a lot, since both Todomatsu and Karamatsu are often the odd ones out.

They didn't even rly get along in s1 despite literally trying to, and quickly stop associating with each other despite literally having been assigned each other's name buddy since birth, and also having been besties as kids. We dont even find out why exactly they fall out in the movie, theyre already basically estranged despite Karamatsu clearly being sensitive, and Todomatsu having actively helped him with his acting career (the saw parody episode ncnsns) like they were two sweethearts, but totty basically alternated between choro (ideal bc he could kangaroo and be tolerated), ichi (who he shared friends with), and oso (badbadbad!) But Karamatsu was not an option!

Even in s2 theres not a specific reason why they fell out and continued to be estranged, they actually have a lot of parallels in the things that happen to them, and their relationship with totoko. Theres the au in osoma that shows that they could be at least friendly towards each other despite their differences in sensibility (not shipping tho)

In s3 it makes sense that Todomatsu basically hates him now, bc of the cashier but ig im just kind of surprised by how long and hard he's held a grudge. And the fact he's completely taken over Ichimatsu's initial role as tormentor? Ichimatsu rarely goes out of his way to have an outburst at Karamatsu at this point meanwhile totty literally every opportunity he gets, including making opportunities just apathetically puts Karamatsu in harms way.

He just really kind of hates him? And that's a little uncharacteristic for Todomatsu who tends to get over stuff by the end of the episode, or only brings it back up if someone else does (like the christmas ep where ichi was like what happened to those girls from your job)

I think it probably says a lot actually about how much their fight over the cashier bothered totty? He's still clearly not over it, especially bc this behavior is consistently and exclusively towards kara. Like kicking him and making him fall when going to the bathroom, but letting Osomatsu potentially cut in line, or pushing Karamatsu during the hipipo movie.

I'm not even sure if Karamatsu himself holds any animosity towards totty or realizes why he's suddenly being singled out like that. I can't say what happened and why they were both rejected, but its very clear that somewhere between

This Totty

And this Totty

His confidence and expectations on getting into a relationship have drastically changed. I kinda wonder if he feels especially betrayed by Karamatsu, who's been distant from him bc of their communication issues, and bc this was the first time in the show not only did his brothers support *him* when he wanted to ask someone out, but bc Karamatsu is supposed to be his best friend from birth.

Even in the scene above, its Todomatsu who's actually listing things he liked, even if theyre superficial, meanwhile all Karamatsu is saying is "me too" and Todomatsu as the central character for the episode it makes sense that he'd feel the stronger of the two, but ig to me i see it and the fact hes still angry about it, as like deeper than that.

Because he doesn't really hold a grudge against anyone else. The only other situation i can think of is him making fun of choromatsus brown hair in s2 during his quiz. Like how does Karamatsu, who he's not even super close with in s1 still tie as his favorite brother, with his clearly favorite brother Osomatsu? I think it hurt him a lot more than he said it did, bc he didn't hit Karamatsu first and was initially content to just sit there together after their double rejection.

Anyways i dont think Todomatsu's more deserving of love than Karamatsu, and I don't think he's a better person either. I post about them a lot bc I feel a lot of direct (its onesided tho) competition with karamatsu fans, since for a long time i pretended to be one bc i wasnt confident enough in my own skills to write for Todomatsu, but also bc a lot of totty hate used to come from karamatsu fans, who especially judge Todomatsu based on his behavior towards karamatsu rather than the person he is.

I think karamatsu probably does deserve to have all the freaks who wanna freak him, but ig the thing i wanna say is I don't blame Todomatsu for hating him now, and to me, I love Todomatsu the most. And he deserves all of my love. Even if theres a few of us who would choose him over anyone else, or even if its rly just me, I want Totty to know somebody loves him just as he is without any additional qualifications, for him to change, or for him to be different.

But thats sappy and silly so im gonna end this post very classy and with decorum

[neutrallyobsessed]

I challenge you to make a tier list of your opinion on Ace Attorney ships >;)

Challenge accepted motherfucker >;))))

i did like 5 different lists cause not all them where complete enough to my tastes and then i found this MASSIVE tier list (with a lot of crack xdd) so i was able to do it, fortunally the nrmy week gave me some time to work on this and EVEN THEN some kinda obvious ones were missing so i had to edit them in from the other tierlists, plus stuff i made up lol

also, for it not be too long and mark very clearly my Heterosexual Bias, the list was divided in two, so let's start: (spoilers for investigations cause shih-na doest appear as shih-na)

The OTP category is very self-explanitory, so the second place is all other ships that i like and ship too just not as hard since i have OTPs for the characters already~~

Ohters I like and Im listening have varying degrees of crack but im still considering as potential ships to like seriously

the canon ships acting as a neutral divider, they are canon, you can't complain about that (or you can im just a tumblr post you can do what you want forever). if they arent higher is cause they are not as interesting or funny as the above ships, i still love them very much

then theres the absolute crack that i find amusing but couldnt take to ship it seriously and then ships that are either boring: too tame, lack spice, feel like avoiding being problematic was the priority instead of they'd be cute togheter; or ships that feel a bit too cruel for comfort and i percieve as no longer fun, but sad

this tier list didnt have ema/nahyuta but did have poly ships that included the three so there we go, the only het ships i dont like (2)

finally, the only gay ships i consider to be neat, silly funny friends-to-lovers not overly popular, very cool and epic

And now, the interesting one:

Rangu referenced and teased by canon joke ship goes first of course!

for real tho, there's friends to lovers OR rarepairs OR lawyer x assistant ships, being my go-to in het ships they'd rank higher here

Evil People In Love! What else can I say? When 2 people are down bad for each other and down for destroying everyone and everything whether for revenge or the lulz cause they're bad and they're doing it togheter it's just beautiful~!

anything crack or toxic in a funny way goes next

incest as a neutral divider since being gay is super normal thus uninteresting but adding the taboo incest spice that will NEVER be approved by society IRL will make me a bit more interested but like you know- neutrally

any boring crack or toxic in a unfunny way goes next

and finally we reach my real (yet still neutral) beef with the ace attorney shipping fandom, being the popular ships that get talked about ad nauseum and if you wanna talk about any other ship you get ignored at best or harrassed at worst. Overrated could be the perfect way to describe this ships as they're so oftenly rated over other ships when they're SO LAME AND BLAND AND BRING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. i am not criticizing originality, you know im unoriginal as well, but other fandoms have this something called ✨VARIETY✨ that EVEN IF the boring bland m/m ship still is number one ship of everyone and their grandmas, it'll still be in a relative equal number of fans and content (or directly opposite where Super Popular Ship has like 100 fans producing stuff and literally anything else has like <5, so you only have to block 1 or maybe 2 Super Popular Ships and then is smooth sailing full of variety~)

tl;dr they're annOyedTPs actually they're not bad, they are meh plus the over exposure can really grind someone's gears, second place being not AS popular thus annoying but still pretty much talked about and liked by many people as they are second places to ships in the normie zone

and finally finally what i actually dislike, shipping canonically het married characters with same-sex characters (and not in the funny way)(specially the gay best friend in love with their straight friend, my absolute belothed) or any flavor of enemies-to-lovers, whether it's a tame rivals-to-lovers or a legit hero x villian (stockholm syndrome can be fine but it depends on how its presented....or if it's... y'know funny) or same-age shipping where the characters maturity levels are SO DRASTICALLY DIFFERENT idk it feels kinda icky :////

In any case, i'm still answering asks for particular ships if y'all want a more in depth opinion ^w^

[snxpdragons]

plz tell me abt ur wips

Im assuming this is about my art wips but!!!! I can't share those because its a birthday present and the person looks at my blog occasionally lol. All I draw/write about these days are ocs though. Theres at least 20 different sketches of lucifer specifically floating around. I did this whole thing last month where I kept drawing him as photos of awsten knight lmao

In terms of my writing though, I'm mainly working on three things right now [again all original work/oc stuff]

- This Time Last Year, its a breakup au between Giovanni [Anxious wreck of an engineer] and Miko [Loud + brash punk cartographer] where of course theyre exes and they're forced to get along during a Bachelorette party + wedding. Lots and lots of shenanigans, Miko is sorta dating Esme [sexy ambassador lady, tho bassist in this au] in the meantime but she's totally still into her ex, and Giovanni is an I.T guy that somehow became besties with a famous singer. Theres a solid side plot about Lucifer and Damien and them coming to terms with their relationship/them being more than friends with benefits. The first two chapters are actually already on ao3, but im rewriting ch2 and writing ch3 simultaneously.

- The Aptosis of a Supernova; Zombie au, my magnum opus that is still not written somehow. It has like one billion pages of plot in my brain. I can't possibly summarize it, but its mainly about Giovanni, Miko, and Damien, their struggles, and their relationships, and it cycles between their povs. Giovanni has to figure out how to reasonably survive as a pacifist in a zombie apocalypse, Miko learns to stop getting everyone collectively into danger, and Damien learns to let himself be around others and lean on people. Theres also a decent amount of content about Cynthia [Giovannis sister] and Alice [Mikos mom], and Lucifer, though he doesn't make an appearance until way later. Lots and lots of found family, people die, people murder, tragedy occurs, etc etc. Its a zombie apocalypse bad stuff happens. The first half of the story is about Miko/her moms traveling across the country to find her brothers who were shipped off to a military camp pre apocalypse, and they pick up Giovanni + his sisters along the way.

Im working on chapter 1 of it right now, and its almost done actually! Its super fun. I think Giovanni getting shot is the least eventful thing that happens in it.

- The third thing is just a fun lil Lucifer lore thing. I can't say a whole lot about it because its meant to be confidential [and alas the people who can't know about it also follow me][hi drrp] BUT its super fun to write. Lucifer in general is a fucking blast. Hes an asshole and a lunatic. I mean, being a daredevil is his entire shtick after all.

Im sure like none of this means anything to you because you have little to no idea who any of these characters are. but erm. I can also explain that too if anyone wants <3 I could go on for days about any of these guys really. But tysm for asking!!! <33

[kkpup]

Uhhhh Master post, yea

I'll do this ig? (How do folks make this pretty??)

This is a primarily Undertale/utmv blog and will feature lots of random things. I also interact with a good amount of Cotl and Hollowknight so that could be lightly sprinkled in!

I don't judge anyone but this blog will will not feature any form of comshipping.

Dni: any flavor of hate, homophobes, transphobes, racists, sexists, the works

The basic stuff;

Not a nsfw blog but would be most comfy if everyone here is at least 14 [16+ preferred]

(EDIT- no sexual nsfw content, realized that extreme violence and gore is infact nsfw)

plenty of ship art here but I don't actually ship anyone

I use He/Him

I go by pup, pupper or fox (I've never gotten sharing your real name on tumblr when you can have so much more fun with fake one)

Long rants (usually headcanons) under #ramblings

Most reblogs under #not my art

[II'll add more when I think of it]

ASKS!

love asks!

I'll do both art and hc's, but also random shit is chill too. If I'm not cozy with an ask I'll still answer to let ya know, if I don't answer your ask immediately its because I'm just a bit busy- I don't mind one being resent to remind me!

DO NOT ASK FOR DONATIONS- I've neither the media presents nor the cash to help in any meaningful ways. I know it makes me sound like a piece of shit for it, and mayhaps I am, but I will delete any requests for money.

PROJECTS!

(don't have much here, I'll add to this tho)

Critter AU

Dream and Nightmare if guardians were a touch more animalistic. Ft: badass Swap, secretly anxious Nightmare, mildly amused Killer, Dream but he bites and others soon to be explored.

I would lose my shit if someone asked about this one, theres.... alot of world building I wish to talk about, like the intricate political web in the Omega Timeline or the nature of Error and Ink knowingly acting as 3rd party witnesses.... anyways! Find that with #critter au

[angy-grrr]

431 illustrates perfectly what Hori's fatal flaw as a writer is, imo. His problem is that he wants to please everyone, prove people who hate his work wrong by always contradicting them. But pleasing everyone is literally impossible.

And as much as he is "unreachable" directly, that doesn't mean hatred doesn't affect him or that he is immune to ego.

So all of that is a much simpler issue. He wants to draw stuff for fun, whatever he wants and enjoys, and have people like it. But he lets his ego get the best of him and acts impulsively, but doesn't want to regret it. That's not to take away from his talent, though that's clearly a problem.

the only reason this could make "sense" is if it happened so they could make izuku and ochako's relationship from scratch -bc they vanished their whole story together in the first place. They dont have a lot going on to begin with, so from a story POV I think the most obvious option is keeping it simple and not focus on it at all -give them more cute moments were its clear they both want to be together like that and confirming they started dating in hs. Theres no reason to make them drift apart like this when they were best friends, to the point they only started SEEING each other more after Izuku got the suit -maybe they want to make extra content about their relationship ignoring the previous interactions bc theres just not enough going on from izuku's side? It just look pretty platonic, and all of the sudden they have to talk after 8 years of not doing so -and worse part, neither cared. I have seen someone claiming they were "yearning" for each other so it makes sense, but it just doesnt -neither were thinking of that until other ppl pushed them to do it indirectly, and while I understand how some ppl could still see it as romantic, it truly is... lacking substance. In 8 years they didnt think about getting closer or hanging out more, even tho they were best friends and went thru war together -but we are supposed to believe they are in love with each other for 9 years and never even tried to get in contact in 7?? and why are izuku's feelings for her always a total mystery? Yeah shes special, but why would he consider her the most special person in his life when he was happily living it without even seeing or thinking about her? And yet he had time to hang out with All Might and ask Katsuki to be a guest teacher?

Theres a lot of regret in this thing, idk if its about creating the ship itself, not giving them actual romantic development, or letting 431 happen.

He really got in trouble after using the original BNHA finale for the movie -and he knew it back then already, he just wasn't able to make it better.

I would love to know how much the editor's influence affected the final volume tho, they changed many many things about what horikoshi wanted to create and limited his options in different arcs. Maybe the romance between them would be more bearable? Idk, they are too similar in too many ways for me to enjoy it, but if it was well done I wouldnt care about it and let it be in canon.

[arqdyke]

OH WOW you're still awake hiii!! one more then while i have the chance. also so honored to have an entire tag now. that has to be an accomplishment. and!!! 👀 what niche rarepair pls i will bite at anything 👀👀

i cannot remember what else i was going to say so i'll just follow that too. op is sooooo friendly to multiship and rare ships because all of the characters no matter how minor are so interesting. it's fun to fling two people together as a concept and figure out how they would interact. (even not romantically even!! just two dudes would they be mortal enemies would they be chill? would they be besties for life??)

case in point! i got into op already knowing of a law ship, and after i read dressrosa, that ship solidified in my mind. but!! i caught up to op during zou :) which, in my mind, was the height of sabo/law popularity. so my first ship for sabo was actually with law! crazy how things work out. so much time has passed that i don't hardly even think about them anymore.

ohhh wait i know what i wanted to say now. favorite aus for fic?? any you would love to see in acesabo fic? if i know of any, i'll grab one for you ;)

hi!! i am in fact awake!!! i wanted to write more for my exchange fic bc ive just started recovering from been sick the past few days and havent rlly had the chance. but i ended up putting it off until like 12am LOL. under the cut again i talk . a lot.

its fun you mentioned sabolaw because. the 'pair' in question for the au is actually ichiji/sabo/law. no i dont know why my brain latched onto this. yes im still kind of obsessed with it. the social media aspect of my shipfic is a lot about ichiji & the transition from being a child star (alongside his siblings) to a more casual internet ministardom. theres court drama bullshit. theres fangirl law. all three of them are transfem. its really special to me.

also YEAH EXACTLY!!! to your rarepair thoughts. in every fandom im in im a huge sucker for rarepairs that seem like complete nonsense. throw those characters whove never met into a room and LOCK IT! not always romantically yeah but honestly its a lot easier to like . find content of niche pairs through ship names than just trying to sift through a million posts in their maintags. tumblr wise, at least. i actually have a sideblog thats been since sort of abandoned dedicated to finding as much niche rarepair content for two characters (not always with each other, just those two in general).

a fun thought exercise ive done a few times also is getting a nice randomizer of characters im familiar with for a fandom and using it to pick out a few ships to figure out how theyd interact/if i could make a shipfic out of them. sometimes they click sometimes they dont but its a fun way to explore characters imo

whats ur fav lawship nowadays if you dont mind :3? i like a looot for him ill admit but im not particularly committed to any. as with the multishipper way. and thats fair (on the sabolaw bit)... first ships dont always last super long. they sure are fun to think back too tho ^_^

my favorite aus for fic... oh god thats a tough one. i already mentioned modern aus and this ones sort of a tangent off niche topic focus's BUT. fics that are set in a specific career (especially doctor aus & lawyer aus but genuinely i just rlly like looking at niche little details of someones career.) see also hobby focused aus! like uhh. gymnastics. ice skating. just stuff like that idk. and aus that are focused around like.. movie tropes/genres. crime noir detective aus, slasher horror aus.. especially fun when theres a spin on the original tropes but when you can see how much love someone has for the og concept is when it rlly shines.

none of those are super specific tho. um. i have a soft spot for superhero aus even when theyre really bad. fantasy aus are trickier but when they hit they hit rlly nice. (trying really hard to think ummm) thats about all i can think of rn? but it is pretty late so im for sure forgetting some.

NOW. as for acesabo specifically.. first off if you have any fic ud especially recommend id love to read them regardless of the tropes/ships/whatever. but. acesabo aus.. ohhhgh. i dont know!! ive read a lot of really cute modern aus with them. and im not USUALLY into soulmate aus flat out but i could really love a good acesabo soulmate au. it just suits them. theyre both characters i enjoy seeing as cute girls quite a bit. its kind of unfortunate im not really a fan of either of them as trans guys bc there is SO MUCH transmasc ace stuff out there. sorry my guy you have my name i cant live like that. all respects to people who do like that tho! i like them nonbinary multigendering it up . sometimes transfem sometimes just.. trans. sorry this is not the point.

aus... aus... shakes my head around. OH i would LOVE to see a roleswap with them. ive thought abt that before and its kinda beautiful. i do also love a good polyship with them both! what elseeee. oh i didnt mention it earlier when we were talking tropes but political drama bullshit is soooo fucking good. for acesabo also! but im pickier with them with it bc i feel like it tends to get too whumpy/focused on misery. which isnt rlly my thing personally. gotta be a careful balance. i like aus where theyre both in the same 'group'; being both revolutionaries or both pirates or whatever.

i hope this actually answers your question lol i realize i went on a bit... but yeah. have a nice night if youre headed offline urself ^_^! ill be on for a while longer likely but i take so long to write these asks it might be pointless

[single-malt-scotch]

DvZ screenshot time!! Meant to share these earlier.

I will make a masterpost explaining what DvZ is to ppl unfamiliar but short: RP game done currently on streams with the content creator Rawb, where players from the discord can potentially play in multiple rounds focused on killing zombies, building keeps, and RPing other side stories along with Rawb! (he plays the character Bruce Willakers) Its very community oriented and very fun.

So here are pics from the last stream, i got into all three games.... i have little context to provide but i may post a few of my own clips as i recorded (none of my own commentary tho)

theres a LOT

first screenshot! start of the stream. all of us (80-100 players) waiting on the ship to get going. fyi, the ship travels with knockback. if you arent sitting you will actually fly off and die.

flying down, getting oil.. challenge for this one was Bruce stating he heard building a keep out of scaffolding would be a good idea (it isnt) and we were divided on this so, it was to be divided in two. one side stone, one side scaffolding. i picked scaffolding (bad idea).

on the stone side, glue shop someone made- glue needed for stone walls (special users get assets sometimes! unique and made from prior RPing). included a much later picture from a different session with their ad too.

maid cafe & bomb cafe

gobos. monsters.

...

and then i died.... session 2! back on the aircraft

this time we were doing into the depths of a corrupted cave with a keep already built, tasked with using a tool to get rid of the corruption. if you touched it you would turn into a zombie. during this time as well, some key members were to be promoted to knights too!

other funny things: as we went across the bridge to the cave, someone made a toll booth part way. and then multiple other people built MORE toll booths ahead of us. it was lightening speed, idk how they were so quick to the bit. and then someone did it AGAIN in the cave.

after a bit of work, it was time for the knighting, which we werent allowed to join- but can be seen on the stream. but here is all the people gathered to get tped!

aaaand onto the last session!

before it started someone said in chat "how much to make zombies one hit" rawb said $100. well guess what happened. someone then asked "how much for dwarves to have 5 second cool down to revive" well guess what happened. (fyi dwarves cannot come back as dwarves again for up to 15 minutes. it was now changed to 5 seconds. meaning all dwarves could return immediately instead of needing to be mobs for a while, but all AI zombies would one hit. CONSTANT DEATH.)

Dani (admin) on the spot made a death count bar for fun.

we danced a little before we left

it was chaotic. the best you could do once it started was get on a tree but then you were stuck as you would very much die the moment you got down.

and it got CROWDED as everyone was able to reach the castle- when we respawned (in the airship, where we gotta fly down again) we would fly straight to it. it was hell

but in the end, we escaped. we didnt win but, we got tped to the ship so. you know! good time! three goddamn hours of play!!

[redyarns]

long post

how many works do you have on ao3?

31 but i always publish and then delete stuff. also my google docs is COOKED with how many wips i have

what's your total ao3 word count?

527,056. planning on hitting 1m by the end of this year from undertow alone ERRRR

what are your top five fics by kudos?

in my prayer (genshin impact, zhongchi. 4,587 kudos)

resist much, obey little (hazbin hotel, radioapple. 3,008 kudos)

acoustics (demon slayer, zentan. 2,204 kudos)

ruin me (hazbin hotel, radioapple. 2,153 kudos)

peach keen (demon slayer, zentan. 1,751 kudos)

embarrassing that two of these are hazbin hotel. im turbo depressed that undertow isnt in the top 5 but i guess that makes sense, its still a relatively new fic + the tf fandom isnt big on ao3. but also dont read that first fic. or any of these for that matter, theyre all either old or really bad or both

what fandoms do you write for?

ERRR this is a long answer. right now its tf (primarily megop) but i know that i made a few popular fics in genshin impact, bridgerton, and demon slayer. i also wrote for bnha and supernatural, but i also have a ton of wips for fandoms i never officially published.

i have a lot of stuff for mcu (stony) for some reason, as well as an egregious amount of v*ltron shit thatll never see the light of day. im currently trying to organize every single wip by fandom and theres just too many to count

do you respond to comments? why or why not?

uh well... im trying? but i tend to forget/get overwhelmed. i read each and every one tho, to the point i can recognize regular readers

what's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

i havent ever written a fic that isnt hea. but i guess the closest thing to an angst ending would be the ones that never actuall ended and are in abandoned hell LMFAO

what's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

uhhh i guess ill go by cheesiness? starry-eyed ended with tanjirou proposing to zenitsu, or something else that i find cringe. that one i wrote years ago so i dont remember the exact details

do you get hate on fics?

ohhh yeah. lack luster got a lot of negative attention and it nearly killed me LMAO

do you write smut?

see i try but then after i publish it i get so embarrassed that i want to kay em ess. undertow is supposed to have pre-planned smut scenes and i have a few betas, but i will be deliberately writing those scenes in a different document they dont have access to bc ill die of embarrassment otherwise.

do you write crossovers?

no, i never did even when i was a kid on wattpad

have you ever had a fic stolen?

yes and it pissed me off. a few months ago some loser took resist much, obey little and published their version ON AO3. WHY ON THE SAME SITE, ARE YOU STUPID

have you ever had a fic translated?

a few, i dont remember which ones though

have you ever cowritten a fic before?

a few times yes, but ive found that often the other persons writing style isnt something that meshes well with my own, so its not feasible in the long run. i do have a very fun collab cooking up though so stay tuned for that!

what's your all time favourite ship?

MEGOP OOOO O O OO but reluctantly klance was where it all started so i suppose it might be my favorite. the angst material from that ship was top tier

what's the wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

lmao all of them? but if speaking seriously then maybe my kickass miraculous au that i wrote a good chunk of. its really cool and i poured a lot of thought into it but im too preoccupied with undertow to focus on anything else

what are your writing strengths?

my characterization is peak and im aware of it. it gets on my nerves if i feel like i dont quite have a character right so i always read a lot of content to get a general grasp of what people seem to expect and then i both follow/break those rules to better fit my narrative in a way thats both acceptable and exciting

what are your writing weaknesses?

oh my god. uhh well definitely action scenes, but in general i would say i have a poor time with showing rather than telling at times, and im also pretty piss at balancing prose with dialogue

thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

i think its cringe. i remember a long time ago there was a sort of series of fics where one of the characters consistently spoke korean, and as someone who knows korean, i can tell you that that shit was cringe and incorrect as hell. i think its fine if a character can speak a different language, even cool, but using italics and typing in english is preferable to another language being written

first fandom you wrote for?

fairy tail, my home base. it all started bc i was on youtube as a kid just watching random people duet violin and piano, and i happened to stumble upon a pair playing some music from fairy tail. it moved 12 year old me's brain so much that i found the source and boom i got sucked in. still one of my favorite shows

favourite fic you've ever written?

undertow hands down. it is consistently the best written in all aspects: the plot is tight but explorative, the characters are well established, and there is a very delicate balance between action and romance thats been (so far) achieved. i consider it the peak of my writing career and everything else falls devastatingly short

Tagged by @shichidikai to answer 20 questions for fic writers, ty rin!

how many works do you have on ao3?

36

what's your total ao3 word count?

171,154 (100k+ from last year alone which is still bonkers to me!)

what are your top five fics by kudos?

Gay Chicken (zosan pwp)

Roll For Charisma (zosan dnd au)

life's a precious thing (zosan longshot)

my heart in your hands (marichat soulmates)

fervid as a flame (gelphie omegaverse)

the marichat fic has stuck around for a while, wrote it AGES ago. i have a feeling it might be overtaken by the gelphie fic soon

what fandoms do you write for?

one piece 98% of the time. there is a ghibli fic i wrote for a zine on the backburner, and a half-finished gelphie (wicked) fic i might get around to

do you respond to comments? why or why not?

almost always! if anyone knows me you know i'm a serial commenter on fics i read, and i'll always try to respond in turn. i am behind rn tho, especially for my unfinished fics - i'll get to them i swear!! there are also some comments that rub me the wrong way that i prefer to let be

what's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

well... probably The Germa Headphones. All of my non-con fics do not have nice endings, but idk if i'd categorize them as "angsty"

what's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

i'd say Roll For Charisma, ignoring the fics I wrote years ago because I was all fluff back then lolol. Gave them a nice sweet epilogue in that one.

do you get hate on fics?

weirdly, only for my sanami fic. it was a transphobic asshole and i reported the comment. i've also gotten indirect hate in a way due to participating in a certain ship week event that ruffled a few people's feathers

do you write smut?

yes, especially pwp. it's what i find the easiest to write these days and so i can spit them out pretty quickly if i have the right motivation. i didn't start writing smut until i got into zs tho lmaoo it's been a learning process for sure

do you write crossovers?

not since i was 13 and on wattpad lmaoo. there's an amazing google doc in the bowels of my drive called "ATLA, MLP, Death Note Crossover" and it's a chaotic mess. one of these days i'll write my makima/sanji fic tho trust it'll happen

have you ever had a fic stolen?

i certainly hope not...

have you ever had a fic translated?

nope

have you ever cowritten a fic before?

technically, yes. it was a haikyuu crack fic my high school friend and i concocted on a call together in the middle of the night. i did post it but every day i get closer and closer to divorcing my account from it and leaving it on theirs. i've TRIED to co-write actual fics, or rp, but i've found my long form writing style (write 500 words then leave it for a month) is not very conducive to it ahah ha..

what's your all time favourite ship?

right now definitely zosan. all my otps have been hyperfixations but klance and kagehina have special places in my heart too.

what's the wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

oml too many... i still mourn my haikyuu witch au i wrote like 10k of and never posted. i don't see myself ever finishing it but i did like what i wrote. for one piece i'm still holding out hope i'll actually finish all my wips. we'll see how that goes ahah

what are your writing strengths?

i'd say my character-based plots & conflicts are pretty good, or at least that's what i find fun and easier to write. i usually feel pretty confident in how the characters im writing are feeling and the reasoning for their actions. also, i guess smut now lmaoo every day i get closer and closer to writing original smut and taking commissions

what are your writing weaknesses?

annoyingly, plotting. that's the biggest one and it makes my head hurt every time i try to write something more than 5k words. i also fall into clunky prose and run on sentences a lot. metaphors and more abstract writing has never come naturally to me and i know it's not nEEDED but it's a good toolset to have for certain story types. i used to edit as i wrote a LOT but i've been decently successful at beating that habit out of me.

thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

i do try to avoid it, but sometimes words or phrases will pop up. i wouldn't do it without reason. if that reason is zoro finds sanji hot when he speaks french? so be it. i do nOT trust google translate tho

first fandom you wrote for?

my little pony, back on wattpad. i deleted most of them which i also wrote directly into the app so those are lost to the times. i have some chunks of one of my "fics" saved which was me transcribing episodes into terrible prose from fluttershy's pov.

favourite fic you've ever written?

don't look now but probably Deep Sleep. it's the most self indulgent thing i've ever written and even though i don't think its my BEST work it's definitely the one i have the most fun with.

tagging @mihawking @fivedayslater @agnesclementineblog @jesterboystrick @redyarns @daerigo

[themadcapmathematician]

Btw if anyones wondering why i dont make a sideblog for x hyperfixation/si...first off my blog my rules (and i mean the si id probably My Brand tm by now), but second off... its usually because i did but i got no attention paid to it or the content i made on it. Some fandoms only care about specific content im not interested in or dont produce, some fandoms dont follow back much, some fandoms dont rb basically anything thats not from a bnf...etc. etc. some fandoms are just that way  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Closeknit fandoms will follow you and rb your content; bigger or less communal fandoms where theres a lot of discourse or that are into only specific content (like a ship im not much into or art i dont have the style or skill to produce) dont

Like chances are i already write fanfiction no one reads and make art and memes no one rbs, im not gonna do that and ALSO try to run my 50th side blog that zero people follow or rb from where people pay even less attention to content i make

Yes this is bitter and a bit unfair at that but it feels like something people dont give any consideration. Fandom isnt just about content, its about interaction with other people too

[imaginethathaikyuu]

How did I find your blog? I was looking for soft Kuroo content on google. And your soft birthday hc’s for him came up. And that’s also how I found tumblr

What was the first story of yours that I read? That Kuroo piece ^

Roughly, how long have I been following this blog? Well I found that piece shortly after it was posted so…. Around the beginning of December 2019 I think. Got a tumblr a few months later and you were the first person I followed (had you in my bookmarks bar before that! (still have you in my bookmarks bar and when I share my screen in classes there are occasionally questions. I ignore them))

What’s something I’ve noticed about you personality wise? You’re really clever and funny. But you’re also sweet. But because you’re clever you have no hesitation in setting up and enforcing your boundaries, and I really admire that strength and confidence.

Have we ever interacted, either by PM, ask, or in the comments? What was my perception of you? YES!!! PM, SOOOOO many asks, comments, and you sent me an ask. And reblogged it. And I cried. A lot. My perception: you’re lovely and I want to h*ld your h*nd ….please.

What’s my favorite story of yours? Oh how to choose. Firstly, I’m a nb, biracial, bisexual. Honey, I’ve never made a choice in my life. But let’s try here. Anything you’ve written for Tsukki. Literally all of it is gold. Fight me. I was going to write “especially [piece title]” but I LITERALLY CANNOT CHOOSE ONE. Your Bokuto nightmare piece. Your Kuroo angsty fight. Your Tendou dealing with S/O with parents who yell piece. Your Kinktobers. Your Futakuchi and Mattsun pieces. And your Terushima pieces. Ugh. I CANNOT CHOOSE. OH AND YOUR STREAMER KENMA!!!!!! OKay just… all of it. I can’t choose. I tried, and I failed, and I’m willing to admit failure.

What’s a story I’d love to see you write? I don’t want to say this… because it hurts me… but I just KNOW you’d write brilliant angst. Some of my fav pieces of yours are pained beginnings with happy endings. That fight with Tsukki after a bad day at work. The pieces I mentioned above (nightmare pieces and fighting pieces and angsty home life ha.. ha.ha.ha.). That Oikawa one where the reader wakes up in bed without him and thinks he left. You write these gorgeous atmospheres and descriptive, visceral feelings, and if you chose to use it for evil…. You could get evil shit done. You’re SO powerful. So I want to read it… but also…. I don’t. I’d love to see you write ABO like you mentioned a while back or just see you explore a cutesy soulmate AU or something. I think you’d be really good at writing an AU where you hear what the other person’s listening too. I feel like you’d be so good at making me feel something for someone who was in another city. (think this would be cute with Tsukki cos he’s headphones boy, OR terushima because I like the dynamic of someone flirty, who clearly cares about looks, falling for someone he can’t see) ANYWAY….

Favorite pairing you write for?/fav reader insert? Tsukishima x reader. It’s my fav self-ship. (but also Mattsun, Bokuto, Oikawa, Tanaka, and Akaashi because you write them SO WELL!!!!)

Have any of your stories helped me through a hard time? Of course. Your self-harm piece came at a time I needed it. Iwaizumi’s in particular saved my life. But also your Tendou dealing with S/O parents who fight… came right when I needed it. Also starting college… was hard.. And reading and rereading your fluff really pulled me through it.

Have any of your stories hit closer to home? YES (see above).

Do I genuinely like your blog, it’s aesthetic or posts? It’s overall feel? It’s content? Yes. The aesthetic is, ngl, a wee bit basic. But I kinda love that. And the feel? It feels like home. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. Your blog is my safe space. So, yes, I love. It’s content? YES. OF COURSE. Your personality probably could have kept me here even if your content was kinda shit, but I follow you RELIGIOUSLY because of your content. So yes. I adore.

Is English my first language? Kinda??? I grew up in a trilingual household so I kinda learned three languages at the same time while growing up. But no, I don’t need to translate it in my head. Because English was one of the three.

Anything I want to share? Yes. Please keep being kind to yourself, caring for your mental health, enforcing your boundaries, loving Akaashi, and just generally being you. You’re so lovely as you are, and I hope you continue grow, but never change. Also I’m sorry about all your work stuff…. It literally makes me feel sick. And I hope you find a job where that’s not tolerated, or that your work finds a better way of protecting it’s employees. I know you know this, but none of it is your fault. I just hope things improve. AND I love you… a lot. And I’m so proud of you hitting 9K and you deserve so many more followers because your pieces are just... GORGEOUS. I can’t wait until I’m at Barnes and Noble in a few years and I can pick up a hardback copy of your debut novel. I’m so excited to say “I knew Em Akaashi (which is your legal name as far as I’m concerned) before she was so popular among the masses.”

so ive been trying to figure out the correct and worthy way to reply to this ask since the moment i got it......because its so fucking sweet and kind and amazing and pure and perfect and i just dont know how to use WORDS to explain the way it makes me feel so.......i will just reply in bullet points in regards to every question u answered to make it a lil easier :D

- the fact that u found my blog on google ....... like this may be odd and a very specific thing but before i made this blog i always hoped that 1 day my fanfic would pop up in google searches bc thats ALWAYS how i found fics when i was reading them religiously and i felt so much ENVY!!!!! LIKE I WANTED TO BE THERE I WANTED MY FICS TO B POPULAR ENOUGH TO POP UP ON GOOGLE.....that may sound very selfish but its true......so thats just very cool to me... :]

- u’ve been here for so long omg 🥺🥺🥺🥺 if anyone in ur classes ever asks jus promo my blog like its nbd 

- thats so sweet what 🥺🥺🥺 i try my best to advocate for myself and be confident for myself.....ive spent far too much of my time being silently uncomfortable because i was afraid of pushing someone’s buttons seeming rude.....but NO MORE!!!! i know what upsets me, i know my triggers, i know what i dislike experiencing, and im never gonna let myself be anxious or uncomfortable for someone else’s sake, esp if theyre being rude 2 me. i would say its less strength and confidence and moreso me attempting to take control of my anxiety in the places i can (aka on the Internet) bc i am SICK OF ANXIETY ATTACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

- BBY no dont CRY!!!! im racking my brain trying to think of who u are i wanna know so bad so i can thank u personally for being the kindest person in the world n so i can send u more asks >:(........MY HAND IS URS TO HOLD!!!!! dont tell akaashi tho 

- OMG my TSUKKI pieces.....hes so hard to write why ;-; thank u so much im so glad u enjoy my works<3333

- NOT ANGST NOT LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!! pained beginnings to happy endings are my specialty.....IMAGINE me writing a sad ending like i CANT!!!!!!!!! ive only done it a few times and it is so Difficult.....YALL ARE SO LUCKY IM NOT EVIL!!!!!! ive had this idea for an angsty akaashi fic that i think about and write in my head every night before falling asleep and it Hurts and i wanna write it but i also can’t make myself :D ABO would be very fun but i genuinely do not know how to explore the concept while making it feel like it’s Written By Me.....u know what i mean? same with soulmate aus, i really dislike writing them because theyre just boring to me like they all feel the same everything’s been done for them.....which is FINE!!! but i write enough cliche stuff as it is HAHA, a long distance type soulmate au could be fun and interesting but ldr’s trigger me bc of a past relationship so </3 but hey maybe someone else could use the idea!!!!!

- gotta love tsukishima <3

- im rlly glad my writing could be there for you friend, one of the biggest reasons i write fanfic (and write the kind of fics i write) is bc i know firsthand how much reading sweet stories abt ur comfort characters can help u through the shittiest times - i just wanna offer ppl some support and happy feelings and love cuz sometimes fanfic is the only time we can find those things (and theres nothing shameful abt that either if anyone bullies u for reading fanfic i will fight them)

- I KNOW MY LAYOUT IS LAZY AND BASIC AS FUCK AND THAT IS BECAUSE I DO NOT GIVE A SHIT LMAOOOO so im glad u think its ok...... like i dont have the patience to create a fancy ass layout that actually works are u KIDDING ME??????? I COULD LITERALLY NEVER plus i kinda like that its just the basic kinda ugly boring default layout like it makes it simple and easy and i feel like it brings focus to the only thing on this blog that i care about which is my writing, i rlly only care about the content here and not aesthetics jdbljdabsdk that blue background will be there til i Die......i adore u more btw 

- WHOA trilingual what the hell ur so cool tell me more 

- you have my word, friend, that i will continue to do all of that so long as you do the same. take care of yourself, be kind to yourself - i know u can do it, ur so kind to others and u deserve to be kind to urself, too so this is the part that genuinely brought me to tears because *sappy dumb shit ahead* ok look ever since i can remember the one and only thing ive wanted to do with my life is become an author ...... dreams of book covers with my name written on them and words in pages written by me and fanart of my characters and going into my local bookstore n seeing my book there....these thoughts all haunt my fucking brain because i want it SO BAD!!!!!!!! so bad that it makes me CRY!!!!!!!! ive never wanted something more and just!!!!!!!!!!!! idk how much u meant that part but holy fuck!!!!!! i hope so bad that one day i can send u a free copy of my book as a thank u for being the person u are. u have all my love friend, every last bit of it <333333333