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all i'm saying is i never thought my kingdom hearts au would get so complicated that i now have to write up a document to keep everything in order. what happened. am i becoming the next nomura. somebody either stop me or help me
#gala's ganders#kingdom hearts#kh#writing#fr tho IT'S SO CRAZY#there's a whole thing in the au about how the games were mostly false so i have to rewrite SO MUCH STUFF#it's fun but also incredibly confusing#oh well at least i get to toss recoded out the window
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[ID: a digital redraw of the scene where chuuya shoots dazai in the shoulder. on the top of the drawing is chuuya holding a guy to dazai's head in the red and grey hallways of the prison. on the bottom of the drawing is dazai's pained face. the gunshot is shown stylistically as hectic lines behind his bloody shoulder. over the image is half a quote from goncharov that reads 'if we really were in love you wouldn't have missed.' the signature says dandelion-roots. end ID]
This quote from Goncharov (1973) in relation to soukoku has been haunting me from before I even got to that scene in the anime (the full thing is: Katya- Of course we're in love, that's why I tried to shoot you/ Goncharov- If we really were in love you wouldn't have missed). Violence as a tool for communicating emotions, especially love and hatred, especially love and hatred makes me go feral- how could I not think of the iconic quote that says that katya's miss was a sign of a lack of love/a fake love when chuuya didn't miss? Just... losing it over here.
#bsd#bsd s5#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#soukoku fanart#bungou stray dogs season 5#bsd spoilers#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#not to tell on myself but i just realized that i. used the wrong screenshot as ref JKDSKDJKDJ i have too many saved. its fine. u get it#just saying it in case anyone was confused#goncharov#also just to be clear if someone didnt understand the caption- i used the quote to be the opposite of what was happening#not to describe what was happening in the scene or to imply that chuuya later not killing dazai was him 'missing'#i get VERY specific imagery in my mind and i disregard everything else#and i do it in the way that would be incredibly confusing to most ppl at first glance. such is the world#im not wordy rn i cant fully describe my feral state after finishing bsd earlier today or this thing. hope u enjoy it anyway!#it was rly fun to do a screenshot redraw the bsd animation crew is so freaking talented and i got to see which colours they used where#i changed them bcs they wouldnt been too desaturated but lots of blues in the bg! colour theory babyyy#and got to play around w csp! fun fun been so long since ive done digital art
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scar Going Through It(tm) in Ad Astra by @desertduality <3
version with Eyes vv
#I have a lil headcanon that (in the future) scar keeps one Eye open over his blind one basically at all times#and so giving him a normal vision in a way <3#(he often even forgets about it it becomes so natural and hes momentarily confused when sometimes people jump when they see him)#((but to be fair to them glowing purple eye in the darkness screams enderman so. understandable))#can we give a shoutout to the feather earring#it survived so much its incredible#but also the more I think about it and the possible symbolism it carries the more Big Emotion I feel so lets just. not do that. yep#anyway fun fact! I decided to contrast his scars#so theres a clear divide of old (dark) vs new (white)#for fun <3#goodtimeswithscar#gtws#watcher scar#secret life#life series#wouldve probly managed to finish this a week ago but ya. got sick . bleh#but I'm doing better now so I might be able to drop more art soon yippeeee
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// wip day.
tagged by; @adelaidedrubman, @katsigian and @hibernationsuit, thank you so much!! tagging; @reaperkiller, @envergothash, @dickytwister, @shellibisshe, @secondsundering, @devilbrakers, @dekariosgale, @velocitic, @necro-hamster and YOU!
thought i'd do something different for this today :^) i'm working on a powerpoint (inspired by ezra velocitic thank u for the idea ^-^) to hopefully one day be able to explain the cyberpunk extended blorboverse that red reaperkiller and i have been working on for over a year now! it also includes my own story with vincent and his friends since the two stories eventually come together sometime in 2083 and 2084 (yeah i know the game is called 2077 i don't care leve me aloe). here's some slides to give you an idea of what kind of lore to expect :^)
#tag games#so many beautiful people in my phone with the same names so i'm using urls as last names now sorry#i have no idea who has wips also so i'm just out here tagging. feel free to kill me for whatever reason#sparing you the details of all the serpent projects for now but those are in there too. don't even worry about it#all our guys have their own slide and sometimes even a second introduction because there's different time periods i work in#the main storyline for the arasaka gang for example runs from 2065 to 2073 which is project cobra#but then some guys from that group of people become relevant again in 2077 and they look vastly different by then#it's a lot of work but it's fun :^) i'm over the 100 slides right now and we're not even close to being halfway there#cassidy only JUST got introduced in all of it and he is the main character of killing era alongside seb WEHJDHJGFDHJGDFG#also i'm showing off the family slides because of the face claims. because they are scratching my brain#the bullet points are incredibly simplified because there's so much more going on with these people but as i said. 100 slides.#if the relationship slide is confusing you wait until you get to see the club bodytalk polycule :( sorry
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watched american psycho for the first time. it's really funny and hits the right level of confusing surrealism. very good.
#we did our own green flag red flag tally#5 green flags (two of them are a stretch) 30 red flags (no notes taken)#my sister wanted me to put washing his face in the green flags until he started peeling his face off#she also had some interesting commentary but she did think paul allen Was bateman for most of the movie#so it was insightful but confusing#it did highlight that batemans identity itself is debatably real which is interesting#makes me wonder if people constantly forgetting his name was not just to poke fun at him#for being an incredibly boring and forgettable person despite being convinced of his superiority#but if it was also meant to call into question if he IS a real person at all- if maybe patrick bateman doesn't exist#idk. it doesn't make total sense but it's cool#i wanna read the novel now
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watching decked out 1's tutorial video and its super interesting to see what's changed and what mechanics came from what, etc. clank, for example, hasnt changed too much. its effect through the whole of the run were replaced by hazard, but at max it still releases vex and makes it easier for the mobs hunting you to find you (aggro-net, which i will forever be impressed by). but artifacts, while still the path to gathering points, function so much differently.
#i remember watching it be played once or twice but i was mostly just confused and impressed.#also i knew like intellectually that do2 is much bigger than do1 but damn. seeing the one level dungeon with swuare hallways is crazy now.#this isnt to like.. downplay do1–still frankly a deeply impressive game and not something i could ever do myself–#talks#hermitcraft#sorry just still incredibly in awe of decked out 2. its so fun even just to watch people play and theres so... much?#and all that was done by one guy. and it works so well! which is crazy.
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This "Joyce figuring out Jancy are together" fic has gotten a little out of hand but that's fine
#me: i can write a short little fun fic#also me: 5k words on Joyce's complicated feelings about trying to parent Jonathan but feeling out of her depth bc he's 17#and she's also trying to work through her grief and accidentally leaned on him too much again#and feels incredibly guilty about it but doesn't know how to fix it#but she's also wrestling with the fact that he's not a little boy anymore and that he's suddenly not around the house as much#also let me be clear#the whole time our beloved Joyce does not realize that Jonathan saying he was going out with Nancy meant he's dating her#so that poor woman is even more confused by these changes#anyways#she's trying her best
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i think the best and most confusing way to say "thats what she said" is
Quoth the she, thats what
Indeed, if someone came up to me and said that I'd stare at them for several uncomfortably long seconds trying to figure out whether those were real words or not
and then I'd pretend I knew what they said and remain confused the rest of my life
#quil's queries#dizzeners#that reminded me. guys I successfully made a joke yesterday <- said something not trying to be funny and someone laughed#i say that like i'm not an incredibly funny person#anyway. profe explained something and then went 'any questions?' as usual#and it was silent so he asked again. and. on mute. I simply turned the page and say nah imma just stay confused#and my classmate laughed#i am a comedian *thumbs up*#that class is so so fun there's only three of us but we r always laughing <3#we r also always a little confused but it's okay#i think we're also all taking the class together next year too. so. we can continue being a silly little group <3
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it’s about to be june everybody :)
#ladrien#ladrienjune#ladrien june#wip wednesday#well. here we are again. i think im going to let the plot of this one be a surprise simply because i have no idea how to describe it#and i haven’t even thought of a title yet. june is (technically - it’s one in the morning here) TOMORROW😭😭😭#ive only prewritten two chapters and i have a vague outline of an incredibly complex plot. a typical peachcitt ladrien june ig#anyway. get ready for the vibe of a lifetime#been really into the idea of just writing a fuck all whatever vibe for fun lately. just really being confusing with it#and i think this fic will be a hard launch into my new era of self indulgence#also so far both prewritten chapters are around 1000 words which.#maybe they partly needed to be because of how i need to do setting building as fuck while also sticking with the prompts#but i think a big thing is i cannot physically shut the fuck up and i am worried about how that bodes for the rest of the month#but it’s been a couple years of this. the only way to survive a ladrien june is c’est la vie it the whole time and then it’s fine#im gonna post a bigger sneak peek to my kofi tomorrow (may 31) so keep an eye out if interested!!#okay anyway that’s enough rambling. goodnight everybody happy ladrien june eve eve
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Y’all are being subjected to my Sims 2 tests, so there
The other set of Vargases came over for a visit and Scriabin picked up Shmee and started talking to Scriabin through him. Very normal, very usual
I downloaded some circle-glasses recolours and hghghh they look so good! Closer every day to his final details! Getting ever closer!
Edgar too! I made him a custom hair with a lighter undercut - I’m mostly happy with it, probably could’ve shifted it a shade closer to his skintone but the texturing was weird no matter what :P And his stripey shirt! I wish Body Shop didn’t have that hands-on-hips pose lol, it looks so much better in-game, but that’s all the better :)
I got some new clothes for Todd as well! As soon as I saw this ‘fit I was like “Oh that’s 100% Todd there he is.” Scriadad hug ♥ So cute
Foot-dancing together stopp it’s so cute!!
The way he looks at them stoppp <3 <3 They kept doing this right up til they left for home haha, Todd’s giggles are the cutest
Used SimPE to save him to the Body Shop, I now have infinite copies of The Boyyyy ♪
Moved him in with his “parents” as just shadow people basically, they’re not gonna matter in a bit as long as I remember how to get the Social Worker/Adoption process to work properly. Get her Todd!!
Wanna play? :D
Menacing :(
Look, Todd, your new dads are here! Initially I wasn’t sure who I wanted to adopt him, got lots of options; the first passes, the married couple with their own Todd, Johnny?? He definitely doesn’t have the facilities for a child lol But these are the ones that showed up on their own, so the married Vargases are the winners!
Scriabin cares more about him than his actual parents ;; A stranger off the street shows him more care! Not that it’s a high watermark
Look at him being a good dad!
Weh, he just wants friends ;; Poor baby
Best timeline, thank you
While we wait for CPS, let’s get some other interactions in! Nny is mean so he tended to prank the other two with a nose flick - mostly Edgar lol ♪ Now kiss
“Oh please don’t break all my bones~ :3” I love Todd looking up at them haha <3
Pffft, I think he was talking about the other Scriabin and just how attractive he is. Classic Scriabin. Alternatively, also funny to imagine him bragging himself up about how he’s just so handsome that Edgar can’t help but love him hahaha ♪
Allow me to tickle you with my KNIFE! >:D
Get a load of this guy lol
He ended up passing out at one point - I forgot which motives make CPS show up >.> - and completely 0%’d his comfort, but for some reason stargazing increased it?? It’s the same ground wh
Is two not enough to satisfy your butterfly bloodlust child?? He ended up with three, I had him release them before he was picked up by the Social Worker - success!
He rolled a new Want as soon as Todd was taken away - “Wants to see Ghost of Todd” Woah, dark! :0
And here he is on the married Vargases’ lot!! Success!! I did it right!! Heck yeah! :D Unfortunately they were uh, indisposed at the time. Good job guys pft
Goes right for Shmee, he really is Todd <3
#The Sims 2#My queue is too backlogged on main! And I /have/ been working on a lot of Vargas-specific Sims 2 retextures so it's fine lol#These are still tests - as said up top lol - so these events are ''non canon'' to what will eventually be my actual Vargas family#The beats will be similar tho! It's mostly just a lot of tweaking at this point to get everything just where I want before the domino falls#Edgar Nny and Todd are all so close to done - Scriabin still needs a bit more work lol of course he's the problem member ♪#It'll be worth it tho! >:3c Handsome lad <3#Did find out some interesting things with the Social Worker/Adoption process :0 Most importantly that adoption basically wipes everything#Wipes memories and family relations and changes the last name! So I'll have to go in with SimPE to change his name back once I'm there#I love SimPE haha ♪ I mean it's just an extension of how much I love TS2 but I just ughsjkhagf it's a good program!#It's extremely powerful and easy to get lost in if you don't know where to look but it's also incredibly user-friendly if you do know#Like - it's as easy as ''Open this sub-menu. Click this button. Rename this. You're all done'' it's just jdsflf Sims 2 my beloved <3 <3#I decided to cheat down the Casils' relationship with Todd before everything else - thus why his father is menacing him for the prank#I've seen Sims with not high enough friendship to not take a water balloon as a fun invitation but not between a parent and child!#It's subtle but the parent being mad and the kid cowering :( It's sadly appropriate for Todd#I stuck the Casils in a box to wait things out and they ended up glitching frozen in bed - they're effectively dead by Motive but can't move#So they can't die /or/ live - feels fitting#If you'd like to recreate CPS taking your child away without straight up torturing them! - Hunger. You just need hunger lol#Alternately you can also have them miss class if you'd prefer to feed them - both will result in being taken away after long enough#If I return to this save it's gonna be confusing since both Todds are identical and have the same names lol#I do have a bunch of new clothes! Second shopping trip :D#There's something oddly fitting for the Vargases to adopt twin/clones lol - fun shenaniganary until the Final Version comes to pass#Although now that I think of it I Could also give them a toddler!Todd hmmmmmm#It's an idea :)
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im gonna be completely honest man all this donna noble posting is getting to me. ive watched maybe max 3 episodes of doctor who 6 years ago but youre convincing me a little bit to watch more. youve made me insane about these two characters i know very little about outside of what you put on my dash. what are you doing to me
This is the highest honor anyone could've ever bestowed upon me,Laying down on the floor i've reached self-actualization god put me on this earth to make other people on tumblr unwell about donna noble and i've succeeded at long last. go watch 2006 christmas special runaway bride now
#and then all of series 4 of doctor who#actually you dont have to do this. do whatecer. ill be here rotating my guy on this blog 24/7 feel free to observe#and you dont have to watch ALL of series 4 but you do have to watch partners in crime(<-non negotiable) And fires of pompeii And turn left#(and midnight also. donna isnt in this one at all its just the best episode of all time ever)#silence in the library/forest of the dead is also like really fucking good not essential but recommended#and then stolen earth/journeys end is the finale of series 4 and donnas exit i wouldnt actually deem this essential#unless you plan on watching more past series 4 and/or also want to watch the 60th specials.#well its like obviously an essential part of her character journey and the story overall but its also So packed with So Much Other Stuff#like it brings back lots of other characters from prior seasons and wrap up their journeys as well and if youre not invested in those#you just might be confused as to whats going on. its still fun tho but i suspect you get maximum enjoyment out of it if youve watched s2-s3#or at least some of it#ask#swagyaoi#holy shit incredible url who did you kill for this
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I have a lot of anxiety about going to the movies alone but I also really wanted to see this movie and I'm still so mad I JUST missed Broker by a couple days so I was like okay exposure exercise I'm gonna see Hidden Blade because even if I don't know whether or not ill like it I didn't want to regret missing another limited release and omg I'm so happy I went it was so good and the anxiety was forgotten ahhhhh I'm really proud of myself
#the acting and directing were so good and i am really proud of yibo he did so good and GOD THE TWIST#just so much fun#i wasnt sure at first cause i didnt quite know the history well and the story is told non linearly so i was confused but then everything#connected and it was so great#the scene directly after the truck scene...incredible#tony and yibo were both terrific but i also loved the japanese actor he was a lot of fun too#just such a good movie im glad i left my comfort zone to see it#oh ALSO THE MUSIC god i loved the mudic and sound design#some scenes were total silence and then the music would start and my heart would start ramping up so good so fun#okay i will stop for now i need to kie down and scream maybe#hidden blade#bushy rambles
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the last quarter of city of bones by cassandra clare is. certainly something.
#so. to set the scene here#the SECOND simon and jace were introduced i googled ''who does clary end up with''#and (regardless of whether of not this is true) i saw that she ends up with jace#disappointing but i expected it (i like simon so much more but theres nothing ya fantasy authors hate more than bffs to lovers stories)#and THEN i looked at trigger warnings for the book. ''graphic incest'' was super out of left field#at first i thought it would be alec and isabelle. then i thought it was luke and jocelyn.#THEN i thought the twist would be that it was jocelyn and valentine (bc i saw valentine being clarys dad from a mile away)#never. EVER. in a million fucking years. did i expect it would be clary and jace#listen. im all for fucked up ships. but what is this shit lmao#is jace ACTUALLY her brother and do they ACTUALLY end up together?? im not sure if i can finish reading this series if thats the case#it gives me the ick so severely. fucked up stories about incest are one thing but the summary of book 2 is Upsetting#''her handsome infuriating brother'' why the fuck are you describing it like its a TYPICAL YA FANTASY ROMANCE BOOK. IM SO CONFUSED#i read this book IN PUBLIC#if you've read the series: is he really he brother? do they really end up together at the end or was that misinformation?#also: is it worth it to keep reading regardless?#the first 3/4 of the book was so fun! the characters were cool and it was an easy read#but the last 1/4 was like that mr. incredible meme where he gets slowly more and more horrified#the mortal instruments#yeah im tagging the main tag bc i need answers#good lord lmao#i do honestly feel like the book was ruined because of that ending and that's irritating me because it was otherwise very good#but again. lmao. i don't know if i can read a ya romance book where the main character waxes about how hot her BIOLOGICAL BROTHER IS#it would be one thing if she was immediately like ''oh. lmfao. that's fucked up'' and stopped romantically pursuing him#but if they end up together she clearly does not stop#how is JOCELYN GOING TO REACT TO THAT. SHGXHAKJSHS#anyway please lmk. i feel very conflicted rn
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[nsft text cont abt my. tgaa. ideas.]
actually in hindsight you could do interesting shit with this if you made van zieks a vampire (low hanging fruit), mikotoba a werewolf, and then sholmes a human that is very invested in the supernatural. sholmes and mikotoba have a committed but open relationship and so at some point sholmes has had the van zieks devouring his blood and then throwing it at the wall experience and then mikotoba just goes wolf mode and. wow being eighteen is really disorienting at what point does it feel more normal to post about cock?
#saturn.txt#i have such an appreciation for sex in fics despite being very sex repulsed both because sex positivity in the world is so good#but also i view it as like little character studies. like yes i guess i'm reading about gay sex but#it's the Meaning of the gay sex y'know? what it shows about the characters#and i think this could show something very interesting about the three of these people's inclinations towards the dangerous#and rejection of what is conventional and where they are at in that process#could be a very good gay in the time period exploration tbh#but admittedly it would also just be fun to write about werewolf sex#very confusing logistically and probably a little distressing but also like. INCREDIBLY fun#but i have actual emails to like. answer. so no more on this
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i think "i like final fantasy 13 i just think its gameplay is bad and overall its not very fun" is an incredibly pioneering take of mine.
#listen. ive just been playing better games recently.#also it does definitely get more fun the further you get in the game what w the paradigm system#unfortunately only being able to control one party member in an atb based game makes it so a lot of time is spent waiting#also the equipment leveling system is INCREDIBLY confusing and unintuitive#and it gets better once you reach pulse but youre also immediately outclassed by most everything because your level is pretty limited#at that point just because of how cocoons gameplay is
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BOOM ! I did the DTIYS of @forgettable-au too !
I had a lot of fun honestly, I tried to mimic the colors and the style a little and I made Gaster super creepy because why not~
I had the idea of including Frisk when I saw the mirror, it sounded quite obvious and I was afraid to just make the same thing everyone did, but I haven't seen anyone do it beside myself for now so yipee
Little message for the creator if they ever see this:
Thank you so much for you AU, I love it so much and, as an autistic person who have been obsessed with this game since 2017, I'm so happy to see such a cool and well written AU being created in this fandom after all this years. It inspires me a lot for my own Undertale AU comics (that is about Gaster too but not in the same way at all x)). I particularly appreciate the color palette you use in your comic, it's just incredibly pretty Please keep going, and take care !
Also Little bonus that I wanted to do, I just imagined Frisk all confused and scared about the weird reflexion, poor kid
#undertale#undertale fanart#undertale fandom#undertale art#undertale au#ut au#papyrus#the great papyrus#undertale papyrus#papyrus undertale#frisk#undertale frisk#frisk the human#frisk undertale#frisk dreemurr#gaster#wd gaster#undertale gaster#gaster undertale#wingding gaster#forgettableDTIYS#forgettabledtiys
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