#it's been nEaRlY fIvE MOntHs
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...comedy. right, okay, so we're just saying things now??
#like obviously it's very funny and i love the silly bits#but good god i have been losing it for nearly five months straight. curled up in a ball crying clawing at the curtains etc. etc.#maybe im just confined to a very angsty section of the fandom? but when i think 'good omens' i don't think 'oh a comedy' ajdkjasljf#good omens#shitpost#good omens 2#crowley#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#aziracrow#go2#ineffable lovers#ineffable wives#good omens season 2#gomens#anthony j crowley#aziraphale x crowley#crowley x aziraphale#good omens shitpost
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Another page of doodles (bakery au flavor!)
#minecraft story mode#mcsm ivor#mcsm harper#mcsm stampy#mcsm stacy#mcsm lukas#mcsm jesse#mcsm nurm#mcsm jack#bakery au#I can’t believe I’ve never drawn Jack and Nurm…..how could I have let this happen#fun fact!! the strawberry cake is a direct copy of one I baked over the weekend#I have been meaning to make scar refs for Jesse for nearly THREE MONTHS and now I finally did#and the cupcake and the pie are from chapter five!#my art
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Also it really sucks bc I want to draw but I CAN’T bc I’m in a lot of pain rn. Sitting here like
#AUGHH. I’m still in physical therapy btw.#I was doing p good for a while until I sat in the car for a 5 hour round trip and that fucked my back up SO bad#So I relapsed. And my pain has been Bad for the past couple weeks#Not nearly as bad as it was at the beginning but my pain levels are back up#Which makes me so MAD bc I was at the point where I barelyyy felt it#SIGHS#Well. I’m getting dry needling done tomorrow and that should help#Not SUPER fond of the idea of needles getting poked into my back but at this point I’ll do anything#My therapist says everyone who’s done it under his care has felt a lot better afterwards#And I trust his judgement so.#I’ll be poked and prodded at tomorrow morning lol#I just want this to be over. It started in May. It’s October now#It’s been what. Five months?? FIVE????#It’s almost been half a year since this started oh my fucking god. Killing myself#Shima speaks
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May your heavy desire for vengeance one day be buried amidst the dead leaves of the autumn.
#biscuitwalking!#arknights#bw!: arknights#2023#ever since unchained came out i can now proudly say that firewatch is my favorite 5 star#this has been in the drafts for nearly five months bc i lost motivation for the last pic (which was designed second lol)
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Wowza my math was soooo bad
Now that maps are in I finally returned to eden, and you know what? Actually alot more pleasant now.
Anyway haven't done the math at all, but i'm hoping for 12 wedges after tomorrow's wl run, wish me luck! 💪
#it's been nEaRlY fIvE MOntHs#Happy 2 have done it though#unless the unlikely event that i get regular heart trades for valley completion#i'll never go to eden for anything but oobs ever again
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i have boy smell again =_=
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the “dating girls is just easier!!” rhetoric is so deceptive like what the actual fuck have you ever met a lesbian
#it has been nearly a month since we broke up and it still feels fresh as fuck my god i miss her#shit has me wishing i was a heterosexual….. truly sickening#i miss her hands and the back of her neck and how her hair smells ohhh i can’t do it#she lives five minutes away from me she’s so close i wish she wasn’t so fucking close i want to run to her#when is it going to end lol!!!!#bea buzzing
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After doing nothing but sleep and game for two days I feel the call again...the call...of the rider...
#;ooc.#and by that I mean riding my bIKE.#ITS BEEN NEARLY FIVE MONTHS I MISS RIDING#me: ok I will take this week off to rest#me a day in: look at you doing nothing but sleep. you lazy bastard. you piece of shit--
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weird that the girls I'm doing my traineeship with have almost only met the bone tired and sleep deprived version of me. It's a version that version close to tipsy me and that's all they've known
#I mean yeah no one can truly know us. not even us#and I'm still me#but it's a me with less of a filter and a bit off kilter. and more annoying than usual because of that#not really a problem but it is kind of weird#people I meet once might know me tired and might know me tipsy. but here we've been seeing each other nearly every day for four months#almost five now#:/ it's a bit weird is all#personal
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Our apologies if we're... inconsistent in the next little bit. If you'll allow us to be briefly negative, the 3DS/WiiU online services shutdown is... hitting us, with the abrupt GRIEF of something that was loved and cherished and cared for being abruptly... shut down, just like that. Features taken out forever. Parts of games that could have been loved for years to come simply being... gone. An axe that, unlike with older games, CAN'T simply be recovered from, except with infrastructure. Communication between games lost forever. A whole link in things gone, with a lifespan of barely more than twelve years.
It's...
We enjoy the Pokemon games. If we were to start a trade between two GBA Emerald cartridges nowadays, provided we tracked down the hardware, it could still be done. Nothing is lost of communication features. Platinum is a full game without the wifi features, albeit missing a few trade evolutions, and if you have a wifi router with antiquated enough settings, you can still transfer your pokemon forward to Gen 5. Black and White lose few features and can be played in full without hurting too much. With the 3ds...
Pokemon Bank being shut down means no more transfers to future games. A guillotine to transferring beloved Pokemon forward, with no real remedy. ORAS's secret bases rely on passively collecting data from other participants to function. Hacking 3DS games is already difficult, and we doubt that reverse engineering parts of infrastructure that are simply gone will be easy. Maybe it's just other things fucking with us, and we're definitely being a bit dramatic, but... the eShop shutdown already cut off massive amounts of previously playable games. Who will archive online features? Who will archive the things that require connective infrastructure? As things grow more complicated, they grow more difficult to repair. How long before it becomes impossible to replace that which once was?
Twelve years feels like a horribly short lifespan for any technology, and things keep trending worse - making things faster and faster and more and more rushed as the structures they're built on require more and more work. This isn't sustainable. This can't keep going. This market is running faster than we can handle, and it feels like it's only getting faster. Modern things keep being discarded the moment they aren't shiny and new, keep leaning more and more on communication and intercommunication and infrastructure that will rot the moment it isn't actively attended to. How much worse will it be for future things?
There is a game on our computer, fully installed. No online features at all. Yet, it cannot be played. It was made with AOV to prevent piracy, and the servers it was meant to connect to no longer exist.
We don't want more games to be made the same way. But we don't think that this road branches anywhere but an awful demise, approaching faster and faster by the day.
#we speak#negative chatter#we do apologize for this. we've been spiralling on and off for the past While#a specific project we thought we had time for is now on a six month deadline and we aren't coping well with it#it's. look let's just say we're not in a great state of mind#this is a subject we feel strongly about and this is hitting us in the gut in all the wrong ways#we hate how archiving games isnt considered important we hate how digital history is seen as Less Important#we hate how everything that we cant hold in our hand is liable to vanish the moment that someone decides it isnt making profit#we. don't like the fact that the lives of the things we care for are growing more and more finite#there's a rot in everything digital that just grows and grows and grows#and we arent sure it can be rooted out. and we arent sure it can be stopped. but it grows and grows and grows#as more and more peoples lives and health are dedicated to a beast that eats and eats and eats#we don't like how modern things are made. we don't like the way things are going.#we think of new houses and new construction. we think of how our wool greatcoat still holds out nearly a century after its making.#we think of how our new winter coat had to be discarded barely five years after its purchase.#we crave permanancy and variety but more and more everything is growing faster and blander and more discardable#and this is only a symptom of it. but it brings enough to the surface that we're struggling to cope.
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work is really fucking bumming me out today (and just lately in general), wanna send me some good vibes to get me through the next half hour ?
#chel’s life#personal#feeling extremely incompetent and bad at my job#while yes work has been fucking hectic for nearly two months now and we’re all feeling it#it still doesn’t feel great when i publish newsletters with mistakes five weeks in a row#even with proofreaders
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I gotta say on the one hand it's kind of frustrating that I can't get diagnosis or treatment for my symptoms disease*, and on the other hand it's more than a little funny that the medication that just so happens to treat my symptoms disease** is also the medication given to me by doctors for asthma or allergy flareups. Also, the medication that's been like "doesn't fix it completely but sure as hell helps a LOT" was not actually prescribed for my endocrine issue! It was prescribed for salt wasting syndrome, a thing that is not actually a diagnosis (because two opposite things are called that)*** I am not a medical professional do not take any of this as medical advice, I'm just venting
*aka whatever is wrong with my endocrine system. I don't have an official diagnosis, just many different specialists going "yeah that's...not supposed to happen. Sounds like something is wrong with your endocrine system and it might be autoimmune" **corticosteroids ***there are two things that can be called salt wasting syndrome: cerebral salt wasting syndrome, and SIADH. From what I've heard from various doctors, the treatment for the two things are pretty much the complete opposite, even though the symptoms present the same.
#the person behind the yarn#medical mention#medication mention#as it was explained to me: SIADH is when your body keeps too much water and because of that it lowers your salt#cerebral salt wasting syndrome is when your body gets rid of too much salt and because of that it lowers your water#SIADH you restrict fluid intake#cerebral salt wasting syndrome you add a LOT more salt and drink a LOT of water#and sometimes take fludrocortisone (the salt levels go up medication)#but! cerebral salt wasting syndrome usually lasts a few weeks and can sometimes last a few months#and does not require long term treatment#I have had symptoms for more than ten years and have been on fludrocortisone for nearly five years#I do not think it's cerebral salt wasting syndrome#all this is brought to you by: I had a bad asthma flare up and was put on short term corticosteroids#and I have no symptoms. None. My breathing is fine my blood pressure is fine my heart rate is in the 70s!!!#I don't have hypoglycemia! I'm not dizzy when I stand up! even my darn muscle spasms have stopped!!#I didn't get enough sleep last night and I'm not sick because of it!
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someone please magically cure this illness for me so i can have the brainpower to write again
#it’s been five days of staring into the void#i’m so fed up#my notebook is full of ideas and the next two chapters of four walls are almost good to go but i just have zero energy to do anything#aghhhhhh#i hate this#so sorry to anyone who’s waiting for me to update#i promise it’s nearly here now it’s just been a manic month what with moving and seeing am and now being ill#but it is about twice as long as usual if that makes up for it at all#and once i’ve moved properly to my new place this weekend i’ll be back to my more frequent writing/updating schedule#lulu posts
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#I don’t think she would do that I just thought it was funny#Been putting this off nearly a month lmao#Wanted to post it for a month#and it only took five minutes to get it all done with#Literally just needed to take a picture if it and then that’s it#whatever#pafl#sanya#i remember having a good time drawing this#I was in class so my only reference for the hand was my own lmao#It was nice actually#The hand took five minutes#Everything else all together was a minute lol#Man I still have other stuff I wanna post#Ugh#later
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can i bitch for a second
#this isn't the bitching i was referencing in my last reblog. for the record.#unrelated bitching but something i said reminded me#one time i was hanging out w a friend and she mentioned that back in hs i said something rude to her#and i'm terribly sorry that happened as one should be#and in general i like to think i'm not the sort of person who would do that anymore#and i apologized w recognition that the best apology is changed behavior#*i should note i know what i said like she told me it's just not relevant#but 1) that was the better part of a decade ago#and 2) four or five years back we were hanging out over winter break from college#and i mentioned being a little wary of hanging out w a mutual friend from hs#bc she'd done something our senior year i uh. uh. almost made an irreversible decision over#and this friend went ''oh you're still mad about that?'' like it hadn't just been a couple years at that point#and also like it hadn't nearly killed me#and a few months ago we were hanging out and i was complaining actually about the thing i referenced in my last reblog#look it's full circle#and she more or less said i needed to get over it. but somehow more rudely than i phrased it there#perhaps i can be a bitch and het actions don't justify that but it may be time to self reflect#rachel rants
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Aggressively promoting the bar where I work on all my social media
#i'm reposting the job ad everywhere on instagram and facebook etc etc we're not nearly enough people#next month is fucking packed for me i only got 11 days in november without any kind of appointment#i agreed to take over five shifts instead of the usual three bc i don't have a regular job yet so i can still do that to help#(and also hoping i can get some more free weekends in december so i can go christmas market hopping)#but i'll def attend the st nicholas day party which will double as my birthday party since i don't have anyone else i'd wanna spend it with#anyway pls before covid they were 12 people and now we're 6 😭😭 if you exclude the boss' mom who usually only works wednesday and thursday#sometimes the boss himself works behind the counter too but only if he's not the dj or if there's no concert#sometimes even his dad or wife and one of my coworkers can't work much rn either bc her son has cancer and she can't plan too far in advance#for anyone who doesn't live here i'm still promoting it for cheap international glam concerts. paunchy cats. you gotta have been there#mel talks
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