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The Expense Of Trust | Chapter 1
Anomalies and Incident Reports
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Content Warnings: Cursing. Mentions of death and murder. Mentions of others being lesser than. Intent to kill. Death by anomaly. Darker themes and tone.
Run Down: In the instant of a site-wide containment breach, there are only a few protocols available to follow. Know the right people, hope to be at the right place at the right time, and whatever you do, don't trust anything.
Well, well, well
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âHave you been keeping David in line?âÂ
âYou mean have I been keeping Fritz out of trouble?âÂ
âYes to both questions, James,â Fritz grins, quick to wipe it away before David can spot it and threaten to report for insubordination. He really never knows when the senior researcher will actually follow through on requesting a change for an assistant. âThere havenât been any experiments that required him to put on a lab coat.âÂ
âThank goodness,â has David glaring at the phone currently on speaker, the sarcasm in Jamesâ voice loud and clear. Thereâs also a few sounds of shouting in the background, but neither of them comment. âHow would he ever survive?â
âItâs not my fault your idiotic institution has dumbass rules.â
Fritz wisely decides not to join in on reminding the tall man never seen wearing anything but a full piece suit why a lab coat is required. He doesnât need a lecture about how itâs a crime forcing such clothing to be covered by such a gaudy accessory. Not with James ensuring he sighs loud enough thereâs no mistaking it. âOh no, youâre so right, David. Getting acid spilt on you and damaging your suit that way is much better than protecting it and yourself for the sake of aesthetics. Remind me, what are you two doing right now?âÂ
David sends a look that says Fritz will cover for him, or the redheaded teenager is going to regret it, especially when they donât have a specific date for when James will return to protect him from the senior researcherâs wrath.Â
Fritz glances around the room they had been assigned to today. With David standing in the corner by the door, his phone sitting on a nearby table. Almost directly opposite, the teenager stands at the sterilized counter beside a sealed glovebox that takes up a majority of the space.Â
Good news, technically David doesnât need a lab coat right now considering the substance theyâre testing is already safely inside the chamber. Bad news, heâs being a terrible role model for following safety procedures.Â
âHeâs safely out of the contamination area,â Fritz offers.Â
âAt this point people will begin to genuinely ask how you ever became qualified to be a senior researcher,â James remarks.Â
âWell certain people should stay out of otherâs business when it doesnât concern them,â David growls.Â
âI canât help but feel like that was a jab toward me.âÂ
âOf course it was a jab toward you!â
Fritz quickly hides his laughter as the two continue to fight, focusing back on the task at hand. Putting on gloves and goggles before starting only a few basic tests on what had been described to them as a chemical produced by SCP-8202 thatâs more of just an unknown variable rather than a harmful one.Â
Honestly, heâs kind of curious how David and James became such good friends. Despite the hostility, the tactical response officer on the other end of the phone is called almost weekly, if not daily depending on what managed to annoy David enough that he needed to demand support. And itâs usually because someone brought up the lack of him wearing anything for safety.Â
The best part is James doesnât tell the senior researcher to stop, or to lower the amount, despite the fact they all know he is currently working an active mission of containing an anomaly offsite. The soft shouts from before has turned into larger amounts, and yet the argument still continues. There really never it any anger unless David is actively distracting him and refuses to hang up when things get...chaotic.Â
Davidâs never been the cause of a mission failing, or of someone getting hurt. But James has been pretty good at balancing entertaining his friend, and ensuring he knows that as good as the officer is at his job, heâs not an all-powerful being who can make everything wrong with the world vanish with the snap of his fingers.Â
Fritz jumps as a siren suddenly blares. He actively attempts to set the breaker in his hand down carefully despite the uncontrollable shaking, but thereâs no denying the terror snaking its way into his mind. Panick almost wanting to make him throw the fragile object despite it containing a still fairly unknown chemical just to get out, get to safety, he has to-!Â
The redhead curls in on himself when he feels two hands on his shoulders, stopping his frantic movements. He takes a moment to take a few deep breaths before looking up at Davidâs flat expression. At least thereâs no anger.Â
âItâs not to alert us thereâs been a containment breach,â David begins. âThis one is to let everyone know theyâre doing a controlled transfer to get an SCP to another facility.âÂ
It takes a moment for the words to sink in, to latch onto âcontrolled transferâ. Hesitate at the fact the siren doesnât sound like the one to signal the immediate need to evacuate, a lot softer and with a different pitch than the one he heard during orientation. Suddenly feels embarrassed by his reaction.Â
âS-Sorry,â Fritz murmurs. He finally manages to carefully set down the beaker before withdrawing his hands from the box.Â
David frees him, but instead of demanding they begin the report with the few things Fritz accomplished, the tall man motions to the door. âLetâs go watch it.âÂ
Fritz will admit he completely froze out of pure terror. At the thought at getting anywhere near an anomaly outside of containment, whether or not itâs controlled with multiple personnel ensuring nothing goes wrong. âW-Watch it?â
âItâll be safe. The message I got this morning even encouraged us to watch.âÂ
âIt will be completely safe, Fritz,â James pipes up. âYou should check it out, even for just a second.âÂ
Now Fritz feels humiliated rather than embarrassed. The two teaming up due to knowing why he reacted to both the siren and the suggestion in such a way. Itâs even worse James understood what happened despite being on a phone call. Fritz almost regrets admitting a little bit about why heâs an assistant researcher for the Foundation.Â
...James has never been malicious, though. If anything, David figured out real quick that the redhead would be the only thing thatâd lower his anger if, say, there was a call right as the officer was about to capture an anomaly before it literally blew up in his face.Â
And despite the superior outer shell, Davidâs been more or less warming up to Fritz. No longer wrinkles his nose when the teenager is in close proximity or snaps to shut up despite responding to a question that had been asked. Even before then, the senior researcher wasnât trying to torture the unwanted assistant, just find ways to pass him along to someone else.Â
After a few months of working together, Fritz isnât despised. David isnât walking out the door to force his assistant to follow considering today he was tasked specifically to help the tall man with the sole reason David always knows whatâs best.Â
â...we, we can go watch.âÂ
âHanging up, James.âÂ
âDonât hesitate to call back.âÂ
David roll his eyes as he pockets his phone before walking out of the room. Fritz jolts at the realization heâs being left behind before shedding his gloves and goggles, chasing after the man whoâs a full foot taller and yet never slows his pace down.Â
âHe bitches about me calling, but whenever the dumbass is worried about you heâs more than happy to get covered in ash again despite complaining it took him weeks to get it all off.âÂ
The teenager is forced to jog to keep up. âWell, you do-âÂ
âDonât finish that sentence.â
Fritz smiles at the threatening tone despite knowing where theyâre headed. Glad to have something to keep his mind off of it. Forcing his limbs not to lock up as he repeats the promises this is safe. Nothing will happen.
Davidâs hand catches Fritzâs lab coat before he can jog past the senior researcher, yelping as heâs pulled toward a set of large windows heâs never seen before. He then slowly moves closer when it becomes clear theyâre not looking into a room level with them, his breath catching at the sight of having to look down, down, down before he finally spots the ground floor. Which is both terrifying and yet comforting knowing theyâre so far away from the anomaly.Â
The redhead nearly screams when he finally spots it. Such a small form from this high up, but a creature not made for this world none the less. One thatâs tall, so thin he can see the edges of its internal structure, and a muted teal color from head to toe. An eerie figure that only becomes uncanny when it takes a stuttering step forward, swaying as if itâll fall over at any second.Â
Then it lunges.
David catches him before he can sprint away, pulling the teenager close so thereâs no escape. From the anomaly, from the idea the officers currently standing directly beside it getting attacked, at the memories of that same walk advancing toward Fritz.Â
âWhaaat are you s-so afraid of?â
âYouâre not wrong to assume anyone but James are complete dumbasses when it comes to interacting with SCPâs without dying themselves,â David muses, sounding almost annoyed.Â
Fritz takes a deep breath when itâs clear heâs acting like a scared child, far from the professional assistant researcher heâs done everything in his power to be for David due to the man accepting nothing but perfection from those around him. Clenches his fist and grits his teeth in order to see whatâs being spoken about.Â
Unable to help but stare at the anomaly being completely frozen midair, unable to complete the lunge that was too fast to avoid.Â
âBut no one would transfer an SCP without first having all of the proper equipment,â David finishes. âNot to mention, weâre inside a place built on protecting against things like this. Humans like James are trained on responding to situations where someoneâs in danger.âÂ
Just like that night, when Fritz should have been killed. Unable to escape even if he could get himself to move, to run. It was faster than him. Didnât feel any remorse wearing the skin of someone he knew. There was a field agent who managed to save him before it was too late.
...Davidâs actually trying to comfort him.Â
Fritz blinks at the realization. Because this was more than just explaining why someoneâs being stupid, those words were specifically meant for reassurance. It makes him smile at the black mail he can give to James when the manâs back on site before leaving for another mission. Appreciative, but never thought heâd see the day.Â
âWhat are you looking at, dumbass?âÂ
Fritzâs smile immediately disappears when itâs clear he was caught. "I, I appreciate you letting me watch.âÂ
David scowls before suddenly turning on his heel in order to walk back the way they came. Fritz takes a moment to watch the anomaly slowly wake up, its limbs carefully resetting itself to stand rather than falling to the floor in order to make its way to the waiting truck. Quickly running after his senior researcher.Â
âNow get back to work!âÂ
Fritz nods as he grins. Finds himself a lot less tense despite the siren still blaring. Straightening up in attention when David places a hand on his head, almost confused at seeing the hazel eyes harden.Â
âI wonât let any SCP hurt you. If anything ever happens, wait until I find you.âÂ
Itâs such an odd request. Yet itâs said so earnestly Fritz can only nod. âOkay, Dr. Harrison.âÂ
He shouldâve seen it coming, but then again itâs David. Someone who rarely does certain actions only James tends to do out of fondness. Meaning the senior researcher earns a squawk as he ruffles the red hair with a smirk. âDumbass.â
Fritz tries everything in his power to get his breathing under controlling, going so far as to holding it instead of hyperventilating. Itâs the only thing he can do. Not when his body reacted on its own as soon as the siren started blaring. Sending him diving under the counter before curling into the smallest ball possible.Â
Now, of all times, why was he remembering that day? Of both David and James attempting to help him with the obvious terror? The promise Fritz made?Â
Maybe because itâs better to think about that rather than the fact the entire site has been compromised. At the fact Fritz had been working completely alone while testing a few chemicals after agreeing to switch tasks with his colleague for the day. Knowing he wonât be saved, that this is it, but unable to help but feel comfort and hope that somehow David will actually be able to find him. That James will appear on site despite the fact he left for a mission two days ago.Â
Fritz knows itâs nothing but wishful thinking, and yet he canât bare the thought of a fatal anomaly stumbling upon him at any minute.Â
He truthfully doesnât know whatâs better. Knowing that something went wrong is one thing. The siren states thereâs been a site-wide containment breach, meaning either an anomaly entered by itself and is causing havoc, or every single cell for hundreds of documented anomalies have just unlocked. Considering the door to the room Fritz was conducting experiments in opened on its own occurred without anyoneâs presence, it staying opening, itâs clear the latter is true.Â
Yet he hasnât heard or seen any evidence of every anomaly escaping at once. Itâs been almost too quiet, not even the sounds of personnel running or screaming. So despite everything saying he needs to evacuate as soon as possible, it almost feels like nothingâs wrong.Â
Fritz still canât move. Canât even try to peer into the hallway just to see if he should start running. Not when heâs locked in place. Even when he hears the distinct sound of footsteps quickly making their way down the hallway. Despite the fact theyâre getting closer and closer to him. And heâs just waiting, just like before.Â
He can only stare in horror as shoes appear in his field of vision as something walks into the room.Â
...he knows those shoes.Â
âFritz!âÂ
Thatâs Davidâs voice. Not a strangerâs, not a warped cry of an anomaly. But that canât be real. How would the man find him? How-?Â
Fritz canât breathe when the figure is suddenly kneeling to reveal David, who looks relieved when he spots the shivering redhead. âYou scared the shit out of me. Come on we need to go.âÂ
Itâs automatic, reaching out to accept the outstretched hand. The promise Fritz will be kept safe. Or at the very least wonât be alone.Â
âCome heeeere.â
Fritz yanks his hand back, bumping into the wall in the attempt to get as far away from the thing trying to trick him. Shaking his head to force himself not to trust what seems like a genuine look of confusion and concern.Â
âAre you D-Dr. Harrison?âÂ
It takes a moment to register what was asked, especially because Fritz canât speak above a whisper. But he sees when itâs comprehended. The look of fond annoyance so familiar it hurts. âWhat kind of dumbass question is that?â
That seals it. That this really is David and not something pretending to be him. Responding in such a way that couldnât be rehearsed enough to sound that genuine.Â
Fritz lunges forward, the tallerâs eyes widening in surprise before yelping as the momentum sends them both falling. The redhead doesnât apologize though, not when heâs too busy clinging to David as tightly as possible, slumping in relief when all that happens is a sigh before heâs hugged instead of getting killed because he made the wrong choice.Â
âItâs okay. Nothingâs going to touch you now that Iâm here,â David murmurs. Fritz doesnât want to call out the lie. Not when he was found. He doesnât know how, and maybe he doesnât want to know, but the promise was kept.
Fritz laughs when heâs awkwardly pat on the back after a minute. âTh-Thanks for, for finding me.âÂ
âI said I would, didnât I?â David demands. The redhead doesnât protest as heâs sat up, snorting when the senior researcherâs first priority is to dust his suit off. âShut up, be grateful I didnât yell at you for making me lie on the floor.âÂ
If there had been any doubts before, they wouldâve disappeared by now. No one but David can be that protective over his suit. Despite the siren still attempting to alert anyone around that can hear it there has been a fatal error somewhere on site.Â
Before Fritz can ask what happened, heâs being helped to his feet before getting lead out the door. Thereâs no time to realize and panic that they could encounter a dangerous anomaly immediately. Not when heâs already standing in the hallway thatâs...completely empty. The pure white walls untouched.Â
âStay behind me.âÂ
David doesnât free his arm until Fritz nods to state he understands. The senior researcher then begins to walk down the hallway, his assistant immediately following at a slight jog in order to keep up with the fairly quick pace. Almost like today wasnât any different from yesterday. Or a few days before that.Â
When they reach a corner, David doesnât hesitate to round it without so much as slowing down, Fritz essentially left behind as he skids to a halt. Panicked at the fact something couldâve been waiting. The senior researcher almost acting like the entire facility hasnât been compromised. The doors to the observation rooms of certain anomalies are wide open not even a few feet away.Â
"Fritz?âÂ
Green eyes blink up at David watching him worriedly. Realized he left the teenager behind and came back for him. It causes Fritz to hug himself knowing heâs the reason theyâre no longer heading toward the exit. Able to be stumbled upon by an anomaly. âY-You just, what if-?âÂ
âHey, take a deep breath,â David softly commands. âI will get us safely out of here in one piece whether we encounter an SCP or not. But I need you to trust me.â
Trust the man who managed to find him without being told of the switched tasks. The man who refuses to follow standard safety procedures. The man who ridiculed him from day one of being assigned as assistant. The man who acts like heâs a god at times and had a habit of refusing to obey instructions when an observation became compromised.Â
The same man who did find him to make sure he got out safely.Â
â...I trust you Dr. Harrison.âÂ
David smiles as he squeezes Fritzâs shoulder. âJust stay close, donât stop unless I do. Iâll explain once weâre out.âÂ
He nods to say heâll accept it. Confused and still terrified that Davidâs only acting like heâs invincible. But if they do get out safely, Fritz will never doubt the tall man again.Â
Fritz obediently jogs after David as they round the corner, biting his tongue when instead of following the hallways toward the ânearestâ exit, they seem to take a roundabout path instead as they make a right instead of continuing forward. To be honest, the facility is so vast the redhead canât help but get lost at times. Maybe there are quicker ways to get out. Ones assistant researchers arenât knowledgeable of.Â
âI really hope that stupid thing got turned off as well,â David mumbles. âWe shouldâve already found- James!âÂ
Fritz yelps as he collides with the taller figure suddenly coming to a stop, unable to say anything about the amused smirk he earns due to getting a bit dazed from the impact. Heâs not nearly as confused to not grab Davidâs arm to hold him back before he can start down the hallway to where a familiar figure stands. One that shouldnât be possible. Yet it perks up at the called name.Â
It looks like James. From his brown hair to the custom made tactical belt clipped around his waist. They havenât heard the man speak, but at least David isnât forcing them to go towards what might be the officer they know.Â
âH-How do we know?â Fritz breathes. Unable to finish the sentence. Pleads David understands heâs not questioning the senior researcher, just questioning if they can trust what they see.Â
It takes a moment, but a soft âahâ is made once David realizes. âItâs James. Iâd be able to tell if it was an SCP in disguise.âÂ
Fritz wants to ask how, but itâs too late, âJamesâ slowing down when he gets about a few feet away with his hands held up in surrender. âHey, Fritz. Itâs just me. The same one you called about David possibly going on a rampage because someone tried to make him wear a lab coat again.âÂ
That sounds convincing, but he canât know for sure, meaning he doesnât let go of the arm attempting to tug them both forward. If Davidâs wrong about being able to tell whatâs an anomaly. Is that a reaction James would have? Is that from years of containing different creatures with unknown abilities, or just something trying its hardest to earn their trust?
"What about the same one you secretly called because you were concerned David was sick because he acting âtoo niceâ?âÂ
âYou did what?âÂ
Fritz doesnât respond to Davidâs question, lunging toward the familiar smirk at managing to get on the tallerâs nerve. Heâs caught before immediately getting pulled into a hug. Definitely their James. âS-Sorry.âÂ
âNo, you did good,â the officer assures. âWe all know David is a terrible role model.âÂ
âI am not!â David exclaims. âI was right, wasnât I!â
Brown eyes roll before Fritz is gently pushed away in order for James to pat down his arms, a more than familiar ritual by now. âHave either of you encountered anything? I only saw one anomaly.âÂ
âNothing as of yet. Donât know if thatâs a good sign or a really bad one.â
Fritz watches as James seems to hesitate, meeting his gaze before looking up at David. âBad. Meaning we need to get out as soon as possible, meaning youâre leading the way.âÂ
The senior researcher doesnât question it. Only checks to make sure theyâre ready to go before heading back the way they came. This time at a much slower pace in which Fritz no longer has to jog just to keep up.Â
Somehow, it makes this ten times worse. Fritz knows they might being going slower because now they actually have someone who can at least keep an anomaly at bay if not neutralize it for a short period of time. Knows itâs because James is keeping an eye behind them with one glance back at the officer. David might not be trained to help on missions in capturing anomalies, but it wouldnât be surprising it he wasnât given a few lessons on what should be done if something like this ever happened.
But it gives Fritz time to think. To jump at every little sound reverberating through the hallways he hadnât noticed before. Following David, but feeling like heâs missing something if heâs in front instead of James.Â
âDid you just arrive on site?â Fritz finally asks. Quietly because it feels wrong if he raised his voice anymore. Needing to talk.Â
âI did, actually. We just transported a keter thatâs no longer contained, but I had been on my way to find you guys when the siren started.âÂ
âDo we know why it happened?â David calls over his shoulder.Â
âIt came from the higher ups,â James all but growls. âI didnât see any damage, didnât feel the entire place shake from an explosion. And considering the lights and ventilation system is still functioning, there was a specific command put in to open all cells.âÂ
Fritz gasps as David suddenly stops again, crashing against the taller and stumbling back. He nearly trips over his own feet to fall onto the hard ground when James manages to catch his arm. He appreciates it considering that he should have expected such a reaction from that kind of revelation. That a site-wide containment breach was due to one of the O5 allowing it to happen.Â
However, David doesnât whirl around to demand more information. Doesnât argue over why such a system was in place. The senior researcherâs attention locked onto the open doorway directly to their left.Â
âThereâs an SCP in that room.âÂ
...how does David know? Why is he acting so calm? It was said in such a nonchalant way Fritz has no time to process what it really means until James is already entering a room that was strictly meant for storing files and equipment and opening the next door.
Instead of revealing a small broom closet, there is an entire hallway identical to the one they stand in except for a closed brown door patiently waiting to be opened on the opposite side.Â
âThe repeating one moved?â David demands, the redhead too scared and stunned too protest being pushed behind the taller and further away from possibly getting locked in another dimension with no clear way out.Â
James doesnât respond as he closes the door, reaches into his belt, and attaches a small round metal plate to it. One with the Foundationâs symbol engraved on it, marking the door as the entrance to an anomaly.Â
âIt did.â The officer joins them back into the hallway as he looks back the direction they came to the direction they are going. âWe need to move with a little more caution. And absolutely no closed in staircases.â
This is worse than they previously thought. Fritz assumed that while the doors to the cells opened, that didnât mean any extra equipment was deactivated as well, meaning certain lights and emitters should still be functioning properly to hold certain things in place. This means everything has been turned off and anomalies that are better described as nothing more than a presence rather than a physical being can just move without a single warning.Â
David glances down at the teenager by his side. âI can only sense SCPâs within a short radiance.âÂ
âThen I suggest we check corners before turning them.âÂ
Fritz doesnât try to ask what they mean. He is all too aware this is getting worse by the minute. If he starts demanding answers now then heâll be putting them all in danger. And if he starts panicking that will only distract and slow them down. Right now he just needs to trust the two doing everything in their power to getting them all out safely.Â
He only nods to show agreement to the new rule alongside David. Then they hear what sounds like someone running as fast as they can.Â
Fritz is already being pushed in the opposite direction of where the echoing noise is originating from as James reaches for his belt. It wasnât nearly enough time, not when a man suddenly slides across the opening of the hallway they stand. Is on his feet a second and already sprinting in their direction.Â
Itâs clear they hadnât been noticed previously when he made the turn. The moment he does is the same moment Fritz realizes heâs wearing a D-Class uniform and looking more fearful than hostile.Â
âRun!âÂ
Both James and David doesnât hesitate to heed the manâs frantic yell. Not when the overhead light of where he had been suddenly shatters, glass and sparks falling at the same time overwhelming darkness blankets a full ten feet of the hallway. Makes it seem as if there had been nothing there in the first place.Â
Fritz is almost glad as he turns to run for his life, not wanting any reason to see what is chasing them.
#we did it!!!!#chapter 1 is finally out!#and I swear more will be written#too much world building that deserves to see the light of day#samewiththeghostsIswearmoreofthemwillappear#I really do apologize for how long it's taken#it's been a little crazy lately#but with finals coming up I'll get a little more time for writing soon!#iftheEditordoesn'tsteal it#:D#I hope ya'll have a wonderful week!!#FNAF bois#SCP AU#The Expense Of Trust#BTE writing#cw#content warning
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let's dance
close up of them........... theyre soooo super cute to meeeee v_v)) i love you bisexuals of color............. i love them too much i think fabian deserves to be with a sweet passionate girl who loves him for who he is and not go through messy toxic situationships anymor e wuhhhhh
#i forgot the maximum legend tattoo but im drawing them again so no worries .#theyre not even my ultimate fav ship un fantasy high but theyve been on my mind lately ......#theyre too muchhh i love the little encouragement monologue mazey gave himmmm she loves him for himmm oughh its too muchhhh#oh yeah i guess this is my first post on this account hiii fantasy high fans pls find me i will draw anything u want just request it i feel#crazy about this showwww... dying to talk about it but twitter is too scary so i keep it in the tags for noww#fantasy high#fhjy#fabzey#fabian seacaster#mazey phaedra#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high junior year#fantasy high fanart#d20 fanart#i always forget how to tag these things.. im not v good at tumblr#mine
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Whoâs Afraid of Little Old Me? (2024) written & directed by Taylor Swift
So tell me everything is not about me âŠbut what if it is?
#taylor swift#tswiftedit#tswiftgif#who's afraid of little old me?#fake movies are back!#the silent film I used was a gem of a picture directed by the wonderful William A. Wellman#You Never Knew Women#(1926)#the circus theme was so sad in this movie somehow it's perfect for this song#and for the last one I know it looks like technicolor but my intention was paying homage to Roger Corman :')#this song gives Roger Corman vibes#a weird crazy witch who lives in a castle and who's always angry#because she's been misunderstood all her life#and since Taylor's on a mashup spree lately I decided to mash it up with Mirrorball a little :p#hence the miss americana scene#TTPD#the tortured poets department#and! I know that's a male lion but let's just pretend it's a her#sad truth is mane just looks better I'm sorry
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#wandering eye#wander over yonder#woy#my art#i feel crazy about this page in my sketch book#its crazy what adding colour does#i never use markers but i really need to start experimenting#the why are they moving image is meant to be in reference to the fnaf mario post because it makes me giggle :]#anyways time to go work on a very very slight au ive been thinking about :3#also something about doodling with the pencil i used made my images come out so wobbly idk why lol#I FORGET HIS LITTLE CHIN HAIRS NOOOOOOOOO its too late
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ok. i Know this is probably me being late to the party and all but i have never seen this clip or anything like it so đ joe just lifting jaâmarrâs chin up?? so casually??? very emotional tearful but happy jaâmarr????? that is so tender and also insane
#sorry itâs late and iâve been scouring the internet for clips of them for at least 4 hours atp#im going a little insane#but like huh????????#they are crazy#joemarr#IGNORE THE QUALITY OK I DONT HAVE TIME FOR THIS RN
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I donât know why, maybe because Iâve been on a Garp kick lately.
But I do really think that Garp kind of became like a surrogate Uncle to the Roger boys and by extension Mihawk. Like I can just imagine Roger telling them that if they were ever separated from the crew or if something ever happened to him or Ray and they needed help they should go to Garp (I mean he entrusted his own baby to him it makes sense heâd also entrust his boys)
(for whatever reason Mihawk got this talk too despite him already traveling by himself and not being officially part of Rogers crew. But since Ray adopted him heâs Rogerâs brat as well)
All this to say that Garp takes his uncle duties very seriously and what is an uncle if not an inconvenience and an embarrassment?
So Ofcourse he pulls up to Kuriagina during the timeskip (Hawain shirt and all) to visit his new grand babies (read Perona and Zoro) that heâs heard so much about. (read shanks immediately gossiped with him abou mt after stumbling upon them last time he came to visit Mihawk)
And because Garp is essentially the one piece equivalent of Florida man, this goes well for absolutely nobody
Except Zoro who is nothing if not a troll. And game must recognize game.
The monkeys love him tho, he communicates with them on a wavelength nobody can quite understand least of all Garp.
#have been very obsessed with the idea of garp going out of his way to troll Mihawk lately#I just think their dynamic would be amazing#Mihawk immediately calls and tells Shanks if he ever catches sight of him again he will take his other arm#Shanks of course thinks this is adorable#I love the idea that Garp just somehow collected all the little baby pirates from Rogerâs era#Mihawk becomes a warlord and garp immediately starts parading him around marine headquarters#as the only one of his hell brood to be actually become a law abiding citizen#and the rest of the marines have to stand there like that isnât the actual marine hunter#to new recruits and low level marines garp lore goes crazy#throwing thoughts to the void#one piece#dracule mihawk#this is my official petition for Garp to be a memeber of the goth fam#I love complicated family ties#hawkeye mihawk#mishanks#gol d roger#monkey d garp#monkey d. garp#roronoa zoro#zoro#Perona#goth fam#one piece goth family#goth family#one piece marines#silvers rayleigh#akagami no shanks#buggy the clown#garp the fist
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I feel like I should say since there's been a recent uptick in a lot of communities I'm in/see stuff from a lot of white people pretending to be Asian, but you are not welcome here if you are in anyway stealing from Asian cultures for clout or the aesthetics of it
This includes if you're white and you give your self inserts Asian names, I truly do not care if your f/o is from an anime, you should not be using an Asian name under any circumstances. I hate that whenever I see someone using an Asian name online, I feel like I have to start searching their account to see if they're actually Asian or just a white person who likes the aesthetic of it bcs far too many white people will use Asian names here just bcs it sounds cool, with no regard for the actual cultural meaning behind it. Meanwhile actual Asian people will be mocked for their names, or treated like their names are too hard to learn to pronounce, or discriminated against based on their names
Asian cultures are not a fun little costume for people to dress up with. They aren't just a nice aesthetic, they aren't just a thing you can borrow from bcs you think it sounds cool
#my posts#selfship community#anti asian racism#like it's definitely a perpetual problem of white people not seeming to realize asian names are like#a thing that are tied to culture and identity#but it's gotten crazy lately with people pretending to be asian online for clout#just in the past like 3 weeks of things i've seen#we had the white woman pretending to be a japanese woman on comic twitter#the white woman who pretended to be korean to get a 'ownvoices' book published#(who btw. named herself kim chi. you cannot make this shit up)#and then the white guy pretending to be japanese to try to justify his hate of the new assassin's creed game using stuff around yasuke#like it's so draining. i hate how much this is a never ending problem#i hate how casually white people will use asian names#like worstie. i am a korean woman. but i am whitepassing and mixed so i never use korean names for my self inserts#bcs i have the privilege of looking white and people generally only knowing i'm asian if i say it#it feels inappropriate to me for me to name my self inserts a korean name#bcs that would then mean they experience the world in a different way than i do#even being whitepassing bcs of the way people treat korean (and other asian) names#if you are white you have no fucking right to asian names#idgaf if your f/o's an anime character. stay away from asian names bcs they are not yours to dress up in#vent a little bit sorry team#i've been dealing with white people doing this shit and being assholes to me about it for well over a year now. it's exhausting
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Happy Holidays!
#kcd#kingdom come deliverance#hans capon#henry of skalitz#kcd henry#medieval#winter#holidays#I was a little late for the 24th#the last few weeks have been crazy#my handwriting sucks#sorry đ#but so far I can't find a font that suits my taste#Henry lured Hans for a morning walk in the forest
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doodlin some johâs
#kagoodles#trainer kris#trainer ethan#trainer lyra#rival silver#green background bc Iâm a spinach head lately. and a mustard green enjoyer bc i had some good potstickers that had it in the filling#kris to me should be a little cartoonishly malleable. a smiling smirker. like >:]#i also think ethan has a little unevolved natu on his team. purely for the âyou can evolve when you feel like it buddyâ vibe#been considering what to make team wise for the joh's but a fun idea i've got brewing is that lyra and silver Both have chikoritas#i know he canonically has a totodile but i have a fun workaround for the future that i'm workshopping a lil#when getting starters silver thought he stole the only chikorita in the lab. then when lyra comes in elm gives her a Shiny chikorita#12 year old absolutely devastated hammering fist on the floor mad but he gets over it (but maybe still a Little salty)#learns to mellow out a bit with his potato dino over time and the evolutions for both of their meganiums have different flowers/colors/type#i know i've been out the whole month i've been unfortunately stuck in the post midpoint of the sem where the workload is Crazy#been prepping works for an art show at my college And getting projects done for deadlines and it is. a Toll#but I will get One illustration done. i've been planning out lyra's dress for a piece and the second to last pic is the test for it
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i really need a cyn au badly guys. just imagine. uzi eats the solver, tessaâs body fades away but cyn is left behind. her core is intact and completley void of the solver, itâs in uzi now. her eyes are white because uzi sapped away the yellow in hers. cynâs still small and her limbs are still janky, her movements shakey, even moreso without fleshy insides weighing her down. she doesnât have a voice, or at least forgets how to talk for a while, because the solver has been talking through her for so long. she has a horrible, horrible time, dealing with hazy memories of things she wasnât in control of, of horrible things the solver did through her, all the souls trapped within that died by her bodyâs hands. n and uzi agree to take her in, to help her through it. v adjusts as she learns that sheâs somebody completely different, apart from the solver, someone she never truly knew. she becomes nâs little sister, but for real this time. she becomes all of theirs.
someone help make this au with me im so srs
#murder drones#late night ramblings of a madwoman#md#cyn#the absolute solver#uzi doorman#serial designation n#serial designation v#can u tell im crazy#ive been thinking so extensively tho#since all the fleshy shit melted away from cyn#does that mean it melted away from v and n too?#uzi definitely still has it since the solver is in her still⊠ya#but anyway#i really wish cyns real personality wouldâve come through in the series a little bit#so making her a character was easier#but this just means we can have fun w it!!!!#shes def a lil babie fr
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fell asleep in class and got smacked in the head with a ruler đđđ
So tragic guys, Ill never recover from this đđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđ
(It was really funny lol)
#LET ME SLEEP#Itâs been days đ#Iâve had way too many energy drinks and way too little sleep lately lol#And Im starting to think this might not actually be good for me#Crazy ik#Mushroom complaining
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I'm gonna call it done. I'm still working out the kinks in getting back into form art-wise.
But all in all I think it coulda turned out worse!
Enjoy a post-bath Lan Zhan!
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#lan wangji#lan zhan#hanguang jun#art with effort#I just wanted to draw his crazy hair and then didn't really want to do anything else#so I kinda pushed myself to get this to a place I can call finished#Not my best work#but not my worst work either#and considering how little I've been drawing lately#definitely coulda turned out worse#Hopefully this will help me get back into my art groove though#I've been strugglin'
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sometimes it feels like some people don't even like eddie as his own character (same often goes for buck for that matter), they only exist for each other and with each other, and ppl bend over backwards, twisting all the words said in canon, trying to make all their individual storylines about each other. it's insane lol
let them be their own characters jfc, there's so much more to them than whatever you want their relationship to beđ«
#like you do you but im about to start blocking and unfollowing even more liberally bc I fucking can't with y'all lmao#buck wasn't even a distant thought in that deleted scene why did I already see countless posts about him relating to it???#ive been saying this but again: some bvddies think so little of eddie it's honestly crazy to see them call him their fave lol#<- and that's about more than just this but like in general ive been thinking lately lol#911 discourse#usually i save this shit to stew in drafts but idgaf i feel like being annoying today lol#might delete but also who cares lol
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Listen you gotta be healthy and take care of yourself and your chronic conditions but also sometimes i want to hold someone until my joints feel like theyâll explode, i want to place their hand on my chest to make my irregular heartbeat go even faster, i want to stay up talking to them just to fuck up my already poor sleep like i just kinda want to love someone so much that it doesnât even cross my mind to worry about those things
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#does any of this make sense or do i just sound deranged#my b if so#posts directly inspired by lack of sleep and my heart going absolutely crazy for no reason#the heart thing is so real#itâs been acting up so often lately because my medicine schedule keeps getting a bit off which always gives me hella breakthroughs#like it feels like shit when itâs acting up and makes me feel like shit but also#wanna see if we can make it worseđ„”đ„”#sorry i kind of want to be a little self destructive to prove to myself how much i can love someone#and that some things can trump or are at least worth suffering through the Issuesâąïž#actually though if this sounds weird or crazy ognore it im embarrassed#pls chalk it up to the bo sleep and heart issues insteadđȘđȘ#im gay and i like sleeping
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Pretty Random Turtle Thunks:
Christmas Gifts
Just some silly HC ideas on what I would get the Bayverse Boys for Christmas with all the money I got from working overtime during the holidays:
(for all the folks who do overtime in any form or fashion, y'all are my heroes. Thank you đđŒđ§Ąđ«Ą)
Rating: Milk (This oneâs for everyone!)
Leo: Cordless Vaccum with Additional Brushes
Hear me out. HC Leo has pretty bad OCD/ Anxiety. (feel free to ask me questions on why I think this; short story, man folds his arms and does his little nervous foot-tapping dance thing) It doesn't necessarily always look like that because he's worked on shoving it so far down (the emotionally constipated turtle he is) that its one of the reasons he can tend to be a bitâŠwellâŠhigh strung. All that chaos, the responsibility, the weight that is contained his mind can be a bit maddening and one of the ways he works through it or tries to redirect that nervous energy is through cleaning. It gives him something he can do and see an immediate result to. Leoâs also a meticulous perfectionist, so what better to get him for Christmas than something that will allow him to clean every nook and cranny he can without being hindered; finally putting that pent up energy into something useful. Clean, orderly, and sensible. Because even if the rest of the world is crazy, doesn't mean his mind or his home should be. WellâŠor at the very least his room. Everything in place as all good things should be. At least that how it feels being with you đđ
Donnie: Hand Massager
Something cheesy I know I know. But think about it. Donnie has spent practically his entire life building gadgets and gizmos that help other people. Sure, there's the occasional more specific stuff for him and his brothers, but I don't think he really thinks all that much about building stuff to specifically help himself. You know this turtle gets on that one track mindset waaaaay too often and struggles with taking care of himself. Especially his hands. His hands are his livelihood. His chance to express himself when sometimes emotions and words cannot. I just think Donnie deserves a little break and to put some TLC into the hands that so often reach out to others. Donnie deserves to know that he's worth taking care of himself too. And the best part is if he doesn't like it, he can always tinker with it to make it better. Because that's what Donnie does, makes the world better by being himself and of course, being with you. đđ
Raph: Minky Couture Blanket
A blanket? Really? I know what y'all are thinking but hear me out. Raph is a our big boy. The protector. The muscle. The hard headed bruiser who's always on the front lines taking every hit so his family and the rest of the world doesn't have to. He takes the hits because he knows he can handle it and give it right back. That's what he's good at, and he's proud of it. But its not easy. It hurts. And I imagine it can get rather exhausting. Sometimes I think Raph forgets that his heart is a muscle too and it needs to be taken care of just like the rest of the muscles that he puts so much effort into. These blankets are by far the softest that I have EVER had the privilege of touching. Silky smooth to the the touch AND THEY CAN COME WEIGHTED TOO! I think Raph deserves something warm and soft (I HC that he's super touch and texture sensitive) to come home to after fighting in this cold hard world. (A blanket will do. At least until he has you đâ€ïž)
Mikey: Thyme and Table Black and Gold Cookset
Iâve always loved the thought that Mikey was the biggest foodie in the family which honestly makes sense. Because what better way to bring people together, no matter who they are, than the ultimate connector that is the love of food? Mikey loves people and he loves expressing himself. What better way than doing that through magic that is cooking?! I want to get him this set because it looks super classy (and I think Mikey needs a reminder every once in a while that he can be cool and chic just like the rest of his bros. That he isn't always just the goof and the brunt of the joke) Mikey, like anything in black and gold, is a statement piece that deserves his own chance to shine! Also with it being speckled, it looks clean while being dirty too. The mess in a masterpiece if you will.
Just like our Mikey!
And you bet your bottom dollar that he is gonna to LOVE trying to make some magic for youđđ§Ą
Splinter: Lego Tranquil Garden
Splinter is a part of this family and deserves something nice too! My favorite thing is surprising older folks with something considered âchildishâ and watching them have a chance to explore their inner child once again. Not to mention these lego sets are basically just 3D puzzles and old folks love puzzles! Because puzzles are just workouts for the brain! (at least that's what my grandma keeps telling me) And I think Master Splinter would like to have something fun to work on while his boys are always out saving the world. You know, a little piece of serenity that never fades away (because plastic is eternal and what not) in the crazy world that he gets to call home with his sons. đ€
#pretty random turtle thunks#tmnt bayverse#bayverse tmnt#bayverse leo#bayverse raph#bayverse donnie#bayverse mikey#christmas 2024#Its a little late I know#But it was still December when I started to write this.#Think its fitting I finish it on the start of the new year because I want to start my new year with something creative#Writing has been one of those creative outlets I wasn't expecting to enjoy and embrace so much#I can't tell y'all how grateful I am to find a place that I get to share it with#For all y'all who struggle with family thoughts during Christmas#I see y'all#I know it can be rough#But I hope you know that one of the greatest presents is YOUR presence in this world#And y'all are ALWAYS welcome in the turtle family. Weâve got all kinds of loveable weird and crazy here#Heres to wishing y'all the best of creative juices and family love (in any form that family may be) in 2025!#new year#new year 2025#bayverse x reader#just being jayus
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KaikoâŹïž after being promised a vacation but ending up passing out 3 times in like 30 minutes, probably(definitely) getting a concussion and almost suffocating in a sea 'cave'(monumential)
#After that she definitely deserved a vacation#Little crazy that she was literally a few minutes away from dying#Like 5 more minutes and it might have been too late#Half considering writing a fic with a more realistic ending to this episode#Because she should not have been completely fine that soon after#But the Nektons have plot armour#the deep cartoon#the deep 2015#will nekton#kaiko nekton#fontaine nekton#ant nekton
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