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jake oettinger x disparate youth â SO LET THEM SAY WE CAN'T DO BETTER
#jake oettinger#dallas stars#stars#*m#sorry i can't video edit for shit but this wouldn't leave my head...#it's about growth and a team only being as good as the sum of its parts and always chasing the dream even when it doesn't love you back#and maybe belief not being enough sometimes but that doesn't mean you should stop having it#fanvid
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I thought itâd be fun to rate all the sports animes Iâve watched up until now! So if youâre looking for sports anime recommendations look no further!
Warning: âšmay contain minor spoilersâš
PSA: This is just my opinion and it is totally okay for you to disagree with me I understand everyone has different tastes!
1. Haikyuu!! 10/10
Listen I know youâve probably already watched it but just in case you havenât I adore this anime it is probably one of my all time favourites! MC is a wholesome ball of sunshine who just wants to play volleyball, all the character are so well written and have satisfying character development (it took us 3 seasons for Tsuki to get his shit together but we love him now) Plus the manga is finished so you donât have to worry about being stuck on cliffhanger! I love that the other teams actually get along with each other and arenât just a source of conflict for the main characters to overcome. Honest to god this is a super show!
2. Run with the wind 10/10
A very close second, this anime is a masterpiece, itâs so well done I honestly cried watching it. Can basically be summed up as evil mastermind Haiji blackmails his roommates into running a marathon with him. Itâs a little angstier then haikyuu (the last couple episodes always get me) but its also got a lot of funny moments. The characters are diverse, with many of them not being athletes at all - itâs definitely an underdog story. The animeâs only got one season which wraps up the whole story so you donât end up with a cliffhanger ending!
3. All Out! 9/10
Much less popular then most of the other animes on this list but itâs so good. Like run with the wind itâs also a bit on the angstier side and deals with some darker topics, but it mostly has lighthearted episodes. It follows the very typically sports anime storyline - loud, short boy wants to play rugby and has to prove himself despite his size. The team is so supportive and nice to each other (We love our supportive team parents Sekizan and Hachioji). The only downside to this anime is that itâs sadly incomplete.
4. Daiya no Ace 8/10
Has my favourite sports anime protagonist ever Sawamura (another literal ray of sunshine - Sawamura I would die for you). Probably one of the best animes for character growth, much more realistic portrayal of the struggle and pain it takes to improve. There are so many well written characters to fall in love with (stan Mei) and so many episodes to watch (like over 150) and itâs still ongoing! My only bone to pick with this anime is how no one ever appreciates (my sweet baby) Sawamura like they should and it frustrates me so much (I could honestly write an essay on my frustration but Iâll hold myself back lol - but I stg Miyuki if u donât pull ur head out of ur ass I will find u and hurt u). Overall a great anime that I would definitely recommend!
5. Kurokoâs Basketball (6.5/10)
Pretty good overall I love that their coach is a girl and that sheâs a confident well written character. But other then that it isnât really my favourite (Iâm sorry yâall), the games are just way to long and basketball just isnât that exciting. Itâs a decent anime but I couldnât ever get into no matter how much I tried. Itâs also a bit darker the some other sports animes (Haizaki and Hanamiya are a warning in and of themselves). But still worth the watch if you like sports animes!
6. Free 5/10
Honestly I feel like all the issues between the characters for the first 2 seasons could have been solved if they just like talked to each other and werenât passive aggressive?? Like? Plus why was Sousuke such a prick? (Rhetorical question please donât come for me Sousuke stans) Itâs not my favourite but I still watched most of it because itâs a fun anime with lots of colourful characters!
7. Days (4/10)
I couldnât even get through the first 4 episodes. I donât understand how MC took a 3rd years spot on a very good team despite the fact that he canât play soccer like at all? I just generally didnât enjoy it, I only watched those episodes for Kazama.
#daiya no ace#diamond no ace#ace of diamond#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#run with the wind#kaze ga tsuyoku fuiteiru#all out!! anime#all out#kuroko's basketball#kuroko no basquet#kuroko no basket#free!#daysanime#sports anime#anime rec list#anime recommendation
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Sweater Weather Tarot
Yâall, never have I ever created fan art or anything... and I still havenât. Because I canât draw. But after @lumosinlove mentioned a Sweater Weather tarot deck, I had to cross over this amazing story (which you should 100% read immediately) with my only other creative talent -- reading tarot.
Click through for the Major Arcana as Sweater Weather. (Please, please, someone make my dreams come true and illustrate these.)
spoilers abound, read the fic first!!! 0 - The Fool - James The start of the tarot encourages us to think about the hopeful, confident feelings we have at the beginning of a journey. James is overly excited about welcoming Sirius to the team, about Lilyâs pregnancy, then later about Coops and OâKnutzy. Heâs a tad oblivious - the main caution that the fool gives us -Â but we all wish we had his optimism.
1 - The Magician - Dumo The magician is the one who sees all, knows all, and makes shit happen. Can you think of anyone who better represents creative problem-solving, using intuition to guide actions, charisma, power, benevolence? Daddy Pascal all the way.
2 - The High Priestess - Natalie Even though sheâs a relatively minor character, itâs clear to everyone that Natalie knows exactly who she is and she acts like it. Sheâs a bad-ass who knows what she wants and gets it. Thatâs the high priestess - balancing our internal and external drives, goals, and motivations.
3 - The Empress - Lily I know, I know, put the pregnant lady on the card featuring.... a pregnant lady? The empress encourages us to embrace our compassion, empathy, and healing powers; she tells us to bring new things into the world, whether thatâs literally small people or creative projects or new relationships. Sheâs so supportive of Loops, James, and Sirius that she deserves this (my favorite card!)
4 - The Emperor - The League Is is cheating to put a kind of abstract body here? The emperor represents the structures in our life that give us rules and regulations. Sometimes, thatâs a good thing - we can all use a little routine and structure for stability. Sometimes it can feel oppressive. The League is responsible for bringing all our favorite characters together, but its power makes them feel scared of breaking the rules.
5 - The Hierophant - Minnie A hierophant is a religious leader; in the tarot, he taps into The Rules and uses them to provide guidance on the journey. Minnie, as Siriusâs agent, knows how to guide him along that traditional path as a star hockey player without too much damage to who he is inside. Sheâs going to work within the system to give the press some Brothers Black drama to distract other news, but sheâs proud as hell when he snaps back at nosy reporters. Sheâs the best.
6 - The Lovers - Coops What did you expect??? In the Tarot, this card isnât just about romantic relationships with others - itâs also about our relationship to ourselves. Sirius and Remus are both healing and building their relationships with their own identities throughout the course of their careers and lives in SW. Their growth together and individually is what makes them perfect for this card.
7 - The Chariot - Finn This card represents action, action, action - even if youâre not sure which direction that action is headed in. Finn dates June, kisses Leo, runs after Logan, shares their relationship with team... all of this to keep himself moving forward. Maybe itâs not a linear path, but heâs sure as hell skating running down it.
8 - Justice - the Blizzard Honestly I think this card is such a perfect pairing with the High Priestess. Justice asks us to think broadly about what is fair, to ourselves and to others. At Remusâs during All-Stars, Kasey sums up perfectly how Sirius's reaction wasnât fair to anyone involved -- itâs a moment that really hit home for me what a stand-up guy he is!Â
9 - the Hermit - 36 Missed Calls Itâs good to take time out to retreat and evaluate yourself, your life, your next steps. The hermit isnât a âbadâ card, by any means. But we canât hide forever, and we have to choose when our self-reflection is going do the most good, for ourselves and for the ones around us.
10 - Wheel of Fortune - OâKnutzy The wheel reminds us that sometimes itâs best to go with the flow and trust that the right opportunities will present themselves at the right times. Sometimes you just gotta wait 8 years for your missing piece to show up, okay? Iâm not crying.Â
11 - Strength - Sirius TW: coming out, being outed, abuse (mentions, not graphic) This card always gets me because the Waite-Smith illustration reminds us that strength doesnât always look like we would assume. Sometimes itâs just surviving, just making it another day, even if youâre not doing the most âcourageousâ thing. Itâs hard to not be out, itâs hard to come out, itâs hard to be outed. And itâs hard to experience abuse and hard to have abuse in your past. Sirius knows a thing or two about strength, okay, plus this card has a lion on it, so there you go.
12 - the Hanged Man - Leo Where the hermit retreats to do his self-reflection and thinking, the hanged man takes his time to reflect out in the open. His upside-down position represents considering that whatâs expected of you might not serve you. The most observant guy on the team could teach us a thing or two about stepping back to step up.
13 - Death - Regulus Listen. LISTEN. Death is a great card to pull in the Tarot. It signifies the end of an old chapter and the beginning of a new one. When Regulus and Sirius cut off their mother and Reg agrees to come back to Gryffindor, he ends that chapter of the Black brothersâ lives, allowing a new one to start.
14 - Temperance - Arthur Iâm 100% basing this on the snippet that Haz shared where Arthur tells everyone not to bring their relationship drama onto the ice. Heâs clearly so happy, but thereâs also a game to play and a cup to win. Balance, boys, everything in balance.
15 - the Devil - Paparazzi & Press Sure, weâre mad at the paps and want to characterize them as negatively as possible, but truthfully theyâre more complicated. The paparazzi and the press represent the temptation of caring about what others think... itâs fine to care a little bit, but when you care to the point of sacrificing yourself and your own growth, youâve given into a dangerous temptation.Â
16 - the Tower - Greyback, Walburga, and The Photo When everything falls apart in a spectacular mess, thatâs the tower for ya. Greyback, Siriusâs mom, and the photo are the ones that set off the chain of obstacles that Sirius and Remus overcome in SW. Of course in hindsight weâre glad the tower fell so that we can build up a better one, but wow, did it have to suck so much? Like the death card, the tower also paves the way for new beginnings, but we can grieve the way it happened.Â
17 - the Star - Remus You thought it would be Sirius, didnât you? Well the star is a âdreams come trueâ card, and Remus knows something about that. Even when his hockey career was ended before it began, he pivoted and created a new dream to go by; his dreams of love may have taken a back-burner, but now theyâre coming truuuue <3 thanks for letting me be so corny
18 - the Moon - Logan The phases of the moon remind us that nothing is permanent. Even if thereâs some mystery about whatâs going to come next, our worries arenât going to prevent the sun from rising. Logan was perhaps a little reticent to move from his âignoring feelingsâ phase into âyay love amazing relationshipâ phase. He hid a little bit from himself and from Finn. But itâs all going to be great!
19 - the Sun - Julian & Adele We look to the sun for happiness, confidence, inspiring happiness in others -- the next generation is certainly a source of that. Hazelnuts love Julian and Adele because they represent how amazing life can be for our favorite Lions.
20 - Judgement - Hazel @lumosinlove Sheâs engineering the whole show. Us Hazelnuts can only wait with bated breath for her to bless us with the next chapters of Sweater Weather and Coast to Coast! 21 - the World - the Cup *knocks on wood* *throws salt over left shoulder* This card is the end of the journey in the Major Arcana and itâs achieving our goals - growth, love, stability, creativity, new knowledge, whatever your heart needs or desires. Itâs not just about winning a championship for our characters.... itâs about living a complex and fulfilled life, with love, hockey, self-confidence, family, friends, and maybe a Cup, too. *knocks on wood again*
#sweater weather#lumosinlove#coops#o'knutzy#remus x sirius#sirius x remus#wolfstar#tarot#wolfstar tarot#fanfiction tarot#rider-waite#waite-smith#coast to coast#c2c#sw
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Fungi: fabric of sustainable fashion
(Image caption: Left: MycoTEX (a type of mushroom fabric) dress credit: Aniela Hoitink. Right: nat-2âą x Zvnder vegan sneaker line made from real fungus | Fomes fomentarius! credit: www.nat-2.eu)
Fungi are sprouting everywhere- from fashion runways to personal clothing wardrobes!
No, this is not the first time that we are spinning something out of these moisture loving small organisms. A new study confirms that native Americans were already producing âmycotextilesâ at least a century ago. But it is recently that certain types of fungi taking the world of fashion by storm.
You still might unheard of that fungi can now be fashioned into clothing, purses, pants and even sneakers but this new reality is taking the fashion world in its grip.
Last year, a number of major fashion brands â Lululemon, Adidas, Stella McCartney and Gucciâs parent company â teamed up to invest âseven-figure sumsâ to create clothes and shoes made out of mycelium fabric with Bolt Threads, a US based biotechnology company. In fact, the mushroom market is speculated to reach a valuation of over $50 billion by 2025, according to Grand View Research.
What is leading this newly heightened appreciation for this thalloid organism?
Fashion industry has got a bad fame for very high water usage, pollution and a high carbon footprint. It is actually the worldâs second-most polluting business, behind oil, as stated by the United Nations and hence, is witnessing criticisms from all corners- one such being disruption of London Fashion Week by Extinction Rebellion. Given this, right now a sustainable wave is sweeping across the fashion arena and there is more than ever pursuit for an eco-friendly means of production.
Among other innovative solutions, development of biotextiles is one because textiles have a big carbon footprint and clog landfills when discarded. In this quest, mushroom based fabrics are emerging as an exciting, aesthetically viable material alternative.
Jamie Bainbridge, product developer at bolt threads sums this up in an interview to forbes "Iâve spent a career developing materials and Iâve never seen a material with this much pull, Iâve never seen anything like this (mushroom fabrics).
What makes mushroom fabrics to stand out?
Fungi are naturally abundant in the nature and grows swiftly (on a range of waste materials like tree mulch and vegetable wastes). Different types of fabrics have been created from fungus by using different material combinations. Mycelium, lattice-like root structure of fungus, has found its many admirers in the luxury industry. Mycelium can be easily grown on a petri dish in a lab and their growth uses a lot less water than traditional textile manufacture, moreover, with no requirement of chemical fertilizers. The materials are actually made to order and thereâs absolute transparency into what is being made and how. Even, we can tailor mycelium materialsâ properties, for example, size, strength, flexibility, thickness and can make them hard as enamel or as soft and porous as a sponge, by altering the amount of light, humidity, exchange of gas, temperature, and types of âfoodâ the fungi is given, this renders them as the ideal creative material for whatever you desire forging and also, being it carbon-negative, it can be naturally dyed to any colour. This customisation creates a range of design possibilities and guarantees consistent quality. There is no need for cutting, sewing, knitting etc. so, less waste is generated in the process.
Additionally, mushroom fabrics are non-toxic, fire-resistant and naturally anti-microbial (unlike other textiles, which are only made to be anti-microbial through an expensive process). In contrast to a lot of textiles, the insulating and hygroscopic properties of mycelium are very good. Most importantly, the fabric is 100 per cent biodegradable. Consequently, once a mushroom garment has reached the end of its life, it provides nutrients to the soil for other plants, forming a perfect ecological cycle.
How the future of fungi looks like?
There are still lot of uncertainties and questions about the logistics of wearing and producing mycelium. Fungal biofabrication is a labor intensive and time consuming process. For instance, it typically takes anywhere between eight to ten days to grow material for a dress. This poses challenges for production on the commercial scales. To add on this, supply chains donât seem to be ready to handle an influx of mycelium production yet. These factors come together to add on the logistics cost of the product hence, often, rendering them prohibitively expensive for many consumers.
As mushroom based clothing and other accessories are still a new material, plausibly, it takes a while to earn reputation, acceptance, and having significant presence in retails.
Take-home message: In these times of deep climate crisis, we need to strengthen our bonding with nature and in this, mushroom can make a catwalk to a more greener future.
#sustainable fashion#Future of fashion#climate crisis#fungi#Biofabrication#Fabrics#world of fashion#mycology#radical culture#catwalk#ecofriendly#science of fashion
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Understanding Capricorn Woman
The Motto of the Capricorn woman is âI Masterâ. This sums up her cool and well put together demeanour regardless of whatever storms that might be rocking the different parts of her life. This earth sign is grounded and organized. Her ambition and drive often surpasses that of her other zodiac sisters. Â She excels in any aspects that she sets her mind to. She is a go getter and nothing will stop in her way. As serious as the Capricorn woman may appear to be, she has a fun and humorous side to her that she keeps well-guarded.
In this video, we will talk about personality traits, likes/dislikes, love, relationships, career, money, friendships, fashion, style and a lot more of Capricorn Woman.
Personality Traits of Capricorn Woman
#1. Aloof
The serious and focused demeanour of the Capricorn woman often draws her away from that which is happening around her. She tends to retreat into herself distancing herself from others.
#2. Organized
If you need whatever mess in your life sorted out, chances are this woman will figure out a way for you to get things in order. She loves orderly spaces as well as an orderly life. Any disruptions in this regard are not welcome.
#3. Ambitious
Success is key for a Capricorn woman. As such, it is no wonder that she will stop at nothing to climb to the highest points of the career and social ladders. Woe unto you if you stand as an obstacle on her path to success.
#4. Practical
The Capricorn woman lives on only one universe, the real one. She is a âDo Itâ kind of person instead of one who is constantly building her mansions and creating wealth in her mind. She seeks out practical solutions for any challenge presented.
#5. Sensitive
Mocking a Capricorn woman does not go down particularly well with her. For this you are likely to enter her book of grudges never to be forgiven. Although independent, she is rather sensitive when one mocks or undermines her efforts in any way.
#6. Relentless
Failure is not an option for the Capricorn woman. She is determined to be the best and most successful version of herself that she can possibly be. No matter how many times her efforts fail to attain an intended goal, instead of giving up, she will simply switch up her tactics in order to attain the intended goals.
#7. Disciplined
Greatness cannot be achieved on ambition alone. One has to have the discipline to follow through on the necessary steps needed to achieve greatness. The Capricorn woman possess discipline in spades. This is partly what makes her sore to such great heights over time.
Likes & Dislikes of Capricorn Woman
The Capricorn woman is straight forward and a realist. She in turn appreciates interacting with people who are as honest, straight forward and frank as she is. Lying to her or trying to be someone you arenât around her is considered as being disrespectful and vain.
Her family is a priority in her life. She devotes herself completely to catering to the wants and needs of her loved ones. Disrespecting her family is disrespecting her. This is an offence that is not easily forgivable in her books.
Engagements and interactions with a Capricorn woman have to be meaningful to her. They have to be a means that accomplishes one goal or the other in her long list of things to accomplish. Crack jokes all you want around her, heck, she might even crack a few of her own, just donât stretch out the humour unnecessarily. Unnecessary games and gossip therefore have no place in her life as they simply waste the precious resource that is her time.
Capricorn Woman in Love & Relationships
Love for the Capricorn woman is not a game of chance. It is a logical, rational decision that has to be made consciously. She takes her time to choose the right person to be with. Most times the right person for a Capricorn woman is equivalent to a safe option. However, once she settles on the right choice for her, she will devote herself to supporting her partner and growing them. After all, her partnerâs growth is her growth.
Relationships for her are also a rational affair. They have to be sensible and have to align with her rational lifeâs projection. Should the relationship meet the rationality standards, she will stay loyal until the point it doesnât. The Capricorn woman is a rather patient one. So by the time the relationship is beyond any form of rationalization, all buttons have been pushed.
Sex with a Capricorn woman has the potential to be exciting and experimental. However, for the most part, sexual encounters have to fit within the routine and order that rules her life.
Capricorn Woman in Career & Money
A Capricorn womanâs career is perhaps the most important aspect of her life. Success in this area of her life takes precedence over all else. Her ambition and drive make her a perfect fit for the life of an entrepreneur. She is also well suited for leadership and negotiation roles. When placed within a team, you can count on her to take on the responsibility of seeing that the goal of the team is achieved at or before the stipulated time frame.
Money is equally as important and is equated with security. How else can you move from one stage of life to the next without it? Her discipline and organizational skills are important when it comes to making investment decisions and other financial related judgements. If you need financial advice, you can count on her shrewd business sense and frugality to get you the very best investments. Capricorn women are unsurprisingly quite good at saving money for posterity.
Capricorn Woman in Friendships
Friendships for this zodiac sign are approached in the same way as romantic relationship. Rationalization precedes emotions. Her pragmatism is evident in her choice of friends. For one to move from someone she knows to being her friend, it will take a long tie and lots and lots of patience. Needless to say, a Capricorn woman does not trust easily.
That said, she is a loyal and devoted friend. She is always ready to offer advice on various life issues should you require it. Regardless of what you may be going through, the Capricorn woman will pull all stops to make things better for you and remind you that you are loved and appreciated. Her rationality and realism will often make her seem detached but be patient with her and you will get to reap the fruits of being friends with a Capricorn woman.
Fashion & Style of Capricorn Woman
Fashion and style, like everything else in her life, is a means to an end for the Capricorn woman. Her choices are of a more practical nature rather than an artistic one. Since her career and overall success is important to her, she is more inclined to subtle but neat business looks.
As serious as she may be, she does like to let loose once in a while, with moderation of course. Her wardrobe consists of a number of casual looks for her dress down days. Even with a casual look, she still requires it to say, âI am fun but I am serious about my lifeâs choicesâ. She is careful to put together a casual look that will not evoke any mockery or cause her to be taken lightly.
This woman loves flashy bling that makes a statement either due to its craftsmanship or the brand name. Her frugality, however, does not allow her to spend unnecessarily on jewellery. As such she is always on the hunt for these statement pieces at bargain prices.
#Zodiac Talks#Capricorn#capricorn zodiac#capricorn facts#capricorn traits#capricorn zodiac sign#Capricorn woman#capricorn girl#Capricorn female
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Beatrice - Chapter One
âWhatâs that garden over there?â she asked the landlady.
âOh, so you spotted it,â she replied. âItâs a funny thing to see around here, isnât it? Howâs the saying go? âLike a sore thumb.ââ
âOr a green one,â Gianna agreed.
âItâs a bit small.â
The landlady nodded and gave Gianna a sympathetic smile. She was a stout, older woman with drooping features behind wide-framed glasses that dominated her face. Giannaâs more generous first impression of her was that she looked kind, and the way she spoke reminded her faintly of her mother, though the landladyâs accent was thicker and her voice crackled and dragged with age like a damaged film reel.
It was due in no small part to this assessment that sheâd chosen this apartment in the first place. That and the low price of rent. Although it was a decent neighborhood the building was fairly run-down and the long winding staircase leading up to her floor was creaky and narrow.
The unit she was supposed to be living in when sheâd first made to move in had suddenly had to undergo renovations after a pipe burst behind one of the walls. Gianna couldnât wait for the repairs or for another cheap space to miraculously open up in New York City, so she agreed to move from the second floor to the only other available unit, which was on the sixth floor.
It was little more than a single room with a bathroom and kitchenette attached and-- she could not emphasize this enough-- it was on the sixth floor in a building with no elevator. Thankfully, the rent was also considerably cheaper, and the landlady had offered her a discount for the inconvenience as well. Even if sheâd stuck her on a cot in the basement for twice the amount she would have had little choice but to take it. It was either that or take the long, shameful train ride back to her parentsâ house, tail between her legs.
Living with her parents after college had been fine for a while, but only just fine, and she wasnât willing to settle for fine any longer. She wanted a life, a career, maybe a girlfriend? No, no, probably not that. Not yet. Being trapped in a town where every eligible bachelorette was somebody sheâd gone to highschool with-- no thanks-- had left Gianna touch-starved and sexless, but that wasnât enough to make her lose track of her priorities. Sheâd start her new job on Monday, focus on saving up enough for a marginally nicer place, then she could think about getting laid.
âBe careful about the light in the kitchen,â the landlady warned. âThe wiring is old so if you leave it on for too long at a time in the summer itâll start to spark.â
âOh great,â she deadpanned.
âTsh. You wonât miss it. On a sunny day like today you donât even need the extra light.â
That was one thing she did like about the apartment. There was indeed a lot of natural light that came in through the windows along the east wall. She walked over and opened one, hoping to air the place out before she finished bringing up what little sheâd brought with her. Despite the recent heatwave, the breeze that afternoon was cool and sweet, only smelling very faintly of car exhaust and asphalt. She sorely missed the sea-salted winds that had blown in from the shore when she had been traveling abroad, and reminded herself again that this was a temporary arrangement.
As she admired the view-- one of the few true perks of her new living arrangement-- a splash of green amongst the brown and gray colored landscape caught her eye. She pulled up the mesh screen and leaned her head out, one hand braced on the windowsill, expecting to see maybe a stubborn curl of ivy that had climbed its way up the neighboring brownstone. Instead, she was surprised to see a lustrous garden growing out of a terrace a couple floors below. If she took a good running leap, she mused, she could jump right onto that ledge from here, providing she didnât miss and end up splattered all over the alleyway.
The elevated garden was too high and too hidden to be seen from the street, but from above she could get close enough to count the leaves on the shrubbery. It was quite an impressive collection, particularly the many-colored array of flowers. Gianna wasnât exactly a florist, but they looked exotic, unlike anything sheâd seen before.
âWhatâs that garden over there?â she asked the landlady.
âOh, so you spotted it,â she replied. âItâs a funny thing to see around here, isnât it? Howâs the saying go? âLike a sore thumb.ââ
âOr a green one,â Gianna agreed.
âHonestly I almost forgot about it. You canât see it so well from the other apartments. The man who lives there is a⊠whatâs the word? A stay-inside man. You know, someone who doesnât go out much-- a shut-in! He likes his privacy. I remember once he called the office phone one day in a terrible mood, saying if I got in the habit of housing peeping toms heâd have to inform the police. Horrible old man.â
She tutted disapprovingly.
âGeez, all that over someone looking at his plants?â
âWell, he didnât say it outright, but I got the feeling it was more about the girl. His daughter, I think, or granddaughter maybe. I never met either of them in person, and for that I thank God.â She blew a kiss towards the ceiling and chuckled raspingly. âNow come this way, I need to show you what to do if the sink gives you trouble.â
With no small effort Gianna pulled her gaze away from the window. The richly colored blooms just across the way captured both her attention and imagination in a way that made her wish she hadnât given up painting. When the last of the paperwork was settled and she was alone in her-- her!-- apartment, she returned to the spot and stared.
At the center of that mass of plantlife, that color swatch of eden, there was a big ceramic fountain with even more flowers filling up its basin, taking root who knows where. Delicate vines dotted with purple and yellow flowers spiralled up the center statue, a broken, half-eroded thing which must have once depicted a human figure, though now all that remained was an offwhite pair of naked legs and the beginning of a torso.
After a few minutes of languishing by the sunlit sill like some lazy housecat, a door slid open and Gianna saw a figure enter into the garden. She took one look and knew this must be the man that the landlady spoke of. He was wearing a dark dressing gown over his clothes, which hung loosely from his bony frame, and moved as though he were ankle-deep in quicksand, plodding through the mass of green at a snailâs pace. As he came more into view, Gianna began to glean why. The manâs face was sallow, sunken, with an unscrupulous smattering of pure white stubble on his chin. Even from a distance, he was unmistakably ill.
Just like the beauty of the terrace garden had caught and cradled her attention, so too did the ugliness of its master. She felt bad for spying, but it was like a car crash on the highway or a particularly inane online argument; she couldnât look away.
The man pulled on a heavy pair of gardening gloves and a paper mask and began to prune and pluck at certain growths. He gathered and sorted the clippings into little plastic bags. If he had some sort of system driving his path, it was an inscrutable one. After a while of picking through the garden seemingly at random, he retreated back inside.
However, just as he was shuffling through the sliding door-- the phrase, âback from whence he cameâ came to mind-- he paused with his hand on the glass and raised his head. He turned and, as if guided by some preternatural intuition, stared directly into Giannaâs window.
Their eyes met and Gianna withdrew with a gasp. Of course after the moment had passed, she laughed at herself for her reaction. There was no way heâd been looking at her. Coincidence paired with a chronically overactive imagination had made her see something where there was nothing. He was a sick old man with a perfectly normal hobby, not some sinister ghoul.
Nevertheless, she lowered the blinds and kept them lowered for the rest of the day.
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By Monday, Gianna had more or less forgotten about the creepy old man and his garden. There was unpacking to do, furniture to acquire and then spray with bedbug killer, and most importantly, a fancy new job to buy some fancy second-hand clothes for.
That was maybe overstating things a bit. She was hired on to work with a small team restoring and preserving a local universityâs art collection. The reality of the occupation wasnât glamorous, but it was dignified. It was something Gianna could and did take pride in, undoing the damage wrought by the passing years one cotton swab at a time, revealing the beauty underneath.
Being back in the city, she nostalgically recalled a field trip to the Metropolitan back at the age when the nude sculptures made her classmates giggle, earning rolled eyes from the chaperone, and made young Gianna deeply uneasy in a way she didnât yet have the words to explain. But it was the women with the flowing finery and piercing painted stares that caused her insides to flutter with something like hope. Billowing skirts caught in suspended animation mid-twirl, whether staged in the dramatic light-vs-shadow games of the baroque period or abstracted by a million tiny brushstrokes in a more impressionistic style. They had changed something in her.
But in spite of her love of the arts, she could never seem to sum up the same confidence when the brush was in her own hands. After long struggling on her own, she reluctantly accepted her dadâs offer to put a word in for her with connections at Fordham. Once upon a time the idea of returning to her dadâs alma mater wouldâve warmed her with pride. Now she was just thankful the surname Alexander was common enough that the chances of anyone recognizing her was slim. The last thing she wanted was to start her first day with people already thinking she was only here by the grace of her family connections.
In spite of all her apprehensions, her first day went by without a hitch, save for the belated realization that sheâd forgotten to tear the tag off her new blouse. She didnât think anyone noticed. By the time she stepped on the subway that evening she was practically vibrating with a frantic, ecstatic energy that didnât abate into exhaustion until she was home and sweating off her six-story hike. That, more than anything, was going to take some getting used to, she mused.
She shed her good-first-impression suit in favor of a cropped halter top and sweatpants. The setting sun cast beams of golden light through the slats in the blinds and over the back of her neck, the curve of one freckled shoulder. It wobbled iridescent through the glass and on a whim Gianna got up to open the window. There was that sweetish scent on the wind again, overpowering even the smoke that wafted up from the tenant below as he ground his cigarette butt against the masonry. Innocently, almost incidentally, she cast her gaze upon the little eden. There was someone new in the garden today.
The woman in the violet dress was opposite to the old man in every way. Dancing through the garden, touching every bloom and bud as if it were the hand of a treasured friend, Gianna had never seen anyone more alive. Short, dark curls like fiddleheads bobbed around her plum-flushed cheeks. In the pink twilight, she almost seemed to glow.
It wasnât like Gianna to start waxing romantic over a stranger. She hadnât felt that sort of blind infatuation since her first year of college, when she left home for the first time and a whole new world of opportunity suddenly opened to her the way it never could have with her passionately Catholic mother looking over her shoulder. This, she reasoned, must be something like that. She was just getting high on that feeling of possibility and freedom again.
Before she fully realized what she was doing, Gianna had opened the window and climbed out onto the fire escape. She climbed from platform to platform until the neighboring terrace was only a stoneâs throw away, until she could hear the young womanâs voice as she murmured fawning nonsense to the flowers. In her distraction, Giannaâs foot slipped on the last rung of the ladder. She caught herself, though not gracefully and not before making a notable clamor on the way down.
The womanâs head shot up. Her eyes were the same color as her dress, and there was a leaf caught in her hair.
âHey,â Gianna said, trying and failing to recover smoothly.
â...Hi.â
She swallowed. âI live up there.â She pointed. âIâm not, like, a burglar.â
âYou wouldnât be a very good one,â the woman said with a timid, uncertain smile.
She stepped away from the ledge and started to walk away. As Giannaâs heart sunk, she glanced back over her shoulder.
âI just need a refill.â She held up an empty plant mister. âIâm coming back.â
âWouldnât blame you if you didnât,â she said under her breath, hands covering her face from the embarrassment. What is wrong with me?
âAre you the new tenant? My father said there was someone new. He hated the last person who lived in that apartment.â She clapped a hand over her mouth. âBut, I mean, Iâm sure heâll like you.â
She huffed a laugh, taking some comfort from the knowledge that she wasnât the only one so utterly awkward at introductions.
âIâm Gianna.â She put out her hand, although it was obvious she couldnât reach to shake it.
The other mirrored the motion. âBeatrice. Itâs a pleasure to meet you, new neighbor, and a relief.â
âOh yeah, whyâs that?â
Beatrice fiddled absently with her dress, twisting one thin strap around her finger. âNone of the other neighbors ever come to say hey. Itâs been boring.â She smiled. âYou donât seem boring.â
That fluttery feeling returned, the tender thrill of standing before a piece of artwork. Here like there, now like then, something just clicked.
Insects filled the silence with their buzzing hums of contentment. A butterfly alighted onto Beatriceâs shoulder as she settled on the garden wall and a faint woozy feeling overcame Gianna as its wings slowed, spasmed, then went rigid as it fell motionless to the ground.
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I love your analysis of Matenro!!!! Its my fav division too đ
What do you think of Fling Posse? âš
Aaaahhhh, thank you so much! Iâm so glad that others enjoy my thoughts for this series.
As for Fling Posse, I am honestly hoping so much that KR is about to blow the lid on them in this DRB. Because right now, thereâs just so mystique about them and a lot of threads that could lead to something bigger but it hasnât yet. And right now, I think Fling Posse has the most growth to do to catch up with the other divisions. This isnât me saying theyâre not good, donât get me wrong, but they are missing something for their team.Â
(I guess weâre going to actual analysis because we all know I canât just blurb.)
But I think that solely lies in HOW they came together. Which is distinct despite initially seeming like MTCâs way of coming together. Distinct being that FP are so immensely independent as people that their team kind of has suffered. Unlike all the rest of the divisions, FP was the one team that was only together ONLY for rapping together. And at least until they were at âseriousïżœïżœ risk of not making it to the 1st DRB (in the FP vs MTR manga) that they got better. Better. But they continued to strongly be just themselves. Which isnât bad, itâs just that you have a higher chance of the âtoo many chefsâ problem.Â
Lucky for them, they didnât have that issue so much as simply being bested. It really couldâve gone either way for them. Personally, I do feel a bit more surprised about their friendship. Not saying that theyâre not friends but mmm...I think it really depended on the media that came through for me. FP is one of those divisions that seemed a bit different in from the anime vs...almost everything else Iâve listened to? Like I think the anime is more of what FP gets into once they sufficiently convince the other members to go along with them. But thatâs the main thing, if you notice a lot of their initial coming together for the track or chapter, they usually are asking âwhy are you bothering me?â And it doesnât always come across as that mean-spiritedness of like calling your friend a mean name that theyâd laugh about. They do have a good time once itâs a bit of ribbing but thereâs always that brash first few steps.Â
Which, honestly, is mainly Gentaro being âwhy have you interrupted me this time?â But to his credit, heâs like the only introvert amongst two high energy friends. And they are also crazy so he needs the time to regain the energy to be straight-faced through whatever bullshit is about to be pulled again. And speaking of Gentaro, he is such a driving force in FP too. Like heâs an unwitting mom friend and he is both aware of it and absolutely exhausted from it. But I do think he cares a lot. Too much to be honest. And I think that may be that part of Gentaro that is kinda romantic at heart. And that he doesnât want to admit that he only met Ramuda and Dice for one day but if anything were to happen to them, then heâd kill everyone in the room and then himself. A little exaggerated but Gentaro does seem very attached to these guys when he honestly doesnât seem the type to really make friends. Maybe their energy remind him of his friend or itâs that whole introvert gets brought into a fold because more outgoing person was like âI like you, letâs go.âÂ
When it comes to his crew, Gentaro does have apprehension with Ramuda though and kind of rightfully so. His âliarâs intuitionâ was not off about feeling something was strange with their leader and Ramuda KNEW that Gentaro had that feeling. But they never pried into each other. Gentaro because he could tell Ramuda would shut him out, making his snooping incomplete forever. Ramuda because...well, as far as heâs concerned, he already knows all he needs to about Gentaro. They are honestly such observant and calculating people that they kind of end up in cat and mouse deal. I say this because while I do believe Gentaro does care, I do also believe he is still using Ramuda to some extent for some unseen goal. He probably wouldnât risk Ramudaâs life over it though.Â
Ramudaâs whole journey of feelings could best be summed up as him catching feelings and instead of being glad, heâs like âNo. God. Fuck! WHY?!â He didnât ask for this, you bastards tripped him! Like I feel like Ramuda went through this whole time fulfilling his whims because itâs the only time they would ever be filled. And he was running with it never being able to last because all it takes is one order and itâs done. Heâs seen it happen. Heâs made it happen. Thereâs no way he can stop it but...because there is some piece of him that aches for humanity. So, he considers his time with FP like sweets, little indulgences he is allowed until eventually heâs pulled away. But Ramuda still feels things and I felt like FP he was much more guarded than he was with TDD because he was still living down the pain he felt for...basically, taking someone important from people he considered friends! He hurt his friends and probably didnât want to do that to them again. Which explains this false closeness Ramuda puts up with FP.Â
Although they did get to him during the 1st DRB because Gentaro and Dice only cared about how Ramuda was and him doing things his way and on his own terms. Sure they didnât know what was happening but they gave him courage to be unapologetically himself since that is what he wanted but he never thought of the weight of what that means. That sometimes being yourself means that you choose a path that isnât easy. And Gentaro and Dice would know what thatâs like. While I believe Gentaro is well off, Iâm sure heâs still seen as a weirdo just because of how he dresses. It is stubbornly outdated when he lives in, arguably, one of the most trendy and up-to-date wards but he doesnât care. Heâs himself and to hell with those that make fun of him. And Dice, well, his habits make him do and say strange things. I wonât say he has no pride but he is...shameless, which can be very off-putting in the context of the things heâs done for money or the thrill. And Dice doesnât care either. Heâs doing exactly what makes him happy and thatâs all that matters. Because they know, they could convey the sincerity in wanting Ramudaâs self shining through that it actually got him. With the 2nd DRB (which at the time of writing, the FP vs MTC CD is not out), I hope that they allow for more time of FP getting to deal with Ramudaâs âtrue selfâ and Ramuda allowing that to show. Which...from what Iâve heard from those that have heard the full version of Black Journey....seems like a strong possibility.
Finally rounding off and probably both fortunately and unfortunately my shortest would be Dice. *cue my long and frustrated groan* He has so much to do with things but he isnât used. Truly, Dice is underutilized story wise. And unfortunately I have the least to say because his is straight forward. He just does not care. Not that he doesnât care about FP but he does not care about all the things THEY worry he wouldnât like them for. He doesnât care about their past. He doesnât care what theyâve done. He doesnât care who they decide to be to him. For Dice, I think itâs a simple âbut Iâm loyal if you feed me and Iâll never leave you because, well I need the food.â Itâs not actually that simple since Dice has never and would never leave FP despite someone that could possibly continually provide what he wants or needs (this lovely man named Rio exists). But I just think that Dice doesnât really hold grudges. Even though they havenât interacted this go around, I donât think he really hates Hifumi and Doppo since thatâs a lot time of time to invest in not liking them and I just donât Dice giving enough shits to do so. I do mainly think itâs because if Dice respects them not prying into them, theyâll do so and not look into him. And itâs this lack of prying that earns both Gentaro and Ramudaâs friendship because they donât want that. That and Dice would defend them regardless of if they couldâve handled the situation are not. All because they are friends. And nothing else.Â
Phew. This is a lot. Like way more than the MTR one but thatâs because it has so many moving parts. Like FP are so individualistic that you need to go for each one specifically. I hope that this was something close to what you were looking for lovely anon.
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I've been thinking about watching formula e. What are the best things about it?
Hi I love FE!!! Thereâs a lot of good primers you can read so Iâll try not to re-tread those and just give my opinion of what I enjoy the most in formula e! Iâm literally just getting into it so this is gonna be broad / early impressions!
1. The innovation!Â
Technology and development is fascinating in F1 but in formula e itâs even MORE compelling to hear about imo because itâs like... in F1, innovation will stay largely within F1! In FE some of this is literally the technology of the future that will one day be adapted into our everyday lives being developed in front of our eyes. Like I am FASCINATED by the flood lights in Diriyah this weekend being powered by vegetable oil!Â
I started watching season 1 onward to get into FE ahead of this new season and it is just so utterly compelling and fascinating to see how far electric car technology has come in almost 7 years! F1 has been fairly stable for a long time now but watching FE you can see constant growth in its size and capabilities. Like obviously the jump from having to swap cars halfway through the race to only needing one car, but also stuff like the podium ceremony, the structure of a weekend, fan engagement, introducing attack mode! The gen 2 cars look incredible compared to the gen 1 cars! Being able to see how much FE can pull off without aggressively hurting the environment is lowkey inspiring.Â
2. The chaos!
I think this is a pretty big one for everyone coming into FE from F1 - especially with merc dominance in F1 making it at least SOMEWHAT predictable - but I never have any idea whoâs going to win a Formula E race. Pretty much half the grid are Up There at any point, and because the technology is so new the innovation race is extremely tight. Anything can happen, and fan boost / attack mode / the qualifying system only make that more true! Iâve only been watching old races so apologies for the outdated example, but I was watching race 2 of season 2 the other day and like... the third place driver (Robin, my beloved) was basically drifting the car permanently bc the suspension was broken and he had to turn right just to go straight.Â
Thatâs another thing, you see a LOT more of the flag warning a driver they have to pit for repairs or theyâll be disqualified in FE. Formula 1 cars break if you sneeze on them, FE cars will hit a wall and keep going.Â
3. The vibe!
The found family vibe of the grid is so wholesome tbh theyâre all quite open and supportive with each other and itâs!!! So nice!!! And then you have drivers like jev who were treated like rubbish in other series that come to FE and really come into their own in a supportive environment. Iâve been watching season 2 and the drivers just chat together and vibe before the podium and give each other hugs before the race and itâs so good??? If you enjoyed Pierre Redemption Arc at Monza then hereâs a whole grid of Pierre At Monza for you to love. This is less common now plenty of drivers are just coming into FE like âright whatâs all this thenâ bc itâs established itself as a tight contest in its own right! Which only means the chaos is gonna get even more intense!
Also tho sfdhfsdjhfsd when they Kick Off they Kick Off and itâs so funny they are all so dramatic. If Jev could lean out of the car and slap another driver mid-race he would.
ALSO I mean just, the aesthetic of the cars themselves? FE liveries are diverse and the cars look futuristic as hell. The light up halos and glow in the dark helmets this weekend especially are making me weak.
4. The Locations
FE races almost exclusively on street circuits which means they 1) avoid the environmental costs that come with a purpose built circuit and 2) have some of the most beautiful venues to race in. The scenery in FE is so good at every track!
5. The commentary team!
I literally canât do this without saying how much I love jack, dario, and nicki they are SUCH a good team. Jack is impartial without being boring and always has a positive stat or fact about any driver and just- jack creates such an insightful, welcoming environment. Also he gets more hyper than a hamster thatâs been drinking red bull laced coffee and itâs endearing as fuck.
Dario is an AMAZING co-commentator bc heâs -looks directly at brundle as I say this- a genuinely successful driver who brings that insight in only when itâs relevant or heâs asked about it. Heâs also great mainly because heâs hysterical and he balances out Jackâs energy so well. Heâs calmer and completely unafraid to say when someone has been a clown. You can sum up dario and jackâs energy best by something that happened in a race I was watching the other day. One of the drivers had a little (literally it was like a tap) contact with another driver. Jack went âoh my goodness!â alarmed as Dario started laughing evilly at them for being clowns.Â
NICKI is AMAZING sheâs such a good interviewer sheâs so?? Clever with her questions tbh? I was watching Berlin season 2 the other day and god not only does she always ask the right questions and get a good answer but sheâs very good about knowing how much she should/shouldnât say about what the broadcast has picked up. Sheâs sneaky sheâll get you in a lie. Also Dario and Nickiâs pit lane looks always slap.
6. The AccessibilityÂ
This may vary depending on what country youâre in but for me all old FE races are available to watch on youtube which I think is just AMAZING and what all motorsport should do.
#sorry I just rambled#I could keep going but i'm super overstimulated this afternoon and need to go lay down in a dark room#FE#ask#Anonymous
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My Top 10 Favorite Anime Heroes (Updated) by DarkChild316
âGuess whoâs backâŠback again! DarkChildâs back, with 10 more friends!â LOL, sorry for that lame-ass joke, but I was listening to some Eminem earlier today. Anyway, my terrible sense of humor aside, I thought it would be a good time to give my list of âMy 10 Favorite Anime Heroesâ an update, figured since I did one for the villains I thought shit, might as well do one for the heroes too! Now once again, this list is strictly for the men only, if you want a list of my favorite anime queens, check out my list of âMy Top 10 Favorite Anime Heroinesâ. But in the meantime, enjoy this updated list of my favorite anime heroes:
#10. Izuku Midoriya (My Hero Academia): One of the newest (and quite literally) entries on my list, Deku is a character who dreamed of becoming a hero in spite of being born without a Quirk or any kind of powers in a world dominated by heroes with them. Only to be chosen as successor to the greatest hero of the age, All Might. A humble yet caring fanboy at heart, if All Might represents the Golden Age of heroes, then Deku represents the future of heroes in the Modern Era. He may be a socially awkward cinnamon roll at the best of times, but donât let that fool you into thinking that heâs not willing to stand up and do whatâs right when the chips are down and the world needs a hero to stand for, no matter what form of villain is in the way! The only reason he doesnât rank any higher on this list, is because heâs still relatively new to the scene and time will tell where he stands in the Patheon of anime legends.
#9. Inuyasha (InuYasha): Heâs half dog-demon, half human: put it all together and what do you get? A sword-wielding hybrid who knows how to take care of business. Originally wanting nothing more than to become a full demon, his human heart trumped his selfish desires, leading him to fall for the modern-day schoolgirl he vowed to protect. Fighting through feudal Japan to recover fragments of the Sacred Jewel, InuYasha can be both cold and rude, yet heartfelt and compassionate. Plus, he makes us all laugh whenever we see this happen.
#8. Alucard (Hellsing): There have been a shitload of vampires in modern anime, yet all of them owe their debt to this tall, dark, well-dressed man. There has never been a vampire as delightfully sadistic as Alucard but unlike most vampires, thereâs a method to his sadism that makes him truly brilliant. He isnât truly evil, heâs just a monster who revels in destroying other monsters in any sadistic way he sees fit. And he truly revels in it, making his victims (most of which are evil Nazis and powerful demons) believe they actually have a chance by damaging them before regenerating and wrecking them in devastating fashion. This isnât to say heâs totally heartless though, as heâs shown a great deal of fondness for the members of his team who are just as devoted to ridding the world of the evil forces that threaten it. Even though the anime version of Alucard mentions that he doesn't entirely understand humans anymore, he seems happy to work in the service of them, and to protect them from devils who aren't as honorable as he is.
#7. Kenshin Himura (Rurouni Kenshin): When I was a kid, Rurouni Kenshin was my favorite anime growing up and Kenshin was my favorite character. Having had a chance to revisit this anime recently during lockdown reminded me once again why that is, Kenshin is easily the most compelling character I had seen growing up as a kid and he was a refreshing change of pace in the samurai genre. Firstly, he was quite feminine to the point that many mistook him for a woman. He was also one of the politest characters in anime history, frequently putting others before himself and speaking to them with the utmost respect and patience. If you didnât know any better, youâd think the guy would be better suited as a florist that a samurai. But underneath that smiling exterior hides a dark secret, Kenshin is a man haunted by the demons of his past. A former mercenary who killed countless foes, he makes a vow to never kill again, and is repeatedly tested on that vow time and time again as less virtuous people endanger the countryâs peace. When Kenshin's hand is forced, he can go to incredibly dark places and fall back into the habits that made him known far and wide as the most fearsome swordsman in the land. Although Kenshinâs momentary lapses make him a complete badass and set the stage for some of the most epic sword battles ever animated, Kenshin always goes back to his sweet persona once the danger is gone. But in his solitary, quiet moments, he's gripped by his greatest fear; that one day he will permanently revert to his former self and become a manslayer once more.
#6. Spike Spiegel (Cowboy Bebop): Iâll admit, it had been a long time since Iâd seen Cowboy Bebop, so naturally I had forgotten about how cool a character Spike Spiegel was. Thankfully, this pandemic has allowed me to revisit it, and I find myself being just as in awe of Spike as I was when I was kid in the 90âs, heâs that awesome a character folks! Spike was an amalgamation of influences (from Bruce Lee, to Lupin III, and a little dose of film noir), and the result was a creation greater than the sum of its parts. In a series like Cowboy Bebop, which was itself a combination of cultural influences from around the globe, Spike was the essence of the story. Voice actor Steve Blum launched his career into new heights when he gave the performance of a lifetime in the English dub of the series, giving Spike a sense of smooth, effortless cool that many argue surpassed the original Japanese version.
Spike proved to be a versatile character; he was an expert pickpocket, a gearhead who worked on his own spaceship, a clever detective, a badass fighter, and even a bit of a philosopher. But what made Spike most interesting was his past as a gangster, and a man hopelessly in love. His relationship with Julia, and the tragic end of that relationship, haunts him throughout the series and shows us what truly mattered to him all along. When Cowboy Bebop reaches its powerful conclusion, Spike goes out in a blaze of glory that is unmatched in the history of anime (all I have to say is âBangâ).
#5. Ichigo Kurosaki (Bleach): The first of the shonen âBig 3â to appear on my list, youâd think being born with the ability to see ghosts would be enough, but not for this high-school bruiser. After a fateful encounter with a Shinigami, Ichigo gains the power of a god of death, and is tasked with defending his home from the malicious spirits known as Hollows. As his seemingly endless battle stretches to other planes of existence and some truly frightening enemies, both Quincy and Hollow, this orange-haired swordsman will keep fighting to protect what matters most to him no matter what.
#4. Monkey D. Luffy (One Piece): The second member of the shonen âBig 3â to make my list, this straw-hatted rubber-man takes my vote for his carefree spirit and his big heart. With the dream of grabbing the title of Pirate King, Luffy is a man who thinks with his stomach and fists rather than his head. Always in the pursuit of adventure, this happy-go-lucky guy may be the last person you consider when you think pirate captain. But youâd be wrong: You mess with Luffyâs crew and heâll declare war on the entire world to save them.
#3. Naruto Uzumaki (Naruto): Talk about a rough childhood. After having a powerful demon sealed inside of him, Naruto was a social outcast in the shinobi village he grew up in; even though people despised him for being the vessel for the Nine-Tailed Fox demon he did not take the darker path in life nor did it deter him from pursing his dream of becoming the village leader to gain the respect and admiration of those who once shunned him. Narutoâs growth as both a ninja and human can be seen throughout the series, Â as it was this good nature of his and the will to protect everyone close to him that slowly changed the attitude of people towards him as the bonds of friendship he forges make his dream worth fighting for.
#2. Edward Elric (Fullmetal Alchemist): Wildly ambitious, wickedly smart, and wise beyond his years, Edward Elric entered the stage with a fresh, but interesting take on the modern shonen anime hero. Unlike those who came before him, he wasnât this lovable idiot with a heart of gold. He was smart, calculating, arrogant, and shrimp sized. But most daring of all was the fact that Edward is technically handicapped, having had both an arm and a leg lost in a tragic accident fueled by love and hubris. In Edward we had a character who unlike most anime heroes was truly multidimensional. He could be comedic and pull off wild takes and sight gags. He could be placed in the most tragic circumstances and portray the deepest kind of sadness. He could be a complete badass, but he could also be the nicest guy on the planet. And most of all we saw Edward discover harsh truths about the world and learn that he didnât know nearly as much as he thought he did.
#1. Son Goku (Dragon Ball): With the greatest respect to those like Luffy and Naruto, none of those characters would have ever been possible without this man (and the creators of One Piece and Naruto have even admitted this themselves). The prototype for shounen lead characters, Goku was somewhat of an anomaly back in his day. When the plucky, pint-sized kid Goku first appeared in Dragon Ball, the trend for male heroes was to have larger than life muscle heads (which Goku ironically turned into in his adulthood). Goku also grew up; another drastic change in a time when characters rarely changed much. But Dragon Ball Z is where Goku truly earned his fame. Goku isnât even the most popular character in DBZ sometimes, but he is the foundation of the series. His heroism, strength, and dedication make him the perfect core for a kidâs show where the themes are meant to be pretty simple. He may not be the most complex character in anime history, but heâs perfect for the goal he was meant to accomplish. But Goku isnât my top hero so much for his character complexity; itâs his influence that cannot be denied. He was, in many ways, a character that bucked the trends of his time and defined the direction of shonen manga/anime for decades, and that's why he's my #1 anime hero of all-time.
So that's my list, what did you guys think about it? Love it, hated it? Go on and tell me what you think and let me know who your favorite anime heroes are. See you soon!
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Calamatta managed to roll out of bed and redress herself. Pulling on the suit and grabbing a spare to bring with her on her trip to To-Rot. Leaving her room she met with Nappa. "There she is!" He chugged a caffeinated hot beverage down like it was nothing, Raditz stood beside him counting his wad of cash and stuffing it in his armor.Â
"Pay looks nice." She yawns and stretches making her cute tail curl and back arch abit. "37,000. Not bad but could be better. Vegeta got the most of it." Nappa nods and pushes the yawning female saiyan a mug of the hot beverage. "Thanks...gonna need it." "Damn right you are! Vegeta is still sleeping. Weird he said he was gonna get up before us.. eh whatever. Lets get your pod and stuff ready then well worry bout him." Nappa said as Calamatta shined off the mug and pushed it away.
Upon going to the pod, her coordinates were set and everything was packed into there Raditz, who was standing besides her piped up, leaning against the pod with his massive arms crossed. "Dont take this the wrong way Calamatta but⊠why are you soâŠ" he moves his hands in an hour glass shape and tilts his head. Calamatta went wide eyed and fixed her suit where her ass is.Â
"If thats how you flirt with women that was a strike out, good lord! And I have know idea why! Its just my body shape idiotâŠ" she comments hearing Nappa wheeze as he fixes some wires within the pod, followed by him clanging his head leaving. "Im not! I d-dont flirt its just that⊠well⊠shes got⊠n-nice legs and ⊠a great fa-" Calamatta thwipped her tail like a nervous cat. The bay door slid open and Raditz's poor excuse for flirtation was stopped DEAD in its tracks. "Stop harassing Calamatta on her body type Raditz, Saiyan women were given bodys to kill, shes built like a fine tuned weapon whether you see it or not." Vegeta points up at Raditz who scowled with a full face of blush. "Oh so you look at her too Vegeta?" Calamatta slaps her forehead and raises her voice flicking Raditz in the forehead for his really stupid comment. "Can yall stop talking about me like im not fuckin here??" She snapped annoyed and heard Nappa close up the oxygen port.
 "Ready boss?" She asked Vegeta, who nodded and got into his respective pod and punched in the coordinates manually. "Later guys!" She got in and Raditz and Nappa left the pod evac room.Â
Vegeta's voice sparked to life on her scouter. "Theres a hidden base by the most recent Frieza Force there.. we should make it there in an hour so that will be our base of operation. No breaches from outside forces." She nods and for the 2nd time in her life the pod flew straight out of the mothership into the cold vacuum of space.Â
She crossed her arms and watched Vegetas whiz right past her hurtling with effort and ease to the planet that only seemed to become larger.. if that wasnt already more possible.
 She marveled at it⊠it was amazing. It was a shame she was there for a job to do.Â
It was under 50 minutes where there pods broke entry to the planets atmosphere, careening and becoming hot to the touch, cold metal heating up faster, and faster becoming scorching red hot. Then the mountain range came into view, with the ship in sight the two pods crashed right into a large cave system.Â
Welding their pods into the hard rock walls to jut through with 0 damage just enough room for the pods to open on the opposite side of the mountain. Calamatta and Vegeta pushed the button to open the pod bay doors, they took one solid whif of the atmosphere and Cala sighed. "To-Rot huh.. so wheres the base ship?" Cala steps her boots onto the alien planets surface. "5 miles that way. Stay within the tree line, follow my lead." The prince cracks his neck and blasts away leaving a trail of dust and debris behind him.
 "Say no more.." she stated following close behind Vegeta. Vegetas eyes were trained ahead. Toa ship that was covered in dirt and over growth. He tapped his scouter to be sure. "Perfect.. no signs of power levels. Excellent!" He smirked, the prince and Calamatta landed outside of the ship. Vegeta punched in a code and they were both let in. "Good.. now.. lets have a look around. The recent failed mission logs should have data from their logs. Have a look around for food and whatever else when i find the log ill call for you" Vegeta announced as the hangar door shut behind them locking followed by a robotic voice.Â
'Systems Armed'
Calamatta turned on her heels and scampered to the back of the ship. Vegeta watched the eager Saiyan trot away, with a sigh and a roll of his eye he headed towards the command deck of the ship.Â
Collected with dust and opened up first aid kits, Vegeta scanned the surrounding area cautiously. 3 lone scouters covered in blood sat on the front of the deck. An ominous reminder of the past couple of grunts who died here.Â
He snagged the three up and turned to call for Calamatta "Found them! Get up here!"
Calamatta dropped this box of rations she found and walked quickly to the front to see him plugging in the scouters logs. An unfamiliar voice chimed to life.Â
"F-Force log number 1, we have arrived at To-Rot, this area is to be our base of operation since the inhabitants cannot scale plateaus or fly. We will commence terraformation and return in a week." Vegeta clicked the 2nd video, a bead of sweat rolled down his forehead.Â
"F-Force Log number 2⊠uhm.. Que, Roa, and Gil went missing yesterday. We have been here for 3 days now and i have seen hide nor tail of them... ill send a distress warning to the mother ship but i will go and find my crew."Â
He pressed the last one and the room suddenly became much heavier. "F-Force number 3⊠i found my crew.. w-whats left of themâŠ" he held up baren bones and armor. "This planets fucked up⊠if you know whats good for you send the Saiyans.. theyll do a better job.. i couldnt save my crew! This is Nutte signing off⊠i'm going to look for Roa.â
"Thats⊠not good.." Vegeta groaned and plugged in the next scouter, A new crew came up on the screen, a crew of ten. The crew was looking around, brows raised and sweat on their brow. âSo we are the 4th crew to come to this planet alone, from what were aware these uh⊠the main population of this race is highly hostile and we need to utilize lethal force...Well update as we go along.â After that log there was no update, no commanders log. He stepped away and swiped a hand through his hair. âLast logâŠâ He clicked on it which was 7 full days ago.Â
A Log List of all the times this one computer has been logged into popped up. It was far more then 4.
10 Crew lists came through. Crews of upwards of 5 being the smallest to 30 being the most. All vanished within days of arrival. All of them mentioning, to send someone stronger, someone more capable. The Saiyans, they begged for the Saiyans help and they were all sent on suicide missions back to back to back to back.
Vegeta slammed his hands down on the console making it glitch the screen. âOf course theyd call for usâŠdammit!â He barked and kept his back turned away from her. âSo they sent them on suicide missions because⊠they didnât want to send us?â She questioned, furrowing her brows trying to wrap her head around the situation. âFrieza didnt want to send me and the other two⊠He sent US on a suicide mission.â Vegeta turned quickly and stared daggers into Calamatta, the overwhelming feeling of concern rain heavy within her head, and sat uncomfortably in her stomach like something she shouldnt have eaten.
Vegeta crossed the room and pointed his finger right into her chest a deep growl emanating from behind his bared teeth. âHe went and sent ME with YOU so we can both perish!â âHey hey what the hell! Calm down abit, well make it out of here ill follow orders.â Vegetaâs vein popped out on his forehead, eyes narrowed furious.
 âThats not my point. Your optimism is the closest thing we have to any cocky behavior! It doesnt surprise me why Frieza sent me to a month long mission..â She put up her hands and once again her heart sunk; she went wide eyed staring into the princes heartlessly infuriated black eyes.
Friezas words rattled in her skull âyour life is as forfeit to me as it is VegetaâŠâ
âI dont get why he would send both of us to die.â He turned back around and walked to a table with a map on it. âYou stood at Friezaâs side for as long as you have been able to speak, you wanted freedom from him, now you might as well see the harsh reality, he never had any good intentions for you Calamatta. He wants you dead, so much so hell send the both of us to a lethal planet to terraform on our ownâŠâ He said flatly, Calamatta remained silent her tail loosely hanging from her waist. Her dignity and pride feeling like it was oozing out of her very pores. âNow get over here and lets get an idea of the land⊠this moon has two moons and we have to plan accordingly.â The map is very detailed of the entirety of the planet from the red deserts to the lush green forests and then to the grayed out city scapes. All of them giant hot beds of activity, teaming with life as they knew it.Â
His orders were direct and bland. Calamatta dragged her feet, depressed. Feeling less and less like a Saiyan by the moment, it wasnt so much Vegeta.. it was how quickly she was starting to realize Frieza was right, and goddamn did it grate her nerves to know that... The idea of freedom is going to be lightyears more heavier then she could imagine, shes not even close and this is what she has to deal with. Calamatta tightened her tail back up around her waist and listened to her Princes expertise plan of attack.
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Academic Misgivings (Part One) - Peter Parker
Here it is! Part One! Remember this is a Rivals-To-Lovers, slow burn story with a Fem!reader. This also takes place after Homecoming and before Endgame. FEEDBACK IS APPRECIATED!
You and Peter Parker arenât friends, but youâre not entirely enemy either. You donât like him but he always tries to be nice to you. He has everything youâve ever wanted and youâll do anything to show him that you can make it on your own. But can you?
Blood was pounding in your ears, heart thundering in your chest as if spurred to life by some angered beast. The sensation of tingling nerves as your hand seemingly hovered, magnetically drawn, over the buzzer. Adrenaline drove you through the thrill as Mr. Harringtonâs monotone voice echoed in your skull. The question floated in your mind, seeking its own answers locked away between the neurons of your brain.
With a snap of synapse your whole being jolted. Your palm slammed on the buzzer so hard that the light within shuddered a violent red. Mr. Harringtonâs brown eyes widened in shock at the sound but her quickly composed himself.
âMidtown?â
âWhat is the Fibonacci Spiral.â
âCorrect!â Mr. Harrington rang a little bell and turned his back to you. Finally, you allowed yourself to breathe, although it felt more like a wild gasp of air.
âFigures,â you heard someone grumble behind you, but you were too caught up in rolling off the high of affirmation. The mounting joy was building like the apprehension of riders on a roller coasters first crest of a large hill.
âGreat job, Y/N. Youâll be heading the B team in Chicago.â And there was the stomach sinking drop. No cheers filled your ears, only disappointed thoughts barraged your mind.
âThe B team? Doesnât my improvement push me up to the A team?â The rest of the academic decathlon team fell silent at your question. You didnât have to turn around to know that all eyes were on you. Almost all eyes.
âWell we already have Mr. Parker leading A team. We need to keep our heaviest hitters spread out through the sets of questions.â Your hands curled into tight fists. It would take you and âMr. Parkerâ to even out the intellect on B team. You opened your mouth to say exactly that when the school library doors flew wide. A red faced, panting, Peter Parker had decided to show up. Now, all eyes were on you as you loomed over the table.
âSo, so sorry, this wonât happen again, I promise,â Peter said, his bright eyes shifting from you to Mr. Harrington. The man peered at him through his thick rimmed glasses with an almost fatherly expression. Peter, like a scolded child, dropped his backpack next to the others and found an empty seat on the other table, opposite you.
âIt better not,â despite the veiled threat, Mr. Harringtonâs voice was soft. âWe need you in Chicago Peter. Youâre our secret weapon.â If it werenât for Peterâs awkward laugh, everyone could have heard your eyes rolling in their sockets. Ever since you were both young, Peter Parker had never failed to show you up. If he wasnât deemed superior under the circumstances, then you were put on an equal footing that always set you more on edge than his overwhelming victories.
For instance, there was the first grade summer reading program. The program itself was not, in name a contest; but as soon as the plump librarian dotted on the fact that you and Peter were âneck and neckâ with the amount of books you had both read, you drove yourself to collect on a phantom prize. At the end-of-summer reading palooza party hosted by the public library, the final count was drawn in a tie. You and Peter had read a grand total of 42 books a piece, a hefty sum for a couple of seven year olds.
Then there was the infamous war forged on the third grade front of Mrs. Davisâ classroom. The lovely lady taught science, arguably your favorite subject and Peterâs realm of fascination. Mrs. Davis had both you and Peter in her fifth hour class and would often call on either of you to run errands for her before lunch period. The battle to be her teacherâs pet was intense between you and Peter. It was only in fourth grade did you both learn that being a teacherâs pet was the worst thing anyone could be, ever. Nevertheless, the seeds of animosity had sprouted that year and sixth grade only serves to nourish the growth.
The second year of middle school had not only stirred up the beginnings of puberty but also supplied an outlet for your budding hostility towards your academic rival. You werenât one for physical education, much preferring a good book than a good jog, but dodge-ball was a godsend. Peter was as lanky as a stick bug, making him a smaller target but that also meant he couldnât throw very far either. The dodge-ball intramural championship gave you your very first win against district-wide admiration of Peter Parker.
Despite how tall and suddenly handsome Peter had gotten over Summer break, your jealousy towards him remained. The flames were only stoked when girls would, happily, go up to talk to him, compliment him. Burning with envy, for which party, that you were unsure of, you finally talked to Peter. All years past, your competition to outdo each other had been silent. Not a word had passed between you before seventh grade and it only served to anger you further.
Peter was kind. So kind that he made you feel like your bitter rivalry had been one sided. Further fueled, you competed against him in a school hosted trivia night. However, the fates seemed to be against your thirst for conquest because you and Peter ended up on the same team. Granted, that team had won, but between you and Peter, no winner was named.
This fervent yet unspoken clash continued to grow as you both entered high-school. Freshman year had consisted of fighting to see which one of you would join the academic decathlon team first. Peter had made the A team and you the B team. The results presented a persistent conflict between you and the boy genius that had followed up to the current Junior year. Was it childish? Perhaps. Were you ever going to admit that? No.
The sound of a loud practice buzzer went off, breaking you out of your reflection. Â When you looked up at the table opposite, your jaw clenched. Of course it had been Peter to answer the question. His friend, Ned, clapped him on the shoulders and you felt your own tense up.
âCorrect, as always, Mr. Parker.â Mr. Harrington changed the score on the board and you felt your skin crawl. Peter was always the star pupil, no matter how well you performed in his absence. âAlright next question. Hypertrichosis is colloquially known by this nameâŠâ
The meat of your palm stung when it impacted with the buzzer. âWhat is Werewolf Syndrome.â
âCorrect!â
You smiled smugly, reclining back in the uncomfortable chairs that, on some vile whim, the school board had deemed perfect for the campus library. Ready to gauge Peterâs disappointment in himself, you spared a glance his way. You found his brown eyes on you, lips offered you half of a smile. You wanted to gag. The role of team player had never suited you, but Peter worn it well like the clothes on his back.
âWell, that ties up our practice scores!â Your head seemed to spin out of your control as you snapped your gaze to the white, erase marker board Mr. Harrington was holding up. Just once, that was all you wanted, to win. âThat gives me the opportunity to talk about the trip to Chicago.â
A chorus of limited cheers and apprehensive stares flooded the room. MJ finally looked up from her book at the news of the field trip. Some of the team was still reeling from their last one. Washington had been a great victory if you ignored how they almost died afterwards.
âItâs gonna be fun guys!â A cheerful cry from Betty, a lovely blonde sophomore. She hadnât been on the trip to Washington. Flash, how was sitting beside you, let out a snicker at the younger girlâs optimism.
âThatâs right, thank you, Betty,â Mr. Harrington continued, âsadly, due to budget cuts, we will be taking a smaller bus this time. Pack lightly and tell your parents that you will be safe. Everyone signed the waivers, yes?â Most of the team spoke up in response. âGreat. Now remember, meet at the front doors at five fifty-five. Weâll be leaving the school at six.â
âSo much for the healthy, professionally recommended eight hours of sleep,â MJ remarked, bringing a smile to your lips. You had never had a long conversation with her, but from what experiences you did have with MJ, you took her to be the wittiest person you had ever met. Much to your amusement, that same wit had a tiring effect on Mr. Harrington who, after MJâs critique, promptly dismissed the team.
You stood swiftly and began to gather your things. The team had a bad habit of stacking bags on top of one another, so it took a moment for you to find you backpack. Once you dug it out of the stack of bags, you spun on your heel and nearly fell face-first into Peter.
âOh, s-â
âWatch it, Parker,â you snap before the blush on your cheeks became too visible. he warmth from his body had dulled the flames of embarrassment for a moment before you had realized how close you were to him. You didnât give Peter a chance to reply as you pushed past him. Luckily, it seemed that no one had noticed the dusting of pink along your face.
The white-hot soreness was put to rest by the crisp afternoon breeze of New York. While Midtown School of Science and Technology wasnât in the heart of the city, it was close enough to the bay where, every now and then, a gentle breeze would carry off from the water. Such a gust was especially felt after school when the sun was no longer at its peak. The receding sunshine made for a cool walk home.
You adjusted the straps of your bag more securely over your shoulders, hoping to keep your mind off of the moment before. Any interaction with Peter had the innate gift of setting you on edge. You clenched your jaw as you walked, the grinding of your teeth drowning out the pestering thoughts of him. However the one sound that wasnât overshadowed was the quick pattering of feet on the length of sidewalk behind you.
âY/N! Wait up!â You turned your head for a brief moment and, after recognizing the figure chasing after you, you picked up your pace. âY/N!â
âNot now, Flash, I have stuff to do!â You felt a hand grab your wrist and you stopped in place. Glaring at your peer, you yanked your hand away.
âIt will only take a moment.â Teeth gritted, you stared at him.
âIt better be worth it.â
Flash gave you a startlingly smug grin as you followed him into a nearby coffee shop. He ordered some absurdly complicated mocha-cappuccino concoction before you both found a secluded table. If it werenât for the circumstances, you would have enjoyed the shop. It was painted a calming sea-blue and littered with antiques of all sorts. The interior gave off a relaxed aura that was brutally interrupted when Flash sat in front of you as he stirred an alarming amount of sugar in his already frothy drink.
âAlright, I have a proposition for you,â Flash said, placing his coffee stirrer on a napkin.Â
âA proposition? What are you, a mob boss?â
âNah,â Flash said coolly as he waved his hand in dismissal, âjust a boss in general.â You had to keep yourself from gagging as he continued. âItâs clear to me, everyone really, that youâre not Peter Parkerâs biggest fan.â
You let out an amused huff. âReally? Youâve noticed?â
âNeither am I,â Flash said, having ignored your remark. âWhich is why I extend an olive branch to you.â
âWhat does this olive branch entail?â You leaned forward with a quirked brow, eyeing Flash. He had your attention.
âYou want to be on A team, as do I. No one can move up with Peter sitting there with his other nerd friends. With the right manner of,â Flash leaned close to whisper, âsabotage, we can both get what we want.â
âSabotage?â You leaned back in your seat, eyes skirted the features of the weasel before you. What Flash was selling was enticing, but the idea of stooping to his level was wholly unappealing. Or perhaps it was the prospect of playing dirty that appalled you, the risk of actually hurting Peter maybe. You shook your head. âNot interested.â
âHold on, hold on, you havenât heard my plan yet,â Flashed raised his hands to calm you, keep you listening. âOne of us would befrien-â
âReally, not interested Flash,â you interrupted as you stood up from your seat. âI donât need to âsabotageâ him, Iâm better than him.â
âJudging by your stable and steady position on the B team, it seems like you might not be.â Rage, pure, unadulterated rage flooded your body and turned your sight red. You turned to glare at Flash before you stomped out of the coffee shop.
You didnât need him, you thought as the cool air hit your face once more, donât need anyone. For you entire life, you had been going it alone so what was something more? You would show Flash and, hopefully, Peter. That leading spot on the A team was going to be yours.
âY/N, hold on! Iâm sorry, but please, listen!â You kept walking and, when he realized he was being ignored, Flash hurried to your side. âIf you donât to sabotage him, can we at least train together? If weâre like really good maybe the city can organize for us to meet Spiderman or even Iron Man! He gave that internship to Parker of all people so maybe-â
âWhat is it with you and Spiderman?â You countered, hoping to get off the road of this conversation with a well-worn detour.
âI dunno, heâs justâŠ.heâs like really cool! Did I ever tell you about the time at Homecoming he took my car?! It was-â
âYou told everyone about that,â you grumbled, clearly annoyed. âWhy donât you find someone that doesnât know that story, yeah?â
You took advantage of his silence and darted quickly down the block. Flashâs strength of talking when no one wanted him to was also his greatest weakness. One that could be easily exploited if you were in need of a getaway. Home was just a few more blocks down.
As you rounded a corner, you nearly ran into a couple walking by. The manâs arm was lazily slung over the womanâs shoulder, who smiled so brightly it was almost like she had been paid to do it. The couple exchanged giggles as you passed by and your heart sank. It had been normal for you to be so painfully focused on the academic side of your life that you had neglected almost every other facet of it. That included romance.
Peter and his ridiculously large brain and his shy little smile took up far too much of your time for you to have even entertained a relationship. Books and trivia apps were your closest friends. Your family was a different story altogether. From the moment Peter Parker walked into your life, everything had changed. You imagined his life had changed too.
As you walked, a shadow fluttered over the length of sidewalk before you. Ever so curious, you looked up to see a man swinging from building to building; Spiderman, specifically. He was hard to miss with the bright red suit and flailing limbs, spindly like his name sake. The powered man looked just as you remembered him from the first time you had seen him. Up close, he had looked more like a boy than man as he safely loaded you and the rest of the team in the elevator inside the Washington Monument on solid ground.
It all felt like a distant memory as the apartment complex you called home came into sight. Everything that last year had felt clean and safe, perfectly juxtaposed to life now. Spiraled out of control, you had once said to your mother. She hadnât responded and you knew that she wouldnât. You climbed the steps, as the elevator was out of order, all the way to the eighth story.
By the time you had unlocked the door, your feet ached for respite. As you kicked off your shoes, the sound of them as they hit the floor echoed in through the apartment. There was no carry-over bustle from the streets. The exposed brick bore no life in the form of family portraits. No one was home except for you and your thoughts; as usual.
You woke the next morning at five. Luckily, before you had fallen asleep, you had enough foresight to pack for the Chicago trip. Textbooks to read during the drive, clothes for the three day stay, and your favorite green sweatshirt already thrown over your loose t-shirt. From the last trip, you had learned to wear comfy clothes for long bus drives. The twelve hours from the school to Chicago was the perfect excuse to dress lazily.
From the near-empty fridge, you grabbed snacks and bottled water for the road. Already, the idea of competing with the highest ranked schools in The Windy City made your stomach churn. With the twisting nerves, you decided to skip breakfast. A poor choice, you soon realized as you lugged your bag down the seemingly endless flights of stairs.
By the time five fifty-five rolled around, you were sweaty from the trek from your home to the school. Mr. Harrington looked exhausted but the ever spry young Literature teacher, Ms. Lauren, chattered away to the team as they boarded the small bus.
âOk kids, I know youâre tired, but put your bags in the back of the bus so we can easily unpack it when we get to the hotel.â You wondered if Ms. Lauren happened to be a morning person or if the large, travel mug of coffee held tight in her hands had anything to do with her wide smile.
Once your bag was stacked with the rest, you settled in a seat towards the front. MJâs mass of curls popped up in a seat nearby, her sneaker-clad feet hung out in the aisle. Ned and Betty, the blonde sophomore, idly chatted, talking about the last time they had been up so early. Late, as usual, Peter Parker made his way on the bus.
âYouâre lucky this wasnât practice, peebag,â Flash sneered when Peter walked past him. The skinny boy dragged a suitcase behind him, one of the front pockets unzipped showed a type of red workout shirt. Or at least you assumed as much, judging by the look of the material.
âHi Peter,â Ned greeted loudly, making you crane your neck to glare in their direction. It was much too early for pleasantries.
âHey, Ned,â Peter said quietly as he added his bag to the pile. He gave Betty a nod of greeting before working his way back to the front of the bus. He stopped beside MJâs seat, just in front of you. âCan I?â
MJ only glared in response, her legs remained sprawled lengthwise along the seat. Peter sighed and turned to look for any other empty seat. As he did, the rather crabby looking bus driver had slammed the bus door shut. The small bus jolted and Peter gripped the edge of your seat tightly, as he kept from falling.
âIs this seat taken?â Peter asked you, his tried looking brown eyes met your gaze in earnest. You stared back at him, mouth parted as your mind tried to register what was happening. It seemed that Fate was against you once more.
âSit down kid!â The gravelly voiced of the bus driver reached your ears and pulled you back to the present. Locked eyes tore away from Peterâs as you moved. You scooted down the bus seat until your side was pressed up against the window. Peter said a soft âthank youâ but you were much too peeved to reply. You hoped that if you pressed your cheek against the cool surface of the window that the blush that had burned into your skin would fade. No such luck.
However, what it did cool, was your heated thoughts. A dull ache that had plagued you since you had wakened vanished. Finally at some sort of ease, you allowed yourself to close your already hooded eyes. You felt warmth as you drifted off to sleep, a safety you hadnât had in a long time.
Whether it was the jolt or the sunlight filtering through the slightly grimy bus window that woke you, you were unsure. All you knew was that you were comfortable. Slowly, your eyes opened as you cringed against the rising sun. It couldnât have been more than a few hours since you had left, but tiredness still seeped into your bones.
It was when the sounds of snickering filled yours ears that you awoke fully. The telltale sound of a phoneâs digital camera shutters clicked off and you were thrown into a frenzy of embarrassment as you realized why you were so comfortable in the first place. As if his body had burned you, you pulled your head away from Peterâs shoulder. You narrowly avoided knocking skulls thanks to an alarming quick reaction on Peterâs part.
âWhat?!â Your shout caused the growing crowd around you and Peter to scurry off.
âAr-Are you okay?â Peterâs soft brown eyes met yours and held the utmost, disgusting amount of concern.
âYeah, Iâm fine. The bus jus-just jolted,â you grumbled in reply. Peter nodded but you knew that he knew it was a lie. You had never been quite good at lying.
âOh, o-okay,â Peter murmured before he fumbled with his phone. You rested the side of your face against the window once more and watched other cars race by. Silently you hoped that the movement would keep you awake. Out of the corner of your eye, you observed Peter as he attempted to untangle his earbuds. He gave up halfway through and put the small speakers in his ears. The cover art on his lockscreen read âBastilleâ in bold white font. Of course he had good taste in music too, you thought bitterly.
The twelve hour drive dwindled down to itâs final hours, marked but the periodic buzzing of Peterâs phone on his lap. After it went off three times in a row you looked at in annoyance and hoped Peter would take the hint. The notification was a text from MJ with nondescript emojis, including the squirt gun one. Peter didnât seem to have noticed your glare and happily responded to the messages.
You let out an audible groan at the sight of his smile. The boyish, upwards quirk of his lips was nothing short of adorable and it physically pained you. Not only was Peter Parker smart and seemingly kind, but he was cute too. As well, at least from what you assumed from the messages, taken by one of the smartest girls in school. It simply wasnât fair.
âIs Pissbag Parker annoying you?â Flashâs voice crept up from the seat behind you and made you jump slightly in your seat. Before you replied, Peter plucked out an earbud.
âIs everything okay?â
âYou being too loud? Y/N here doesnât seem to happy.â Flashâs taunts seemed to frighten Peter as he looked to you.
âN-No Iâve been quiet this whole time,â he stammered. Flash rolled his eyes and opened his mouth with a readied retort. You took the pause and stepped in.
âPeterâs been fine, Flash. A more agreeable bus partner than you are to John.â You gestured over to the skinny, black-haired boy Flash was sat beside. âWhy donât you be quiet?â
âAlright,â Flash said as he sat back down in his seat. You groaned again and turned back, only to have locked eyes with Peter once more.
âWhat? He was being annoying,â you said, justifying your rudeness.
âY-yeah, n-no itâs jus-â Peter was cut off by a buzz. His phone lit up in his hand. Another message from MJ. You bit the inside of your cheek to quell the jealousy, but your envy spilled out before you could stop it.
âYou better answer that,â you snapped before you settled back against the window. You let out a huff and hoped silently that the next few hours of the drive would go by quickly. It was torture, being sat next to Peter Parker and knowing full well just how more complete he was than you. Or, maybe it was the fact he was complete without you.
What do you think, my friends?? I hope you liked the first installment! I promise this story picks up, itâs a slow burn, like I said!
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Quartermaster Origin - Series 2 (Ep 3 finale)
An imaginary Q-centric Netflix series
Series 2 Episode 1 & 2 here. Might want to read the first 2 episode first for everything to make more sense.
Series 1 Pilot here.Â
In this second series, we see Qâs double life and how he juggles them. One as a civilian and the other in service with MI6 -Â his growth his setbacks; the dramas that follow and which of the two will have to give way.Â
To make Qâs backstory come to life and the events that happen to and around him seem more realistic, Iâve tried to include as much relevant details including the bureaucracy, politics and technology in MI6 (with a lot of artistic licence). The details all play a role in growing plot and telling of the narrative, I promise.Â
This is meant to be a plot summary, not a full blown fic. Feel free to furnish with your own details.Â
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Episode 3
Clock is ticking! âł
Q enlists his unofficial minions - interrupting cyberwar night. Together they form a plan to gather evidence. They confirm the findings when they retest some of the components in storage that were marked as released and find that an unusually high percentage do not meet specification. They trace the manufacturers but they have nothing in common on the surface other than being long time component suppliers to MI6. Q wants to dig further by hacking the company databases but is stopped by R who warns him that he doesnât have Mâs approval. The board only approved an internal investigation, hacking a private company without authorisation would put his career at further risk than it already is.Â
By morning of the third day the team have what they need regarding the inventory system hack and the extent of it. Evidence suggests someone familiar with their procedures and systems. The hack itself not incredibly sophisticated by anyoneâs standards - it didnât need to be, the low level system was virtually unprotected. Itâs effectiveness lay in how and where it was used tactically, break the weakest link and the whole system is undermined.Â
They manage to determine the extent of the breach. About FOUR months. The good news is that it means limited recall of field equipment. Bad news is, the hacker has had four months of skipping around in their system unchallenged. Itâs like having an intruder come and go from your house rummaging through your drawers and cupboards for months without you knowing. God knows what they might have left behind - it makes Q feel nauseous and violated. However an idea begins to form in his head....
Timeline check: Note the timeline is now somewhere at the end of Casino Royale, 007 has just infamously resigned with a one sentence email to M.
Q presents all their findings to M and the board. M sends teams to the manufacturers under the guise of a routine audit so as to not tip them off. In one of them, they find a shipment of components intended for MI6. Documents indicate that they passed inspection, but when they are tested, itâs found that they are mostly duds. The CEO denies any wrong doing and cooperates with the investigation, handing over data and recordings. Q runs the employee list through MI6 database and facial recognition, the results come back that the COO has been seen in the company of a certain Mr White (Quantum). With Mâs permission, he traces the COOâs financial activities and hacks his secure accounts. Heâs been receiving large sums over the course of a few months coinciding with the shipments to MI6.Â
Thatâs one piece of the puzzle slotting into place; M now has more evidence on Mr White than a phone number Vesper left for 007 - and that allows her to sanction 007 to retrieve him for questioning.Â
Meanwhile, Q acts on the idea he had and plans a trap for the hacker. The Q-Minions scramble to move all remaining systems regardless of security level behind secure firewalls; the process isnât neat or clean and it breaks more than a few WIFI enabled printers and IOT devices, including the fancy video conferencing setup M has in her home; but its a small price to pay to remove easy entry points. Hayden can chew him out for causing the Great Print-pocalyspe later. Now for the trap - a mirror system is left in place, fed with filtered data from the master system now behind the firewall, this is so that it appears that they are still in use. Then they waitâŠ..
Meantime, itâs been over a week since Q had last seen Adam. A quiet moment lets Q slip away to deal with his civilian life that heâs put on hold. He calls Adam who is relieved that Q is OK. Adam is in tears when he tells Q that he realises that he doesnât even know where Qâs flat is and has gone to the extent of calling hospitals in the city to check if something has happened to him - he was close to reporting Q as a missing person to the Met. Q assures Adam the best he can and they agree to talk in a few days when whatever emergency heâs dealing with is over.Â
They end the call with Q feeling like a right piece of work. He hadnât meant to make Adam worry so much, he had meant to check in earlier, text even. So why hadnât he? Q has a uncomfortable realisation - as wonderfully stable and predictable as Adam is, he lacks the excitement and intellectual stimulation that MI6 provides. His life in MI6 draws him like a moth to a flame, even if it might burn him one day.Â
Geeky action time! after the break below.Â
At Q-Branch, the shipment arrives and is put through the normal procedures of logging in new inventory and testing. Not 24 hours later the hacker strikes. This time Q and his minions are ready. As the hackerâs code rips through the mirror system, it changes data and pings its trojans within the system for updates. Qâs team record all the activity but leave the hacker unchallenged.Â
Instead they chase hacker on two fronts even as the signal is bounced all over the world - the source of the hack as well as the destination of the data packets its downloaded from the mirror system to see if they overlap, hoping to find a point of origin. Both trails end up somewhere between IndoChina-Hong Kong. The source of the hack is harder to pinpoint but the data packets are ending up somewhere in Laos. Itâs a poorly secured telecommunications server belonging to Lao Telecom. Itâs likely the owners donât even know they are being used as a data cache to be retrieved later by the hacker.Â
Time to pull the plug. But before that Q acts on a hunch, he takes over the system locking everyone else out and executes a data grab first - pulling data off the server in Laos and dumping it into a proxy of his own in Philippines. Thatâs when he realises that itâs not a passive hack using automated code. There is someone on the other end actively watching...Â
Now alerted to Qâs presence, the hacker fights back. Simultaneously trying to regain control of the server and chasing Qâs data grab. After several failed attempts by the hacker to regain control and protect the data - whoever they were decides to cut their losses. The hacker sends a DDOS attack to the server, overwhelming it and taking with it telecom service in the surrounding region - Q looses connection. Not the most elegant counter by the hacker, but effective. No matter, Q had already managed to grab a sizeable chunk which heâll examine later. The other trail also ends abruptly.
Q isnât innocent either, heâs had to initiate lockout protocols to protect the data heâs dumped in the Philippines, so even the owners of the server in the Department of Transportation canât get in temporarily. If the traffic lights in Pasig city goes on the blink for half a day and causes mayhemâŠ. well Q better hide their tracks.
Itâs OVER. There is dead silence in Q-Branch, jarring after close to an hour of frantic activity. Itâs as if no one dares to breathe. Q wills himself to calm, his fingers coming up to cover his eyes under his glasses, he finally lets out a long breath he had not realised he was holding. With that, itâs as if a tightly wound string had been cut. His minions take their cue and break into their own sighs and groans of relief. A minion (future R) is retching into the nearest bin, that was how much anxiety and stress was in the room.Â
All the adrenaline and tension of the last few weeks bleeds out of him and Q feels like he canât hold himself upright any longer. He braces himself on his work station and slowly slips onto the floor back against the workstation desk. The reality of the situation hits him then - today, halfway around the world, two servers in two unsuspecting nations just became the latest cyberwar battleground and victims of collateral mayhem. Q is treading on eggshells - an attack like this even if indirect could be construed as an act of war on sovereign nations if they ever found out (yes, Q kinda, technically, maybe caused England to declare war on two nations today).
He doesnât know it yet, but this was their first of a series of live encounters with Raoul Silva. Q hadnât planned on Silva being on the other end, so the timing of their counter offensive is a huge clue to Silva as to who they were.Â
*A throat clearing*Â M and Tanner make themselves known. They were alerted when the hack started but M chose to stand back and let Q and his team handle it while she watched. Q stiffly picks himself off the floor to face M and Tanner. His minions are also rousing from their various states of collapse - future R is still clutching the bin.Â
Q confirms they got what they needed. Q and his minions can now use the records of the hackerâs activity in the mirror system and compare it with the unaltered data in the master system and locate the areas that were tampered with as well as where the trojans were located. Like comparing two photographs to see what was changed. This will help them weed out the trojans and patch the system quickly, while also allowing them to study the hackers patterns and choice of tools - both as a âfingerprintâ identification as well as adapting MI6âs own cybersecurity response.
As for the data Q stole from the server in Laos, by the time the dust settles in Quantum of Solace, they will find that it was not just MI6sâ inventory system that was targeted. Mr White working for Quantum had been paying off employees in a number of defence companies to ship dud components and equipment to law enforcement and military around the world, while Silva uses the same hack to launder the records of faulty equipment. Once the reputation and faith in these companies have been shaken, Quantum would sweep in with their own and monopolise the industry; controlling the supply of a multi-billion dollar market and aligning it to their own agenda.Â
Weeks later, 007 has removed Dominic Greene and exposed his plans in Bolivia, but its Qâs investigation and stolen data that allows MI6 to get ahead of Quantumâs plan globally. Unknown to him, Q has already thwarted SPECTRE twice before heâs even in full-time service of MI6 (once in the pilot and now). We can imagine the interest that generates within the organisation to find out who is behind it.Â
(This is also my take on the personalised âNot such a clever boyâ message in Skyfall. Silva knew who Q was long before 007 brought him in. And if Silva knew who Q was, so will SPECTRE. Delicious future setup! *rubs hands*)
Q meets Adam for their âtalkâ in a local animal shelter Adam is volunteering at. Adam is much calmer, resigned even. As they feed and play with the animals, he tells Q that heâs given a lot of thought to their relationship and realises that he barely knows Q. Q has never invited him over to his place, or introduced him to his family or friends, doesnât know what he does outside of university other than the excuses he gives. Who is he?? Q listens without saying anything.Â
Q leans against against a wall of cages and watches Adam thoughtfully as he goes about his work around the shelter. Adam who is kind, thoughtful, who likes long walks and conversations, who picks up strays and nurses them back to health. Adam with his strong nurturing instinct and perfect abs, who gives everything to help those in need. Q commits possible acts of war on behalf of a nation, heedless to the damage it causes. The end justify the means and all that... a life that demands secrecy and subterfuge. Adam could never understand that. It is no oneâs fault. They donât deserve one another. They break-up amicably.Â
Q helps Adam finish his shift at the shelter. As he tries to put the big adult orange tabby heâs been petting all afternoon back in its cage, the moggie refuses to let go. It meows grumpily and clings to his jumper like velcro. Heâs a heavy one, rounded head with impressive jowls, ears notched in a few places and some superficial facial scarring. A street brawler before he was brought in for sure, but now a needy cuddle monster shredding Qâs jumper. Perhaps heâs feeling a little melancholy and a bit lonely now that the breakup is formal, he finds the low pitched yowling heartbreaking.Â
He finally gets the cat to let go by sacrificing his jumper, leaving the clothing inside the cage for it to snuggle in. Q goes to leave, the catâs continued piteous calls tugs at his heartstrings. He makes it as far as the door before turning back and grabbing the catâs papers hanging by the cage. Guess heâs not going home alone after all.Â
The last scene of the finale is M in her office. Sheâs reviewing all the gathered intel and drawing connections. She recognises that sheâs being herded into a corner. Unknown entity (Silva) trying to pull the rug out from under her by undermining MI6 through Q-Branch, while Quantum attacks directly from the inside with an assassination attempt by her bodyguard. This is only the start.Â
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Notes: IÂ like the idea that Q is more than just a future quartermaster doling out equipment and supplies. Heâs also an âagentâ in his own right - it makes the conversation when he meets 007 in Skyfall hold more weight. Itâs not just hubris, heâs proven himself.
Next on Q... let me know what youâd like to see.Â
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Covid 19 and the New Era
Initially published on the OA blog here.
Part 1: Goodbye to the end of History
31 years ago, US political writer Francis Fukuyama wrote an essay titled The end of history. In it, he summed up what many were feeling at the conclusion of the Cold War: without a grand historical conflict between world superpowers, what further challenges could there be to the system we live under today: capitalist liberal-democracy? In this essay, and his later books, he wrote that with the collapse of the Soviet Union, most world governments would shift towards a liberal democracy, with an emphasis on transnational government much like the European Union, and with this new epoch would come a period of unparalleled peace. Events might still occur, he said, but the overall trend of civilisation would be towards endless peace, endless profit, and endless technological advancement that would eventually lead to humans having control over their own evolution.
What Fukuyama might not have predicted is that his simple thesis would become one of the most criticised essays of all time. Barely had the ink dried on his paper when scores of writers poked holes in his analysis â something very easy to do, for Fukuyama wasnât much of a philosopher, but rather a political hack who summed up the dominant view among liberal thinkers at the time. In this, he was wholly successful, but he also ended up being correct in ways his critics couldnât have predicted.
The next 31 years of history were some of the most uneventful, in terms of real movement, of any decades that had passed before â sure, not all countries became liberal democracies, and sure, history continued to chew up innocent lives and spit them back out, and sure, a few terrorists showed up here and there â but it seemed that no single event could ever truly change things beyond occupying the evening news for a few weeks. We have just emerged from the one of the most viscerally boring periods in human history, at least for the more sheltered populations in the west, and itâs important to recognise this.
Fukuyamaâs end of history was not a new thesis: as the postmodernist Jaques Derrida, was quick to point out, Fukuyama had simply regurgitated some of the most turgid liberal philosophies of the early Cold-War era; the idea that liberal-democracy had emerged victorious, and that socialism had been proved wrong once and for all through the many perceived failures of Soviet societies. All that had changed was that Fukuyama said it at the right time: it truly was the end, capitalism had found its perfect justification in neoliberalism, a set of ideologies based in the idea that capitalism was a perfect, trans-historical goal of humanity, that only needed to be sufficiently untethered from regulation and sufficiently protected by a growing military and police forces in order to function properly. In this proper version of capitalism, untethered from the need to legitimise itself in the face of opposing ideologies, there was no need for capitalist societies to change to face new threats, for what can challenge an ideology that is so totalising it can convince people that itâs the only thing that exists? The only thing that has ever existed. A universal default.
In that sense, Fukuyama was perfectly right. History did grind to a halt for three decades. Not just the history of those decades, but all history, for every society throughout history could be painted as nothing but a stepping stone to this universal conclusion. There was no challenge to neoliberalism in that time, no great ideological foe to defeat, no workersâ movement to crush, and the best that the neoliberal states could offer up as some immense civilisational enemy was a pitiful force of Wahhabi terrorists â a by-product of the previous era, and therefore hardly a new historical agent. All that was left for the world to do was to reckon with the leftovers of the Cold-War period (the Wahhabis, remnant socialist societies, and shrinking unions), products of the last true period of historical movement, and wait for whatever technological innovation that would come next and inject some feeling of forward momentum into an otherwise stagnant society.
In time, even technology failed to deliver a feeling of progress. Each new technology of the period wasnât truly new: all that capitalism could deliver was slightly faster and more powerful versions of technologies based in the previous era of major public scientific investments. Internet, wi-fi, cell phones, miniaturised processors, satellite communications â every single one of these technologies was a product of Cold-War era military or public scientific investment, albeit with a better marketing team. It is almost as if capitalists could produce no new innovation whatsoever, other than a faster, slimmer version of existing tech, that broke more often.
In this sense, one of the two defining features of the past 30 years that gave life a sense of movement and progress, communications technology, proved to be nothing but a latent product of the previous era, that came up against a wall as soon as the legacy technologies it relied upon reached the limits of exploitability. The same would soon be proven true of the other great symbol of neoliberal progress: economic growth.
Since the beginning of the end of history, economic growth has skyrocketed. Only part of this was due to imperialism â the ability for strong states with financial capital to spare to offload their surpluses onto the global south. That would have been a source of actual value were it the primary cause of this continuous economic boom, since it would have meant greater exploitation of labour. Instead capitalism developed along the much easier route â pure speculation in financial markets and tech companies, both of which are largely phantasmal.
Capital was creating a bubble â not of any one market, such as the late 90s tech bubble or the late 2000s housing bubble, but rather it was making a bubble out of capitalism as a whole. Who could have guessed what would pop it?
Part 2: What the fuck is going on?
Sometime around December 1, 2019, a few people got sick in the Chinese city of Wuhan. Many writers have spent thousands of hours speculating about the potential causes of transmission. Was it from a shopper at the Huanan Seafood Wholesale Market? Did the disease come from the actual produce at this market? Was it a bioweapon? Was it a bat? A Pangolin? Was everyone at the market just too weird and Chinese to not get the disease? What comparatively few news sites have focused on was how on earth a virus could cause an economic crisis so great that we have nothing to truly compare it to.
This is because it could have been anything. It could have been a completely different virus in a completely different country, it could have been a sudden war erupting, it could have been a plane crash, it could have been a Wall Street Executive slipping on a banana peel. The system of global financial markets had been systematically hollowed out and prepared in every possible way to collapse at the drop of a hat sooner or later. To understand how, we need to understand three things: the underlying philosophy of neoliberalism, the way a modern financial market operates, and the general theory of economic crisis put forward by Karl Marx in his unfinished third volume of Capital.
Under neoliberalism, austerity is everything. The existence of everything, often including human life, has to be justified in terms of cost-effectiveness, self-reliance, and interoperability with the rest of the system. This is why social welfare, such as Work & Income New Zealand, operates by giving the absolute bare minimum to beneficiaries, and why all government departments, with the exclusion of Defence, Police, and Corrections, have to operate on paper-thin budgets, constantly needing to justify any expenditure whatsoever in terms of net-benefits to the economy. It is also not a rational ideology, in that in pursuing its goals of profitability and lean government, the means are much more important than the ends. A health system stretched thin (the âambulance-at-the-bottom-of-the-cliff modelâ) might actually be more costly to society than a health system which is budgeted to act preventatively and deal with unexpected crises, but this doesnât really matter. Likewise, stockpiling, preemptively initiating spending, or even paying for proper maintenance can come to be seen as unnecessary luxuries in a system in which everything must be justified in terms of short-term profitability.
This is why the richest country in the world ended up with a shortage of basic medical supplies. Under ideal circumstances, each hospital should have had just enough masks, gloves and smocks to last a normal week, just in time for a new shipment. The same is true of most systems of logistics and supply under neoliberalism â things enter the warehouse, the shipping container, or the truck, just in time for them to leave. If anything stays in the warehouse, or is stockpiled, then that is an inefficiency in the system. Every minute those hospital gowns spend in the warehouse means a surplus is developing, which means profits lost for the manufacturer and shipping company.
The same logic rings true for financial markets. Each sector of the economy deals in just enough liquid assets (money) to operate under normal circumstances. If too much money circulates in the economy at any one time, then we get inflation â the decline in the value of currency. In a crisis, excess liquidity can be a good thing, which is why the US markets are being flooded with trillions of dollars, but under normal circumstances, these simple laws of financial supply and demand create an incentive for capitalists to invest their cash assets as soon as possible, never leaving anything in reserve in the event of a crisis.
But all of this, supply and demand, surplus and shortage, is somewhat obsolete under late capitalism. Contrary to popular belief, most microeconomic problems are pretty easy to solve using the microeconomic levers most accessible to capitalists such as changing prices, production or wages. Capitalists make them out to be huge, complex issues so that price regulation can be painted as naive meddling in the arcane market, but really, these simple problems like overproduction, underproduction, low demand, and the like, can all be fixed using the tools of the private sector. Larger systemic problems (macroeconomic issues), such as sovereign debt, low competitiveness, trade deficits, and poor consumer buying power, can also be fixed, but through the financial levers available to the state, such as bailouts, stimulus packages, elimination of reserve requirements, and massive liquidity injections. What canât be fixed, at least not permanently, is the general downward trend in profits relative to investment.
The more serious problems of late capitalist economics â wafer-thin profit margins, constantly slowing rates of growth, and constant fears that consumers are âkillingâ various industries â are all products of one phenomenon that Karl Marx identified as far back as 1857, the discovery of which he called his âgreatest triumphâ but which remains a lesser known Marxian theory. This is the tendency of the rate of profit to fall, a hypothesis which explains why capitalism is doomed to perpetually swing between boom and bust, until it reaches a crisis from which it canât recover.
Central to Marxâs theory of crisis is a much more famous theory â the labour theory of value. Put simply this is the idea that all the value that capitalist society places on a commodity comes from the workers who harvested the raw materials, worked in the factory that made it, and built the machines that filled the factory. The work being done by living workers is supplemented by the machines that other workers have made to assist them in their work.
The living people involved in this system are the organic component, while the machines, products, and other lifeless objects are the inorganic component. Taken together, the ratio between these components is the organic composition of capital (OOC). When there are few workers but many machines in a factory, the OOC is lower, and so the productivity of these workers is very high because the machines allow them to multiply their efforts. But high productivity creates a problem â if all of this work can be done by fewer workers, then unemployment will surely rise, wages will go down, and fewer people will be able to pay for the products from the factories. Eventually this leads to a crisis of consumption, which is what we are currently experiencing, and unless youâre over 50 or so, youâve probably been experiencing one your entire life.
In a consumption crisis, wages are far too low for people to buy commodities or easily reproduce their capacity to work. Since the 1970s, wages have stagnated in most Western countries, but until now capitalists had many ways they could âkick the can down the road,â delaying the crisis for another few years and making higher and higher profits in the meantime. For example, to absorb the huge surpluses generated by an economy undergoing a consumption crisis, Capitalist states could offload their surplus values onto colonies and nations in the global south by creating new markets, or waging wars and thereby investing in weapons and reconstruction. A good example of this was the 2003 Invasion of Iraq, which ended up costing trillions of dollars, allowed for billions to be invested in weapons manufacturers, and opened up a handful of new markets in the bombed out ruins of Baghdad or Fallujah.
This is one way to offset a major crisis, which we might call the âfuck the rest of the worldâ method. The other method is a bit harder for the capitalists, which is to massively increase consumer buying power through various measures. The most straightforward of these is the one capitalists are most loath to do, since it undermines neoliberal ideology, which is to simply give people money. This was done in Australia in 2008, when each Australian was given $300 and ordered to spend it immediately. Many other countries, even the US, are now rushing to copy this method of stimulus. Another method, which has been growing since mid last century, is by artificially raising a stratum of consumers through employing people in âbullshit jobs,â a term used by economist David Graeber to refer to people engaged in work that doesnât seem to do anything. This includes a lot of professionals: secretaries of secretaries, managers of managers, supervisors of supervisors and the like. Finally there is another method which is gaining traction among some of the more far-sighted capitalist technocrats, the Universal Basic Income (UBI), which would give people a flat rate of just enough money to fulfil their duty to the economy as consumers. Such a move would represent a last-ditch effort by capital to avoid the looming consumer crisis, which at time of writing appears to be a tsunami whose waters have only reached chest-height.
However, all of these means can only delay the inevitable. A capitalist system undergoing crisis can only offset the real crunch for so long. In 2008, the global capitalist system experienced a major shock when a speculative housing bubble popped in US financial markets. If the crisis continued, the capitalist class would have had to sell off huge amounts of assets, including industrial machinery. This would have solved the underlying productivity crisis for a time by restoring the huge imbalance between the organic and inorganic composition of capital. But this imbalance had been building for decades. Could the capitalist system survive the shock? Mass sell-offs are nothing new â the first response of the US government to the 1929 Wall Street Crash was to encourage these sell-offs, only to find out that doing so would massively increase public unrest from both capital and workers.
In the end, the crisis was instead offset through fiscal policy, as the US federal reserve removed barriers to debt and artificially preserved the value of assets by paying off capitalists with sums that often exceeded the value of their entire business. For this reason, the recovery from the 2008 crisis was slow, but the crisis itself was short-lived. The speculative bubbles werenât quite popped, but enough air was let out to delay the inevitable, for about 12 years, as it turned out.
Part 3: Infinite new era
It is still entirely possible that the capitalists will be able to kick the can further down the road, and avert the current crisis through arcane fiscal finagling or through truly barbaric methods like forcing US and UK workers back into the workplace well before it is safe to do so.
But it seems equally possible that the world as we know it is over. By this I donât mean that weâll soon be living in a Mad Max-style apocalypse, but rather that period of âthe end of historyâ is finally over. Capitalism will probably recover, either through solving the crisis through the above means before it gets worse, or it will allow the crisis to reach its conclusion and engage in massive selloffs of fixed capital, which might extend its rule by several decades by restoring some degree of profitability relative to investments. What that could mean for our people and ecology is anyoneâs guess.
But whatever the results of this crisis are, one thing seems very clear. For the first time in our lives, workers have been forced to sit at home and think â not between shifts, or under the endless stress of being a beneficiary expected to look for work that often doesnât exist, but just thinking, and getting bored. I donât remember a time when capitalism gave an entire class of people the opportunity to get truly bored, apart from the upper classes, who get to call it ennui.
The politics of idleness are interesting. A few thousand years ago, the backbreaking labour of slaves, poor citizens, and women created the opportunity for the first truly idle class â the Ancient Greek philosophers who are credited with the entire foundation of our moral and political systems. For the next few thousand years, the only people who were allowed to be idle were the sons of rich nobles and merchants, and only with the birth of capitalism did common people find themselves idle â the unemployed newly-displaced rural folk who waited outside the great cities of Europe, waiting for jobs at the new textile factories to open up. Many of these people became the backbone of the first workersâ parties, often millenarian Christian-socialists and underground brotherhoods like the Chartists, Luddites, or League of the Just, which Marx and Engels would later co-opt and rename The Communist League.
Idleness in these times was feared greatly by those in power, and rightly so. Nothing worried them more than huge surplus populations growing restless, organising in their idle time, and realising their position somewhere near the bottom of a great social pyramid. From time to time these surplus populations grew so great that entire nations had to be set up just to get rid of them: the unemployed and wretched masses of the British Isles found themselves criminalised and subject to transportation to the penal colonies of the Caribbean, the Americas, and later New South Wales. Luckier surplus citizens found themselves in the free colonies, such as Perth, or New Zealand.
But are we truly surplus to requirements? Surely after the crash weâll get our jobs back?
Many economists arenât so sure. Unemployment modelling already shows rates are going to grow higher than during the great depression, and thatâs without a much more pessimistic Marxian analysis of the crisis. To be surplus is a new experience to many of us. Idleness will force us to reckon with our position in the pyramid of society, just as those 19th century oligarchs were afraid of all those years ago.
The ideological backbone of capitalism as it currently exists has been broken. Neoliberalism has shown itself incapable of dealing with Covid-19. But what we make of this realisation is up to us. The ideological backbone might be broken, but the real nuts and bolts of the system: the police and politicians, bosses and workplaces, will still remain. Given enough time, they will use this crisis of legitimacy to forge a new kind of capitalism: maybe a society with a UBI? Or a form of eco-capitalism? Or maybe theyâll go the other direction, and lead us down a road to fascism, or Trumpian nationalistic fervor? If I had to place bets, Iâd put it on a mix of all of the above, as usually seems to happen in a crisis of legitimacy. After all, the last great crisis of legitimacy happened during the Great Depression, leading to both the social-democratic compromise of the New Deal and Michael Joseph Savageâs welfare state, as well as the horrors of Nazism.
In truth I donât think it matters so much what path capitalism chooses to take in order to legitimise itself in this new era, because unless the agency of that choice lies with working people â with beneficiaries, MÄori, migrants, the multitude, the proletariat â it will leave us worse off. It might end the crisis, but weâll live with the knowledge that the next one will be worse, and once again our lives will be utterly beyond our control.
So agency should be our watchword in this new era. So long as we lack agency, we are only a few years from collapse. So long as we lack agency, the response to crises will be arbitrary. New Zealanders got lucky in getting a rational response to the crisis, but next time we might be more like the US or UK â sending thousands more people to die in the name of profits. Taking power, then, is the only way to ensure that this total lack of agency never happens again.
So far in the things Iâve written for this blog, Iâve not actually included a call to join Organise Aotearoa. In a system built on broken promises, who am I to make a promise to readers that things will get better if only we fight for a revolutionary overthrow of the bosses, police and markets that put us in crisis again and again? As an organisation, we are young, and we are emerging from a very beaten-down, hollowed-out, and disparate left-wing movement. Revolution doesnât seem realistic to many people, but then, neither did capitalism being crushed by a virus a few weeks ago. Socialism will never just happen â it takes work, and a sense of realism. We have a lot of work to do, but only in this period of transition can we see the possible futures laid out before us â apocalyptic misery, or social and economic justice. To fight for this is always worth the effort.
The best summary of the times weâre living in come from this quote Iâm quite fond of:
âThere are decades where nothing happens; and there are weeks where decades happenâ
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@sarahoftarth tagged me ages ago, thank you and sorry itâs taken so long!! So pandemic brain has been doing a number on me the last couple of months (few weeks? honestly time means nothing atm which is probably part of the problem!) but Iâve been getting my energy back up in fits and starts, and I remembered this comfort meme! It seemed like a great time to pull it out and have a go đ
đż Favourite comfort food:Â rolling around in starch, basically! Bangers and mash swimming in gravy has been my main comfort food since I was a tot, also love pizza and nachos just HEAPED with tasty things and ice cream sundaes with nuts and hot caramel drizzle thank you
đŒ Favourite drink: loooove iced blended matcha drinks. Am trying to figure out how best to replicate these at home. Alcohol-wise, either a Pimms with UK-style lemonade and all the fruity/vegetably bits, or a rosĂ© cider.
đ· Favourite relaxing activity: long baths with candles and either fiction podcasts, or music and a good novel or fic
đ» Favourite calming scent: rain, all permutations, by far.Â
đș Favourite relaxing/uplifting song: hmm the closest I can answer this is by revealing the contents of my âin case of emergencyâ playlist, best played on shuffle: Muthaâuckas by Flight of the Conchords; Goodnight New York by Vienna Teng; Sing, Sing, Sing by Benny Goodman; A Million Dreams from the OST of The Greatest Showman; Across the Stars from the Star Wars OST; and rounding it out, two from Galavant: No One But You and I Love You (As Much As Somebody Like Me Can Love Anybody).Â
đ Favourite book to get lost in: Oh geez. This is hard for me to answer because I get lost in written stuff a lot. Instead of specifying a fave, Iâll just answer the last book I got lost in, which was All Systems Red by Martha Wells, the first in her Murderbot series. Best summed up as a robot security guard (refers to self as Murderbot) who just wants to be left alone to watch its shows but accidentally catches feelings for the humans it has been contracted to work for. Would v highly recommend, the story is a lot of fun, has great worldbuilding, and is in all ways a romp. Also, pro-tip, Tor.comâs newsletter gives away a free SFF ebook monthly, which is how I got this one (in fact, Iâm pretty sure All Systems Red has been their free giveaway at least twice in the last 18 months or so, so a good chance itâll come around again!)
đ Favourite chill out TV show: a rotation of Mike Schur shows <3 Parks and Rec will forever be the show of my heart, but The Good Place is a close second, with Brooklyn Nine-nine bringing up the rear.
đ Favourite cheering podcast: Iâve added this one because I listen to loooaaads of podcasts and reckon Iâm not the only one! That said, feel free to delete as needed! Thereâs two Iâd definitively recommend, starting with The Good Place: The Podcast. Initially it was essentially episode commentaries done in podcast interview format, and now itâs expanded to a bit of additional content (they did an episode on the recent Parks & Rec special, for instance). Itâs a really great listen, with lots of talk about all the things that make The Good Place wonderful with the crew & cast. I could honestly happily listen to hundreds of hours of Mike Schur interviewed by Mark Evan Jackson about the philosophical underpinnings of the show. It also has this bonus lovely segment at the end of every episode called, âWhatâs Goodâ wherein each guest shares something good in their lives/the world, and Iâve actually pulled that concept into my advocacy meetings because itâs so nice.Â
And the other is How Did This Get Made of which Iâve been listening to a lot the last few weeks. Theyâve got a long back catalogue, a lot of their discussions go off the rails in the most delightfully cracky and funny ways, and particularly of late, they are a Safe Listen, in that theyâre politically conscious and bring that into their discussions which is great because a lot of the films they watch are... hoooo-eeeee. Not. (Note this doesnât hold for their earlier eps necessarily. Theyâve been doing the podcast for 10 years and the hosts have Been On a Journey which is nice in a different way!) Bonus shoutout to The Guilty Feminist for your comedy/serious-discussion-of-feminist-concepts needs, and The Strange Case of the Starship Iris for your radio drama-esque progressive radical rebels in a space ship sci-fi needs (which, honestly, I didnât know I needed this until I listened to it and fell in love)
đč The best advice youâve ever had: oh gosh. Okay, Iâm offering two since I am apparently in a rambling mood this evening! One of a more personal persuasion and then also the best piece of professional advice Iâve received. So personally: try to be gentle with yourself and remember youâre doing the best you can, and that is enough. Iâm trying to remind myself of this on the daily, as pandemic brain has taken me the fork out for the last while and Iâm feeling behind on All The Things. The compulsive worker in me caveats that there are times when being gentle with myself can be taken too far, but frankly, Iâve found Iâve never been in the brainspace to have that constructive conversation about when I need to push myself a bit, if I havenât been able to acknowledge the time before has been as much as I can give (thatâs a convoluted sentence and I hope it makes some sense!) So in case itâs helpful: you, yes you reading this: youâre doing the best you can. And thatâs enough đ
Professionally and relating to teamwork, as I used to work in a high-pressured and often very time-sensitive field where projects had multiple moving parts, often based out on location, and where teamwork was basically the only thing which could guarantee success: when things go right, celebrate responsible individuals as well as the team on the whole. When things go wrong, tackle it as a team only. (There are caveats of course: âgo wrongâ holds a whole host. But assuming we mean simple human error as opposed to bigotry, harassment, or malice, then the point is that it does no one any good to point fingers, or pillory any individuals, particularly since sometimes/often it was a collective erring along the way in any case. And if needs be, there can always be a debrief later) In my experience: this works well to getting a team through some of the worst of situations, and creates a more cooperative working environment overall. Also, a related note, is that particularly when the error comes from someone lower on the hierarchy, who is probably overworked and underpaid, this approach is far better for encouraging learning and growth than anything else.
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#play with me tag#mental health tag#honestly have mostly wanted to subsist on pizza alone these last few months#have mostly resisted this impulse#the recent Parks & Rec special was essentially a 25-minute in-character PSA but still I cried#also if anyone wants recs on where to start with hdtgm i have Opinions
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AHHHHHH SNAP! Yaâll Already Know What Time It Is. . .
Thatâs right. Another lengthy post no one asked for in which I both analyze and give thoughts on the recently released ML episode. . . This time itâs Miraculer (is in español castellano? Is that right? Idk I just know itâs the Spain Spanish and that Spanish LB just happens to be mi favorita!!! lol.)
Anywhoosies, letâs buzz right on!
So we continue to see Chloe STILL trying to get Ladybugâs attention so she can become Queen Bee. NOTE: She hasnât been causing akumas this time around, instead sheâs been waiting (not patiently but alas sheâs not being as bad in that department).
So it seems that it wasnât just Chat Noir but the whole Miraculous Team that came to terms that itâs best they cut Chloe out.
I do wanna point out the GROWTH in Chat Noir here. You guys recall the Chat Noir that acted out because he couldnât know Ladybugâs secrets and wanted to know her identity but couldnât?
Well, Iâm proud of my boy now because here he mentions clear understanding that being a superhero requires you keep secrets, which is why he is FULLY on board with dropping Chloe out if itâs in the best interest to keep them all safe. S1 Chat Noir wasnât that mature.
*head pat for Chat* heâs a good kitty, that one.
Next up after Ladybug decides to put it off for after school (Iâm assuming the first battle took place during their 2 hour lunch break), we catch up with Gabriel and Natalieâs plans.
(Btw Nathalie, you sure seem VERY consumed by the plan than before. . .
You okay there?)
Note: To me this hints that the previous holder also became addicted to the use of the damaged miraculous and landed herself in a coma. Not implying that EmĂlie was evil although it would make for good drama but it is an interesting observation . . Thatâs my theory for now.
We get to see just how Gabriel is working with Lila and itâs about as I expected itâd go. They secretly meet and Lila reports on the schoolâs happenings around Adrien to make it seem like Gabriel is looking out for his sins safety (I mean he kind of is. . but he truly isnât :( ). Here she mentions Chloeâs âpathetic attemptsâ at trying to get Ladybugs attention which only confirms his plans are working. Iâm still disgusted by Lila but whatâs new, amiright?
Lunch breaks ends (Iâm assuming) and Lila is dispatched to plant the seed of Hawkmothâs plan. Adrien is still patient as ever and Marinette is an absolute GEM with her transparent feelings. I love it.
Enter The Queen
If you had any questions about how Chloe feels about Lila, here are your answers to those questions: Chloe doesnât care who Lila is. She isnât relevant to her. Boom lol.
The only reason she bothered with her is because Lila told her the âsecret call that will DEFINETLY get Ladybug to show up every time. It always works when I do it.â Marinette tries to tell her to steer clear of Lila but of course sheâs too riled about Ladybug avoiding her that she storms away. So now leaves the pending task of telling Chloe the bad news.
âMarinette already spoke to Chloe. Now LADYBUG has to speak to her. Chloe only listens to Ladybug.â âTikki
*Gabnath Evil shenanigans later*
Ladybug finally tries to find the time to talk to Chloe right after school, but of course the âsentimonsterâ (Iâm still not with the term. Itâs weird but whatever, itâs the official translation I guess.) happens.
The Queen and Her Dedicated âKnightâ
So in this part Chloe tries again to call Ladybug so she can be Queen Bee and to sum it up: Chloe shoos Sabrina to grab the costumes, it doesnât work, she tries Lilaâs method only to prove LB still doesnât show. Chloe is hurt, Sabrina tried to confort her resulting in Chloe lashing out with âYouâre not my best friend! Only Ladybug is my best friend! Youâre NOTHING compared to her!â
Hawkmoth attempts to akumatize Chloe only to fail.
CONFIRMED ML LORE: Akumaâs can indeed be fought off. You just canât let your negativity overcome you.
So then he tries for Sabrina and turns her into Miraculer
Side Note: Okay, Iâm giving a personal headcanon and you can try to change my mind but itâs pretty solid right now.
Sabrina is IN LOVE with Chloe. She would do anything to make her happy and when Chloe is hurt, so is she.
Now if only Chloe realizes the amazing girl Sabrina is and cleans up her attitude, this friendship/relationship can be pure. Anyways, thatâs that. Moving on.
I really like Sabrinaâs akuma this time around. The design is nice, the powers proved to be quite dangerous. . . Sabrina is getting the power she deserves.
CONFIRMED ML LORE: The use of Cataclysm on another person wonât âThanosâ them. . . But it does severely weaken your body. (my take is that it slowly deteriorates your body from the inside like a disease would Black Plague from within, anyone?. Which is why Chat is so vulnerable after being hit with it.)
If youâve ever wondered WHY we keep catching Alya and Nino on the bridge after school so often this season, hereâs your answer:
THEY TRAIN IN THEIR SPARE TIME!!!!
Nino: We sure are getting better!
YES! YES YOU ARE! đđđ©đđ
omg theyâre couple goals. I canât even rn. Andre probably thinks they picked up parkour for fun or something lol.
The rest of the episode plays out as a normal fight and let me sum it up for you:
Ladybug rounds up the miraculous team while Chat Noir distracts Mayura and Miraculer, they get Chloe to work imo tricking Miraculer to return her powers, Mayura pulls a fast one and steals the Bee Miraculous, but Chat Noir is faster and takes it back. Queen Bee chases after Mayura only to be told âBut if you join us, you could be Queen Bee for as long as youâd like.â Unfortunately for her, Queen Bee canât be bought with bribery. Bb almost had her miraculous but Mayura slips out. The Dream Team helps LB contain Miraculer and Ladybug finally breaks the bad news to the Queen.
Ladybug: Iâm afraid you canât be Queen Bee anymore. Hawkmoth knows your real identity. Itâs too dangerous.
Chloe was upset, but she still understands the consequences and gives her back âel prodigioâ.
Chloe: I understand. But! Iâm sure youâll still need my help. Iâm sure Iâll be Queen Bee again someday. Iâll always be Queen Bee. . .
Symbolism aside, Dream Team OUT and so leaves Sabrina and Chloe.
Sabrina: You wonât want to play with me anymore. . .
Chloe: Of course I still do. *stares down at picture* . . . But I just donât want to be Ladybug anymore. Keep the costume if you want to.
The Queen is spreading her own wings. . .
More Gabnath future shenanigans are implied and Chloe confronts Lila for being a liar.
Lila: But when you tried it, she was there . . . wasnât she?
Oh Lila you sly lil biâ
Chloe walks off not being able to counter that and Marinette mentions she hopes she didnât hurt her, since sheâs been trying really hard, but Tikki ends the episode with âIts for her own good. That way you can also keep her as well as Ladybug and Chat Noir safe as superheroes. Itâs what being a hero is all about.â
To do what you can to keep everyone safe. . .
Conclusion: This was definitely one of the good episodes in the season. It gave us some answers to lore questions weâve had in fandom, showed us Chloe is indeed slightly changing for the better, insight on Hawkmoth and Mayura working together, have Sabrina justice as an akuma, and ended with an important message about what being a hero is really about and the sacrifices it requires.
I saw 9.5 of 10 was a rating given by @gale-of-the-nomads for this episode on their review post, and I agree. It was a solid 9.5 and itâs a rating I would also rate it.
It was a very good episode. THIS is the kind of stuff Iâd like to see. Clear development into something bigger (but alas, patience is freaking key with this show đ)
Iâll end this post on this note:
This episode may or may not set us up for what weâll see in the season finale (in regards to Hawkmoth trying to use the Bourgeois against Ladybug). He is clearly targeting Chloe, and now we officially know why.
Just a final observation.
(The keep reading feature needs to come to mobile)
#miraculer#ml season 3#ml spoilers#ml season 3 spoilers#chloe bourgeois#miraculous ladybug and chat noir#miraculous ladybug#ml#ml meta#ml discourse#no ml salt#i really enjoyed this episode#long post#ml review
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