#it's 3:40 am and I am so tired
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The last line of defense.
...I should make some sw ocs that don't only get to draw their blades at angsty moments.
#star wars#star wars fanart#oc tag Halcyon#just some quick sketches#another one of my 2 am doodle ideas#it's 3:40 am and I am so tired
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tagged by @1stlove to do my march receiptify <3
if anyone wants to, @seokjinsel @jjongosaurus @shawcl @floralminho idk who is online these days, but i love to see :')
#ty for the tag pam i have been so busy so i'm only 3 days late 💀#this month coming up is gonna be the last month i can do this bc i am cancelling premium bc i'm tired of the app...#also i'm tired of every playlist rec just being the same five t*ylor songs and other top 40 i don't listen to :/#like even when the playlist isn't anything related spotify is like but what if it was 👀#i think i'm gonna do yt music since i already have premium for tv watching and i think i'm gonna hate it#so i'm also gonna do uuuuuh (piracy)#but also like just ripping the cds i have i like have most of the music i listen to on cd#other than kpop tbh bc those cds are tooo expensive and also u can't buy them mostly anymore#tag games#pam 🍊#1stlove
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This is a spoiler (I guess) but why are these the same photo?!?!?!


#the santa clause#the santa clauses#bernard the elf#i was gonna go on a longer rant but I am so tired after this#the council is useless and can’t interfere despite that being A MAJOR PART OF 2 & 3#Bernard is just explained away and all these new elves have been the savoirs of the pole this whole time#who even took over when MS was nutcrackered#just one more#i can get through it#until Dis+ had to honor whatever blood pact they have with tim allen and confirms season 3#y’all cancel Muppets but this schlock will run for 40 yrs probably#i’m done#sally screams
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chat is this real
#crow.txt#not writing#3 concurrent reruns is diabolical but i emerge. confused. and still having like 40 pulls for lingsha??#cant complain i got the white women i wanted the most and a surprise bonus accident. fuck????#wife pull luck tbh. thank you wife. How#my 2 favorite fucked up weirdo girls and also robin hi robin#hsrposting#did i have a tag for that. fuck if i know atp. very tired this tuesday#my bf said 'i was threatening to blow something up if you didnt get who you wanted i hope that worked' giggled. very silly#but it did work so who am i to argue#now we see if raiden acknowledges me in a week or whatever. THEN the luck will be real#i need to start natlan lore stuff. fuck. maybe this weekend
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so i have to keep doing this every day forever and ever…..

#michelle speaks#I AM SOOOOOO TIRED I WANT IT TO STOP 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i need so badly SO BADLY to not be doing an externship anymore i am so exhausted & i haven’t even gone to it since last monday#it’s just knowing that i have 8 hrs on fridays it kills me u don’t know how badly u need 3 day weekends in law school until they r gone 😭😭😭#just five more weeks…….on GOD just five more weeks………..#and then next semester i get to spend a ton of time writing my comment!!!! yay yippee yahoo hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!#comment is a 40-80pg legal paper btw 🤪 i can’t remember what the exact number is for my journal but it’s like 7k words 😭#i’m sure it will be fine when i figure out what feminist legal topic i want to write abt bc when smth interests me i can write so much#so i’m not THAT worried abt the length i notoriously write too much in fact. but i am going to have to figure out what i want to write abt#which is always the hardest part but ANYWAY. point being i want this to be OVER. and by this i mean my life in general.
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#man i was like y tf am i so tried i didnt do shit today but no i got like 5hrs sleep. walked to the store in thr 12F weather. carried back#all my groceries. walked to the police station to get keys to the autoclave. read 40 slides abt anime. started redoing a tutorial#and spent 45 min on the phone giving my intake info for a new therapist. everytime i give the spiel it gets more exhausting#it feels so dramatic like whatever ill b fine but no im seeking help for a reason bleh#but now im tired and worried abt the semester bc itll b a lot. many plates to juggle with a fragile mind#my old boss was like u have an ambitious plan for the semester and im like oh boy well see how this goes#hopefully itll b fine once i get in the groove. just go one step at a time#currently i just wanna redraw 4lways sunny screenshots but idk what ones to draw#but should sleep. i gotta write a long email tomorrow morning for a class intro bc look at me im a professional who def#does not have underlying emotional problems. ugh. idk if i described my mood stuff right to the lady on the phone but like i got diagnosed#as b1polar for a reason idk i just still feel like its fake. like ill look at the checklists and get mad when i get a positive result#which is weird bc its like. u went to 3 doctors and they said the same thing shut up. ugh whatever. i need to sleepy#unrelated
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THE POWER IS BACK ON BABYYYY
#random post#JESUS FUCKING CHRIST MAN#oughh. I went bed 1 am or smth right. my fucking fan died. at like 3:40 am. I#woke up SWEATING. I HAVENT SLEPT SINCE.#my brother came and payed with me cus his fan died too 😭 the cat too. ugh#it was so hot. holy shit#I’m so tired
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Okay, I sat at my desk thinking I'd write, but instead I'm so tired (distinct from being sleepy. I'm usually tired. I'm almost never sleepy) that sitting at my desk hurts and I can't focus worth shit.
I'm beginning to understand how I can write doorstop-size novel(s?) from my phone actually...horizontal is a great position in general.
#I went out and Socialized today#and then came home and made dinner AND chogled chib coogies (nobody can stop me from saying it like that)#(but it's chocolate chip cookies. just for the record)#and this was starting from about 4/10 fatigue and 6/10 pain#so I fully knew what I was getting into. like. I'm not surprised in the least here.#the thing about having autonomy is that you're allowed to make decisions that are bad because the tradeoff is acceptable anyway#sometimes you do in fact decide to push yourself bc what are you gonna do? nothing?#I've been trying to hang out with a friend for like 3+ weeks and I'm not going to get less tired for at least a month so.#that's just how it works!#anyway I want a coogie and to go lie down now and perhaps write a few (thousand?) words#and THEN what I want. is for Magpie to not YELL ME THE FUCK AWAKE through the bedroom door at like 8am#I am 30 or 40 years old and I do not need this
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god i just want this day to be over 😭
#we’ve seen 40 people so far almost 7 hours in like i am TIRED#thank god i’m off tomorrow i’m gonna eat 3 edibles as soon as i get home must euthanize myself 🫡#and then i only work til 1 saturday then off to wrestlemania!!!!!! i will not shut up abt that for the next 2 days sorry lmao
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so i didn't finish the paper on time but on the plus side i Almost know how to play mahjong now
#im like 8 volumes into kaiji pt 3#which is 50 chapters deeper than i was the day before#anyway it's good but im definitely going to it as part of a sluggish avert mine eyes type dopamine struggle#i also havent slept well in a few days and ive become a total baby when it comes to that like i Cant function right anymore#when im a certain amount of tired#the like 12 hours in the car this weekend didn't help with the good restful sleep thing#i fought and fought and fought myself and in the end it's just gonna be a day late. mot that it had to be but it will be#and although i can't see the prof's late work policy i think that's gonna be okay. hopefully#but ughhtjhfhhghjghj im so tired still. ive been sleeping in like 20 min fragments trying to get this done#just woke up from a cool three hours and im (believe it or not) still tired#i havent done the 40 pg reading and i am NOT bullshitting my way through that class i am going. to bed#i know i shouldnt but i cant care rn i'll drag myself to japn and do late work all afternoon but i gotta sleep between those#anyway fukum.oto has a special way of making kaiji cringe that makes me extra fond#like watching kaiji scramble around on the floor trying to find his tiles absolutely freaking out and everyone laughing at him#was so good. he was being too confident this arc he needed to be reduced to smth horribly pitiful that he has to drag himself back together#from y'know? thats part of the fun#ANYWAY i couldn't do that shit kaiji and miyoshi are doing for many reasons but the attention span sure is one#also idk if it's the translation or what but the r slur keeps jumpscaring me in ways that are funny to me for the absurdity#thats a chapter title??? that Doesn't Belong in the chapter title??????!!! anyway#yk when you're so surprised and put off by smth you just. cackle about it? like laughing at a funeral or whatever#it's like that#buh. anyway god im so tired#ive been doing so well this semester but it looks like it's starting. the snowballing.#well hopefully i can dig myself out today after a 14 hr nap. get all that late work And my readings done yk#(<- pipe dream alert pipe dream alert)
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those 40 gifs took 5 hours btw
#from capping#bc i dont have a capping program#i dont know how ppl have VLC autocap i cant get the tutorials to work#i am doing each cap frame by frame w the e > shift + s > e > shift + s repeat#frame by frame#WITH arthritis#so 5 hours is an estimate bc it took at least two hours to cap everything#at LEAST and its been 3 hours of other work#the only reason it didnt take longer is bc i have a photographic memory of TB22 its ingrained into my brain#someone tell me how to make the vlc capping thing work it hasnt yet i dont know what im doing wrong#but imagine how much faster i could crank gifs out if i knew how to autocap#kpplayer i think its called?? that does too much#adapter only works on mp4 videos that are shorter than 40 minutes#and even then it sometimes doesnt work#anyways im tired#im gonna go do more of jefferson now#i woke up and started jefferson 3000 caps was abt an hour and a half or so i think#bc i didnt have to skip back and forth between scenes its all chronological#anyways howdy. im tired#remember to rb tho bc honestly my gifsets that get less than 10 notes and most of them are likes??? really drains my brain down#like. not worth it.#esp when its chars the fandom is all 'WE NEED MORE' of like clearly no u dont#i'll delete this later i promise i just needed to complain
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#so tired. so so so tired#i just want one (1) day when i dont have to learn 40 pages of international relations history by heart#all these dates treaties memorandums communiques meetings summits wars declarations military coups#i will never ever go into anything even remotely connected with politics#if this wasnt a state exam i would have given up by now#but i wont get to cheat like i did on all my other exams#(do not judge me. i have my reasons)#and i stay up until 6 am studying then wake up at 3 and get down to study at 4#hellish life#please forgive my whining. needed to get this out#arnold’s laments
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I really want to sleep but I can’t yet
#shut up alli#i’m so tired bc i was forced awake at 8:40 this morning#i’ve been having to pop ibuprofen and tylenol all day because of this fucking sprain situation#literally cannot function without numbing the pain bc it is debilitating#and I have to wait till like 3 to take more tylenol#i fear if I dont take meds before i sleep i will be woken up with pain again#to people with back problems…i am getting a look into your worlds. god bless you im so sorry#this has to go awayyyyy i have shit to do oh my god
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FUCK dude who knew finals could be stressful???
#in all seriousness#i just spent like 5 hours straight attempting to write 2 recipes#for the simplest salad and sandwich combo on earth#I'm STUPID tired rn#good thing our final isn't until 11:15 so we have time to sleep in a bit and study#god damn#anyways#it is 3:40 am#gotta get up at 8:30 to take my meds
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when ur boss schedules u on a 7 hour shift and doesn't put anyone on for a lunch cover so I can't have a break until someone from a different store unrelated to ours comes in so I can go eat for 30 mins 🥲🥲🥲🙃🥲🥲🥲
#🔥.txt#hi i have been alone in the store since 1:30 it is now 5:40 i am so hungry n starting to shake because my body cant handle it#i need to go to the bathroom crazy bad but i have to wait another 20 mins#someone is supposed to be coming? idk#im supposed to get an hour break but i dont get that tonight 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i dont clock off until 9pm and i have maybe served 3 customers in the past 3 hourz#im so tired and hungry and WAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH#i wanna go homeeeeeeeeeee
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#today was supposed to be my day off but yesterday my manager called to ask if i could come in today bc someone called out#and i was like yeah whatever i need the money even though ive only been doing early morning shifts & am suuuuper tired bc of it#but when i got in this morning he explained that apparently our whole floor was coverage bc everyone made the decision to call out for#today's morning shift & even our closer called out too#and omg at one pt we had 40 something customers in 30 minutes#it was sooo chaotic 😭😭#im so facking tired my next day off is sun & my sisters coming this weekend#and im upset bc id rather have sat off instead & sat is the first day in like 3 weeks or more that im coming in#during the afternoon instead of morning like.....i hate it here#i wanna spend the day with my sister!!!#wah should i call out....#dl
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