#it’s unexplainable even to me
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I love Hanto’s fashion
So it’s the mother and kid from last episode, right?
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#am I right? or am I right?#also I have no business liking hanto as much as I do#there’s just something about the guy#it’s unexplainable even to me#my thougts#kronthescoup#gavin’s mpreg gummies#2 munchkin eaten#kamen rider gavv#gavv spoilers
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maffhew who refuses to say runebergin torttu because he knows hes gonna butcher it so bad he might be kicked out of the country the second he tries and staunchly avoids that by going "the one dessert that barky is going to have to explain 😃"
sasha who gets faced with the most generic description of everything hes ever eaten in his life so far because of maffhew and going "???... oh you mean runebergin torttu!"
"he did good he liked the food and he likes the finland so far so its good" sasha says with so much pride now that all the anxiety has left his system that his husband teammate is enjoying his country and doesnt hate it
media availability | 10.29.24 (x)(x)
the smile of a man who knowlingly doomed his husband and said husband using all his brain power to context clues his way to whatever the fuck he just got asked that his brain is running hotter than a mid 2012 macbook air thats somehow still alive in the year of the lord 2024 but girl does she chug along shes louder than a fighter jet
#matthew tkachuk#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#2425#the famous vanha kauppahalli date™#we know how bad he is at pronouncing words not in english he does not want to fuck up his husbands language in front of him#(the nhl stars try to speak german video has entered the chat)#different attitudes here lmao#“he did good” mate he was... eating food... what... what is there to praise here..?#i shivered sweet mary and joseph sasha this is how you praise maffhew? yeah id be an annoying little shit about it too#whatever they have. unexplainable. i wont even bother#im glad to see pie and cake are still very confusing for esol#somehow ive had the conversation with several different people in my lifetime and realised even i dont know what the fuck it is#in the sense that when i translate pastries into english for my american friends i just pause and go#wait... i think this is a pie... but its called a tart in spanish but its also kind of a cake? and- [windows reboot sound]#ive had to do this with pastafrola and im like please just eat it dont make me explain im gonna cry if i do#I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS IN AN ENGLISH CONTEXT BECAUSE IT DOESNT EXIST IN AN ENGLISH CONTEXT TO ME JUST EAT IT#“so whats the difference between a torta and a tarta and isnt a tarta kinda like a pie-” “stop asking questions you dont want answers to”#you have no idea how upset i get trying to explain#im glad sasha at least protrays a little of that frustration by going “i dont know english word” girl SAME
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UR NOEL AND FAROE AUU MY DAZZEEE🙌🙌🫶
HEHEHHE I'VE ACTUALLY MADE TONS OF AU'S WITH DIFFERENT CHARACTERS INTERACTING WITH FAROE for the mere reason that i love this girl with all my heart and we've barely heard of her she's literally my whole world
arthur of course :)
parker !!
oscar !!!
and of course noel UGHHH
i've been planning on doing more because it's seriously the cutest thing ever and it fills my heart with joy
so yea
#this girl has influenced my life so badly without even being there#she's the most precious thing in the world#the way she's literally the main reason for drama/tragic discourse but she still makes me unexplainably happy#malevolent#malevolent podcast#faroe lester
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Hi im here to tell you why this part of Workin Boys is absolutely fucking amazing
Showstopper, in definition, is an act with a prolonged applause and impressive reaction from the audience enough to interrupt a performance. I really love how they used Show Stopping Number for this scene and it’s the most fitting shit ever. Before being shot, Hidgens was doing the iconic Workin Boys title number, which was also done in Show Stopping Number. And then the moment itself is a showstopper, there's screaming, horror and desperation coming from the audience and even claps coming from (drunk) Linda, a standing ovation.
It's also exactly how it's shown in TGWDLM. When Henry finishes the Workin' Boys bit (before the infected came) he goes directly back to the actual song. “I can't wait to get home to my boys! / A show stopping number / a real show stopper”
And oh god I wish I could explain it deeper but I don't have the words for it. I would also like to mention im so not normal about this, i lov workin boys sm
#I WANNA EXPLAIN IT BETTER BUT I DONT HAVE THE WORDS UGGGHHH#workin boys means everything to me actually if you even care#henry jus wants to be with his boys ☹️☹️☹️#my love for workin boys is unexplainable tbh#starkid#hatchetfield#working boys#workin boys spoilers#< i guess lmaoo maybe idk just in case#edit tags:#i taggin this as fav cuz i lov this scene sm#fav
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I think THW's epilogue would work slightly better if Hiccup was a bit older, maybe around Stoick's age. I know the movie pushed the idea of dragons being just instictual animals (as contradictory as it is towards not only the franchise as a whole, but also the film itself), but to me it feels more plausible for Toothless to start forgetting his life with Hiccup after 20+ years rather than 10, if I'm being led to believe they were such an unbreakable bond.
More importantly though, I would've prefered if instead of only Hiccup's family having one last flight; the whole 'gang' was there. While them being an actual friendgroup is more of a RTTE thing (unfortunately), I don't see why everyone else should be excluded, especially Valka. I mean, Astrid got to see her own dragon again. Why couldn't others? Are Hiccup, Astrid and their children the only ones allowed to break the rule? Was Hiccup really the only one to have actual friendship with a dragon?
On an unrelated note, the detail of people forgetting dragons and even claiming they never existed can work - as long as it's meant to interpreted as their existence being forgotten over the course of history, instead of when Hiccup was still alive. Maybe even Berkians and their allies themselves wrote them out to keep the secret safe.
#now this makes me think - what did they write down in historical records when it came to the antagonists?#did they exclude them completly?#with drago you can just leave out dragons and he still makes sense. red death can be easily written out. but grimmel?#no dragons make him a random guy who had unexplained connections to the warlords and was allowed to lead their armies for no reason#maybe future historians confused him and one of the warlords as one person? idk#why am i even trying to make sense of a hardly sensical movie#hiccup#hiccup haddock#astrid#astrid hofferson#httyd#httyd 3#httyd movies#how to train your dragon#how to train your dragon: the hidden world#also i just would like to see old hiccup. seeing old version of young protagonists is appealing to me#< it's fun coming up with designs for them
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looking at the energy sources development in the dishonored trilogy just does something to me
first game with a boom in engineering, the whole world powered by whale oil, the destruction of the ecosystem combined with the rampaging plague, all this contrasted with the sudden crisis surrounding whale oil in the second game, with new alternatives coming into play and the focus city being powered by wind which, in combination with the silver mines, is actually harming the city (which is a really cool look at sustainable energies!! if everything isn't in balance it will cause harm and this is a really cool thing to include!!) and then lastly we enter doto with voltaic bolts that don't exactly seem like they are powered by whale oil, there is a hint of something new and different
idk it's just gnawing at my brain
#li.txt#dishonored#dh#this post has been sponsored by my engineering degree#honestly I think the introduction of Unexplained New Technologies Other Than Whale Oil is making me love doto even more#like its fucking me up so good#I could write a whole essay on this and honestly maybe I should#it's mad good
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one day I will find sufficient words to describe how much I love Maximus. until then, screencaps and fanfics and incomprehensible long tags must be my heart’s balm
#the ideal method would be simply expressing my love for him in person#second would be finding some unexplainable way to actually articulate how deep my adoration for him is#next best is what happens on this blog every day#a girl must do what she can#i am so. overcome with longing for him sometimes#just a chance to wrap him up in a sweet hug and kiss him until my lips are numb#all i can do is watch gladiator and yearn!!!#it’s all i can do!!!#my heart yearns and breaks and weeps and mourns and longs and the movie just plays on#BUT I LOVE HIM#I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM#my heart is an ongoing love letter eternally dedicated to him#his kindness and sweetness and gentleness is so dear to me#his strength and power and grit is irresistible#and his face is just hypnotic#i will be swooning and yearning for him ALL MY DAYS#MAXIMUS RIDE UP ON YOUR WHITE HORSE AND MAKE ME YOUR WIFE#I AM BEGGING#all i want to do is be his wife! and share a little cottage with him!#and wake up beside him every morning and fall asleep in his arms every night!#i will NEVER be over him#i’ll be grieving him forever and loving him even longer#ignore my emotional rant everyone#i simply. cannot help myself#gladiator#text posts#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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why am i so interested in south american cultures and history. and why do i keep stopping myself from learning about them
#no cuz i have a fucking interest in it and its unexplainable idk where it came form#i literally live on a whole other continent way away from south america#i never been to anywhere in south america#i do not have a drop of latinx blood on me i have absolutely no connections to the damn place#but yet i am so interested in whatever the fuck incas aztecs and mayans were doin#about past history and current history#and current countries NOT TO MENTION THEYRE SOOOOO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL GOD#i saw a vlog about brazil and never wanted to visit a country more in my life like holy shit#also i was obsessed with sottr mainly cuz of the focus on the latino civilizations#but from little research ive done it was quite stereotypical and blending the civilisation even tho theyre very different#but okay anyway#i HAVE the interest and yet i dont go let myself research ???? like i literally tell myself no????? no ill do that later ?????????#i have very poor memory retention okay so ig that makes me demotivated but STILLWOUWHABFJ#i remember watching some vids on the topics and trying to learn the damn differences BUT I REMEMBER FUCKING NOTHINGGGGGG#i can barely remember what i have learned in math last (4 weeks ago) like jesus cmon...................#i want to learn but i can barely remember anything FFLOR FUCKS SAKEEEKSGXVAJ#but still I dint think that's a reason for me denying myself and self sabotaging myself here ?????#i guess cuz im not taking it as much of a priority compared to the subjects im doing it + art + art history#which i also fucking suck at btw i am constantly trying to learn sm for art history and i remember. barely anything !!!#i remember i had to relearn the events and everything of ww2 like around 6-7 times and im not joking here#cuz i would not remember anything and now i remmeber it vaguely enough to be able to know some basic facts but no dates or smaller events#ok god my memory retention is shit i think i actually gotta be concerned about that shit#anyway i just wanted to rant except i have absolutely no information or facts to offer whatsoever#rumaiq rambles#writing this whislt listening to a Argentina 70s top playlist and there is absolutely no bad song. i love them all. and that is very rare#especially for me i am picky as fuck with my playlists and music#idk what the conclusion of this is i dont think there is one
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only downside of reading actual literary fiction is realizing maggie stiefvater should have been marketing her stuff as this all along
#t#trc#i'm serious. ugh#actually nvm this is me reminicing once again about how the raven cycle was willing to be poetic and weird and wrong and kind of bad#and unexplainable and not interested in pacing#in a way no other YA series even touches#UGH
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no promises anymoooooreeeee i'll appear online when i appear online 😭 every time i say "ooh i think life is almost done being overwhelming!" it. becomes even more overwhelming in the dumbest ways. all i can manage rn when i'm not stressing myself into a shut-down state is staring at the wall while listening to youtube essays + mindlessly crocheting.
i might queue up ppls art and fics w/o commentary in the tags... i want other ppl to see what all of my cool friends have made, but i genuinely can't think right now with this monstrous brain fog. i'm really sorry, just. yeah. maybe i'll think of some way to make it up later!!! once the dust has settled!!!! but until then i wuv u and miss u. smiles.
[venting in tags including familial manipulation and ableism. i. didn't mean to write all of that, thiss was originally going to be a main blog post but. aaaaaAAAAAA!!!!!
also no need for replies or anything, i'd turn them off for just the one post if i could kjsndkn, i just needed to get things out and go eep jsjndsfdn ok bye bye bye bye!!!!]
#goddd my family finds it sooooooo funny that i can't do basic tasks! it's soooo funny that i can't even think of a horror movie to watch#on halloween bc i genuinely can't remember a single one right now. it's soooo funny that i can't take cardboard boxes or#old furniture out of my room without help bc i've physically and mentally and emotionally burnt out for Months.#and me not being able to move shit out after two (2) days makes me a hoarder somehow. and ofc hoarding is a moral failing#and my mom has to give me a stern talking-to about hoarding things... that were. again. in my room for 2 days....#[tbc it isnt a moral failing no matter the reason. life is hard and things happen and it can be hard to get rid of things for Reasons.]#nevermind them making constant snide remarks about me using ugly 'mismatched' desk / storage furniture. bc it was free / cheap? no income??#AND!!!!! i have a couple of new diagnoses. which doesn't change much day to day but it does make my family making fun of me#even more dumbfounding. like. this explains a lot of really scary unexplained symptoms that constantly leave me#housebound for weeks but uhhh haha hehe hoho??? so silly so funny that i'm barely conscious for multiple weeks???#and you can see that i'm getting worse but that makes it funnier??? hmm!!!#also nevermind that i've told them the exact reason why i've been like this (read: them) but that ALSO makes it funnier somehow.#but i also can't say shit bc they're doing something ~nice~ for me (out of convenience + after almost a decade of 'don't get comfortable'#and 'don't decorate this room bc it isn't yours' and 'you need to be ready to move out by x date'#only for the date to arrive and them to pull the 'i never said that. and if i did say it i didn't mean it like that.#and if i did mean it like that i don't anymore.' card. + any big renovations are things they wanted anyway. hmmmm!!#and how i have to do all of the phys labor alone bc if i ask for help i get made fun of!!! and yelled at that i'm doing things Wrong#(hint: i'm following instructions to the letter but. my family knows better than those silly things!! ^^ ))#jfc i sure did rant. uh. yeah. things. are really weird and uncomfy and i feel thankful that i finally can have my own things on display#outside of closets and bins again after a decade?? but i'm also waiting for the other shoe to drop / them to tell me i owe them in#some way??? bc that's how it works. 'i'm doing a nice thing you didn't even ask me for so now you have to do whatever i tell you to.'#meanwhile i can't even maladaptive daydream my way through it bc my brain is soup right now. can't remember basic things abt#my interests bc i've been on negative battery / spoons for a couple of months straight and it's only getting worse.#OKAY TLDR i'm not in a state to do anything until everything irl gets settled. and i'm trying So Hard to get it all over with but there's#only so much i can do in a day before i completely shut down. i didn't even get into the insurance stuff i've been fighting too ughhhh.#so if i show up on here in short spurts -- hi! bye! hi!! i wuv and care u!!! hope youre well mwah mwah!!!!!!! i'll post what i can and then#disappear when i need to recharge. it is what it is. i need to try to sleep now... uh if this post disappears when i wake up.... yeah......#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]#vent -
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Can the house stop falling apart for five fucking minutes,
#personal#many things all at once!!#the toilet tank has a sudden and unexplainable crack in it! the floor is rotting!#the floor in the kitchen is also rotting?! theres crACKS IN THE TILE?!?!#i don't want to investigate anything else. i cannot do it#i do not have the money for home repairs. i don't even have the money to get my CAR LOOKED AT#[sigh] i don't even think if i changed jobs suddenly that I'd find or qualify for anything that'd pay me much more than I'm making now#at least. at the hours i can manage anyway.#i wanna cry
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i think..... it's the pain inside. and/or they have experienced something "rare" that exposes them to a world nobody around them is privy to. it causes them to develop this empathy, this sensitivity for what they've undergone. but the nature of their powerful poignant emotions are so opaque, obfuscated, not fully understood by others, etc. often people around them know something is up or they get half the picture, never any real clarity. it's also too complex - there's too much wrapped up in it - for the person in question to even explain.
those moments where they break down or bare themselves open and nobody really gets what's actually going on with them. information or recounting memories doesn't matter either; it's more a perspective to the world, or a wavelength, or who they are as a whole that's at play.
#me is mark#you know when in hlht......#xdq says that this time they are finally even#and lwx says 那么多的事情 ��么扯的平 / there's too much how can we ever be even?#when it was maybe a simple one or few things at the very beginning#but after years and years of living with it and getting older it becomes too weaved into everything#and whenever they cry or have an honest outpour of emotions#it's about everything long ago and everything in between and everything now#and nobody senses this unless they are themselves unexplainable#many such cases :(
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do you also think about maffhew and lundy using the game 1 walk in photo for the finland post dump but maffhew used the one where he was looking at ekky like he wanted to eat him alive while lundy is just none the wiser but front and center while lundy used the one where maffhew was looking away from ekky or-
#very teehee haha to me personally#but also [slaps these posts like the hood of a car and im a salesman] i can fit so many narratives into this bad boy#you know what!!!!#whatever they have!!!! unexplainable!!!! i wont even try!!!!!!
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I need to stop watching medical dramas. It hurts to see doctors trying everything they can to figure out someone's symptoms when that really doesn't happen in the real world.
#like. shoutout to my primary who has actually done research into treatments for me#but hes a PA with limited time and resources (we are in a fairly rural area and my clinic serves a ton of people)#so like. referals go nowhere and my symptoms are still mostly unexplained#especially when like. doctors dont expect to fix you?#idk when i saw my neurologist for the first time i tried to give him an overview of all my symptoms and he said#verbatim#'well you cant expect me to fix all that'#and i was. idk. shocked#i wasnt even trying to get him to 'fix' me i was just trying to give some context and history#yknow. the thing necessary to diagnose people#but instead he misdiagnosed me and put me on meds that didnt work and suggested experimental brain surgery for a disorder i dont have#same thing happened with my pulmonologist. i explained my symptoms (because HE ASKED ME TO) and then refused to take them into account#its not every doctor. but its every specialist ive seen. every single one#and its frustrating#like. i just dont have answers or adequate treatment or anything#and my health keeps getting worse#idk man#disability sucks
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Definitely an unpopular opinion but
I was super intrigued by Todoroki in OG HiLo but he kind of lost my interest in The Worst
#I liked him in episode 0 but#idk I think we needed more time with him to develop and grow#it felt very sudden and 180 idk maybe just me#I love a good “villain to good guy arc#(not that he was really a villain but ykw i mean)#but I feel like those arcs really need time#and then the thing about his unexplained past with ebara really just made me feel like we needed even more time with him and his past#but I digress I’m rambling#h&l rambles#accurate tag bc I do be rambling in the tags of these posts
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People who make Bcs fanart including every single main character except for Chuck and who purposefully exclude him... I'm coming for you.
#i don't think it bothers too many people (for obvious reasons) but it's bothering ME#say no to chuck erasure. don't be cowards guys. draw the old man#yes he sucks. so what#currently going through old archives to try to find new chuck fanart. mostly old stuff from when the first two seasons aired#i feel insane#:3#<- complains even though they haven't drawn said character fanart in months#sorry i have a bad case of thinking very hard about doing the thing but being physically unable to do it#it's unexplainable. and very annoying#kills self cutely
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