#it’s unexplainable even to me
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I love Hanto’s fashion
So it’s the mother and kid from last episode, right?
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#am I right? or am I right?#also I have no business liking hanto as much as I do#there’s just something about the guy#it’s unexplainable even to me#my thougts#kronthescoup#gavin’s mpreg gummies#2 munchkin eaten#kamen rider gavv#gavv spoilers
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maffhew who refuses to say runebergin torttu because he knows hes gonna butcher it so bad he might be kicked out of the country the second he tries and staunchly avoids that by going "the one dessert that barky is going to have to explain 😃"
sasha who gets faced with the most generic description of everything hes ever eaten in his life so far because of maffhew and going "???... oh you mean runebergin torttu!"
"he did good he liked the food and he likes the finland so far so its good" sasha says with so much pride now that all the anxiety has left his system that his husband teammate is enjoying his country and doesnt hate it
media availability | 10.29.24 (x)(x)
the smile of a man who knowlingly doomed his husband and said husband using all his brain power to context clues his way to whatever the fuck he just got asked that his brain is running hotter than a mid 2012 macbook air thats somehow still alive in the year of the lord 2024 but girl does she chug along shes louder than a fighter jet
#matthew tkachuk#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#2425#the famous vanha kauppahalli date™#we know how bad he is at pronouncing words not in english he does not want to fuck up his husbands language in front of him#(the nhl stars try to speak german video has entered the chat)#different attitudes here lmao#“he did good” mate he was... eating food... what... what is there to praise here..?#i shivered sweet mary and joseph sasha this is how you praise maffhew? yeah id be an annoying little shit about it too#whatever they have. unexplainable. i wont even bother#im glad to see pie and cake are still very confusing for esol#somehow ive had the conversation with several different people in my lifetime and realised even i dont know what the fuck it is#in the sense that when i translate pastries into english for my american friends i just pause and go#wait... i think this is a pie... but its called a tart in spanish but its also kind of a cake? and- [windows reboot sound]#ive had to do this with pastafrola and im like please just eat it dont make me explain im gonna cry if i do#I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS IN AN ENGLISH CONTEXT BECAUSE IT DOESNT EXIST IN AN ENGLISH CONTEXT TO ME JUST EAT IT#“so whats the difference between a torta and a tarta and isnt a tarta kinda like a pie-” “stop asking questions you dont want answers to”#you have no idea how upset i get trying to explain#im glad sasha at least protrays a little of that frustration by going “i dont know english word” girl SAME
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UR NOEL AND FAROE AUU MY DAZZEEE🙌🙌🫶
HEHEHHE I'VE ACTUALLY MADE TONS OF AU'S WITH DIFFERENT CHARACTERS INTERACTING WITH FAROE for the mere reason that i love this girl with all my heart and we've barely heard of her she's literally my whole world
arthur of course :)
parker !!
oscar !!!
and of course noel UGHHH
i've been planning on doing more because it's seriously the cutest thing ever and it fills my heart with joy
so yea
#this girl has influenced my life so badly without even being there#she's the most precious thing in the world#the way she's literally the main reason for drama/tragic discourse but she still makes me unexplainably happy#malevolent#malevolent podcast#faroe lester
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Hi im here to tell you why this part of Workin Boys is absolutely fucking amazing
Showstopper, in definition, is an act with a prolonged applause and impressive reaction from the audience enough to interrupt a performance. I really love how they used Show Stopping Number for this scene and it’s the most fitting shit ever. Before being shot, Hidgens was doing the iconic Workin Boys title number, which was also done in Show Stopping Number. And then the moment itself is a showstopper, there's screaming, horror and desperation coming from the audience and even claps coming from (drunk) Linda, a standing ovation.
It's also exactly how it's shown in TGWDLM. When Henry finishes the Workin' Boys bit (before the infected came) he goes directly back to the actual song. “I can't wait to get home to my boys! / A show stopping number / a real show stopper”
And oh god I wish I could explain it deeper but I don't have the words for it. I would also like to mention im so not normal about this, i lov workin boys sm
#I WANNA EXPLAIN IT BETTER BUT I DONT HAVE THE WORDS UGGGHHH#workin boys means everything to me actually if you even care#henry jus wants to be with his boys ☹️☹️☹️#my love for workin boys is unexplainable tbh#starkid#hatchetfield#working boys#workin boys spoilers#< i guess lmaoo maybe idk just in case#edit tags:#i taggin this as fav cuz i lov this scene sm#fav
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I think THW's epilogue would work slightly better if Hiccup was a bit older, maybe around Stoick's age. I know the movie pushed the idea of dragons being just instictual animals (as contradictory as it is towards not only the franchise as a whole, but also the film itself), but to me it feels more plausible for Toothless to start forgetting his life with Hiccup after 20+ years rather than 10, if I'm being led to believe they were such an unbreakable bond.
More importantly though, I would've prefered if instead of only Hiccup's family having one last flight; the whole 'gang' was there. While them being an actual friendgroup is more of a RTTE thing (unfortunately), I don't see why everyone else should be excluded, especially Valka. I mean, Astrid got to see her own dragon again. Why couldn't others? Are Hiccup, Astrid and their children the only ones allowed to break the rule? Was Hiccup really the only one to have actual friendship with a dragon?
On an unrelated note, the detail of people forgetting dragons and even claiming they never existed can work - as long as it's meant to interpreted as their existence being forgotten over the course of history, instead of when Hiccup was still alive. Maybe even Berkians and their allies themselves wrote them out to keep the secret safe.
#now this makes me think - what did they write down in historical records when it came to the antagonists?#did they exclude them completly?#with drago you can just leave out dragons and he still makes sense. red death can be easily written out. but grimmel?#no dragons make him a random guy who had unexplained connections to the warlords and was allowed to lead their armies for no reason#maybe future historians confused him and one of the warlords as one person? idk#why am i even trying to make sense of a hardly sensical movie#hiccup#hiccup haddock#astrid#astrid hofferson#httyd#httyd 3#httyd movies#how to train your dragon#how to train your dragon: the hidden world#also i just would like to see old hiccup. seeing old version of young protagonists is appealing to me#< it's fun coming up with designs for them
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Imagine somehow David was killed and turned into a puppet, forced to spend eternity with his creations. How screwed would he be?
Ima be honest I really like this as a post-cannon idea, all the puppets escaping and David simultaneously getting to experience the same fate he condemned so many others to, while also kinda getting a new start.
#dhmis#two of us AU#two of us!David#two of us!Red#two of us!Roy#two of us!Lesley#doodles#art#i'm not too sure on the events leading up to this but thats never stopped me before#I think that Red is still really pissed at David at first but then David's all like 'I did what!?🥺 '#and he's so pathetic about it that Red who at this point can barely even remember the incident is just like 'I cant even be angry right now#All of the puppets are still definitely weary of him though#forgiven maybe but definitely not forgotten#I think Red goes back to college#maybe reconnects with his family#Black magic is something at least sorta known about in this universe so its a tragedy not unexplainable to the general public#Red pseudo adopts Roy and Lesley cause those two are WAY too traumatized to live on their own#david is also there
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only downside of reading actual literary fiction is realizing maggie stiefvater should have been marketing her stuff as this all along
#t#trc#i'm serious. ugh#actually nvm this is me reminicing once again about how the raven cycle was willing to be poetic and weird and wrong and kind of bad#and unexplainable and not interested in pacing#in a way no other YA series even touches#UGH
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no promises anymoooooreeeee i'll appear online when i appear online 😭 every time i say "ooh i think life is almost done being overwhelming!" it. becomes even more overwhelming in the dumbest ways. all i can manage rn when i'm not stressing myself into a shut-down state is staring at the wall while listening to youtube essays + mindlessly crocheting.
i might queue up ppls art and fics w/o commentary in the tags... i want other ppl to see what all of my cool friends have made, but i genuinely can't think right now with this monstrous brain fog. i'm really sorry, just. yeah. maybe i'll think of some way to make it up later!!! once the dust has settled!!!! but until then i wuv u and miss u. smiles.
[venting in tags including familial manipulation and ableism. i. didn't mean to write all of that, thiss was originally going to be a main blog post but. aaaaaAAAAAA!!!!!
also no need for replies or anything, i'd turn them off for just the one post if i could kjsndkn, i just needed to get things out and go eep jsjndsfdn ok bye bye bye bye!!!!]
#goddd my family finds it sooooooo funny that i can't do basic tasks! it's soooo funny that i can't even think of a horror movie to watch#on halloween bc i genuinely can't remember a single one right now. it's soooo funny that i can't take cardboard boxes or#old furniture out of my room without help bc i've physically and mentally and emotionally burnt out for Months.#and me not being able to move shit out after two (2) days makes me a hoarder somehow. and ofc hoarding is a moral failing#and my mom has to give me a stern talking-to about hoarding things... that were. again. in my room for 2 days....#[tbc it isnt a moral failing no matter the reason. life is hard and things happen and it can be hard to get rid of things for Reasons.]#nevermind them making constant snide remarks about me using ugly 'mismatched' desk / storage furniture. bc it was free / cheap? no income??#AND!!!!! i have a couple of new diagnoses. which doesn't change much day to day but it does make my family making fun of me#even more dumbfounding. like. this explains a lot of really scary unexplained symptoms that constantly leave me#housebound for weeks but uhhh haha hehe hoho??? so silly so funny that i'm barely conscious for multiple weeks???#and you can see that i'm getting worse but that makes it funnier??? hmm!!!#also nevermind that i've told them the exact reason why i've been like this (read: them) but that ALSO makes it funnier somehow.#but i also can't say shit bc they're doing something ~nice~ for me (out of convenience + after almost a decade of 'don't get comfortable'#and 'don't decorate this room bc it isn't yours' and 'you need to be ready to move out by x date'#only for the date to arrive and them to pull the 'i never said that. and if i did say it i didn't mean it like that.#and if i did mean it like that i don't anymore.' card. + any big renovations are things they wanted anyway. hmmmm!!#and how i have to do all of the phys labor alone bc if i ask for help i get made fun of!!! and yelled at that i'm doing things Wrong#(hint: i'm following instructions to the letter but. my family knows better than those silly things!! ^^ ))#jfc i sure did rant. uh. yeah. things. are really weird and uncomfy and i feel thankful that i finally can have my own things on display#outside of closets and bins again after a decade?? but i'm also waiting for the other shoe to drop / them to tell me i owe them in#some way??? bc that's how it works. 'i'm doing a nice thing you didn't even ask me for so now you have to do whatever i tell you to.'#meanwhile i can't even maladaptive daydream my way through it bc my brain is soup right now. can't remember basic things abt#my interests bc i've been on negative battery / spoons for a couple of months straight and it's only getting worse.#OKAY TLDR i'm not in a state to do anything until everything irl gets settled. and i'm trying So Hard to get it all over with but there's#only so much i can do in a day before i completely shut down. i didn't even get into the insurance stuff i've been fighting too ughhhh.#so if i show up on here in short spurts -- hi! bye! hi!! i wuv and care u!!! hope youre well mwah mwah!!!!!!! i'll post what i can and then#disappear when i need to recharge. it is what it is. i need to try to sleep now... uh if this post disappears when i wake up.... yeah......#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]#vent -
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Can the house stop falling apart for five fucking minutes,
#personal#many things all at once!!#the toilet tank has a sudden and unexplainable crack in it! the floor is rotting!#the floor in the kitchen is also rotting?! theres crACKS IN THE TILE?!?!#i don't want to investigate anything else. i cannot do it#i do not have the money for home repairs. i don't even have the money to get my CAR LOOKED AT#[sigh] i don't even think if i changed jobs suddenly that I'd find or qualify for anything that'd pay me much more than I'm making now#at least. at the hours i can manage anyway.#i wanna cry
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i think..... it's the pain inside. and/or they have experienced something "rare" that exposes them to a world nobody around them is privy to. it causes them to develop this empathy, this sensitivity for what they've undergone. but the nature of their powerful poignant emotions are so opaque, obfuscated, not fully understood by others, etc. often people around them know something is up or they get half the picture, never any real clarity. it's also too complex - there's too much wrapped up in it - for the person in question to even explain.
those moments where they break down or bare themselves open and nobody really gets what's actually going on with them. information or recounting memories doesn't matter either; it's more a perspective to the world, or a wavelength, or who they are as a whole that's at play.
#me is mark#you know when in hlht......#xdq says that this time they are finally even#and lwx says 那么多的事情 怎么扯的平 / there's too much how can we ever be even?#when it was maybe a simple one or few things at the very beginning#but after years and years of living with it and getting older it becomes too weaved into everything#and whenever they cry or have an honest outpour of emotions#it's about everything long ago and everything in between and everything now#and nobody senses this unless they are themselves unexplainable#many such cases :(
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I need to stop watching medical dramas. It hurts to see doctors trying everything they can to figure out someone's symptoms when that really doesn't happen in the real world.
#like. shoutout to my primary who has actually done research into treatments for me#but hes a PA with limited time and resources (we are in a fairly rural area and my clinic serves a ton of people)#so like. referals go nowhere and my symptoms are still mostly unexplained#especially when like. doctors dont expect to fix you?#idk when i saw my neurologist for the first time i tried to give him an overview of all my symptoms and he said#verbatim#'well you cant expect me to fix all that'#and i was. idk. shocked#i wasnt even trying to get him to 'fix' me i was just trying to give some context and history#yknow. the thing necessary to diagnose people#but instead he misdiagnosed me and put me on meds that didnt work and suggested experimental brain surgery for a disorder i dont have#same thing happened with my pulmonologist. i explained my symptoms (because HE ASKED ME TO) and then refused to take them into account#its not every doctor. but its every specialist ive seen. every single one#and its frustrating#like. i just dont have answers or adequate treatment or anything#and my health keeps getting worse#idk man#disability sucks
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do you also think about maffhew and lundy using the game 1 walk in photo for the finland post dump but maffhew used the one where he was looking at ekky like he wanted to eat him alive while lundy is just none the wiser but front and center while lundy used the one where maffhew was looking away from ekky or-
#very teehee haha to me personally#but also [slaps these posts like the hood of a car and im a salesman] i can fit so many narratives into this bad boy#you know what!!!!#whatever they have!!!! unexplainable!!!! i wont even try!!!!!!
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People who make Bcs fanart including every single main character except for Chuck and who purposefully exclude him... I'm coming for you.
#i don't think it bothers too many people (for obvious reasons) but it's bothering ME#say no to chuck erasure. don't be cowards guys. draw the old man#yes he sucks. so what#currently going through old archives to try to find new chuck fanart. mostly old stuff from when the first two seasons aired#i feel insane#:3#<- complains even though they haven't drawn said character fanart in months#sorry i have a bad case of thinking very hard about doing the thing but being physically unable to do it#it's unexplainable. and very annoying#kills self cutely
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Me playing Tears of the Kingdom: As much as I miss the champions, it makes sense they're not mentioned much. It's been a hundred years since they died. Even if they survived the Calamity, most of them would probably be dead at this point. The only exception being Mipha, who would have been the only one that would still be alive if she survived the calamity due to her age. The reason they're still remembered so much in Breath of the Wild is because the Divine Beasts, one of the last remaining connections to them, are still active and looming in Hyrule. Impa also said that their spirits feel uneasy knowing their task of defeating the Calamity wasn't done. They were at peace when the Calamity was defeated and passed on. They're not brought up from that point on because them and their era are over and can be laid to rest.
Also me playing Tears of the Kingdom: - holding back tears - Damn I miss the champions
#LIKE YEAH. I GET IT FROM A THEMATIC POINT. BUT FROM A 'SIR THOSE ARE MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS' POINT. I AM ACHING#I love the sages in TotK! Don't get me wrong!#I mean look at my icon tee hee#But I've grown so attached to the champions their absence feels so off. I'm fifty-fifty on it#I wanna be clear: Big agree with people who say the Sheikah Shrines and tech being suddenly gone feels off#It's unexplained and feels far too significant to easily write off#I feel similar about the champions and how little they're mentioned in game#I don't think Zelda even has a single line of dialogue that mentions them.#She and Link lived through the calamity and knew them as friends#At least a tiny mention would have made sense since she does briefly talk about the Calamity with Sonia and Rauru#I guess it makes a little sense?? In regards to the developers wanting to be hush hush about BotW spoilers for newcomers#But the way they went about it is like they tried to forget it happened. It doesn't feel right.#This might also be my biased speaking cause the original sages? Cool and all#But they feel so hollow compared to the characters that the champions had#Anyways I am still VERY in love with TotK. It's consumed way too much of my time#But I also wanted to talk about this gripe dhdjfjejfjd#Thank you for coming to my TED talk. I'm sorry this is a whole wall of spilling#Anyways will I cope by remembering Age of Calamity is a thing despite how much it obliterates the timeline?#Dang right#Tears of the Kingdom#Breath of the Wild#TotK Spoilers#LoZ TotK#Loz BotW#BotW Champions#Long Post
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IF MY BODY COULD JUST STOP TO INVENT NEW PROBLEMS WE WOULDN'T BE HERE NOW
#in other news i have a new unexplained shoulder pain that makes doing most things impossible and i am mad#literally suppressing a scream way too often this evening#ill just hope i can fall asleep like that i am not motivated to get to urgent care alone and there's not rly anyone who could come with me#spike spoke
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I was going to write this in the tags of your last post but i think it's important actually so I'm gonna send an ask
On a more serious note I'm actually kind of obsessed with psychoanalyzing Zoro specifically. Because he actually has some pretty big issues I think, mentally
He takes his self appointed job as protector of the crew very very seriously, and he's really hard on himself if he thinks he's failed in any way. I mean just look at him right after Little Garden, or how mad he is after losing his shadow on Thriller Bark.
So yeah there's nothing in that brain but swords and I fucking love that about him, he sure is sharpening them to an unhealthy degree isn't he. He's never strong enough, after all, to protect everyone.
I just,, really like combining silly ideas with serious ones, it's fun
GOD listen is 12:25 am but I just couldnt go to bed without at least STARTING to jot down my thoughts on this but like YEAH. for SURE. Zoro for all that he’s shown to be a pretty simple guy with a single-minded focus, has a LOT to chew on in terms of character depth and layers. There’s lots of fun contradictions to him too. He’s prideful and self-assured but also so often self-punishing, and he’s also someone who is fiercely independent and a free spirit, while having a habit of building his own identity around others (both his dreams are shared with others, they belong other people as much as they do to him and that’s a LOT to think about).
You may have actually caught me red handed here cause that ‘Journey to the Center of the Mind’ story concept maaaay be kind of something i’ve played around with for months now. I think I once tried to write out like a basic premise, but the only thing I really remember is is wanting Luffy to be the primary person to undergo the journey cause. if every Strawhat was present it’d feel less intimate, less personal, and I feel like Luffy would want to explore Zoro’s mind alone to preserve his privacy. Unaware that he’s the person Zoro has the most to hide from. I think the levels of Zoro’s willingness to put the Strawhat’s well being first has the potential to truly frighten him, if the visuals Zoro’s mind provides him are right.
#The idea I had written down is a little embarrassing to talk about too in depth tho dkfjd its silly#It’s a very vague rough draft at best and I dont have a lot of practice in writing. It’d definitely be too ambitious in execution for me#I just remember being very excited to use the wisteria symbol throughout the story… since Oda said it was like ‘his’ plant#I thought that maybe the reason Zoro was put into a situation where he NEEDED to be saved from his own mind could be#smth very mysterical and magical some unexplainable grandline phenomenon#I pictured a big wisteria tree that preys on human’s will#Zoro would lay down to nap under its shade unknowingly and it would quickly plant its roots right into his brain.#and slowly make it so he feels more and more emotionally fatigued until he can’t even bring himself to wake up#He’d have to be reinvigorated somehow#and maybe at first Luffy would think that the way to do that is by reminding him that he has to fight for the crew and his dream#(which is a reasonable assumption as that usually works)#and later realize that maybe what Zoro needs to be reminded of is that he needs to fight for HIMSELF.#Something that he hasn’t 100% done since he promised to Kuina their dream would be shared#ANYWHO. ITS ABOUT TO BE 1 AM NOW#I am not a night owl!!! Sorry for any typos and for the longass tags skfjsk#my post#ask#💚
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