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one day I will find sufficient words to describe how much I love Maximus. until then, screencaps and fanfics and incomprehensible long tags must be my heartâs balm
#the ideal method would be simply expressing my love for him in person#second would be finding some unexplainable way to actually articulate how deep my adoration for him is#next best is what happens on this blog every day#a girl must do what she can#i am so. overcome with longing for him sometimes#just a chance to wrap him up in a sweet hug and kiss him until my lips are numb#all i can do is watch gladiator and yearn!!!#itâs all i can do!!!#my heart yearns and breaks and weeps and mourns and longs and the movie just plays on#BUT I LOVE HIM#I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM#my heart is an ongoing love letter eternally dedicated to him#his kindness and sweetness and gentleness is so dear to me#his strength and power and grit is irresistible#and his face is just hypnotic#i will be swooning and yearning for him ALL MY DAYS#MAXIMUS RIDE UP ON YOUR WHITE HORSE AND MAKE ME YOUR WIFE#I AM BEGGING#all i want to do is be his wife! and share a little cottage with him!#and wake up beside him every morning and fall asleep in his arms every night!#i will NEVER be over him#iâll be grieving him forever and loving him even longer#ignore my emotional rant everyone#i simply. cannot help myself#gladiator#text posts#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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The "Ups" of Lent
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âWhat are you giving up for Lent?â
This is always a popular question among Catholics as Lent approaches, as if another New Yearâs resolution is to be set (or reset). It becomes, for some, a badge of honor, and, for all, an opportunity to witness to the faith in a public way.
Even people who might not identify themselves as the most devout members of the Church engage in the practice of âgiving something up,â and it can often lead to greater devotion. It has become a part of our religious consciousness.
All of this is a good thing, because part of the âdiscipline of Lentâ is sacrifice. But what is the point of it? Are we merely called to self-discipline as a means of self-improvement? Or is it only a matter of suffering through some difficult sacrifice?
Giving something up for Lent is only one part of a larger call to engage our faith more fully and more devoutly during the 40 days of Lent: that call is a call to prayer, fasting, and almsgiving.
Or, to put it another way, to lift up, to give up, and to take up.
The Discipline of Lent
The Gospel reading proclaimed on Ash Wednesday (Mt 6:18, 16-18), the start of Lent, lays out the threefold practice of prayer, fasting, and almsgiving, but it does so with a clear admonition regarding what ought to motivate such practices: âTake care not to perform righteous deeds in order that people may see themâ (Mt 6:1).
On Ash Wednesday, when Catholics readily identify themselves in public with the sign of the cross marked in ashes on their foreheads, Jesusâ challenge is filled with irony. He challenges his listenersâand the faithful today embarking on their Lenten journeyâto reflect not only on what they do, but also on why they do it.
If the only purpose of sacrificeâof giving up somethingâ is to be able to say that one is in fact doing something for Lent, or if that sacrifice is merely about self-improvement, then weâve missed the point. If it is only a matter of bragging rights, as if to say, âLook at this difficult sacrifice I am offering,â then one is guilty of the very hypocrisy that Jesus condemned.
This is why the tradition of our Lenten practice of sacrifice is really part of a three-pronged approach to this time of spiritual renewal and rebirth. It is only when all three are part of the formula that the real renewal and conversion intended in Lent can happen.
Jesusâ Own Sacrifice
The Gospel of the first Sunday of Lent each year (Mt 4:4-11, Mk 1:12-15, or Lk 4:1-13) presents us with an intimate look at the heart and mind of Jesus. He is alone in the desertâwe are told he fasts and is tempted by Satan. There are no eyewitnesses to these events; we take them as revealed to the Gospel writer, truly inspired by the Holy Spirit. Jesus teaches us about living a life of holiness, which includes sacrifice, and sacrifice means resisting temptations.
His fasting does not make him weaker, but in his sacrifice he is strengthened all the more to resist Satanâs temptations. At the beginning of Lent, the faithful are encouraged by Jesusâ example of discipline and strengthened by our solidarity with him during our own 40 days âin the desert.â
The Significance of Lenten Practices
In prayer, we lift up our hearts to the Lord. We express our praise and gratitude, we present our needs, and we open our hearts, surrendering to Godâs will and power to save. This is particularly important in Lent, as we strive to set right our relationship with God. Prayer helps us do that by keeping open communication with Godâwe talk to God and we await and listen to Godâs response. As we present our needs, we recognize our dependence on God and grow in our trust in his promise to provide for what we really need.
Prayer keeps our sight focused on God, so that the more prayerful oneâs life is, the more one is aware of Godâs call, his plan, and his promise. A life rooted in prayer is a life lived in the context of Godâs grace. In this regard, prayer sets the stage for what must follow it, so that our actions flow from and reflect what is experienced in prayer.
In other words, our relationship with God is rooted in prayer, but expressed and manifested in actions. In Lent, this is made particularly clear in the various forms of Lenten discipline. The Letter of James expresses a similar sentiment: âWhat good is it, my brothers, if someone says he has faith but does not have works? Can that faith save him?â (Jas 2:14). In the same way, prayer without works could amount to the hypocrisy that Jesus chastised in his preaching.
During Lent, there are many ways to take up the challenge of prayer. Many people commit to attending Mass more frequently (perhaps attending daily Mass), and parishes often have additional opportunities for prayer during Lent, such as prayer groups, the Liturgy of the Hours, and devotional practices such as the Stations of the Cross and eucharistic exposition and adoration.
Others commit to building in more significant time for personal prayer, reflection, or meditation, perhaps by reading Scripture, praying parts of the Liturgy of the Hours, or praying the rosary. All of these provide opportunities to focus oneâs attention on what the Lord is saying and where he is leading, as we are reminded in the Collect (Opening Prayer) on the first Sunday of Lent:
âGrant, almighty God, through the yearly observances of holy Lent, that we may grow in understanding of the riches hidden in Christ and by worthy conduct pursue their effects.â
What about Fasting?
In fasting, we give up what we donât really need in the first place. In the Christian tradition, fasting is seen as a means of preparation, of waiting, and of penance. Voluntary acts of self-denial are a means of demonstrating devotion, but they also prepare us for what is to come. We fast for one hour before receiving holy Communion at Mass in order to prepare our hearts, to focus our attention, and literally to awaken our hunger for the Lord, the bread of life.
Church law dictates two particular days of fasting as a means of penance: Ash Wednesday and Good Friday. In addition, the custom of the Paschal fast as an extension of the Good Friday fast through Holy Saturday until the Easter Vigil is a means of preparation and anticipation of the celebration of the Lordâs resurrection at Easter.
A second form of fasting is known as abstinence, in which we deny ourselves some particular thing, as a way of practicing self-discipline. Church law asks the faithful to abstain from eating meat on Ash Wednesday, Good Friday, and the Fridays of Lent, and the custom of giving something up for Lent is a way for each individual to choose some particular form of abstinence as a means of self-discipline. Some might choose to abstain from a particular delicacy or favorite food, while others might choose something less tangible, but just as helpful: giving up or cutting back on watching television, playing video games, or time spent on social media.
Sometimes it seems as if the most difficult part of Lenten discipline is fasting, and if the giving up isnât replaced by something more fruitful, then it might be just a hardship for the sake of the hardship, or it might be replaced by something equally meaningless. For example, if I give up chocolate, only to replace it by eating ice cream, then there is no real benefit. Or, if I give up or cut back on watching television, but that is merely replaced by video games or time spent online, then to what end am I really giving something up?
Faith in Action
It is almsgivingâtaking upâthat makes the giving up work. Almsgiving is understood as giving money or good, to aid the poor (see Catechism of the Catholic Church #2447, 2462), but in a broader context almsgiving can also be understood to include other kinds of charitable acts of service. We take up works of charity (almsgiving) in order to walk more clearly the path of service and love the Lord calls us to walk. In this regard, we remove the excess by giving up in order to engage more freely in what we are really called to do.
Preface III of Lent expresses this relationship: âYou will that our self-denial should give you thanks, humble our sinful pride, contribute to the feeding of the poor, and so help us imitate you in your kindness.â
Clearly, then, our sacrifices make room for being charitable. So perhaps someone might give up the daily stop at a local coffee bar and contribute what is saved to charity, or one could cut back on watching TV or social media in order to make time to be present to someone in need, to perform some charitable deed, or when that is not possible, to dedicate some time to study, reflection, or prayer, especially prayer for othersâ needs.
The Virtuous Life
The ultimate goal of the discipline of Lent is not only to do penance (see CCC #1434) but to do so as a means toward a life of virtue. âWhatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is gracious, if there is any excellence and if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these thingsâ (Phil 4:8). Prayer, fasting, and almsgiving together orient and focus oneâs attention toward virtue.
The cardinal virtuesâprudence, justice, fortitude, and temperanceâare foundational for the virtuous life, and these things lead us beyond ourselves and the âthings of this passing worldâ to the values and cares of the kingdom of heaven and âthe things that eternally endureâ (Preface of Lent II). These virtues align themselves with the disciplines of Lent: prudence and fortitude flow from prayer, justice is manifest in our almsgiving, and temperance is demonstrated in fasting. The threefold disciplines of Lent help to foster and strengthen these virtues in the lives of the faithful.
The purpose of Lent is not merely to engage in these practices for the sake of themselves. Lent is about fostering ongoing conversion and renewal of our life in Christ. It is a means of preparation for the celebration of Easter, and it is a means of preparing for the Paschal feast of heaven.
Preface I of Lent reminds us what it is all about: â. . . Your faithful await the sacred paschal feasts with the joy of minds made pure, so that, more eagerly intent on prayer and on the works of charity, and participating in the mysteries . . . they may be led to the fullness of grace . . . .â
The journey of Lent provides an opportunity to walk more closely with Jesus, who desires our presence, sometimes more than we desire his. In our lifting up, giving up, and taking up, may we be vigilant in our sacrifices and strong in resisting temptation, and so get all the more âcaught upâ in the love of God through his Sonâs cross and resurrection.
Written by: Msgr. Richard Hilgartner
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