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gaylotusthatexists · 7 months ago

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every time i go to use italics in google docs there is like a 50% chance i hit the wrong button and accidentally discover a new keyboard shortcut and every time it is terrifying i have no clue what is going on

#apparently just selected the print option and that was awful i do not want to print this ever thank u very much #also sometimes it just. opens a new browser. and i’m like. where the fuck did my doc go hello 😭😭 come back #it’s so disorienting i hate this

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brainrotcharacters · 3 months ago

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deadclaws where wade catches Logan's attention using the laser pointer or going "pspsps" and Logan Marco Polo's Wade by yelling "FUCK me"

#(30 ft to the left we hear this) “IF YOU INSIST”#and some other such things. including but not limited to #“SHOULD I GET THE TOYS DADDY O”#“(outright squealing or some inappropriate sounds in response)”#“FUCK YES”#“I'M COMING... not like that. not yet”#logan hates using that technique but wade is so embarrassing that it's the only one he answers to #but Wade's responses are so creative and disorienting and entertaining #vibes ✨♥️💛#deadpool and wolverine #deadpool #wade wilson #wolverine #logan howlett #poolverine #deadpool 3 #deadclaws #deadpool 2024

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braceletofteeth · 11 months ago

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Strangers From Hell Incorrect Quotes [13/?]

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#strangers from hell #seo moonjo #yoon jongwoo #gifset #*#incorrect quotes #//#ok so technically the quote is from IWTV #but what inspired me was this one fic I read yesterday #where Jongwoo tells Moonjo he hates him while they're making out #and the Moonjo there enjoyed that so much. So much you'd think that's dirty talk to him #and. hm. yeah. to me that tracks.#the idea of being able to get under Jongwoo's skin deeper than anyone else #to provoke burning and disorienting reactions with your existence alone #in such a way you just CANNOT be ignored #that sounds. uh. pretty good. very satisfying. from a Moonjo point of view.#but. why did I match this dialogue with this scene you may ask-#well for one I really like the acknowledgement that comes with ''as you should''#no denial. no begging. no bargaining.#if that person hates you that's because you gave them a reason to and you know it #you know you deserve it #you deserve the consequences of your actions. your punishment.#this time. from this one person.#the one person you hold in higher regard than yourself. the only one whose feelings matter more than your own.#if you're in the receiving end of their rage and disgust you should cherish it #that might be all you are ever gonna get from them. all of them that is ever gonna be yours.#their hatred might be the most personal‚ most intimate feeling they will share with you.#... and that's why I picked this scene: the closeness. the intimacy.#Moonjo's surrender. the way he just lays there and wait. watch. the look of reverence in his eyes.#reverence tinted with fondness and pride. with bliss.

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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okay i was gonna make a post about how migraines feel like taking constant minecraft damage except your health bar is infinite, BUT UH. @staff WHY IS MY DESKTOP DASH COMPLETELY FUCKING REARRANGED. PUT IT BACK THIS SUCKS

#EXCUSE ME??? EXCUSE ME!!!! THIS IS HORRIBLE!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!#ITS LITERALLY BORDERLINE UNUSABLE WHY IS EVERYTHING MOVED AROUND?#AND ITS CLUTTERED AS FUCK?#like im not claustrophobic BUT THIS NEW LAYOUT IS MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I AM #i hate this!!! i hate it!!!!#usually updates are like 'well we moved some of your furniture while you werent looking'#and like yeah its disorienting #BUT WITH THIS ONE THEY REBUILT THE ENTIRE FUCKING HOUSE WHILE I WAS PASSED OUT #THIS IS NOT MY HOME WTF #the desktop dash was so nice! it was spread out! it was simple!#it felt cozy and welcoming!#THIS DASH WANTS ME GONE #tumblr update #absolutely unprompted #every day tumblr starts sliding towards the reason i completely quit instagram #which used to be my main site #that reason: cluttering #too much stuff in my face all the time #why does this site keep making Worse and Worse changes like leave it alone!!!!#cosmetically its fine!!! if its not broke dont fix it!#everyday i wake up and theres fuckin Something. damn #i hate this i hate this i hate this #PUT IT BACK. PLEASE!#maybe im overreacting but im genuinely so unsettled and disheartened by this #now i gotta fucking relearn the entire dash and get used to this squished n squeezed n cluttered Bullshit #tumblr: we want to welcome the new people!#tumblr: *starts alienating their (loyal) main/og userbase*#why.... just Why.... there is no good reason for this....

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opens-up-4-nobody · 3 months ago

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#ah yes. my old friend: getting nothing done all day bc im too paralyzed to attempt to read anything #thanks. i hate it here #today felt like i was trapped in october of last year. which was disorienting #bc it was cold ang gloomy out and i just kept listening to doomsday by lizzy mcalpine #itll get better once im back in the habit of things. at least that's what im telling myself. just expect me #to complain a lot bc im back in the torture machine. by which i mean life as a grad student #evolution prof: u should be reading at least 20 papers per week. and shes right but also what if i just lay on the floor and expire #what then? oh hey u use text to speech on papers? that must b super helpful! yeah sure it takes 2 broken things:#my ability to not process audio and not understand text in order to try to put me on a normal reading level.#except that it still fucking sucks and i hate everything.#and it doesnt even fuckibg matter for this class bc shes giving us pdf scans that are image based not text based #so i cant even use text to speech. which is ya kno. real fucking cool. welp. its been real #goodbye to any sort of notion that i appear to kno what im doing. or that i can read anything #oh god. why tf did i decide it was a good idea to come back?#dread! paralyzing dread! oh how ive missed u #unrelated

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ra-vio · 1 year ago

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I wanted to draw Fio with a smile u-u

This is a reupload. I was gaming and didn't realize how it uploaded.

#nier #nier reincarnation #every time i drew her she wasn't smiling and she frowns in a lot of her art too #she smiles a lot too i just havent looked in a while #fio #i woke up today and found out there aren't nier concert locations close enough to me IM SOOOOO SAAAAAAAAAAd #the one i was considering going to is near my mom's birthday #i absolutely cant do that one. its my moms birthday weekend she would throw a fit #'ning bring your mom' no she wouldn't understand. i'd have to pay for everything and we'd need a hotel room #kaine is running around in lingerie. i cant bring my mom #and the other one is is la which is an absolute no.#if iwanna be trapped in a room with my mom for 3 days i can just live with her i already do that #ill just pray for a dvd release and buy that u_u #I JUST GOT DONE PLAYING OG RE3 AND HAVE BEEN DISORIENTED. ITS A GREAT GAME. I HATED IT.#IM TRYING TO CONVINCE MYSELF NOT TO REPLAY IT 8 MORE TIMES BUT I WANT TO SEE THE EPILOGUES. I HATE TANK CONTROLS SO MUCH

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keter-class-anomaly · 2 years ago

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I recreated the cover for remus's theme!

...with a couple little changes of course!

i'm REALLY happy with how this turned out!

i can't wait to hang it up on my wall when i get home TvT

just the line art:

they look better irl lol

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unproduciblesmackdown · 3 months ago

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(genderly) chill as hell if i was only ever glimpsed / detected like this

#Shrouded In A Rectangle neither sleeves nor an open front to be besieged with? yes #just doing whatever else like doesn't matter. tee cargo shorts which is my best guess rn of my ideal outfit. + sandals Absolutely #unfortunately my hair could never do that. somehow neither am i yet like forties fifties? have i not been at this for eons?#i Can be like uh let's just nobody talk to me i'm busy pensively perceiving truths that you don't ever actually wanna hear about #just the other day it was like hey....a [way Having To Talk could be a difficulty / problem] was under my nose in this lifelong pattern #certainly noticing the Verbal Exchange Demand heaped upon burnout as like [delay delay delay struggle weariness stress]#but also who knows like spent plenty of time just probably indeed Not having to have such exchanges while burned out. not noting them #anyway like this isn't even [dysphoric Ideal Outfit until i could [whatever supposed even more ideal than that gender euphoria]]#though shoutout to that but like nah get shrouded anyway. the only [how do i look] im motivated to consider is: when it's a costume #when it's just me it's like. i guess whatever pants and a comfortable enough tee. need glasses. hair's w/e so cut quite short ig #might accessorize w/things that are fun to me like hey yeah yknow i might want a calculator watch #[yea as a kid it was like :( im actively appreciating the animals supposedly Gross or Bad] if i had hated little friends Sure yaay #if i had disorienting light effects like a pelagic creature. but you don't even need that. like hey i'm nd in real life. i got it #chat i'm in the walls too bestie lmao. if only my bigfoot pose reference Step was this good #tl;dr long rephrasing of my being like; now the gender slay....#& nodding & Noting when [worksheet exercise: what's your gender euphoria look?] is like shrug idk. but this is serving maximally to me; so #going Chat how can i up my uncanny stats. looking up ''isn't it like Uncanny knowledge e.g. so like why not....canny''#but i think the un canny is the Uncanniness Accuser's perspective. not of My ken. your literal weird one maybe #so again apt to be like jk i'm just autistic & shit; i got it....horror shit challenge impossible: Don't have sm typical mundane #[disability moment] as like Unsettling danger/malice cues. challenge impossible; again #subverted here like as [horror holding hands touching foreheads w/comedy] w/o Rescinding just casual disabled behavior/qualities #just remembered like three witches weird sisters etc macbeth. weird uncanny soothsaying gendering. word #anyway i should be shrouded (made no any connection whenever i put the blanket now over my head & shoulders in place min ago)#perhaps the real Ideal Look insight: i do not have any way i wish to be observed by people. secret passages / removed room anytime

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takeyourcyanide · 1 month ago

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posting isn’t giving me any sort of sense of familiarity or stability in the foundation which makes sense given that everything has been replaced yet again but damn

#I want to write something pertaining to chronic illness because it would be interesting in my mind but also dear god I don’t want them #I wish they’d go away depending on the reality but that’s not happening #I might continue to post art there’s no point in not but it is always with the sinking feeling the knowledge that I cannot run back to the #formers. which one is the definitive one was it the first ever I’m so confused I’ve been interacting more with these individuals despite #the unfamiliarity and such but there’s something going on something will happen #machinations machinations I’m rambling on here I oscillate between rambling in notebooks and rambling on here perhaps I should stick to #notebooks or do I do both am I hoping someone will be stuck in the same situation perhaps #both congenital and developed aaaaaa #may rant about medical negligence I’m a veteran I’ve had my fair share of good and bad experiences but it’s always with that knowledge #i hate it when people say that nothing was replaced it makes no sense to me at all it’s disorienting and agitating #perhaps they’re just unaware or it’s because I’m being transported and they weren’t replaced this is just their reality #I think it’s both replacement and transportation I can tell #curation after curation after curation simultaneous replacement and transportation yes

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nanabanonana · 2 months ago

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me:

the demonically possessed rabbit whose golden retriever i petted and it didn't like that shit at all:

#no further context that shit was frightening bro #i hate this dream within a dream bullshit my brain keeps doing to me #when i wake up i want it to be while i'm in level one of dreaming #not while i'm being attacked by a vicious demonic rabbit so my alarm has to pierce thru two layers of dream to get to me #and i wake up so disoriented and weak that i struggle to even figure out which way is up or how hands work #srsly what the fck was that #nana talks tag #dreams #nightmares

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skrunksthatwunk · 4 months ago

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not my dad not liking moral orel season 3 🤭🤭🤭that's so embarrassing for him (<- he's not wrong for feeling that way but i think it's like 60% because he doesn't like it when art gets weird and that's so so tragic for him)

#i actually think his points make sense this time. which tbqh is not normally how i feel when he criticizes smth i love #basically he was like s3 was a completely different show from the first two seasons #and he didn't like how all over the place and directionless it felt #and honestly yeah ok i can see that #personally i think the choice to broaden the focus to moralton broadly vs mostly just orel is really interesting #and it allows for different facets of their critique of fundie waspisms to extend to situations/characters orel wouldn't really be privy to #(could you imagine 'alone' with orel there? me neither)#and i personally liked them fleshing out the marginal characters. i never found that boring or like a major diversion #again they're like 11 min episodic(ish) things it's hard for them to feel like they drag on y'know #it shows a lot of ambition and i think they pulled it off really well tbh (cancellation aside)#but i will agree that the transition is a little sudden. nature is such a big moment for the series #and for orel's arc specifically but then we spend little time with orel post-nature so the tone shift doesn't #necessarily align with his realization (at least in terms of the canon timeline. ep release order does align)#it's sudden but we jump back to before the shattering. it's disorienting and i think it's kind of cool as hell #a realization like orel's in nature is gonna throw the past into question and color his life and thus the town #(bc let's face it orel is the real mayor of moralton kfhsjs) and while we've been seeing Some of moralton's ugliness #in every episode until now it's shown in full force in and post-nature (release-wise). so when the timeline jumps around #and it all feels twisted and hazy and sickening and it All Comes Back To The Hunting Trip as our point of reference #for when things are happening it makes it feel like the trip Caused this disturbance. it's almost a spatio-temporal THING #like orel IS the center of this universe. my point is it's weird and i like it a lot i think it works #but anyway i think s3 is a natural evolution of s1+2 albeit an accelerated one #and i really wish we'd gotten to see more of what s3 morel was cooking bc it was setting up some really cool stuff imo #like he hated everything w mommy censordoll x clay but it's SUCH a cool place to take their characters. freud would go crazy #moral orel #and i think if they knew where they had to end the season maybe focusing on other characters was a way to keep orel stagnant enough to like #end the finale where they needed him. maybe.#we actually DID finish it yesterday. i rewatched the finale the day before bc i was impatient but yeah 👍#now it's chapter black time >:}

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holyshit · 2 years ago

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#i can feel my lifelong best friend slipping away gradually and it's so disorienting #i don't know if i'm just going through some kind of anxiety spike and i'm just being paranoid #but it's making me feel so anxious in every aspect of my life lmao #and it's been plaguing me for months rip #makes me switch between wanting to disconnect from everyone i love and wanting to cling on to everyone desperately #and either way it makes me anxious and want to hyperanalyze every friendship in my life #hate hate hate my brain and hate hate hate what an anxiety ridden mess i've become these past few years

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borrelia · 1 year ago

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maaan how come you dont even have to TOUCH cyberspace to progress the dlc but s ranking boss rushes is like Required Skills :(

#myaa #im sooo bad at boss rush waa #im so worried for knight im TERRIBLE at that fight i get SO disoriented :(#i hate knight i hate it booooo #sonic frontiers spoilers

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aboutmercy · 6 months ago

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sorry for diaryposting twice in a row but im standing in line at a niche coffee shop and the barista here is so hot that for the first time in years i became acutely aware of my physical appearance and suddenly felt.. insecure! thanks i hate it

#‘hot’ as in i find them rly attractive. which hasn’t happened to me in over a year #and i don’t even think insecurity is the right word but i felt aware of the space i occupy which in turn spurred feelings of insecurity #and self doubt in me. ew ew ew. but anyway. they were so hot and i hate myself! and an embarrassing thing happened which i won’t talk about #they were wearing a long black sleeve in one hand to cover their tattoos - which peeked through anyway because they extended to their hands #they had a tattoo on the side of their neck also #very disorienting experience because right before this i ran into my old colleague and classmate who i haven’t seen since i quit my old job #and we gossiped and caught up for 20 minutes while standing bc we were passing at opposite sides between two establishments #diary

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damnedrainbows · 7 months ago

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It’s thunder storming!? IN APRIL?

*hiding under my fucking bed*

#bruh I hate storms but since burn out they are so fucking disorienting and painful #but I might write some thunderstorm rps to cope idk #HOW IS IT STORMING #ITS NOT EVEN WARM OUT #THERES STILL BITS OF SNOW #(ooc)

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ereh-emanresu-tresni · 9 months ago

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#holy shit getting a package just now addressed to birth surname i haven't used in 18 years just disoriented me. so fucking much lol #also lowkey made me realize I've always kinda hated my middle name and the way she addressed it as first (biolast) adoptedlast #feels actually so much better? if it were remotely worth the effort I'd honestly be tempted to legally change middle to that...#or do a double middle w it

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