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vettelsvee · 2 days

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hi guys just a quick poll + an update because i need to get some info from you 🤓

first of all: i wanna write asap y/n x seb x nico as it’s a huge and important part from history series (to be more concrete, she’s not hanna series, based on 2009, and leave series, based on 2010) (and you’re gonna love that dynamic, at least i hope so) but i need to write first meeting series and get rid off my writers block because all i’ve written these days, including uni stuff, i feel like it’s shit😸

second of all: i’ll still be jobless this year (for now) since i was denied the job offer i was offered last may (i’ve been waiting for an answer since then) so it’s bad news for me, but good news for you since i can probably use that time to write! tbh i’m feeling like mia from la la land in that “maybe i’m not good enough” discourse but we keep going 🤓

i remember you that my inbox anon thing is open if you wanna send some questions or ask/tell me anything! hope you’re ok guys, take care! <3

#vee’s ted talks #formula 1 x reader #formula 1 fic #f1 x reader #f1 fic #sebastian vettel x reader #sebastian vettel fic #oscar piastri x reader #oscar piastri fic #george russell fic #george russell x reader #lewis hamilton fic #lewis hamilton x reader #meeting series #history series #goodbyes are bittersweet series #one call away series #oops i did it again series #way back home series

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amipasta · 11 months

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no one told me the got darn mobile gacha game of revstar was going to make me feel things like this. help help help

#i’m in the arcana #tamao? girlie? are you okay?#it’s so bittersweet and i’m SO bad with bittersweet #don’t even get me started on tendo maya earased #revue starlight relive #oh look a post

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kadextra · 8 months

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Just realized that memory lapse today was probably the longest one q!bad has ever had so far, bc dapper said he randomly left in the middle of the night & she’d been searching for him for hours. he was wandering around lost for hours. haha im okay :)

#that’s heartbreaking oh my godd #that entire scene was so so bittersweet #<- just rewatched it #gah)#the part where he couldn’t recognize dapper right in front of him and kept asking if she’d seen dapper had me distraught #qsmp #qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp dapper #his kids can no longer ground him it’s so bad .#‘it’s me dad I’m your son’ 💥💥💥

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motley-cunt · 3 months

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The crown of thorns demo,,,,, Andy’s scratchy unfiltered bvb 4 vocals ,,, ,,,,

#they’re so bittersweet to listen to #especially considering everything that was fucking him up at the time you can hear it #like #sorry I’m just thinking so bad #andy posting #andy biersack #black veil brides #bvb 4 #also it’s better than the final product okay sorry bye

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i-may-be-an-emu · 28 days

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33 hours until Toby’s secret pocket and I can’t wait

#The next few days are probably gonna be emotionally draining (not necessarily in a bad way but it’ll be a bit but I’m ok) for Reasons #So it is really nice that there’ll be a new longform and patreon stream the next day too #Cause thatll help a lot #cause that bittersweet Thing I mentioned a couple weeks ago is back on and it’s not really all that bad #but still idk #I’m good tho :)))#Next long form will be at 3am for me and the livestream will be 2:30am but it’s fineeeeee #Sfthposting #shoot from the hip

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copper-cu-29 · 7 months

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DESTINED TO FALL

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A hand pauses its reach.

Frozen in time as the lost boy watches his siblings roll around in the grass in a mock fight, his call for them failing to be heard.

Why had he just realised how different he is…

Sickly eyes, horrid horns-

He is not perfection like them.

Is that why they avoided him?

Is that why father deemed him to his room whenever he spoke?

If so, perhaps he should remedy that.

Then they will not restrict him, they will not leave him be for years at a time condemning him for things that is yet to happen.

He will be loved.

He will be cherished.

It may hurt but he will finally be chosen.

He will be chosen for great things.

He will not fall.

He will not.

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A lost man holds a porcelain duck in his hands, reminiscing those painful memories as he traces the cracks.

Regret fills his being.

He tortured himself to become perfect, what fuckin good that did huh?

It takes a moment for him to gather himself…

With a tremor he grabs a paint brush,

It’s a silent endeavour as he paints the cracks gold.

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Finally putting it down, a warm smile spreads across his face, his finger softly pets the top of its head.

“I cherish you, no matter the cracks,

I love you, no matter your fate,

I choose you.”

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apollo-just-ice · 1 month

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The funniest and saddest thing perhaps is how captivated I have been by Skaði/Njörðr lately…

Yeah. Njörðr from Feh and his… presumably existing wife that isn’t even in Feh in any shape way or form atm.

I mean I’ve taken what can be learnt from Norse mythology and have made her into my own character, basically, but still…

I am working on a fic rn but man. Who is gonna get this except me? It’s crazy. But I am having fun with it soooooo. Hopefully that’ll be enough <3

#idk I just really. really wish to talk about them more but idek where to start #something about them is bringing out my inner romantic I’m all like “I want what they have” even tho. it doesn’t end well ofc so-#idk like they didn’t choose each other. learning to live with one another and slowly fall for each other.#thinking it might actually work out. realizing it won’t and clinging onto the relationship that will inevitably come crashing down #very bittersweet ig? very longing. very… idk words fail me a lil. hopefully my writing will convey the rest #obviously the whole relationship is set in the past. so before book 7 #I think Njörðr could have been once uhhhh… not as bad. like I’m still writing him with his flaws there. but yk.#he starts to become worse when Skaði and him part ways for good. now that’s a tasty take #anyways um yeah. I hope you will feel the vibes through the screen or smth #read my fic!! once it’s done and posted ofc! pleaseeeee? or don’t… that’s chill too….. lol #feh #fire emblem #fire emblem heroes #fe heroes #feh book 7 #feh njorthr #feh njordr #feh Njörðr #feh skaði #Feh skadi #idk is it ok to tag her like this-

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rebelwriter99 · 2 years

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Yep. You guessed it. Crosshair appeared in an episode and I am a sobbing mess.

Before we get to the soul destroying trauma of crosshairs beautifully executed character arc, the rest of the episode!

Echo is practically a patron saint of imprisoned clones at this point. Did not stop cheering him on every second he was around. And he rescued Howzer! (Why do I feel like this a consolation prize?). What I love so much watching this sequence for the second time-I went straight back to the beginning again-is how obvious it is that they’ve done this before. The clones all act like this is their average Tuesday and the imperials are almost helpless. I think it’s been made clear over and over again that the empire underestimate the clones consistently-and I’m not looking forward to them inevitably realising their mistake.

I then spend several minutes dying laughing when Tech gets to experience his own driving. I don’t think he’s ever been more visibly or audibly terrified before. They are all big brothers and it’s fantastic. Hunters conundrum is getting interesting though-I’m starting to think his decisions are going to be in focus next. Everyone else has had their development and made their choices so far, but I think just as he’s tentatively come to terms with Pabu and peace, he’s going to get dragged back into trouble trying to protect his squad.

And Crosshair. Oh Cross. This entire episode confirms so much to me about who he actually is as a character. The “Drs” are either very clever and deliberately manipulated him into sending a distress signal, somewhat unlikely since they shut it off, or incredibly stupid. Revealing that they want Omega, who is honestly going back to the empire over the bad batch’s dead bodies, was a fatal mistake. He knows threatening omegas safety is ultimately a threat to kill his brothers. He will do anything to stop that from happening. Everything it cost him just to warn them-and I’m honestly not sure we’ve ever seen him miss before He wasn’t fighting because he could-he had to. In that situation there was nothing else he was capable of doing, other than risking everything to save them. And if he says ‘wrong’ again I’m going to start crying as a Pavlovian response.

I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again, someone please wrap him in a blanket and give him back to his brothers. I cannot wait for the finale episodes next week. Really hoping this isn’t a season 2 of rebels situation. I need them all to be back together again. Safe somewhere. Please.

#star wars #the bad batch #clone force 99 #tbb spoilers #the bad batch spoilers #crosshair #force damn it dave filoni you are not good for my sanity!#given his track record with emotionally devastating writing I’m hoping we’ve had our fill this season #nothing has really ended well so far #we’ve had no ‘big wins’#so I’m ‘cross’ing my fingers that we are allowed one now #I’ve never needed a happy ending for characters quite so badly #please just this once can Star Wars skip the bittersweet and go straight to family hugs thank you

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idsb · 9 months

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the first resume to a job in Melb has been sent, though :') and I've pretty set-in-stone picked when I'm leaving Queensland (could change due to The Roo, but like. I've Decided)

#bittersweet bc the dynamic I have with my roommate is something I’ve always wanted #and it’s so pretty here and in that regard I don’t wanna leave #but I can’t imagine leaving Aus without having started a LIFE in melb after wanting it so long and I just #idkkkk #I wish the experience I had in QLD was different #I wish I made better friends faster I wish my job sucked less #I’m bad with leaving and I’m bad with endings and here I am thrusting one on myself

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grocerystoreanxiety · 1 month

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ah well fuck it, going above my calories today for more whiskey hehe (dumb)

#it’s fine it’s still under 800kcal #with 3 whiskey doubles #which isn’t even like ?? my goal was to get abt 1000kcal a day but then I ofc got stupid with it and ’’i can restrict better’’#(bc my weight’s not dropping but like now ik it will purely out of dehydration)#like I try to aim at the 1000kcal to keep everything sane but fuck that’s boring #I want to feel like I restrict when I do #sure I’d get there when I’d restrict with 1000kcal for long enough but I’m impatient #and like I look so bad currently #and now there’s the ’’might have to be in a bikini this weekend’’ fucking thing #the abs are still there but not as prominent as I’d like to #but also somehow more prominent than I’d like to around relatives bc like the ribs too so it could look a bit too sickly to ppl #even tho I’m like at bmi 21-22 rn aka very boring healthy thing #(I carry my most of weight in my thighs rn I think)#idk idk what my point was #anyways I’m feeling the drunk rn #not sad drunk per se but like a lil bit like idk bittersweet drunk if that’s a thing #I just replied to my crush is what contributes greatly to me feeling weird #bc I like him so much but I don’t think it’ll ever work out so I just always feel like ’’aw fuck why not :(’’ after messaging him #and like I’m not even trying with that anymore bc of me not being too stable at the moment and if it’d somehow work out I’d have to stay #alive and all that and like uhh fuck no #I’m not trying to gather anymore ppl around me to suffer once I go #like my family will and that’s already more than I can take and it’ll all be fucking shit but I also have concluded that I can’t stay alive #just for them like sure that'd be the right thing to do but what good am I being a shell of a human & the family fuckup #(also ugh sorry abt talking abt death so much today; just been on my mind a lot recently and I’ve had drinks so my filter is non-existent)#this too should stay as a draft but alas send post

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rosesradio · 2 months

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#idk why i’m even talking about this but like. treating this blog like my diary #thinking about the cody ko controversy & the response of the internet in general & it’s so weird #like i watched cody but i unsubbed a couple years ago just bc i didn’t like his vids anymore but i did like tmg & their music & noel #which isn’t the weird part because i’ve parted with things that turned sour & problematic etc. there’s a little bittersweetness but not muc #the weird thing is just how people have responded (cody hasn’t which speaks for itself 🧍)#like some people take it seriously but there’s also been a lot of jokes. which i would argue is okay because it’s clowning on the abuser—#& it spreads a wider rhetoric of ‘hey this guy sucks let’s all make fun of this guy for committing statutory’#it’s strangely validating as someone with my trauma #ofc i’ve talked about it before but as someone who was groomed & sa’d at 17 by a 22 year old man i remember constantly (even still)#second guessing how bad it was & arguing that like ‘4.5 years isn’t that bad’ or ‘well the SA was ‘only x’ and not ‘y’’#even though i feel a lot of nuance about the concept of. this is being treated seriously while simultaneously being treated as the—#joke of the week & so many people have said that he won’t face consequences (it seems like these influencers never do)#even despite all that…there’s a strange validation of my trauma whenever i see other people speak out and gain support regardless of the—#circumstances.#idk does that make sense or am i talking in circles #tw grooming #tw sa mention

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outofthiisworld · 10 months

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“In a thousand years, when I’ve all but forgotten how to love— yet again— you’ll flit back into my heart, and I’ll weep… wondering what happened to my mad love.”