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oh fuck i forgot about the generator. you know what. it’ll keep. i don’t want to get up. i’m decomposing in the dirt and it’s too comfortable for me to care
#bell speaks#pokeblog rp#pokeblogging#pokemon irl#rotomblr#it’s not bed time but it is dirt time#it’s a moonless night today. last was a full#alola has different waxing and waning patterns which is nice#wyndy’s been wanting to get string lights hung around here#rainbow gave him the idea. she’s got an underwater grotto all tricked out#it’s beautiful
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game not letting them snuggle so I will do it myself
#bg3#astarion x tav#astarion#bg3 tav#my art#they deserve a bed and some good sleep honestly#i didn't even realize you could rent out the elfsong in my first playthrough#I'm so sorry for making them sleep in the dirt the whole time#I'm making up for it now
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Anyone remember the glow in the dark stars you'd slap on your bedroom ceiling back in the 90's? That stuff was the shit.
#bring back the 90's lmao#i just had this convo with a friend of mine and we screamed#mistress blabbling#lik everything in your room had stars or moons in it#on your pj's on your bed#shit#i was such a depraved dirt digger pole vaulting over big creeks#oooh good times
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sonobeno trio
#sara has this photograph next to her bed Please please trust me. okay.#this was initially meant to be part of a three-set but... gestures... it's been a few months since i finished this; i don't think that's#happening any time soon x']#also yes. joe is an abba fan i Know this in my heart. he also shows ryoko & sara dasu + alamat respectively. and ofc talks abt#skullnutz's songs that inc. tagalog. peas and love on planet dirt#yttd#your turn to die#kimi ga shine#joe tazuna#sara chidouin#ryoko hirose#my art#ult ccs#ccs
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im so close to outright fuckin beggin my mom to get a divorce at this rate i cant deal with my fathers narcissistic asshole behavior anymore
#we're both fucking exhausted but here he is calling us at 10:30 at night despite knowing for 30 years my mom goes to bed at 9#talking to him is a cyclical fucking nightmare and his demands are insane#btw i know that narcissistic people arent inherently abusive#and that its pathologized yadayadayada. no hes one of the narcisisstic abusers. like every fucking bill#and yes its bc of fear but i dont fucking care. im afraid and angry all the time and you still dont see me treating my loved ones like dirt#everything is about him and he can do nothing wrong and he knows everything and if you dont adhere to h8s schedule#he calls you a dramatic bab#y#but then will fly into a screaming rage and call you a motherfucker and a waste of space and a lazy piece of shit if u dont cater to him#or get anything wrong#vent#also his demands are fucking insane like no im not getting another fucking dishrack for my roommates to be seperate#ik you keep your towels seperate from everyone elses but no im not doing that#bc im not a goddamn fucking pansy who lets my ocd control me like you you fucking freak#god i wish i could kill you just so you can never make my mom upset ever again
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just a lil fella who’s crazy uncle tried to kill the entire realm. he does ballet on the weekends.
#the owl house#toh#hunter wittebane#he sleeps in plant magic class. its not his fault that the garden beds have such soft dirt in them#he's just a little tree dude he needs some dirt time okay??
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every once in a while i have an interaction with a spider that goes completely chill like rn i was just vibing in bed when i felt one walking along my arm, in front of my phone screen and waddling off into the darkness without me really thinking anything of it & only after its done i realize that this makes me braver than half the US marines in the eyes of 70% of the population
#i think i even know this specific spider bc i keep seeing a similar sized one around the corner closest to my bed#i wonder where it was going. taking a nightly stroll#also for a bit of context i have a lot of plants in my house so i get tons of those tiny dirt flies#and when i sit w my phone up late theyre drawn to the light and bump into me so im used to light sensations on my skin#unless they get particularly annoying its just not worth it to bother w shooing them away#so i acted the same with the spider instinctively#if it's the same one then its happened like one or two times before where it walked over my hand while i was chilling here#after the initial 0.3 second surprise alert reaction im just happy to see it again if anything. he's my roomie#spiders cw#como misadventures
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im going to bed
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heres a song i like goodnight
#......................#.............................................#..............................................................................#thats probably enough of a buffer.#last night i dreamed i was in the hollow below the tree that my body was in. when i woke up in the morgue all i wanted to do was curl up#my bones remember i think. even if i dont. sometimes i feel a phantom emptiness on my chest#like the arrows. like the knives.#its scary. its so scary.#im just a kid#will i remember it forever? how long will it haunt me?#people die all the time. people die and come back. people die and come back and they remember but it doesnt haunt them#i was trapped in death and i think thats... its not gone. maybe it is magically but i still feel it.#all i had for so many months was the vague knowledge that i was dead and this overwhelming sense of sharp coldness#my body remembers. i remember. how does anyone forget things like this? i dont want this. i dont want to remember.#i like it under my bed. ive put pillows and blankets down here. the vent that blows in cold air is here too so it feels comfy#and maybe it reminds me of being under the tree. and i dont know why but thats something im actually okay with#my body was under something for so long. the soil was cursed but i loved those woods. i miss the woods. my body hurts.#my mom is missing a leg and sometimes she talks about phantom pains. like her leg realizes it isnt there and screams#can you feel that way about a hole in your chest and your neck. can you feel that way about a tree above you.#can you feel that way about death#maybe i should get angry. but alone. so so alone so i dont hurt anyone.#i cant prove him right. because he was wrong and everything he ever said was wrong and he sucks and i hate him#im not like him.#im like gertie and my parents.#im so tired. im so tired. i want to sleep in dirt for a few more months. maybe sort myself out somewhere dark and quiet.
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trying to do truly deranged new things I haven’t tried before with coding after not practicing for a while is so painful 😔
#not for the comic site but for my personal neocities#in theory I know how I should do it but my brain short circuited#I’ve had a very weird day in my defense lol#I’ve been trying to leash train my cat after work bc I miss walking my doggy but man does she HATE IT!!!#which makes me very sad. however she did do some barrel rolls in the dirt which meant I had to wash her when I took her in bc girl ur not#going to get dirt on my bed sorry but that’s not happening#and needless to say neither she or I had fun. we r chillin now but good lord. The Scratches#this is a very funny development tho bc she used to try to hop into the shower with me!! where is that energy during bath time suddenly#we hate the wet?? like what??#I also had a weird dream and it set a weird tone for the day that I can’t shake 😔 ugh#not even nessisarily a nightmare just weird enough to be unsettling#sanchoyorambles
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makes a benbu mined craft skin. poorly.
#i will fix him later maybe probably hopefully#you know for like 3-5 years since i first played minecraft my skin was um#john wick with an infinity gauntlet. i think i did it because it was funny to me that it was two movies i hadnt seen#i have since seen john wick. also im bored of that now. bebu time beebu time.#im really bad at minecraft btw. i only care about exploring and digging#i make shitty dirt houses with like random beds and shit all over#and i make holes. i make holes.#my houses are so like. r slash malelivingspace.#and then i start digging#also i do like going really far and seeing different places#i dont care about any of the other game mechanics. i care so little about the combat and farming its unreal#i barely even pay attention to the craft part of minecraft. i just mine#im good to play with if you need a lot of resources from mining though. i will get it for you. i will dig. i will dig.#sorry genbu. youre going into the hole with me. youre going into the hole.
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I hate it here. Not like tumblr but ya’know. I miss when I was a kid and only thought about how long I had to play with my toys because I was carefree and not of age yet to worry about adult stuff. I want time to just stop. I want it to stop I’m tired of everything I want off this ride and the only way I know how to make it all stop is forbidden. I just want to stay in bed forever and pretend I’m a kid playing with my toys again without a care in the world because I am a kid.
#new anime plot: miagwyn bitches#this was brought to you by the letter p#for Pokémon because went down the nostalgia rabbit hole and now I feel even worse than what I did earlier :)#also I can’t play some of my Pokémon games anymore cause the internal battery is dead#like on my emerald and fire red games#and I’m not being dramatic but I want to cry about it#the fact that..like old stuff is disappearing and I hate it#I want the old things to come back just like they were#fuck the new shit I want to go into a store and by a gameboy from the electronics section#I want to buy a 1960’s vw bus from the new dealership if I want#I want rotary phones and land lines to come back#I want to go get ice cream for 50 cents#you see what I mean??#this is why I hate time so much#I hate going forward I didnt fucking ask for this#I’m spiraling as I speak I’m so tired I miss when Pokémon had 150 monsters#I miss Sunday morning cartoons like Mickey Mouse and Tom & jerry#I miss when I could go play outside in the dirt and the neighbor we had was friendly#and trees were everywhere#and the worst thing was bedtime cause I wanted to stay up and play with my toys#I miss when my mum could still see really well#I rember laying on my parents bed one Sunday morning after breakfast thinking about how life was not a game and that I’d die one day#shit freaked me out but now I’m 25 and I still think about that and that day and#I hate it here#I just want everything to stop
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*spends day doing farm work*
Ok :) time to relax
*fires up Stardew Valley*
#its planting season#my job today was to haul barrows full of mulch around to prepare the beds to plant the crocosmia#(i know its not the right time of year to be planting them but we got like. 200 bulbs at the plant swap so we gotta do it now)#we normally would use the mower and its little trailer thing to haul stuff but some important electronic bit has gone fut#so had to do it by foot#which is actually fine because i prefer to do the jobs where i dont need to be close to they ground#kneeling kills my knees and squatting kills my feet#but i can haul rocks and dirt all day just fine#i absolutely put the sdv ost on while working in the garden
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(not hornyposting just musing lol) so i’m a singer-songwriter and performer irl and i’m thinking about the fact that i go around on a day to day basis singing serious, professional songs that use dogs and brainwashing and cannibalism as painful heartbroken metaphors. and i’ve been doing this for years but little by little all these things i process my anguish through in songwriting, have also become how i satisfy my sex drive. and i don’t know what to do with that information i just think it’s wild!! fun fact abt me i guess. i go out there in public singing about how service is my fulfillment and calling myself a good boy and i sing about wanting to be violently torn apart and eaten and i’m like. yeah it’s a metaphor. yeah dw i’m really normal. i don’t fantasize about having my humanity stripped from me and being treated like a stupid sweet puppy barking and whining for my lovers sick and twisted pleasure what are you TALKING about. i just like the poetic imagery of it. i SWEAR.
#i just think it’s silly….#like no joke i’ve written five songs this school year and lets see#there’s one about being a ‘‘silly stupid angel’’ who’s degraded and abused and idealized and stripped of all dignity#(yes it’s a commentary on the patriarchy. yes it’s about the toxic relationship i was in at the time. it’s also several of my kinks in one)#there’s one called GOOD BOY about being a dog. whining and kicking up the dirt. growling and whimpering. being taken advantage of#ITS JUST A METAPHOR. obviously. i actually wasn’t into puppy play yet when i wrote that song iirc. guess it got to me….#then there’s the cannibalism one. i gave my soul up you can eat me raw diced up and vulnerable i’m yours to try#it’s a ummmm it’s just a commentary. (also about my toxic relationship. he didn’t want to fuck OR eat me. but somehow still used me)#anyway the other two are just normal one is about filtering myself for him and the other is about being oppressed and poor and angry lol#still though. the fact that over half my songs are literally my kinks turned into poetry. and NOBODY KNOWS#it’s not my fault that those things are on my mind ALL THE TIME. what am i supposed to write songs about if not being a stupid puppy??#i don’t think anyone on my kink blog ACTUALLY wants to hear about this but my kinks are secret so this is the only place i can post about i#hope u can get some sort of psychological insight about me?? or idk stalk me?? show up 2 my shows and kidnap and use me?? who said that#i’m not even like. wet rn i’m just on here as reflex. and i’m THINKING. abt my TWISTED MIND and the weird shit i write about#in an intellectual way. cause i’m not USING my KINK BLOG this week. cause i SAID SO cause i need to KEEP MY WITS ABOUT ME#so i’m gonna be so normal. and not touch myself even a little bit cause i need to sleep and i need to move house and i need to be so normal#unrelatedly: tomorrow i’ll be one month on testosterone!! definitely hasn’t awakened anything in me….#anyway. anyway. i’m going to try to go to bed. probably going to end up edging myself stupid instead though#will just have 2 see what happens…. god it would be a shame if someone came in and used my sleeping body. who said that
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You know what’s one thing I’ve yet to understand in bg3?
Why do all the Sharrans sleep on stone beds?
If they were just in Grymforge and the Gauntlet of Shar I might think they were outdated, antiquated traditions, but they’re still very much in practice at the temple under the House of Grief and I just can’t fathom why anyone would do that to themselves.
Like I realize Shar’s whole thing is that happiness is an illusion and only in darkness is there solace and bla bla bla, but like just practically speaking how much has that gotta hurt someone’s back? How are they supposed to fight the Dark Lady’s enemies when they all have scoliosis?
You hit Viconia once and her spine ruptures into dust on the spot, killing her instantly.
#Baldur’s gate 3#bg3#baldur's gate#baldur's gate 3#no wonder Shadowheart misses most of the time at first#she’s healing from years of sleeping on solid rock#somehow dirt and a bed roll is a step up from that
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hey y'all, anyone have any good stress relief tehniques or habits they'd like to share cuz I've been more stressed in the last 3 weeks then I was in the last 6 months
#to cut the long story short my mom had to sell the old house cuz her broke ass couldnt afford to keep it up#eventho it is a whole ass hoarders house and was in shambles with a flooded basement a collapsing ceiling in at least 2 rooms plus mold#and the stench a dirt and dog piss and shit all over the floor really made it worse then it was#but yeah so shes been staying with me and my grandma and its been awful#she hasnt been taking any of the medicine the doctors gave her when she snapped and started a fight and also started screaming at neighbour#so shes been terrorizing us here while the house has become her second hoarders den since she dragged so much crap here#my backyard side entrance and front porch are full of her shit and my grandma hates it since she can barely step into the house#so since she kept looking for places way out of her budget i had to go do house hunting since my useless sister is busy getting lit again#so ive been showing her shit in her price range that was under 420k cuz im not a moron who looks at 800k homes when i have 570k#and each time she has a new complaint saying its too expenive or its too small or its too old when she said she wants to do renovations#but shes saying she wants to renovate a newly renovated place instead of an old one#so i just showed her a house near my sisters uni and she liked the inside & backyard but she complained that 400k for newly renovated 3 bed#that is literally a 9 minute drive from my sisters uni is too expensive when shes the one who was looking at an old ass unrenovated bungalo#that is a street over from us that is 800k and she says it looks like garbage cuz an old lady previously owned it before dying#like no shit it looks old cuz older people lived those decades and like it and she just keeps doing her bullshit again & again#cuz when i tell you her mind is gone i mean it is GONE and she starts up all these wild stories to just explain some shit#like something goes missing? the neighbours are hungarian and stole it and left the hoard of junk in her old house#she has more stupid stories to harass and stress us out with but if im gonna share that ill have to write a book about it cuz fuck#and you know its bad when no one else can stand being in any contact with her cuz she starts screaming at people about it#so the only one who even likes her anymore is my sister and thats cuz shes deep in denial about just how insane she is & how abusive she is#so yeah i need some stress relief help that maybe isnt constantly hitting up maryjane cuz i dont do weed often especially since shes here#cuz weed 'burns your brain & makes you crazy like this' when shes the only one whos ever infuriated me to astronimical levels#i know retail therapy helped before she came here but i dont want to keep spending money i dont really have#it would be great tho but shes refusing to give me the 70k she said was mine from the house sale so i can cut her out for good
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#so i finished my 4 out of 4th 12 hour shift in a row last night and i'm literally so exhausted and i was glitching mid simple tasks 🤡✌️#my coworker asked to change shifts so he could have that one specific day as off#and he managed to do some very critical mistakes in his 4 days prior and that's considering his gf is often with him there#and i was the one suffering the consequences even if it's literally not my fault#ever since i've got this job i've been fixing so many mistakes of his i kept wondering who's the newbie here??#like i try to leave my shift as good as possible i clean everything check everything and do all my duties#and when i come here after his shifts it's.. a fucktonne of work mistakes and literal dirt like dude!!!#4 shifts in a row never again man never again i am so tired my brain is nerfed and i can only rest for 1 day today because tomorrow i'm#going to a doc;#my social battery is not just dead it's nonexistent at this point#i just want to lay in bed and not be percieved or interacted with for at least the same amount of days 😫#i really thought i could take a socially demanding and rather multitasking job without it taking hugest toll on my mental state huh???#and i had such a bad sleep too i had a very graphic and sickening nightmare which woke me up 2 hours after i fell asleep#and then i woke 2 more times after that and i feel so exhausted and not rested at all and so fatigued i can't even do anything#man for me my sleep being interrupted is the worst like i function better if i have a smaller amount of sleep but it's uninterrupted#than longer in hours but it gets interrupted and i wake up even once#sorry i come here once in few days vent post and then dissapearvckfkv 😭 i miss tumblr but have no energy currently to even rb anything 🥲#tbd
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