#also I can’t play some of my Pokémon games anymore cause the internal battery is dead | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

emeraldbabygirl · 2 months

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I hate it here. Not like tumblr but ya’know. I miss when I was a kid and only thought about how long I had to play with my toys because I was carefree and not of age yet to worry about adult stuff. I want time to just stop. I want it to stop I’m tired of everything I want off this ride and the only way I know how to make it all stop is forbidden. I just want to stay in bed forever and pretend I’m a kid playing with my toys again without a care in the world because I am a kid.

#new anime plot: miagwyn bitches #this was brought to you by the letter p #for Pokémon because went down the nostalgia rabbit hole and now I feel even worse than what I did earlier :)#also I can’t play some of my Pokémon games anymore cause the internal battery is dead #like on my emerald and fire red games #and I’m not being dramatic but I want to cry about it #the fact that..like old stuff is disappearing and I hate it #I want the old things to come back just like they were #fuck the new shit I want to go into a store and by a gameboy from the electronics section #I want to buy a 1960’s vw bus from the new dealership if I want #I want rotary phones and land lines to come back #I want to go get ice cream for 50 cents #you see what I mean??#this is why I hate time so much #I hate going forward I didnt fucking ask for this #I’m spiraling as I speak I’m so tired I miss when Pokémon had 150 monsters #I miss Sunday morning cartoons like Mickey Mouse and Tom & jerry #I miss when I could go play outside in the dirt and the neighbor we had was friendly #and trees were everywhere #and the worst thing was bedtime cause I wanted to stay up and play with my toys #I miss when my mum could still see really well #I rember laying on my parents bed one Sunday morning after breakfast thinking about how life was not a game and that I’d die one day #shit freaked me out but now I’m 25 and I still think about that and that day and #I hate it here #I just want everything to stop

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