#it’s never mutilation.
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Generally I think that if you call yourself a trans ally but then go and express disappointment at somebody transitioning and altering their body to make them the most comfortable with themself, you should probably go sit on a chair made out of rusty nails.
#like yeah turns out posting endlessly about ‘girlcock’ and ‘boytits’ isn’t the end all be all of supporting trans people#someone transitioning is never a loss. it’s never something to be disappointed in.#it’s never mutilation.#also anybody who has ever told a trans guy that he should be ‘grateful’ for his figure#or that getting top surgery would be a ‘waste’#owes me and every other trans dude $1000#specifically because that one in particular gets under my skin personally#I wasn’t blessed. I’m not lucky. I don’t want your envy. I don’t want to be a reflection of your body image issues.#and every time disappointment is expressed I take more joy in the fact I will alter this form in the way I see fit#and even if the whole world was disappointed and let down and horrified#it would make /me/ happy and that’s what matters the most
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vague-posting about this here cuz i don't feel comfortable yapping about my su takes on twitter, but after everything that's happened the most interesting thing about the su fandom to me is that so many are 100% there for applying the "everyone can change and deserves a second chance" message to everyone, even the diamonds. except for one ☝️ she doesn't count. cuz she's dead.
#personal#very extremely delete later#ok cutting the vague post this is about a “whose the worst cartoon mom” twt post with pink diamond in the running#and a bunch of people pointing at her. the woman who died in childbirth and never got to meet her child. and she's literally next to#mother gothel. the baby kidnapper who kidnapped a baby#i'm always gonna be a pink diamond nuancepilled defender. she was a shitty entitled teen who grew up with a silver spoon in her mouth#then got self-radicalized and rebelled for both selfish AND selfless reasons#“this show is great because everyone makes mistakes and learns from them. except the pink one. she's bad and dead forever.”#anyways this is a crit towards the fandom not the show#“she had steven so she could selfishly escape her mistakes and put all her burdens on her child” or she wanted a child#“she abandoned her family” or she died during childbirth#“she started a war that got thousands of gems killed and mutilated” and if she hadn't nobody on earth would exist#the fact that some fans are more willing to jump to white diamond’s defense when talking about her reformation and redemption#white diamond��the architect and supreme ruler of a 10000+ year old fascist empire—has 10000% done worse more unforgivable things than pink#guys even blue diamond has shattered gems before. like not just kill them but permanently split their souls into pieces.#ruby called her a “SHATTERER.” she was INFAMOUS for murdering people. pink never shattered anyone#for fans of a show that explicitly says nobody's truly a villain you guys sure do want a villain really badly#anyways “we need more compelx female characters y'all couldn't even handle rose quartz” etc. etc. etc.
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Just a silly little girl with silly little thoughts of suicide
#girlblogging#just girly thoughts#it would technically be#the virgin suicides#im so funny#tw sui ideation#coquette#birdie's chestbox#s3lfharmm#tw s3lf harm#s3lf harn#s3lf mutilation#tw sh implied#shblrr#sh things#depressing shit#sh cvt#i wanna cvt#self h@rm#slef harm#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant#female sedness#female hysteria#female manipulator#hell is a teenage girl#obviously doctor you've never been a 13 year old girl#cvtting addict#tw sui implied
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Nothing makes me as feral as the realization that one of Roy's worst moments was burning the tattoo off Riza's back (considering he didn't even manage to burn all of it off), while Riza probably considers that to be the kindest thing Roy has ever done for her.
Her screams of pain and despair and agony haunting Roy just as much as the screams of those he killed, while Riza remembers her own tears fondly because they meant she was finally free of the physical burden of carrying that secret.
Riza asking to be mutilated and Roy doing it TO HER being the biggest gift he could have given her - and yet he will never forgive himself for marring her skin.
He has only ever burned, killed innocents, and learned to torture. He cannot understand that him doing the same to Riza - to his Lieutenant - was a blessing. Mercy. A show of goodwill.
But I think Riza understands. And I think, just as she considered putting an end to him out on the battlefield in Ishval, she takes comfort in him feeling guilty for something she asked him to do. Because it is a sign that he can feel guilty for what he has done - and it is payback for the guilt she suffered after giving him the secret to flame alchemy and him then using it for the slaughter of hundreds.
She can only ever remember that pain fondly - and he can only ever swallow down his guilt.
And I think a small, dark part of Riza likes that.
#royai#riza hawkeye#roy mustang#fma#fmab#fma brotherhood#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#my stuff#fma meta#even if this is more of a headcanon#but everything i have ever said about royai#assumes this to be true#because they are both so mentally ill about each other#that roy's guilt and the fact that he did it anyway#is the biggest gift he could have given Riza#and her taking joy in the pain of her own mutilation (as a reclamation of her own agency)#is something so close to her heart#that she won't ever absolve Roy of that guilt#(not that he would let her)#because it belongs only to her#and her body has never belonged only to her
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"itll be enough when i hit styro!", "ill be satisfied when i hit beans!", "i just gotta hit fascia!!"
#yeah its never ending isnt it#self h@rm#cvtting is silly#beans cvt#self mutilator#self mutalition#self harmed#self harmmm
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Whumpees who won't open their eyes
Whumpees who can't open their eyes
Whumpees whose eyes have been glued or sewn shut
Whumpees who are so used to being in the dark or in a blindfold that hospital lights, let alone sunlight, are too painful
Whumpees who close their eyes during a flash back
Whumpees who have missing or mutilated eyes
Whumpees who are blind or who have been blinded, and having to navigate freedom without being able to ground themselves visually
Whumpees who can no longer engage in their favorite hobbies because they required sight
Whumpees with night vision who can't see in broad daylight
Monster Whumpees with several eyes that are slowly being picked off by Whumper as if they were treating themselves to dessert
Whumpees with infected or swollen eyes or cataracts
Whumpees with chemical burns and scars over their eyes
Whumpees who have lost the ability to see.
#me exploring one of my biggest fears? via torturing a nonexistent character?? nEVer...#whump prompt#whump#whumpee#tw blindness#tw mutilation#tw eye horror#tw eye trauma
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underrated funniest bit of political satire in the new silt verses ep was when shrue was like "but why did you try to politically assassinate me when i've been so well behaved? :(" as if they weren't the most controversial guest at the summit by virtue of being the only liberal in a room full of conservatives
#🐉#i never thought theyd use gods to mutilate torture and assassinate ME#cries adjudicator who campaigned for a seat on the using gods to assassinate mutilate and torture people party#the silt verses spoilers#the silt verses
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something has been bothering me ever since the discourse regarding marcille being conservative ir2 gender started rolling around. it doesn't bother me that it was said; it's obviously true based on the shapeshifters chapters. but people trace it back to her elvish background, and i think this is a sort of misunderstanding of elvish gender?
elves see themselves as androgynous and are interpreted as feminine by Everyone Else. there doesn't seem to be a very strict "feminine" or "masculine" presentation that elves must adhere to- mithrun is a manly ass elf. otta is a masc elf lady. lycion is a fem elf dude. the only thing i can imagine would possibly gender their presentation is their hair length (and boobs i guess? notably cithis and marcille are the only elves i can remember that really have a rack. anyways). this is a gender role in it of itself- androgyny without flexibility can and will be its own shackle. BUT this isn't the gender conformity that marcille reinforces!
marcille's childhood was incredibly lonely, and her closest friends for like 30 years were her parents. her parents, of whom were her tallman father and her elvish mother. her elvish mother who left elvish society to be a court mage for a tallman. her elvish mother who in ALL of her appearances is doing Housewife Things.
as an aside, don't you think it's interesting that falin considered accepting a proposal from someone she didn't even love because she feared it would be the only shot she had at getting married, implying that being married would make her more desirable? don't you think it's interesting how in laios' nightmare, his mother is pressuring him to have children? don't you think it's interesting how it's gender roles that are familiar to us are the gender roles that marcille seems to be trapped between?
marcille's problem is that she's applying that good ol' fashioned elvish superiority to tall-men gender roles.
#hummingbird chirp#i understand the impulse to dunk on dm elves at every turn but in this case it feels somewhat reductive?#i can see elves reinforcing their One gender role (elvish standard of androgyny)#but marcille isn't advocating for androgyny. shes very clearly trapped in the binary of Man and Woman#partially i think this is due to how would marcille feel like she can never achieve elvish beauty standards anyway#pointy ears are attractive to elves. she can literally never achieve that without mutilating herself#so why give a damn about what she can never be. at least she can be feminine in a tallman way!#the elves can be lax about gender/sexuality and still be an imperialist kingdom btw#dungeon meshi is good bc this shit is Layered#idk how to tag this.#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#there i guess#dunmeshi meta
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I don't know if I can do this I wasn't meant to make it this far
#self haarm#self h@rm#tw sui ideation#su1c1dal#su1c1d3#never meant to make it this far#s3lfharmm#tw s3lf harm#s3lf mutilation#s3lf harn#s3lf harm#my mental state is shit
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things that have me fine and normal on this friday evening
#LIKE AARRKGJDKGHDFHGHFG#these passages are so similar i just#head in hands#esp about the 'heart' aspect of ma and esen and how it's described soo similarly#and yet it comes from completely opposite places#like esen is kind bc he has no reason not to be. he has never been hurt in his life he's a posterchild he's everything he should be#while ma has been hurt again and again and again and yet she's kind and in this absolute Shitshow it's an act of defiance.#something that the world cant take away from her#esen's willingness to see the best in people also circles back into Obtusiveness and hurting the ppl he loves#he's so sure that baoxiang and his father could be reconciled that he does not see how much resentement and pain baoxiang was feeling#he's so sure that ouyang is only the best that he sees in him that he never rlly considers this guy got his entire family murdered#and was mutilated and everyone treated him as subhuman#while for ma her kindness is just something that hurts Her :(((#she cant stop feeling she cant stop caring about people even that shitstain bastard little guo :((#she even feels empathy for OUYANG when she first meets him :(((#ma babygworl your love will change the course of this depressing ass course of Events just hang in thereee :(((#tre reread#send post
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self-made
#i know aot just ended and this is not very relevant#but it's an old artwork i still like#that self mutilation scene was so raw#kudos to him for pulling through i could never#if id ever see a future where I'll have to stab my own eye then ill call it quits lmfao#anyways taaaagss#aot#attack on titan#eren#eren yeager#eren jaeger#eren aot#eren fanart#aot fanart#rumbling#aot season 4#aot final season#illustration#character art#idk
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2.02 / 2.04 / 2.04 / 2.06 / 2.06 / 2.06 / 2.08 / 1.04 / the queen of the damned
#interview with the vampire#armand#text#I’m tacking on *my* personal interpretation in the tags. the show does not definitively indicate that this is the intended meaning:#1. armand directs these violent plays. he explains: ‘life is cruel. life is violent.’#2. armand bringing louis flowers after ‘flexing his power’#3. armand has mapped out the building where the painting - immortalising the violence enacted on him - is stored in detail…#there’s also something to be said about the museum preserving so much art created or extracted through violence under its roof#4. armand himself has a lot of flowers associated with him + the theatre is a scene of lot of violence#5. flower wallpaper background when they discuss madeleine becoming a vampire + the violence needed to sustain yourself as a vampire#6. armand coming to louis with a magnolia cutting after madeleine’s turning + this is after he’s betrayed him.#7. dried flowers sitting on the table after claudia’s death + louis realising he’ll probably never forgive armand#8. he turns daniel into a vampire etc + those are claudia’s diaries that he helped mutilate.#long post
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I wonder if Akechi just kind of...appeared in Shibuya or if he just woke up in his room as if nothing happened after what Maruki did? Does Akechi only remember that one part of Shido's Palace because he doesnt seem to remember surviving and now instead of checking into the refuge place, Akechi is placed on Christmas Eve to just turn himself in and prevent The Protagonists arrest thereby no one needs to testify in the later part of the game which is what he was arriving to do in the true ending of the game, maybe? Sorry I was just checking if Im getting this correctly because its a bit complicated., Can you clarify just what exactly does Akechi remember if anything besides that one moment in the engine room moment?.
Hi! The answer is that it's hard to tell. I don't think he has memories missing from further back in his past at all—he never mentions anything like that, and it would have a massive impact on his functioning.
And as for "after I fought you", that could mean quite a bit. We know Akechi remembers making their deal at the end, because he refers back to it on 1/2. We know he doesn't remember dying, because per 2/2 he has to deduce that for himself; I think he only commits to that conclusion after seeing Wakaba.
"until I met Ren again" suggests to me that Akechi legit blinked, found himself in Station Square listening to Sae pressure Ren into going to juvie, and stepped forward. Which kind of accounts for how odd he seems—he's in perfect detective prince mode. Sure, that's likely because Sae is there—you can see him going Detective Prince here and there in the third semester still, because his unfriendly thirdsem face is only for those in on the act!
But it might also be because he's confused; because he doesn't know how he got there, or what's going on. He's left with only his instincts—the mask which is so much part of him, that has served him so well, and the last act of his life: to pay his debts, to face up to what he's done, and to save Ren.
As for those "unclear memories" we uncovered before? Perhaps he has glimpses of memory here and there, but they don't make sense. Perhaps he remembers things and they're gone the next second. Perhaps he sees the whole truth at times, maybe in his dreams, but the pieces fall apart in his hands. Memory loss is a horror, and I wouldn't wish it on anybody.
And why is he in Shibuya? He's there IMO because Maruki has put him at Ren's side. Like, why wouldn't he? Ren desperately misses his dead friend! Maruki will bring him back and bring them together, and all will be well as they go into the sunset hand in hand. It's not his last miscalculation regarding Goro Akechi.
I don't think Akechi is returning to testify on 3/20. Ren has, after all, long ago been released from detention at this point—that came off in mid-February. Per Sae on 2/13, Ren has been cleared of all charges; even his original assault charge has been overturned. If Akechi was going to return to Tokyo and testify, I think he would have done that before Ren's release, somewhere around 2/10 to 2/12. This of course does not correspond to the dates in the event script, but then it is first draft, and likely written for a very different version of the third semester.
Or maybe Akechi's mysterious favour is something completely different. But what? Maybe he only tells Sae he intends to confess, and reports for a scheduled arrest on 3/20—but back in February, that wouldn't get Ren cleared of shit. The truth is that I really don't think Akechi's 3/20 appearance is linked to Ren's release. Those two guys he's with are just too similar to the ones stalking the PTs in their car. Akechi is part of that plot somehow, or I miss my guess.
#asks#persona 5#p5 meta#goro akechi#other headcanons may exist#rambling in window may be closer than it appears#do not bend fold spindle or mutilate in any way this ask#i've never considered third semester akechi as having cognitive damage before#i'm not sure i like it#protect him
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Oh no, must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch
IVE BEEN WAITING TILL TODAY TO POST THIS BUT HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!! 🎃🧡🖤🧡🖤
Here’s a hallloween guestbun that was lovingly made for me in an art trade by @/kitsuragicel on twt!! 😭💓 it’s so so beautiful TYSM AGAIN WOJCI!!
And yes last night I did watch The Guest and yeah I DID MEET DAN 🥳 happy halloween to meee hehehehehe
#🧳👛 wave of mutilation#guestbun nation NEVER LOSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#self ship#self ship community#f/o community#self shipping#self ship art#s/i x f/o#s/i x canon#self insert x canon#self insert x fictional other#fictional other community#david collins#the guest#the guest 2014#dan stevens
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Hear me out
#she ra and the princesses of power#catradora#catra#adora#hazbin hotel#fallenwings#vaggie#lute#meme#they're not exactly the same obviously but the similarities 👀#even these scenes are kinda similar with both Lute and Catra taunting Vaggie/Adora using their loved ones in an evil monologue#never thought I'd say these words but Catradora is slightly healthier since Catra never mutilated Adora lol#this has been in my drafts since May but I think this is the right time to post it lmao
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atla crack au where zuko and azula burn the palace down as kids (like 12 and 10, respectively, pre-banishment but post-grandpacide), run away to avoid consequences, and somehow end up "discreetly" living in the abandoned fire nation ship in the south pole ("discreetly" is a word which here means "all the adults know they're there bc they have massive arguments every other day, and when hakoda's nearby he "drops" things that might be useful")
ozai ends up blaming the palace fire on iroh and banishes him. he must capture the children to regain his honor (translator's note: this is adult speak for "get their asses back here so i can ground them for the rest of their lives")
#atla#avatar the last airbender#zuko#azula#fire siblings#somehow despite having lived isolated on a wrecked boat for four years they manage to still be spoiled brats when aang shows up#ozai is significantly less evil bc a) crack au and b) the burning zuko's face off never happened#like he still kinda sucks but he hasn't crossed the line from throne usurper to child mutilator just yet#azula spends half a minute trying to find a way to blame the fire on zuko before realizing that half the flames are blue#the plot twist is that they actually weren't (fully) responsible for the destruction#ursa did it#she chose terrorism ok#jet is her accomplice#like he hates that she's fire nation but damn if she's not good at what she does#jet: ok so how're we gonna get your children out before we-#ursa: fuck them kids#jet: ...dope let's do this
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