#it’s never mutilation.
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Generally I think that if you call yourself a trans ally but then go and express disappointment at somebody transitioning and altering their body to make them the most comfortable with themself, you should probably go sit on a chair made out of rusty nails.
#like yeah turns out posting endlessly about ‘girlcock’ and ‘boytits’ isn’t the end all be all of supporting trans people#someone transitioning is never a loss. it’s never something to be disappointed in.#it’s never mutilation.#also anybody who has ever told a trans guy that he should be ‘grateful’ for his figure#or that getting top surgery would be a ‘waste’#owes me and every other trans dude $1000#specifically because that one in particular gets under my skin personally#I wasn’t blessed. I’m not lucky. I don’t want your envy. I don’t want to be a reflection of your body image issues.#and every time disappointment is expressed I take more joy in the fact I will alter this form in the way I see fit#and even if the whole world was disappointed and let down and horrified#it would make /me/ happy and that’s what matters the most
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Nothing makes me as feral as the realization that one of Roy's worst moments was burning the tattoo off Riza's back (considering he didn't even manage to burn all of it off), while Riza probably considers that to be the kindest thing Roy has ever done for her.
Her screams of pain and despair and agony haunting Roy just as much as the screams of those he killed, while Riza remembers her own tears fondly because they meant she was finally free of the physical burden of carrying that secret.
Riza asking to be mutilated and Roy doing it TO HER being the biggest gift he could have given her - and yet he will never forgive himself for marring her skin.
He has only ever burned, killed innocents, and learned to torture. He cannot understand that him doing the same to Riza - to his Lieutenant - was a blessing. Mercy. A show of goodwill.
But I think Riza understands. And I think, just as she considered putting an end to him out on the battlefield in Ishval, she takes comfort in him feeling guilty for something she asked him to do. Because it is a sign that he can feel guilty for what he has done - and it is payback for the guilt she suffered after giving him the secret to flame alchemy and him then using it for the slaughter of hundreds.
She can only ever remember that pain fondly - and he can only ever swallow down his guilt.
And I think a small, dark part of Riza likes that.
#royai#riza hawkeye#roy mustang#fma#fmab#fma brotherhood#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#my stuff#fma meta#even if this is more of a headcanon#but everything i have ever said about royai#assumes this to be true#because they are both so mentally ill about each other#that roy's guilt and the fact that he did it anyway#is the biggest gift he could have given Riza#and her taking joy in the pain of her own mutilation (as a reclamation of her own agency)#is something so close to her heart#that she won't ever absolve Roy of that guilt#(not that he would let her)#because it belongs only to her#and her body has never belonged only to her
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Whumpees who won't open their eyes
Whumpees who can't open their eyes
Whumpees whose eyes have been glued or sewn shut
Whumpees who are so used to being in the dark or in a blindfold that hospital lights, let alone sunlight, are too painful
Whumpees who close their eyes during a flash back
Whumpees who have missing or mutilated eyes
Whumpees who are blind or who have been blinded, and having to navigate freedom without being able to ground themselves visually
Whumpees who can no longer engage in their favorite hobbies because they required sight
Whumpees with night vision who can't see in broad daylight
Monster Whumpees with several eyes that are slowly being picked off by Whumper as if they were treating themselves to dessert
Whumpees with infected or swollen eyes or cataracts
Whumpees with chemical burns and scars over their eyes
Whumpees who have lost the ability to see.
#me exploring one of my biggest fears? via torturing a nonexistent character?? nEVer...#whump prompt#whump#whumpee#tw blindness#tw mutilation#tw eye horror#tw eye trauma
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underrated funniest bit of political satire in the new silt verses ep was when shrue was like "but why did you try to politically assassinate me when i've been so well behaved? :(" as if they weren't the most controversial guest at the summit by virtue of being the only liberal in a room full of conservatives
#🐉#i never thought theyd use gods to mutilate torture and assassinate ME#cries adjudicator who campaigned for a seat on the using gods to assassinate mutilate and torture people party#the silt verses spoilers#the silt verses
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something has been bothering me ever since the discourse regarding marcille being conservative ir2 gender started rolling around. it doesn't bother me that it was said; it's obviously true based on the shapeshifters chapters. but people trace it back to her elvish background, and i think this is a sort of misunderstanding of elvish gender?
elves see themselves as androgynous and are interpreted as feminine by Everyone Else. there doesn't seem to be a very strict "feminine" or "masculine" presentation that elves must adhere to- mithrun is a manly ass elf. otta is a masc elf lady. lycion is a fem elf dude. the only thing i can imagine would possibly gender their presentation is their hair length (and boobs i guess? notably cithis and marcille are the only elves i can remember that really have a rack. anyways). this is a gender role in it of itself- androgyny without flexibility can and will be its own shackle. BUT this isn't the gender conformity that marcille reinforces!
marcille's childhood was incredibly lonely, and her closest friends for like 30 years were her parents. her parents, of whom were her tallman father and her elvish mother. her elvish mother who left elvish society to be a court mage for a tallman. her elvish mother who in ALL of her appearances is doing Housewife Things.
as an aside, don't you think it's interesting that falin considered accepting a proposal from someone she didn't even love because she feared it would be the only shot she had at getting married, implying that being married would make her more desirable? don't you think it's interesting how in laios' nightmare, his mother is pressuring him to have children? don't you think it's interesting how it's gender roles that are familiar to us are the gender roles that marcille seems to be trapped between?
marcille's problem is that she's applying that good ol' fashioned elvish superiority to tall-men gender roles.
#hummingbird chirp#i understand the impulse to dunk on dm elves at every turn but in this case it feels somewhat reductive?#i can see elves reinforcing their One gender role (elvish standard of androgyny)#but marcille isn't advocating for androgyny. shes very clearly trapped in the binary of Man and Woman#partially i think this is due to how would marcille feel like she can never achieve elvish beauty standards anyway#pointy ears are attractive to elves. she can literally never achieve that without mutilating herself#so why give a damn about what she can never be. at least she can be feminine in a tallman way!#the elves can be lax about gender/sexuality and still be an imperialist kingdom btw#dungeon meshi is good bc this shit is Layered#idk how to tag this.#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#there i guess#dunmeshi meta
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I don't know if I can do this I wasn't meant to make it this far
#self haarm#self h@rm#tw sui ideation#su1c1dal#su1c1d3#never meant to make it this far#s3lfharmm#tw s3lf harm#s3lf mutilation#s3lf harn#s3lf harm#my mental state is shit
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I wonder if Akechi just kind of...appeared in Shibuya or if he just woke up in his room as if nothing happened after what Maruki did? Does Akechi only remember that one part of Shido's Palace because he doesnt seem to remember surviving and now instead of checking into the refuge place, Akechi is placed on Christmas Eve to just turn himself in and prevent The Protagonists arrest thereby no one needs to testify in the later part of the game which is what he was arriving to do in the true ending of the game, maybe? Sorry I was just checking if Im getting this correctly because its a bit complicated., Can you clarify just what exactly does Akechi remember if anything besides that one moment in the engine room moment?.
Hi! The answer is that it's hard to tell. I don't think he has memories missing from further back in his past at all—he never mentions anything like that, and it would have a massive impact on his functioning.
And as for "after I fought you", that could mean quite a bit. We know Akechi remembers making their deal at the end, because he refers back to it on 1/2. We know he doesn't remember dying, because per 2/2 he has to deduce that for himself; I think he only commits to that conclusion after seeing Wakaba.
"until I met Ren again" suggests to me that Akechi legit blinked, found himself in Station Square listening to Sae pressure Ren into going to juvie, and stepped forward. Which kind of accounts for how odd he seems—he's in perfect detective prince mode. Sure, that's likely because Sae is there—you can see him going Detective Prince here and there in the third semester still, because his unfriendly thirdsem face is only for those in on the act!
But it might also be because he's confused; because he doesn't know how he got there, or what's going on. He's left with only his instincts—the mask which is so much part of him, that has served him so well, and the last act of his life: to pay his debts, to face up to what he's done, and to save Ren.
As for those "unclear memories" we uncovered before? Perhaps he has glimpses of memory here and there, but they don't make sense. Perhaps he remembers things and they're gone the next second. Perhaps he sees the whole truth at times, maybe in his dreams, but the pieces fall apart in his hands. Memory loss is a horror, and I wouldn't wish it on anybody.
And why is he in Shibuya? He's there IMO because Maruki has put him at Ren's side. Like, why wouldn't he? Ren desperately misses his dead friend! Maruki will bring him back and bring them together, and all will be well as they go into the sunset hand in hand. It's not his last miscalculation regarding Goro Akechi.
I don't think Akechi is returning to testify on 3/20. Ren has, after all, long ago been released from detention at this point—that came off in mid-February. Per Sae on 2/13, Ren has been cleared of all charges; even his original assault charge has been overturned. If Akechi was going to return to Tokyo and testify, I think he would have done that before Ren's release, somewhere around 2/10 to 2/12. This of course does not correspond to the dates in the event script, but then it is first draft, and likely written for a very different version of the third semester.
Or maybe Akechi's mysterious favour is something completely different. But what? Maybe he only tells Sae he intends to confess, and reports for a scheduled arrest on 3/20—but back in February, that wouldn't get Ren cleared of shit. The truth is that I really don't think Akechi's 3/20 appearance is linked to Ren's release. Those two guys he's with are just too similar to the ones stalking the PTs in their car. Akechi is part of that plot somehow, or I miss my guess.
#asks#persona 5#p5 meta#goro akechi#other headcanons may exist#rambling in window may be closer than it appears#do not bend fold spindle or mutilate in any way this ask#i've never considered third semester akechi as having cognitive damage before#i'm not sure i like it#protect him
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Oh no, must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch
IVE BEEN WAITING TILL TODAY TO POST THIS BUT HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!! 🎃🧡🖤🧡🖤
Here’s a hallloween guestbun that was lovingly made for me in an art trade by @/kitsuragicel on twt!! 😭💓 it’s so so beautiful TYSM AGAIN WOJCI!!
And yes last night I did watch The Guest and yeah I DID MEET DAN 🥳 happy halloween to meee hehehehehe
#🧳👛 wave of mutilation#guestbun nation NEVER LOSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#self ship#self ship community#f/o community#self shipping#self ship art#s/i x f/o#s/i x canon#self insert x canon#self insert x fictional other#fictional other community#david collins#the guest#the guest 2014#dan stevens
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Hear me out

#she ra and the princesses of power#catradora#catra#adora#hazbin hotel#fallenwings#vaggie#lute#meme#they're not exactly the same obviously but the similarities 👀#even these scenes are kinda similar with both Lute and Catra taunting Vaggie/Adora using their loved ones in an evil monologue#never thought I'd say these words but Catradora is slightly healthier since Catra never mutilated Adora lol#this has been in my drafts since May but I think this is the right time to post it lmao
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So tired of bitches with zero credentials trying to tell me if I'm trans or not. Like, my gender identity has been carefully observed and confirmed by multiple people with PHDs, and I'm not sure you passed middle school. Fuck off.
#i hate cis people#you guys fucking suck#and are fucking stupid as shit#“hormones will ruin your body!”#yeah that's what I want you fucking walnut#“Your gonna mutilate yourself for the woke agenda!”#yeah#tf are you gonna do abt it?#this mutilation is state sanctioned#the process for hrt doesn't fucking magically happen#multiple highly educated people are allowing this to happen#also i fucking wanna#fucks sake#trans#transgender#transblr#trans hrt#gender affirming care#transitioning#“bu-b-but the negative effects!”#like those haven't constantly been brought up to me by medical professionals#go fuck yourself#anti truscum#transmasc#trans pride#trans anger#cishet nonsense#also I fucking hate cis men so much#you guys genuinely never cease to piss me off and disgust me#there are a total of 2 cis men I can tolerate being around
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#freenoodles is that one cute ship that has tang clinging onto pigsy's arm the entire time and its all sweet and goofy and romantic and UGH#(i love these blorbos from my show)#and then you've got shadowpeaches on the other side of the couch pointing and fking CACKLING at every gory death and gruesome murder#except wukong doesnt know wtf is going on and just thinks the violent body mutation is funny#(this fandom rlly sleeps on the fact sun wukong has been alive for CENTURIES. and fought in NUMEROUS battles#aint no way he's not desensitised to violence to the point he can find humour in body mutilation)#additionally#nezha (who has also been alive for centuries and been in probably more battles than even sun wukong)#is just mildly concerned and very very confused#sandy being sandy and comforting tang + bai he throughout the gore and jumpscares#and red son too but he'll never tell#red son is NOT scared and he is only holding mei & mk's hands under the blanket bcus he felt like it#mk pissing everyone off with his constant stream of questions and mei pissing everyone off more with her in depth explanations#and and AND#mk taking notes and sharing them with wukong bcus these idiot monkey men stick together#lego monkie kid#lmk#alignment chart#lmk bai he#lmk tang#lmk red son#lmk sandy#lmk nezha#lmk sun wukong#lmk mk#lmk mei#lmk pigsy#lmk macaque#implied shipping#shit ton of tags
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this kitten keeps climbing up my damn leg and it's fine usually but she is getting more and more aggressive Zoomies and im not gonna lie i have a lot of claw stabs on my leg 😭 and i like the attention but it also kinda hurts
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me when i sacrifice my life trade my humanity for the machine to keep the world from dying
#but the catastrophe never happened and instead i just turned myself into—#— something no longer recognized by anyone besides my daughter who left—#and now my sole purpose to keep existing is to extend the lives of people in the most excruciating way possible#yk. Just about Normal Corrata Stuff. Just a normal. Dad And Mom.#the daughter who left is nemesis who i have mentioned before already. Once a human now stuffed into a slowly decaying body of a machine#she doesn't mind being a Machine it's just the way her father just mutilated her original body for the sake of “keeping her safe”#when the crisis wasn't even going to happen. (<- it was all caused by corrata's paranoia.)#basically. Corrata 🤝 Prometheus. Fuckers who are scared of the impending doom and decide to do the most craziest shit about it#after all. the loss of nemesis did impact her. His only person to live for has left. So now she has to decay while wired to the servers#All Alone. there is a reason why corrata refers to yaku with terms such as child and little one a lot.#kenix who was haunted by prometheus watching yaku follow in his steps who gets his own Unknownthing that haunts him and his actions:#yomo ocs?!#yomoart#corrata
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i can feeeeeel diglycercule returning as i type this 😇😇😇 i barely talk about killer for a reason 😇😇😇 there's a reason why he's 3/3 out of the trio 😇😇😇 horror and dust are just sooo perfect for each other anyways haha,,,,,,,,,,
#not really BUT THSGS SO EMBARRASSING IM ACTUALLY KIKLING MYSELF#this is what i get for trying to be smart and knowledgeable about one of my favorite characters this is what i get#do not tell me this will be the third time i cry about killer's canon#i'm never talking about him ever again bro i cant this is so horrendous i dont like killer sans right now#eausghhhh 😭😭😭😭😭😭 esaghhhhhhh 😭😭😭😭😭 eaaguhhhh 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#to the two mutuals who were there for this egregious mistake on my part#just know i've delivered a live performance on why killer's my least favorite out of the trio#FAKE TRIO FAN someone exclaims WELL I AM I AM OK THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I TALK ABOUT ANYONE THATS NOT DUST OR HORROR 💔💔💔 I GET MUTILATED#tricule rant
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board game night with the catty punk rock band
#i won't lie dante i also don't know what uno is#i only know it from the memes 🫢 I've never played it#it's ok. let us be clueless and card pranked together 🤝#the tags tho#they absolutely have that stupid uno argument online and because of that they end up playing it in person#rei's the one taking the picture. he's also the one who wrote that card#he's the only one with a semblance of honest feeling communication between the three of them#he knew that regardless of who draws that card#he would win the Situation#THE OLD FASHIONED WAY! PHYSICAL CARDS! poker faceS! KUYA doesn't want digital cards ruining the True Game Experience anyway#(the webcam takes precious pixels away from his face and he will not allow his visage to be mutilated as such)#nu carnival dante
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was reminded that Maven’s entire motivation primarily revolves around his need to be better than Cal at literally anything so much so that he basically kills himself when he loses it
#they fuck me up so bad#spent his entire life being compared to Cal and being deemed the lesser of the two#and then he finally is better than him and even then everyone’s basically like ‘we’d prefer ur brother🫤’#the clash between him needing Cal to know he’s better thus Cal HAS to live#but by keeping Cal alive it ruins his image among the silver nobles because it makes him look incompetent#and on top of that all the shit with Mare#He HAS to be better in every way the throne isn’t enough he also needs Mare to prove he’s above Cal#that doubled with his mutilated image of Mare#he was never gonna survive he was never going to succeed on the throne he was doomed to fail the moment Elara first infected him#THIS IS SICK#maven calore#cal calore#red queen thoughts#red queen series
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