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(My 2nd resend since tumblr wanted to eat my asks😭)
I always see Ambessa who is always stronger and more intimidating. And I know canonically that’s how she is, but I get tired of feeling small compared to her so I wanted to request reader who is a scarier version of her. Like Ambessa 2.0 (no matter her age)
Ty honey bun! >.<
Lowkey idk if I’m proud of this one, but I hoped you like it-
♡♥︎ Fighting For Dominance ♥︎♡
Warnings: overpowering Ambessa, fighting (playfully?), no one is a bottom, suggestive themes, lots of…well switching and fighting for dominance, kissing




Ambessa Medarda had always been a woman of power. Tall, proud, and relentless—she stood unchallenged, both as a leader and a lover. But you were her equal. In every sense of the word.
You were the one person who could match her in strength, in will, in ferocity. There were no compromises in your relationship. Both of you craved power, dominance, and control, and it was never a matter of who was stronger—it was a constant back-and-forth.
And tonight? Tonight was no different.
Ambessa’s quarters were lit by the soft glow of candlelight, the room heavy with tension. You stood across from her, eyes narrowed, muscles tense as she leaned against her desk, watching you with a smirk playing at the corners of her lips. Her gaze was confident, but you saw the flicker of something else—anticipation.
“Are you going to stand there all night, or are we going to do this?” Ambessa’s voice was low, dangerous. She straightened, brushing her hand through her dark hair, and then took a slow step forward, her eyes never leaving you.
You smiled, crossing your arms over your chest. “You seem eager tonight.”
Ambessa’s grin grew wider. “Maybe it’s you who’s eager.”
You closed the distance between you in a heartbeat. The energy between the two of you crackled like an electric storm—there was no softness here. You reached for her, but before you could get a grip, Ambessa grabbed you by the waist, twisting you around with an impressive show of strength, tossing you onto her large bed with ease.
You growled, rolling with the motion, and in one smooth movement, you were on top of her, straddling her hips. The air between you was thick with heat and something darker, something primal.
Ambessa’s hands shot to your waist, gripping your sides, fingers digging into your flesh, but you didn’t give her a chance to take control. You leaned down, pressing your lips to hers in a bruising kiss, claiming her mouth as your own. Her lips parted in response, but it wasn’t enough. You wanted more.
Ambessa’s legs shifted beneath you, her powerful thighs bucking under your weight, testing your hold on her. You didn’t back down. You shifted your body to increase the pressure, her body caged beneath yours, as you kissed her harder, deeper. She was trying to flip the roles—to flip the fight—but you matched her at every turn.
Ambessa’s hands slid up to your neck, her fingers wrapping around it with a sense of purpose. “You’re stronger than you look,” she murmured, her lips grazing against yours. “But I’m not so easily overpowered.”
You smirked, feeling the pulse of power thrumming in your veins. You leaned down, your teeth scraping against the delicate skin of her jaw, just hard enough to leave a mark. “You think I’m going to let you win this time?”
Ambessa’s laugh was dark and dangerous, full of confidence. “I don’t need to win. I just need to remind you who’s in charge.”
Her hands shot to your shoulders, flipping you onto your back with a swift, fluid motion. She hovered over you, her eyes glinting with mischief. For a moment, she let the weight of her body settle against yours, her lips trailing kisses down your neck. Her teeth grazed the sensitive spot near your collarbone, and you couldn’t help but gasp.
But you didn’t want to give up just yet. Not when the air was thick with the tension between you. Not when you could feel her heart beating beneath her skin.
You pushed her off with a grunt, catching her by the waist and tossing her back to the bed. This time, you were the one on top, the one in control. Your fingers traced the sharp curve of her ribs before gripping her firmly.
Ambessa’s breath hitched, her eyes flashing with both challenge and desire. “Is that all you’ve got?” she taunted.
You smirked, flipping her over so she was on her hands and knees, your hands gripping her hips tightly. You pulled her close, your breath hot against her ear. “You’ve always liked it rough, haven’t you?”
Her response was a low growl, the sound vibrating through the room. “Don’t act like you don’t enjoy it.”
You tightened your grip, pushing her forward with a firm hand against her back, her body arching beneath you in a way that sent a wave of satisfaction through your chest. You could feel her muscles flex beneath your touch, and it only fueled the hunger inside you.
Ambessa’s hands fisted in the sheets, her body trembling slightly under your hold. She didn’t speak—just the sounds of her breath coming faster, more erratic, told you everything you needed to know.
You leaned forward, pressing your chest against her back, and whispered, “I’m not one that will submit to you.”
Ambessa’s laugh was low, dangerous, full of want. “You’ve been thinking about this for a while, haven’t you?”
You grinned. “I think about you, all the time.”
Without warning, you pulled back and spun her around to face you. You pinned her against the wall, your hands gripping her wrists above her head, your body pressed close enough for her to feel every part of you.
Ambessa’s breathing quickened as her legs parted, her body shifting to find some sort of purchase. She was always so composed, but you could feel the way she responded to your touch. The way her lips parted slightly, the way her eyes closed briefly in pleasure.
You pressed your lips to hers again, your kiss hard and deep. There was no room for argument. She would fight you for control, but you were more than ready for it. This wasn’t about winning. It was about balance.
You broke the kiss, and for a moment, the silence in the room was deafening. The only sounds were the heavy breaths between you and the beating of your hearts. Then, in one swift motion, you lifted her effortlessly, pinning her against the wall again, your lips now trailing along the curve of her neck.
Ambessa’s hand gripped your hair, tugging you closer as her teeth nipped at your earlobe. “If you think I’ll be the one to submit,” she whispered, “you’re wrong.”
You growled in response, lifting her once more and tossing her back onto the bed. This time, you didn’t wait for her to recover. You leaned down, kissing her deeply as your hands roamed her body, finding purchase in every place you’d longed to explore.
Ambessa responded in kind, her hands roaming across your back, gripping your shoulders, her fingers pressing into your skin. There was no hesitation. Just raw desire, tangled with power, control, and mutual respect.
As you moved together, the struggle for dominance didn’t cease, but neither did the connection between you. It was the perfect balance of push and pull, of surrender and strength. Neither of you were willing to back down, and yet, neither of you truly wanted to.
There was no winner. Only the two of you, lost in each other, in the chaos of your love, your strength, your need.

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Bunny I just finished watching Jumper and I'm obsessed??? 😭 I could only find like, 3 fics about David (yours included, i loved it btw ✋🏻😞) so I thought about requesting something from my favorite writer
I don't have any specific idea so I guess I'll take anything. Here's Leia the egg as an offering 🫴🏻🥚
Luv ya - 🦢
STOLEN BY A JUMPER..



PAIRING: david rice x thief!reader
You were stupid for not seeing him coming.
One second, you were standing in the middle of a private vault, fingers skillfully working over the golden lock of a case that held something very expensive—something you had been paid a lot of money to steal, to bring back to the ugly-ass man that made sure to stuff your bank account full of cash.
Well, what happened the next?
Your stomach lurched, vision suddenly blurred as you felt like you were literally floating in sleep, like you just got hit in the head, and before you could even think about screaming, you were somewhere else. With a painful sigh that echoed from your pounding head, you brought yourself to open your eyes, trying to at least adjust them to the situation, trying to use them as your source of information. Because as y/n, you weren't known for being defeated so fast.
A cabin. Remote. Quiet. Four walls. Dim lamps lighting the space. And standing in front of you, looking thoroughly unimpressed, was the man who had just ripped you from your own goddamn reality.
DAVID RICE; tall (for someone who made you see red), broad shoulders framed by that worn leather jacket, dark hair, sharp blue eyes piercing you in half like you were a problem he was debating how to solve.
“Well,” he said, voice smooth, a little mocking. “You must have some serious balls, sweetheart.”
Pulse thundered in your ears, but you tried your expression cool. Calm. You didn’t survive in this business by panicking. You had to think. It's not like you meet a freak for the first time.
“I don’t know what the hell you’re talking about,” you lied.
David’s jaw only clenched more, before a flash of irritation crossed his face. “Try again,” he said, stepping closer. Too close. “You broke into my vault. My money. My shit.” gaze flickered down to the duffel still clutched in your hand. “And you were gonna walk away with it like I wouldn’t notice?”
You lifted your chin with more confidence and energy this time, fingers tightening its hold over the bag. “Finders keepers.”
How you should know it was a bad move..
David moved fast—faster than any normal man should probably be able to. One second, he was in front of you, the next he was behind you, hand fisting in your jacket before the world tilted again—
You were falling.
The cold air whipped at your skin, your eyes widening at the clouds that passed you by, at the sharp nibbling the wind did to your skin. You barely had a second to process the fact that you were free-falling through the goddamn sky before—
thud
You landed hard on a rooftop, your side slamming into the concrete. Your breath ripped from your lungs, the impact jarring, disorienting, your world twirling..
You're about to throw up. You're about to throw up.
With a wince of a person who's about to lose her life, you moved your hand to where your ribs were, trying to magically smooth the painful, sharpening like a needle, pain.
And David?
He landed like nothing had happened at all.
After taking some steps towards you, he crouched, gaze sharp, smug amusement curling his lips as if your situation was even.. satisfying for him.
“That,” he said, gripping your chin between his fingers, tilting your face up to his, “was a warning.”
Your heart hammered, pulse wild, but you refused to let him see your fear. To let him see how weak you started to get. By one freaking movement of his..right..what was even that? His mind? His hands? His..how did he do that?
“So you’re a show-off,” you bit out, wrenching away from his hold. Too weakly. Too painfully. “Congratulations.”
David chuckled. Actually chuckled. “Oh, you’re fun.”
You lunged for him, intending to—what? Punch him? Tackle him? You weren’t exactly sure but everything seemed to be reasonable when you had to take care of a real piece of shit
But before you could even touch him—
The world shifted again.
You were back in the cabin.
Your knees buckled, body reeling from the constant shifts, ribs screaming at you, making you dizzy, making you choke on your own breath, but David? David just stuffed his hands into his pockets and grinned at you.
“Go ahead,” he said, watching as you steadied yourself against the wall. “Try to run.”
You glared at him, fists clenched. “You’re a real piece of shit, you know that?”
He laughed, moving towards the fridge like this was just another normal night for him. Like kidnapping you was just another thing on his to-do list for today.
Great. Just freaking great.
“Yeah,” he said, grabbing a beer. “I’ve been told.”
You watched him, mind racing, calculating, pain still flickering through your body, making sure you never forget about it. How the hell were you supposed to escape someone who could teleport?
You had no idea. But you’d be damned if you didn’t find out soon.
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I DIG YOUR CINEMA (10)
harry styles x yn aspiring filmmaker — social media AU
About the smau: yn starts posting videos on youtube and is trying to build a career as a filmmaker. Things are going pretty well for her and she starts getting more attention when she creates content about shows she goes to. She’s also a fan of Harry’s music and some of his fans start getting suspicious when his team starts interacting with her.
Disclaimer: The story it’s set in 2021 and it will follow their relationship through the LOT leg in the US. Since this is nothing but fiction, I will be following some of the real timeline but also adding my own stuff. On top of that, I won’t be basing myself on Harry’s actual posts.
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PART 9 // MASTERLIST
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I DIG YOUR CINEMA (PART 10) — NASHVILLE



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harrystyles Love On Tour. Chicago, IL.
View all 75,678 comments harryfan39 EXCUSE ME??? SIR?????? harryfan235 🥵🥵🥵 harryfan991 I WAS WAITING FOR A CHICAGO POST BUT DAMN I WAS NOT WAITING FOR THIS harryfan75 this is hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot harryfan73 did harry basically left the stage in nashville and thought “shit i forgot to post about chicago”? lol
↳ harryfan77 let’s give him a break he was busy in Chicago 🤭 ↳ harryfan73 oh yeah thats right. yn kept him busy.
harryfan29 sooooo…. is there any chance yn took these? lol
↳ harryfan28 is there any chance you people can at least for once acknowledge Anthony’s job? you talk as if he didn’t even exist is so freaking disrespectful to his own talent and experience ↳ harryfan29 …. I wasn’t trying to be disrespectful to Anthony it was just a joke ↳ harryfan28 well then be more careful about the things you joke about
harryfan70 😮💨 thank God we have Anthony ! harryfan123 SHOW WAS SO GOOD TONIGHT harryfan99 come back pls Chicago already misses you :( harryfan192 boy you look fine 😮💨 harryfan1 where is yn i need to know if she was around when this happened
↳ harryfan35 don’t worry I bet she was ↳ harryfan43 yeah! probably is there after tonight’s show as well 😌 ↳ harryfan1 LMAO guys nooooooo ↳ harryfan1 i asked because i need to know if she got to film this moment so i can ask for the footage!! was thinking about ME not her LMAOOOO ↳ harryfan3 AHHHHH ↳ harryfan3 GOOD THINKING YES ↳ harryfan3 i need a movie of harry taking a bath in my desk by tomorrow pls ↳ harryfan53 @yourinstagram please !!!! ↳ harryfan98 FINALLY!!! 😭 people need to understand that i want her to follow him around 24/7 bc i want her to film him 24/7 that’s all!!! idgaf if they’re dating or not!!!!
harryfan96 harry are you ok? blink if you need help ! we are here for you !! we love you !! harryfan345 THANK YOU ANTHONY 🙏 real ones know who the real one is
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yourinstagram I wasn’t sure whether to bring up my mom’s birthday or not, but I just hung up the phone with her for the fourth time today, and I realized I couldn’t go to bed without shouting to the world how much I love her. The woman who started everything for me. My existence, my passion for filming, and even my career. I wouldn’t be here if she hadn’t carried me for 9 months in her belly, but I also wouldn’t be here if she hadn’t loved & supported me through all these years, if she hadn’t encouraged all my dreams, or if she hadn’t so excitedly agreed to let me film her during such a vulnerable moment and then share it on a YouTube channel for strangers to watch. It is only fitting that her video was the one that changed my life, and maybe that’s why it has been so hard to stay away today. It’s not the first time we spent a celebration apart from each other, but it is definitely the time I miss her the most.
So at the end of the day, this isn��t a post to say happy birthday to my mom, because I’ve said it (and sung it) to her multiple times today. But it is a post to let everyone know that I think my mom is the best mom in the world, that I admire her, and that she inspires me everyday.
And whilst there are a lot of things that I want to keep private about me and my personal life, the love I have for her will never be one of them. ❤️
view all 8,118 comments bestfriend you have me in tears ❤️ bestfriend btw I called her this afternoon and we spent 20 minutes gushing about you
↳ yourinstagram yeah ↳ yourinstagram I’ve heard all about it already ↳ bestfriend really? ALL about it? 👀 ↳ yourinstagram 🙄 ↳ bestfriend hahaha ooooops! ↳ harryfan3 hi! hello! please let me in!! ↳ harryfan9 ohhh now I’m curious!! loll what did you talk about? ↳ harryfan7 for real tho 😩
user25 👏👏 very well written! You’re very lucky to have such a positive connection with your mother, and she’s very lucky to have a daughter that appreciates her. Happy birthday to your mom, and lots of love to you both!
↳ yourinstagram thank you! ❤️ I feel very lucky, indeed!
user1 ahh, i still go back to that video from time to time! love it so much! it isn’t the one that started everything for me, but im proud to say i was already here to see how it changed your life. crazy to think how different things are now! but im happy to see that you have such a beautiful support system to get you through all this madness! im sure your mom is amazing, because she raised an amazing daughter! <3
↳ yourinstagram thank you for being here all along ❤️ it really means a lot!
harryfan5 these pictures!! AGHHH! SO PRETTY! and so aesthetically pleasing!!
↳ yourinstagram right? always thought she had the coolest pictures, and im pretty sure thats what pushed me into this path haha thanks, Emma! ❤️ ↳ harryfan9 !!!!!!! girlllllll ↳ ynharryenthusiast not the “Emma” at the end 😭 ↳ harryfan5 😭😭😭 ILYSM
harryfan60 am I the only who saw Harry calling yn out during the show tonight? the man had to ask a million times for her to film the gender reveal LMAO harryfan60 imagine your boss not trusting you do to your job I’D FOLD user5 What a beautiful, emotional post! harryfan22 now that you proved you know how to properly spell words why don’t you stop writing so many stupid captions? annetwist Happy birthday to your mum! ❤️ harryfan11 yn interacting with us????? did we go back in time??
↳ user2 lol tell me about it! I miss the old times every time she posts now ↳ user13 yeah :( then the trolls arrived and once again ruined all the fun ↳ harryfan17 istg these people can’t even respect her mother’s birthday… ↳ harryfan19 it blows my mind bc yn didn’t give them ONE SINGLE REASON for them to act like this!! AT ALL!!!
harryfan45 @HARRYSTYLES YOU KNOW WE CAN SEE YOU, RIGHT? 🤨
↳ harryfan45 why don’t you just follow her? lol @harrystyles ↳ harryfan44 because he doesn’t want to ↳ harryfan45 boohooo!! and yet here he is liking her post anyway, isn’t heeee ↳ harryfan44 how do you know it’s him? it could be anyone behind his account ↳ harryfan45 sure thing hunnnn 😚
lookitsnyoh 🦥❤️
↳ paulithepsm 🦥❤️ ↳ pillowpersonpp 🦥❤️ ↳ mitchrowland 🦥❤️ ↳ _basselin 🦥❤️ ↳ glenne_azoff 🦥❤️ ↳ jefezoff 🦥❤️ ↳ mollyjane_x 🦥❤️ ↳ harryfan3 i loveeeee when they do this!!! ↳ harryfan15 i want to be part of this toooooooo 🦥❤️ ↳ harryfan9 all here but harry guys? did you forget to let him in? LOLLL
harryfan44 How does your mom feel about your latest post? Bet she wouldn’t be proud of you as her daughter if she saw it ! Bet she’s embarrassed of you !
↳ harryfan5 omg wtf???? this is so disrespectful??? ↳ harryfan44 Yn was the disrespectful one when she mentioned the o word! ↳ user14 the “o word”? lmao how old are you? ↳ harryfan27 wait whats the o word? ↳ harryfan25 orgasm? i think? ↳ harryfan27 HAHAHAHA ↳ user16 i have a theory that if you’re not comfortable enough to say the word orgasm then you’re not old enough to be online interacting with +25yo ↳ harryfan27 orgasm ↳ harryfan27 orgasm orgasm orgasm orgasm orgasm orgasm orgasm orgasm orgasm ↳ harryfan29 orgasm!!! ↳ harryfan31 🤣 ↳ harryfan27 orgasm ↳ harryfan27 orgasm orgasm ↳ harryfan11 ORGASM!!! ↳ bestfriend orgasm ↳ bestfriend also, please fuck the fuck off ↳ bestfriend 🖕
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popgossip HELLO LITTLE ONES! DID YOU MISS ME? POPGOSSIP AT YOUR SERVICE AGAIN!
Hours ago I was gifted by a follower with a one-time only opportunity to get back into business, so I immediately reached out to my favorite human (that shall forever remain anonymous to you) and gathered some fresh and exclusive info for you.
And as you’ll see, I am not only coming back after the longest state of hibernation, but I am also coming back with the yummiest popstar of them all: HARRY STYLES! 😍🤤
YES, YES, YES! THAT’S RIGHT! For once I got to play detective in a story involving him, the one and only, Harry Styles!
I barely got a taste of it, but things got so interesting and fun already that I’m determined to dive into these mysteries with all I have!
For now, these are the screenshots that I gathered, but the digging isn’t over yet so follow me if you want to get updated on every detail about Harry Styles’ life 📨
FINALLY, the info I have for you is 100% exclusive and fresh, so buckle up guys!
Sincerely,
🕵♂️🔎🕵♀️.
view all 20,909 comments someone1 OH MY GOD I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU’RE BACK someone2 shit I forgot how much intell you used to share with us harryfan49 STOP THIS IS ABOUT HARRY AND YN!!!!!!! harryfan77 is this from tonight? 😲 are we supposed to believe in it?
↳ harryfan3 I wouldn’t pay too much attention to it ↳ harryfan11 even if they’re saying yn was crying??? ↳ harryfan3 yes, because actually it’s not up to us to know if/when she cries or not.
ynharryenthusiast this is actually so disrespectful to harry and yn. please leave them alone. harryfan44 are you telling me this isn’t exactly what yn wanted? harryfan44 if she didn’t want anyone to know about her crying, then she shouldn’t have cried in public space !! harryfan77 at least they left yn’s picture out of the screenshot
↳ user7 after exposing her like this it’s the least they can do
harryfan196 @popgossip remember when you used to do that thing of reading people’s theories and fact checking them?!! 😉😏
↳ harryfan196 so my theory is that yn saw the comments on her last post and got upset so she went outside and called her friend or maybe her mom then someone from the band told harry about it and that’s why he chased her and why he wanted to talk about it and she didn’t !!!!!!!! why she didn’t want him to see her crying !!!!!!! ↳ popgossip On it, babe! 🔎
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harryupdates More lucky fans just met Harry in Nashville! He also took some time to facetime their cousin (who’s also a fan!).
view all 507 comments harryfan88 WTF GUYS?? 😭 am I the only one who isn’t in nashville meeting harry right now?? harryfan17 harry spending the day with tyler and meeting fans is so soft harryfan17 dont ask me why i cant explain it but i think it is okay. it really is harryfan20 was anyone brave enough to ask if Yn was actually crying and sobbing like a baby last night? lollll harryfan5 THAT’S LUCYYYYY GUYSSS harryfan5 LUCY IS THE SWEETEST OMG harryfan5 SHE DESERVES IT SOOOOO MUCH! :’) harryfan25 the way harry always makes people feel special and heard and seen <3 harryfan24 👏👏 harryfan24 i stand by what i said: the day is better when yn isn’t around!!
↳ harryfan32 i noticed that, too! ↳ harryfan24 yeah!! look how many fans got to meet him bc she wasn’t there ↳ harryfan9 whyyyyyy are you guys so obsessed with her omg!! ↳ harryfan24 i’m not obsessed i’m just happy harry got rid of her 😚 ↳ harryfan7 lol sure hun! let’s see what happens tomorrow for show 2 in nashville, then ↳ harryfan24 at least you admit he only cares about her during shows LOL
harryfan31 i cant love this man any more than i already do 😭 my heart srsly cant take it harryfan139 he doesn’t look ok :(
↳ harryfan6 🙄 you can’t even see his face ↳ harryfan139 i know… but something in his eyes doesn’t seem right :( ↳ harryfan48 he’s worried because his fake gilfriend’s friend was rude to his fans. he doesn’t want to be with her anymore but it’s being forced to anyway! ↳ harryfan5 holy molly now THAT’S a way to tell the story lmaooooo
harryfan42 CAN WE PLEASE STOP IGNORING THE ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM? harryfan42 YN WAS SEEN CRYING LAST NIGHT AND HARRY CLEARLY HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH IT AND NOW SHE WASN’T SEEN WITH HIM ALL DAY EVEN THOUGH SHE NORMALLY IS FOLLOWING HIM EVERYWHERE 24/7
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ynupdates 👀🔥
Anthony Pham (Harry Styles Tour photographer) just posted on instagram and tagged @yourinstagram.
She then reposted the story and added a caption to the picture: “hey mom, i hope this will make you proud”.
I think it’s pretty safe to assume they’re hanging out together, and that Yn’s words are a dig to some of the comments she got on her last post.
Now the question that remains is: is that Yn’s ass? 😅
view all 31 comments user5 you have absolutely no idea how much I love this user5 like I swear I respect her silence and privacy to death, but ngl it’s been so hard to watch lol harryfan5 DAAAAAMMMNNNN YN harryfan11 respectfully, 💋💋💋 harryfan23 hey cowboy @harrystyles bestfriend i can 100% confirm, that’s her ass! bestfriend i can also 100% confirm that’s her mom’s new background now
↳ ynharryenthusiast THANK YOU ↳ harryfan23 you’re the real queen babe ↳ harryfan17 please never leave us
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ynupdates Good morning guys! Anthony and Yn are at it again lol
Tonight Harry Styles performs in Nashville one more time, meaning Yn will be there filming and doing her job!
We’re loving to see she’s speaking up but also handling things with humor, and we hope she knows there are a lot of people supporting her, too ❤️
view all 11 comments user9 not them making fun of people who say she doesn’t know how to do her job LMAO harryfan3 she really said i’m done holding back didn’t she :’) harryfan7 I LOVE THIS SIDE OF HER user11 everyone around him loves her and people just cant handle that!!
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i somehow squeezed 2 whole riki drabbles out last night sooo yay to overcoming my lil writing slump !!
#celebrate even the small things :’>#also#a little peak into my writing process ✨#let’s hope i don’t bite you T-T#*BORE I MEANT BORE HELP ME DJDNDJ#oh but hey spoiler perhaps of one of the riki drabbles????? 🫣🫣😏#🤫🤫🤫🤫#when i’m on a roll i could keep going and going and going#but when i’m not in that mood (which is incredibly difficult to get into btw) i can’t come up w anything T-T#i go to my empty doc and leave 10 minutes later with a total of still zero (0) words in that doc :D#repeat this for another maybe five times#and then on the sixth i get a sudden spark of inspiration and then i’m in the zone and on a roll#so i could’ve kept going last night..#but by the time i was in that mode it was already almost 2 am T-T#and i finished writing my second drabble by 3 am T-T#it’s always reaching the ungodly hours of the night when i have the most inspiration ✨#wHY#LITERALLY WHY#so yeah my process isn’t as glorious or as easy as it may seem but when i’m in the zone it’s actually a lot of fun 😭#it’s just hard to get there a lot of the time is all 😭😭#pls tell me some of you guys can relate and i’m not the only one 😭#anyway#look forward to the new riki drabbles coming soon :D#it was gonna be a jake and then jungwon drabble but i got stuck and only then had inspo for riki so here you guys go djsjdj#i’ll upload the first one tomorrow !!#em speaks
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i feel like not enough ppl are factoring in the cultural clash between laios and shuro and the many micro agressions shuro faced while being in their group. literally the name 'shuro' in itself is one
his name is toshiro 😭 lets also not forget that he has his own communication issues, in the opposite way that laios does- thats literally a factor in their argument, that his envy for laios's ability to express himself sincerely manifested as part of his distaste for him.
ig all this to say like, was their fight heart wrenching, especially when reading laios as autistic? absolutely. anybody whos ever been in laios's position knows how much it hurts to realize someone you thought was your friend doesnt actually like having you around, especially when they didnt tell you and you had no way of knowing due to not understanding their cues. but im begging yall to step back and see the nuance of this situation cause im gonna be real a lot of you are kinda just brushing over it acting like everything is toshiros fault and that hes a terrible person when in reality hes an average guy who really, really clashed with laios and it led to a very long misunderstanding due to their supremely opposite methods of communication. even laios and toshiro, after letting everything out in their fight, were able to come to an understanding and start a foundation for an actual friendship built on better communication
ok yknow what Edit: i shouldve made it even more explicit at the end of this post, i hadnt thought i would need to since i started the post with this, but i think a few too many people are missing my point so i just wanna clarify. i shouldnt have said 'really clashed' and left it at that because yeah they did, but it wasnt just their opposite methods of communication, it is also very much that toshiro was experiencing microaggressions via laios. it may have been unintentional on laios's part, but it still happened and wore him down, made it harder for him to communicate on top of both the more subtle social cues that he was raised with and his own communication difficulties. i also want to say that the fandom reaction to toshiro and the complete ignorance of this point is also racist tbh or at the very least ignorant. i understand that the anime did not cover this panel, and neither did the manga, as this was an omake, but im gonna be real with you guys. there are enough context clues within the story to clue you into this. if you didnt pick up on it thats ok, but i think this is a good lesson in picking up subtext in the stories that youre watching and/or reading. kui shouldnt have to explicitly say 'by the way laios was racist to toshiro' for this point to be understood, and at the very least, when the author portrays a character in a sympathetic light (as kui clearly does) it should make you question Why they are doing so and what makes them sympathetic, rather than youre immediate and only reaction to be 'well i hated what this guy did/said so i hate them and they suck'. idk exactly how to finish this, just. idk. question your biases and gut reactions to things you see in media and stories, and think about whether or not theres subtext that youre missing.
#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#shuro dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#toshiro nakamoto#dont get me wrong i understand relating to a character and hating whoever wrongs them cause youre protective or you relate really hard#but i think toshiros been getting the short end of the stick for a long time now 😭#even his love for falin is misunderstood#he literally states all the reasons he likes her#and none of them are superficial#but hes so closed off and has such difficulty expressing himself that instead of asking her out or smth he just#proposed to her out of the blue 😭#leading a lot of ppl to just assume that he went 'white woman spotted' and proposed#do Not misunderstand me i am#a HUGE farcille stan#obviously#but i dont think toshiros feelings are surface level and i think theyre absolutely crucial to understanding him and his motivations#as a character in this story
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Honestly despite my feelings about how the last arc of MHA went down I really love Deku and his story.
I just feel like a lot of the time we get these protagonists whose whole philosophy is it doesn’t matter what you were born as everyone can achieve greatness. But then the series goes on and it turns out that actually it DOES matter because the protagonist has this really great lineage and these really great powers you can only have through birth they were actually born born, predestined if you will, to do this.
But MHA actually sticks to its guns. Midoriya wasn’t revealed to have some great connection to all might that the universe had put in place. He wasn’t defended from some great lineage that makes him uniquely suited to this. Hell All for one didn’t even turn out to be his father, there was no hidden powerful quirk he was always meant to have. He was just Midoriya Izuku a boy who was in the right place at the right time and simply decided to act while the world did nothing. And that’s what really made him a hero.
I don’t know, maybe it’s just me, but I believe him a bit more when he goes anybody can be a hero if you just decide to act
#also never stop crying baby I love taht about you#like I do understand that being given one for all an extremely powerful quirk is kind of a cop out#but still the quirk was passed down to him because of his own merits not becayse it was pre destined or because he was born to weird it#and honestly that’s more than we’ve got in a long time.#yes this is a little bit of a naruto call out cause I will never get over that complete 180 😭#and it does randomly drop that little tidbit of how it was good luck Midoriya was quirkless or the quirk would have killed him young#but honestly I don’t even know what to make of that besides……yay?#also yeah that’s pretty realistic sometimes disabilities make your more suited for somethings so yeah#this isn’t me implying that other protagonists didn’t work hard by the way I know they did two things can be true at once#bakugo proves that. like he is was born with an extremely powerful quirk but nobody can say he doesn’t work hard#it’s just a little tiring to see this underdog character suddenly get a backstory that’s like sike you actually needed to be born to do thi#one piece does this a little bit to be fair to them the story doesn’t really emphasize anyone can do it that way it has different themes#about what family means and it’s all about inherited will so I can give it a pass#but yeah I really appreciate mha for sticking to that gun even though it dropped the ball on a lot of things#like never fully addressing the quirkless people can be heroes too thing but that’s a topic for next time#throwing thoughts to the void#deku#mha#my hero academia#mha meta#mha analysis#midoriya izuku#izuku midoriya#one for all#mha deku#bhna#boku no hero acedamia
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Will you join me for prayer?
Perhaps I’ll just watch.
Hmph. Hopefully you’ll learn something.
I intend to…




Sharing some close-ups cuz the speech bubbles took up so much space and I actly rly like how the colors turned out in this one. :3
#look at Alf#baring his shoulders like some 9th century harlot#Uhtred didn’t stand a chance#prayer is just a euphemism at this point lol#fellas is it gay to watch your king get down on his knees and…pray?#in my mind this is how their meet-cute went lol#also lowkey very excited that I’ve finally drawn Uht!!! Ahhhh!!!!#honestly rly excited to try drawing his other hairstyles he has a lot of fun ones to pick from#ngl I had to redraw him like 3 times 😭#also it’s rly hard to ref TLK charas when drawing cuz they change their appearance a LOT so you almost have to follow your minds eye lol#ANYWAY tq for sharing in this brainrot with me lol#Altred is all ⚔️#alfred x uhtred#altred#alf & uht#tlk alfred#alfred the great#tlk uhtred#uhtred of bebbanburg#i will go down with this ship#my art
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i am so tired of female characters being inherently written as ‘terrifying’ or ‘scary’ w no respect to their characterisation.
for one, it feels so fake. i know so many women irl (i am one!!!) and there are very few, of any, that i would categorise as ‘scary as is’. heck, even if we go by tempers—the numbers just don’t match.
but somehow in fics, every single woman is a terrifying force of nature bc that’s…somehow…the only way we can think of women? idk?
and also just, it’s such a two dimensional characterisation that i only see w the female characters. all men aren’t angry and hex-happy and scary all the time. they’re affable, chill, respond to situations thoughtfully instead of always resorting to violence.
i think it also bothers me bc the anger thing flows neatly into the v gendered carefree man child/stuck up fun sponge stereotypes that so many relationships are forced into. it’s just an icky dynamic all around.
and lastly,,,i don’t think it’s even normal for a character to be latently terrifying everyone all the time??? unless it’s a specific quirk of theirs??? like women aren’t dementors bro chill tf out
#i just get. so frustrated by how women are written#and ofc this isn’t just limited to fics#all books have these gendered tropes#and i get so annoyed#the whole thing anger also#is it just feels so disingenuous#bc womanhood & anger (and performing/displaying it) is so complicated bc of socialisation n patriarchy#women are simultaneously not allowed to be angry and portrayed as screechy harpies#and so when characters are written like that it just seems to reinforce these ideas#clearly it bothers me a lot haha#u just can’t escape it ykno? that’s my issue#it makes it’s way into writing on such a subconscious level#and people think they’re writing a strong female character#when really they’ve just introduced someone with anger issues#like. it’s NOT normal to always be scared of someone and their reactions ok?#and it’s not okay for women to always be parenting the people (men) around them#constantly checking to see if something is dangerous or if they’re fucking up or do all the responsible things like#how can u not see ur reproducing gendered notions of personality 😭😭#like plssss#and it’s fiction!!!#we are writing about magic and fantasy#but it’s hard for us to conceive of an alternative perception of womanhood? be so fr bruh#like. i guess what i’m getting at. is that women are also just. People. ykno? we can write them normally#just look at the woman around u for one and you’ll get so many ideas 😭#even if we just take anger#9 times out of 10 a fem character will be screaming and hexing and throwing her weight around#but you can be angry in so so many ways#and u can even be someone who doesn’t GET angry. not in such a way. who can’t hold a grudge.#just. i really wish we diversified the way we wrote women. s’all.#pen’s yapping
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MY EYES BURN BECAUSE I’M CRYING😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 pls leave me be let me sob uncontrollably over giyuu my heart can’t take it
#ʬʬ.sosa speaks.com#MY BABY 😭😭😭😭☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#i’m wailing like a distraught woman from 1908#HIS WITTLE SMILE :((((#he’ll care mochi in his haori and give it to sanemi so he can befriend him😭😭#bc he doesn’t know how to talk to him or what to talk to him about#PLS THIS IS IS SO SWEET HE JUST WANTS FRIENDS#im gonna hug him so hard and will never let him go we’ll be attached by the hip#i’ll never allow him the chance to feel lonely ever again#i seriously don’t talk about giyuu enough on this acct or anywhere for that matter but#i just want all of you out there to know i am seriously in love with him#i started kny for him and it just made me sad he doesn’t get a lot of screen time#i love sanemi sooooo much too he’s another character i don’t often speak about#but the love i have is so LARGE and so big
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where is my fat husband
#stream#i’m lonely !!!! i want a man !!!!!!#me: where’s my man#me at the same time: not leaving the house nor dating apps & also is having a mental breakdown everyday while self medicating#also i’m 90% sure my meds are starting to fail again ALSKALKSLAKSLAKLSAKLSMAKSKK#ANYWAY#i didn’t even go to gay bars when i was allowed to drink like 😭😭😭#it’s all a bunch of straight people#there’s no point#like i constantly here old queens going ‘young gays don’t do xyz’ or ‘don’t know how to xyz’ like ok girl its because that shit died like#idk probably before the pandemic truly it was dying but the pandemic was the nail in the coffin like girl …….. i turned 21 a month into#lockdowns like#ok so i did stuff illegally & went to other shit but it still was straight bars 90% of the time there’s like 6 gay bars in houston total 😭😭😭#like idk what they expect like if … those venues aren’t there & are increasingly AGAINST doing the goofy tings …. how would the YOUNG KNOW#like at this point idk i truly think that it’s kinda on the elders at this point ALSKALSKLAKSAKSLAN like yea they’re boomers at the end of#the day so like i’m not saying that they didn’t have it hard they did they did ok but. get over it ? ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLA like alright … but#i’m saying this as someone who knows the history & bullshit like ok yea everyone needs to understand what it’s like to have your community#die before ur eyes but at the same time. there’s no community now ? ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLLA like girl …#girl …….#yall HAD a community but now all that shit is gone & none of us young ppl have any funds to make that 😭😭😭#like girl i have 12$ in my bank account i dream of being able to rent a flat at some point like a ONE BEDROOM u know W A LIVING ROOM & yall#own rentals so like this is UP TO YALL …..#like ur the problem ? 😭😭😭😭😭#@gays for trump & loghouse republicans i’m looking at YALL#a lot of these mfs are liberal too - pro invasion of iraq democrat back the blue bootlickin NIMBA faggots 😭😭😭💔#anyway that’s just me bitching#i’ve been so fucking IRRITABLE today
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SCREAM there are rumors being spread about me at work that i have smth going on with a colleague of mine 😭😭😭😭
#and it’s NOT the colleague i actually have a crush on agabwjanana#istg every day there’s smth new 😭😭😭😭#the girl who always goes on smoke breaks with my crush spread the rumors….#which means my crush probably also thinks i have smth going on with this other guy 🥲#like it’s so hard to get closer to my crush bc we’re never really alone and he doesn’t talk much he’s kind of mysterious#whenever i ask questions he mostly gives short answers#and now i wonder if he really just doesn’t like me that way or if he’s put off bc of the rumors#bc the other guy is also his friend 😞#i did not sign up for all this drama when starting this new job seriously feel like i’m in some kind of bad tv show 😭#also i really like that guy but not that way and tbh he’s been acting rather flirty with me#and i was actually afraid that smth like this would happen but not so fast 😭#idk if i should say smth to that girl next time i see her bc like that’s such childish behavior#but i guess gossip at work can’t be helped?#like i’m literally interested in someone else but bc i like him so much i struggle way more to get close to him#whereas with the other guy bc i don’t see him that way it’s so easy to talk to him#he messages me a lot over the work chat and i always thought if someone sees these messages they’re gonna assume there’s smth going on#between us and lo and behold i was right 😭😭😭😭#like he sometimes sent me kissy face emojis and talked about us having a date when we’re going on a lunch break#but i NEVER reciprocated these kind of messages i ignored him whenever he said stuff like this#i should’ve just outright said that i don’t find it appropriate then i wouldn’t have this problem now#i just want my actual crush to like me back 😭😭😭#and it’s so funny bc that girl does everything with my crush smoke breaks lunch breaks so by that logic they’re dating too no??#like i’m actually so envious of how close they are and she’s out there spreading rumors about me based on some chat messages she saw..#☁️
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i have had such an urge to pamper a girl for a full day - not just waiting on her hand and foot but like. actually pamper her. plan an entire day just for her with activities i know she'd love. a special breakfast just for her. picking her clothes. stops for treats and drinks and meals she loves. new clothes if she wants, new toys if she wants. going with her to new places she wouldnt wanna go alone, forming new experiences. - whatever she wants! just make her smile and feel like the center of the universe
#feel mushy#this can extend to sex too but like idk i just love doing this with people#i love planning days around my friends & lovers so much#honestly i actually really love wooing people but i dont usually do it cause this is NOT romantic behavior for me!! i do this for my friends#as well as lovers!!! this is just what love is for me!!! i love making people happy and loved and cherished!!!#but i get really scared about doing these things at the same time cause even when ive talked ab it to ppl ab the fact that this behavior#isnt like. Me Pursuing Them I've had so many ppl feel bad/led on from me doing this so i really only do it if someone Agrees to it (like a#full day scene lol) but like. idk. i crave doing this. so much. i love making people feel special and loved#i wish there was less romantic pressure sometimes bc like. i just love?#(+ its SO hard to do this regularly cause ALL MY FRIENDS LIVE SO FAR AWAY 😭 i miss them all so bad even tho I havent met most of them irl)#anyway idk. this is really vulnerable in the tags. i just really love loving people and i wish i could do it more freely how i want w/o#the expectations of romance or sex (also this complex feeling is why I struggle calling myself aromantic Or polyamorous bc none of these#experiences capture how i engage w/ these things cause when i say aro ppl think “no romance ever” and when i say poly ppl think “wants lots#of partners/relationships“ when it's really just. relationship anarchy in action. and also i dont really care about Identifying with these#words i dont care about the Identity itself at all really - i just wish others didnt put so much weight into them either!!!! 😩)#< also. whining as if he doesn't literally have 4 virtual friend dates next week and one the following already 🤡#bunnyprints
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just recently watched this is us with my college friends
#tbqh i found it kinda boring 😭#the louis clips were so not enough#ive watched some clips online prior to actually watching it (for the first time might i add)#one of my friends had a cousin who was crazyyy ab 1d so she dragged her out to the cinema to go watch it when it came out and in 3d lol 😭#the 3d schtick is so funny 2 me lmao 😭#my friend recalls freaking out in the movie theater bc she was a major niall fan at the time. she said 3d niall was so close 2 her face lol#anyway. ab how i watched some clips online prior#i was actually waiting for the louis n his sisters part or the one where he visits his school or smth#my friends.... they literally don't know a thing ab louis personality-wise so they didn't really get much from it#UGH i should download aotv and make them watch it that was way more interesting (but idk? smth about it feels like it's made for fans only?#but... i'll suggest it the next time we get together 🙏🏼#anyw back to my review.#simon cowell's face was a jumpscare what can i say. it was so evil how nicole scherzinger was just. completely written off#im from the future i Know things#<- and like. about this. i felt kinda bad being cynical about the movie when i know my friend is Still an ot5 at heart#i think i broke her 13-year old heart a little 😭#it's so weird how the movie keeps singling out zayn about him getting kicked out or him talking solo music etc kskdj. feels v pointed Lol#they really just documented the 1d-mania & madness they ensued huh.... i think 2 of my friends (bts fans) weren't as impressed LOL 😭#they kinda flamed their performances and stage outfits which is. yeah i agree. kpop idols do WAY more than just.... that (1d) kskskd#i guess i'll make them watch the extra clips next time (o haven't seen all the clips yet i think)#OH and 😭 why was martin scorsese in the film that was hilarious#didn't have a lot of realness to it. is what i thought of the film. yeah. this is(N'T) us ✊🏽😔#maybe... i am too much of a hater#i liked... the... um. it's hard to highlight things i liked ab the film when im Not a 1d fan 😭 like im a louie ONLY idgaf ab 1d 😔#the part ab louis audition.... im sorry babie the editors did u dirty but it was so funny........😭#<- though i imagine it solidified people's (wrong) opinions about him :/
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i really have loved being in japan in general so far but most of my students are so fucking mean to me 😭😭 like they’re just so so sooo mean they parrot and mock me when i call someone’s name and laugh when i talk in general and it’s like how am i supposed to curry their favor or gain their respect when they are openly making fun of me from the second i walk into their classroom for the first time💀
#i think part of it is that 90% of the students are boys and they’re all super jocks so they don’t care abt english at all#also a lot of them are second semester seniors. and i was in their shoes not that long ago#which i understand. but like i wish they would at least be somewhat decent to me😭#like i wld fully be willing to say okay fuck the worksheet fuck the grammar let’s just shoot the shit. but none of them want to speak to me#also the ones who know i know japanese just speak japanese to me so i just stare at them blankly#at least in the us there were limits to the shit we cld say abt teachers in class because everyone was speaking english#to be fair i really struggle w conversational jpn & slang so most of the time i rlly don’t get the nuances#of what they’re saying to each other. and i can’t respond well at all. but i get the gist#its hard bc i’m new and also paired with new teachers for some classes so they don’t respect any ‘authority figure’ in the room#but like come on. don’t bully me.#i think part of the problem is there’s actually literally no consequences for anything. no detention or suspension or calls to parents#or getting benched for sports matches. which i think would actually get them to care#cuz there are things that technically i could try to do but there’s no way to actually enforce anything#idk. thinking out loud. the classes that have been decent & engaged have been super fun for me and energizing#but the others are rlly tough like so tough.#okay sorry i know no one cares
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desperately relying on backing up my documents from here on out because my laptop does a hard reset every time it restarts now and so it doesn't save ANYTHING and ate my prologue rewrite
#i have also been having to write the return like that i try so hard not to turn my laptop off she just decides it is Time sometimes 😭#I HAVE MY PART OF CHAPTER 1 SAVED. THE CHANGES I MADE TO CHAPTER 1 CALL FOR SOME CHANGES 2 THE PROLOGUE THO#i am working on breaking my chapters into itty bitty pieces so i feel it more manageable and work on them more#plz i just need to show you all these girls so bad i NEED yall to meet them in text#draggin ourselves thru the trenches 2 write a fanfic. sounds abt right#the return *will* have to be finished before chapter 1#my gf and i are working on it together and having someone to bounce off of is helping me a lot#its also just shorter and all of my parts are purely romance#so that makes it easier to work on#(also we had it slated for february and so i'd like to still be able to work on it and get it out sooner)
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getting an iced pumpkin chai in the morning and then my personal goal is to spend the whole day writing and i hope i can come back to this post tomorrow and rb w how much progress i’ve made!!!
#i have a love/hate relationship w this fic and i’m gonna rant to myself bc hehe it’s almost midnight so why not :>#okay SO. i for some reason just didn’t create any proper outline for this story and i think that’s why it’s taken me so long to write it#because i don’t necessarily have a why/a REASON for this story or plot… like even thinking abt doing the dialogue and trying to find flow +#cohesion is making me so 😐 and also honestly… i’m terrible at doing drafts in the first place#i don’t write linearly i jump all over the place while writing and SOMETIMES i can connect things but this time i could NOT#and i would focus on one tiny part for SO long and make no progress anywhere else like GIRL……… ENOUGH#but hmmmm yeah i also for some reason feel like esp w my writing it’s super robotic and doesn’t have emotion#like i’m not writing w suguru’s voice and instead i’m writing as the author and it’s kinda irking me#if that makes sense… hmmmm……….. also i might be doing dual pov so hopefully it doesn’t look too wonky#but yeah 😭 i need to work on scene setting & describing things effectively + doing show not tell#like i just made a mini outline rn and wow . it’s Not it at all 😭😭😭 there’s no WHY to the story and it’s making it hard to write#okay not necessarily a ‘why’ but like . What’s The Point of the story#sigh. i need to figure that out#also there’s so much stuff i want to add but i feel like it’ll be clunky + it’ll move fast or be weird#but my goal for tomorrow is truly and honestly write the meat and bones of it and then i can edit ruthlessly later on#i was thinking of getting it out this week but i forgot election week/don’t have anything really written either 😭#but hopefully next week if i try hard enough! the goal is before december bc i want this to be a november fic#but yeah that’s my mini vent @ me i’m glad to just talk abt in the tags#feels like for this story specifically it’s been a lot of looking at my docs instead of writing which is WHACK 🤨#also i don’t like my writing style + i want to write better in GENERAL#that’ll come w practice & doing it often though 😭#ALSO . SIDENOTE but why does tumblr not let me link things anymore like NDNDNDND SO STUPID#OOOOH AND . i need to start/finish selfship moodboards & also create wip lists for geto/gojo/toji but for REAL#as in wipe i’ll actually plan to write next not just ones i like the sound of 😭#ANYWAYS I’M SO SLEEBY……… honk shoo mimimi cult leader geto please pat my head to sleep and be kind to me#GIRL THIS IS LONG AS HELL OMFG . silence @ me 🤫 what a YAPPER#personal
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