#it’s dense and impenetrable in many ways

[shadowed-yet-vibrant]

Big decisions about abortion and LGBTQ rights make better headlines but SCOTUS just eviscerated the Chevron doctrine and no one but my dork-ass lawyer colleagues knows how immense this is (even if Chevron was arguably dead in the water before, and they just finally pulled the trigger to put it out of its misery).

[imreidswifey]

The Profiler’s Heart -S.Reid Fanfic-

Words: 20k+

Summary: The Profiler’s Heart, is a heartfelt romance with Dr. Spencer Reid, the brilliant yet socially awkward FBI agent from Criminal Minds. What begins as a simple, chance encounter at a local coffee shop transforms into a deep and transformative relationship. Over time, Spencer slowly lets you into his world, keeping his newfound happiness a secret from his team as he struggles with his own vulnerabilities.

A/n: As you may have noticed I have not been posting as much because I have been working on this!! It is a very long read so get comfortable (Around 20k+ words)

Warnings:

Mental Health Themes, Trauma & Emotional Struggles, Mature Themes & Emotional Content, Slow Burn Romance, Spoilers for Criminal Minds, Language: The story includes some strong language and emotional intensity in dialogue, Romantic Relationship Dynamics, Slow Development.

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The familiar aroma of freshly brewed coffee filled the air as you pushed open the door to your favorite coffee shop, the bell above jingling softly. It was a small, cozy space, tucked away on a quiet street—a haven for anyone seeking a little peace. You’d been coming here for months, drawn to the warm lighting, mismatched chairs, and the faint hum of classical music playing in the background. Today was no different. You approached the counter, exchanging a quick smile with the barista as you placed your usual order, then made your way to your favorite seat by the window.

You had just settled in with a book when you noticed him walk in. He wasn’t entirely new to the coffee shop—you’d seen him a few times before—but he always seemed to come and go without much interaction. He was tall and lanky, his slightly unkempt hair giving him an air of quiet distraction. Today, he looked even more out of place than usual, wearing a sweater vest over a button-down shirt and a tie that seemed just slightly too tight. As he reached the counter, he fumbled briefly with his wallet before ordering in a low, hesitant voice.

“Black coffee, no sugar.”

He stood awkwardly while waiting for his drink, his gaze darting around the room before landing on your table. The coffee shop was unusually crowded today, and there weren’t many seats left. When his coffee arrived, he hesitated for a moment, then approached your table, holding his cup with both hands as though it might steady him.

“Excuse me,” he said softly, his voice almost drowned out by the chatter around you. “Is this seat taken?”

You shook your head, offering a polite smile. “Not at all. Go ahead.”

“Thank you,” he murmured, lowering himself into the chair across from you.

He placed his coffee on the table and pulled a thick book from his bag. You tried not to stare, but the title caught your eye—An Inquiry into the Nature and Causes of the Wealth of Nations.

“Light reading?” you asked, tilting your head toward the book.

He glanced up, his lips twitching into a faint smile. “Adam Smith is… surprisingly engaging,” he replied, his tone measured and deliberate.

You raised an eyebrow. “That’s one way to describe it. Most people would’ve gone with ‘dense’ or ‘impenetrable.’”

His smile widened slightly, and for a moment, you thought you saw a flicker of amusement in his eyes. “I suppose it depends on what you’re looking for. It’s fascinating when you think about how his ideas laid the foundation for modern economics.”

“True,” you conceded, closing your own book and leaning forward slightly. “But do you ever read anything just for fun?”

He hesitated, as though the question caught him off guard. “I do,” he said after a moment, though his tone carried a hint of defensiveness. “But I suppose my idea of fun might be… unconventional.”

You chuckled, shaking your head. “Don’t worry. I’m not judging. I mean, I’m sitting here reading 19th-century poetry for fun, so I’m probably not one to talk.”

His gaze flicked to the cover of your book, and he nodded appreciatively. “Emily Dickinson. Her work is deceptively simple but incredibly profound.”

“You’re a fan?” you asked, surprised.

“Of her conciseness, yes. She had a remarkable ability to convey complex ideas with very few words,” he said, then added, almost shyly, “Though I can’t say I’ve read all of her work. There are still… gaps in my literary knowledge.”

You couldn’t help but smile at the way he spoke—thoughtful, deliberate, as though each word had been carefully chosen. It wasn’t the kind of conversation you were used to having with strangers in coffee shops, but there was something refreshing about it.

For the next half hour, the two of you exchanged snippets of conversation between sips of coffee and moments of quiet reading. You learned that his name was Spencer and that he worked in a field he described only as “challenging.” He asked about your interests with genuine curiosity, his sharp mind evident in the way he seemed to absorb every detail you shared.

When it was time for you to leave, you hesitated for a moment, wondering if you should say anything. In the end, you simply stood, offering him a small smile. “It was nice talking to you, Spencer. Maybe I’ll see you around.”

He looked up from his book, his expression softening. “Likewise. And… thank you for letting me sit here.”

You nodded and walked away, feeling an inexplicable sense of warmth. As you stepped outside, you glanced back through the window and saw him watching you, his book forgotten on the table.

You didn’t know it yet, but that moment was the beginning of something that would soon become a part of your routine—and, eventually, your life.

The coffee shop was quieter today, the usual mid-morning rush giving way to a lull that left most of the tables empty. You had claimed your usual spot by the window, your coffee steaming gently on the table, and a fresh novel open in your hands. You weren’t expecting to see him again so soon, but as the door jingled softly, you looked up instinctively.

There he was.

Spencer walked in with the same slightly awkward air, his satchel slung over his shoulder and his tie slightly askew. This time, though, he spotted you almost immediately. His gaze lingered for a moment, a flicker of recognition crossing his face before he moved to the counter to place his order.

“Black coffee, no sugar,” he murmured, just loud enough for the barista to hear.

You went back to your book, though your focus wavered slightly. When he approached your table, coffee in hand, you glanced up again.

“Mind if I join you?” he asked, his tone polite but hesitant.

You gestured to the empty seat with a smile. “Not at all. Looks like it’s becoming a habit.”

He sat down carefully, placing his coffee on the table and pulling a notebook from his bag. The book from last time was absent, but he seemed just as engrossed in whatever he was working on. For a few minutes, the two of you sat in companionable silence, the only sounds the faint rustle of paper and the clink of ceramic mugs.

It was Spencer who broke the silence first. “What are you reading today?”

You held up the cover for him to see. “It’s a mystery novel. Nothing as dense as Adam Smith, but it’s a fun read.”

He tilted his head, his curiosity piqued. “Mystery novels are interesting. They rely on a careful balance of misdirection and logic. Do you prefer ones with a twist ending or ones where you can solve the puzzle before the protagonist does?”

You considered the question for a moment. “I like the ones that make you think you’ve figured it out, only to completely surprise you in the last chapter. Keeps things exciting.”

He nodded, his fingers tapping idly against the edge of his coffee cup. “The element of surprise is important, but so is fairness. A good mystery should give you all the clues—you just have to know how to interpret them.”

“Is that something you’ve studied?” you asked, leaning forward slightly.

He hesitated, his expression shifting as though he were carefully choosing his words. “In a way. My work involves… patterns, logic, and deduction. It’s not exactly the same as a mystery novel, but there are parallels.”

You raised an eyebrow, intrigued. “That sounds fascinating. What do you do, exactly?”

He hesitated again, glancing down at his notebook as if it held the answer. “I work for the FBI,” he said finally. “In the Behavioral Analysis Unit.”

Your eyes widened. “Seriously? That’s incredible. You’re a profiler, then?”

He gave a small nod, his expression modest. “Yes. We analyze criminal behavior to help solve cases. It’s… challenging, but rewarding.”

“That sounds like the kind of job that would keep you up at night,” you said, your tone curious but gentle.

He gave a faint smile, his gaze distant. “It does, sometimes. But it also gives me a chance to help people, which makes it worth it.”

There was a quiet intensity in his voice that made you pause. It was clear that his work was more than just a job to him—it was something deeply personal.

“Sounds like you’re pretty good at it,” you said softly.

He looked up, startled, as if the thought hadn’t occurred to him. “I… try to be.”

The conversation drifted after that, touching on lighter topics. He asked about your work, genuinely interested in what you had to say, and you found yourself sharing more than you expected. There was something disarming about his quiet attention, the way he seemed to hang on every word.

Before long, an hour had passed, and you realized with a start that you needed to get going.

“I should probably head out,” you said, gathering your things. “But this was nice. I’m glad we got to talk again.”

Spencer nodded, his expression softening. “Me too. And… thank you for letting me sit here.”

You smiled. “You don’t have to thank me for that. Besides, I’m starting to think you’re better company than I expected.”

A faint blush crept up his neck, but he didn’t look away. “I’ll… see you around, then?”

“Definitely,” you said, giving him a small wave before heading out the door.

As you walked down the street, you couldn’t help but feel lighter somehow, as though the conversation had brightened your day in a way you hadn’t anticipated.

Back at the coffee shop, Spencer sat for a moment, staring at the empty seat across from him. He pulled out his notebook and jotted something down—a brief note in his neat, precise handwriting.

For the rest of the day, he carried that moment with him, and though he didn’t say a word about it to anyone, his coworkers at the BAU couldn’t help but notice the faint smile that lingered on his face.

It was raining the next time you saw Spencer, a steady drizzle that painted the streets in a muted haze. The coffee shop was busier than usual, filled with people seeking shelter from the weather, and the hum of conversation blended with the rhythmic patter of rain against the windows. You were perched at your usual table, a warm mug in your hands, when the door jingled and Spencer walked in, shaking droplets from his hair.

He scanned the room, his gaze landing on you almost immediately. You raised a hand in a small wave, and his lips curved into a soft smile as he made his way over.

“Crowded today,” he remarked, his voice low but warm as he slipped into the seat across from you.

“Seems like everyone had the same idea,” you replied, gesturing toward the line snaking its way to the counter. “You might be waiting a while for your coffee.”

He glanced at the line, then back at you. “That’s all right. I’m in no hurry.”

There was an ease to his presence now that hadn’t been there before, a quiet comfort that made you smile. Over the past few weeks, your conversations had become more frequent, the once-occasional meetings in the coffee shop turning into something you both seemed to look forward to.

“Working on anything interesting today?” you asked, nodding toward the notebook he’d pulled from his bag.

Spencer opened it carefully, revealing pages filled with neat, precise handwriting and diagrams that looked more like they belonged in a science journal than a coffee shop. “Just some notes,” he said, brushing his fingers over the edge of the paper. “It helps me organize my thoughts.”

“Mind if I take a look?” you asked, intrigued.

He hesitated for a moment before sliding the notebook across the table. You skimmed the page, your brow furrowing as you tried to make sense of the densely packed information.

“This… is definitely not light reading,” you said with a laugh, handing it back to him. “Is this for work?”

“In a way,” he said, tucking the notebook back into his bag. “I like to stay ahead, so I do a lot of independent research. It helps when I’m working on particularly complicated cases.”

You nodded, impressed. “You really don’t stop, do you?”

Spencer looked at you, his expression thoughtful. “I suppose not. But I enjoy it. There’s always more to learn, and I find comfort in that.”

Something about the way he said it made you pause. There was a vulnerability beneath his words, a quiet admission that spoke to the way his mind worked—always racing, always searching for answers.

“Well, if you ever need a break from all that learning,” you said lightly, “you know where to find me.”

His lips quirked into a small smile. “I’ll keep that in mind.”

The line at the counter finally thinned, and Spencer stood to get his coffee. When he returned, he carried two cups instead of one, placing one in front of you with a sheepish smile.

“I noticed you were almost out,” he said, gesturing toward your empty mug.

You blinked, surprised. “Thank you, Spencer. You didn’t have to do that.”

He shrugged, his cheeks faintly pink. “It’s nothing. Consider it a… small token of appreciation.”

“For what?” you asked, genuinely curious.

“For… this,” he said, gesturing vaguely at the table. “Talking. Listening. It’s nice.”

You smiled, touched by his sincerity. “It is. I’m glad we met.”

For the next hour, the two of you fell into easy conversation, your voices weaving through the ambient noise of the coffee shop. Spencer told you about his love of obscure trivia and his penchant for collecting rare books, and you shared stories from your own life, finding common ground in unexpected places.

At one point, he hesitated, glancing down at his coffee cup as though gathering his thoughts. “Would you… be interested in going to the museum sometime?” he asked, his tone careful but hopeful.

You tilted your head, surprised but pleased. “I’d love to. Which one?”

“There’s an exhibit on mathematical paradoxes opening this weekend,” he said, his enthusiasm breaking through his usual reserved demeanor. “It’s fascinating how something can appear contradictory but still hold a deeper truth.”

His excitement was contagious, and you couldn’t help but grin. “Sounds like fun. Let’s do it.”

The smile that spread across his face was unguarded, and you realized then how rare it was to see him so openly happy. It was a side of him you hoped to see more of, and as the rain continued to fall outside, you felt a quiet certainty that this was the beginning of something special.

Unbeknownst to you, Spencer carried that same certainty with him when he left the coffee shop that day. For the first time in a long while, he found himself looking forward to something outside of work, and though he kept his happiness tucked away like a secret, it shone through in small, quiet ways that didn’t go unnoticed.

At the BAU, Penelope Garcia was the first to comment on the change.

“Spence, you’ve been smiling more lately,” she said one afternoon, leaning against his desk with a knowing look. “Something you want to share?”

He shook his head, his ears turning pink as he focused intently on the file in front of him. “Nothing in particular,” he murmured, but the corner of his mouth twitched in a way that didn’t escape her sharp eyes.

“Uh-huh,” she said, narrowing her gaze. “We’ll see about that.”

Spencer didn’t respond, but as Penelope walked away, he allowed himself the smallest of smiles, his thoughts drifting back to you and the quiet joy you’d brought into his life.

The BAU was a place where secrets rarely lasted long. The team’s job, after all, was to dissect behavior and unravel mysteries. As close-knit as they were, each member had an uncanny ability to notice even the smallest shift in one another’s routines. It was only a matter of time before they turned their collective attention to Spencer Reid.

It started with little things.

“Is it just me,” Penelope Garcia mused one morning, leaning dramatically against Derek Morgan’s desk, “or is our resident genius unusually… chipper lately?”

Morgan looked up from his case file, an amused grin tugging at his lips. “C’mon, Baby Girl. Reid’s always in his own world. What are you noticing?”

Penelope gestured emphatically with her glittery pen. “He’s been smiling. Like, actual smiles. And—get this—he whistled in the break room yesterday. Whistled!”

Morgan raised an eyebrow, leaning back in his chair. “Whistling’s a crime now?”

“No, Derek,” she said with mock exasperation. “But it’s unusual for our dear Doctor Reid. He’s not exactly the whistling type. Something’s up. I can feel it.”

David Rossi, who had been quietly listening from his desk nearby, chimed in. “It’s true. Kid’s been humming, too. I caught him doing it while going through the case files last night.”

Emily Prentiss joined them, holding a mug of coffee and looking intrigued. “Wait. Reid? Humming? What’s next—Reid cracking jokes?”

“I wouldn’t rule it out,” Rossi said with a smirk. “Mark my words: there’s something—or someone—making him happy.”

Penelope’s eyes lit up at the possibility. “Someone? Oh, now this is interesting. What if he’s secretly dating someone and didn’t tell us?”

Morgan laughed, shaking his head. “You’re jumping to conclusions. Just because he’s smiling doesn’t mean he’s got a secret girlfriend.”

Penelope crossed her arms. “Oh, you think so? Then how do you explain the sudden wardrobe upgrade? He wore matching socks two days in a row last week. That’s not a coincidence.”

Emily snorted into her coffee. “Matching socks are the evidence we’re going with?”

“I have my methods,” Penelope said dramatically. “And my gut is never wrong. I’m telling you, there’s a mystery here, and I am determined to solve it.”

Rossi leaned back, a knowing look on his face. “Whatever it is, let him have his secret—for now. If it’s important, he’ll tell us.”

But Penelope wasn’t about to let it go that easily.

Meanwhile, Spencer was doing everything he could to keep his private life private.

He’d always been meticulous about compartmentalizing his personal and professional worlds, but ever since he’d started spending more time with you, it had become harder to maintain the separation. The team’s inquisitive glances and subtle comments hadn’t escaped his notice, and it was making him increasingly anxious.

During lunch in the break room, JJ sat down beside him, her expression casual but her tone careful. “So, Spence. Anything new going on in your life?”

He froze for a split second, his fork hovering over his salad. “Uh… no. Not really.”

“Nothing at all?” she pressed gently.

“Nope. Just the usual,” he said quickly, focusing intently on his food.

JJ raised an eyebrow but didn’t push further. She exchanged a look with Emily across the room, who gave her a subtle nod.

Spencer knew he wasn’t fooling anyone.

That evening, after a long day at work, Spencer met you at the coffee shop where it had all started. You were already seated at your usual table, a warm smile lighting up your face when you saw him.

“Hey, you,” you greeted as he slid into the seat across from you.

“Hi,” he said, his expression softening in your presence.

But you could tell something was bothering him. His brow was furrowed, and he kept fidgeting with the edge of his coffee cup.

“Everything okay?” you asked gently.

He hesitated, then sighed. “It’s my team. They’re starting to notice… changes in my behavior. Penelope, especially. She’s like a bloodhound when it comes to figuring things out.”

You tilted your head, concerned. “And that’s a bad thing?”

“No,” he said quickly. “It’s just… they’ll want to meet you. And once they do, they’ll start meddling. They mean well, but they can be… overwhelming.”

You reached across the table, covering his hand with yours. “I get it, Spencer. They’re your family, and you want to protect this part of your life for a little while longer. But…”

“But?” he prompted, his eyes searching yours.

“But maybe letting them in wouldn’t be such a bad thing,” you said softly. “From what you’ve told me, they sound like amazing people who care about you. I’d love to meet them someday—when you’re ready.”

He looked down at your hand on his, his expression conflicted. “What if they start analyzing us? Or worse, what if they don’t think I’m… good enough for you?”

You squeezed his hand reassuringly. “First of all, you’re more than good enough. And second, I can handle a little scrutiny if it means being part of your life in every way. Besides, I think they’d like me.”

A small smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. “They’d more than like you. They’d adore you.”

“Then what are you so worried about?” you teased gently.

Spencer let out a soft laugh, the tension in his shoulders easing slightly. “I guess… I’m just not used to sharing this part of my life with anyone. It’s new for me.”

“It’s new for me, too,” you admitted. “But we’re figuring it out together, right?”

“Right,” he said, his smile growing.

At the BAU the next day, Penelope was on a mission.

She cornered Morgan in the bullpen, her eyes gleaming with determination. “I’ve been doing some digging, and I think I’m onto something.”

Morgan raised an eyebrow. “Digging? Garcia, you didn’t—”

“Relax,” she said, waving a hand. “I didn’t hack anything. I’m just observing. And based on my observations, Reid is definitely hiding something—or someone.”

“What makes you so sure?” Morgan asked, crossing his arms.

“He’s been leaving earlier than usual, taking lunch breaks outside the office, and—get this—he turned down a weekend trivia marathon to ‘run errands.’ Who turns down trivia, Derek?”

“Okay, you might have a point,” Morgan admitted, though he still looked skeptical. “But if the kid’s got a secret girlfriend, don’t you think he’d tell us eventually?”

Penelope sighed dramatically. “Eventually? Do you know how long eventually could take with Reid? We could all be retired by then!”

Morgan chuckled, shaking his head. “All right, fine. Keep sleuthing. But don’t push him too hard. The kid’s entitled to his privacy.”

Penelope grinned. “Oh, I’ll be subtle. Like a ninja.”

Morgan muttered under his breath, “Subtle is not in your vocabulary.”

That evening, Spencer found himself staring at his phone, your encouraging words from the night before echoing in his mind. He knew you were right—his team was his family, and they deserved to know about you. But the thought of their teasing, their endless questions, and their well-meaning meddling made his stomach twist.

After a few moments of hesitation, he opened the group chat.

Spencer: Can we all meet for dinner tomorrow? My treat. There’s something I’d like to share.

The replies came almost instantly.

Garcia: OMG, yes! Is this about what I think it’s about???

Morgan: I’m in. But if it’s not about what she thinks it’s about, you’re buying dessert too.

JJ: Sounds great, Spence. Can’t wait!

Prentiss: This better be good. Rossi and I are skipping wine night for this.

Spencer sighed, already regretting his decision, but there was no turning back now.

The next day, as the team gathered at a cozy Italian restaurant, Spencer felt his nerves building with every passing minute. But then he thought of you—your steady reassurance, your warm smile—and it gave him the courage he needed.

“Okay, Reid,” Morgan said, leaning back in his chair. “You’ve been acting all secretive for weeks. Spill it.”

Spencer took a deep breath, his gaze sweeping across the table. “There’s… someone I’d like you all to meet. Someone important to me.”

The table fell silent for a moment, and then Penelope let out an excited squeal. “I knew it!”

Spencer winced but pressed on. “Her name is [Your Name]. We’ve been seeing each other for a little while now, and… well, she means a lot to me.”

JJ smiled warmly. “Spence, that’s wonderful. We’re so happy for you.”

“Yeah, kid,” Morgan added, grinning. “It’s about time you found someone who makes you smile like that.”

“Thanks,” Spencer said, his cheeks turning pink. “I just… I wanted you all to know. And she’d like to meet you, too.”

Penelope clasped her hands together, her eyes shining with excitement. “When? Where? I need details!”

“Soon,” Spencer said, his smile growing despite himself. “But… promise me you’ll go easy on her.”

“No promises,” Rossi said with a smirk, raising his glass in a toast. “To Reid and [Your Name]. May we get to meet her soon—and may she survive this group.”

Laughter erupted around the table, and for the first time, Spencer felt a weight lift from his shoulders. He didn’t know what the future held, but he knew one thing for certain: with you by

The day had arrived, and Spencer was pacing his apartment like a man preparing for battle. He had gone over every possible scenario in his mind: what his team might say, how you might respond, and how much teasing he would inevitably endure. Despite your reassurances that everything would be fine, his anxiety hummed like static in the background.

“Spencer,” you said gently, stepping into his path and placing a hand on his arm to stop him. “Take a deep breath.”

He halted mid-step, looking down at you with wide, nervous eyes. “What if they don’t like you?”

You smiled softly. “Then they’d be the first people in your life to have terrible judgment.”

He let out a nervous chuckle, but the tension in his shoulders didn’t ease. “You don’t know them like I do. They’re going to analyze everything. And Penelope… she’s going to want to know everything about you.”

“Good,” you said, squeezing his arm. “I’m an open book. Besides, it sounds like she already likes me, and she hasn’t even met me yet.”

Spencer hesitated, then sighed. “You’re right. I’m overthinking this.”

“You? Overthinking? Never,” you teased, earning a small smile from him. “Come on, Spencer. Let’s go. The sooner we get there, the sooner you can stop worrying.”

The restaurant Spencer had chosen was cozy and unassuming, with warm lighting and a menu that promised hearty Italian fare. You arrived hand in hand, his grip tightening slightly as you walked through the door.

“Over here!” Penelope’s cheerful voice rang out, and you turned to see her waving enthusiastically from a large round table in the corner. The rest of the team was already seated—Derek, JJ, Emily, Rossi, and Aaron Hotchner, all watching your approach with varying degrees of curiosity.

“Hi, everyone,” Spencer said, his voice quieter than usual. “This is [Your Name].”

You offered a warm smile, feeling a mix of nerves and excitement as six pairs of eyes turned to you. “Hi. It’s so nice to finally meet all of you.”

Penelope was the first to react, jumping up from her seat and pulling you into a hug before you could blink. “Oh my gosh, it’s so nice to meet you! I’ve been dying to know who’s responsible for putting that adorable smile on our boy genius’s face.”

“Uh, thank you,” you managed, laughing as you hugged her back. “It’s nice to meet you too.”

When Penelope finally released you, Derek stood, his expression warm and teasing. “So, you’re the one who’s been keeping Reid all to yourself. I’m Derek Morgan. You ever need anything—or if he ever gets on your nerves—you call me.”

“Nice to meet you, Derek,” you said, shaking his hand. “And don’t worry, Spencer’s been a perfect gentleman.”

“Of course he has,” Derek said with a wink. “The kid’s a saint.”

The introductions continued around the table, each team member greeting you with a mix of curiosity and warmth. JJ’s smile was kind and welcoming as she shared stories about Spencer’s quirks, while Emily’s dry humor had you laughing within minutes. Rossi was effortlessly charming, offering you a wine recommendation before the server even approached.

And then there was Hotch.

He was quieter than the others, his expression measured as he shook your hand. “It’s nice to meet you,” he said simply, but there was something in his steady gaze that felt like approval.

As the dinner progressed, you couldn’t help but be impressed by how much this group felt like a family. They teased each other mercilessly, but the underlying affection was unmistakable.

“So,” Penelope began, leaning forward with her chin propped on her hand. “How did you two meet? Was it one of those adorable movie moments where you bumped into each other and spilled coffee everywhere?”

“Not quite,” you said, glancing at Spencer, whose cheeks had turned pink. “We met at a coffee shop, though. He was sitting in the corner reading a book, and I… well, I couldn’t help but say hi.”

“Classic Reid,” Emily said, smirking. “Always with his nose in a book.”

“Hey,” Spencer protested weakly, earning a round of laughter.

“It worked out, though,” you said, smiling at him. “Because he said hi back.”

“And the rest is history,” JJ said warmly.

As the conversation continued, you found yourself feeling more at ease. Penelope’s bubbly energy was infectious, and Derek’s playful jabs at Spencer had you laughing until your sides ached. Even Rossi, with his sharp wit, made you feel welcome, sharing anecdotes about Spencer’s early days in the BAU.

But it was Hotch’s quiet observation that stuck with you the most.

“You make him happy,” he said simply when the others were distracted by a debate about dessert.

You glanced at Spencer, who was laughing at something Derek had said. “He makes me happy too.”

Hotch nodded, a faint smile touching his lips. “Good. He deserves that.”

By the time dinner ended, you felt like you’d known Spencer’s team for years. They walked you to the door of the restaurant, Derek and Penelope insisting on giving you a round of hugs before you left.

“Don’t be a stranger,” Penelope said. “We expect you to join us for trivia night sometime.”

“I’d love that,” you said, smiling.

As you and Spencer walked to the car, his hand found yours, his fingers intertwining with yours in a way that felt easy and natural.

“Well?” you asked, glancing at him. “How do you think it went?”

“I think it went… really well,” he said, his voice tinged with relief. “They love you.”

“And I love them,” you said sincerely. “They’re amazing, Spencer. It’s no wonder you consider them family.”

He smiled, his eyes soft as he looked at you. “Thank you for doing this. I know it wasn’t exactly a quiet night out.”

“It was perfect,” you said, leaning your head against his shoulder as you walked. “And now I understand why you were so nervous. They’re protective of you, but it’s only because they care.”

“They do care,” he agreed. “But I care about you, too. And seeing you with them tonight… it just felt right.”

Your heart swelled at his words, and when you reached the car, you turned to him, your hand resting lightly on his chest. “I’m glad we did this, Spencer. You don’t have to keep parts of your life separate anymore—not with me, and not with them.��

He leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. “I know. And I’m grateful for that. For you.”

As the two of you drove home, the city lights blurring in the distance, you couldn’t help but feel a quiet sense of contentment. You had taken another step forward together, and as you glanced at Spencer, who was humming softly along to the radio, you knew that this was just the beginning of the many adventures yet to come.

The case had hit Spencer harder than he had anticipated. It wasn’t the nature of the crime—it wasn’t even the investigation itself that had him on edge. It was the familiar feeling of helplessness, the weight of memories he had long buried surfacing unexpectedly. The case involved a series of abductions, and the helplessness of the victims—who had been taken from their homes, without a trace—was something Spencer couldn’t ignore. It brought back too many painful memories of the time when he had been kidnapped, the hours that had stretched endlessly as he fought to stay alive. It wasn’t the first time a case had triggered his trauma, but something about this one felt more personal. The terror in the victims’ eyes, the hopelessness in their families, was too close to home.

He had been quiet all day, retreating inwardly, the weight of his thoughts dragging him into himself. His usual sarcasm and jokes were absent, and his responses to questions were short and distant. Spencer wasn’t the type to show weakness, especially in front of his team, but anyone who knew him well could sense the shift. Penelope had been the first to notice, giving him a concerned look across the room as he sat staring blankly at his computer screen. Derek, always the observant one, had seen it too.

It wasn’t long before Spencer excused himself, claiming to need a break from the team’s discussions. He knew they’d want to talk about the case—everyone was anxious to make progress—but he couldn’t focus, couldn’t give them what they needed. Not now.

You had been waiting for Spencer at home, preparing dinner when he texted you that he would be late. You knew the team had been working a difficult case, but you hadn’t anticipated how much it would affect him. As you set the table, your thoughts turned to Spencer. Lately, you had noticed that he seemed more closed off than usual. He had always been a bit reserved, but it felt different now. More distant. You couldn’t shake the feeling that something was bothering him, but you didn’t know how to help. You had tried talking to him a few times, but he always brushed you off with a smile or a joke.

When Spencer arrived home, it was later than usual. He walked through the door, his shoulders slumped, his usual energetic stride replaced by a slow, weary gait. You had been waiting in the living room, a quiet concern in your chest as you stood to greet him.

“Hey, you okay?” you asked, your voice gentle.

Spencer didn’t immediately respond, his eyes lost in thought as he dropped his bag on the floor and hung his coat. You could see the exhaustion in his face, the dark circles under his eyes, and the way his shoulders sagged as if the weight of the world was pressing down on him.

“Spencer?” you said again, a little softer this time, stepping closer to him.

He finally met your gaze, his eyes glassy, though he quickly tried to mask the vulnerability behind a forced smile. “I’m fine,” he said, though the lie was evident.

You stepped forward, reaching out to touch his arm, offering him the comfort you knew he needed, even if he wasn’t ready to admit it. “Spence, you don’t have to hide it from me. What’s going on?”

His eyes flickered away from yours, and for a moment, he seemed like he might retreat into his usual defenses. But then, without warning, he let out a long breath, the weight of the day settling on him. “I… I’m not sure I can handle this case. It’s bringing up too much. Too many memories I’ve tried to forget.”

You nodded, understanding immediately. Spencer’s past, his time being held captive, his struggles with addiction, and the emotional toll of the job—it was a lot for anyone to carry. You had seen glimpses of it in the months you had been together, but he had always kept the more painful pieces of himself hidden, buried beneath his intellectual armor.

“Do you want to talk about it?” you asked softly.

Spencer’s eyes briefly flickered to yours, as if measuring how much he was willing to share. After a moment of silence, he sighed and shook his head. “I don’t know how to explain it,” he murmured, voice breaking ever so slightly. “I just… I feel like I’m reliving it. The helplessness. The fear. It’s all coming back, and I can’t stop it.”

Your heart ached for him, but you remained quiet, giving him the space to continue.

“I thought I was over it,” he said, his voice quieter now, vulnerable in a way you had never heard before. “I thought I had it all under control. But this case… it’s like it’s ripping open old wounds I never knew were still there.”

You took a step closer, gently placing your hand on his chest. “Spencer, you don’t have to go through this alone. You don’t have to carry this burden on your own.”

He looked down at your hand, then back up at you. The pain in his eyes was unmistakable. “I don’t want to burden you with my problems. You deserve someone who isn’t broken.”

Your heart swelled with emotion at his words. “You’re not broken, Spencer. You’re human. You’ve been through so much, and it’s okay to feel all of it. I’m here for you. I’ll always be here, no matter what you’re going through.”

He let out a shaky breath, the weight of his emotions beginning to show on his face. Spencer had always been the one to hold it together, to be the strong one for everyone else. But in this moment, you could see that he was human, too, and that he needed someone to lean on just as much as the rest of them did.

“Tell me what you need,” you whispered, cupping his cheek gently. “Let me help you.”

He closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them again, searching your face as though looking for something. Maybe reassurance. Maybe understanding. Maybe even permission. “Just… stay with me,” he whispered. “Stay with me while I try to make sense of it. I don’t know how to handle this, but I don’t want to be alone.”

You nodded immediately, pulling him into an embrace. Spencer’s arms wrapped around you, and for the first time in a long time, you felt the full weight of his exhaustion. He didn’t have to say another word. You could feel the turmoil within him, the fear, the confusion, and the deep sadness that clung to him like a shadow. And as you held him close, you knew you would be the steady presence he needed to get through it.

“I’m right here, Spence,” you murmured into his hair, your voice steady. “You’re not alone. You’ll never be alone again.”

For a long while, neither of you spoke. You simply held each other, letting the silence comfort you both. Spencer’s breathing began to slow as he relaxed into your embrace, but you could feel the tension in his body—the tightness of unresolved emotions still lurking beneath the surface.

After what felt like an eternity, Spencer pulled away slightly, his eyes searching yours. “I don’t know what to do with all this,” he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper. “I don’t know how to let it go.”

“You don’t have to let it go,” you said softly, brushing a strand of hair from his face. “You just have to process it. And I’ll help you. We’ll do it together, okay?”

He nodded, his gaze softening. “Okay.”

Over the next few days, Spencer allowed himself to lean on you in ways he hadn’t before. He didn’t bury his emotions as deep, didn’t retreat into the quiet isolation that had once been his defense mechanism. You were there, offering him space to talk when he needed it, and offering silence when that was what he craved. You didn’t push him to get over it, didn’t try to fix him. You simply gave him the one thing he had needed all along: your presence, your unwavering support.

And slowly, he began to open up. He talked more about his past—the things he had never shared, the things he had never wanted to confront. He spoke about his time in captivity, the moments that still haunted him, and the way it had affected the person he had become. He spoke about his mother, his struggles with addiction, and how he sometimes felt like he was walking a tightrope between who he wanted to be and who he feared he might become.

Through it all, you listened. You didn’t offer solutions, didn’t try to change his perspective. You simply let him speak, giving him the safe space to express what had been locked away for so long.

One night, as you both sat on the couch, his head resting on your shoulder, Spencer spoke again, his voice quieter than before.

“I’m scared,” he admitted, his words barely a whisper. “Scared that I’m never going to be okay. That I’ll always be carrying this with me.”

You turned your head to kiss his temple softly, your hand gently tracing the lines of his jaw. “We’re going to figure it out together. You don’t have to carry it alone, Spencer. I’ll be here for you every step of the way.”

His eyes met yours, and for the first time in a long while, there was a glimmer of hope in them. “Thank you,” he whispered. “Thank you for not giving up on me.”

You smiled softly, your heart swelling with affection for him. “I’ll never give up on you, Spencer. Not ever.”

And in that moment, as you held him close, you both realized that despite the challenges you faced, you were stronger together. Spencer had always carried the weight of the world on his shoulders, but now, he didn’t have to carry it alone. You were his support, his rock, and in return, he had begun to trust that he wasn’t just surviving—he was healing. Together.

The journey ahead wouldn’t be easy, but one thing was certain: you would face it side by side. And with each passing day, Spencer found himself thinking more and more about a future that was no longer clouded by fear, but illuminated by the love and strength you had built together.

The drive to the small town was quiet, the world outside the car slipping by in muted shades of gray and green. Spencer’s hand rested on the steering wheel, his fingers drumming lightly to a rhythm only he could hear.

His gaze was fixed on the road, but there was an undercurrent of anticipation in the air. You sat beside him, your hand resting on your lap, but your mind was elsewhere.

Today was different. Today, Spencer was taking you to meet his mother. Diana Reid. You had heard about her many times—the challenges Spencer had faced growing up, the deep bond they shared despite the complexities of her illness. Spencer had always spoken of her with such tenderness, but there was also a sadness there. A reluctance. As if meeting her, truly being part of that chapter of his life, was something he had only now begun to feel ready for.

You could sense the nervous energy radiating from him, even if he wasn’t overtly showing it. He had always been a man of intellect, his thoughts swirling around his cases, his team, his work—but today, it was personal.

“Are you okay?” you asked softly, your voice breaking the quiet between you. Spencer glanced over at you, offering a small, tight-lipped smile. “Yeah, I’m fine. It’s just… it’s a big step, you know?” You nodded, understanding completely. “I know. But I’m here, Spence. Whatever happens, I’m here.” He gave you a brief, grateful look before focusing back on the road.

The drive was longer than you expected, and as you neared the outskirts of the town, Spencer’s usual quick pace slowed. He turned onto a smaller, tree-lined street, eventually pulling up to a modest house at the end of the road. The house had a quiet charm to it—simple, cozy, the kind of place where the walls held memories and time moved at its own pace.

Spencer parked the car in front of the house, but he didn’t immediately get out. Instead, he sat there, hands gripping the wheel, eyes fixed on the house in front of him. You waited patiently, knowing this moment meant something significant to him.

“I’ve never really brought anyone here before,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “I want you to meet her. But it’s not easy for me. I…” His words faltered as he turned to you, his eyes soft and vulnerable. “I want you to understand why she’s so important to me. But I also want you to understand that it’s not always easy with her. Her illness…it’s complicated.” You reached over, placing your hand on his arm. “I know, Spence. And I’m not going anywhere. I’m here for you, for whatever comes.” Spencer let out a breath he didn’t realize he had been holding.

Slowly, he opened the door and stepped out, holding his hand out to you. You took it without hesitation, your heart swelling as you followed him to the front door.

Spencer rang the doorbell, his finger tapping nervously against the frame. A few moments later, the door opened, and standing there was a woman whose face you had seen in countless photographs and heard about in Spencer’s stories. Diana Reid. She was dressed simply, her hair long and silver, her eyes slightly unfocused but kind. There was a certain fragility to her, a delicate air that made her seem more like a bird than a person. But her smile was warm, genuine, as she looked from Spencer to you. “Spencer,” she said softly, her voice wavering slightly. “It’s so good to see you, my boy.” Spencer smiled, his eyes brightening at the sight of her. “Hey, Mom,” he said, his voice gentle. “I brought someone with me today. This is my girlfriend, [Your Name].” Diana’s gaze shifted to you, and you offered her a soft smile in return. Her eyes lingered on you for a moment, searching your face. You could tell she was processing everything, trying to make sense of the new person standing in front of her.

“It’s nice to meet you,” you said, stepping forward. Diana’s smile deepened. “I’m glad you’re here,” she replied, her voice soft but sincere. “Spencer doesn’t bring people around much, so this must be special.” Spencer chuckled lightly, though there was a hint of discomfort in his tone. “Yeah, well, I figured it was time.” Diana gestured for you both to come inside. “Please, come in. I’ve made tea. You’ll need it, with this weather.” As the three of you sat down at the kitchen table, you could sense the delicate dance taking place. Spencer and his mother—there was so much unspoken between them, so many years of history that only they truly understood. But as you watched them interact, you could see the love between them, even through the layers of complexity. Spencer was patient with his mother, always attentive, never rushing her. And Diana, in turn, looked at him with a quiet pride, her eyes softening whenever she spoke to him.

“Spencer tells me you’re very smart,” Diana said after a pause, her voice light and teasing. Spencer flushed slightly, but you could tell he was touched by his mother’s words. “Well, he’s a genius,” you said with a smile, nudging Spencer gently. Diana smiled, her expression softening even more. “I see,” she said. “You seem to make him happy.” Spencer’s gaze flickered to you, and for a moment, you saw the raw vulnerability in his eyes. His mother had always been his anchor, the one person who truly understood him. And now, you were here—his two worlds, the most important parts of his life, coming together.

“She does,” Spencer said quietly, his voice thick with emotion. Diana’s smile widened, and she reached out to gently squeeze his hand. “I’m glad,” she said simply. “I know how hard it is for you, Spence. You deserve someone who sees you. All of you.” You squeezed Spencer’s hand, offering him a silent show of support. The rest of the afternoon passed with small talk and shared laughter. You learned more about Spencer’s childhood, his mother’s struggles with her illness, and the depth of their bond. As you got up to leave, Diana hugged you warmly, pressing a gentle kiss to your cheek. “Take care of him,” she whispered. “He’s a good boy, but he needs someone who will help him believe that.” You smiled, a lump forming in your throat. “I will. I promise.”

On the drive back to your apartment, Spencer was quiet, but there was a peacefulness in the air. You could sense the shift in him, a weight lifted from his shoulders. “How are you feeling?” you asked, glancing at him. Spencer took a deep breath, his fingers drumming lightly on the steering wheel. “I’m… I’m okay,” he said softly. “It wasn’t as hard as I thought it would be.” You nodded, offering him a smile. “I’m proud of you, Spence.” He glanced over at you, his lips curving into a small smile. “Thanks. I think I’m finally ready for this… for us.” You reached over, taking his hand in yours. “Me too.”

The rest of the drive was spent in a comfortable silence, both of you reflecting on the significance of the day. When you arrived home, Spencer turned to you, his expression soft. “I’m glad we did this. I’m glad you’re here with me.” You leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to his cheek. “I’m glad too. I’m excited for what’s to come, Spence. For all of it.” That night, as you both settled into bed, the weight of the world seemed lighter. Spencer’s arms wrapped around you, pulling you close, and for the first time in a long while, everything felt right. The future stretched out before you, full of possibilities, and as you drifted off to sleep, you knew one thing for certain: together, you could face anything. The adventures, the challenges, the quiet moments—they would all be yours to share. And no matter what came next, you would face it as a team.

[squigglysquidd]

Juxtaposed Snippet

Also called, 'Boy, you're so dense'

Garrus arrives at work in a decently good mood.

It’s not just because he recently completed his first case while shadowing Detective Chellick but for something more personal.

More intimate.

Last night, a new light fell upon Jane and their relationship and he saw another side to his closest friend and confidant.

She let him into the part of herself that she’d locked up.

He knows she keeps her deeper, more intense emotions behind an impenetrable mental wall. He feels privileged to be there with her when those feelings shine through the barrier.

It’s a side of her meant just for him.

It isn’t about the sex, either—if it could really be considered that. More than anything, it’s about them connecting in a way they haven't done before.

They laid bare before one another, explored each other’s bodies, and brought the other to the peak of pleasure.

He should be embarrassed about how fast it ended on his part but he’s never had a sex partner hit so many sensitive places on his body at once.

Her many fingers and mouth were everywhere. Even her voice sunk deep beneath his plates with her moans and sounds of pleasure when he played her body toward ecstasy.

Thinking about it, he can’t believe he lasted as long as he did.

As far as he knows, his people aren’t an overly sensual species.

He could go as far as to say they are very straightforward and utilitarian when it comes to sex. Foreplay is barely that, existing mostly to tease open one another’s plates and relax the males’ sheath to erect. It was a necessity to get to the ‘best part.’

Perhaps, turians having so few erogenous places on their bodies is why they have such stamina for the actual act of sex. It’s hard to gain pleasure from a body covered in plates and their respective genitals are the most sensitive because of the complete lack of any protection.

With humans—or, at least for Jane—it’s a whole experience to tease one another with touches, kisses, and sensations he wouldn't normally associate completely with sex.

He’s not complaining.

He likes it.

Wants more of it.

He’s fond of the smoothness of her skin. He could pull the most interesting—sexual—reactions from her and he still feels like he can unveil so many more of her body’s secrets.

One night just isn’t enough.

Not when he needs to feel that smooth, warmth of her tight channel around his finger. Or how it would flutter or tighten around him as he worked her body.

Her natural musk makes him crave more despite being so different and new to his senses. He wants more. There’s a craving desire to explore the scent of her arousal and her following release in other ways.

Spirits, how he wants to drown in it.

It empowered him in those moments of insecurity about their compatibility.

He never felt so involved, so connected to someone during sex.

It’s never been so intimate.

He doesn't know why he’s so invested in having another chance to come together. Is it because it’s so alien that he has to feed curiosity or because it’s Jane, the one person he’s connected so deeply with?

It can’t be just sex for them. He knows it’s not, even if he’s trying to make sense of what’s developing between them. There’s something else going on with their relationship he can’t quite place but it’s long since passed the point of emotionless, disconnected sex.

[beesmygod]

"A GHOST STORY" IS A WEBCOMIC I MAKE THAT I WILL BE RE-POSTING, GRADUALLY.

the top row is from 2013. the bottom row is the re-draw from 2018.

ugh my re--draw shading choices! what the??? anyway.

at this point in the re-draw i started to take a few liberties with the original comedic and story-telling timing lol. i originally had the idea that, since webcomics are uploaded page by page in a slow drip feed style of storytelling, every page should have something worth looking at/reading on it. this didn't work for two reasons:

sometimes, nothing of too much consequence happens in a story and that's just part of telling a story. there are times when the page just needs to get moving the "pieces" of the story around in preparation for the next major scene. drawing these is even more boring than reading them as the comic updates in real-time, but for the archival reader, it allows the comic the breathing room it actually needs to tell the story.

every page having some kind of joke or punchline at the end feels repetitive in a way that specifically feels like you're getting pelted with softballs from a pitching machine; a perfectly regular droning rhythm that is hard to put up with unless you're appealing to, specifically, the comic reader who reads the comic as it updates. archival readers get the unpleasant softball experience.

as unfortunate end result of this belief, my old pages had WAY too much shit crammed in some pages. this made the pacing breakneck/whiplash-y and made pages impenetrable and ultra-dense with way too many panels. i started splitting up pages in the re-draw and it was a legit good choice. that's one i'll stand by.

it is still, i think, a tenet of my creative belief system that i need to work extremely hard to convince people that i'm not wasting their time on purpose when they offer me any form of support. it would be nice to be divested of this urge bc it has lead me in some creatively rancid directions. but it is by far the hardest impulse to shake and remains deeply rooted in my brain while trying to create anything any more. "why should people bother?" is a hard question to answer or even understand the answer to when you don't really get it yourself.

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[ivfrankenstein]

got power over me; 

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: Halbrand/Sauron x fem!reader 𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘:

“It's not an enviable fate they've given you. There’s s no mercy in tying you to me.” “It was you, not them, who did the tying. Wasn't it you who named me that precious word — lover? Aren't we bound by the same ties?”

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: maia!reader, angst/fluff here, guess it’s star-crossed lovers trope 𝐚/𝐧: seren — star [in welsh]. gif: @ladyhawke​; eng not my 1st language, so be merciful for mistakes, my stars 🫶🏻

𝕹𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖁𝖆𝖑𝖆𝖗 understood the purposes of the One so clearly as Manwë. With Manwë dwelt Varda, Lady of the Stars, and the light of Iluvatar still lived in her face. Melkor feared her more than all others whom Eru made. Back in the days when Melkor's misdeeds began, an idea was sent to Varda to summon a spirit she had created earlier from the Light of the Stars, capable of bringing back those of the good powers who had been seduced by Melkor's darkness.

That light of the combined creation of Manwë and Varda was to reveal the true path to those of Morgoth's devotees who were still capable of seeing it and hesitating.

By the time Serena was descended upon Arda, the Great Enemy had fallen, but his strongest and most loyal servant was still wandering among the living, bringing himself into voluntary exile. Only one and only once did he fall into the despair that led to his repentance. He was called by many names by those who suffered at his hand, but Sauron was his last. 

In those relatively early years of Y/N's life, a name Serena bore in Middle–earth, she lived by instinct rather than orders from above, the way she was able to. Left alone to face all the new things, Y/N was just at the stage of exploring the world that was to become her home for centuries when, along with the rest, she faced Mairon. Which is why, when the two met, it was more of an accident than a successful hunt. But that’s a different story from this one.

That one was about how it's not hard to stop a dagger when it's already so close to someone else's chest, and also how it's not hard to be penetrated by another. This story, on the other hand, is about what you have to deal with when trust isn’t your strong suit after all. 

“Even if it was me who did the tying, I won't let it be used against me.” 

Many days in this wilderness and in this hut overgrown with moss on the outside. No longer than usual, in fact. But apparently too little space, and in its absence, too palpable is the addiction into which he has driven himself and not even noticed. 

“Used? W-what do you think it is? The nets I cast to catch you?” 

Y/N always deftly handled his temperament — not fervent, but at times so chilling that it scorches better than any fire. But this time Halbrand noticed how her lower lip trembled slightly. He didn't care if it was caused by the anger he'd driven her to, or by resentment. All he wanted was to push her to the level of vulnerability to which he himself had reached, so it would be fair.  

“It could become them,” dense shadows ran across his face, dispersed by the warm light of the candles, as he stepped back to curtain the small window. “Have you forgotten what you were created for in the first place?” he looked at Y/N half-turned, just enough to see her reaction, but not enough for her to see his.

Such a typical move of his. Which, in context, is a silent acknowledgement that Sauron is almost defeated, and it touches those deep strings of Y/N's heart that make her cheeks blush. It was obvious that she shared this defeat with him, though to his eyes it remained hidden. 

“You don't think they're proud of what you've accomplished in this, do you?” he taunted Y/N on purpose, outwardly mocking the way she had missed, failed, and fallen, keeping quiet that it was actually him who did all of this. With an impenetrable grin on his face, Halbrand feared that Y\N would seriously back down, obey his deceptive speeches or voice of reason, or anything else that would raise doubts in her faith in him. 

He was seeking devotion, and that devotion was a treasure she would not give him so easily.

“Take off your cynical mask when it's me you're talking to.” Y/N said sternly and rose from her seat, “You wanted me to call you Halbrand,” she took a step toward him, keeping his provocative gaze on her, “so deign not to treat me as if it were Melkor's right hand that appeared before me.” 

“But it is.” Halbrand was gloomy, like an enraged sky before the onset of a rainstorm, and it was almost like he physically exhaled the flames he was diligently extinguishing somewhere in the depths. 

Yet, Y/N kept walking forward, “No, not anymore,” her palm reached his chest and he shuddered, “You were created like Mairon, and there wasn't a single trace on you of what torments you now,” she could feel how his heart pounded out of his ribcage through the thin fabric of his tunic, “The traces will go away if you let them.” She stared at the throbbing vein on Halbrand's neck for a long moment, then looked up at him, “Is it possible for you to let them?” 

Her lips were in such a pleasant, pampering closeness and it made him so angry. It was a desire... something, in this mortal form, that Halbrand had to get used to for quite a while. He ran his hand across Y/N cheekbone the way it was the blade of a knife, not his finger. 

“If all this turns out to be the intention they put in you, my Serena, just to punish me..” he grabbed her neat face, “It'd better not be, because I'm going to be dead pissed.” 

Y\N only laughed at it, “You should know me better than that.” she found his hand, only briefly averting her gaze from his eyes fixed on her,��and wove their fingers together, “But instead, you choose to be blind.” 

Whether it was the sweetness inherent in a woman's nature or the the prodding effect of Maiar, Halbrand, yet, wanted to believe that this was how love was functioning. He had only basic notions of this curse, but even that was enough for him to classify himself as one of these poor doomed men as well. This weakness, seeping into him like poison, urged him to give in, to give more than he had, to the one he had chosen (or not chosen), but wanted to keep near him either way. 

He was holding Y/N by the chin when, for the first time, the crystals of tears gathered at the border of her fluttering lashes became obvious to him. Her soul languished in oppressive anticipation for at least a word, his word, to be spoken. 

“I will spend entire years needing you if you ever abandon me.” he said in a low voice, “Will your love be enough not to condemn me to such a fate?” 

Y\N gently moved her palm to Halbrand's neck, and softly drew him to her until their foreheads touched. To her relief, he followed easily. “I don't know what our fate is, Hal,” his breath was warm on her, and it reminded her that this was reality, a peaceful one, not that which she was accustomed to in all her chilling visions, “Is yours enough to keep us both from getting there?”

[promptsforpoemproseandplay]

Woods

As the sixth part of my instalment for ‘places we don’t know the names of', following Paths, Bodies of Water, Holes, Grounds, and Vegetation, I will be covering woods – which you may know as jungles, forests, and all the others.

So, here's a totally not comprehensive guide to

✨Woods✨!

Woods

boondocks: an uninhabited area with thick natural vegetation, as a backwoods or marsh (usually preceded by the)

boscage: a mass of trees or shrubs

bosk: between a wood and a thicket

bosket: between a grove and a thicket

chaparral: a dense growth of small trees

coppice: copse

copse: a small wood

covert: a thicket giving shelter to wild animals or game

forest:  a large tract of land covered with trees and underbrush

grove: a small forested area with no undergrowth

hinterland: the land lying behind the coastal region

jungle: a wildland overgrown with dense vegetation, often nearly impenetrable, especially tropical vegetation or a tropical rain forest

orchard: an area of land devoted to the cultivation of fruit or nut trees

spinney: small thicket

thicket:  a thick or dense growth of shrubs, bushes, or small trees

vineyard: a plantation of grapevines

weald: wooded and uncultivated country

woods: a large and thick collection of growing trees

woodland: land covered with trees

There aren't quite that many words that mean forest, which leads me to believe I have covered all of them. But, English always finds its own way.

~Nyx

[nomsfaultau]

One potential bad ending for Fault

It's a degree more possessive and controlling than SCP Philza actually is, but I just have this vision of if SCP Tubbo really did try to abandon the group on the grounds of their moral principles:

It would be a gut punch to him to for any of his Collected to betray his vow like that. But I think he could almost manage enough when they left, on the grounds of it being a vicarious Collection. The main problem is Tommy's Collection of Tubbo, because if Tommy tries to leave with Tubbo there isn't a chance of Philza allowing it. He'll keep Tommy no matter what it takes, and console him if Tubbo still decides to leave.

...but only early on. Because the moment Philza finds out Tommy only survived his recent bout of suicidality was Tubbo, there isn't a chance he lets them go. Besides, they didn't stand a chance without the others for protection. He'd promise almost anything to make Tubbo stay, and in the angst scenario Tubbo just. Wouldn't buy it. And tried to leave.

But Philza wouldn't let them. Of course not. And honestly what could Tubbo do to stop him?

The moment they tried anything he can instantly smoke them. If Philza saw it as the only option he could keep Tubbo trapped in stasis indefinitely, dipping in and out of consciousness at his whim. Awake just long enough to eat, not really lucid enough to remember what's happening. Just curled up next to Philza with their head resting in his lap, unable to hurt themselves or Tommy in this state. He could set the entire world on fire just so he could sense every last Tubbo bee and capture them harmlessly. Philza is almost perfectly designed to Secure, Contain, and Protect Tubbo in a way that makes for a delicious reflection of the Foundation. Tubbo would never stop trying to escape.

The others would be horrified, of course, even once Philza explained exactly why he's doing it. The Blade would definitely try to break them out, and it would tangle in with the guilt that part of it was his fault since they were so much easier to imprison without their legs, which could barely heal when held in stasis for so long. Wil had this extra horror with the way his identity circles around the ability to escape, and he couldn't understand it. Maybe he should've seen it coming, though, with the way Philza followed after him no matter how many times he tried to run as a kid. Eventually he'd been convinced it was for the best, but was it?

And Tommy...well. Something in him broke that day. He never really recovered.

I just have this vision of it going on for years, and Philza melting sand into a dome to trap them under so that Tubbo doesn't have to be smoked any more. After so long exposed to an embodiment of nature, the dome is filled to the brim with flourishing plant life so dense it blocks out the sky. It's trapped in a perpetual Spring year round. Fire and smoke fills the only exit so no bees can escape, and intruders will be burned alive, and he'll know if any of his children enter. Well, Tommy never leaves the 'greenhouse', but beyond that. It's well defended from any threats, though the Foundation never stops trying. Philza more often than not is in dragon form, winding around the area in an impenetrable barrier to protect his hoard. He says it's to keep them safe. It's because he's alienated himself too much from his Collected to remain humanoid. Each year the giant ever bloody gouges in his body grow a little deeper.

In the center of the dome lays Tubbos' abandoned body. The swarms don't touch it anymore, preferring what little freedom they have. They scatter around the dome, dully poking at eternally blooming flowers. Some linger around Tommy. The swarms don't talk much, either. Tubbo is scarcely distinguishable from regular bees anymore.

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2, 17 and 22 about Gilgamesh and Mori for the character ask 🌝

Hello, thank you very much for the ask! I appreciate this a lot. Hmm, both Gilgamesh and Mori! This will definitely be challenging, so I will have to work off vibes for these two guys as well.

I've written answers for Gilgamesh first and Mori second if thats ok? Thank you!

Gilgamesh Character Asks

2. A canon or headcanon hill I will die on

I think the one Gilgamesh headcanon that I'm the most annoying about is the belief that Gilgamesh doesn't always have lofty goals behind his intentions; and that he can definitely partake in morally gray actions purely for the sake of it sometimes.

This is a VERY unpopular opinion- particularly in the wake of fate works revealing that Gilgamesh often acts as an impenetrable opponent as a means of 'fostering the growth of his people'; but at times I believe Gilgamesh can be a wanton and arbitrary King who does things based off a whim sometimes. Yes, I do understand that Gilgamesh is also an incredibly smart servant- who plans many things in advance, but some of his behaviors do strike me as very uncouth and sadistic, and they're not always for a noble end goal.

I don't believe that all he has done has to be justified. It's okay that Gilgamesh is fucked up. Acceptance and tolerance are two very different things, but I only learnt this recently.

17. Quotes, songs, poems, etc. that I associate with them

OOF this is a very hard question, sans for the canonical instrumental songs that are canonically associated with Gilgamesh, there are a few that make me think of him but... I'm trying to remember which ones...

LMAOO FOR SOME REASON THIS SONG RANDOMLY CAME INTO MY HEAD?! (I first heard this song during a Madara AMV for Naruto Shippuden????) This one is heavy metal.

I'm looking over the lyrics, and it's about an absolutely terrifying king of annihilation. Well... I guess there is some relevance, then.

There was also a Nier:Automata song (Song of the Ancients I think) that played in a Gilgamesh fgo gameplay video, so I tend to associate this song with him too:

But I don't really have a personal connection to this song, per se. I admit, I tend not to make playlists for my blorbos sadly. But sometimes I will see a tumblr post and go 'GILGAMESH!!!!'

22. Best Physical Feature

HIS EYES. I could drink in those pools of glistening red forever. My god, what a rich shade of red! Other than that he is handsome.

NEXT UP IS MORI AYYYYY

Mori Nagayoshi Character Ask

2. A canon or headcanon hill I will die on

That there is method to his madness. Mori Nagayoshi may be very blunt and can definitely misread the atmosphere; as well as act in ways that may seem a bit 'dumb'; but deep in my heart, I believe that he is actually very intelligent. There is just something about Mori that screams to me 'he knows more than he lets on'. Maybe this is just me though, as he can appear as a bit dense XD

Maybe this is just me, but beneath all of his chaos and bloodlust, there is a chilling sense of... someone who is making the most out of what hand he's been dealt. He does seem unusually nonchalant about some hard-hitting things, but as I have grown and learnt more about the many ways in which people cope with hardship, I have learnt that this is the way how characters like him cope. They live in the moment, they go wild, they accept the reality... damn, Mori is kind of a mystery to me as well XD

ANOTHER HILL I WILL DIE ON! Sorry, this one is a bit NSFW but!!!! Although Mori is rough and wild I BELIEVE 100% DEEP IN MY HEART that Mori Nagayoshi would be very good to who he is indulging in physical intimacy with! I think he may be clumsy at times but he has the spirit, I believe in him wholeheartedly.

AND A THIRD HILL I WILL DIE ON! I love his rare meek and blushy side when he gets a bit vulnerable. MORI NAGAYOSHI IS CUTE! I REFUSE TO BELIEVE HE ISN'T CUTE! HE IS ONE OF THE CUTEST IN FGO!

17. Quotes, songs, poems, etc. that I associate with them

Oh crap omg a poem just came in my head

Amongst the blood-red moon, The lark sings. With spider lilies for veins He bleeds forth a river, A never-ending deluge.

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Also a song? To be honest, I don't have any playlists for Mori but this GUDAGUDA fgo ost reminds me of him ^^ Just in a vibes kind of way (I was unable to complete the GUDAGUDA event with him in it, sadly!)

TT-TT It's a very moving and emotional final battle theme, definitely the kind of battle I'd love to take a guy like him to.

22. Best Physical Feature

To me personally, there is no best feature for Mori Nagayoshi. The WHOLE PACKAGE is freaking sexylicious!!!!! Phwoar, Mori Nagayoshi is very beautiful to me personally, from those fiery red locks, to those stunning ochre yellow and red ringed eyes; that bulky build and his massive teeth.

He is very pretty ^^

Thank you for the ask, my answers are completely off the wall in this one

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Embark on an Unforgettable Uganda Gorilla Safari Adventure

Uganda, often referred to as the Pearl of Africa, is renowned for its stunning landscapes, diverse wildlife, and vibrant culture. Among its many treasures lies the Mara Expeditions, an experience that promises to be truly unforgettable. Nestled within the verdant forests of Uganda lies the Bwindi Impenetrable National Park, home to nearly half of the world's remaining mountain gorilla population. This pristine wilderness provides the backdrop for one of the most sought-after wildlife encounters on the planet.

The journey begins with anticipation and excitement as travelers make their way to the park, accompanied by experienced guides who are intimately familiar with the terrain and the habits of the elusive gorillas. As the trek through the dense forest begins, the sounds of the jungle come alive, with birdsong filling the air and the occasional rustle of leaves signaling the presence of other inhabitants.

Each step brings visitors closer to the ultimate goal – to catch a glimpse of these magnificent creatures in their natural habitat. The trek can be challenging at times, with steep terrain and dense vegetation, but the reward awaiting at the end makes every effort worthwhile.

And then, suddenly, there they are – a family of mountain gorillas, going about their daily lives with an air of tranquility and grace. It's a moment that takes your breath away, as you find yourself face to face with these gentle giants, their expressive eyes seeming to hold a wisdom far beyond our own.

Observing the gorillas in their natural habitat is a humbling experience, offering a rare glimpse into the complex social dynamics of these incredible creatures. From playful juveniles tumbling through the undergrowth to the serene presence of the silverback patriarch, each member of the gorilla family plays a vital role in the group's survival.

But the Uganda Gorilla Safari Adventure is about more than just gorilla trekking. It's an opportunity to immerse oneself in the beauty and diversity of Uganda's natural landscapes, from the mist-covered peaks of the Virunga Mountains to the lush valleys and cascading waterfalls that dot the countryside.

Beyond the gorillas, Bwindi Impenetrable National Park is home to a rich array of wildlife, including chimpanzees, monkeys, and over 350 species of birds. Guided nature walks offer the chance to explore this biodiversity up close, with knowledgeable guides pointing out hidden wonders along the way.

For those seeking a truly immersive experience, overnight stays in the heart of the forest provide a unique opportunity to connect with nature on a deeper level. As night falls, the sounds of the jungle take on a new intensity, with the calls of nocturnal creatures echoing through the trees.

But perhaps the most enduring memories of the Uganda Gorilla Safari Adventure are the connections forged with the local communities who call this region home. From sharing stories around the campfire to learning traditional crafts from village artisans, travelers have the chance to experience Ugandan culture in a way that few ever do.

In the end, it's these moments of connection – with the gorillas, with nature, and with the people of Uganda – that make the Uganda Gorilla Safari Adventure truly unforgettable. As travelers bid farewell to the forest and make their way back to civilization, they carry with them not just memories, but a renewed appreciation for the beauty and wonder of our natural world.

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Exploring Bwindi Impenetrable Forest: A Gorilla Safari Experience

Nestled in the heart of Uganda, Bwindi Impenetrable Forest stands as a testament to the breathtaking biodiversity that Africa has to offer. For wildlife enthusiasts and adventure seekers, a journey through this UNESCO World Heritage Site with Kwezi Outdoors promises an unparalleled gorilla safari experience. Let's delve into the enchanting allure of Bwindi Impenetrable National Park and the unique adventure that awaits those who choose to explore its depths.

1. Bwindi Impenetrable Forest: The Jewel of Uganda Safaris Bwindi Impenetrable Forest is renowned for harboring nearly half of the world's mountain gorilla population, making it a bucket-list destination for wildlife enthusiasts. With Kwezi Outdoors as your guide, you have the opportunity to embark on a gorilla trekking adventure like no other. The dense foliage and challenging terrain only add to the mystique of the forest, creating an environment that feels untouched and truly wild.

2. Gorilla Trekking: A Once-in-a-Lifetime Encounter The highlight of any visit to Bwindi Impenetrable Forest is undoubtedly the chance to encounter mountain gorillas in their natural habitat. Kwezi Outdoors, with its experienced guides, ensures a safe and respectful trekking experience. As you navigate the rugged trails, the anticipation builds, and then, in a magical moment, you come face to face with these magnificent creatures. The connection between humans and gorillas in this primal setting is an emotional and transformative experience.

3. Diverse Flora and Fauna: A Botanical Wonderland Bwindi Impenetrable Forest is not just about gorillas; it's a haven for biodiversity. The forest boasts a remarkable variety of plant and animal species, many of which are endemic to the region. Kwezi Outdoors guides provide insights into the flora, pointing out rare orchids, towering trees, and vibrant birdlife. The forest is a living, breathing testament to the wonders of nature, and every step brings a new discovery.

4. Immerse in Local Culture: Community Encounters Kwezi Outdoors takes pride in offering more than just a wildlife experience. Engage with the local communities surrounding Bwindi Impenetrable Forest and gain a deeper understanding of their way of life. Kwezi Outdoors facilitates responsible tourism initiatives that contribute to the well-being of these communities, ensuring that your visit has a positive impact on both the environment and the people who call this region home.

Conclusion: A Journey Into the Wild with Kwezi Outdoors In conclusion, exploring Bwindi Impenetrable Forest with Kwezi Outdoors is not just a safari; it's a journey into the heart of untamed Africa. The gorilla safari experience goes beyond the thrill of encountering mountain gorillas; it is a chance to connect with nature on a profound level. The lush greenery, diverse wildlife, and the rich cultural tapestry of the surrounding communities create an immersive experience that leaves an indelible mark on your soul.

With Kwezi Outdoors as your guide, every moment in Bwindi Impenetrable Forest becomes a story to be told, a memory to be cherished. The brand's commitment to sustainable and responsible tourism ensures that your adventure contributes to the conservation of this extraordinary ecosystem. So, pack your sense of wonder, embark on a gorilla safari with Kwezi Outdoors, and let the magic of Bwindi Impenetrable Forest unfold before your eyes.

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I keep seeing (and have seen in previous years) this wringing of hands about  the forest fires as ~vaguely~ ohhh, climate change!! in this way that makes the fires so huge, complicated, and impenetrable that it’s just sort of out of our control, nothing we can do but continue on consuming, working, and living in the same ways, and push the stress of not being able to breathe properly to the back of our minds... BUT, something I have also seen repeatedly over the years of forestry experts saying that the cause is NOT primarily climate change, but forestry mismanagement.

every summer for the last 10 years in Canada the western parts of the country (as well at the U.S.) has had escalating severe wildfires, people from the west coast talk about how the summers have become months of constant haze and bad air quality from the smoke drifting over from the forest fires. For the first year its actually on the east coast, where I live, and I’m experiencing that haze for the first time. I’m not an expert, but honestly I’ve read so many times there are specific, evidence-based steps that can be taken to prevent wildfires.

from my bit of reading, many indigenous peoples in these areas had practices of controlled, low-intensity burns to manage build up of material that will catch fire quickly - the colonizing governments banned those practices. hmmm. then there’s also the way so much of canadian old growth forest is cut down for logging and then replanted - BUT the forests they replant are not the diverse ecosystem of old growth forest, its usually mostly monocultures of trees. one documentary i watched talked about how because different types of wood burn differently, natural forests with a lot of diversity are better at keeping fire spread down.

anyway it bothers me to see this vague climate change dread translate into inaction and apathy, and this blaming of some impenetrable thing outside of us, when it is literally capitalism and colonialism. the fault lying with “climate change” is like there’s nothing we can do until all the vast interlocking mechanism of climate change are fixed, and there’s no way we can even understand where to begin with that, so we can only turn away. but! there are clear and simple choices we could make to make things better and we just ... persist in not making them? and if i, someone with no special knowledge of anything forest-related can learn about this from publicly available articles and documentaries then what the fuck is the government doing?

https://www.cbc.ca/news/science/what-on-earth-indigenous-fire-forests-1.6194999

The paradox, said Prof. Lori Daniels, who specializes in wildfire and forest ecology at the University of British Columbia, is that we've been so good at putting out every fire possible that it has led to overly dense forests and a buildup of burnable material like branches and dry vegetation.

If sparked in the summer heat, these "ladder fuels" piggyback the flames up tree trunks and engulf the crown, resulting in high-intensity fires like those in Western Canada this year.

But overdrive isn't fire's only speed. In fact, when burning in a lower gear, the environmental benefits of fires in forested areas can be bountiful.

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Experience the Adventure of a Lifetime: Uganda Safari and Gorilla Safari in Uganda

Uganda, known as the Pearl of Africa, offers a treasure trove of experiences for adventure seekers and nature enthusiasts. Whether you're drawn to the stunning landscapes, diverse wildlife, or the opportunity to see endangered mountain gorillas up close, a Uganda safari is an adventure like no other. In this guide, we’ll dive into the highlights of a Uganda safari and focus on the unforgettable experience of a gorilla safari in Uganda.

Why Choose Uganda for Your Safari?

Uganda’s unique blend of biodiversity and natural beauty makes it a top destination for safaris. Home to ten national parks, the country boasts an impressive array of wildlife, from the iconic "Big Five" to a myriad of bird species. Uganda is also known for its welcoming people and rich cultural heritage, adding depth to any safari adventure.

Here are some reasons why Uganda stands out:

Diverse Landscapes: Uganda’s geography includes savannahs, wetlands, forests, and mountains, providing habitats for a wide range of wildlife.

Rare Wildlife Encounters: The country is one of only three places in the world where you can see mountain gorillas in their natural habitat.

Affordable Safari Options: Compared to other African safari destinations, Uganda offers excellent value for money without compromising on the experience.

The Ultimate Gorilla Safari in Uganda

A gorilla safari in Uganda is a bucket-list experience for many travelers. The opportunity to trek through lush rainforests and observe these majestic creatures up close is nothing short of magical. Uganda is home to more than half of the world’s remaining mountain gorillas, making it a premier destination for this once-in-a-lifetime adventure.

Where to Go for Gorilla Trekking

The two main locations for gorilla trekking in Uganda are:

Bwindi Impenetrable National Park: A UNESCO World Heritage Site, Bwindi is home to over 400 mountain gorillas. The park’s dense forests provide a stunning backdrop for your trekking experience.

Mgahinga Gorilla National Park: Smaller but equally enchanting, Mgahinga offers the chance to trek in a more intimate setting. The park is part of the larger Virunga Conservation Area, which spans Uganda, Rwanda, and the Democratic Republic of Congo.

What to Expect During Gorilla Trekking

Preparation: Gorilla trekking requires a moderate level of physical fitness, as the trails can be steep and challenging. Porters are available to assist with carrying gear.

The Trek: Treks can last anywhere from 1 to 6 hours, depending on the gorillas’ location. Guides lead the way, sharing fascinating insights about the forest and its inhabitants.

The Encounter: Once you find a gorilla family, you’ll have an hour to observe them. Watching these gentle giants interact in their natural environment is a deeply moving experience.

Additional Highlights of a Uganda Safari

While gorilla trekking is a major draw, there’s so much more to explore on a Uganda safari:

Queen Elizabeth National Park: Known for its tree-climbing lions and boat safaris on the Kazinga Channel, this park offers a mix of savannah and wetland adventures.

Murchison Falls National Park: Witness the breathtaking power of the Nile as it surges through a narrow gorge, and enjoy game drives to spot elephants, giraffes, and hippos.

Kibale National Park: This is the primate capital of the world, ideal for chimpanzee trekking and bird watching.

Lake Mburo National Park: A haven for zebras, antelopes, and water birds, this park is perfect for walking safaris and horseback riding.

Planning Your Uganda Safari

Here are some tips to ensure a seamless experience:

Best Time to Visit: The dry seasons, from June to September and December to February, are ideal for trekking and game drives.

Packing Essentials: Bring sturdy hiking boots, long-sleeved shirts, insect repellent, and a good camera to capture the memories.

Permits: Gorilla trekking permits are required and should be booked well in advance due to high demand.

Local Guides: Hiring experienced guides enriches your safari with valuable insights and ensures safety.

Sustainable Tourism in Uganda

Uganda places a strong emphasis on conservation and sustainable tourism. Revenue from gorilla trekking permits directly supports the protection of these endangered animals and benefits local communities. By choosing a responsible tour operator, you can contribute to these efforts while enjoying an authentic experience.

Final Thoughts

A Uganda safari offers an extraordinary blend of adventure, wildlife, and culture. Whether you’re tracking mountain gorillas in Bwindi, spotting lions in Queen Elizabeth National Park, or marveling at the mighty Murchison Falls, Uganda promises memories that will last a lifetime.

A gorilla safari in Uganda is the crown jewel of any African adventure. This unique experience allows you to connect with nature in a profound way, leaving you with a deeper appreciation for the wonders of the natural world. So pack your bags, grab your camera, and get ready to embark on the safari of your dreams!

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How Do We Redefine Safari Experiences For Ethical Journey?

How do we redefine safari experiences beyond the travel destination USP to create authentic, life-changing encounters? Can we craft safari journeys that not only showcase wildlife but also foster deep, meaningful connections with local cultures and conservation efforts? When we think of a safari, specific images and destinations come to mind: the sweeping plains of the Serengeti, the vibrant wildlife of the Masai Mara, or the dense forests of Bwindi for a life-changing gorilla trekking experience. But with travel evolving, the demand for unique and transformative experiences has never been higher. Simply leaning on a famous destination like gorilla trekking in Uganda or Rwanda is no longer enough to stand out. Today’s travelers seek not only the marvel of the destination itself but also distinct, memorable moments crafted by the expertise and approach of the safari outfitter. For travel and safari professionals, this means redefining what makes your offerings special by highlighting what sets your company apart—the unique value proposition (UVP) that transcends the destination itself.

How Do We Redefine Safari Experiences Beyond the Destination USP

How can we craft safari experiences that go beyond the destination’s appeal to create genuine, meaningful connections? What if the safari company could focus on storytelling and culture to define a unique experience? How do we ensure that our safari is not just a trip, but a transformative journey that resonates long after the adventure ends? Moving Beyond the Destination USP: A New Vision for Safari Experiences

Many safari companies rely heavily on iconic locations as the primary selling point, but with more travelers seeking personalized experiences, it's crucial to build an identity that complements the natural appeal of these destinations. For example, while gorilla trekking has an undeniable pull, the journey and experience crafted around it by the company can make a significant difference. An outfitter’s value extends beyond location alone; it lies in the narrative you build, the attention to detail in crafting each experience, and the connection forged with your clients. This means moving beyond a “selling the destination” mindset and instead focusing on what makes your approach, philosophy, and commitment truly special. Rwanda's Gorilla Trekking – A Life-Changing Experience Gorilla trekking in Bwindi Impenetrable Forest or Rwanda’s Volcanoes National Park is indeed a bucket-list adventure, often touted as a transformative encounter with nature. The awe-inspiring experience of standing mere feet away from mountain gorillas, observing their interactions and their shared, familiar gestures, has a way of altering perspectives and deepening one's appreciation of conservation. But how do your safari companies differentiate themselves within such a powerful, universal experience? Consider these areas: Educational Enrichment: While gorilla trekking is an emotional journey, enriching it with in-depth knowledge about gorilla conservation, their social structures, and ongoing conservation efforts adds a layer of intellectual engagement. Travelers can walk away with not just memories but also a deep understanding of the challenges faced by these endangered species. Local Community Engagement: When guests have the opportunity to meet and interact with local communities, conservationists, and even the rangers who protect the gorillas, it adds a profound human element to the journey. This can include arranging exclusive meetings with conservationists who provide firsthand insights or facilitating a community-led craft session that allows guests to take home more than just photographs. Articulating and Showcasing Your Unique Value Proposition (UVP)

While the experience of gorilla trekking itself is powerful, your unique value proposition should convey what makes your approach unforgettable. When shaping your UVP, reflect on these guiding points: Specialized Expertise and Guiding Style: Perhaps your company has guides with decades of experience or even ex-researchers who can share nuanced insights about gorilla behavior that most guides wouldn’t know. Such expertise can be positioned as a signature feature of your trips. Commitment to Conservation and Ethical Tourism: If your company contributes directly to gorilla conservation programs or offers carbon-neutral treks, these are strong selling points that resonate with ethically-minded travelers who want their experiences to have a positive impact. Customized and Intimate Encounters: Many companies follow the set gorilla trekking routes, but you might offer smaller, private group treks with more flexible schedules. A custom approach can lead to more meaningful interactions and deeper connections with the landscape and wildlife. Exclusive Partnerships and Immersive Add-ons: By partnering with local conservation NGOs or renowned wildlife photographers, you could provide immersive workshops, conservation briefings, or exclusive excursions that offer rare perspectives on the ecosystem. Collaborations like these enhance the experience beyond a typical trek and offer a valuable differentiator. Shaping Memorable Experiences Through Every Detail Creating memorable experiences is in the details. Luxury safari companies offering gorilla trekking might provide personalized trekking gear, specialized photography equipment, or exclusive lodging in eco-friendly bush lodges that immerse guests in the surrounding nature while minimizing the impact on the environment. Offering gourmet picnic lunches or unexpected moments like a campfire storytelling session with local rangers adds a memorable touch that speaks to the quality and thoughtfulness of the experience. The innovative design of some African bush camps is redefining the experience for travelers looking for a safari in Africa. Your luxury safari experiences should grant guests a unique blend of comfort and immersion in the African wilderness. If you are seeking an unforgettable safari how African bush camps meet tourism and conservation challenges is another crucial element defining your USP. Telling Your Story and Elevating the Travel Brand’s Narrative

Your story as a safari outfitter is as important as the safari experience itself. Telling it authentically can create a deep connection with travelers. What motivated your company to focus on gorilla trekking? Do you have a personal story tied to this area or a unique commitment to preserving the gorilla’s habitat? Sharing this journey authentically, through engaging content and visuals, will help travelers see the people and passion behind the experience, not just the destination. Your UVP should be woven into every aspect of the marketing, from your website copy and travel itineraries to guide profiles and post-trip follow-ups. This ensures that travelers not only see the destination as unforgettable but also view your company as an integral part of making that experience unique. FAQs How Do We Redefine Safari Experiences Beyond The Destination USP How would you describe safari experiences?Safari experiences are unforgettable journeys that immerse travelers in the heart of the African bush, offering intimate encounters with wildlife and nature. Safari outfitters can redefine these experiences by focusing on personalized adventures, where the African bush, unique camps, and exceptional service create lasting memories beyond just the destination.What is a safari experience?A safari experience immerses you in the wild, offering close encounters with nature and iconic wildlife, such as gorilla trekking in Rwanda and Uganda. Safari companies are committed to redefining the experience emphasizing local expertise and personalized journeys that connect travelers to the wildlife, nature, and culture of the destination. Is it ethical to go on an African safari?Yes, it is ethical to go on an African safari if you choose operators committed to conservation, community empowerment, and sustainable tourism practices. Ethical safaris support wildlife protection and provide economic benefits to local communities.What are the cons of African safaris?The only possible challenge of African safaris arises when travelers mistakenly view Africa as a single country, overlooking its 54 diverse nations with unique cultures, wildlife, and landscapes. These misconceptions are often fueled by clichés and false narratives surrounding African travel, which can limit the richness of the safari experience. Conclusion Redefining safari experiences requires us to look beyond the destination’s universal appeal and focus on the finer details, the human connections, and the impactful moments we create. For the modern traveler, the destination is a stage, and the story we craft around it is what brings it to life. A truly remarkable safari outfitter brings more than just an itinerary—they bring purpose, expertise, and a personal touch that stays with travelers long after they leave. By amplifying your UVP through enriched educational experiences, local partnerships, and unique insights into conservation efforts, you offer a gorilla trekking adventure that is not only life-changing but also distinctively yours. In the end, it's about going beyond the journey of seeing gorillas to creating a transformative adventure that travelers will cherish forever—and remember your company by. Read the full article

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Uganda Gorilla Safari Tours with Roots Tours & Travel: A Journey into the Heart of the Wild

Uganda, known as the "Pearl of Africa," offers some of the most breathtaking wildlife experiences in the world. Among its many natural wonders, gorilla trekking stands out as a once-in-a-lifetime adventure. Imagine trekking through misty jungles, surrounded by lush vegetation, while seeking one of the world’s most endangered and majestic creatures—the mountain gorilla. Roots Tours & Travel is here to make your Uganda gorilla safari a seamless and unforgettable journey.

Why Choose Uganda for Gorilla Safaris?

Uganda is home to over half of the world’s remaining mountain gorillas, which reside primarily in Bwindi Impenetrable National Park and Mgahinga Gorilla National Park. The country's dense rainforests provide the perfect habitat for these gentle giants. Trekking in Uganda not only offers the chance to see gorillas in their natural environment but also supports conservation efforts and benefits local communities.

What Makes Roots Tours & Travel the Perfect Choice?

Roots Tours & Travel is committed to providing authentic and eco-friendly travel experiences. Our knowledgeable guides, comfortable accommodations, and well-crafted itineraries ensure that every aspect of your safari is carefully considered. With a deep understanding of the local terrain and culture, our team will provide you with unique insights and make your adventure truly extraordinary.

What to Expect on a Gorilla Safari in Uganda

Arrival and Orientation

Your journey begins in Kampala or Entebbe, where you'll be greeted by the Roots Tours & Travel team. We’ll provide a comprehensive orientation to prepare you for the days ahead, ensuring you have all the information you need for a successful trek.

Transfer to Bwindi Impenetrable National Park

You’ll embark on a scenic drive to Bwindi Impenetrable National Park, a UNESCO World Heritage Site. The journey offers picturesque views of the rolling hills, local villages, and lush tea plantations. Alternatively, you can opt for a domestic flight to reduce travel time.

The Gorilla Trekking Experience

Trekking through the dense forest is an exhilarating adventure. Our expert guides will lead you to a habituated gorilla family, where you’ll have the rare opportunity to observe them up close. You’ll spend approximately one hour with the gorillas, witnessing their daily routines, from foraging for food to nurturing their young.

Other Activities to Enrich Your Safari

While gorilla trekking is the highlight, Uganda offers more adventures that complement the safari experience:

Batwa Cultural Experience: Meet the Batwa pygmies, the original inhabitants of the forest, and learn about their traditional way of life.

Bird Watching: Uganda is a birdwatcher's paradise, with over 1,000 bird species. The forests and wetlands are home to rare birds like the African green broadbill and the Shoebill stork.

Nature Walks and Hiking: Explore the diverse flora and fauna on guided nature walks in the forest or embark on hiking trails that lead to stunning viewpoints.

Luxury and Comfort During Your Stay

Roots Tours & Travel ensures that your accommodation is both comfortable and eco-friendly. Stay at well-appointed lodges with panoramic views of the forest, offering a blend of luxury and the authentic charm of the African wilderness.

Why Gorilla Trekking is a Conservation Effort

Every gorilla trekking permit you purchase contributes to the conservation of these endangered animals and supports local communities. The funds are used to protect the gorilla habitats, deter poaching, and ensure the continued research and monitoring of gorilla populations.

Best Time to Go Gorilla Trekking in Uganda

The best time to visit Uganda for gorilla trekking is during the dry seasons, from June to August and December to February. During these periods, the trails are more accessible, and wildlife is easier to spot. However, gorilla trekking is a year-round activity, and each season offers its unique charms.

Preparing for Your Gorilla Safari

Fitness Level: The trek can be challenging, as it involves navigating steep and sometimes muddy paths. A moderate level of fitness is recommended.

Packing Essentials: Wear lightweight, long-sleeved clothing to protect yourself from insects and thorny plants. Don’t forget waterproof hiking boots, gloves, a rain jacket, and a hat.

Health Requirements: Make sure your vaccinations are up to date. Malaria prevention and travel insurance are also advisable.

Sustainable Travel with Roots Tours & Travel

At Roots Tours & Travel, we prioritize responsible travel practices. We collaborate with local communities, employ local guides, and use eco-friendly lodges to minimize our environmental impact. Our sustainable approach ensures that tourism benefits both nature and people, preserving Uganda's natural treasures for future generations.

Why Book with Us?

Expert Local Guides: Our experienced guides have an intimate knowledge of the terrain and wildlife, ensuring a safe and enriching experience.

Customized Itineraries: We tailor our tours to suit your preferences, whether you’re a solo traveler, part of a group, or on a family adventure.

Comprehensive Packages: Our safari packages include transportation, accommodation, permits, and guided treks, taking the hassle out of planning.

Book Your Uganda Gorilla Safari Today!

Embark on a life-changing adventure and witness the magic of Uganda’s mountain gorillas with Roots Tours & Travel. Whether you're a wildlife enthusiast, a nature photographer, or simply someone who seeks to connect with the natural world, our gorilla safari tours promise an unforgettable journey.

Contact Us today to start planning your safari. Let’s make your dream of encountering the world’s most iconic primates a reality.

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Kenya gorilla safari form Nairobi and Masai Mara

Travel Company: DAV Safaris           

Website: www.davsafaris.com

Email:info@davsafaris.com

Tel: +256757795781 or +256701412430

Kenya is a land renowned for its stunning wildlife and serves as a prime destination for safari enthusiasts. While many associate gorilla trekking with Uganda and Rwanda, the idea of a Kenya gorilla safari is equally captivating for those eager to explore the rich biodiversity of East Africa. This journey takes you from the bustling city of Nairobi to the iconic Masai Mara, offering a wealth of unique wildlife experiences and cultural encounters. As you traverse this beautiful country, you’ll discover the essence of Kenyan nature and heritage. Whether you're seeking thrilling game drives or immersive interactions with local communities, a Kenya gorilla safari promises an unforgettable adventure filled with discovery and wonder.

Where to See Gorillas in Africa: A Guide for Your Kenya Gorilla Safari

When planning a Kenya gorilla safari, many travelers are eager to learn about where to see gorillas in Africa. While Kenya itself does not host gorilla populations, the region offers easy access to neighboring countries that are home to these magnificent creatures. Here’s a guide to the best places to encounter gorillas, complementing your Kenya gorilla safari experience.

1. Uganda: Bwindi Impenetrable National Park

One of the best places to see gorillas is in Uganda’s Bwindi Impenetrable National Park. This UNESCO World Heritage Site is renowned for its rich biodiversity and is home to nearly half of the world’s remaining mountain gorillas. Embarking on a gorilla trekking adventure here is a highlight for many who choose a Kenya gorilla safari itinerary that extends into Uganda.

Visitors can expect a thrilling trek through dense forests, often encountering other wildlife along the way. The experience of observing gorillas in their natural habitat is truly unforgettable, making Bwindi a must-visit for any Kenya gorilla safari enthusiast.

2. Rwanda: Volcanoes National Park

Another top destination for gorilla trekking is Volcanoes National Park in Rwanda. Known for its stunning volcanic landscapes, this park is home to several habituated gorilla families. A Kenya gorilla safari that includes a visit to Rwanda allows travelers to experience the breathtaking scenery and engage in a once-in-a-lifetime gorilla encounter.

The trekking experience in Volcanoes National Park is well organized, with experienced guides leading the way. The opportunity to spend time with these gentle giants in their natural environment adds a unique dimension to your Kenya gorilla safari.

What Makes the Kenya Gorilla Safari Unique?

Many travelers ask, “What makes a Kenya gorilla safari different from those in Uganda and Rwanda?” The answer lies in the combination of experiences that a Kenya gorilla safari offers. While gorillas themselves are not found in Kenya, this country provides a unique opportunity to witness an incredible variety of wildlife, including the Big Five, in stunning natural settings.

A Kenya gorilla safari emphasizes the rich biodiversity of the region. The Masai Mara, renowned for its spectacular game viewing, is a highlight of any Kenya gorilla safari. Here, you have the chance to see majestic lions, towering elephants, and swift cheetahs in their natural habitat. The vast savannahs of the Masai Mara create a breathtaking backdrop for unforgettable wildlife encounters.

Moreover, a Kenya gorilla safari allows you to combine thrilling wildlife adventures with cultural experiences. While you can enjoy the wonders of the Masai Mara, travelers often have the option to extend their journey to neighboring countries for gorilla trekking. This seamless blend of experiences makes a Kenya gorilla safari truly unique, providing a rich and varied adventure that showcases the best of East Africa’s landscapes and wildlife. Whether you're on a game drive in the Masai Mara or planning a trek to see gorillas in Uganda or Rwanda, a Kenya gorilla safari promises memories that will last a lifetime.

How Do I Start My Safari from Nairobi?

Travelers often inquire, “What’s the best way to start my safari from Nairobi?” The capital city serves as a convenient hub for international flights and numerous safari options. It’s advisable to spend at least a day in Nairobi to acclimate and explore its attractions.

Consider visiting the David Sheldrick Wildlife Trust, where you can learn about elephant conservation, or the Giraffe Centre, where you can interact with endangered Rothschild giraffes. These experiences set a wonderful tone for your safari adventure.

What Should I Expect in the Masai Mara?

Another common question is, “What can I expect when visiting the Masai Mara?” The reserve is famous for its stunning landscapes and incredible wildlife. Upon arriving, you will be greeted with expansive savannahs dotted with acacia trees, providing a picturesque backdrop for thrilling game drives.

Expect to see large herds of wildebeest and zebras, especially during the Great Migration. Guided game drives, typically conducted in open-sided vehicles, will allow you to get close to the animals while maintaining a safe distance. The expertise of local guides enhances the experience, as they share insights into animal behavior and the ecosystem.

Can I Combine Gorilla Trekking with My Safari?

Many adventurers ask, “Is it possible to combine gorilla trekking with my Kenya safari?” Absolutely! While gorillas are primarily found in Uganda and Rwanda, you can plan a comprehensive trip that includes both a Kenya gorilla safari and a trek to see these magnificent primates.

Standard itineraries often include a few days in the Masai Mara, followed by a flight to either Uganda or Rwanda for gorilla trekking. The trek itself is strenuous but immensely rewarding, allowing you to spend precious moments observing gorilla families in their natural habitat.

How Do I Prepare for Gorilla Trekking?

“What should I pack for gorilla trekking?” is a frequently asked question. Proper preparation is essential for a successful trek. Here are some tips:

Footwear: Sturdy hiking boots are crucial for navigating the rugged terrain.

Clothing: Wear breathable, moisture-wicking clothing in layers, as temperatures can fluctuate.

Rain Gear: A lightweight rain jacket can be handy, as rain is common in the forests.

Essentials: Don’t forget essentials like a camera, binoculars, and insect repellent.

Additionally, physical fitness is important. Trekking to see gorillas can be challenging, so engaging in regular exercise before your trip is advisable.

What Cultural Experiences Can I Expect in Masai Mara?

Travelers often wonder, “What cultural experiences are available in the Masai Mara?” The region is home to the Masai people, known for their rich traditions and vibrant culture. Many tour operators include village visits in their itineraries, providing a chance to engage with the local Masai community.

During these visits, you can learn about their traditional lifestyles, participate in dances, and shop for handmade crafts. These experiences offer invaluable insights into the Masai way of life and foster a deeper connection with the region.

What Are the Best Times to Visit?

Travelers frequently ask, “When is the best time to go on a Kenya gorilla safari?” The ideal time for wildlife viewing in the Masai Mara is during the dry season, from June to October. This period coincides with the Great Migration, offering unparalleled opportunities to see wildlife.

If you plan to include gorilla trekking, the best months are generally during the dry seasons of Uganda and Rwanda, which align well with the Kenyan dry season. However, wildlife viewing can be excellent year-round, so it’s essential to consider your preferences.

Why DAV Safaris for Kenya gorilla safari

Choosing DAV Safaris for your Kenya gorilla safari ensures an unforgettable experience. With expert guides, tailored itineraries, and a commitment to responsible tourism, they provide seamless support from Nairobi to the Masai Mara and beyond. Enjoy thrilling wildlife encounters and enriching cultural experiences, all while making a positive impact on local communities and conservation efforts. Your adventure awaits!

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Uganda Safaris: The Pearl of Africa’s Hidden Gem.

Uganda, frequently referred to as the "Pearl of Africa", is among one of those places that pride itself in having Africa's most genuine Safari opportunities. A small but incredibly diverse territory, this East African nation is home to some of the most incredible landscapes and wildlife-rich encounters that attract travelers seeking epic safari memories. Uganda safaris are like no other, and if you have been waiting for something different then Uganda is a must-visit destination on your travel bucket list.

Why Uganda?

When thinking of safaris, many immediately picture the sprawling savannas of Kenya or the vast wilderness of Tanzania. While these are undoubtedly great destinations, Uganda offers something different—an intricate blend of ecosystems that ranges from savannas and rainforests to lakes and mountains. Uganda safaris offer travelers the opportunity to experience not just the classic African wildlife but also rare and unique species, including the endangered mountain gorillas.

The beauty of Uganda safaris lies in their diversity. You can start your morning tracking chimpanzees in the rainforests of Kibale National Park, and by afternoon, you could find yourself on the shores of Lake Victoria, the largest tropical lake in the world. For wildlife lovers, this means encountering animals in diverse habitats, making each day on safari a completely new adventure.

Uganda's Top Safari Destinations

1. Bwindi Impenetrable National Park

Perhaps the crown jewel of Uganda safaris, Bwindi Impenetrable National Park is famous for its mountain gorilla trekking. It is home to almost half of the world’s remaining mountain gorillas, and trekking through its dense forests to catch a glimpse of these magnificent creatures is a once-in-a-lifetime experience. The trek is both challenging and rewarding as you navigate through thick vegetation and steep terrain. But once you come face to face with a gorilla family, the experience is unforgettable. Conservation efforts in Bwindi have made Uganda a leader in sustainable tourism, ensuring that future generations will continue to experience this magic.

2. Queen Elizabeth National Park

Located in western Uganda, Queen Elizabeth National Park is one of the most popular destinations for Uganda safaris. The park is known for its incredible biodiversity and hosts a variety of wildlife, including elephants, lions, buffalo, and leopards. One of the highlights here is the tree-climbing lions found in the Ishasha sector of the park. The Kazinga Channel, which connects Lake Edward and Lake George, offers boat safaris where you can spot hippos, crocodiles, and an array of birdlife. The rich wetlands and savannas provide a striking contrast to the dense forests of Bwindi, making it a must-visit location.

3. Murchison Falls National Park

Murchison Falls National Park is a magnificent showcase of Uganda's natural beauty. The park is home to the powerful Murchison Falls, where the Nile River forces its way through a narrow gorge and tumbles down in an impressive display of nature’s might. Uganda safaris in Murchison Falls National Park offer travelers a chance to see the Big Five, along with giraffes, antelopes, and various primates. A boat ride to the base of the falls is a thrilling adventure, providing stunning views of the waterfall and the wildlife that thrives along the riverbanks.

4. Kibale National Park

Kibale National Park is a primate lover’s paradise. Uganda safaris here are centered around tracking chimpanzees, which can be found in large numbers within the park’s tropical forests. The park is home to 13 species of primates, including the red colobus monkey and L’Hoest’s monkey, making it one of the best places in Africa for primate viewing. The dense forests create a mysterious and captivating atmosphere, and walking through them while listening to the calls of chimpanzees is an experience that will stay with you long after your safari ends.

Birdwatching on Uganda Safaris

Uganda is also a birdwatcher’s dream. With over 1,000 recorded bird species, including the rare shoebill stork, Uganda safaris are perfect for avid birders. Birdwatching is possible in almost all of Uganda's national parks, but hotspots like Mabamba Swamp, Bwindi, and Queen Elizabeth National Park stand out for their exceptional birdlife. The variety of species is stunning, from the colorful African green broadbill to the majestic African fish eagle.

Cultural Experiences on Uganda Safaris

Uganda safaris aren't just about wildlife; they offer rich cultural experiences as well. The country is home to over 50 different ethnic groups, each with its own unique traditions, languages, and ways of life. Visitors can interact with local communities, participate in cultural performances, and even learn traditional skills like basket weaving and drumming. These interactions provide deeper insights into the Ugandan way of life and add a meaningful dimension to your safari adventure.

Conclusion

Uganda safaris offer an unparalleled opportunity to explore Africa’s wild beauty, from its dense forests and mountain gorillas to its savannas and Big Five. The country’s unique combination of wildlife, landscapes, and cultural richness makes it a standout destination for any safari enthusiast. Whether you’re tracking gorillas in Bwindi or marveling at the power of Murchison Falls, Uganda promises an adventure like no other. The Pearl of Africa is calling—are you ready to answer?