#it’s causing me physical distress
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RicNation, as optimistic as I am about #ricbull2024, I really don’t think the filming day in Imola is going to about the second RBR seat…perhaps…maybe…it is about the second VCARB seat…as much as I don’t want to admit it. Why else would they be driving the 2022 AT car?
Anyways, I hope for the sake of Lawson, Perez and Daniel’s careers that the filming day goes smoothly and that they base their final decision on solid data (please please please please please sign Daniel for next year, idc where, any contract will do)
#I have never been more stressed about a decision#and dear god pls let Daniel have a seat next year#i cannot do this anymore#it’s causing me physical distress#daniel ricciardo#f1
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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I would prefer it if doing tasks didn't feel like mentally shoving my brain through a cheese grater
#anecdotes by peachdoxie#executive dysfunction#like it causes me literal physical distress trying to do something if my brain doesn't want to
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...Did they seriously just advocate for playing the Ace Attorney series out of order? No way, they did not just do that.
Not playing Ace Attorney in order is absolutely detrimental to your experience of the story. Sure most games recap the events of the previous ones. But hearing about these events in strings of dialog isn't the same as seeing them unfold in game.
There's absolutely no way to connect with certain games properly without playing in order. If you start with aa4, you're not going to care about a random washed-up disbarred attorney. Because you haven't experienced his story yet! Imagine playing investigations collection without knowing who Edgeworth is! It takes away so many elements from the story if you have no baseline knowledge of the timeline.
#ace attorney#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#pw:aa#apollo justice#ace attorney investigations#apollo justice trilogy#I did not like the recap#I was dying of cringe 90% of the time#the voice acting was causing me physical distress#I did greatly enjoy the pink sparkle Edgeworth scene tho!#Very babygirl!
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"You actually were alive?"
#kamen rider geats#kamen rider buffa#michinaga azuma#azuma michinaga#kamen rider#flashing lights tw#flashing lights#userdramas#umbrella.gifs#tokuedit#please do not repost#umbrella.edits#umbrella.posts#translation: izusubs#subtitles added by me#we need more transformations that are just physically painful tbh#the fact that michinaga keeps using this buckle even though it obviously causes him pain and distress is so important to showing#who he is and how he is so consistent with his drive and his strength#he had a goal and he's standing for it even if he keeps getting hit down even if it's by his own decisions that he knows will come to bite#him back in the end there's just a lot of interesting things that they implemented into his physical trials that help reinforce his#mentality and reflect his declining mental health/care for himself#makes it all the more meaningful when he lets himself enjoy things like a good meal#i have a lot of feelings about this don't worry about it
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SOMEONE PLEASE TEACH CHASE HOW TO DRESS OMG???!?!?
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Today officially marks one month post-op from my hysterectomy and I can’t believe how fantastic I feel already! It’s a great feeling.
#personal#It’s nice that my body lets me know when I’m pushing myself too hard but those days have been few and far between the past week.#No more bad and very painful cramping. No more heavy bleeding. No more anything!#I said it before but it’s so crazy that something so small (size wise) can you cause you so much distress and physical pain…#Anyway. You guys are so tired of me talking about this and one day I will stop but today is not that day. Sorry.
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guys big news my brain told me that if i think about It one more time than It will stop hurting
#cw ocd/mh discussion in tags#who else up googling do i have ocd questionaire#slash is it normal to feel this way all of the time#i think what’s holding me back besides not currently being in therapy is that if i do have ocd what would be considered my compulsions#mostly aren’t physical. like mental stuff#although i have a lot of checking stuff as well#like i don’t think it’s normal to have anxiety attacks and panicking and just nonstop thinking about certain things#about different things and issues etc and not really be able to control it#like debilitating intrusive thoughts as well#nausea#to the point where it’s causing me significant emotional distress and affecting my life#and if i say what some of them they are i’ll sound fucking crazy lol#not to doxx myself/leak medical info but i’ve already been diagnosed with pdd/gad#although i think it might be mdd at this point in time#but i have no one to blame but myself because I'm not entirely honest with medical professionals#out of worry that they'll tell my parents#like it's gotten to a point where i'm just like i don't think this is normal#to be feeling like this all the time. besides my current Big (Trigger? idk if i can call it that) it would be nice to drive without feeling#like I've secretly killed somebody. or just drive without panicking the entire time#which btw NOONE understands when i try to explain it#but whatever#sorry for comment vent & rant i've had a shitty day lol. shitty week shitty year etc
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Lately, I’ve been realizing and letting-in the spiritual-influences on me being a dog-shifter. For the longest time I never necessarily considered myself a spiritual individual, but now I understand that I do hold some spiritual-leaning beliefs to their own standards - I’ve just never taken the care to understand them.
I still am very unfamiliar to it all, but I do know that me being a dog-shifter has ties to meditation and an “inner, true peace”. I seem to be able to transform in a more controlled and safe manner, from what I know so far, when I’m honing-in on meditation and maintaining said peace. I don’t think I belong to any group that emphasizes these practices, but I nonetheless have these intricate feelings that are important to me.
#this also explains why I’m feeling such a heavier and substantial lean towards being referred to-#-as a ‘shifter’ more-so than anything medical. I definitely have moments where my-#-decline in understanding reality conflicts with my transformations… making them more of a ‘clinical’ thing then anything else#but that’s been reduced lately by me exploring my understandings of who I am and what my ability to transform means to me#it used to really be all just negativity. I was simply always transforming and always being a dog when I was very young-#-… but up into my teenage years it has caused me great distress and personal struggles.#though now I am redefining who I am as I gain a more intuitive lens.#so… calling myself a ‘clinical cynanthrope’ isn’t always correct for me due to all of that#and also it’s just not the main preference for who I am anymore#shifter simply makes the most sense.#dog talk#p shifter#clinical cynanthropy#physically nonhuman
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phewwww did a lot of cleansing and letting go this morning that was very needed 🫡
#felt like an episode of mob psycho over here#i feel like i can breathe again#had some obejcts that were causing me distress so I had to seal some and break others#combo of physical clearing and spiritual#I don’t talk about it much but I have a history of spiritual awareness so I have to be careful at times#i had footsteps in the house with no psysical person so I realized I needed to do some cleansing and warding#amethyst rambles
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Seeing Elizabeth Keen X Raymond Reddington Gives Me Physical Distress/Srs
Now, Usually, Do I Shit On People For Shipping Age Gaps? No (As Long As They're Both LEGAL ADULTS).
Do I Shit On People For Shipping Straight Ships? Also No (Unless One Or Both Are Explicitly Attracted To Just The Same Gender).
But Something About... Lizzington Just... Irks Me (Cough Cough, S.5, E.1 Cough Cough)
#being a woman includes murder#actuallyautistic#the blacklist#There Are Other Characters To Ship Elizabeth With#cough cough#samar navabi#Yes#I Ship#lizvabi#It Causes Me The Least Physical Distress#Also#Is It Obvious I've Only Watched Up To Season 5 So Far?
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dnd is one of the safest ways to *feel emotions*... Tal took them on a thrill ride, I don't think anybody is that mad for it...
#i haven't watched it yet#so idk what everyone is going on about#i mean i know emotions were running high#but i guess it just proves they care about these characters just as much as us#that it causes them physical reactions to see them in peril#it's a win win for me. i love seeing actor in distress#fun distress i mean#also guys stop making such a big deal out of it. people were making the same speeches about fcg and the magical bull#and look at us#cr stuff#cr spoilers
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Me when I get suggested an artist I blacklisted just because they've changed their blog name again :


#I don't like blocking people over fandom disagreements but wazam I might just this time around#I feel physically sick when I see their art because of the distress it caused me back then#I don't even remember the details of why but it's such a violent gut reaction I try to avoid their stuff like the plague#Like very occasionally I wonder ❝um why did I blacklist them again ?❞#And I end up finding a post of theirs on my dash and just go ❝ah ok nevermind❞#I don't want to block people over fandom stuff#Like it's not even drama it's just that they headcanons & stuff upset me for some reason#I mean it's just. Brain being stupidly oversensitive again.#I wouldn't want to block someone who did nothing wrong#berry rambles
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if season three happens and aziraphale apologizes to crowley and crowley says 'i forgive you' back to him BAM 55 dead 155 injured there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth
#just finished good omens 😃👍#it caused me great physical pain and emotion distress#good omens#good omens spoilers#readerrabbitsuperfan
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i'm sick of hearing "ugh it's so hot" and "wow this cold weather is so nice! i wish it could be like this every day!" from people who choose to live in florida.
move to fucking canada or SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!
#kei goes off#im sick of not being able to vent about how the cold causes me physical pain#without EVERYONE in chat jumping in to say shit like#'60 degrees? that sounds so nice!'#or 'that sounds amazing'#or 'i wish it was 60 degrees all the time'#YEAH WELL I DON'T!!#THAT'S WHY I'M IN THE VENT CHANNEL!!!#BECAUSE 60 DEGREES IS CAUSING ME PAIN AND DISTRESS!!!!#GO SOMEWHERE ELSE!!!!!!!!!!#I'M FUCKING SICK OF BEING INVALIDATED EVERY TIME THE COLD CAUSES ME PAIN!!!!!
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Me: Oh, there's no wrong way to play a game! It's all valid! You can make everything work, do whatever feels most comfortable! ☺️
My partner: *doesn't use the camp supply sacks, just dumps food straight into his inventory* *got rid of the keychain, dumps keys straight in the inventory* *categorically rejects picking up anything that he can tell is an alchemy ingredient, does not carry the alchemy pouch or make or use any potions or elixirs* *keeps every single piece of junk and useless garbage (quills, tongs, rotten eggs, etc.) in his inventory, does not sell them* *doesn't read quest descriptions or flavor text unless prompted* *doesn't rest or talk to anyone until it can physically not be avoided any longer*
Me: actually there is one wrong way and it's this one
#glitch plays bg3#his inventory is causing me emotional distress comparable to physical pain#mine is painfully neat and organized and I hate looking at his so so so so much
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