#it’s almost the anniversary
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tw - descriptions of abuse
If you have never been suffocated by a person close to you, then it is hard to comprehend how terrifying it is to experience it or why it’s so difficult to overcome or why it’s so hard to forgive someone who does this to you…
The harm done to Silco by Vander’s hands is very brutal. It leaves permanent scars on Silco’s body that he has to face on a daily basis. It significantly damages Silco’s ability to trust other people and more importantly, to feel loved and cared for. That is part and parcel to the unhealthy relationship he has with Jinx, who he views as his daughter, but this isn’t about that specifically.
This is about suffocation.
The act of suffocating someone produces such a visceral response. It’s important that people understand that you cannot think or act logically when someone prevents you from breathing. You cannot think. You cannot talk. You cannot cry for help. All you can do is struggle. When that person suffocating you is a person you know and recognize, it adds a significant layer of fear and anguish to that struggle that you simply do not have the time to process because you are fighting for your life. You may also have to hurt them in order to live. In that moment, mind and body disassociate.
One of my parents almost suffocated me to death via positional asphyxiation. They knocked me down chest to the floor and put their body weight on top of me for several minutes so that my lungs could not expand. I tried to stab them with a fire poker, but I couldn’t reach my arms up. In the aftermath, I couldn’t sleep laying down for days because my lungs hurt so bad. I couldn’t talk either.
I received the shittiest apology. No one took accountability. No one understood how brutal and painful that was.
Similarly, I don’t think Vander truly understands what he did to Silco. I don’t think he understands how Silco carries that betrayal in his body. I don’t think he understands the mental and emotional toll it continues to take on Silco. Forgiveness cannot be freely given by someone who still has to suffer the consequences of being brutalized by someone close to them. Forgiveness cannot be forced by guilting and shaming the victim. Forgiveness is paid for by the perpetrator through accountability and restorative acts and that price is determined by the victim.
That’s why I can’t forgive the person who hurt me, and why Silco shouldn’t have to forgive Vander in the main timeline��� or even in the alternate universe without Vander putting in the work.
#silco#vander#meta#abuse tw#it’s almost the anniversary#they almost suffocated me to death on christmas eve#so i’ve been thinking about it
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William Afton winning that “idgaf” award in FNAF
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#vanessa shelly#fnaf vanessa#vanessa afton#william afton#steve raglan#happy spooky month everyone!!#almost fnaf movie anniversary coming up so wanted to draw some stuff for it#MORE VANESSA THOUGHTS LETS GOO!!#now featuring some William thoughts#I can imagine that shooting her own dad was hard for Vanessa#even though he’s a monster it’s obvious that like#she still cares about him in some way from the brainwashing he’s don’t to her#kinda proves she’s different than her father#meanwhile William did not have that much of a problem#like I know he looked sad for a second after stabbing Vanessa#but he did decide in a split second that was the best choice#William when you catch these hands
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merry xmas
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things that are not talked about enough in Love and Deepspace pt. 2
thanks to comments on part one and perusing LADS Reddit and Youtube, here are more ttantaeilads part 2 Wanderer Bugaloo: a reminder that these are canon in the LADS universe:
Despite being big eaters, Sylus and Xavier don’t like wasabi
Zayne is a kaomoji enjoyer
According to Sylus, Mephisto is not 100% waterproof
Sea God Rafayel kicks MC off a cliff
Glowing singing toy handcuffs exist in Linkon
Xavier once waited for rice to grow
In addition to sleeping sitting up, Sylus is also a stomach sleeper, or he became one after meeting MC
MC has also said she sleeps on her stomach when she's tired after missions
Rafayel stepped out of the bathtub, slipped on a paintbrush, sprained his ankle and checked himself into the highest ward in the hospital
According to Zayne, if you wear a black tie and white shirt, you will resemble 85% of him
Sylus got a money tree stolen from him
Zayne accidentally buys a water tank instead of a cup
Sylus, the type of person to hold anything you give him while he’s on a call
Hotpot flavoured desserts exist in Linkon
Xavier owns a star-shaped wand seasoning shaker
Rabbits were once set loose in a hospital
MC gets stalked on two occasions
"okay but like we can just stand there and look smoking hot" is a line Rafayel commented once
MC turns a warped vinyl record into a fruit plate
Xavier will fight your boss
Zayne is good at snowboarding
MC once caught a lobster while surfing
Sylus almost dies in the desert
Xavier leaves a plant unattended that it grew roots to cover his floor
MC is good at origami and sometimes teaches it to the kids at Akso Hospital
Artsy Birb is a second grader
Zayne's nickname at a restaurant "Two Seasonal Specials Dine-in"
A version of Monopoly exists in Linkon
Xavier’s status “After slaying the Wanderers, the bread in the microwave is straight fire”
Rafayel and the way he names his fish friends: 001, 002 and 886
Lil S Pet Store almost came to be
A steakhouse in Linkon serves steak that has one-third of it cooked and calls it medium-rare
Sylus uses an ammo box as a grill – it failed
The two squirrels that frequently visit Akso Hospital are named after medication
Sylus prefers sour salad dressings
Or he likes sour things in general; he made a salad with green apples
Xavier accidentally gets hired for handing out flyers and selling flowers on the street
MC cannot handle horror movies or horror-themed escape rooms
Immersive experiences as part of marketing efforts are so immersive that it puts users into day-long walking expeditions, causes breathing problems and real body injuries, but are okayed in Linkon
Xavier and MC snoop on people near their apartment block and text each other about it
Despite being a doctor, Zayne will dodge medicine for hot cocoa when he has a flu
Rafayel replying to MC's comment: "okie dokie artichokie"
Dragon Sylus's torn pants stay up despite not having a waistband or belt
Bunbun has legs
Xavier and his too many diplomas
Sylus uses the word "fugly"
Zayne uses the word "angsty"
Rafayel has a bathtub next to a couch in his living room
Zayne is some level of bilingual
Sylus recommends a series of hard spirits as a dinner option
Despite being a doctor, Zayne (attempts to) dodge a dentist's medical advice
Wasabi Octopus's legs smell like mustard
edited on 25.12.24 for accuracy
#i'm glad we love our unhinged 2D men#love and deepspace#lads#hachianewrites#lads sylus#love and deepspace sylus#lads xavier#love and deepspace xavier#lads rafayel#love and deepspace rafayel#lads zayne#love and deepspace zayne#okie dokie artichokie got me#happy almost one year anniversary of LADS yall!#also i think it will be a while until the next one
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four trick-or-treaters arrive at your doorstep demanding something called “energon”
#megatron#soundwave#starscream#shockwave#transformers#humanformers#happy almost halloween 👻#also a 3 year anniversary since my first lineup of them
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A comic about Akechi (not) reaching out during third semester.
#my art#goro akechi#persona 5#shuake#ren amamiya#p5r#akeshu#persona 5 royal#akira kurusu#i feel like the class traitor when i post on twt first rather than tumblr u guys are still my favs I swear#there could only be 10 ppl left on the platform and I would still post here#anw yet another shuake comic#ive lost count how many of these i have made by now#its almost my 1 year anniversary of having finished p5r what the helllll#should i do or draw smthg for it...
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There's no way FnaF came out ten years ago.... I feel so old
#almost didnt finish this in time because my stomach decided to attack me!!! i am still in horrible pain and nausea but we ball#my art#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf 10th anniversary#michael afton#freddy fazbear#foxy the pirate#bonnie the bunny#chica the chicken
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He's Ben 10! (Ben 10!) 👽 🧬
#ben 10#ben tennyson#hom au#happy anniversary original ben 10!!!!!!! i cant believe its been almost 20years since i saw that kid become a worldwide franchise#i did it.... i managed to do all homies anniversary pieces......i cant believe i actually did it#damn i messed up any resemblance of posting schedule i had... BUT I DID IT YEEEEE BABEY
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I wish they were happy 😢
#marble hornets#marble hornets fanart#tim wright#brian thomas#alex kralie#alex marble hornets#also happy almost marble hornets 15th anniversary i cannot believe it#my art
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God rest my soul I miss who I used to be The tomb won't close Stained glass windows in my mind I regret you all the time
#swedit#starwarsedit#star wars#anakin skywalker#anakinskywalkeredit#userlumi#starwarsblr#usergif#*mine#*2024#*gifs#[complex]#[lyrics]#ts#connected the lyrics in oct 2022 wanted to make the edit march 2024 and it's almost 2025 now 😅#belated 10 year editing anniversary edit (21st lmao) 5yrs giffing but 10yrs editing oml 😭😭😭 very pleased with how this turned out#wanted to go all out to mark my progress that sort of thing haha wasn't sure if the green would work out I so rarely use it in my edits#very out of my comfort zone but forever associating this song with green bc she wore the green surprise song dress when I heard it live :)#I was DEFINITELY thinking of him when I was screaming my lungs out in the nosebleeds on feb 26 2024 :))#and a moment for finally putting anakin padmé obiwan AND ahsoka in one gif 🥳
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#quite literally#rip arthur you would have love the modern world#i make jokes so I don’t k*ll myself#happy almost Arthur’s death anniversary day#merthur#merlin#bbc merlin#merlin fandom#arthur pendragon#bradley james#the once and future fandom
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evermore || taylor swift [Dec. 11, 2020]
And I was catching my breath Floors of a cabin creaking under my step And I couldn't be sure I had a feeling so peculiar This pain wouldn't be for e v e r m o r e
#taylor swift#evermore#tswiftedit#tswiftgif#it's almost 2024 and we still dont have enough contents to make a proper evermore anniversary gifset#happy 3rd bday to my fav little sister
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Happy 20 years to the Imperishable Night
#Touhou#Touhou Project#Imperishable Night#Get ready for all the character tags#Eirin Yagokoro#Kaguya Houraisan#Fujiwara no Mokou#Reisen Udongein Inaba#Tewi Inaba#Keine Kamishirasawa#Mystia Lorelei#Wriggle Nightbug#Reimu Hakurei#Marisa Kirisame#Sakuya Izayoi#Youmu Konpaku#Yukari Yakumo#Alice Margatroid#Remilia Scarlet#Yuyuko Saigyouji#(and Ran Yakumo and Chen but theyre barely visible lol)#Just a day late for the anniversary day damn it...#I started on this a bit over two weeks ago#And worked on it almost every day#Though i've had the idea of the composition of this piece for a long time#Specifically Reimu and Marisa in the middle facing off against eachother#And then the hourai immortals at the top with Eirin in the middle and Kaguya and Mokou on either side#I am slightly sorry to Mystia and Wriggle cause i kinda forgot about them and just threw them in where there was room#But yeah i worked real hard on this and even though i have regrets about how i went about it and i think it couldve been better#im just proud i finished it at all
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Aftg book 4 getting announced was not on my 2023 bingo but I am excited beyond words nonetheless
#almost exactly on my three year anniversary of starting the first book as well!!#art tag?#aftg#jean moreau#all for the game#fanart#tsc#the sunshine court
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my favorite sad little ouppy
#almost 5 years... thats crazy#for the sake of my sanity i have resolved never to reference the actual fe armor again i will simply close my eyes and pretend#as if it were correct#mhm#my art#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd#fe16#fe3h#fear not. i have a felix in the works for the ultimate kitty ouppy 5yr wedding anniversary
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