#it’s a lot.
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i have to go through the lyrics of the songs i listen to and only then do i realize just how horny all the music i listen to is
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Max will really look at any obscure horror game and go “I need to make a Starvoltz au of this” and no I’m not shitting you.
#I don’t think I’ll post the one I made recently because it’s#it’s a lot.#a lot of it is me just dealing with my own phobia#so#erm. yeah.
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do you promise to stay by my side when december approaches its end and i spam reblog every art of mine that im proud of and is a favorite
#i just metaphorically did this by looking through my entire tag and taking note of 2023 drawings that i like#and umm. It’s a lot#it’s a lot.#crammerposting
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my favorite hobby rn is talking w/o filter in the school confessions page and seeing how many of my classmates hate on me in the comments without knowing it’s me
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i know that i need to be patient and good things take time to grow and hitting things with forced emotional intimacy through oversharing isn’t so much a strategy as it is a desperate attempt to keep my head enough water. but as wonderful as this trip has been it hurts so much to realize how very by myself i have been and how i am going to have to go back to that really soon, even if i do now believe with my whole heart it isn’t a permanent state of being & i don’t feel even half as alone as i did before
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god wtff. i’m gonna put in my notice for leaving my job tomorrow. i feel a lot of mixed feelings cuz it’s a genuinely great place with great people but currently not conducive to my overall mental health and growth. any words of support and encouragement for me would be hella appreciated.
#i have another job lined up so at least i’ll have income but man.#i feel a bit melancholic cuz it’s hard to find such positive work environments but#i’m not able to make connections with anyone and am very reserved#the hours suck ass#and i’m burnt out from direct care.#sigh.#it’s a lot.
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#rain patters#so much to do…..#I haven’t played Minecraft in like… 4 years or smthn#but a discord I’m in started up a server and it’s been so much fun!#I’m partway thru my first playthrough of bg3#I’m trying to check all my boxes in ffxiv before dawntrail comes out#genshin 4.2 recently came out and I still need to play it before I get spoiled even more#I got Sonic and the pkmn dlc before my trip and I still haven’t played them#it’s a lot.
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I do not make enough money for the amount of CSAM I’ve had to report on this website.
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Do the boys just travel around together to avoid zombie herds? and if so, do they have an end destination or are they just movin
GREAT question. LONG-WINDED answer.
So, the two pairs have their own sorts of dynamics. Drew is the type to stick with an arrangement so long as he and the people with him can make it work, so settling down in one spot is more his speed. Gabe ccccan, technically. But like. If he’s staying with a camp of people, like when he and Drew are with Sejal’s group, he is just itching to get away. He’s a very solitary person and is NOT a fan of big groups. Once it becomes about him and Drew, he’s a little bit more adaptable, especially as the years pass and he has to take into account Drew’s sociability.
In terms of Robbie and Scooter, it actually plays into some of their motifs! Both of their backstories really hinge on the idea of their home life — Robbie’s is tumultuous, while Scooter’s idea of “home” is fractured from changing families as a child. After losing both his parents on the Last Day, the idea of “home” is something that haunts him. The two of them sort of wander in the direction that Robbie’s mother and older brother may have been going on the Last Day, but without any real conviction. Houses are a significant symbol in their story (primarily due to Scooter), as well as trains, which are all now abandoned and in disrepair, as they represent the listless and directionless quality of their movement.
Obviously neither of these dynamics occur in a PERFECT pattern because. Story shit and zombie shit has to happen. But they have their own sort of general vibes.
Anyway. Don’t y’all love the way I can describe everything very clearly and succinctly and in so few words ❤️
#ask bug#IT’S A LOT.#something something moving without a purpose likens them to zombies something something mostly Robbie cause he kinda leads the charge#something something Scooter follows Robbie’s lead and holds on too long because Robbie is his last remnant of “home” something something#obviously their resolution (which is not set in stone) would involve at least a thematic repairing/discovery of their home#mostly from Scooter pushing for it cause Robbie is not good at knowing what they need#One of the biggest things to actually throw them off kilter is the time they meet Drew and Gabe#and Gabe basically tells them that searching for Robbie’s family is pointless.#he’s uhhh. delicate like that.#the zomblorbos#drew lancaster#gabrial zhang#scooter mendel#robbie gallagher#drew and gabe#scooter and robbie
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#had a multiple day getaway with coworkers to ✨bond✨ and talk about all the ✨changes✨#I am EXHAUSTED of having to constantly guard how many personal details you’re willing to divulge to have them understand the way you work#vs deeply personal things they must never know that are so so so trauma related or just. too personal to say#and it feels like everybody here is an open book and we come from such different base levels that there’s things I HAVE to share#to have them Get It and the Way I Work but not in a way where it impacts the way they see my work performance#or impacts their idea of me#but constantly having to weigh that……..#constantly toeing that line for three days with ✨bonding exercises✨ and being with them every hour (every minute every second) for days?#it’s a lot.#they told me I’m a bit of an island before so I try to open up more#but that comes VERY unnatural to me as I’m very private#you wouldn’t say based on this blog smsmsmsms but I’m so private no one knows a thing#is why I throw it out here#but ugh#UGGGGHHHHH#I am so tired man#and constantly being scared you said too much or ironically not enough?#hate it. HATE IT#I don’t have social anxiety but sometimes —#god dndndndnd
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I understand that tall men are our POV characters, but surely being like a foot taller than everyone around them would have some occasional consequences
#youd think thisd happen at least a little bit#I love stuff in fantasy where they'll occasionally talk about how weird humans are. it comes up a few times in the story but honestly I do#love it a lot. especially that troll stuff I thought that was pretty cool#laios touden#falin touden#marcille donato#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#chilchuck tims#arts#GODAMN IT I SPELT HIS NAME WRONG I KNEW I SHOULD HAVNT HAVE RUSHED THE DIALOUGE
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I was inspired
#gravity falls#book of bill#ford pines#stanford pines#bill cipher#dipper pines#Mason pines#billford#I guess you could call him my muse heh *inserts that one tiktok smug emoji*#no ford is not referring to twink bill it’s literally just triangle bill#the family reunion is gonna be a lot more awkward now
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People will claim to be a fan of some thing and then hate all of the themes and motifs and story lines and plot lines and protagonists and antagonists like man I don’t think that you actually like it here
#this is about a lot of IWTV show fans but it applies to most fandoms actually#hating is one thing. hating is fine. good even. sometimes. but yall just seem Miserable.
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It's in the eye of the beholder
#comic#birds#my art#I've had this idea for a while#after a lecture that talked about how traits we consider cute are traits found in babies#I feel like birds would have a very different definition of cute from us#anyway after making the bird tutorial I feel the pressure to draw perfect bird anatomy#but tbh I still just wing it a lot of the time!!#hehe “wing it”
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you can pry starting sentences with 'and' or 'but' out of my cold, dead hands
#writing#writblr#i dont care if it's improper im gonna do it anyway#it just feels right a lot of the time#my goal in writing isnt to be a master of the english language but to portray a feeling and a lot of our feelings are imperfect#writeblr
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