#it’s a lot.
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i have to go through the lyrics of the songs i listen to and only then do i realize just how horny all the music i listen to is
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Max will really look at any obscure horror game and go “I need to make a Starvoltz au of this” and no I’m not shitting you.
#I don’t think I’ll post the one I made recently because it’s#it’s a lot.#a lot of it is me just dealing with my own phobia#so#erm. yeah.
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do you promise to stay by my side when december approaches its end and i spam reblog every art of mine that im proud of and is a favorite
#i just metaphorically did this by looking through my entire tag and taking note of 2023 drawings that i like#and umm. It’s a lot#it’s a lot.#crammerposting
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i know that i need to be patient and good things take time to grow and hitting things with forced emotional intimacy through oversharing isn’t so much a strategy as it is a desperate attempt to keep my head enough water. but as wonderful as this trip has been it hurts so much to realize how very by myself i have been and how i am going to have to go back to that really soon, even if i do now believe with my whole heart it isn’t a permanent state of being & i don’t feel even half as alone as i did before
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god wtff. i’m gonna put in my notice for leaving my job tomorrow. i feel a lot of mixed feelings cuz it’s a genuinely great place with great people but currently not conducive to my overall mental health and growth. any words of support and encouragement for me would be hella appreciated.
#i have another job lined up so at least i’ll have income but man.#i feel a bit melancholic cuz it’s hard to find such positive work environments but#i’m not able to make connections with anyone and am very reserved#the hours suck ass#and i’m burnt out from direct care.#sigh.#it’s a lot.
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I do not make enough money for the amount of CSAM I’ve had to report on this website.
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Do the boys just travel around together to avoid zombie herds? and if so, do they have an end destination or are they just movin
GREAT question. LONG-WINDED answer.
So, the two pairs have their own sorts of dynamics. Drew is the type to stick with an arrangement so long as he and the people with him can make it work, so settling down in one spot is more his speed. Gabe ccccan, technically. But like. If he’s staying with a camp of people, like when he and Drew are with Sejal’s group, he is just itching to get away. He’s a very solitary person and is NOT a fan of big groups. Once it becomes about him and Drew, he’s a little bit more adaptable, especially as the years pass and he has to take into account Drew’s sociability.
In terms of Robbie and Scooter, it actually plays into some of their motifs! Both of their backstories really hinge on the idea of their home life — Robbie’s is tumultuous, while Scooter’s idea of “home” is fractured from changing families as a child. After losing both his parents on the Last Day, the idea of “home” is something that haunts him. The two of them sort of wander in the direction that Robbie’s mother and older brother may have been going on the Last Day, but without any real conviction. Houses are a significant symbol in their story (primarily due to Scooter), as well as trains, which are all now abandoned and in disrepair, as they represent the listless and directionless quality of their movement.
Obviously neither of these dynamics occur in a PERFECT pattern because. Story shit and zombie shit has to happen. But they have their own sort of general vibes.
Anyway. Don’t y’all love the way I can describe everything very clearly and succinctly and in so few words ❤️
#ask bug#IT’S A LOT.#something something moving without a purpose likens them to zombies something something mostly Robbie cause he kinda leads the charge#something something Scooter follows Robbie’s lead and holds on too long because Robbie is his last remnant of “home” something something#obviously their resolution (which is not set in stone) would involve at least a thematic repairing/discovery of their home#mostly from Scooter pushing for it cause Robbie is not good at knowing what they need#One of the biggest things to actually throw them off kilter is the time they meet Drew and Gabe#and Gabe basically tells them that searching for Robbie’s family is pointless.#he’s uhhh. delicate like that.#the zomblorbos#drew lancaster#gabrial zhang#scooter mendel#robbie gallagher#drew and gabe#scooter and robbie
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#had a multiple day getaway with coworkers to ✨bond✨ and talk about all the ✨changes✨#I am EXHAUSTED of having to constantly guard how many personal details you’re willing to divulge to have them understand the way you work#vs deeply personal things they must never know that are so so so trauma related or just. too personal to say#and it feels like everybody here is an open book and we come from such different base levels that there’s things I HAVE to share#to have them Get It and the Way I Work but not in a way where it impacts the way they see my work performance#or impacts their idea of me#but constantly having to weigh that……..#constantly toeing that line for three days with ✨bonding exercises✨ and being with them every hour (every minute every second) for days?#it’s a lot.#they told me I’m a bit of an island before so I try to open up more#but that comes VERY unnatural to me as I’m very private#you wouldn’t say based on this blog smsmsmsms but I’m so private no one knows a thing#is why I throw it out here#but ugh#UGGGGHHHHH#I am so tired man#and constantly being scared you said too much or ironically not enough?#hate it. HATE IT#I don’t have social anxiety but sometimes —#god dndndndnd
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nimble, a border collie-papillon mix, wins the 12” class in the 2024 masters agility championship. the first time a mixed breed has won at westminster ever.
#that’s a bright expression#agility#dogs#borderpap#she leans into her jump & runs like a motogp driver practically sideways to the ground#mixed breed#oops i’ve read a lot & maybe my post unintentionally contributes to the pattern of calling designer dogs mutts when that’s not right#but then again a lot of people learned what a howitzer is. educational post
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you can pry starting sentences with 'and' or 'but' out of my cold, dead hands
#writing#writblr#i dont care if it's improper im gonna do it anyway#it just feels right a lot of the time#my goal in writing isnt to be a master of the english language but to portray a feeling and a lot of our feelings are imperfect#writeblr
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slow down for your disabled friends. thats like a bare minimum kindness that we shouldnt have to ask for. i love that youre so quirky and walking fast is a cool personality trait to you and all that but i bet you can count your physically disabled friends on less than one hand
#in a perfect world the move im gay meme would be about being fat or having a mobility aid and people just standing in your way in public#my bemoanings#debated posting this but itd be nice to have some solidarity where my mobility aid users at who have not a lot of good outside friends#also if youre a friend of mine who is worried that you might be the person in the comic im gonna be real#MULTIPLE ppl have said this exact thing to me and id rather you just slow down next time. dont come to me asking for forgiveness or smth#also straight up the person in this comic i havent seen for years because they were mean to me anyways
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I understand that tall men are our POV characters, but surely being like a foot taller than everyone around them would have some occasional consequences
#youd think thisd happen at least a little bit#I love stuff in fantasy where they'll occasionally talk about how weird humans are. it comes up a few times in the story but honestly I do#love it a lot. especially that troll stuff I thought that was pretty cool#laios touden#falin touden#marcille donato#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#chilchuck tims#arts#GODAMN IT I SPELT HIS NAME WRONG I KNEW I SHOULD HAVNT HAVE RUSHED THE DIALOUGE
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in los angeles, the historically Black community of altadena has been decimated by the ongoing eaton fire.
afropunk has created a spreadsheet of gofundmes of displaced Black individuals and families affected by the current los angeles fires. the list is constantly being updated.
please donate what you can and share widely.
#los angeles#los angeles fires#eaton fire#pasadena#palisades fire#pacific palisades#i have no words it's all so devastating#there are also a lot of brown folks that live in altadena and ICE has been spotted around
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“here’s what we know about the uhc shooter”
WRONG! He is a suspect and we should treat him as such. He should be treated as innocent until proven guilty, not guilty until proven innocent. He’s a person of interest not the killer. I don’t care what the media or authorities are saying, he’s a human being who deserves a fair trial and deserves to be treated as innocent until proven otherwise.
#united healthcare#luigi mangione#brian thompson#uhc ceo#sorry I just see a lot of people spreading all this information and labeling him the killer and it’s like hold on#he’s a suspect#he’s not guilty of it#even if it seems likely he should be treated as innocent until proven guilty#labeling him as the killer before the trial even starts is not helping#am I making sense or do I sound stupid#sparkle.txt
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i know it's hard. but i so firmly believe the strongest antidote to loneliness is reaching out first. and continuing to reach out. again and again and again. excise any scrap of shame you hold about being the person who texts first or pitches the plan or asks to get lunch. everyone is tired and busy and struggling. and afraid of feeling unwanted and unimportant. don't let the people you love feel that way. reach out first. don't be a ghost in your own life.
#been having a lot of conversations about this lately.#the trick to overcoming a fear of wanting anything is to make the things that you want happen.
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