#constantly toeing that line for three days with ✨bonding exercises✨ and being with them every hour (every minute every second) for days?
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#had a multiple day getaway with coworkers to ✨bond✨ and talk about all the ✨changes✨#I am EXHAUSTED of having to constantly guard how many personal details you’re willing to divulge to have them understand the way you work#vs deeply personal things they must never know that are so so so trauma related or just. too personal to say#and it feels like everybody here is an open book and we come from such different base levels that there’s things I HAVE to share#to have them Get It and the Way I Work but not in a way where it impacts the way they see my work performance#or impacts their idea of me#but constantly having to weigh that……..#constantly toeing that line for three days with ✨bonding exercises✨ and being with them every hour (every minute every second) for days?#it’s a lot.#they told me I’m a bit of an island before so I try to open up more#but that comes VERY unnatural to me as I’m very private#you wouldn’t say based on this blog smsmsmsms but I’m so private no one knows a thing#is why I throw it out here#but ugh#UGGGGHHHHH#I am so tired man#and constantly being scared you said too much or ironically not enough?#hate it. HATE IT#I don’t have social anxiety but sometimes —#god dndndndnd
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