#it wasnt even a competition
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I had a dream i was telling my middle school/high school crush about the difference between maggots and grubs
at one point I got a fact wrong, i said maggots are beetle larva, then i realized i was wrong, i was like “ugh im sorry im so stupid—maggots are fly larva, and grubs are beetle larva”
and then i kept on going, telling him maggot & grub facts until i woke up
#last night i dreamt#dreams#maggots#grubs#beetles#bugs#insects#bugblr#i dont even like flies#but he just seemed so scared and uncomfortable abt maggots#i had to tell him facts so we could fall in love#but seriously#grubs over maggots any day#grub supremacy#they’ve got lil legs#like what the fuck#it wasnt even a competition#maggots try to act so cool and like#you dont even have legs freak#grubs are just lil guys and they’re genuinely thriving#maggots dont even have legs yet#sad and pathetic#legless idiots
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I think, genuinely, the coolest part about being in this phandom for so long and semi-consistently putting creative projects out there is that I can look back over the years and see how much growth I've made in all areas of my creativity.
Like, I'm writing things now I wouldn't have even dreamed of years ago, and I'm composing music that past me would have been shell-shocked to hear. And I can see with each new fic I put out, each new song I make, how much better I'm getting. And it's not to say that I've mastered the art of writing and composition, but I've certainly improved a fuckton since like 2017 or whenever the hell I made this account.
Damn, y'all. It turns out that all the experts were right and skill is just a LOT of practice over a long period of time.
#danny phantom#phandom#this post was inspired by: the zine composition i just made#i finished my working draft last night#and imo it blows everything i've ever made before this out of the water#not even a competition#this one is just. better. in all areas.#like i remember working on the last two IB songs and hearing mistakes#spending so long tweaking them#but never QUITE being able to fix them#and now i listen back and hear new mistakes#things i didnt catch back then but i have the ear for now#and i *know* how to fix these issues now#im certainly not perfect and i'm going to make new mistakes with this song#but im sure in even a year i'll listen back to this one and go 'oh! i know what to do here now!'#(oh yeah this post is also partially inspired by The Phantom Martian WHICH IM WORKING ON)#(i wasnt playing a few weeks ago when i said i was writing the next chapter)#(i just am coming off of a 2 week family extravaganza)
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listen, buck doesn't actually miss t. like yeah maybe he misses dates and kissing someone and sex, but that's him missing the relationship, not t. i think what is driving buck insane is the fact that t was able to see he wasn't buck's last. he saw something in buck that made him not even want to try. and that's what keeps driving buck to call him, he wants to know because he's been trying for years to figure out why all his relationships fail and t knows but didn't explain.
#also the fact that t was like im not your last but still dated buck for 6 MONTHS is wild#and yeah okay sure t was talking about how your first gay experience isnt your last#but like no????#your first can be your last#i think he just said that because he knew thats how it was for buck not for like all queer people#he knew hed never get to be anything more than bucks first#he knew going into that relationship that he wasnt going to be bucks last#and when buck tried to move things to be more serious he ended it#because he Knows#buck finding his last (eddie) is inevitable and it wont even be a competition#it wouldnt even be a choice for buck because theres not a world where buck doesnt choose eddie#and t knows that#wow i almost made myself feel bad for t#JUST KIDDING FUCK THAT MAN HES GONE YIPPEEEE#me thinks
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iroh azula antagonism is sooo important to me guys i cant ever read azula redemption fics cus none of them include their insane beef. its such a lonely world out here. can u even imagine how nuts it wouldve been if she found out abt the white lotus. i need to talk ab them dude
i like to imagine the trip back to the fn after ba sing se zuko didnt talk to iroh at all while he was in the brig because he was so in shock and still reeling that iroh outright betrayed him and his family and nation for the avatar. those three years iroh spent with zuko on the ship encouraging him meant what now? "why would he banish you if he didnt care" meant what now that you helped what would undo the banishment evade me?
and azula has never been above gloating, even over the most pathetic scum. so she makes sure to head to the brig the night they depart, her exhausted brother conked out in his quarters none the wiser, mai and ty lee flanking her. and even though the mission had been to capture the avatar dead or alive, theres something about looking down at her restrained uncle whod been working the whole time to get zuko (who has an unending list of faults but is loyal above all else and had been trying his hardest to fulfill the terms of his banishment even while being a wanted criminal to their nation- something she will not overlook) to betray their nation is somehow more satisfying by tenfold than looking down at a restrained avatar.
she knows just how hard iroh takes losing. he lost ba sing se and a son years ago, and here he has lost ba sing se and a son once more. or a boy his senile, trauma-riddled mind has convinced him is his son. her uncle bet against her father by trying to turn his son against him for whatever traitorous and foolish reasons he has and frankly shes just overjoyed to have him out of the way once and for all, because azula is a dragon just as much as iroh and she will always strive to protect her blood, because irohs the one who let zuko into that war room in the first place, because what right does he have to allow her foolish brother that couldnt keep his trap shut to save his life in a situation like that and then have the audacity to try and turn him against them when zuko even being in ba sing se (instead of working under azula along with mai and ty lee like he shouldve been) was all his fault in the first place? she hopes freeing zuko of him stings unlike anything else. she hopes if that sting manifested in reality it would take the shape of an ugly stamp right across his face and haunt him for the rest of his days in his self made prison.
and then iroh can say that zuko had no choice BUT to be loyal above all else because if he wasnt thats a death sentence from ozai. and then azula can say that thats wise of her father then because if that wasnt how it was then their whole family would be an infested nest of lying cowards like iroh. mustve been something her dad learned from his dear old brother. and what can iroh even say to that
#honestly i dont like fics that have iroh have bittersweet memories of ozai or hold deep down love for him because hes his brother.#like the way i see it iroh was alr old enough to leave the palace and fight by the time ozai even came along#he probably wasnt even there when ozai was born. The age difference left no chance of fair competition and ozai HATED it#yes i do think a lot of him pitting azula and zuko against each other is projecting#he gives his oldest no chance of winning to make himself feel better for how his older brother gave him no chance of winning#theres NO LOVE between them yall#what ozai did to zuko just made iroh genuinely Loathe ozai. like he was so despicable it kicked irohs ass out of his own apathy#IDK. azula is so normal though i think she can be allowed to torment iroh. As a treat.#atla#avatar the last airbender
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met a really cool queer stranger today that i thought was just so fucking neat i wanted to talk but if we were playing tennis they were, with the most gentle and earnest voice ive ever heard, shoving the tennis racket down my throat. every compliment or joke i made was turned away but in the sweetest way possible that made me sound like an absolute asshole lunatic. it was so scary.
#i tried so hard to be funny and nice but the way they replied to each thing i said made me feel like a scumbag LOL#ive never had that happen before. im very polite when i talk to strangers and i was being very polite then too!#i dont think they even saw it happening in realtime bc they were so calm and even keeled about it#but my god. still thinking about it. absolutely rattled me.#'ur so cool' 'oh its not the olympics. everyones cool. ur cool too' 'haha ur right yet ur still winning' 'hm. its not a competition.'#i was trying to make you laugh im sORRY i was being goofy when i said that i promise i did not say it straight#'you have so many cool tattoos' 'oh ive got a couple tattoo artist friends' 'oh thats so cool. maybe i could get a foot in the door'#like obviously as a joke but they replied gently 'you shouldnt seek friends out just to get something from them.'#NO I KNOW I KNOW IM SORRY IT HAPPENS TO ME CONSTANTLY I KNOW TRUST ME#i panicked and was like 'oh haha no i wasnt serious dont worry. im an artist so i know the feeling.' but i guess it came across as like#yknow. bc they just went 'hm.' and pulled out their phone#FUMBLED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so embarrassed#the worst part was id been talking to someone in the back who makes familiar plushies and shed set a few out#so i was talking to them while i was trying to pull up her insta to look up more info about one of the familiars#bc it looked SO FUCKING COOL and i stood there saying that to my husband right in front of them after this legendary fumble#finally pulled up the insta post for it and. they own that one. its theirs. they dressed it like that. i was so fucking embarrassed skdjfks#i wanted to look at the pricetag bc i assumed it was there bc she HADNT sold it yet#god. legendarily embarrassed.
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hey i just wanna clarify i hold absolutely no ill will towards the @tmntbestsibscompetiton, honestly they seemed like a real sweetheart when they reached out to me and i don't feel particularly snubbed or anything. it's genuinely all fine with me, certainly don't contact them, harass them, or anything like that on my behalf.
#nnstuff#honestly i wasnt even 100% sure it was this specific competition until they reached out hah#this seems like a fun idea for a tmnt competition and i dont want that to get bogged down
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thinking about my exit interview that was super informal but at one point i was like okay i will say something positive about the team and my ex manager was like okay
and then we both sat there in silence for a solid minute
#me:…theyre nice people!#my ex manager with suspicious eyes:#delete later#i wanted to try out my buildings laundry machines today#bc i was tired of using the portable one in my apartment#its big and clunky and breaks my tap everytime i do laundry#and i dont have a dryer so massive pain#but it cost me $5.5 and so i will continue doing it in my apartment ❤️#tbf it wasnt even really an interview i just had to return my shit and was like hey do u wanna hear the tea and gossip#and he was like pulling out a notebook like yea#and then i went off for an hour#hes not a retaliatory dude so it was fine if anything im sure he just took the notes and then went off to figure out solutions or whatever#now i feel like i snitched#i didnt say names but he just kept figuring it out#i was like ppl dont like how ppl drop documentation in code reviews#and he was like is this about gordon and his use effect document#and i was like……………..*speechless*#and then i was like some ppl thing the environment has gotten a tad competitive#and he was like is that from henry#*SPEECHLESS*
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#playchoices#america's most eligible#choices ame#this legit has me thinking hard because of course I'd never be on that show but if I WERE how would I DO???#I think I could put forth a respectable performance 🤔#I'm not winning my fellow contestants over but I'd stay afloat by virtue of killing it on the challenges solely cause I'm hella competitive#to be clear though I don't think I'd be among the last to get eliminated. probably somewhere in the middle#like on personality they would've wanted me gone sooner but I did well enough in the challenges that I wasnt up for elimination for a while#of course like I said realistically I wouldn't even be there but that's not what the poll is the premise already means I'm competing so.#unconquered queries
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does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians
#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic#im just like. tired of gnawing#and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get#content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky#young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me#im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing &#digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances#m text#i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story#not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a#lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out#bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples#and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified#(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right)#and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here#(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh)#I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost.#anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein#out as lesbian#like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has#to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic)#meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just#and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so#yknow. personal viewer bias here#but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian#and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out#but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough.#im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes#I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY.#like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'
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@tmntaucompetition YOU FEELING UNSAFE? HIT NEON UP HE BARROWED A BUNCH OF TITANIUM BATS AND THOSE LIKE POLICE SHIELDS COMPLETELY LEGALLY!
#tmnt competition#this was definitely grabbed legally#and even if it wasnt#2k12’s government deserved it#lmao#look it works#Hes self appointed security gotta make the battle field liveable
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Please save me, I'm reading a reddit thread about Seb vs Max(bcs Tost said he thought Seb would win out), and none of these people know how good Seb was in his prime
#the fucking ignorance in this thread im gonna shoot myself#theyre like:oh he barely won 2010 and 2012#uhhhhh you mean two of the most competitive seasons in history?????????#2010: literally had 5 championship contenders for a while and then still 4 for the closer#^ also tbh its super impressive to me that he was never leading the wdc and still managed to pull it off at the last moment#and 2012 which is regarded as one of if not the best seasons of all time in which there were six different winners in the first six races#i cannot fucking believe i jsut saw a comment basically seb is not as aggressive as max#saying he doesnt have the samw 'step on their neck' mentality as Max does#uh what??????????? im sorry but seb was one of the most ruthless drivers ever and was way more of an asshole abt it. multi-21??????#but fuck. these people dont know him and his wdc years at all 😭😭#still has the record for most poles in a season. is still the youngest wdc and polesitter#got pole and won a race in his 1 ½ season IN AN STR before rbr could even try pulling that off#it just really sucks to me how his flop years have ruined his reputation for some people#yeah ofc he kinda fell off in the latter years of ferrari and amr but that doesnt erase all of his incredible performance in the prior yrs??#like please i beg of you go watch the rbr era years and you will be impressed istg#another stupid argument was saying 'oh he made too many mistakes in 2009 and lost a wdc he couldve won'#first of all that was only his 2½ season and his first season in a top team#and also not all of his dnfs and crashes in that ssn were his fault :/ the car wasnt the most reliable :/#i love max and i think hes probably one of the goats but my god the regency bias is insane#^ and alongside that. oh you point out all Seb's mistakes but completely ignore when max was called the crash kid?? 😭😭#like saying seb lost 2009 due to rookie mistakes...YEAH CAUSE HE WAS ONLY IN HIS 2½ YEAR AS A 21/22 YR OLD#also I think its impossible anyways to say who would win that matchup bcs theyre in completely different eras#seb dominated that v8 era and max dominates this current era. its truly impossible to say bcs they mastered completely dif cars#like whu cant we just say both of them are pretty damn fantastic as rbr golden boys??#anyways. fuck im so irritated right now. this is an affront to my spirit!!!#its really just: say you dont know seb without saying you dont know seb#catie.rambling.txt
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lilliane vaude is a boy mom and thats why she's like that
#she acts That Way to finral bc he's competition to langris. and also his existence is a perpetual reminder that she wasnt picked first#look it's the remainder of the other woman!#tbh though if finral was a girl lilliane would simply view him as competition to HER which is. even more ridiculous#but thats just kind of who she is as a person.#lilliane vaude#black clover
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Remembered that I got Super into IV breeding in Pokemon xy in like, 2013-2014 so I could do online competitive battles (a thing I never did despite going through the hassle of fully training up a team) and one of those Pokemon I was gonna use was a Dusknoir.
I planned out its nature and moveset and got to breeding. The thing is, I planned this moveset around the move Curse, a unique move that either a) cuts the user's HP my half an inflicts curse status if you're a ghost type, or b) raises your attack and defense but lowers your speed if you're any other type.
I based this moveset on scenario b. On a Dusknoir. A ghost type. Where Curse will always be scenario a.
I did not realize my mistake until I had fully IV bred, nature shuffled, EV trained, and evolved it. This is a process that took literal days. I don't know how I made that mistake and I don't know how I didn't notice it sooner.
I cannot express to you how genuinely mad I was.
#i dont recommend iv breeding. its such a fucking hassle#bottle caps and mints were the best additions to pokemon if you play competitive i swear to god#i also got a shiny duskull while nature shuffling so it wasnt even usable ggggggggg#bailey musings
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pms is crazy but i started crying while i was giving a thankyou note
#professor asked us in the bus to say something about the whole trip and the competition's experience and when it was my turn my voice just#broke#i couldn't even say everything i wanted to#and i was crying when everyone else was speaking about their experience#this was such a warm trip with people who feel like siblings#and juniors and seniors and teachers they made us feel home#everyone was so supportive i couldn't deliver my best because i was just back from conference and they send me notice at the end moment#and we played so many things like we did in childhood 11 hours bus journey two times felt nothing#i had the least screen time in months#visited ram mandir and the professor started crying#celebrated a batchmates birthday in bus#i could've behaved better if i wasnt so exhausted and i did regret some part joining in#but in end it was worth it#people and places will save you win
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kinda realised that suzie/the mages convo in 2x06 is similar to the brotzly on in 2x07
#todd haters dni ur not welcome here#they both stem partly from selfish reasons (on todds end- suzie /is/ 100% selfish she wants power/to be queen)#todds putting his own goal (finding amanda) on the side to help dirk- WHICH HE DID#but similar format i guess? like the mage/dirk give up because they lose/lost and suzie/todd is like??? uh?? no?? im gonna keep at it#and mage/suzie arent friends so theres not much connection or meaningful disappointment to be had mage is just a loser to suzie cause he is#but dirk and todd are friends and todd did put his shit on the side to help#todds right- friends help each other so i get the frustration of dirk refusing to do any of it#even if it wasnt 100% at the best time for todd to say it- but like it wasnt out of nowhere#and he wasnt being abusive or callous hes in a fucked situation for the past 2 months trying to keep dirk inspired for the past week#like its not just dirk and its not a competition on whose feelings are more valid theres no nobility in suffering#i will defend 2x07!todd till the ends of the earth
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when i think abt how hard it is to watch figure skating ....
#like besties i dont want to pay for a bunch of individual livestreams for challenger series competitions#or else just have to look up which individual skaters skated and then youtube them individually to see if anyone has uploaded their program#i simply think the isu youtube channel should broadcast all competitions that occur under the isu...........#dont even get me started on fucking peacock theyre not real to me#but like!! idk i'd be following the CS comps more if it wasnt such a hassle to watch them!!!#JGP is my best friend though i love u junior grand prix youtube channel <33#fs#soyouwanttowatchfigureskating dot com is my good ally and compatriot but theyre a bandaid 2 a larger problem...#like we shouldnt need a website that collates all the random ass competition links just to watch a sport...#and they wonder why no one in the usa cares about fs right now!!!#and they wonder why skate america is having to cold call people to fill seats!!!!
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