#it was such an exhilarating feeling

[mardmeehanabadi]

I need to go back to work soon and pay off these credit cards so I can go shopping some more. I suddenly love shopping because I'm accepting that I can style myself however I want and just skip right over anything that feels too girly and be my weird non binary self from now on. Which does mean I want more clothes in general because I never had a proper "wardrobe" just a random mish mash of whatever was on sale when I forced myself to go shopping.

[canonkiller]

do it all for love

[antigonick]

I want you to be aware that I KNOW you have treated me infernally—infernally! Do you hear? And if you flatter yourself that I don't perceive it, you are a fool; and if you think I can be consoled by sweet words, you are an idiot: and if you fancy I'll suffer unrevenged, I'll convince you of the contrary, in a very little while!

—Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights

[loveoaths]

force sensitive!din is cool, but imagine how funny the reverse would be. force negative!din. his very presence is actively hostile to the force. jedi can’t track him because he simply does not show up on their radars. you try to force throw him and he just stands there like 🧍🏻‍♂️. being around him as a force sensitive person is like entering a cellular dead zone. there are no signals going in or out. grogu’s rapid force development happens because being around din and then leaving with luke was the jedi equivalent of rock lee removing his ankle weights and beating gaara’s ass. if the force is a telephone wire, din is the fucking boulder stapled to it. his very presence causes a vacuum in the force that the universe tries to correct by throwing more force at it, which is why the man suddenly can’t walk without running into a jedi these days. force negative!din, y’all.

[auroras-void]

You ever be being horny and feel like if someone were to draw you you'd have heart pupils?

That's like, the best kinda horny.

[mrsnaildood]

Elemental Master of Traumadump...

[judithbeasley]

[glitterghost]

Noah's voice is like when you're finally at that breaking point where the smallest, feather like movement of air will be all it takes for you to just absolutely fall over the edge, onto your knees, disintegrating into your feelings. His voice & those breathy vocal deliveries are that air, and I am on the floor, lying in the ashes of my emotions.

[queerplatonicdiaries]

personal ramble about attraction :)

I've id-ed as arospec for quite some time now; I've only ever had romantic feelings once, and my feelings for the person I'm in love with now I've thought of as queerplatonic. but recently I think the lines between romantic and queerplatonic might have started to blur for me - just today, and I was watching them sitting and thinking with that little smile on their face, and for the first time in years, I felt butterflies. its the small things like that: the way I feel around them, the scenarios i sometimes involuntarily imagine....

and I don't care about labels, really. I love them and I love this feeling, whatever form it might take. I'm a big believer in the fact that human nature as a whole, but particularly sexuality and attraction, are very fluid things. labels are really just a game we play with society, I've gone through quite a few and I've no doubt I'll use many more, and honestly? I don't mind that. I know where we stand, I know I'm queer and I'm happy with that, and I know I'm (maybe a little madly) in love with someone very important to me.

I'm not sure i want a traditional romance, there are a lot of parts of that I'm still not very comfortable with, but others I've warmed up to. I absolutely love the idea of a qpr - the freedom of defining your own relationship with the person/people you love, the breaking of expectations to do what makes you both/all happy. regardless of where I end up in the future, I think that's something I'll always carry with me and with my relationships, be they platonic, queerplatonic, romantic or any other kind.

(not that this is any more than purely fantasy, but it's nice to think about)

im not really sure what my point is; maybe that feelings can be fluid and that's okay. or maybe simply just that I'm ridiculously fond of this person. :)

[whim-prone-pirate]

i saw myself on a marvel studios screen for the first time tonight. that means so much to me even now. i am so, so relieved that thirteen year old me will get to have that in their future.

[elitadream]

I hope you don't mind me asking this but I'm confused about something. Did you only do Mario art because it was a popular thing? Because it seemed like you thought a lot about it with headcanons and such

Quite the opposite! I ultimately stopped because my blog had gotten too big for my personal comfort, and also because it was occupying too much space inside my mind. 🥲 I was intensely invested in my personal vision of these characters; so much so that I was putting aside important things to accomodate time and energy for it.

And that wasn't healthy.

The previous communities I was in were very small by comparison. Private discord groups for the most part. I was still very new to sharing art with a broader audience when I joined the Mario fandom, and like I mentioned in my update, the effect that this had on me long-term was sadly far from beneficial.

I've always loved discussing headcanons and other concepts regarding the subjects I'm passionate about! And I still very much do. 🤲 But now I aim to do it in a way that feels more reasonable to me and doesn't obstruct my every day life. 🌱🌤️

[beastwhimsy]

worlds most gender lego person award

[absentlyabbie]

man i remember when my time at sandrock was still in development and there was some dev update introducing the town doctor character, fang, with his pretty delicate facial features and long shampoo-commercial hair, looking like every cliche of a "cold, reserved anime pretty boy" distilled

and then the update where they said they would make him romanceable/expand his backstory due to popular demand, and i rolled my eyes in utter disinterest at what looked like the same cardboard cutout love interest we've all seen a million times, cuz that is just not my bag, personally

and then i played the game and well fuck, so he's actually disabled due to deep childhood trauma, and you help him through his struggles to a place where it's less debilitating, learn he's extremely, passionately motivated to help others not suffer the way he did, and is in fact kind and awkward and a little bit of a dork

and oh no, whoops, i've tripped and fallen and married him

[karebear923]

I literally just finished Peaceful Property

Initial thoughts on the ending:

Personally, I loved it!! I watched it for Tay and New and the ghost hunting crew, and it was a happy ending!!

I was so mad at uncle Kid when he said he never loved Home! I knew right away during his flashbacks that his dad did love him and he just never saw it! So when Home revealed it I wasn’t surprised but I was happy that he got to know that information and he can dwell on it in jail.

I always knew the grandpa loved his family though (despite everything), so I’m happy he and Home got to have that final conversation (and him squeezing his boob was funny 🤭). I also cried seeing Home do his dance at his gramps’ funeral 🥺😭

I’m happy that everyone got a happy ending together! Peach gets his restaurant where he can cook whatever he wants for people. Pangpang gets to keep being an influencer and see her brother thrive. Suradech gets to stay with his kids. Kan gets to stay with her friends, and I believe she’ll keep her lawyer job and keep fighting for justice too. And Home gets his family and happiness and place of belonging!

Part of me is like “dang we didn’t get HomePeach confirmation” but the other part of me is like “yeah but it’s definitely there” and I can just picture them being more flirty in the future and eventually getting together! 😁🥰

All in all I had a great time watching it!! Every episode was funny, surprising, emotional, and I loved freaking out about it every week!! It left me with good feels and I’ll definitely miss this show 🥲

I’m sorry I’m not the type to delve into the nuances and deeper meanings and cultural/political messages of shows so I can’t/won’t comment on it’s depiction of class disparity or anything like that. I’m just here for the feels, and I got lots of those!

[mila-bee]

I am in LOVE!!!! I can’t believe we only got one episode but damn it was so so perfect. Finally got a CG and it’s so ahhh

This CG is so so so perfect. It’s tender and soft and they are both so beautiful my heart 😭

[pink-november]

Hello darlingsweetheart pookie wookie smookie. Consider Voice of the Cold with long pointy canines like a vampire. Proudly displayed whenever he cracks a rare smile

Hello sweet dove. For your infinite wisdom, Voice of the Cold now gets canines in every iteration of him I imagine daily. The other voices will always stop what they're doing just to stare at Cold in all his devilishly handsome smile, entranced by the rare display of his why-the-fuck-does-he-get-vampire-fangs and alluring canines.