#it was such an exhilarating feeling

[mardmeehanabadi]

I need to go back to work soon and pay off these credit cards so I can go shopping some more. I suddenly love shopping because I'm accepting that I can style myself however I want and just skip right over anything that feels too girly and be my weird non binary self from now on. Which does mean I want more clothes in general because I never had a proper "wardrobe" just a random mish mash of whatever was on sale when I forced myself to go shopping.

[canonkiller]

do it all for love

[mrsnaildood]

Elemental Master of Traumadump...

[antigonick]

I want you to be aware that I KNOW you have treated me infernally—infernally! Do you hear? And if you flatter yourself that I don't perceive it, you are a fool; and if you think I can be consoled by sweet words, you are an idiot: and if you fancy I'll suffer unrevenged, I'll convince you of the contrary, in a very little while!

—Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights

[auroras-void]

You ever be being horny and feel like if someone were to draw you you'd have heart pupils?

That's like, the best kinda horny.

[empty-dream]

"A priest told me something once. The night sky is beautiful, because we gaze at it from the lowly Earth. Since then, when I look at the sky, the stars appear to me like eyes looking down on humanity." "Before that, could you look at the stars?" "Y-Yes. Actually, I think I enjoyed it."

[judithbeasley]

[glitterghost]

Noah's voice is like when you're finally at that breaking point where the smallest, feather like movement of air will be all it takes for you to just absolutely fall over the edge, onto your knees, disintegrating into your feelings. His voice & those breathy vocal deliveries are that air, and I am on the floor, lying in the ashes of my emotions.

[buddiex911]

formal request to the universe for a buddie edit to “what is this feeling” because you cannot tell me that it isn’t sooo them when eddie first joined the 118

[queerplatonicdiaries]

personal ramble about attraction :)

I've id-ed as arospec for quite some time now; I've only ever had romantic feelings once, and my feelings for the person I'm in love with now I've thought of as queerplatonic. but recently I think the lines between romantic and queerplatonic might have started to blur for me - just today, and I was watching them sitting and thinking with that little smile on their face, and for the first time in years, I felt butterflies. its the small things like that: the way I feel around them, the scenarios i sometimes involuntarily imagine....

and I don't care about labels, really. I love them and I love this feeling, whatever form it might take. I'm a big believer in the fact that human nature as a whole, but particularly sexuality and attraction, are very fluid things. labels are really just a game we play with society, I've gone through quite a few and I've no doubt I'll use many more, and honestly? I don't mind that. I know where we stand, I know I'm queer and I'm happy with that, and I know I'm (maybe a little madly) in love with someone very important to me.

I'm not sure i want a traditional romance, there are a lot of parts of that I'm still not very comfortable with, but others I've warmed up to. I absolutely love the idea of a qpr - the freedom of defining your own relationship with the person/people you love, the breaking of expectations to do what makes you both/all happy. regardless of where I end up in the future, I think that's something I'll always carry with me and with my relationships, be they platonic, queerplatonic, romantic or any other kind.

(not that this is any more than purely fantasy, but it's nice to think about)

im not really sure what my point is; maybe that feelings can be fluid and that's okay. or maybe simply just that I'm ridiculously fond of this person. :)

[whim-prone-pirate]

i saw myself on a marvel studios screen for the first time tonight. that means so much to me even now. i am so, so relieved that thirteen year old me will get to have that in their future.

[elitadream]

I hope you don't mind me asking this but I'm confused about something. Did you only do Mario art because it was a popular thing? Because it seemed like you thought a lot about it with headcanons and such

Quite the opposite! I ultimately stopped because my blog had gotten too big for my personal comfort, and also because it was occupying too much space inside my mind. 🥲 I was intensely invested in my personal vision of these characters; so much so that I was putting aside important things to accomodate time and energy for it.

And that wasn't healthy.

The previous communities I was in were very small by comparison. Private discord groups for the most part. I was still very new to sharing art with a broader audience when I joined the Mario fandom, and like I mentioned in my update, the effect that this had on me long-term was sadly far from beneficial.

I've always loved discussing headcanons and other concepts regarding the subjects I'm passionate about! And I still very much do. 🤲 But now I aim to do it in a way that feels more reasonable to me and doesn't obstruct my every day life. 🌱🌤️

[jeanmoroses]

if the raven cycle is one song it’s the view between villages (extended version) by noah kahan in this essay i will

[absentlyabbie]

man i remember when my time at sandrock was still in development and there was some dev update introducing the town doctor character, fang, with his pretty delicate facial features and long shampoo-commercial hair, looking like every cliche of a "cold, reserved anime pretty boy" distilled

and then the update where they said they would make him romanceable/expand his backstory due to popular demand, and i rolled my eyes in utter disinterest at what looked like the same cardboard cutout love interest we've all seen a million times, cuz that is just not my bag, personally

and then i played the game and well fuck, so he's actually disabled due to deep childhood trauma, and you help him through his struggles to a place where it's less debilitating, learn he's extremely, passionately motivated to help others not suffer the way he did, and is in fact kind and awkward and a little bit of a dork

and oh no, whoops, i've tripped and fallen and married him

[beastwhimsy]

worlds most gender lego person award

[eebie]

potentially controversial personal opinion I think arcane s2 would be getting a lot more flack if it wasn't for all the shipping fodder and shiny objects packed in there. convinced you could spoon-feed toddler upchuck to half of the population as long as you go Brrrr here comes the yaoi airplane