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brrr vent post cast your eyes away!
#i’ve gained back the weight i lost last year#like yeah i was so miserable i barely ate#and i walked all over the fucking city#but god#i want to go back to that size so bad#it was so easy for me to lose it too#because i was so unbelievably disconnected from reality#i wasn’t even that small or anything i was just smallER
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I’m not sure about anyone else but I personally have a pretty hard time finding Aziraphale centric fics. Crowley centric fics are really easy to find, stuff that splits C/A evenly is also pretty easy to find.
So I think we should start a thread of Aziraphale centric fics (or at least ones where he gets to take a major role in.)
I’ll go first:
These are the Soul by Mikripetra—This is my comfort fic I love it with my entire being.
Starmaker and Starlight by Nohaljiachi—This one just made me very happy then very sad. It focuses on Aziraphale before the beginning, coming to be friends with the starmaker (angel Crowley)
Prax In Terris —by Oatmeal Addiction I love this one because it captures the spirit of good omens perfectly. Genuinely if s3 was a fanfiction this (and the other fic in this series) is what I’d want it to be. Now it is not exactly Aziraphale centric, it does split time pretty evenly with Crowley and Muriel, but I love Aziraphale’s role in this, and he gets to be really interesting and stubborn. (Maybe not for all readers who dislike face value interpretations of the FF though.) It’s a wip about the second coming and I’m very curious where the author is gonna take it.
If you want, please feel free to add any Aziraphale centric fics to this post and also please shamelessly self-rec your own fics
(Edited to add the author names and also to say thank you for everyone recommending things, it makes me and I’m sure other Aziraphale fans very happy!)
#good omens#Aziraphale#fanfiction#it’s very hard to find Aziraphale fanficiton#or maybe that’s just cause I personally don’t like reading ones where he falls/loses some part of his angelness#I love angst but that’s just too much#but ofc if you have any recs for those types defintily put it out here cause I know people love those stories#seriously it’s so easy to find devastatingly beautiful Crowley centric fics#but for azirpahale is like#for every trope there’s a ratio of like#3 crowley to 1 Aziraphale centric fic.#save me I wish I could write good I would be writing so much
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Hmmmm.... yk what I was thinking of a few days ago? Carrots, carrots are good for your body and help regulates your blood pressure. I love carrots so much, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum. I always thought hye sun or any sun rays looked like carrots, like get one ray and then put a small heart-shaped green paper cut-out above it, then I'm fully convinced its a carrot I might as well be convinced even without the paper cut-out. Nom, nom.
ough that's such a cute idea, i had to doodle it real quick
💚🥕 carrot boy sun 🥕💚
#ask the crab#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#fnaf dca#dca fandom#Have You Eaten? AU#Sun Have You Eaten? AU#Moon Have You Eaten? AU#crab art#digital art#bright colours#possible halloween costume? 🤔#just change them to red hearts and he's got an outfit for valentines day too#i imagine Sun's used to Moon decorating his rays#they used to do this all the time in the daycare#gotta doodle silly things to beat artblock into submission#i've been busy with work lately so i haven't been drawing#and whenever i take a break from drawing it's easy for me to hit a sort of artblock#like i lose momentum and i either have to take a break or find some way to build it back up#but i'm also trying to adopt a faster doodling style
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This parallel makes me insane actually (and there is something incredibly Lawlu about it to me)
#One Piece#Monkey D. Luffy#Sanji#Trafalgar Law#Lawlu#something about Luffy saying almost the exact same thing that Corazon said to Law makes me so emotional actually#It's easy to think Corazon and Luffy would get along. they are both kindhearted goofy sweethearts#but it's more than JUST that#it's that deeper thing where they understand and carry the pain of the people they hold dear#And it's the fact that overhearing Corazon say this is pretty much what changed Law's life#To know that he is cared for and seen and someone wants the best for him#And then Law loses him#And then years later he aligns himself with Monkey D Luffy#Someone who has these echoes of Corazon in him#The echoes of the person he held so close to his heart#Like. It's no wonder Law is so compelled and mystified by Luffy in equal measure#I think if Law heard Luffy say this to Sanji he'd go insane#cause I know he's remember everything Cora said that night exactly#and it might tell him why he sought out and believed in Luffy against all odds and logic#(why he cares for him so much too. why Luffy's stubborn insistence on loving him without condition is so familiar)#I don't even know if these tags are making any sense but IM FEELING THINGS OK#donquixote rosinante#Corazon
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Edit: the last option should say "I find most or all of them to be similarly easy"
Also, if you're tied between a couple, pick your favorite
Personally spinning is always the easiest to do when my brain isnt working.
#i know the results will be skewed toward whatever most respondents know how to do#so i imagine few lacemakers will say lacemaking bc i dont have many lacemakers following me and its a less common craft#nonetheless im curious#i CANT crochet when my brains not working i will lose all my stitches. knitting i can but it requires a lot of frogging#weaving i would just be too scared to#and wool prep is easy but the tools are sharp. bad combo lol#poll
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Goth! Nico/ Surfer! Percy AU Part 8!
Hi, sorry for the wait!! I was a little in doubt about if making this chapter in Percy's or Nico's POV, tbh, but in the end I decided that we're back to Percy! I always enjoy writing him being all smitten and in love <33
Enjoy~
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7
You can also read it on AO3!!
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Percy had been looking at his phone for what felt like hours, staring at the empty message box and the name written on top, trying to find something, anything, to write that wouldn't sound extremely lame.
He knew his friends were looking at him, probably thinking he was the most ridiculous lovesick fool they had ever seen - which was fair, honestly, because Percy did feel like he was one second away from screaming into the void and starting to roll around on the cafe’s floor.
So, yes, he was a lovesick fool - but a lovesick fool with his crush's number now safely saved into his phone.
Crush.
It had been two days since his meeting with Nico at the beach, and for the whole time Percy had felt like the word wasn't right, wasn't nearly heavy enough to embrace the way he felt. When he had told Annabeth, she had looked at him and smiled.
“I can see that, Percy, but you do realize you barely know him, don't you?”
It was true, of course it was - yet it didn't matter.
Percy could still feel the warmth of Nico's hand in his like it was engraved on his skin. The need to hold it again was almost overwhelming, Percy could feel himself going crazy for it.
They had held hands, and it had felt like Nico hadn't wanted to let go either, that he had wanted to make the contact last as long as possible just like Percy had.
Percy wanted to text him. But what do you even write to the guy who's been haunting your mind for the past few months and who you aren't exactly friends with but at the same time it feels like you're so much more?
“Hi, it's Percy, how are you?”
Yeah, no, that was lame.
“Hey, would you like to go on a date with me?”
Too forward, definitely not.
Percy groaned, frustrated.
“I swear to god, Jackson, if you don't stop staring at that phone right now, I'm gonna kick you out of this place”.
Thalia's voice pulled him violently out of his thoughts.
“This is a public space, Thalia, you can't kick me out”, he replied without even looking at her.
“Oh yeah, watch me”.
Percy only looked up at her when a kick did actually hit his legs under the table.
“Ehi!”
Thalia smirked down at him. “Told ya”, she said. “I can't believe I only come here like two times a year - and when I do, you're too busy to look at your phone to actually talk to me? That's low, Jackson”.
Percy rolled his eyes, but the pull in his guts let him know that he did feel guilty. He sighed and finally put his phone down, straightening himself and going back to sip his coffee. Not that he would apologize to Thalia, but he could admit to himself that she was right; and after all, if he put aside for a moment his current concern, he really was happy to see her. It had been months since the last time they had the chance to hang out together like this.
“Don't mind him, Thalia”, Annabeth jumped in. “He just got his dream boy's number! And now he's trying to figure out what to write to him”.
She said it like it was ridiculous, but Percy remembered how happy she had been for him when he had told her about the events of two days ago, so he didn't take it to heart.
“His what!?”, Thalia almost screamed, accompanying every word with a painful slap on Percy's shoulder. “Why don't I know anything about this! How could you guys not tell me, come on!”
He swatted her hand away. “Ouch, ow, ow, okay, alright!”
“I can't believe this! I can't even remember the last time you had a crush”.
“Yeah, well”, Percy said, and lowered his eyes. “Doesn't really feel like a crush, anymore”.
“Oh woah, then it must be serious”, she said. “Come on, tell me everything”.
And so he told her - told her about the first time he saw the pretty goth boy working at the beach kiosk, about how long he had spent just looking at him. Trying to leave out the most embarrassing parts was no use because of course Annabeth had to jump in to point out how ridiculous he had been the whole time and how much he had panicked to just go and talk to him to buy something, and obviously she couldn't leave out his plan to impress Nico with his fantastic surfing moves.
“Annabeth, stop making me look like a loser!”
“I'm not making you look like a loser, Seaweed brain, I’m just telling the truth!”.
Percy kept talking, and he kept thinking about Nico, and he knew that he had the most enamored smile painted on his lips as he spoke. He talked and he couldn't stop because, god, he did love to talk about him.
They had only seen each other the previous day and Percy missed him already. He definitely needed to find the courage to text him - perhaps he didn't need to think too much about it, maybe a simple hey how are you would do, after all.
He wondered if Nico was doing the same, looking at his phone and trying to find something to write to him, or maybe waiting and hoping for a text to arrive.
He was so focused on recounting everything that he didn't notice the way Thalia's expression went from curious to surprised, then to confused, and finally to pensive.
“Wait, what did you say this guy's name is?”
Percy stopped in his rambling. “Nico, his name’s Nico”, he said, and finally noticed how Thalia seemed to be deep in thought. “What’s that face?”
It took a moment for her to reply. “Nico as in… Nico Di Angelo?”
Percy stopped and looked at her like she had grown a second head. “What?”
Next to him, he heard Annabeth’s voice echoing the same sentiment.
“What are you talking about?”
“Goth boy, shortie, long hair and lots of piercings, doesn’t seem like he own anything but black clothes, looks like he doesn’t know how to smile-”
“Hey, I’ll let you know that he has the prettiest smile you could ever imagine!”
Thalia waved him off at the same time that Annabeth said “Yes that does sound exactly like him”.
“And he works at the beach kiosk with a blond guy?”
A long moment of silence passed during which Percy kept staring at Thalia as her words kept swarming around in his head, blinking at her trying to process what she had just said.
It couldn’t be, could it?
“You know him!?”
Percy could feel his heart run around in his chest, pumping blood loudly in his ears.
That felt so much like fate.
“Huh, kind of?”, Thalia said. “I saw him a couple of times when I went to visit my brother”.
“Your brother?”, Annabeth asked.
Thalia nodded, smiling. “The blond guy working at the kiosk. That’s my brother, Jason”.
Another moment of silence passed before Percy finally came to his senses. “What the hell, why didn’t you tell us!”
This time, it was his turn to swat Thalia’s arm over and over. She hit back with just as much strength.
“Ow, why would I tell you! I didn’t even know you guys went to that beach - see, your fault you don’t tell me anything!”
Percy could feel Annabeth rolling her eyes at their antics.
But he had more pressing things to think about. He couldn’t believe it- really?
It was so stupid, feeling giddy for something like this, but Percy couldn’t help the smile that rose to his lips. They were connected.
You’re so ridiculous, Percy Jackson, so ridiculous, he told himself, as his heart danced in his chest.
“Nico Di Angelo”, he murmured to himself.
He knew his friends were looking at him ready to laugh at him. He looked at Annabeth. “See? I told you he must be an angel!”
They did laugh at him at that, and Percy felt so light he joined them.
“You really are so ridiculous, Seaweed Brain”.
“Hey, can’t a man be a little in love?”
They stopped in their laughter to stare at him, and it took Percy a moment to realize what he had said. He felt himself blush - he hadn’t even admitted it to himself yet, yet the words had felt way too natural on his tongue, leaving his lips without him even thinking about it.
“Percy….”
“I know”, he cut her off, looking away. For some reason, his hand felt warm. “I know, I don’t know him all that well and it’s too soon. But… that’s why I said a little”.
“So you like him for real, huh?”. Thalia asked. The look in her eyes was earnest in a way that Percy wasn’t very used to. He and Thalia had been friends for a long time now, but it wasn’t often that they ended up talking seriously to each other.
Percy nodded. He really didn’t think he had ever liked anyone like he liked Nico before.
“Now, I don’t know him too well”, Thalia said. “But Jason told me once that it took him a pretty long time to get close to him ‘cause Nico isn’t an easy person - so, from what I know and from what you told me, I can say that you are an exception to this rule”.
Percy’s heart was running miles.
He thought about Nico so easily talking to him, smiling at him, thought of him asking about him out of worry, of him taking his hand and getting in the ocean with him despite his fear of it.
“I can ask Jason about him, if you want. But”, Thalia continued, pointing a finger at him. “You better text him - today”.
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When he went home that evening, the phone felt heavy in his head.
He would see Nico tomorrow anyway, he didn’t have to text him, he could easily wait until he could talk to him face to face. Or he could simply wait until tomorro’s evening and see if Nico would be at the beach after his shift again. He could.
It didn’t feel like the right thing to do. It felt like the coward way out, the one that wouldn’t lead to anything more.
And so, before he could think too much about it, he pressed send.
Me: Ehi, Nico! You have the afternoon shift tomorrow, right? Let’s hang out at the beach again after it?
#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#nico di angelo#nicercy#percico#pernico#percy x nico#goth/surfer percico#my fics#sorry for the longer than usual wait! ive been trying to work on original stuff lately#but i sat down today and wrote this all in one go lmao#i love how easy it comes to me writing this fic#is such a breath of fresh air#i hope you like it!! i loved writing thalia and percy's interaction it was so much fun#anyway#i saw that people posting fics on tumblr tend to tag people so they dont lose updates#and its just coming to me that maybe i could do that too#if theres anyone who want to be tagged lmao
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it’s gonna be two years in august and i’m still stuck on i knew you’d linger like a tattoo kiss and cheer & steve. how’d i ruin my own exes to lovers? why did i make him so bad? i miss them so badly :((
#all the songs that remind me of them too !!#i have a feeling you got everything you wanted and you’re not wasting time stuck here like MEEEEE#i would have married you if you had stuck around !!!!#now that i know better i will never lose my baby again !!!!#fresh out the slammer i know WHO MY FIRST CALL WILL BE TOO#oh god i wish i could delete ya cause nothing can comepete with ya#falling back to her sounds so easy to me#aaaaaahhhhhhh
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the only way the council of nikaea makes sense is if you remove the emperor almost entirely and make this a domestic political dispute between the primarchs, perhaps even presided over by horus as a representative of the emperor (tying themes of the emperor’s relationship to religion as a religious figure by being the spirit of god in the trial room) OR, in my opinion, more interestingly, you make the entire council a set-up by the emperor and imply that he has a long-term plan to dismantle the primarchs and astartes as part of the end of the crusade in a manner pretty similar to the thunder warriors because he fundamentally understands that these genetically-altered beings created specifically for the purpose of conquest and destruction cannot possibly be maintained in a galaxy that has Been Conquered TM and will only become a threat to the imperium overall and must be eliminated as part of the final part of the crusade’s overall goal the literal moment they are no longer needed - and that’s why even though it’s so clear that magnus is more charismatic in his arguments than mortarion, and that the librarian programme is well-supported by very reasonable primarchs like guilliman, vulkan, the khan, lion’el, sanguinius, fulgrim, horus, and even konrad (who is not reasonable but is the emperor’s very special baby boy) vs. disliked by mortarion and angron (who simply. the emperor does not give a shit about) and rogal dorn (not really causing a huge fuss about it), that the trial/council/conclave is an entire farce and represents a massive betrayal to magnus specifically that could even cause him to listen to tzeentch or be actively more disloyal to the imperium than him accidentally ending up on the traitors’ side by mostly what seems like a paperwork issue.
#like dont get me wrong. i LOVE the whole 1000 sons being a traitor faction whilst magnus being a loyalist for the duration of the heresy#but their attempts at making him more nuanced by making him a bit less squeaky-clean are simply not working. bc he’s p much always right.#like the thing is. the council is rigged. there’s simply no way you can have me believe that mortarion and one space wolf guy testify and#the emperor is like “daammn”. when their opposition is magnus & 12 different legion representatives AND technically fulgrim and sanguinius#but you also then have to make it narratively rigged too. make it seem like magnus is definitely without a doubt going to win bc it would#be insane if he lost (easy. narratively we have already achieved this)#and then make it absolutely clear that even mortarion thinks the anti-psyker side is going to lose. EVERYONE thinks magnus is going to win.#and then have the emperor declare the ban on psykers. and have THAT be the betrayal to magnus. have THAT been surprising to EVERYONE#i dont know what it is about the council. it is so badly done imo though. and the more you think about it. and not because of the event its#just narratively how it is handled doesn't make sense.
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its so hard to talk about how traumatic it is to watch somebody be claimed by dementia without going "well i cant complain because at least i wasnt the one losing my mind (for now)" but that shit fucks you up so much. that ghost is going to haunt me for the rest of my life and all i can do is hope it Stays a ghost
#tiddytaco#b#thinking about it rn bc today while i was driving my mom home from pt#she saw someone she knew from years ago driving & was like FOLLOW THAT CAR & we met them in a parking lot#& the conversation turned to 'hey what the hell happened to your parents' pretty quickly bc our families hadnt been in touch#& it was a long conversation in the hobby lobby parking lot#& idk if itll ever Stop being fresh in my mind but now its Extra fresh in my mind#that whole time period was just so insane & awful#bc it was like Ok we're caring for both grandparents#& then my grandpa died#& all our pets at the time were very old#& when he died it occurred to me that we could easily lose both grandparents and all 3 pets within the year#it turned out to be like a long drawn-out year & a half from the first to the last#& looking back it seems impossible that is was that short a time period bc it felt like an eternity#we got off easy with grandpa bc he died before it got too bad but with grandma it just kept getting Worse#& the climax of the caring experience was traveling to take her to my uncle bc he wanted to take his shift caring for her#& that was so . So bad. SO bad#like it literally could not have gone more smoothly and it was SO bad#just thinking about it i feel like im there again i get so stressed out
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AU where Franka doesn't get approval for the transfer and instead has to cut and run to Rhodes Island alone. Liskarm just misses finding out and isn't able to follow. and then they reunite some years down the line for whatever reason, Franka happy at Rhodes Island but still a little lonely and Liskarm saying she's fine but being at Blacksteel for so long has made her colder and harsher and just plain miserable.
(it isn't all bad, she at least has Jessica and Vanilla, but they can't get under her skin the way Franka could. Liskarm swears that Franka would get under skin sometimes just to dig out the bad feelings.)
(and Franka has people. she's surrounded by people she cares about. operators cut from the same cloth as her, that will charge headlong into battle beside her. colleagues who will nag her about sleeping and eating and training and mission parameters. friends who will rag on her for her choice of reading material. but Liskarm was all of those things rolled into one. and she is not here)
#(for the purposes of this AU Vanilla and Jessica are with Liskarm at Blacksteel)#Liskarm's squad ending up on the landship for whatever reason#Liskarm seeing Franka out of the corner of her eye and just being knocked for six#their reunion would be an all out battle in an empty training room#other staff hearing about it and trying to intervene like ''what is this Blacksteel person doing to our beloved Franka''#Franka and Liskarm kick the shit out of each other but aren't able to actually talk because too many people watching#Vanilla and Jessica ''oh this is normal. this is normal! it's been 3 years but it's totally normal! don't worry!''#(it's really that trope of ''ex you still care about is doing good and you're miserable'' for Liskarm)#arknights tag#yeah I'll tag it#friskarm#if you ask me if this AU has a sad or happy ending. it has whatever ending you want#I do think Franka and Liskarm's relationship changed when they transferred to Rhodes Island together#because it was a silent admission that their partnership was no longer the result of circumstance#'we've been put together' to 'we're choosing to stick together'#so to lose that aspect of their relationship would be... interesting#also Franka has to slow down for Liskarm. Liskarm is /meant/ to curb Franka's reckless behaviour#so I like the idea that Franka at RI alone is even more reckless because she's not being properly challenged#she gels too well with some operators and it's so easy that it's terrifying#in the sense that combat becomes tunnel vision. which is not a good thing#I wrote more in the tags than the actual post..... this is normal for me
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Fuschia/Magenta?
#*deep breath kicks down uni door*#VERN!!! VERNIFRED!!! I GOT A HUGE BONE TO PICK WITH YOU!!!!! YES YOU!!!!#“we're only gonna read 1 chap of Don Quixote because it's too much to dive into.���#THIS COMING FROM THE MAN WHO MADE US READ THE ENTIRETY OF DANTES INFERNO#WHO MADE US WRITE 20 PAGE ESSAYS ON THE ODYSSEY#WHO MADE US FOLLOW HIS CANTERBURY TALES HYPERFIXATION FOR NOT 1 BUT 2 SEMESTERS#DISSECTING EVERY. FUCKING. CHARACTER. ACTION.#MAKING ME RESENT CHAUCER TO WHERE I COULDN'T WATCH A KNIGHTS TALE FOR 3 YEARS STRAIGHT#one of my all time favorite movies btw YOU MADE ME HATE THE THING I LOVED VERNIFRED#and you had the GALL to say the class only had 1 chap to dedicate to Don Quixote?#YOU MY FRIEND JUST DIDN'T WANT THE CLASS TO LOSE THEIR SHIT LAUGHING EVERY OTHER CHAPTER#IF YOU'RE AROUND HUMAN HAPPINESS YOU'RE LIKE A WORM DISCOVERING THE BAIT SECTION AT WALMART#ITS EASY TO READ FOR A CLASSIC HAS WIT IS BITTER SWEET AF IS TRAGIC IS FUN AND MAKES YOU WANT TO HAVE CRAZY MAN BIG DICK ENERGY#WHEN YOU HAVE A FOOT IN THE GRAVE#and the banter...THAT SHIT ROCKS#AND IM NOT JUST SAYING THIS CAUSE OF MY OWN HYPERFIX WITH LUIS AND I'M READING FOR RESEARCH#these stories FUCK#I AM SO MAD#SO SO MAD MY PEERS AND I GOT A TASTE OF SOMETHING THAT WOULD'VE KEPT US ENGAGED#AND I AM MAD THAT I RESENTED THAT CLASS SO MUCH THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO TOUCH THE CLASSICS FOR A WHILE#and that it took me until I'm 31 WRITING A DAMN FANFIC IN MY SPARE TIME TO READ THE ENTIRETY OF WHAT I FUCKING MISSED OUT ON#astarion voice: IT WAS RIGHT THERE!!!!!#vernifred...can i can i call you vern?#look...i love you. you were one of the most humble profs i had i looked forward to going to class every mon and tues for lecture and reading#i get the hyperfixations my guy i really and truly do#BUT I STILL RESENT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU FOR THIS ONE#i finally get why luis loved this shit so much too and im seeing more connections with re4 now and it feels like the cherry on top of it all#vern....just....SIGH....GIVE THE DON A CHANCE MAN#FOR THE SAKE OF THE CHILDREN WHO WILL BE IN YOUR CARE#YOU KNOW...YOU JUST...MAKE ME...GRRRHFHFHHDJDJ!!! 🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼
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#tko_art 25#i'm an idiot#i just realized the reason why i've been having such a hard time with perspective is because i'm supposed to be doing it like i've been#drawing faces in which i trace picture then turn down the opacity and hten next to it draw that bitch again#but also it's like i gotta be thinking about 3D shapes and how they fit together#which bleghhh that's later :p not my problem i say with tears in my eyes#yeah yeah i'll keep it in mind#but also what the hell why the fuck are these images so detailed TT_TT what teh hell#why are we here rn let me go#it's also so easy to get overwhelmed#and as someone who loves getting overwhelmed im losing!!!!#trying to keep in mind to simplify things (also with rendering too 3: AAAAA fuck this baka ass shit)#gotta fucking take my glasses off for this shit#in which I won't be able to see anything then#WOOOOO#yeah expect more perspective pieces from here on trying to get better or sum dumb ass shit like that :d#this shit's gonna suck so baddddddd#it's gonna feel like pulling teeth but it'll get easier eventually blah blah blah fuck this baka ass shit x2#i think this is the first perspective piece i've done that i've been happy with
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Moogle time~ And they have pretty neat stuff this time! Jacket few peeps have been lamenting about missing, Hades gwib so you don't need to watch all those cutscenes, Falcon which is only obtainable from moogle events and a bed for any tired wols. Also somewhat pricey hairstyle and the /lean emote (rejoice, sprouts and alts)
#neri.txt#debating if i should just get the gwib for hawu'li#hades is really easy unsynced BUT you will slowly lose your sanity watching those long ass cutscenes over and over#i did it on yulan and got pretty lucky (20-ish runs i think?)#so getting to skip them feels really tempting#but also if you get a mat drop that's easy money so hmm#bed's nice tho!#i was eyeing that version fox-meric has#so nice to get it a bit faster#they also have skalla gear lmao#SE still bullying me for making me run that dungeon like 50+ times to get that scouting top before ew#ah and i think they had susano doggo#which might be nice too since it's one of the few sb dogs you can't solo#anyway. i'm a bit sad they didn't seem to show us what dungeons sre included this time#i mean the preview has ivalice raids#so i'm HOPING they are includef#and it's not just some placeholder pic or something
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i should honestly stop trying to post once a week it may not be great for my health but i dont WANT TO!!!!

#me. feeling physically Unwell: i must keep drawing#ive committed to a schedule and if i dont follow it i'll lose it 😭#ive been working on too many comics lately not as many quick easy doodles#was so much easier when i had a backlog of random doodles to post#now its just indecipherable thumbnails#AND ive been getting the urge to finally do one of my fanboards too so like....hmm#it speaks
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#tag talk#seriously though? having someone I can shamelessly flirt with. flatter. joke around with.#and also start putting the pieces in place to have immense emotional influence over? I'm going crazy over here this is so fun.#and like. it's all consensual I would like to make that entirely clear. we've discussed the ethics of what we're engaging in.#I've expressed concerns about causing genuine emotional damage and been kind of taken to task for not trusting their strength.#I have massive respect for this person but also.. oh the things I'm gonna do to this boy.#the fact that I have such easy access to a part of them that apparently has never seen the light of day?#I'm doing my best to avoid losing myself to this power trip but also I'm riding the high for all it's worth.#I'm going to try and avoid talking about the sex. so no sexcapades. I think that's a little too personal to me to put here.#but like.. I'm here playing the long game. developing a mutually beneficial relationship with a willing partner.#and then I get to do freaky things to someone who wants me to do freaky things to them.#and what's also interesting is that I haven't experienced the illusion/euphoria part of a new relationship that I usually do when I jump in.#usually I have some grand fantastical vision of this idealized perfect future that never centers my own desires in the slightest.#it's always this vision of being the perfect person for someone else. never truly being accepted for myself.#but I'm not that. I'm not this idealized form. I'm a person who struggles to be human while also carrying a very cool number of red flags.#idk. this relationship feels more real than anything else I've engaged in. I feel more like myself.#like when you're performing a skill and you're fully immersed in the activity. every element. every aspect. every calculated word I say.#it's all directed towards this goal of constructing the sort of social relationship I want.#I'm just.. I'm having the most fun I've had in forever. this is so fun.
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I'm getting such shit relics / ornaments for Aglaea that it's actually depressing
#abbey plays honkai star rail#like goddamn this game is NOT making it easy for me#skipping Herta for Aglaea I mean#I've got good relics for Herta a good enough LC and she doesn't require literally anything else#meanwhile Aglaea needs Sunday (who I THANKFULLY own)#relics and ornaments with a shit ton of SPD which is extremely hard to achieve#and her E1 to deal with her super high cost Energy#like... my god she needs way too much stuff to work#and again getting shit RNG doesn't help her case#I really like her though and my Acheron just can't keep up with content anymore so...#idk her banner is in just a few days and she's guaranteed#but I'll have to spend so many jades as her LC is also a must SIGHH#because of course! there aren't good enough alternatives for her! so her sig is a must#her sig which ONLY WORKS FOR HER btw because the next Remb character needs SPD below the usual :_)#man it's like they DON'T want us to pull for Aglaea geez#it's so upsetting#I genuinely don't know what to do...#I'm losing all motivation to get her ngl
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