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"if it was made in '95 that man was staying alive for another round"
Round Three Round Up!
In Round Three we were seeing double as 6 out of our 8 pairs were put against their alternative selves and we asked why not pit two bad bitches against each other ?
In the only match-up where the newer version won out we lost another one of our tournament's Mr Knightleys as you declared that riding through rain, willing to ride through worse was not enough to win your hearts - instead he must have a proper understanding of muslin! And so Mr Tilney (2007) became our first Quarter-finalist.
Mr Knightley (1996) was not alone in taking his leave of us as your votes decided that Johnny Flynn's Mr Knightley (2020) was too blonde badly done compared to Mr Knightley (2009) and must go!
Mr Elliot (2022) will be likely soon spotted in town with a Mrs Clay on his arm as though he may have proved himself the hottest of the Persuasion (2022) men he was no match for Colonel Brandon (1995). Joining him in bad-boy exile is Willoughby (2008) who could not beat the man best known as Emma Thompson's husband leaving Willoughby (1995) as the last libertine standing.
In another win for Sense and Sensibility (1995) Edward Ferrars (1995) proved that while a Wet Shirt scene written by Andrew Davies might have worked once, Dan Stevens chopping wood in the rain was too blonde not enough to prevail against Hugh Grant and the power of being married to Emma Thompson in any universe, real or imagined.
Captain Wentworth (1995) also sailed through against his 2007 counterpart as the voters told us once again that they hated blonde men if it was made in '95 that man was staying alive for another round and so Captain Wentworth (2007) becomes only a gallant Captain Wentworth, in a small paragraph at one corner of the newspapers.
In one of our tightest run polls that went back and forth several times it was Bingley Vs Bingley but in another win for the '95 contingent - the curly hair clinched it and Mr Bingley (1995) proved the victor.
And of course I must end with the biggest poll of the week, breaching the walls of our little tournament to be voted on by 28,987 tumblr users, the poll that ended in a most well deserved 50/50 split, Mr Darcy Vs Mr Darcy. How could anyone vote for THAT Mr Darcy you yelled at each other - HAND FLEX! WET SHIRT! you cried! But when push came to shove despite 14,484 of you declaring that you loved him most ardently 14,503 of you had decided he was the last man on earth who you could ever be prevailed upon to marry and left that wet cat out in the rain. And so, though we offer him a most cordial curtsey we must say goodbye to a very worthy loser Mr Darcy (2005).
Thank you for all the excellent propaganda sent in - I will be taking a days break before putting up the Quarter-final polls, giving you until Thursday to send in any propaganda you want included on the main poll posts and me time to add it! But for now we must once again say...
Farewell Gentlemen!
#that was one hell of a round and in a very mrs bennett style my nerves can't handle it#MY POOR NERVES HAVE YOU NO COMPASSION#ahahhahahahaa#i saw the darcy round like an hour before it closed and was TERRIFIED#it was sOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO close
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03/12/2023
#daily bunny#337#oc bunny#stranger’s oc#someone's oc from a closed species thing that I doodled at work#kicked my coworker's ass in hanged man on the next page of the lil notebook this is drawn in fsdghf#woulda drawn a quick digital thing but#sooooooooooooooo eepy </3
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Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh No more coming to conclusions in August ✋😐 No more truths to be revealed ✋😐 No more acceptance for things i’ve know for a long time ✋😐 And No more bearing these curses alone ✋😐
#suddenly have become obsessed with this emotion combination. HALT! ✋😐#this is rebloggable if u are also bearing curses of august#SOOOO CLOSE TO BEING NORMAL THOUGH#SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CLOSE#my posts#sooo disgusting how (so far) ur (my) twenties have just felt like every single moment varies extraordinarily#like the ITS SO OVER and WERE SO BACK graph truly is perfect
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guys my birfday is in 6 days (:
#.v speaks#.venus updated!#I LOVE MY BIRTHDAY#it’s so close to valentines it makes me sooooooooooooooo happy#ehehehahshshahahahahaha
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oh you were in LOVE love with him. the 'some people show up in your life just to wake you up,' and then this song choice with the flashback
devastating! brother, you need to buy a house, like. yesterday.
#'cause traditionally you need to buy a house before you get married.#dont take it too seriously. its like. im playing 4D chess with this bc this behavior is reminding me of XYL from guardian#the Buy A House scene was top tier romance in the novel. unparalleled. who's doing it like them. ANYWAY. back to the show#OUGHHHHH THAT MAKES THE UPCOMING FAILED SUICIDE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#you got him back and almost lost him again!!! wow!!!!!!#for context: the guy on the left has faked his death for the plot and the guy on the right is Going Fucking Through It#don't worry tho main character! you'll get to see him get close to killing himself for real later!
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SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMSFGHFGHDHGDFGGGGGGGFGH
tdb doodle reqs batch 3 - mc x the boys
heyy guys so i finished these three. oh and for my dear @jabbloo i somehow convinced myself to do all of them so you're in luck 😭
well! lets get on with it now shall we
firstly, for our birthday celebrant!! here's haku!
i kid you not i got flustered doinf this i just stared for a good 10 minutes help m
next up! one of my favorites :3
i canteven say anythinf to describe this one other than thank you for the idea <3 my beloved smug mc
now here we have!! our silly little flustered reaper
i was originally gonna put dialogue but my rizz is so bad my friends and i spent like 30 minutes brainrotting to come up with nothing HEADSJSDJFHD
ok next up. leo our beloved oomf
i am a sucker for a person with good music taste and i think leo's def gonna have like 1293812389 playlists (or the psychopath thing where he puts everythinf into one 😔😔😔)
and last but not least,
mc chu!
i do have one more req for today and i'll post it right after this hsfdhf
as for the others, i'll work on em when i have the time aaaa ive been really busy for the past few days (>人<;)
i hope you enjoyed!
#I TOTALLY GET GETTING FLUSTERED ABOUT THE HAKU ONE???????? THE GAZE??????#THE FONDNESS???????????#THE KING OF FLIRTING CONFIDENTLY#the hAND PLACEMENT TOO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH#AND THE JIN ONE OMGFDLKJG I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE SMUG MC PLEASELKJFDJSLKFSF HER EXPRESISON IS SO GOOD#jin looks so unimpressed but tohma is just chuckling in the corner bc jin doesn't let anyone get that close to him.........#ANS nsNDANSKDJASFSDF RUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#DARLING REAPER RUI HE'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE SOBSBKJDFHJDKFHSADHJKFSDF#I LOVE THIS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH OP THAN KYUO SO MUCH#CHERISHES ALL OF THEM#DAFSJKKKKDFKDK#screAMS FORERVE#tokyo debunker#THANK YOU SO MUCH
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head in hands. oh m ygoddddddddddddddddddd
#i dont think ive fully finished but the fucking. fucking. mamiya+natsume. doomsdaydreams stuff. fukcigngngkgnklghlksvsldknclkdsnklg#EPXLODING IM EXPLDOING I NEED TO GO TO BED BUT OH MY GODDDDDDDDD MAMIYA.............#natsume was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much he was sooooooooooooooo much#head in hands. oh m gyodhgddddddddddddddddddd#im just. in shambles I HAVE TO GO TO SLEEP NOW?#ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME I HAVE TO CLOSE MY EYES AFTER THAT?#I HAVE TO LIE DOWN AND SLEEP?#head in hadnsnshdlkhglkhdgkshg GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD#ive cried so much over mamiya that game felt like a personal attack#personal#mamiya spoilers ?#augh. augh. augh. augh. play mamiya. augh. augh. augh.#if you like pef play mamiya
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thinking of mermaids AGAIN sooooooooooooooo
Merman!Ghost x Mermaid!Reader (for Mermay 2024)
cw: dubcon elements, rough sex, SELF-INDULGENT and therefore weird mermaid biology, (suspend disbelief idk and idc about mermaid biology, i just wanted to write ghost fucking a mermaid.), forced?-ish breeding (both parties were aware of the risks)
Merman!Ghost who's actually a selkie... of sorts.
Merman!Ghost who took the coat of a GREAT Greenland shark over three centuries ago and has lived as a shark ever since...
Merman!Ghost who's a deep dweller and has become quite the hunter, using the darkness of the depths to attract dumb prey so he can kill them.
Merman!Ghost who's not above mauling humans, in fact he despises them, especially when he finds them hurting animals. Sure, he kills them, but he's an animal himself.
Merman!Ghost who when he's bored causes issues on purpose, including scaring fish and other underwater life, and finds great humour in it.
Merman!Ghost who constantly gives trouble to fishing boats by trying to sink them, slamming his tail on the side of them to send them rocking side to side... and by ripping their nets with his teeth...
Merman!Ghost who has had horror stories and cautionary tales told of him by many navigators, pirate captains, sailor crews... who has become somewhat of a legend, a myth, and gets referred to as "The Creature".
Merman!Ghost who's not immune to mermaid song, surprisingly enough, but who can resist it plenty well.
Merman!Ghost who hears the lilting of your voice through the dark water but doesn't seek you out.
Merman!Ghost who succeeds in resisting... for days, weeks, months...
Merman!Ghost who awakes to the endless sound of your singing bubbling into his ears, and gets lulled to sleep by it as well.
Merman!Ghost who finds himself going insane by your voice, that follows him like a backdrop for every waking moment of his life, and cannot tune it out.
Merman!Ghost who eventually bites the bait and allows himself to rise from his domain.
Merman!Ghost follows your voice as it carries for miles upon miles.
Merman!Ghost who comes across a natural cave by the beach. Way too close to the beach. Close enough for him to know he'll end up washing up and getting stuck.
Merman!Ghost who checks both sides, making sure the beach is empty before he tentatively strips off his coat for the first time in years.
Merman!Ghost who stashes his coat between the rocks, covering it with algae before he dares venture into the cave.
Merman!Ghost who can't see as easily without the shark eyes, who can't swim as well without the shark fins, who can barely walk because all his human muscles are atrophied.
Merman!Ghost who wades in waist deep water into the darkness of the cave, looking around for you, his burly, calloused hands using the rocks as crutches to seek you out.
Merman!Ghost who only notices you when it's too late... when your song suddenly stops and the water splashes as you dive back in.
Merman!Ghost who watches you zoom past him in the water, a slippery fishtail propelling you in a zigzag amidst the rocks before you emerge out of the cave.
Merman!Ghost who watches you grab his shark coat and try to make off with it...
Merman!Ghost who takes his sweet time returning back to the mouth of the cave, watching you bob on the water with a mischievous smirk on your lips.
Merman!Ghost who demands "Give it back."
Merman!Ghost who scowls when you tell him "No." and "If you want it back, you have to marry me."
Merman!Ghost who crosses his arms and glares at you, shaking his head and refusing.
Merman!Ghost who scowls even more when you tell him "Then I guess it's bye bye to your skin.".
Merman!Ghost who despises being a human more than he despises the prank you're pulling on him.
Merman!Ghost who tries to negotiate and offers you something in exchange for his coat.
Merman!Ghost who pushes you against the rocks at the entrance of the cave as the cold water and seafoam wash over you both while he kisses you, pressing his tongue, the only warm part of his body, into your mouth, toying with yours.
Merman!Ghost who licks at the salty sea water glistening on your skin and the scales adorning your pretty neck, an arm wrapped around the small of your back.
Merman!Ghost whose human fingers, pale and wrinkled from the salt water, wrap around your exposed breast, softly tugging on the pert nipple while his mouth kisses and sucks at the patches of skin amidst your scales.
Merman!Ghost who tsk's at you for having been singing for so long to attract him, and scolds you for getting him so riled up for weeks on end with your song.
Merman!Ghost whose hands push you up onto the rocks so he can dip his head down your chest, wrapping his lips around one of your nipples, sucking it slowly and watching you mewl and cry so beautifully.
Merman!Ghost who gets a reminder of the one positive side of being a human, as his human cock rises up suddenly and stiffly, large and thick, already oozing precum against your tail scales.
Merman!Ghost who carefully grinds his leaking cock against your slick cunt, right before the spot your thighs meet and blend into a tail.
Merman!Ghost who turns you over, bending you over the rocks, one hand on the back of your neck, the other steadying you around the bones of your hip...
Merman!Ghost who plunges his hooded cock deep into your cunt, causing you both to cry out in delight, eyes rolling and jaws going slack as he bottoms out.
Merman!Ghost who bullies his cock deep into your cunny, feeling how your warm, gummy walls contract and squeeze around him while he groans loudly.
Merman!Ghost who pounds away at you again and again, hearing your voice go high-pitched and squeaky with each snap of his hips, finally shattering the mind-numbing and intoxicating mermaid song he's had stuck in his head for weeks.
Merman!Ghost who watches you squirm and whine as you cum around his thick cock, nearly choking it with how tight you get, before he slams his hips against the back of your tail a few more times, and shoots his cum deep inside you.
Merman!Ghost who watches smugly how blissful, quiet and calm you are after he's done, breathing heavily and your body buzzing.
Merman!Ghost who snatches his shark coat from your hands as you're too fucked out to remember you're meant to keep it out of his reach.
Merman!Ghost who puts his shark coat back on and morphs back to the shape he's comfortable in, then wraps his maw around your tired body, beginning to drag you underwater with him.
Merman!Ghost whose body rumbles with a laugh when you try to get free and loosen his grip on you, demanding he let you go.
Merman!Ghost who tells you "I thought you wanted me to be your husband? Well, I made you my broodmare too... Now I have to take care of you."
#ikea writes 💚#simon ghost riley#cod modern warfare#cod fanfic#mermay 2024#mermay smut#mermaid au#mermaid#i love gaz#mermaid smut#cod smut#cod au#call of duty#call of duty fanfic#call of duty smut#simon “ghost” riley#simon riley#ghost#simon motherfucking riley#merman!ghost#simon riley smut#ghost smut#cod ghost smut#simon ghost riley smut
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Astro Observations/Opinions (Tropical Edition🫶🏾🫶🏾)
Hello Guys! Since I have done a vedic edition observations, I now want to do a tropical astrology one. I apologize if I confused anyone with my vedic one, i’m not too well versed in it buttt I AM WELL VERSED IN tropical astrology though hehe😈
These are my opinions/observations so LOVE IT OR HATE IT😋😗
Anyways let’s get started
1. Scorpio moons at their worst are FUCKING CRAZY. like extremely obsessive, extremely closed and narcissistic and just overall painful to be around. y’all can lowkey suck the life out of everyone lol likeeeeeee no joke. I have met many scorpio moons that are hella abusive but I know that’s not the majority. Other wise y’all are great to be around but baby as a Leo moon I CANT KEEP dealing with moon square moon synastry 🥺
2. Sag moons are sooo fickle and flighty like it’s not even funny. THEY WILL TELL A PERSON OFFFF but sometimes they be fake as hell. Very adventurous and THRILL SEEKING and they honestly put themselves into situations that are harmful just for the thrill of it. Very wise but sometimes their wisdom goes RIGHT out the window when it comes down to it.
3. Aries suns and venus placements can be veryyyy selfish imo. Like they are super independent but bc they are they really care less to think about others when achieving certain things. But are very understanding when you come to them and are very willing to listen. It’s kinda like they want what they want and they will do anything to achieve it despite the cost, and like GIRLIE POP GO OFF but at the same time u gotta be considerate of others. But EXTREMELY LOYALLL to their loved ones absolutely!! I love y’all and love y’all FIESTY energy.
4. I’m sorry but debilitated and fall mars (libra and cancer mars) have wayyy worse anger issues than ur normal scorpio/aries mars. Like they hold shit in and they are very passive so they won’t tell u did something wrong but they will be snarky and passive aggressive as hell to let you know and like BABESSA U CAN TELL ME NO NEED TO BE PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE ASFFF. Maybe it’s bc i’m a libra rising and mars in the 1st and 10th are just hella aggressive for no reason sometimes. My ex would randomly yell at people for the wrong reasons (he was a libra mars) and tbh i kinda don’t care for it like. (btw i’m a pisces mars so HEHEHE i can be passive aggressive as well so i def need to learn how to have boundaries but as people can’t handle scorpio or aries anger, i can NEVER deal with a libra or cancer bc imo they blow shit out of proportion all the fucking time) understandable as to why but idk that’s just my experience
5. Saturn in the 3rd house when they are upset with you they can be so demeaning at times. like when you don’t know something they are the types to be so unconsciously demeaning and kind of rude at times. ( like for instance if you were to ask them a question about a topic that they know they willl look at u and respond to u like ur dumb asf like 🥺🥺🥺🥺) they are very smart tho and they sometimes feel like they aren’t but like U ARE BABY DONT LISTEN TO THE OTHERS THAT hate on ur intelligence like y’all are very smart but can also be passive aggressive at times 💀
6. Scorpio Venus or having Pluto in the 7th house YALL ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CLINGY!! I love it tho for others that love it but y’all are veryyyyyyyyyy possessive (like if someone looks at y’all’s partner y’all prob imagining ripping their throat out like LMAO i understand tho). very loyal to their partner and can sometimes unhealthy dedicate all of themselves to them and nglll me don’t care for that but i understand bc y’all become so consumed with them bc of how intense y’all love and I LOVE IT but baby also have a life of ur ownnn lol (most of y’all do but sometimes y’all don’t) but y’all lowkey hypocritical tho sometimes imo
7. Sage and pisces literally are the ONLY ONES (other than scorpio maybe) imo that can do high dosages of drugs and wake up and be okay like ????? IM SO JEALOUSS bc i have virgo in my 12th and when i get high i get really paranoid and anxioussss so but with y’all having either in the 12th or even calm signs like taurus and fire placements imo y’all are built different like LMAO i loveee that for y’all tho
8. Capricorn moons aren’t cold at all lol they are very much crybabies like cancer moons, if a cap moon isn’t being emotional towards u then maybe they don’t feel safe enough yet or maybe they don’t consider you close enough to them (no shade). They are like scorpio moons tho imo when they at their lowest they can be hard to be around but YALL ARE SO MATURE AND i hate that for y’all like be reckless i know saturn may get u karma but sometimes y’all LIMIT yourselves so fucking much like baby you deserve the world. Look at the world in a scarcity mindset (unless it’s money or if they have fire placements ehh they not so scare thinkers)
9. Virgo placements are extremely shamy imo. Like they are very critical at times and they will SHAME u if ur doing something that isn’t “common sense” in their eyes. like baby i know u didn’t have the space to make mistakes without critical advice but at the same time do u really have to be shamey towards everyone else? but tbh they are the true leo’s in disguise and ABSOLUTELY give them their flowers bc acts of service means so much to them and the most mainstream people have virgo placements (attention to detail is so critical which is why they thrive and succeed) but y’all kinda use that as a scapegoat to be very shamey and critical towards others. I have a love and hate relationship with y’all lol 12th synastry 😭😩
10. IN REGARDS TO 12th house synastry, it’s so ass. Like THE PERSON U SHARE IT WITH WILL COME IN UR DREAMS AND BE ON UR MIND FOR NO FUCKING reason and for someone who takes a little while to move on from things (fixed dominant LOL but i’ve gotten a lot better) BABY I DONT NEED YALL TO BE IN MY DREAMS. lowkey i feel like 12th house synastry people lowkey get under ur skin for no reason and if that’s so imo it’s either because they are acting or responding in ways you do as well and is afraid to admit bc y’all mirror each other or it can genuinely be resurfacing things that remind u of things and trigger u (i feel like that’s the 8th house synastry ofc bc 12th house is hidden fears and repression so i’m kinda assuming it would be the same with the 12th lol hmu if you have other opinions😋😋😋🫶🏾)
last one hehehe
11. Libra placements please stop being people pleasers BABY ONCE U CREATE BOUNDARIES FUCKKKKK how others feel bitch bc when u don’t tbh y’all get super resentful and tbh who wouldn’t. libra placements really are only nice to keep the peace and to be likable but either or libra y’all will have haters regardless so instead of fearing it y’all should embrace it more. Remember the saying that if u don’t have haters u ain’t living in ur truth (ITS A 50/50 STATEMENT TBH it’s true but not being used in the sense of being problematic) but y’all can’t please everyone so instead of giving yourselves the headache, let go of the notion that if your liked everything will be okay when it’s not. and wanting to be liked and keep the peace isn’t a serving attitude it’s kinda selfish bc we’re really doing it for ourselves more than others (IM SHADING MYSELF HERE but i know y’all can agree but that doesn’t make us bad people we’re just flawed asf). BUT BABY GROW A BACKBONE ONCE YALL DO OMFAGSGSGSGSGSGS y’all are so fucking unstoppable and serve cunt energy hehehe
That’s it for tropical! Hope y’all like it!
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GUYS
OKMFMDMDMDOMOMDG OMFG IMFGOMFG OMFG HHHHHHHNNNFNGNNNANANANAMAMAMAMAMMAMAMAMAM LOOOOOOOOOOOOORD
i cant do this. i cant. i just woke up and scrolled through reddit, and started screaming my head off because FLOOOOOOYYYYYD OH MY LORD THE MAN THAT U ARE……….
i cant. i think this game knew i wasn’t being active and i haven’t drawn twst in a while so they had to do something about it. i’ve been having heart palpitations since the jade halloween card and now this.
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i dont usually talk this much but holy fuck that floyd card is THAJAGWWGHRRGWHWHAHAHAAHHAAH!!!!!1818911010. floyd bb come home i luv u. the dogs being out in my face is a little crazy but regardless he did NOT disappoint 🙅♀️🙅♀️ ugh the shoe cleaning is super cute too…i luv u, u crazy thing GOD HE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
now jade… i def didn’t have that wow factor that floyd’s gave me BUT on closed inspection the face card 💅 now the face card eats. fine ass man, the bed head is super cute and i love the straightener 🤣
my throat is raw from screaming. if u actually read to this point thanks for letting me exert all this energy, i will be drawing this at some point
#twisted wonderland#clawingatthewalls#gnawing at the bars of my enclosure#COME HOOOOMMEEEEE#certifiedtweelLOVER#jadeleech#floydleech
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This is a post about Sylvester Lambsbridge from Web Serial Twig by Wildbow. He's Plural Btw.
(Warning: Major Spoilers for LITERALLY ALL of Twig. I can't talk about this without covering the entire story and talking very explicitly about the ending.) This is really a take I haven't seen anyone make about him ever before I don't think (not that many people are out here making takes about Sy, but) so here I am to loudly shout to twigblr that Sylvester Lambsbridge is plural and he makes factives of all the people important to him and he's a fucked up little freak about it. Now obviously Wildbow didn't write him to be plural. I think if he'd *tried* to write Sy that way he would've done a dogshit bad awful job, because he's Wildbow. That said, Sy's hallucinations of the Lambs (and later a number of other notable figures) that he conjures, who act with varying degrees of independence (especially later on in the story as he gets more unstable), match pretty closely with a lot of my experiences with being plural. The ways that each of his alters are interconnected and how they're tied into deep-rooted concepts (Duncan is Politics and Social Engineering, the Infante representing Power, etc) matches a lot with how things are structured with us. Also a lot of him is tied up in his fucked up relationships! Sylvester cultivates the people around him into the shapes that best please him. He does this because he is a very very traumatized, scared individual who was sold to or seized by the government and made into a child assassin when he was a toddler. They inject his brain full of neuroplasticity drugs which cause excruciating agony on the regular. This has, naturally, leads to him having an somewhat skewed worldview from someone from a more reasonable world. He views people as either Threats or Allies, and neither can be trusted fully, ever. Both can be manipulated, though for different purposes. For the Lambs of course he'd say that he was trying to help them thrive, help them get everything they want (and genuinely he does). But he still manipulates them actively, willingly, consciously, and deliberately. This means that fundamentally, no one can ever trust him (except Jessie but this post is long enough without getting into their relationship) and so he can't get the kind of human connection that he craves. This is where his alters supplement that human need for connection. All of Sy's alters are factives of real people (and monsters), both allies and enemies. The most powerful and concrete of them are the Lambs of course, as they're the closest thing he has to people he can trust and be vulnerable with. His alters serve to help him understand and predict them, since they will never trust him and open up to him in the way he craves (because A) he's Sy and B) they're all also sooooooooooooooo fucked up in their own ways :3). Sy's deteriorating memory also fits really really well through this lens because, well, dissociative amnesia! During the time that he was on his own and his mental state got worse and worse, more and more alters started forming. He starts losing more and more memories. This is just kinda stuff that can happen when you go through a big period of trauma and you're plural. It really just Fits. And the ending of Twig, well. The alter that was Sylvester is gone. Now the host is Lord Simon. Lord Simon is a somewhat more integrated person; a lot of the crowds and voices that built up alongside Sylvester got woven in. Fusion of alters is also a thing that happens, especially during big crises. A major headspace restructuring is also not particularly weird! This man is literally just part of a system. I think I've kind of finished what I was trying to say. No clue if this is coherent or if the people will care to read it, but here it is! Maybe I'll post more Twig thoughts in the future, who knows :3
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new revolutionary editing thought: do i need this fic
at this point im just deleting sentences rather than figure out the pronoun situation im sorry
#this close to just deleting the entire thing i mean that would close the tab in my brain too probbaly right??#man i hate being held hostage by my brain#does anyone else get this where youre like. unable to conceptualise any time that is not now#so if youre not doing the thing you want to do now then you wont do it ever#and if you stop doing it you will never finish it#and this becomes so so so urgent bc you need the little dopamine shot of Finishing Something#bc when not there is The Void you know?#like its life (finish) or death (did not finish)#its not even that life is satisfying IFNISHING something is satisfying its just its not. death fkghjkghfkjgh#its mroe stick of not finishing than carrot of finishing you know what i mean?#i get sooooooooooooooo held hostage its. so bad#like why does moderation not exist#doing something 'just for a little bit' and then 'doing something else' it doesnt exist#i should probably just take a break last week it helped to take a break#but then i'll never finish it and it'l be in my head the entire timeeeeeeeeee#i want it out o fmy head Now#okay lets see how much is it it cant be that much anymore can it#its#8000 words ughhhhh
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Obsessed with Harry praising kitten sooooooooooooooo much bc she’s new to this lifestyle and is insecure though she’s trying ! I’m so much of a praise girly
Also even Rebecca and Harry noticing she’s distancing herself bc she feels wrong for wanting her bffs man but they both do everything they can to make show her it’s fine!! Rebecca is like girl I knew you would that’s why I suggested him and Harry is all but I want you so bad too how dare you take yourself from me
OOOO SO TRUE!!
Absolutely, she loves praise and Harry loves giving praise!! Cause he loves that she just lights up when she's been assured that she's doing things right! She's an anxious girly and we appreciate that Harry knows that HAHAH
AND YES!!! Rebecca absolutely does not mind if they get close, she wouldn't even mind if they started dating! She loves the both of them so much and knows they would be a good fit! She and Harry are def secure enough in their arrangement to be able to explore other options! Just like Harry has to be okay with Rebecca seeing someone else, too!
And I can so see Rebecca just pulling her aside and hugging her and saying, "Babe, I'm not mad I swear! You make him happy and he deserves to be happy!"
And Harry would never want to push her or make her uncomfortable but like she's still one of his best friends and he tells her constantly that he'll miss her if she takes herself from his life!!
(Sometimes I swear Infinitrry is just Teach Me Harry in another life HAHAH)
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sooooooooooooooo...about your other ocs what's their personalities and is there a set place for them being introduced in the story???
Shancai, Deity and Willow is who I'm talking about also do they have powers and in another post you said you did concept art is it alright if you upload them, I would love to see how you envision your characters.
good question
The set place is called the Ivory Kingdom...a little place I made up and they live in the Ivory Palace that's all I'm saying.
Also Shancai and Willow are twins though their appearances aren't really close. Also WIllow and Deity call Shancai, Shanni. and Willow sometimes Sunny, or sunshine to make fun of his grumpy attitude
Shancai is very very serious and is more soldier type as well as smart and strong. He guards the palace with his life and has trust issues. Uptight and takes rules very seriously, main weapon is a spear and is extremely agile. ALSO he has vitiligo.
Willow is really laid back and kind, she doesn't really live in the palace and spends most time outside in forests. She might seem like she trusts you but that's to get you to trust her. Big fan of animals. No a fan of her brothers' uptight personality and how he will threaten trespasses or lost people with prison.
Deity the mother of the two twins and really calm and collected, the queen of the Ivory Kingdom, an absolute saint, loves BOTH her children equally. Really peaceful and keeps Shancai from taking the law too far, the punishments aren't bad but Shancai will take it a bit far. Will kill you if you harm her children really dangerous when she wants to.
They have powers but not what you think, other than probably one, won't talk too much about that.
The concept art? Maybe I'll upload it but I'm not the best artist and I have yet to draw Rida, due to complications with that STUPID FUCKING PHOENIX MASK AND ROBE also Shancai, Willow and Deity all have black scleras which is the white park of your eyeball and they all have gradient arms meaning they start one colour and fade into normal skin colour.
Shancai and Willow are both 24 and Deity is 45 and looks fucking amazing for her age
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90, 78, & 58 for the 501st Celebration 🎉
Congratulations!
SO sorry it took me a while to answer this one-- but it's here!! Finally!!
58: Jacen As Ezra’s Padawan And The Hijinks They Get Up To (TJSA prequel). The title says it all!
“Are we sure this is the right place to go?��� Jacen asked, staring out the view port with a frown.
Ezra couldn’t blame him. The planet below them was torn to pieces, its brown surface charred black in places. Whatever catastrophe had affected this planet had been bad.
“You’re the one who did the meditating,” he reminded Jacen. “If the Force is telling you to go to Jedha, you shouldn’t doubt it. Neither of us should.”
That, Ezra knew, was a key part of this mission for his apprentice. Learning to trust his own judgment, and his connection with the Force as a Jedi. He was only here to supervise. Everything else was up to Jacen.
Slowly, Jacen nodded. “Yeah. You’re right. Okay, let’s do this.”
“Excellent,” Ezra said, nudging the New Dawn forward. “Operation Kyber Crystal is a go.”
Whatever awaited them on the surface, they could handle it. Ezra was sure of that much.
78. Kanan as a Lunar Guard au. Ohhhh this one. This one is good. It's an au set in the TLC universe, where Kanan is a Lunar! He saves Ezra, who's a shell, and they take off to Earth! And I went a little crazy for this one, so enjoy!!
90. Pacific Rim au.
I am sooooooooooooooo obsessed with this one
“So, this is her,” Kanan said, gazing at the massive Jaeger in front of him. “The Phantom Eclipse.”
He’d seen Hera Syndulla’s Jaeger on TV approximately twice, and a few times from a distance, but never up close. He’d never really had the opportunity. But now? Now, if the test was anything to judge by— and it was— they were drift compatible. So Kanan figured it was logical enough that he got a good look at his new ride.
It was a Mark-4, and therefore nicer than anything he’d ever piloted. The Jaeger he’d piloted alongside his mother, the Beacon Instinct, had been a Mark-2, and the Kasmiri Escape had been a Mark-3 before a kaiju had torn it to shreds. Feeling a twinge of nostalgic sorrow, Kanan redirected his attention to the Phantom.
The Jaeger towered above them, the silvery gray metal gleaming proudly. Scattered across the limbs and torso, however, were bright splotches— paintings, Kanan realized.
Stepping closer, he studied the nearest one— a phoenix, red-gold wings flaring across the metal of the Jaeger’s leg. It wasn’t the only one of its kind. In fact, he spotted several of the birds, including one soaring across the chest. Above it was a black circle, white-gold lines of lines curving around the rim and out from the edge. An eclipse, Kanan realized.
“That’s Sabine’s work,” Hera said from behind him. Kanan cast a quick glance over his shoulder. His new co-pilot stood with her arms folded, her expression calmly neutral as she watched him. “I don’t think you’ve met her yet— she works in J-tech. Mainly a weapons expert, but she’s an artist, too. She asked me if she could do a little work on Phantom, and, well, it turned into a lot of work.”
“I’m impressed,” Kanan said, studying the artwork for another minute. “She’s good at what she does.”
“She’ll be glad to hear you say that.” Hera’s voice held a hint of pleasure— clearly, she liked hearing Sabine praised. They must have been close. Kanan made a mental note to meet this Sabine as he turned to face Hera.
The pilot lifted an eyebrow at him. “Well?”
Kanan knew exactly what she was asking. “She’s stunning,” he told Hera.
A smile spread across Hera’s face, warm and open, and Kanan knew without a doubt that he was done. There was no way he could pick up the pieces after she smiled at him like that. “Good,” she said.
#thanks for the ask!!#star wars rebels#swr#kanan jarrus#hera syndulla#kanera#ezra bridger#jacen syndulla#tlc#pacific rim#501st follower celebration#pacrim kanera au#writing stories is a kind of magic too
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ok like multiple of you guys on the tags have gotten hugs from your tc lately and I just wanna know howwwwwwwwwwwww 😭 like I consider myself lucky bc I have a pretty good & close relationship with Abelard but we’ve almost never had any kind of physical contact with each other, especially not a hug, and I want one from him sooooooooooooooo bad 😭😭😭
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