#it was neva that serious

[amberlynnmurdock]

the way karen literally treated matt horribly too and kept secrets/lied to him and was even ableist towards him but you losers only talk about how poor bby karen bitch page was treated horribly by matt

are you okay anon?? it's really not that serious LMFAO

[pinkhysteria]

me going to prison under the despotic rule of the No Fun Allowed bbtwitter crowd who is insisting nobody is allowed to giggle a little in good fun at the HOH who nominated my evicted fave leaving the week directly after just because she "pLayEd pOoRly!!" 😞

[aritamargarita]

people DO NOT know how to say excuse me anymore bruh

[kynrki]

since theres so much plagiarism going around nowadays, i only have one thing to say:

you cant OUT DO, the DO ER.

finish. done. klaar. punt.

[bugmin]

one episode left. i hate it here

[angelfacemjj]

Depression got so bad not even my back can take it, lol

[ace-with--a-mace]

worst ive ever felt

[ynsvnte]

And it’s all over — Park Jongseong

Genre: angst no comfort, drabble, breakup wc: 598 warnings: cheating, crying, pet names (babe, love, honey) pairing: bf!jay x gn!reader

Quick note: Jay is cheating on reader with a female and I know this man would never do this.

Event Masterlist , part two

You paced around the room waiting for him to arrive home. God, you were so nervous, your hands were sweating. You were thinking until you heard the car lock outside. Anxiety filling up your body. You head to the door and open the door for him. Wasting no time, you speak up.

“We need to talk..” your voice came out more like a whisper instead of a firm and serious one.

“About what..?” Jay asked, looking confused while taking off his shoes and setting his stuff down onto the table nearby. “About us..” you said softly, way too nervous. “Okay..?” He replied, walking away, and sitting down on the couch. Deep inside he was nervous too, but didn’t want to show it.

Lately your relationship hasn’t been the best as you both haven’t had the time for each other, and not only that, things weren’t the same as before. Like how affectionate you both used to be. That includes cuddling, hugging. You missed those feelings of his hugs. But that’s until recently you found out you wished you never did.

“So. I wanted to ask how you feel about this. Our relationship.” You asked him. Not looking up. “Why would you ask such a question..yn..of course I’m happy.”

“Well you don’t seem like it. Always barely having time for me. Your job never got in the way and all of sudden it is?” You spattered out. “Yn..look my work has gotten me a lot more stressed..”

“Yn..you never called me yn. It’s always babe, love, or honey! I swear don’t lie to me Jay, because it’s way too late..” you said trying to hold your tears in. “Lie about what..?” He asked, confused.

“Jay you know, I know there’s someone else, making you way happier than I am. Replacing me. Like I never even existed..!” Shouting. Tears streaming down your face. “And you only stayed out of pity! Why? What does this other woman have that I don’t. You weren’t like this when we started dating! Ha..I was so dumb enough to think you were the one. The one I was going to marry, grow old with. Guess not anymore..” you rante, losing your mind. “Babe..” he tried to explain. “Don’t call me that ever again..” the atmosphere was gloomy. Awkward silence filled the room. Jay didn’t know what to say. Loss for words. He couldn’t say anything; he never wanted you to feel like that. “Did you ever mean anything you said..?” Your question pulled him out of his mind. “Huh- umm..” he couldn’t answer the question. “I did. Promise” he stated. You obviously didn’t believe it.

“I never thought the one person. I loved so dearly, would ever do this, but he did..” you let your tears fall, not trying to hide the fact you’re crying. “Jay..this the last time..I’m going to say this…”

“I love you..” silence filled the room shortly after. You stand there looking at him. Red eyes and puffy face. Oh how Jay wanted to pull you into a hug, comfort you. But he knew that he could no longer, after the mistake he made, there was no going back. Going back to his first love, into the warmth. Guilt is the only thing that he feels.

You chuckled before heading towards the front door. Stopping right in front of it.

“My sister will come by tomorrow to pick my stuff up..goodbye” you said walking out not looking back.

And just like that it was over. And there was no way to fix it.

Author’s note: DONT HATE ME I WANTED TO WRITE ANGST AND THIS MY FIRST TIME!! I know Jay would NEVA do this to anyone he is too good to be like this . I hate this and it’s fucking shitty umm yeah.

© ynsvnte copyright 2023

[lyranova]

“ I…I need you, Neva…I need you here, with me, by my side.” Yuno finally admitted, his chest feeling so much lighter at having finally told her how he felt.

It had been a long time coming, but he finally told her.

But she didn’t react the way he thought she would; instead of being surprised, she was sad.

“ No, you don’t need me,” Neva told him as she slowly moved her hand away from his face. “ You never needed me. All of the things you have done, all of the things you will do, you can do by yourself.”

Yuno stared at her with a serious expression.

“ You’re right, I can do this by myself. But that doesn’t mean I want to.”

Neva blinked at him in surprise for a moment before he felt her slip her hand out of his, and he watched her slowly move away.

“ You don’t have a choice, Yuno.”

[reashot]

Banging Your Problems Away.

Yang: Look Sis. I think we need to talk about your "problem" you're having right now.

Ruby: Oh no. You only called me Sis if you have something serious to say to me. 😮

Weiss: Just cut to the chase. We want you to stop sleeping with Jaune.

Ruby: You knew!!! 🤯

Yang: Look Ruby, it's not like we care that you and Jaune are getting it on. Look. Normally I'm all for it. I think the two of you are cute together, but doing it everyday... Is kinda well, it's kinda too much

Ruby: .... 😱

Blake: Weiss and Yang's opinion aside. I'm actually glad that you have a such a healthy sexual relationship. (Ha, ha more like you just made my writing career much easier. Oh, if only you knew how much Lien I made off of you and Jaune. 😼)

Ruby: Okay fine, I'm banging Jaune. I admitted it okay. If that is a crime go ahead and arrest me. 😤

Yang: Look Sis, just tone it down a bit okay.

Ruby: Eh.... 😒

Weiss: How about stopping it completely, then.

Ruby: NEVA!!! 😫

Blake: (Or how about you record it and give it to me instead.... I can put it to good use.😼)

Ruby: Look girls, I get it that you're all are concerned about me, but for the record I'm only doing it when I'm having suicidal thoughts... 🙄

Yang: But you do it all the time!

Ruby: I-I have a problem okay don't judge me! 😭

[valentine-cafe]

💥

👁️👁️ I heard free lore.

Hehehehe, don't mind if I dooooooo

❤️ Rishima and Vespasiano (781)

💔 Rishen (9819)

🌹 Alessio/Rishen/Talisen (781)

❗ Talisen (781)

🍓 (781) trio/Rishen (1311)

🍒Orion/ Rishen (9819)/Alessio (781)/Vespasiano (781)

🧣 Orion (Verseless)

And- oh? Who's this??

💔 Javier (781)

JAVIER?!!! RISHEN'S PAPA 😲

(I know he's not part of the characters you can ask for, but I wanted to include him cause I wanna know if he ever feels guilty for having a kinda strained relationship with Rishen, you're free to ignore this one)

- 🌕

﹙ 🍒. ﹚🌕 anon we love you for giving us the opportunity to RAMBLE and spill all of these lore topics AHHHHHH also you asking for javier?? HELLO??? THANK YOU OMGGGXKDKZKX but we hope that this satisfies that lore hunger !

﹙ ❤️. ﹚who is the most important person to your character? to what lengths would they go to protect this person?

rishima 781 : her kids and husbands, along with her best friend neva are all people that rishima would do anything to make sure that they are safe. if one or multiple of them were threatened by something life-taking. she would immediately jump to either self-sacrifice or find another way to get them out with her. no matter the people she has to step on or hurt, as long as they are safe.

vespasiano 781 : his kids. he would do just about anything to keep them safe - some downright unspeakable things if it meant that they were protected. his brothers and his mothers as well - they mean the world to him and he’d do anything to keep them safe. as for his ( ex ) wife. . . well, she falls under the bracket too. as much as it hurts.

﹙ 💔. ﹚who has your character hurt most? physically or emotionally? how did it feel? do they regret it?

rishen 9819 : who he has hurt the most is not a person per se, but his scythe. for those that are not aware, grim reapers’ scythes are sentient and meant to have a special bod with their wielder. because of rishen’s detest towards his heritage, he flat out ignores his scythe, the scarlet strike. if the scythe has been persistent, he has said some rather hurtful things. he does not really realise that he is hurting it - but when he does, he does feel bad. he pushes this down for the most part, however. the scarlet strike continuously attempts conversation with him — he simply ignores.

javier 781 : who javier has hurt the most is his son, emotionally. something he deeply regrets when he realises just how bad it is. their communication is extremely strained, and they don’t talk much, as rishen strays away from communication so that javier doesn’t say anything he doesn’t want to hear. sometimes he doesn’t realise he is hurting rishen. though he never has the intention to hurt his son’s feelings. there is a part of him that tries to make up for everything he has said and done — yet, another part is so unsure of what to say or do that when he tries to talk to rishen, he ends up getting agitated as words seem to build in his mouth but never get out.

﹙ 🌹. ﹚what does your oc find attractive in other people? are these traits found in their friends and/or romantic partners? are they found in themselves?

alessio 781 : someone that surprises him, and someone that is compassionate and has patience; can put him in his place. attracted to those who are knowledgeable, free-spirited. most are found in rishen.

rishen 781 : INTELLIGENCE. people with good memory. rule breakers. creatives, innovators, someone that believes in him - no matter what it takes. someone who is loyal and reciprocates it. both tal and alessio have some of these tropes.

talisen 781 : likes having someone that is hopeful, but also likes someone who is realistic, he is very attracted to creativity, in any of the wide parts of the spectrum of it, he is attracted to wit, he is attracted to those who are not afraid to break the rules, is very attracted to intelligence, he is attracted to people that are poetry, is very attracted to people who can hold eye contact during serious heart to hearts, is secretly a moronsexual. rishen has some of these tropes . . .

﹙ ❗️. ﹚what was the scariest moment of your character’s life? does it still affect them?

talisen 781 : as a kid, he saw something extremely scary that scarred him for life. watching as something ate something it shouldn’t, hunched over in a corner of the estate, close to his bedroom. it had lunged out at him. . . he doesn’t remember much else though

﹙ 🍓. ﹚does your oc believe in anything? are they superstitious? religious? atheistic? has anything in their past made them this way?

alessio 781 : he does not have any beliefs anymore and is considered an atheist. as a kid he believed in the enigma god - vephine, but he does not any longer. because of his mother’s mixing pot of religions, alessio was taught about a lot of superstitions from a young age. one of the main things he was taught was - if you hear it, no you don’t. if you see it, no you don’t. which he has taken very literally. if alessio thinks that a paranormal being is in his presence, he will completely ignore it and act as though they are not there. ( he’s concerningly good at this too ) which can lead to quite the funny scenes when demons try talking to him.

rishen 781 : for the most part, rishen does not have any beliefs and is considered atheist as well. however he has some faith in a lot of the hindu gods. particularly lakshmi, krishna and kali. this is never shown too much however. the only superstition that he carries with him are also from hindu traditions - such as striking a match if you enter your house late at night to ward off evil spirits. for a time he also believed in the - ‘tie your long hair after midnight’, but no longer believes in this.

talisen 781 : he is extremely athiest. once he believed in the gods, but as time went by it faded the more he spent with mortals. for a reaper, who know of the gods and their existence, he chooses to ignore them. while doing the job of reaping souls

rishen 1311 : he is athiest, she doesn’t believe in anything

﹙ 🍒. ﹚does your character have a best friend? how long have they known each other? what do they like most about each other? how did they meet?

orion : an angel as ancient as the eyes of the abyss has someone else, who is of his age with him most of the time most certainly. his husband and best friend, dakila. whom he has known for mellenia. whenever these two are around one another, you see their deep love for one another really bloom. both in a platonic and romantic sense. and they’ve many stories to tell, when they are together.

rishen 9819 : rishen’s best friend is also his boyfriend - jingyi. they knew each other from the young childhood ages and even grew up together when jingyi’s mother, meng yao, took rishen into the reaper sanctuary to train him in reaperhood. they have always been very close, they are both very similar yet also very different - so they compliment each other quite well. they both love each other’s mind and creativity

alessio 781 : he’s never really been one to have close friends like that. but one person he would consider his best friend is haoyu from verse 9948e. the two met when the 781 trio began visiting 9948e due to talisen’s relations with that zhao family. they have quite the similar humour and also bond over music ( and drugs )

vespasiano 781 : previously, vespasiano’s older brother was his best friend, though now, their relationship is strained. and it seems like there is not any going back. vespasiano keeps family close, and work friends. but none could ever reach the friendship his brother and he had.

﹙ 🎒. ﹚what items does your oc usually carry? do they have a bag or just keep everything in their pockets? do they carry a lot or a little?

orion : nowadays, most of his priced items are not on him. except for one of them. an amulet, one that, when opened, has the picture of his king and god rinfier ( his other husband ) and his best friend dakila ( husband! ) in it. carrying magic of his king in it to aid him back home so that he never gets lost within the darkness of the abyss. it is also important to know, of course, he carries this locket-like-amulet, because his husbands both asked of him to do so. worn beneath all of his armour.

[solarwynd]

Hyung line stans bitching bc super tuna fell off spotify global charts after one day. Like bitch be serious who in their right minds is going to willingly stream super tuna. Neva play falling off is more bc Megan's fans are not streaming the song expecting armys to carry it.

Meg has never really had good longevity on Spotify. I think Mamushi is the only song of hers that’s been consistently stable and it’s because it went viral. And of course armys are in the same boat cause they’ve always sucked at longevity.

But yea, I mean what did they expect? That was never gonna be a song that armys were going to consistently try to carry even outside of it belonging to a hyungline memeber. The rest of them had a good week of charting before they dropped off as well and those were title tracks. Charting at all was that song’s best case scenario.

Plus all the hit tweets yesterday that I saw praising Jin for being “different” and not caring about fame or numbers…so much so that he deleted the OG supertuna that had 100M streams. Idk, I don’t think they shouldn’t be taking it to heart.

[thekingofny]

Right. I have a dead serious but question for ya Race, but ya cannot laugh or judge me for it at all, or I will neva' trust you's again.

- @a-chain-to-twirl-it

If it ain' my favorite pain in the asss! I's kiddin' with ya, Jo! But I'm listening. Lips are sealed. What's up?

[rubyrins]

*ੈ✩Cats and Cuddles-Itoshi Sae

ೃ༄wherein you pay you’re most precious attention to a cat that sae thought was a good idea to bring home

“Ooooohhhhh she’s so cute”

“don’t you think it’s time for you to let go of the cat I mean you’ve been pampering it for the past hour”

“Don’t be bitter sae it’s just it so cute I could eat her head aghhh” you’re eyes we’re sparkling with love as you looked deep into the cats eyes “what should we name her??”

“We’re not naming her any names,I shouldn’t have bring that cat home” he stood up from his chair and took the cat within you’re grasp and placed it outside you’re room

“Heyy what was that for” you ran to the door where sae blocked to stop you from going outside sae then pulled you toward his chest and hugged you wrapping both of his strong arms in you’re body

“Heyy let me go” “no”

Realization struck you like a lightning,and a smug smirk was plastered on you’re face like a sweet smile you always show ,you looked at him in the eyes meeting his bright teal eyes

“Don’t tell me you’re jealous”

“Me jealous because of a feline.” Sae scoffed,without a second wasted his face turned cold and serious like you did something horrible that he couldn’t forgive

“Yes I am jealous” ,pure shock was drawn in you’re face like it was a drawing used with a pen that can’t be erased

“Why are you jealous,I mean there’s nothing to be jealous-“ you’re words were cut of by his

“Yes there is!” “You paying that feline more attention than me makes me feel ignored ”

“You’re talking nonsense ,you ignored?! neva,you heard me boi neva” Sae chuckled from you’re remark and noticing you babble about how he was being ridiculous,this special situation made his day like a bajilion times more

“Okay,okay calm down now” without a minute spared sae lift you up with both of you’re thighs and wrapped around his waist ,and his hand on you’re back leading both of you to the bed,you were now sitting on sae’s lap as he pulled you in closer in a warm embrace as his face sink in your neck and pulled the comforter to wrap around both bodies

“Can we stay like this forever please”

“Of course,Love~”

A/n:please I’m so sorry about the wrong grammars 😭😭😭😭🌊 this is my first time and my mind wasn’t in a good place..Forgive me 😭😭

[integra1127grimmreaper]

Written All Over Your Face (Joel Miller)

Joel Miller Masterlist

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Warning: swearing, angst, bit of smut

Summary: You return home for Sarah's sixteenth birthday. Part 2 of - Should Probably Leave. Inspired by - Tanya Tucker's - I Bet She Knows.

It's been two years but here you were, back in Austin; your only reason for returning was that it was Sarah's sixteenth birthday. You really dreaded having to come back here after everything that happened with Joel but there was no chance in hell you were going to miss one of the biggest birthdays in that girl's life. Although things with her father and you had soured you still cared deeply for Sarah and was going to be there for her big day, come hell or high water.

You were genuinely excited to see Sarah again, the only contact with her having been over the phone. What damped it was having to see Joel with her. Tess, the woman that he had been seeing for the past year or so, according to your mother.

To say you were dumbstruck by the news would be putting it lightly, you were completely shattered by it. Here you were, still trying to mend the pieces of your broken heart, yet Joel hadn't taken that long to move on after you left; something that he had pushed you to do.

The Miller house was already booming with activity by the time you arrived; not wanting to risk bumping into Joel so soon into the event, you had sent your parents ahead and decide to go a bit late. Easily sneaking in through the sea of people gathered in the backyard, you head straight for the alcoholic beverages; if you planned to survive this event, you'll need all the liquid courage you could get.

"Knew that back profile looked familiar..." a male voice drawls out behind you.

Shaking your head with small chuckle, you turn around smirking, "hey there baby Miller."

Tommy audibly scoffs, pressing a hand to his chest in pretend offense, "baby Miller...? Ya wound me, Sweetheart. Ain't been a baby in a long-ass time."

"Can see so" you chuckle, scanning him head to toe, "how ya been, Tommy?"

"Nuh-uh... that ain't how we greet" Tommy shakes his head in displeasure, spreading his arms then. Audibly snorting, you step into his open arms for a hug.

"Much better..." Tommy groans, hugging you tightly. "Life's been good" he states, letting you go.

"Still playing at being the charming Lady's Man?" you smirk at him.

"Actually... in a stable relationship" Tommy shyly responds, scratching the back of his head.

"No, shit?!" you mouth drops in bemusement, "neva thought the day would come that Tommy Miller would settle down..."

"Just had to meet the right woman" Tommy shyly shrugs.

"So, what's this wonderful woman's name?" you smirk at him.

"Maria" Tommy replies proudly, scanning the sea of people, "should be round here somewhere..."

"Sure I'll meet her later" you remark, not wanting him to fuss too much over it.

"Joel and Sarah know ya here?" Tommy remarks then, causing to internally flinch at the thought of having to face him.

"Just arrived, but I'll catch up with 'em."

Tommy's face turns to a serious look then, "they missed ya. Both of 'em."

"I missed Sarah terribly too" you respond, making sure not to touch the topic of Joel.

Tommy frowns at your words, or lack thereof, "he really has missed ya."

"Tommy" you sigh out, "let's not go there."

"But-" Tommy attempt to argue but you cut him off.

"He's with someone now and that ship sailed two years ago."

Tommy opens his mouth to say something but is interrupted by someone calling his name out. Head dropping in defeat, he lets out a heavy sigh, leaving you with four last words; "just talk with him."

She wouldn't know me if she saw me And you'd turn your head if you did She'll never know how much you loved me Or what kind of love we had

You threw away all our pictures But the memories won't go away She's asking questions that you don't have to answer It's written all over your face Yes, it's written all over your face

I bet she knows when I'm on your mind I bet she sees it in your eyes What's in your heart, you cannot hide I bet she knows when I'm on your mind

*

After Tommy left you to your own devices, you managed to find an inconspicuous spot; planning on hiding out of sight as best as possible. You were three drinks in, enjoying the serenity in the little spot you were seated until it happened; a laugh, the deep raspy laugh of Joel's that you once loved to hear yet now was in utter agony by it. Then right on que, the crowd parted and there he stood; tall and broad as ever. He had his back to you, and you were at a great advantage to secretly admire him from your little spot.

A faint smile tugged at your lips as you sat and watched Joel having an animated conversation with a woman and man, whilst another male stood stoically listening to it. It was good to see him happy. It was good that at least one of you were.

Your sense of equanimity was soon shattered when the woman laughs at something Joel says, tilting her head upward to press a kiss to his lips. So that's her? That's Tess...

Well, that's enough party for you... Sarah would forgive you if you sent her text message, that you had fallen ill before finding her and you could always give her gift the next day.

With that thought in mind, you got up to leave but your plans were instantly foiled by a loud excited shrieking of your name.

"Y/N! You came!" an adrenalized Sarah flings herself into your open arms.

"Hey, Lovebug..." you groan out into her mass of curls, pulling slightly away then to smile at her.

"Happy Sweet Sixteen" you hand the little gift box.

"Thank you!" she excitedly squeals, pulling you in for another hug. "I'm so glad you're here. You have to tell me everything about New York!"

"I will, I will..." you chuckle, attempting to calm her down a bit, "we can go out shoppin' an chat 'bout everythin' over coffee."

"Deal" Sarah grins in excitement, suddenly bring up a dreaded topic. "You seen Dad yet? He'd be so happy to see you. I'm sure he's somewhere around here..."

"He's probably busy..." you attempt to steer away from it as Sarah scans the crowd.

"There he is!" Sarah calls out and against your better judgement; you turn toward the direction she had pointed out, only to find that Joel was staring at you the entire after hearing Sarah yelling out your name.

As two of stood silently staring at each other, you felt yourself being transported by to that night two years ago.

Late in the midnight hour When you're doing what lovers do There's still a desire deep down inside That's just between me and you

Now don't you ever feel guilty Giving just half of your heart Holdin' on to your foolish pride Is just keeping us apart Yea, it's just keeping us apart

I bet she knows when I'm on your mind I bet she sees it in your eyes What's in your heart, you cannot hide I bet she knows when I'm on your mind

*

Flashback

The minute Joel and you reached the bedroom, both your clothes went flying in a frenzy to get one another naked.

"Jesus, ya gorgeous..." Joel groans out in appreciation at your naked form.

"Joel..." you blush at his words, turning to a more serious tone then, "what I tell ya about talking?"

"That I do it too much an should be doin' somethin' else..." Joel snickers, wrapping his arms around you.

"Exactly so-" your words get cut off by Joel pushing backwards onto the bed, laying his naked body over your own.

"This ya way of tellin' me to shut up?" you giggle.

"Workin' ain't it..." Joel smirk, tipping down to capture your lips in a deep kiss. You let out a soft whimper when his when slowly moves down your body to cup eventually cup your mound.

"Jesus, ya soak..." Joel groans in approval.

"Stop teasing, Joel..." you whine out in frustration.

"Hold ya horses, Sweetheart..." Joel snickers in warning, fingers gently probing at your entrance, "need to get ya ready first."

"Am ready..." you whine out and Joel shoots you a warning glare.

"Not for my cock. I'm a lot to take...need to open ya up bit first."

"Joel..." you begin to whine but it comes out as a loud gasp when he slips a thick finger inside you.

"There she is..." Joel coos working the finger slowly in and out of you, second added now long after, causing you to whimper out in pleasure.

"Jesus, ya tight..." Joel groans as he continues working his thick digits in and out of you, "an ya wanted me to just shove it in ya...?"

"Fuck, Joel...!" you cry out in response as he picks up the pace of thrusting his digits into.

"Good girl..." Joel praises as your hips rock along with the motion of his fingers. "Fuck. Need to taste ya...."

End

*

"Y/N?" Sarah's voice calls you out from your trance.

"Huh?" you turn your attention back toward her.

"I asked if you're gonna say hi?"

"He's busy" you shake your head.

"It's just Tess and the new neighbors, Bill and Frank, they won't mind" Sarah reassures you.

"Actually, I ain't feelin' all that good..." you respond with a grimace.

"Oh, no" Sarah looks to you in concern, "what's wrong?"

"Nothin' major, just bit of jetlag I reckon" you wave her concern off, feeling a bit guilty at lying to her. "Think I'mma just head on home."

"Ok, you do that" Sarah nods in understanding, "I'll tell Dad, you said hi."

"Thanks, Hun" you smile, pulling her in for a hug, "enjoy the party an I'll speak to ya soon."

"Love you" Sarah plants a kiss to your cheek.

"Love ya too, Lovebug" you plant one onto her forehead in return.

 "Who was that?" Tess asks, pulling Joel's attention away from your retreating form.

"Huh?" Joel brows furrows in confusion.

"The woman that was with Sarah, who is she?" Tess nods her head in the direction you had been.

"Oh, no one... just a friend of Sarah's" Joel splutters out with a headshake.

"You sure...?" Tess arches a brow at him, "cause, the two of you were staring at each other weirdly for quite some time."

"Yea, she lives in the neighbourhood" Joel attempts to shrug the topic off, "just ain't seen her in a while."

Tess's gaze narrows for a split second, suddenly smiling she turns back to Bill and Frank, "where were we?"

While the three of them continue talking, Joel finds his attention slipping back to the direction you left in. Heading dropping with a low sigh, shaking himself back to attention; he returns to conversation.

In the cool of the night When the howling wind calls my name You can run into her arms But it's not the same It's just not the same, but

I bet she knows I bet she sees it in your eyes What's in your heart, you cannot hide I bet she knows when I'm on your mind

I bet she knows when I'm on your mind I bet she sees it in your eyes What's in your heart, you cannot hide I bet she knows when I'm on your mind... 

Nxt

[sleepdeprivedsimp234]

HERE HAVE SOME MORE GOV-ANGST CHILDREN TAKE IT AND RUN BEFORE GUESS KILLS ME- (/j)

PA walked into the Main Floor Kitchen where he saw Gov standing and making coffee. The younger seemed to be frantically sending texts to multiple different people, and the Keystone State tried to ignore how tired and exhausted and just- done. Gov looked. It hurt to see his son like this, but PA wouldn’t admit it.

He walked over to the cupboard to grab a cup, and he noticed that Gov, who was right next to him, flinched when he raised his arm up to grab a cup. Huh. Weird.

"Gov? Ya good dumbass?" PA asked with a slight snort. He looked to Gov when the younger didn’t give an answer. Gov seemed to be zoned out, look at the kitchen counter if all places. He roughly poked the taller in the ribs, trying to gain his attention. Which he did, but Gov flinched and gave a small yelp. PA gained a more serious (CONCERNED-) look on his face and started prodding around random areas of Gov’s torso, seeing if maybe he was hurt.

"Eep!- Pa- - I mean- P-Pennsylvania stop!!-" Gov squeaked out, trying to get away from his father’s hands.

"Shut up and tell me where yer hurt!!!" PA shouted, grabbing Gov’s shoulders. He tried to ignore the terrified look in the younger’s eyes when he raised his voice.

"I-I’m n-not hurt! I just thought that-….” Gov cut himself and trailed off, which only made PA more annoyed.

"Well?? Spit it the f*ck out!!" PA shouted again, not realizing that his anger and shouting was scaring the taller personification, who had backed into a corner. PA simply followed Gov into said corner, awaiting the younger’s answer.

Gov teared up a little and flinched again, putting his arms up a little as if to protect himself. "I-I thought y-you were g-gonna hit me…..”

PA’s face instantly softened a bit, and he gave Gov a confused/annoyed look, "Why the hell would I bother with hurtin’ you?? Are ya stupid or some sh*t?"

Gov at this point looked like the equivalent to a small frazzled kitten as he responded:

"Y-yes- w-well no I just thought- I uh….. i don’t know I don’t know…-" Damn. His breathing sure sped up a lot.

"Hey hey hey….. shhhh….. breathe okay? Can yer dumbass do that?” PA said, gently (or at least as gentle as he could-) guiding Gov into a sitting position on the kitchen floor. Sh*t- what next- PA didn’t necessarily know what to do here. So he just opted to gently rub Gov’s back and try to get his son to do some breathing exercises to calm down. That sorta worked, but Gov was still panicking and crying a bit. PA sighed and pulled the taller man into his lap (dw PA ain’t that tiny. He’s 5’8 and Gov is 6’1-) and hugged him close, laying the younger’s head on his chest.

Gov eventually calmed down, and only a few tears were rolling down his face as he was held and hugged by the man he called his father. He sat there curled up and closed his eyes as he listened to PA’s heartbeat, which aided in calming him.

"Kid? Ya good now?" Asked PA, who was trying to make his voice calmer and quieter.

"I-I think s-s-so…..” Gov squeaked when he felt a gentle hand rubbing his arm in a soothing manner.

"Okay….. Good enough to answer more questions?"

"Yeah….."

PA moved his hand up to gently run his fingers through Gov’s hair, a tactic he always used with Massachusetts (YES I SHIP THEM LEAVE ME BE 😭) to calm him down on a rough day. "Alright….. Why the f*ck didja think that I was gonna hit ya?"

Gov was silent for a few seconds, but he answered: "I-I dunno….. you always act like yer gonna….. and you were mad and yelling I just t-thought t-that y-y’know-“

"Hush…. Yer gettin’ worked up again moron." PA said, giving a small not-very-well-hidden chuckle. "As for the…..hittin’ ya thing….. I know, I know I act like I’m gonna hit ya…. But ya know that I would neva’ actually hit ya right?"

"…."

"Gov, yer my kid. I would neva’ physically hurt you unless it was absolutely necessary. Like- if ya were attackin’ someone. Which- you wouldn’t do. So ya don’t need to worry about me hurtin’ ya. Ya got that?" PA asked, switching to gently scratching Gov’s scalp. He smiled a tiny bit when he heard and felt Gov’s little purrs of bliss.

"Mhm…." Gov sounded rather unsure of his answer, and PA could tell.

"Gov?"

"Hm?"

"Do ya actually get it?"

"…..*sigh* yeah…."

"Okay. Good. Glad I got that through that thick skull o’ yours." PA said. He gently nuzzles the top of Gov’s hair, and he continued to hold him until Gov fell asleep. Good.

@greatinternetllama :)

And @misery-has-no-company-now I tortured him :3