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varlaisvea · 4 months ago

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2024 Art Retrospective Thing!

I’m only going to talk about one thing.

I’m a writer, but in 2024, many decades into my life, I got to feel what it’s like when your art tools can adjust to compensate for your disabilities.

In September, I finished the best piece of visual art I’ve ever made (warning: spicy). It didn’t get a ton of notes—maybe it’s not awesome to others, but I still can’t believe *I* made it. I’m still in love with it and so proud of it.

The thing is, I write all the time. Writing is the currency of my brain; I’d be doing it whether I had anything to say or not. Writing comes naturally to me. Drawing does not! I’ve always liked drawing, especially figures and faces, but I was never great at it— I have had chronically shaky/numb/painful hands my whole life, so visual art was always frustrating to me.

THEN i discovered the tools Procreate has to stabilize and correct for shaky hands! Suddenly lines went where I meant for them to go and curves and angles took on the form I intended as I drew them. I thought it was my lack of talent that meant I couldn’t draw lines the way I wanted, but the art that emerged once those I turned those settings on was miraculous to me. I discovered I actually COULD control visual art the way I always thought I couldn’t.

I only kinda used a reference for the pose. Otherwise the whole thing came out of my brain. I still can’t believe it.

I’m making you look at it again. Please go look at the whole thing, but here’s a cropped closeup:

(I made a post about the symbolism behind all the jewelry in this crop, too. It’s also a pretty good summary of the story so far.)

But!!! I need to talk about what Procreate allowed me to do here.

Tumblr thinks the pr0n screenshot i used as a reference is explicit (it's not), and I'm pissed bc i wanted to show you how little of it made it into the final. At any rate, I started with a reference image of two people in a similar pose to this, and all that remains of it is the bottom character's shoulder and the top character's leg. Everything else--the folds and drape of the fabric, the light of the fire, the substantial changes to the pose—was math I did in my brain. I quite literally rotated my blorbos in my mind and then drew it. I had absolutely no idea I could do that.

I mean, maybe it looks like something that would be easy for an amateur to make, idk! But to me? It’s amazing! This was a stupidly difficult pose I chose for myself, and I did it. It has a lot of strange shit in it and you can still tell what’s happening!!! The weird twist of her head and braid, the strange way his arm is angled, the way fabric covers every joint on the body you would otherwise use to orient yourself to what you’re seeing… I did all of that math in my mind, and I still pulled it off.

It took me 250 hours in Procreate. I later discovered character posing tools online that might have made this a whole lot easier, and I’ve started using those for subsequent art.

Idk why people didn’t really like this. Maybe it’s bc ESO is not super popular on tumblr, maybe it’s bc of the ostensibly heterosexual/cisgender pairing (both false!!!! btw!), maybe it’s bc of the conventionally attractive bodies? idk! but honestly, I still love it. this is my achievement of 2024 no matter how many notes it has, bc it represents an immense gift I received in 2024: I learned that after all these years, I actually did kinda know how to draw. :) Thank you Procreate!

#elder scrolls online #tesblr #procreate #wip: palimpsest #anyway the point is disability accommodations are great ugh #i am really proud of how i changed it from the reference pose but tumblr won't let me post a censored pic of naked people #the original post only got 20 notes and that's after annoying my dash with it several times. yikes.#clearly that's a sign about my art #but that sign can't stop me bc i can't read #that said for real I PROMISE FOR REAL (as long as this one doesn't get flagged too) that this is the last time i'll make you look @ this #thank you for your patience w/ my art on your dash :)

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kelpies-inthe-marsh · 1 month ago

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Beneath The Still Waters ch. 1

Kelpie! Ezra x reader

A/N: super self indulgent, but this is a repost from my last account. I'm hoping this actually gets seen unlike the last one though- fingers crossed!!

Warnings: angst, death mentions, minor character death, Ezra gets his own warning

The people in your family never tended to have long lives. This was just something you knew to be the case.

Your father's side seemed to be particularly unlucky.

Your great-grandfather made it to 37.

Your grandfather lasted until 42.

Your uncle had only been 16.

Your father? He disappeared a week ago, and your mother had finally gone down to the local police station to file the missing persons report.

He was the oldest of the men in his family. He'd gotten all the way to 52. You weren't sure why he'd lasted so much longer than all his other family members. Truly you tried not to dwell on it too long.

If you had, maybe you would have realized that every disappearance happened near a particularly large, mostly still, body of water. Your grandfathers had enjoyed fishing, and your uncle, according to your father, had been fond of a particular swimming hole. Your father though, hadn't ever held a particular fondness for water.

When he'd left that final night, he'd told you, and your mother, that he needed to pay back an old friend. You weren't quite sure what he meant, but you trusted him to explain further when he returned home.

He never made it home.

You couldn't really tell how you were feeling. Your mother wasnt there, you had no siblings to speak of, it seemed your father had barely enough time for you, and your mother had never pressed for a larger family. You'd never cared about that until now. The house was far too quiet.

If your grandfather had lived long enough for you to meet him, you'd have known the stories of his childhood. Stories of the fae, and the monsters that lived amongst men. Monsters that could easily lure the strongest man into their grasp. If you'd gotten to meet him, he'd have told you about the grave mistake his own father had made, in trying to tame one such monster.

Your great-grandfather had bridled a kelpie. No one's quite sure how he'd done it, but somehow he had without being drowned first. Not only did he capture this kelpie, he'd ridden it. Challenged the other men in the village to “horse” races, and had forced the great creature to work on his family's farm. When he'd had a child of his own, a son, he'd decided to free the kelpie. He didn't trust it around the child, so he removed the bridle, and told the monster it was free to go.

This was his first mistake. A bridled kelpie is controlled, and mostly docile. If you free the kelpie you bridled, depending on your treatment of it, it will demand equal retribution, or it will take its leave back to the water. He had treated the kelpie like nothing more than a tool to work his land, and for that the kelpie took retribution. The monster killed your grandfather, and vowed to end each generation after, until none remained.

The only remaining descendant in your father's line was you. Not that you knew you were in any danger of course, it was beautifully ridiculous that your father hadn't told you what was coming, thinking that his stupidly noble sacrifice would be enough to satiate the monster.

It wasn't.

The kelpie, Ezra, as he preferred, was a proud creature. His pride had been deeply wounded by your great-grandfather's slight against him, so much so that he couldn't let it go, despite your father giving himself away.

Ezra knew exactly where you were, but he couldn't just kill you in your own home. That wasn't the purpose of the hunt.

You had to come to him.

How would he ever convince you to do that?

He would just have to insert himself into your life, he decided. Make it so you truly needed his presence, and then he'd do it. He'd take his final piece of revenge against your family.

This was actually harder than Ezra expected it to be. The kelpie had thought that there would be something about you that would keep the fire of his indignation burning. There wasn't.

You were kind.

He'd watched you stop on the street to pet a passerbys dog, and seen you talk to the birds singing on your walks to and from your various errands.

How could one human be so truly gentle? Sure he'd seen you get frustrated, and even angry, but that didn't change the baseline of your demeanor.

During your first meeting, he'd bumped into you, on purpose, to create a reason for the pair of you to start talking. He'd spilled your coffee, that you'd just paid for. You hadn't even raised your voice, “are you alright?” Were the first words out of your mouth.

He was shocked to say the least, but tried not to let it show in his expression, “I'm so sorry, songbird- my head was swimming in the clouds when I should have been keepin’ a lookout on my surroundings,” he had a truly apologetic look on his face, “I insist that you allow me to replace the beverage I have caused to go to waste-”

You blinked at him for a moment, you clearly weren't used to the way he spoke, and even less used to the random act of kindness he was offering, “no- no it's alright. I can get another one another time.. I'm running late for work.” You were already about five minutes late, give or take, and you couldn't hang around any longer.

He nodded, seeming almost disappointed that you had to go, “next time then-” he offered.

You nodded, not thinking anything of it, and out the door you went.

The next time you went into the coffee shop he was there, and he'd already paid for your coffee. You were again running late, so you didn't give it as much thought as you probably could have. You simply thanked him, took your drink, and went on your way as quickly as possible.

Ezra was absolutely intrigued. Intrigued and he'd barely spoken to you yet. He'd get there, he told himself, he was just playing the long game.

He just needed to keep sight of what was important. You were the final loose end he needed to tie up.

(Brief timeskip to several days later)

You had taken the day off, you weren’t feeling well, and needed the extra sleep, so it was much later than normal when you wandered into the coffee shop closest to your apartment. You didn't really think anything of it. You didn't have many friends in the area, and your coworkers knew you had stayed home, so there were no texts about where you were. You didn't think anyone was particularly worried about you.

You were very wrong.

Ezra was worried. Hell, worried was an understatement. Ezra was nearly frantic. You hadn't come into the coffee shop this morning, he knew he hadn't missed you. He'd been in the shop since they opened.

Just as he was getting ready to leave, to find you, to find a large body of water to cool off in, he wasn't sure yet- you walked in. You looked sleep rumpled, and had dark circles under your eyes. He was gripped with an almost bone deep concern, that he had to almost physically shake off.

He stood, getting in line behind you, “well hello again, starshine,” he greeted softly.

You turned around, seeming pleased to see him, and he wasn't sure why that elated him so, “I seem to have misplaced my manners in forgetting to introduce myself during our last meeting, I beg your sincerest pardon for that.”

You smiled softly when you were right. You'd know that drawl, and flowery anywhere, despite only hearing it a few times before. All the same you gave him your name.

The grin that spread across his features was nearly blinding, like you'd offered him the sun instead of your name, he repeated it back to you, enjoying the way it felt slipping through his lips, “a pleasure to officially make your acquaintance, I am Ezra- at your service,” he inclined his head deeply in your direction.

“Ezra.. it's a nice name,” you murmured, nearly forgetting why exactly you'd come to the coffee shop in the first place. He was distracting, in the best ways.

He thanked you for the compliment, and immediately followed it with, “I hope you won't take this as my being too forward, Starshine, but I was hoping you might allow me to take you on a date. I would be truly honored to have the opportunity to spend an evening with you outside of this establishment-”

To say you were surprised was an understatement, but before you could answer him, you had to order your drink. Which you did quickly, a London fog, hot, with two extra pumps of vanilla, and you quickly paid for Ezra's drink as well. Despite his protests he ordered, and stepped aside with you to wait, “well songbird? Would you grace me with your presence for an evening?”

You nodded, and once again that smile, that seemed to light up his eyes, filled his features.

“You have no idea how happy that makes this old fool, sweetness,” he really meant it true, even though he knew he shouldn't.

The pair of you were called for your drinks, and you gave Ezra your number, promising to send him the details of your schedule. This was supposed to make it easier for him to continue his hunt, and yet.. he couldn't help but be excited to spend extra time with you.

“Keep it together,” he muttered to himself, as he watched you walk away. As soon as he couldn't see you anymore, he turned and walked the opposite way. He had a date to plan after all.

#kelpie #kelpies #kelpie x reader #prospect #prospect film #prospect 2018 #ezra #ezra prospect #ezra x reader #ezra x you #kelpie! ezra #kelpie! ezra x reader #pedro pascal #cain writes

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anti-psycomics · 8 months ago

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I can't believe I missed it! Yesterday marked 1 full year since I really started dedicating myself to digital art, after I drew this image because I wanted to play bomb rush cyberfunk. Pretty sure I started drawing it because I saw Twistcmyk made her own custom decals for that game and I wanted to make something like that too. So uh. Thanks for that Twist. Still haven't played bomb rush cyberfunk tho

not a bad starting place I'd say. Although maybe that's because it's not really the starting place and I've been drawing off and on again pretty much since I was born

I think this drawing really helped get my feet off the ground when it came to finding a style that works for me, and learning how to make other styles out of it. See, I've always had shaky hands so I've tended to gravitate towards a more scratchy style since smooth lines are often a challenge for me. And in a lot of cases I'd just leave a drawing as a sketch because finalizing it was very difficult.

being able to draw fast and loose like this is really a boon to get the creative juices flowing. It's the easiest way to draw for me, and I still like to leave it at that if I have a day where I want to draw but I don't want to dedicate more than one night to it

But nowadays I'm usually making art that's a lot smoother and takes a few more nights to finish. But that's still using the rough style. Usually I'll get a vague idea in my head and throw it on the screen with minimal care, and I'll zero in on how it's supposed to look draft by draft. Sometimes it takes 3 drafts, sometimes it takes, like 10

shown here a swordsmachine drawing I made a month or so ago, I still have the krita file on hand (because it's not technically finished yet, needs a final draft with color) so here's the drafts leading up to it

This process often involves a lot of cutting and pasting, resizing and the perspective tool to get a thing exactly where it needs to be. As for making lines as smooth as possible, I just have to take it really slow and sometimes go back, erase, draw it back, erase again. I won't lie it can still be a really tedious process

Like that swordsmachine, I've been making a lot of character portraits lately. Which has been a great exercise in posing, perspective and shading. Shading especially was something I've been needing practice with. I used to draw only with pencil of paper so using color in drawings is still somewhat a new thing for me. Having to figure out the lighting for each shot and which surfaces are whatever is very difficult but doing shading right can make a drawing look that much better

This is the thing I've been working on most recently, I think the shading looks pretty good, especially on the scarf. But I'm not really too sure about it.

Ok I've lost the pacing for this longpost. I wish I had a special drawing for the one year but I forgot until today. Maybe I'll make Anti in a birthday hat sometime later. For now here's some of my favorites over the past year

THING IN THE CLOSET

was a pretty early drawing, but I still really like it because of the unique perspective of peeking into a closet. Also the first time I drew Anti with a body!

ENDNE, GOD OF ENTROPY

I remember when I drew this design in my sketchbook and I knew I had a banger design right away, she barely changed from paper to digital. Unlike Solos, who had quite a few changes, and honestly I might still want to change a few things. Still pretty astounded that I managed to render it so well. Might be my overall favorite of the past year

PSYCHADOLIA

I still think it would make a great album name and cover. Hire me psychedelic music artists

MALAZIROT, GOD OF ROT

This one was made because I told my friends I'd make myself a fursona if a poll about me being a furry reached 15 votes. Love stealing valor. This might be the highest layer count piece to date, I think it clocked in at over 60 with so many small details that you have to super zoom in to see. Regardless, I'm really proud with how I got the rotting flesh to look in this one

MASH ME UP

Also a massive undertaking and probably the only one that can rival the layers on malazirot. Idk if I have much to say on it other than, I think it looka pretty neat

SELF-PORTAIT

A real recent one, Probably my most grotesque one to date too. I really think I nailed how disgusting the skin on it is, my only regret is I didn't make any hair follicles poking out of the skin. Oh well, missed opportunities

here's to the next year of art!

#art #artists on tumblr #artwork #digital art #drawing #my art #cw gore

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greensparty · 7 months ago

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This Month In History - September

What a month for landmark anniversaries! Here's some I'm raising a glass to:

Sept. 12, 1989: Pump released

In Sept. 1989 Aerosmith' 10th album was released. Here is my piece I wrote in 2014. Happy 35th Pump!

Sept. 12, 2014: The Skeleton Twins opens

In Sept. 2014, one of the best dysfunctional comedies of the 2010s opened. I was lucky enough to see it early on when it screened at the 2014 Independent Film Festival Boston, where my doc Life on the V: The Story of V66 was premiering. I was very proud to be in the same company as this film. It balanced sadness and humor delicately and both stars Bill Hader and Kristen Wiig swung it out of the park! Happy 10 TST!

Sept. 14, 2004: Funeral released

In Sept. 2004, the debut album from Arcade Fire was released. Here is my piece I wrote in 2019. Happy 20th Funeral!

Sept. 16, 1984: Miami Vice premieres

In Sept. 1984, possibly the greatest cop show of the 80s premiered on NBC. Here is my piece I wrote in 2019. Happy 40th Miami Vice!

Sept. 19, 1984: Amadeus opens

In Sept. 1984, Milos Forman's biopic masterpiece was released. Here is my piece I wrote in 2019. Happy 40th Amadeus!

Sept. 21, 2004: American Idiot released

In Sept. 2004, Green Day's best concept album was releasd. Here is my piece I wrote in 2014. Happy 20th AI!

Sept. 24, 2004: Shaun of the Dead opens

In Sept. 2004, the zombie comedy to end all zombie comedies was released. Director Edgar Wright's genius has always been in not trying to make a straight up spoof of genres he loves, but actually making a great movie in that genre that's also funny. As a zombie apocalypse takes over London, a slacker tries to survive it with his friends and girlfriend. It is a movie people still talk about and quote today. Got my copy on DVD! Happy 20th SOTD!

Sept. 25, 1984: Three's a Crowd premieres

In Sept. 1984, the spin-off that followed Three's Company premiered. Here is my piece I wrote in 2019. Happy 40th TAC!

Sept. 25, 2009: Paranormal Activity opens

In Sept. 2009, one of the best found footage horror movies was released. Here is my piece I wrote in 2014. Happy 15 PA!

Sept. 26, 1964: Gilligan's Island premieres

In Sept. 1964, one of the great 60s sitcoms premiered on CBS. A group of differing castaways all find themselves trapped on a desert island together. I used to love it as a kid, watching syndicated reruns. They never got off the island, but that was part of the fun. Happy 60th GI!

Sept. 26, 1969: Abbey Road released and The Brady Bunch premieres

On the same exact day in Sept. 1969, two historical pop culture moments occurred!

First up, The Beatles' 11th studio album was released. There's always been a argument among Beatles fans about the final Beatles album: Abbey Road, the last one recorded, vs. Let It Be, the last one released. It is one of my personal favorites and I grew up with the vinyl. Here is my album review of the 2019 Super Deluxe Edition. Happy 55 Abbey Road!

Next up, the family sitcom The Brady Bunch premiered on ABC-TV. The story of a blended family with six kids became the standard for TV families. The series was on from 1969-1974, but I got into it in syndicated reruns (much like Gilligan's Island). No matter what age you were you could relate to at least one of the Brady kids, i.e. Bobby when I was younger, then Peter, and later on Greg. When I was in college, actor Barry Williams spoke and signed copies of his book there too. Happy 55th Brady Bunch!

Sept. 26, 1984: It's Your Move premieres

In Sept. 1984, one of the best short-lived sitcoms of the 80s premiered. Here is my piece I wrote in 2019. Happy 40th IYM!

Sept. 27, 1994: Monster released

In Sept. 1994, R.E.M.'s 9th album as released. Here is my piece I wrote in 2019. Happy 30th Monster!

Sept. 30, 1994: Ed Wood opens

In Sept. 1994, one of the best Hollywood biopics was released. Here is my piece I wrote in 2019. Happy 30th EW!

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manasurge · 2 years ago

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My Characters

Thought I might as well do this since I like how a few of my in-game characters turned out, so here's my roster so far (subtracting a few that are in limbo). Tried to put it in order to most to least used. I'm not one to make my in-game characters as OCs, but I still like to give them a name/aesthetic/theme that matches together (and colour-coordinated) so it sort of seems like they could (also for fashion wars reasons. Name above their respective images below). Also I like giving them singular names. (oh gosh I really hope this automatically shrinks the length of the post bc it's not giving me the "Read More" option >_>') My Main: Vespaura (Mesmer/Mirage). Crystal Bloom/Branded themed. Still waiting for proper crystal aesthetic looks lol (none available in game atm are what I'm looking for). I'm pretty much on her almost all of the time since I'm a ho for Open world and I love GS lasers, clones, portals, and evasion hax (I'm squishy so I need the survivability and sustain, and I tag almost everything, so it works well when doing metas and stuff).

Mourynn (Necromancer/Scourge) - This is the one I took my OC's name from lol, so it's funny seeing her in game bc I forget sometimes lsjflksf. I Tried to make her look like an infected/toxic/poisonous Awakened Nightmare Courtier Duchess, and the squiggly tentacles are meant to portray turning into the necrotic glider below. I really wanna get her a bunch of Mordy and Zhaitan leggies (one day~)

Ferahla (Revenant/Renegade) - I actually updated her back piece and colours a bit since this new back piece was released bc it fit her look much more. I tried to make her look gnarly (also this outfit makes her look a bit nakey, but I'm kind of okay with that tbh alsjflskdjf), and I'm trying to match her to the Chuka leggy for whenever I get around to finishing it. Renegade is also one of my favourite specs cuz I like being at ranged and having the support of Kalla and her Lesbian Warband.

Faihan (Ranger/Soulbeast) - I still adore her look and her name is one of my favourites too. I was sort of going for a pheonix/firebird Hunter (bloodborne) kinda vibe. I couldn't decide between capes so she has one for Power and one for Condi. Also it's tricky to dress for leather armour, so I like how this turned out.

Vaipaura (Mesmer/Virtuoso) - All my mesmers have similar names bc I think it's funny to headcanon they're just different AUs of each other (not gonna show Chrono here bc she's in Limbo. Her name is Vastaura). I wanted to give Vaipaura a Regal Canthan Noble Madam kinda vibe (also I just love the combo of this outfit and backpiece). She also has Exordium cuz it also matches this look too. However I still heavily prefer playing Mirage bc despite this one being great for DPS and very neat. It's just super squishy with not a lot of survivability/sustain and no clones to distract, and it feels so slow, but regardless it is still fun to play as well (I just miss spamming dodge all the time :( I also miss my clones)

Mortesque (Necromancer/Reaper) - I'm not 100% sure if this will be the final look for her or not, but I was mostly just trying to match her to Zhaitan's Bite when I finally unlocked it a little while back. As you can tell I really like greatswords (the only 3 leggies I have are GS lol)

Shroudryss (Thief/Specter) - My newest sapling. I'm stll not 100% sure about the outfit, but it'll do for now. Specter is really fun!! I really like fancy magical mobile classes. I need to play thief way more tbh since it's more of less up my alley (this one will be my first to go to)

Jadesta (Engineer/Mechanist) - Her name and look are very on the nose. HOWEVER I am proud of the name I gave to her mech: Caladborg (also I really like the Aetherblade look here and at least it's easy/fun to give her stuff for fashion wars)

Prismysta (Revenant/Herald) - I wanted to make her fit the pretty pearlescent look of Glint's facets, and I did want one light-themed cute character. Also there was just so many pretty pieces that wouldn't work with Vespaura that I thought it'd work well for her!

Hexirax (Thief/Daredevil) - I still super need to change her name bc it for sure as hell does not suit her at all lmao!! But since I still needed a pink Sylvari, I thought it would be funny to make it my Daredevil (also the weapon worked well for this so I made her Sakura themed. Her outfit is still subject to change if I find something better)

Vallotash (Guardian/Dragonhunter) - Still not sure what to do with her yet (might switch her elite spec, idk yet), but I'm still super proud of her name and I forgot I made this look on her. I like the colour combo, and I still might keep it (subject for change tho, but I don't hate it)

#gw2 #sylvari #my characters #Lol my other ones are a bit ignored atm but the first handful are my most used (Vespaura especially)#I've never really showed them off before so I thought I might as well while I'm here #I'm proud of how a lot of them turned out and a lot of their names #Fear my army of plant lesbians!

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catgirl-pawbs · 2 years ago

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ROSIE HOBBYING UPDATE

though,,, I've said it a few times in a few places but I'm super enamoured with the concept of having different names for different contexts though I've been bad at actually doing it and the name I'd like to use in online spaces / for people I don't know irl is Ryuuka (I know I had another online alias/name before that i streamed under for 2yrs but due to Events I now hate being called that so all 3 of u that know it that name is dead to me now please forget) so I suppose instead I should write

✨🎀RYUUKA HOBBYING UPDATE🎀✨

LONG POST INCOMING sorry if I take up ur whole dash

so I tried to search my blog for the "hobbying" tag to see what I have and have not posted recently but lo and behold,

tumblr is truly the functional of webbedsites, I KNOW ITS THERE I PUT IT THERE now please show me !

except it won't if course because it sucks.

so anyway I'm gonna start typing about things and hope I get everything I haven't posted and nothing I have.

something like three weeks ago, I finally got to play a match of Warhammer 40k with my older brother! this had been in the making in a way since 2014(-ish I don't remember), when this same brother introduced myself and my other brother to the concept of Warhammer and all three of us bought models. sadly both brothers quickly discovered the "building and painting" portion of the hobby and promptly dropped out, one of them giving his T'au models to me because I LOVED THIS SHIT.

anyway I think I posted about all this before and that Match In Question wherein I took 500pts of Grey Knights (Brother-Captain, Terminator Squad, Strike Squad) against my brother's 500pts Imperial Guard (Commissar, Guardsmen regiment, 3x Mortar Crew models, Sentinel, Leman Russ)or something like that I didn't read his list. Unfortunately this battle ended with my noble Grey Knights getting summarily decimated and right tabled by the mighty power of the autocannon-equipped Leman Russ if that bastard Russ wasn't already dead I'd kill him myself

again I'm fairly sure I've posted about this before so I'll stop there and not add images.

also before I continue (to explain why points counts might seem weird to other 40kplayers) I should note that I have been and will continue to be playing Fifth Edition Warhammer 40k, because those are the books that I have. New books are hellishly expensive and I cannot for the life of me figure out how to reasonably use wahapedia so anyone who is going to tell me to play a more recent edition please kindly do one of the following;

1.) shush.

2.) buy me the books urself since you can afford it

3.) go get intimate with a cactus.

Now! about a week ago, a little less, I got to play ANOTHER match of 40k! a surprise to be sure, but a welcome one. this time with a friend who has an adjacent interest in similar sort of games and who helped me build the felt-and-aquariumplant terrain pieces Im certain I posted pictures of before though I can't go check >:|

This match was again 500pts and featured both my lovely new terrain and the following armies;

TYRANIDS. >Tyranid Prime (boneswords, devourer) >3xRaveners (rending claws) >5x Ymgarl Genestealers >10xHormagaunts (adrenaline glands) >10xTermagaunts (devourers)

GREY KNIGHTS. >Brother-Captain (mastercrafted storm bolter, mastercrafted nemesis force sword) >5xTerminator (mastercrafted storm bolter [justicar], mastercrafted nemesis force sword [justicar]) >5xStrike Squad (nemesis force halberds [all], mastercrafted storm bolter [justicar])

it was great! took about 4 hours because I hadn't memorized everything yet and my friend/opponent was new to 5th but we had a good time despite getting real exhausted by the end of it there are too damn many numbers to remember

I'm still super happy with how the new terrain looks!! sure it's very Amateur Hour and doesn't look ~realistic~ but I love it and am very proud of it!

Unfortunately in this match, the Grey Knights not played by me this time again tasted bitter defeat. I begin to think that list I made just sucks. or that the army needs a larger point total to make a functional list. further experimentation needed.

First blood was taken by the Knights shooting down a few(2) Hormagaunts, which was repeated in the next turn gunning down another 5 of them. the remaining gaunts took shelter for their lives behind a small copse of trees, though the Knights' Terminators quickly closed to finish their prey.

the Nids took revenge in the Genestealers flanking and stealing the jeans off the Strike Squad, without a single loss.

Finally came the crushing melee of the Raveners charging the Terminators and Captain from the cover of the ruins, slowly inflicting death (with great difficulty and losing one of their number due to those incredible 2+saves), eventually being joined by the Tyranid Prime and Genestealers in finishing off the stragglers.

the Termagants... yeah. those guys were there. they mostly just hung around. fired off 40?-ish shots and inflicted a total of 1 wound. good job guys. worth every point, truly.

Unfortunately because I failed to teach the game and remember the rules properly, this match was unbalanced, as the Terminators were not making 2 melee attacks per turn as they should've and I'd forgot to roll for the Nids instinctive behaviour rules (though the only difference that would've really made was the already useless gants running for cover if they failed)

It was a good learning experience and we had fun though!! surely we'll have a better and more heated match next time! ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ

that kaomoji looks kinda haunted,,

In other news! yesterday I finally took the time to get my printer in Operational Condition again! this means that, after being more than a month with only one arm, my Knight Armiger Warglaive proxy (model courtesy of u/johnbearross on reddit) is finally fully operational! catgirl very extremely excited about this one

additionally, though I do need to print another warglaive and two helverins still, I've started on printing the bigger boy, a Questoris Knight Paladin proxy (model credits the same), something I've been excited to do for forever and the next step towards the biggest finalest goal; the Imperator Titan

base and left leg printed (6h each), right leg in production (another 6h) (also I know the quality is bad because of the flash but my kitchen's lighting is awful and I promise without it looks worse) (don't mind the bag of rice in the bg, girl's gotta eat)

FINALLY, the most recent development in Ryuuka's Hobbying;

MY BOYS??!??! MY BEAUTIFUL LOVELY SPECTACULAR BOYS????? THEY ARRIVED TODAY!!

bit of a story on this one, but first; I know that I told one of my dear friends like 6months ago that the next time I bought gunpla of get one for u too and we sat down and picked one out for u and everything and I didn't forget I swear but I shouldn't've even bought these boys since I have a lot of debt going on, the only reason I did is that on god man I need a distraction project or the depression is gonna Get To Me (not that it doesn't already but,) so like. When I actually have spare money instead of spending money I don't have I WILL get u that gunpla and we will build them together I didn't and am not gonna forget.

Okay so the deal with these boys is that I was talking to a friend recently about how I really like the appearance of Mass Production Mobile Suits over the special Gundam suits (unpopular opinion but I hate gundam suits' horns/crests, I think they look so so silly), in particular I love the look of the DaggerL and the Rgm-79 GM, but I really don't like the GM's helmet, I feel that it dramatically detracts from my man's vibes since the GM is made of angular and square segments and then the helmet is ROUND and also the visor is really large and open, giving it something of a 'friendly' (anthropromorphizing, I know) look that really doesn't suit the rest of it's design. In the same moment I was lamenting this design contradiction, a guncannon came on screen, which has a helmet with a narrower visor, and a- well I guess it's called a visor too but the shade thing some helmets have like a built-in imitation ballcap thing and anyway the Guncannon's head design gives it a much more 'serious' look that I feel would fit great on the GM, and the GM's more open and round design would fit right in with the Guncannon's rounded limbs and fuckoff huge shoulder-mounted cannon barrels.

So immediately in that conversation I had something of an epiphany of this and decided that I HAVE TO make a headswap of those guys and NOW IM DOING IT except what I need right now is a project so we're taking it a couple steps further

I'm gonna trim these guys all out of the runners, file the nubs, label all the parts with masking tape and little baggies, swap the head parts, then going one colour/runner at a time, prime them black, paint them, panel line them, sticker them, top coat them, and ONLY THEN will I finally start assembling them

I've never painted a gunpla before but the best way to start is a headfirst dive into conkcrete babey let's get it

also I want to try weathering on my GM, nevermind that I've never tried it before and have no idea how, and each kit will be getting a different topcoat; glossy for the Guncannon because I want my boy to look like fun lil candy apple lad, and matte for my GM because I want it to be a semi-realistic Setpiece build.

also been thinking about utilizing the power of masking tape mid-painting process to add stripes of red to GM's arm&leg armour, but currently unsure if I want to follow through with the idea.

kay I think that's everything that's a lotta words I've been typing for forever it's 3am im not checking for typos I'm gonna sleep now goodnight gamers, nyan~

#hobbying #warhammer40k #gunpla #this took me over two hours to type up and shouldve been like four posts but fuck it y'all get it all in one #hope someone enjoys reading my nonsense #didnt have a pinned post so this gets pinned for a little while to force more people to see it you're welcome :>

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Seana's 2023 art highlights

(surprisingly, not a reupload this time!)

January: i drew nothing! we're off to a great start.

February: i drew something! i love Champ even if i haven't drawn anything tf2 related since April. i think it was this piece where i decided to give Champ RED coloring. [link]

also, this is the month i made my second Moldy plush.... i wasn't very happy with this one, though. [link]

March: uhhhh. more of my tf2 ocs but i think those aren't that interesting. just go to my tf2 oc blog @brokenbrainstormbulb if you wanna see them honestly, i have an image limit to keep ffs. that said, this was around the time i got into TC2, so i drew a lot of that kind of stuff... i'm never drawing stuff for it ever again, sorry. [link]

April: look at the cool thing i drew for a fellow tf2 robot fan! now, this is the point in time where i start drawing more because of a certain interest, so look forward to all the art that'll come up here.....

May: wow, this really was my first public piece of Papa Louie art, huh. i was so proud of it when i showed it off on tumblr the first time... i don't like it as much anymore. for one, the office wall color is wrong.... i still can't believe Papa Louie was what got me out of art block, but god, i'm glad it did. i don't think i've drawn this much before, and even though the community's tiny, i'm glad to give back as much as i can. anyways, i said something like "it's so funny that people think they're either super married or divorced as hell" on the same post. i still think that, and it's defos funny as hell, but i've grown a kind of appreciation towards the ship as well. like yeah, you go girls, we love that extra slow burn with so many road bumps on the way! [link]

June: how the hell did i pump this out. this was also like a few days before i had to leave for the airport too... i don't know myself sometimes. i swear i still love Boigashipping! i just... i'm just busy with other ships okkkk [link]

July: i didn't draw anything...? i was in Bali. and i was busy selling adopt designs to draw anything substantial, oopsie! actually, i DID draw the first part of WDB... it's uh, still the only part. i'm sorry!!!! i'm sorry!!!! i swear i have the whole thing outlined!!! can you just give me anons about the story instead so you won't have to wonder what comes next!! [link]

August: TOSI fixation. it had not gone past it's conceptual stage, i must note. i do wish i would do something about it though. [link]

September: the art trade i did with my friend! actually, i was a few weeks late with my part, so it was supposed to be finished by August. oops. i like the textures tbh. my Chuseok drawings.... i need to draw more characters in hanbok, hee hee. [link]

October: (breaths in) ...this is the month i finally gave into the JoGotcha wantings. LOOK. ever since someone put the idea into my brain i couldn't get enough of it, and like,, nobody draws the ship anymore so i had to take matters into my own hands. this is the first ship i'm this obsessed with. i usually leave ship stuff to other people but this time that wasn't enough and i... i had to do SOMETHING, y'know? [link]

Cringetober? who's that? haha;; i stopped feeling like doing the whole list after less than a week. impressive.

November: oh look, Plushy Power League. Quinn didn't win, but i do like the thing i drew as propaganda, so whateves. the first Papa Louie character i ever drew (minus Chuck and Taylor)... did i change how i draw her? uhh. maybe? i'm not too sure. [link]

also look! the keychain drawing... i need to talk about my Gods and Monsters au again at some point. actually, since i last uploaded the image of my keychain, i revised it tons... it's kinda different now, and i defos think it looks better. this is actually the time i finally fixed the stupid display setting thing that was really messing up my coloring! [link 1] [link 2]

December: ...oops! tablet broke. and i got my 3ds back so i just didn't draw that much even after exams were over. didn't stop me from drawing though, and in fact i think i made something pretty neat with my christmas art.... even if it did come one day late. [link]

wow. that's a whole year of stuff... and that's defos a lot! i think i'm really happy with what i drew this year.... i don't know what was in my water the last few years but my art highlights felt really.... miserable? for some reason. i mean, yeah, i didn't do a lot of what i had planned (GOE ANIMATIC IM SORRY) but i can see that i've done just as much with my hands anyways, so like, who cares? plus, i always have next year... that's coming in 3 hours, oh god- so, maybe i won't be too hard on myself for not fulfilling my goals... like, i kinda glossed over it, but i did sell my designs for money, and that's like, really impressive! so many people around me buy and sell their art stuff already, so i guess i didn't really register it as something to be proud of... but doing that shit (making, and marketing) is hard!! so like, it's a wow moment for me!

anyways, i'm tired, i only came back home a few hours ago, and i need to get up again for church in a few hours.... mrphgdjd. lets stop being sentimental, and i'll see you people next year. that's a long way off! hope you don't miss me.

#dalune recap #dalune recap 2023

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therhythmafterthesummer · 1 year ago

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hai hai haiii it's been sosoos long :((

life has been..... intense heh but i'm okay now!! i remember that the last thing you posted was that cute oneshot of our wr!binnie and the bestest autumn and the stress about their wedding!! and i loved it so much!! i keep coming to re read wereroomies all the time because i truly enjoy how you created their little world, and also because it's a great inspiration!! the last instalement i read was the one about hyunlix and moss because i really really miss them :(

but it's okay. i'm really curious about the boys you haven't posted about in that universe, and also about second and even third parts to some of the fics (even if they're standalones i'm super invested and it feels like the kind of series where every episode has its own story but somehow when you put them all together you see the development and... i just need more kajhkajshaks)

i won't ask for spoilers of your top secret wr!projects on docs (👀) buuut i'll sit here and wait for the next update. i was thinking about coming off anon too akjshkajsd (could you guess who am i??) but for the mean time, are there any of your fav works you would recommend rn? no context, just fun. the ones you have a great memory of, or you're really proud about

have a super super nice day rhythm, - ❤️‍🩹 anon

hi hi hi!!

i'm glad you're okay now! and i hope it continues being that way💜

makes my heart warm to think that you come and reread wereroomies often. it's still shocking to me that people do that sdkjnskjdnfsd

i think that's actually a good way to describe the structure of wereroomies... "a series where every episode has its own story but somehow when you put them all together you see the development", i like that~

i can't wait for the day i get to show you all all the stuff that's partially cooked in my docs jkdfnskjdfn i always wonder how y'all would feel with the storylines and personalities i've given to the other boys... but since i've been struggling to write these days, i'm just taking my time, so i won't be able to share anything any time soon i think ):

as for coming off anon... do what's most comfortable for you!

it's hard for me to figure out who's an anon unless they make it really really obvious, so i've got no idea honestly skdjfhnsjfdn

and finally, recommendations... i think Safe Haven is one of the pieces i'm most proud of. i poured a lot of love and work into it. it's something that still makes me smile when i think about anything related to it (be it the characters or the lore or the story itself...). i'm glad i got to rework it last year so i could make it an even better version of itself. i think it's a fun read for anyone that enjoys long stories that involve fantasy and that bit of sci-fi.

also, Five-Point Star is another one i'm proud of. especially the second part. i just loved coming up with it sdkjsdf

#❤️‍🩹 anon #ask #wereroomies ask

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mae-murdock · 7 months ago

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good riddance

chapter one, old acquaintances.

scott miller x fem!oc

tw: parental death mentioned and discussed, murder mentioned, family death, foul language(I believe)

if I missed anything, please let me know!

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"Peter Evans has been found guilty beyond reasonable doubt. You are sentenced to thirty years, no parole, for the charge of second degree manslaughter against Olivia Dalona. Thank you, Jury, for your work. This court is adjourned." The judge states as everyone is sitting throughout the court roon to hear the verdict.

After three long years, It's finally over. On March 17, 2021, my father murdered my mother without a second thought. Every waking moments since then, It'a been my goal to see him in prison, and now that I achieved that, I feel even better than I thought I would.

As I'm walking out of the courtroom, I can hear the man I once called my father screaming and yelling. Yelling why would I do this, how could I betray him. To be honest, all I wanted to do was yell back, but as a lawyer myself, I know I could be charged for such.

"Dahlia! You held strong in there, I'm so proud of you!" My friend Kate says as she brings me in for a hug. Before I know it, Javi is brought into the circle too, and it almost feels like it's just the three of us here, no murder trial, no derranged father, no police officers and civillians everywhere. Just us.

"Hey, I know even with how much you say you wanted this, It's still probably super difficult. And I have a proposition for you if you'd like." Javi says, Kate smiling at both of us. Just as Javi was about to begin speaking again, I felt someone tap on my shoulder.

I turn around to see a tall man standing with a dark-haired woman. Her eyes are a light colored blue, while the man next to her has a shade of blond hair and blue eyes also, though his are much darker.

"We we're friends of your mother's, Dahlia, and we were so sorry to hear what happened. We meant to come visit when everything first happened, but we just got so busy that it seemed like we'd never get back up here." She finishes with a laugh.

Her husband begins to speak then, "We just wanted to say that it was amazing to see you standing so stong up there, even against your own family. We know this situation must be difficult for you, and we wanted to offer that if you're ever in Oklahoma and need a place to stay, just give us a call." He hands me a piece of paper and shakes my hand, while the woman hugs me and they begin to walk off, saying something about how they wished Scott would have come with them. With no intention of asking who Scott is, I turn back to Javi and Kate,

"Okay Javi, what were you saying?" I ask, putting the piece of paper in my wallet in hopes of not losing it.

"We were wondering if maybe you wanted to go to Oklahoma with us?"

"Okay, yeah, sure" I respond flatly, knowing there's a few calls I have to make before I can leave.

"See, now we knew you were going to say that, but I personally think it will be a great break-"

"Javi, she said yes" Kate's voice cuts through his incoming monolouge about how I should go with them.

"Yeah, let me just make some calls real quick, and I'll go home and pack a few things, then drive with you guys." I tell them as I turn around to get into my car.

Once I get home, I grab a backpack, thinking I'm probably not going to be there long, and call my boss; putting it on speaker so I can pack while we talk. I tell him I'm going to use my vacation time to take a trip, and he agrees, giving me five days off.

As soon as I'm finished packing my necessities for the next few days, Javi, Kate, and I take about fifteen minutes or so to plan a route and stops and such for our trip to Oklahoma. I'm internally extremely happy this isn't like a family trip, I don't want to stop every fifteen minutes for a smoke break.

About three hours into the seven hour drive, we end up at the second stop of our road trip. We refueled and decided to stop somewhere for lunch, and as we were looking around the area for a place to eat, Kate spotted a wafflehouse. "

I've never seen a closed Wafflehouse." is all she says before she's practically sprinting to the establishment. Me and Javi follow at a normal pace behind her when my phone begins to ring. I decide against picking it up, it wouldn't be the first time a coworker has tried to contact me after I requested time off.

Kate and I order waffle, mine having fruit on top, hers having chocolate chips. Javi decides he just want a blueberry pancake, and all three of us order our drink before the waitress leaves us to our own.

"So Dahlia, I gotta admit, there was an ulterior motive to bringing you and Kate back down to Oklahoma, other than just to visit"

"What could that ulterior motive-" My phone rings before I can finish my sentence, and I decide that maybe I should answer it this time.

"Hello, Dahlia Evans?" a feminine voice questions.

"This is her, how may I help you?"

"You're the grandaughter of Winona Evans, correct?" she asks as I get out of my seat and walk outside.

"That would be me. Did something happen?" I ask, starting to feel concerned for my grandmother.

"I would prepare yourself, Ma'am, it may be a bit much." I can tell that whatever is about to come out of her mouth is something she doesn't want to say because before she even begins speaking, I can hear her inhale shakily. "A tomado hit a small town a bit north of Tulsa earlier this morning, and it drifted north and went over your grandmother's home. She wasn't found when seach and rescue crews checked the area, I'm sorry.

I say nothing. What am I even supposed to say in this situation?

"I understand this is very difficult for you, but we were wondering if you have any time to come and settle some final matters. What happens to the house, the property, her belongings, excetera. You're the last known name mentioned in her will that isn't deceased or incarcerated."

What do I do? I just got closure on my mother's death, the only man that's ever been a father figure to me just got basically life in prison, and now my grandmother has passed?

"Miss Evans, are you there?" The woman on the phone aska,

"Yes, I'm sorry, yes, I'm here. I happen to already be an the way to Oklahoma, I can meet you at the property tomorrow afternoon. Thank you for calling me."

I hang up before she gets the chance to fully respond, her voice quickly being cut off. Heading back Inside, Kate and Javi quickly notice my distressed state, bombarding me with questions like "who was that?, are you okay?," and such.

"Granny passed away," is all I manage to get out before I can no longer speak. Though, I quickly attempt to gather myself and steer the three of us to the conversation we were having before it was interrupted.

"What was that ulterior motive you were talking about?"

"I was hoping that you'd maybe want to get back into chasing.

The way he said it was with some sort of remorse, he felt bad for bringing it up after the news I just shared, I could tell.

"I'll be honest, I figured that was the actual reason you guys wanted me to go with y'all," I say in hopes of making him feel better.

"That wasn't original plan, but Javi thought it'd be fun to be in a group again storm chasing, y'know? And, the corporation he works with, they've possibly found a way to help people. We can finally help, Dahlia."

Kate heavily emphasised that last part, and I know exactly why. Kate wants nothing more than to be able to help people after what happened, and I completely agree with her. Losing three of our closest friends all in one day took a toll on the three of us, and I don't really think any of us ever really, truly, dealt with that trauma and guilt. Instead, we all came up with different ways of distracting ourselves. Javi joined the military and put his focus into that, Kate moved just about as far away as she could while still actually being in the county, and I did a complete one-eighty and swtiched my studies to law, tossing myself between school and work.

"I'll help, of course I'll help. I'll go chasing with you guys," I say as i grab their hands from their respective places on the table, holding them tightly in mine. The look shared between the three of us is understood immediately, almost telepathically.

For Addy, Jeb, and Praveen, we'll help.

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I'd say this is my first publicly posted piece, so I'm sorry if it's not up to par, but I'm working on it! I'm not super confident in this yet, but the absolutely amazing @hederasgarden definitely helped boost my confidence a bit, so here it is! also, I am so sorry for any grammatical errors. If you catch any, please let me know! feedback is strongly encouraged and welcome!

#scott miller #scott twisters #david corenswet #twisters #twisters 2024 #scott miller x oc

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reachingmygoalsss · 10 months ago

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July 10th, 2024

The last month I got laid off, got covid, THEN GOT THE JOB OF MY DREAMS!!!🥂🎊🎉

It's a cute payroll position where after 5 years I will become a co-owner in the company. It's the type of cute office work I wanna be doing with my degree, it has AMAZING benefits, 3 month paid maternity leave, is a energy sustainable company, is hybrid, and has fantastic compensation packages! I'm super happy.

My goals for my next job were to get something that would allow me to relax and be somewhere long-term, and I GOT IT. I can finally settle down and focus on me and my health, spiritual business and clinical work, and hobbies!

I also have finally gotten past the 230lb threshold I have been stuck at for a while. I am teetering back and forth with water but the fact I saw it go down to 227lbs when I was dehydrated was a HUGE deal for me because it means I'm loosing the weight and balancing and moving my life into a better place! Hormones have also been balancing more.

Parent situation is still a no go. Everyone is officially cut off and I'm looking towards the future! It's been a hard road emotion wise but I'm getting over the heartbreak piece by piece.

My relationship is growing. Me and my boy were fighting a lot the last year and a half due to his work and lack of money. He quit his main job that was causing a lot of pressure and unhappiness today. Last year, I would have been upset because I didn't think he had the confidence, plan, or the want to get another job.

This time, though, is different. He called me with a plan and upped his hours to full-time at his part-time fun job he does that doesn't pay a ton, but he really likes. And is looking for new jobs in his field where he can relax and be himself. I'm really proud of him. From where he has come from a year and a half ago when we moved in to now, he has made strides.

For the first time since moving in together, I feel like I can trust him to support himself, grow, and manage his stuff. It's a lot of weight off and I really feel like we have a family coming together. Most of all, I can forgive and let go of the negative feelings I felt last year without compromising my self worth. Or feeling like I have to leave in order to be financially and energetically ok due to stress and pressure. I love him a lot and he has become a really great person who I love in every respect (not that he wasn't before) and now I can say the one area that was lacking is being fixed and addressed with communication and planning.

My life has taken a massive turn for the better overall, and I am incredibly thankful to get what I asked for!

My future goals when I am a bit more well rested and adjusted to my new job is to start livestreaming my quantum healing and helping people through my sessions and gaining a name for myself while building my business. I'm going to do this by updating my account to who I am now and making it more user-friendly to find my things. As well as starting up healing sessions! I'm going to set up a sign up sheet for those who want sessions with me and charging during those times!

Another few goals that I have is to clean up my diet a bit. Less processed sugar and more meat and veggies. I have also started some new vitamins. Vitamin D, Magnesium, and Myo-Inosital. Im also starting to ferment kombucha! My new job is very progressive and a lot of people there are super healthy and the environment really supports it as well. Hoping any new scoobies I have can help me make some new friends. My boy has also been wanting to eat a bit cleaner too naturally! Since I used to have an ED I am adamant on not putting my food stuff on others, so I try not to comment on other peoples food choices a lot. But it is nice for me that this shift for him is coming naturally. So everything has been kinda starting to support this change already! The only thing I have been struggling with is a bit of low blood pressure due to fatigue and diet change. Which I have been counteracting with salt and hydration.

My next steps are to add in some strength training when I get some rest and adjusted and comfortable. I don't think my energy levels can support it now due to all these changes at once, but I do see myself doing this in a month or so.

The other goals I have is to walk my dogs more when the weather gets cooler. We are in a heat wave right now but when the weather gets better I really want to start making a walk a major part of their routine. As well as a part of my health routine. I also would like to start making their rice mixture again. They have been getting mainly the prescription grade kibble due to me having Covid and being overall burnt out. Hoping to change and update their diet starting this weekend.

Their bathroom situation has been on the porch since one of them had surgery. I actually really like that setup but it has been on a tarp and I am going to be adjusting it to their old crate tray with kitty litter. The goal is to make it less smelly and easier to clean. When they get used to going on that. I'm going to make them a large litter box out of storage containers.

Something I'm really proud of this month is cleaning the house up and clearing out a ton of boxes and trash that have been there for months. I also got bed frames! And now we have two beds so when I get overstimulated I can go in the other room and decompress in my own bed. It has really improved our relationship and made this place feel more like home. We also both are getting more decorations that feel like us individually in separate rooms so the asthetics are not mixed together. It's really really nice and has substantially made our relationship better and less pressurized. It has also helped me relax a lot more and heal because I have a hard time doing that with anyone around. I love my new room! My boyfriend I think is indifferent to it but happy at how it has improved our relationship. More cuddles, more intimate time, we both are getting better sleep, and there is way less tension and frustration overall.

OVERALL A GREAT FREAKING CHANGE UPDATE!!!

#stress management #change #life update

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felicityhicklingviscomlvl6 · 1 year ago

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sp – term reflection.

I'm proud of what I've achieved this term, with firstly getting it done because I felt I was pretty behind a couple weeks ago, but I managed to pull through and create something I'm happy with. Secondly, the outcome is really rewarding with an editorial piece as you get to finally flick through it physically, rather than digitally. Actually having it in your hands makes it feel worth it. Which is why I love doing editorials so much, I definitely think this is my specialist practice, and I hope I get to work on in my career.

Choosing ISTD wasn't a hard decision as I knew I immediately wanted to jump back into an editorial, but picking the brief was quite difficult as they all had so much creative freedom that I felt a little taunting at first. I chose The Line because at the time it was the one I was most confident to pick and there was so many paths I could've gone down. I didn't struggle too much with my initial idea, because I wanted to keep an open mind in the beginning. So looking into multiple ideas and then choose once I'd explored a little more than just a mind map confirmed that only one of the three ideas I was drawn to. Doing this was definitely a good idea as I remember last year I tried to define my idea too quickly without thinking of the important things that go into it.

My idea went through quite a few changes, from attachment, to family heirlooms, to family lineage. My original idea of my interpretation of the red string of fate can still be found within my underlying meaning for my outcome as I related the theory to more than just a romantic relationship, a family relationship/lineage. And, of course, family lineage or a timeline is visualised as a line, so I knew it still worked with the brief too.

I'd say what I struggled the most with was my narrative, I went through a lot of ideas for my narrative that I never felt worked so I never ended up taking it anywhere. So for my initial design it was a rough photo book because the only thing I knew I had was the timeline from my great great grandma to me. Having that last tutorial really helped me, and made me realise that my exploration of my lineage needs to be the narrative.

So the book starts with my discovery of my great great grandmas writings she had in the 1920s that she would recite to women's groups. This then lead me to want to learn more about her, then leading me to find out about the lace factory that her husband was running because he was from a lace manufacturing family. Then what pieced it together was the fact some of the lace that's been passed down has appeared in the wedding dresses of my great grandma, my grandma and my mum. Creating 'The Lace That Threads Us Together' as my title.

What I would do differently is instead of putting the writings in the main book, I would create a separate smaller book for inside the main book to create the idea that it's a notebook like my great great grandma's. This would've then added more dimension to the piece and it would've been a fun way to bring some colour into it. I'd have placed it between where I introduce the writings in the main book. Then just the timeline of my female lineage would've been in the main book. I think next term, before possibly submitting to ISTD, I may actually do this, so I'd re-print and bind the whole thing to have this instead.

Finally, I'm still super glad with how it came out, it became something so fulfilling since it was personal to me and will be a special thing to my mum and grandma. Overall, this term was a challenge, as it almost always is, but I finished with an outcome I’m extremely proud of which makes up for a lot of the struggles I dealt with this term.

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namizaela · 2 years ago

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ep 8 review!!

i felt like the arlong fight was a little short, but still great! usopp stood out to me this episode because of his fight, i remember arlong park in the anime being the first time where we got to see usopp's fighting style, and it was def just as satisfying here! also, zoro and sanji's banter while they were fighting was great, very funny and it was fun seeing them fight over luffy lol.

luffy's fight with arlong was interesting...i think he should have focused on destroying the map room because it represented nami's imprisonment, not necessarily because it was something arlong had built. like he doesn't really care about arlong, he cares about nami. however i enjoyed the fight in general, it was pretty short but intense! and i'm not going to lie, the scene where luffy emerged from the rubble and made everyone laugh with joy made me cry. i think just knowing stuff about gear 5 and the symbolism of laughter made that moment all the more special, to see how luffy ultimately brings joy to the people he meets. it was really touching!!

luffy and garp's fight was a good conclusion to their storyline, it's something that i knew would happen but it was satisfying to see garp admit that he couldn't control luffy. and of course, when luffy laughed like roger, that was great, and i think it marked a moment of character growth for garp while also painting luffy in more of a mystical light if that makes sense.

the wanted poster reveal was great!! koby and luffy's goodbye was super emotional, i'm really happy with how netflix handled their friendship and koby in general. the sheer joy on everyone's faces when they saw the wanted poster was great...another example of how luffy is influencing everyone in his life. the shanks + mihawk scene was fun, glad it was included!

the barrel scene was really, really special. i don't remember how it happened in the anime, but combining it with the flag reveal was genius. i felt so proud of everyone and of the crew, and it was amazing seeing the giant jolly roger. and of course, the actual we are theme song playing was a great move, it made me cry...again....! even though the barrel scene was essentially the same as the anime, it was still really good! more than anything else, i felt the spirit of one piece in that scene.

one thing i'm a little surprised by is that they hinted at reverse mountain but didn't actually show it? maybe they want to start the next season off with that? to be fair, it sounds really expensive to make lol, so i don't blame them. also the smoker reveal was great!

anyway...overall thoughts in the next (and final) reblog since this is getting way too long!

opla watch thread

putting my reactions here! every reblog with my additions will be tagged with #opla and #opla spoilers.

starting ep 1 now :)

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here2bbtstrash · 3 years ago

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HI! I wanted to say I love your idol joonie one shot I enjoyed reading it it was amazing. If only the OC can be invited on tour and ride him backstage before he starts the show.

five minutes (explicit)

genre: smutty lil drabble!! and me popping my request cherry >:)

pairing: namjoon x reader

summary: your fuckbuddy has a graduation gift for you, but he might have overestimated your self-control.

this is a companion fic to my oneshot park and ride! read that one first if you want to get all the references, or don't, i'm not your mom

word count: 2.6k

contains: explicit sexual content~*~ idol verse, fuckbuddies, semi-public sex (aka a quickie in the green room), fingering, unprotected sex, dick-riding, dirty talk, squirting, a 3 second blowjob, joon's dick is still Very Big, ft. tiny cameos from JK and yoongi

A/N: remember when i said i would write this later, i LIED, i'm a LIAR, i wrote it NOW because i really liked the idea (and i was super bored while traveling). ask and you shall receive anon, i hope this is what you were looking for!!!! 💜

this is also on AO3!

~*~

You’re enjoying a quiet Friday night in, basking in the glow of not having to stress about homework for the first time in two years, when a familiar number pops up on your phone.

“So, how does it feel to be done with grad school?” You’re surprised to hear him ask. Maybe the bar is in hell, but his own schedule is busy enough, you didn’t think he’d have the brain space to remember yours, too. “I know you worked hard for it. I’m proud of you.”

“Yep, I finally got my stupid piece of paper.” You say dryly. “Maybe now I can actually get paid enough to get a new car.”

You swear you can hear him smile on the other end of the phone. “Pretty soon you won’t even need me anymore.”

“I thought we discussed last time that I keep you around for one specific reason.” You can’t help yourself. “A very big reason.”

Namjoon laughs softly. “Well, maybe this will help my case. I got you a graduation present.”

Now he’s surprised you twice in under a minute. “I– what?”

“Did you know we have a stop on this tour that’s right by you?”

You do know. The tickets had sold out in approximately four seconds, if your Twitter feed was any indication. You didn’t even try for one; you’re so broke you’d only be able to afford nosebleeds at best anyway, and the thought of being that close but that far from him makes your heart sink in a way you can’t quite understand.

“So I’ve heard. Am I gonna be your Uber driver again?”

“I probably won’t be able to get away, unfortunately.” He says, and you nod, leaning back against the cushions of your couch. Hearing that phrase never sucks any less, but you’re used to it. He’s a busy guy. Sex is nowhere near the top of the priorities list.

“But,” he continues, “I did get you a ticket, if you want it.”

The revelation shocks you, and your stomach turns a little. Better seats would be great, especially for free, but you have other reasons for not being an avid concert-goer.

Namjoon is an incredible performer, they all are, but the thought of standing in a massive crowd where people next to you are loudly obsessing over his thighs and his chest has never sounded particularly appealing. It’s not jealousy; you understand as well as anyone that he’s an attractive man, it’s just… it’s weird.

“Joon,” you start, with no idea how you’re supposed to phrase this. Who turns down a free ticket to a BTS concert?

“It’d be backstage in VIP, okay? I promise, the screaming isn’t so bad there.” Backstage? Your head swims. He pauses for a second, but can clearly tell you’re not convinced, and his tone softens. “I hated the thought of being so close to you and not doing anything about it. I really just want to see you, even if we can’t…” he clears his throat with a half-laugh. “You know, go for a drive.”

You absolutely do not feel like a VIP, but your heart jumps at the thought of seeing him before you can tell it not to.

“Okay,” you say. “I’ll be there.”

He can only chat for a few more minutes before he’s pulled away for the next thing on his schedule. After you hang up, you slide entirely off your couch and onto the floor in a daze, wondering what the hell you just agreed to.

~*~

It turns out attending a concert as a VIP guest is not that far off from your well-worn hotel ritual. You go through the familiar motions, flashing various people your ID and the badge around your neck, and you receive a security escort through the network of hallways that lead into the heart of the stadium.

At security’s direction, you hang a left, past a room where you see racks upon racks of clothes ready and waiting for quick changes, and you’re so distracted that you nearly collide into Jungkook. His eyes widen. “Oh, hi!”

You’ve met most of the members in passing– it’s sort of hard not to– but you’ve always had a particular soft spot for JK. It might have something to do with the time he voluntarily sexiled himself to Taehyung and Jimin’s room for a night so that Namjoon could invite you over. A true friend.

“Hi, Jungkook,” you say with a nervous smile.

“It’s good to see you! Namjoon said you were coming. He’s in the green room if you’re looking for him.” He gestures to a door at the end of the hallway, and you thank him as your pulse starts to race.

You gently push the door open and peek in. Namjoon is sitting alone at a chair in front of the vanity mirror, leaning forward to rest his elbows on his legs. He has headphones on, and his fingers are steepled, pressed to his lips. He’s clearly deep in thought, and a feeling washes over you like you shouldn’t be here, like maybe you should just turn around.

But then he glances over and sees you standing there, and his whole face lights up, those killer dimples on full display.

He slips his headphones off as you step inside; you can’t close the distance between the two of you fast enough. You loop your arms around his neck and he wraps his around your waist, and then you squeak as your feet leave the ground when he fully picks you up.

“Hi,” he says against your ear with a laugh, and when your feet make contact with the floor again, you push up on your tiptoes to kiss him.

Butterflies flutter in your stomach at the feeling of his lips on yours, his hands at the small of your back. Kissing Namjoon standing up doesn’t happen often, and it’s enough to give you a head rush.

His lips linger on yours as his hands travel gently downwards, and then he makes a noise of surprise against your mouth and pulls away.

“Oh my god,” he groans softly, pinching the fabric of your new favorite skirt between his fingers. “You did this on purpose.”

You can’t hide your wicked smile. “It’s possible. You did say you liked it, if I recall correctly.”

You lose your composure as his hands slip under your skirt to grab your ass. You inhale sharply, thankful that you’re alone. Namjoon’s mouth drops to your neck. “God, I wish we had more time,” he groans against your skin.

You should behave. The fact that you can see him and touch him should be more than enough, and you should just be grateful. But he really does make you insatiable. “I can be quick if you can,” you murmur against his ear.

His life-ruiningly big dick hardens against your thigh; you can feel every inch of it straining against the fabric of his pants, and you shift to grind your core against him.

“Fuck,” he hisses. Arousal floods through you at the notion of how close he is, the fact that only a few layers of clothes separate him from where you need him most. You’re already soaked, ready for all of him.

You hear a grunt and a shifting sound from behind you and nearly jump out of your skin, quickly leaping back to put some space between you and Namjoon. When you turn towards the source, you realize that you completely missed Yoongi, asleep on the green room couch.

Namjoon winces when you whip your head back to glare accusingly at him. “Sorry. I totally forgot he was there.”

You fix him in your gaze for a second, but you’re honestly too horny to stay mad. “To be fair, you were distracted.”

“Still am,” he grunts, running a hand over the front of his pants. You can only imagine the internet-wide panic that would ensue if he went out onstage this hard. The dick print blogs would have a field day. You’re frozen in place, ridiculously turned on but also starting to feel guilty for putting him in this predicament.

Namjoon crosses to the sofa, one hand slipping into his pants to tuck his erection into his waistband.

“Hyung,” he whispers, giving the couch a light kick.

Yoongi grunts again, but doesn’t move, eyes still closed.

“Hyung, I need the room for a minute.”

At this, he finally cracks an eye open. “Hmm?”

“Can you nap somewhere backstage?”

Yoongi squints at both of you as he slowly sits up. He looks pissed– although he kind of always looks like that, so maybe that’s just his face– but seems to realize he can get back to sleep faster if he doesn’t waste time on an argument.

He yawns as he shuffles out of the room, turning over his shoulder in the open doorway. “Just so you know, you’ve got like, five minutes.” Then he slams the door behind him.

Namjoon doesn’t waste even a second, instantly pulling you to him and finding your lips with his, tongue sweeping into your mouth. You let him guide you backwards until you’re pressed up against the green room door, and you hear the lock click.

His lips move to your neck again, his hands sliding up your thighs. “Can you do five minutes, baby?”

“Y-yes,” your answer turns into a whine as his hand brushes over your panties, and you spread your legs to give him more room. He pulls the fabric of your underwear to the side, and when he slips two fingers into your cunt, you both groan: you at the pleasure, and him at how little resistance there is when he pushes in.

“Fuck, you really want me, huh?” Namjoon practically growls into your ear, and you whimper open-mouthed as he curls his fingers inside you. He shifts and you can feel him pressed hard against your thigh, and your knees nearly buckle. “You want to take all of this?”

“God, yes.” You think you’ll die if you don’t.

He hesitates for just a second, clearly weighing some option in his head. Then he groans in your ear again. “Will you ride me, baby?”

You can’t even speak, but when he sees you nod, it’s enough. Pressing you up against the door, he lifts your legs to wrap around his waist, and then his hands move to cup your ass and pull you to him. He lifts you up and carries you like that across the room, his still-clothed erection grinding into your core. Your desire is almost painful now, you want him so bad.

He settles on the couch with you in his lap, and you lean forward on your knees so that he can fumble to undo his belt and pull his pants and boxers down.

There’s no time for the teasing you’re both so fond of, but you don’t feel like you could last a single second longer without him inside you. When you pull your panties to the side again so you can sink down on him, it’s fucking perfect, and you can’t hold back a moan of relief.

“Shit, baby,” Namjoon groans. His head drops against the couch and his hand is already on your clit in steady circles. The urgency just makes everything hotter.

You rock up and down along his length, and you’re so fucking wet that he easily bottoms out inside you, hitting the spot that makes you squeeze your eyes shut and gasp. Your arousal coils tight inside you, the pressure already building.

Namjoon’s fingers work you expertly, and he knows your mind just as well as your body. He knows the fastest way to get you to come is with his words, and he doesn’t hold back, his hips starting to rock up into you.

“You take my cock so well, baby, fuck. This tight little pussy was made just for me, huh?”

“Yes, yes, yes,” you whine with every thrust.

“Mine to have whenever I want, wherever I want. Always so fucking wet and ready for me, so desperate to take it all like a good girl.”

You whimper loudly in agreement. His cock, his hands, his voice, it’s all too much. He can feel your walls start to flutter and that only makes him thrust and circle his fingers faster, and your moans are nearly sobs now.

“That’s it, baby. Soak yourself for me. I want to feel you come all over my cock.”

“Oh, fuck!” You cry out as the pressure inside you swells and bursts, and you can feel the rush of fluid as it splashes over him and the couch beneath you.

Namjoon groans beneath you at the feeling, and you thank god he has the awareness and the strength to lift you up off of him, because it fully escaped you that he never put a condom on.

He strokes himself fast and hard, clearly just shy of his own end, and even now, you still can’t get enough. You drop to your knees on the floor and practically shove his legs apart so you can take him in your mouth, your cunt still quivering from the aftershocks of your orgasm.

“Holy shit,” he gasps as you bob up and down, sloppy and fast. When you swallow him down, gagging slightly, his hips buck against your mouth, and you take it all with a whimper as he comes down your throat.

You make sure to work every drop out of him before you pull off, sitting back on your heels and wiping at your mouth. You watch Namjoon as he collapses against the couch, breathing heavy and smiling wide. He runs a hand through his hair and looks down at you, clearly still trying to recover.

“You,” he says with a gasp, “are the best thing that’s ever happened to me.”

You beam at the compliment, and you stand up on shaking legs, reaching down to awkwardly adjust your underwear back in place. At his request, you circle around him to assess the damage as he pulls his pants up.

It occurs to you only in hindsight that attempting a mess-free quickie with a girl who squirts is quite the lofty goal, but there doesn’t seem to be any sign of it on his clothes. The couch cushion, however, was not so lucky. You both giggle at the wet spot as he wraps his arms around you and presses a kiss to the top of your head.

“I think we’re at five,” you murmur, but he tilts your jaw up anyway, his lips finding yours for one more kiss.

He reluctantly walks you towards the door. “I gotta go get my mic, but if you head backstage to the left, there’s a spot where you can watch the show.” He presses his lips to your forehead one more time. “I’ll make it a good one for you.”

You laugh as he opens the door. “I’ll be watching, so you better not fuck up the choreo!”

For the second time tonight, you nearly run face-first into Jungkook. “Ah, sorry! Is my phone in here?” He shoves past you both and lets out a sigh of relief as he retrieves it from the vanity counter.

You give Namjoon a final smile and then head towards backstage, but you’re still in earshot to hear Jungkook ask, “What happened to the couch? Hyung, did you spill something?”

You press your hand to your mouth to hold the laughter in.

The show is even better than you thought it would be, and though you might just be imagining it, you swear Namjoon’s hip thrusts are a little more enthusiastic than usual.

A/N: i wrote this in like 30 minutes (so it is quite literally a quickie on a quickie) so if this is slightly lower quality than my usual, don't roast me!!! but i had so much fun revisiting these two!! hope you enjoyed, would love a comment or review if you did 💜 and i'm always tentatively open to requests, tho i have very little control over what will spark the muse lol. ALSO I SWEAR TO GOD THE ACTUAL NEXT THING I POST WILL BE LDOMLT 🙈 thanks for reading!!!!!

#namjoon smut #namjoon x reader #namjoon x y/n #bts smut #bts x reader #fic request #anonymous #five minutes

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milkb0nny · 3 years ago

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SoOoOO.. uhm idk if this can be a scenario or a hc but uhm.. sucheon 😍, jisuk, subin and jiwoo meeting a pick me girl and bringing down their female! s/o.

Like literally imagine the chaotic shit (especially jisuk sucheon and subin lmao) when they see that.

I'm sorry if like this request is a lot i just can't help it 😭

Have a great day!! <3

I hope I understood this correctly. I tried my best writing it in small scenarios hehe! <3 have a great day as well 💕👉🏻 I write longer scenarios when only one character is suggested. <3

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𝗦𝘂𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗼𝗻, 𝗝𝗶𝘀𝘂𝗸, 𝗦𝘂𝗯𝗶𝗻 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗝𝗶𝘄𝗼𝗼 𝗯𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗳𝗲𝗺!𝘀/𝗼 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗶𝗻 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗮 𝗽𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝗺𝗲 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹

webtoon eleceed: Sucheon Kang, Jisuk Yoo, Subin, Jiwoo Seo

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੭ﾞ* 𝗦𝘂𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗼𝗻 𝗞𝗮𝗻𝗴

It was a hot summer day and you and your boyfriend took a bike tour. It wasn't unusual for you to do a picnic on lonely roads or bicycling until the sunset comes and greets you with a romantic scene.

Today it was especially warm and Sucheon insisted on getting you a drink when you reached a small village. Fortunately the saleswoman was really nice and dragged you in a conversation that was impossible to get out. Sucheon took the time to look around, searching for cold drinks low in calories and good for your health. You love him. He cares so much about your diet and your health that it makes it so hard to believe he's that grumpy neighbor child.

You were still talking as he got approached by the daughter of the nice grandma running the shop.

"Hey, do you need something? I could help you, hehe."

"No thanks.", he said with a cold facade, getting annoyed by just her appearance. He didn't even look at her and read the description of the products inside the drink. He noticed how the girl struggles to put heavy bottles into the shelve. Or... Is she just trying to seem weak and vulnerable? His eyes meet her gaze, she smiled cutely. "Funny how weak you are." He grinned and turned around. You were still talking. He didn't bother to stay here any longer. "Y/N, I've found something for you." Sucheon made his way too you but the girl grabbed his shirt and he turned around. Annoyed.

"What is it?!" - "Uhm... Could I have your number? You're super cute!" Her trying to act adorable fucks him off. He gave you a hand gesture which told you to come to him. Sucheon's dark face turned brightly, putting a big grin on. "I've got my girl already, you annoyance. Don't you see? You know why she's so incredibly easy to love?" He came closer to the girls face, dangerously close. He whispered "Cause she ain't trying too hard. She's naturally loveable, not as you." He laughed and backed off. You were confused but he placed a kiss on your soft lips. He was so proud of his little gem. A middle finger faced the girls way as he payed for the bottle and you both continued the tour.

"What did she want?" You asked a little insecure that he might like her. She was cute and short. He caught up to your speed and sighed.

"Prolly my dick. She ain't getting it tho, she was unattractive anyways." His cold yet loving eyes met yours. Sucheon notices your worried expression.

"Oh, don't tell me you think she's better? After the tour I'll show you how much more you are than that prick, kay?" Sucheon was your mean but caring boyfriend after all.

੭ﾞ* 𝗝𝗶𝘀𝘂𝗸 𝗬𝗼𝗼

Damn, you finally persuaded him to come shop some lingerie for your best friend. What even is this situation? You take someone like Jisuk, who blushes when he sees your naked legs already, into a shop full of bras and panties? And then they're not even for you but for a friend? He only agreed because you weren't spending a lot of time due training and school schedules together.

Now he sat there, staring at the ground and waiting for you to find something. You went into the changing room because you found a white cute lace bra and a fitting bottom piece. He thought it was you when someone tapped his shoulder. He looked up, thinking to see you for a second but it was a girl. She looked boring, nothing special. He stared in her eyes, not looking anywhere else. He needs to be respectful and responsible. You're the only one he wants to see in such clothes (but he'd never tell you). The girl sat down next to him.

"What's a pretty boy doing out here?" Her high pitched voice hurt Jisuk's ears. He twitched with his shoulders and looked into the direction of your changing room. The girl didn't stop bothering him though. "Actually," his attention came back to her "could you help me unclippig the bra? I've recently got my nails done and they'd break." Jisuk's face was drawn with disgust.

"Babe? Why you so long in there?" He yelled in your direction but the girl chuckled. "So you play hard to get?" She was such a nuisance. He stood up, walking to your changing room. "You're now bashing an innocent girl to impress me, huh? A bolt man you are." She laughed. He had a plan though. He opened the curtains and saw you in the angelic white laces, covering your body in the right places. You saw him in the reflection of the mirror and turned around.

"You called me?" You asked curiously. He nodded, wrapping a hand around your waste and dragging you close to his body. You could smell him and his breath layed in your neck. You looked over his shoulder and saw the girl in shook. He swirled you around, outside the small cabin and he stopped you right in front of the girl. You and the stranger where looking in each other's eyes. "Why would I want a person that sells themselves for easy shit when I can have an elegant and beautiful angel like her?" He smiled, in love with you. Then he reached down to your presence.

"Actually", he repeated "That girl needs help unplugging her wonkers but her nails might break." he spoke in a mocking way. With a very nasty undertone he finally says "She begged me for that. Can you believe it? A taken man, happy man gets asked by such a cheap-" You slapped the girl, telling her to keep her dirty hands off. A satisfied smile appeared on Jisuk's face. He payed for your clothes as you left the shop.

He's gonna see you in those white feathers one day...

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Your girlfriend suggested a few movies to watch in the cinema. You two took long to decide as you wanted something more bloody and horrific and Subin wanted something full of action and pow. In the end you won and you both were going to watch a horror movie. You know Subin actually hates them and dislikes jumpscares more than Jisuk. Though she loves you too much so she went with you.

Before you went into the big hall where your seats were, you called out to Subin you'll go to the restroom. Subin insisted on finding your seats and getting the snacks already. She likes taking charge and it makes her feel so good when she can make you happy with popcorn or fresh soda. She stood in front of the popcorn maker as a girl approached her. She was quite tall, had a rather neutral face and short hair. Subin didn't think much of it and cared about the popcorn. Suddenly the girl trips, intentionally and Subin fell down with all the popcorn.

"Oh sorry beautiful. I'll help you. I'm so clumsy... Can I pay you back somehow?" The stranger smiled and stood incredibly near to your girlfriend. Subin was hurt though, the popcorn went to waste. Since Subin is a woman herself and understands the world of pick me's a little, she played along.

"All the popcorn is now wasted but I just bought it... An extra large one would heal my wound. Could you... Could you buy me one?" She begged the girl with puppy eyes while laughing inside and making fun of that fool. The girl bought her the extra large box and Subin was satisfied. As she saw you walking out of the restroom, she ran over to you, holding the box proudly in your face. "I got big popcorn!" She said. Subin is always cheerful around you and it warms your heart. That's a sign she's comfortable around you. You laugh at it and take one out, holding it on your lips.

"Is that an invitation?" Subin said, smiling and kissing you, snacking the popcorn from your lips. Subin is well aware the eyes of that girl rest on you two. After chewing on the food, she looked back and waved at the girl.

While the movie was running, Subin threw popcorn at the girl when you weren't looking. She owns a slice too big of Jisuk, provoking and being an annoyance is Subin's greatest talent. You knew your girlfriend would never betray you in any way but you found it funny how Subin robbed someone who was too stupid. Plus, she was happy because she focused on the pick me chick. You're daring a chaotic mess but you can't put in words how much Subin means to you. Times like these stay as special memories.

੭ﾞ* 𝗝𝗶𝘄𝗼𝗼 𝗦𝗲𝗼

Jiwoo is a sweetheart and he's too pure. You were showering your boyfriend with kisses as you both sat on a park bench. He was so adorable while he talked about the cats, you couldn't stay still any longer. He was so loving and cares about the fluffy creatures more than himself. Sometimes it worries you. Though, after some time you stopped kissing him and you just enjoyed the breeze of the fresh spring. A group of high-school students approached. You didn't seem like a couple because you were nipping on your drink and Jiwoo was looking at his phone; Wooin sent him a picture of him grocery shopping.

Between you and Jiwoo reigned a comfortable silence until you noticed that the girls looked at your direction and pointed at your beloved boyfriend. You know he looks good and his appearance itself has a strong aura of kindness. Though you disliked it when girls look at him that way but you decided to say nothing about it. You were curious how Jiwoo would handle girls outside of yourself. You trust Subin and the other girls in the academy, but you don't trust pick me girl groups.

A girl walked closer and stopped before Jiwoo, who noticed the person and looked up. As always, his eyes were puppy like. He smiled. "Anything up?" He asked friendly. Jiwoo stays loyal to his politeness and manners. The girl looked at you, then facing Jiwoo again. "Uhm... Actually. The girl over there, the short one, wants you to come with us. We wanted to go to the festival and drink some stuff." The girl was actually nice and didn't seem to pick me, but when your and your boyfriends eyes landed on the girl mentioned, you knew what was up.

The girl was talking nervously on the ground and waving "innocently". You recognized her from social media. She wasn't the one she's now pretending to be. Jiwoo stood up, which hurt you a little. His smile didn't fade, well... His smile never fades when interacting with people. He nodded and lent you a hand. "Why not have some fun with them?" - "Uhm..." You were feeling uncomfortable because the girl group approached and you felt powerless and tiny in front of them. Jiwoo noticed your mood quickly. While examining the short girl with the pigtails, who asked him for his name, he came back to you in his thoughts.

"Sorry, girls. But my girlfriend and I actually planned something." - "Oh, that frog is your girlfriend? I'd make a better one, surely." She laughed, faking her voice to be more attractive. Too bad Jiwoo isn't into mean girls. He took your hand, engraved his fingers with yours and walked away without wasting another word.

"I only love you. How dare they call you frog?" Jiwoo was wounded, someone called you, his precious, a frog. His expression made you feel sad, you hugged him tightly.

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