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Deus'Pa'Zull is the stupidest most ingenious name for a garbage disposal eldrich entity that I can possibly think of
#on a vibes led journey through every dimension 20 season#it took me way too long to put together#brennan and anjali has realized and i was still CLUELESS somehow#i only realized as raphaniel muses to himself in horror#note for anyone interested enough to keep reading these tags#the ravening war#d20 the ravening war#d20 trw#note for anyone still interested enough in this post to read all the tags#next up#burrow's end#the ravening war spoilers#dimension 20#d20 the ravening war spoilers#matt mercer#brennan lee mulligan
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if tumblr existed in empires s1 then the dashboard would look a little bit like this i think
🏜️ cactus-abolitionist
MY CAT JUST RAN OUTSIDE IN THE MIDDLE OF A SANDSTORM IM
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oh no are they okay?? i don't know how serious sandstorms are but maybe you could go after them?
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Sand blowing past you at upwards of 75kmh. It's also really hot sand. It's been known to literally strip the flesh off of bones wait post cancelled my cat just walked back in she's fine guys
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visiting the Mythlands today and me and my family found a neat lil natural floating island while hiking
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to the people in my notes going "what the fuck": have y'all never heard of physics?
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OP WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU LIVE WHERE THIS IS NORMAL
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western mezalea?? lol
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well that explains a lot.
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Can I Help You
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ain't emperor joel dating a fish
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yeah, they're married. Isn't Emperor Joey a demonfucker????
#dude why are the notes arguing over the ethics of being ruled by a demon 😭 what the fuck #op im so sorry
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...i'm in this class thats being taught by the headmaster today and she smells like weed. i'm not gonna say anything but like. what
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yeah the academy's just like that. as long as she's not like, actively dying or anything she's probably fine??? idk o7
#reblog
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I JUST GOT BACK FROM A BUSINESS TRIP WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN THE COPPER KING'S GONE
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I DONT KNOW I DONT LIVE THERE BUT apparently nobody expected it either?? like some people are saying it was the Dragon Fight that did it (i know Emperor Joey came out with statements that Emperor Riffs actually helped kill the dragon and unleash the demon but its been two days and we all know that he hates that guy so idk) but nobody actually knows anything. it's crazy bro
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my mom said the royal housekeepers found a note from him alongside like everything he owned but they're not saying what's on the note yet. holy shit
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this will definitely have an impact on the local trout population
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the Guardian of the Thirteenth Empire just died and you're worried about fish???? be for real omg
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have you people never heard of references in your life
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why are you interacting with me i literally have "codlanders dni" in my bio
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my brother in cod you literally reblogged this from me??
🐠 fishfucker997
they blocked me lmao
#how is this post only 2 days old
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she dragon fight on my copper king til i disappear
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who the hell let a camel onto this site lol
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You will die at age 87 with nobody to mourn you and no stars still shining to watch you go.
#911 i just witnessed a murder
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🌻 helantheia
anyone know who made emperor pearl's dress? it's really pretty :0
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📷 desertphotography
West of the River of Plenty, Pixandria
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#ray's tag#mcyt#empires smp s1#empires smp#pix would absolutely still have tumblr btw. hed be posting aesthetic pictures in the middle of exile#this took me way too long to put together you're all welcome#fake post#fake posts#writing#keys' writing
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#these are my animal crossing villager outfits ^_^ bc im bored and i cant think of anything else to draw#it took me months of checking able sisters every day until i could complete the kaito kid drip so im including it#coloring continues to be my worst enemy but i dont wanna go back and figure out all the adjustment layers#i wanna draw my fav villagers next.. im thinking of resetting my island just to overhaul it completely#but i also dont wanna bc it took me way too many hours of my life to put my island together just for me to reset on a whim#but terraforming takes SO LONG and i have to keep moving everyones houses around and if im given enough time between#each move im gonna change my mind every time. AUGH#my art#myart#animal crossing#animal crossing villager#acnh#new horizons#sona#puppysona
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Feeling Extremely Normal
#me.txt#me.jpg#Dragon Age#dragon age the veilguard#veilguard spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#lucanis x rook#Taash was joking about pulling the wings out but he actually did it hes such a dork#it took me way too long to put this together#now i have to go back and get clips from your almost first kiss and the last conversation before the final battle#those are also super sweet
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hi one of my hobbies lately has been spending silly amounts of neopoints on all these lil cute items for my gallery. i have subgalleries that are themed off of each of my neopets :) love to sort!!
#putting together these rainbow ones took me way too long so ill share the others another time lmaooo#neopets
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hi pals, i really want to write but i've collected so many wips over the past few months that i can't decide where to start, so please help me choose (longer posts/descriptions linked below where applicable):
1 - morgwen / 2 - merthur / 4 - merwenthur / 6 - old religion / 8 - garden life / 11 - merthur
(i'll try and add to all of them depending on the vote count) <3
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thank you for the tag story @iwritenarrativesandstuff :D
one song for each letter of my username aka perfect excuse to push my current interests and favorite performances agenda:
j. jue ai – faye (live ver.)
u. uragiri no yuuyake – kiiyan & mamo-chan :) (live ver.)
s. spirit of youth – zhang yuan
t. trigger – jo1 (live ver.)
p. phobia – jo1
l. love & hate – jo1 (live ver.)
a. avid – hiroyuki sawano
g. gradation – jo1 (live ver.)
g. goya no machiawase – hello sleepwalkers
i. ikenai taiyou – orange range (live - laposta cover >:D)
n. negai wa shine on the sea – trigger (+ the solo bc AH)
tagging: @always-a-joyful-note @kimakento @kyouka-supremacy @sableeira @moonlittalk @originalaccountname @nightrayv @elibean + everyone who sees this and feels like joining in!
#this took. way too long to put together hdjks#worth it through and through bc each one gives me a very specific kind of brainrot and i love them all#hoping there's a bit of a nice flow to this bc i tried to group them based on vibes 🤔#<- except for the sudden tone shift between the first and second ones gdhs that one's on me. the ouverture vs the first act mayhaps#tag games#joke's on you i DO listen exclusively to jo1 songs and anidrama ops#(no i don't. only like 90%. ost of my life if you will)
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omg I just realized that the visitor that Pahsiv (vishap? ;p) keeps mentioning is lost in translation in EN but it's SO GOOD. I specifically kept the tone markings here just to prove my point.
Pahsiv keeps talking about "that visitor", which is rendered in the Chinese text as [那位來客].
[那位來客] is pronounced "nà wèi lái kè"
Neuvillette's name in Chinese is [那維萊特]
[那維萊特] is pronounced "Nà wéi lái tè"
Has Pahsiv just been mispronouncing his name so she ends up saying visitor instead? We know she has limited usage of language so its not a far stretch
#kittybee talks game linguistics#genshin impact#pahsiv#neuvillette#gi neuvillette#i learned that she's gone forever if you buy out her stock D: BIG SAD#took me way too long to figure out that pahsiv is vishap backwards#i was farming the area and being like HM THERE'S A LOT OF VISHAPS HERE I WONDER IF PAHSIV IS OK- WAIT#she's colored like one her eyes are slits she has no melusine friends she has no access to the Court I MEAN#i hope you eat well my friend may that 160 tidalga last you until (if) i see you again#i'd like to imagine pahsiv like I'M TELLING YOU ITS HIM and the Traveler is all Yes Yes I hear you the visitor#look man even in EN if you didn't put together the visitor that was tasting water was Neuvi I'm a little disappointed in you#there's only 1 guy we know who has turned tasting water into a hobby
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“For me I think I have a big issue with ending my films, in the way that normally you make a film it has a start, it has an end, and then you move on to something else—
to a new topic,
to new characters,
to new stories.
And for me this is quite hard.”
“I think of my films as belonging to the same gesture
—the same movement—
and again, every time I am trying to shed the skins of the previous film in order to go deeper and deeper”
“The characters for me, there is affiliation between them—as there is affiliation between my films—
but for me, the characters are like mutated forms of the same characters”
“It’s not exactly the same, but obviously when you shed skins you’re never quite exactly the same as you were before”
—Julia Ducournau, 2021 Landmark theater Titane screening post interview
#posts for an audience of me#it took me way too long to put this together#💤🪦#julia ducournau#raw 2016#titane 2021
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All this time I've been kind of deliberately ignoring twitter/x (and now bluesky) and Instagram like "what do I need those for, I'm not popular enough/interesting enough/opinionated enough to have things to share on there." But now I realize: I can go there to post all the shit I *would have* shared to the group chat, if anyone in the group chat actually gave enough of a shit about me to interact with anything I say or post.
#personal#ignore me#an old coworker added me to their group chat and at first i was vibing with them#but then like. it became very cliquey? like most of them went to high school together#& if you didnt have that shared history you just missed out on multiple layers of context & got left out#and then i made one self-deprecating joke that ONE PERSON took the wrong way (intentionally)#and i became persona non grata and no one from the group will interact with me#except on the very rare occasions we bump into each other in the small town Walmart#the rest of the time i don't exist. no matter how hard i try to reach out and interact. which is very against-nature for me#so i quit trying#i can't just leave bc that's 'melodramatic' 🙄 but like. clearly im not wanted there sooo#i learned that lesson many times over. staying too long where you're not wanted is an excruciatingly painful waste of time#but then i have all these memes and jokes and references and stuff i wanna talk about and share#and no one to share them with/nowhere to put them#and isn't that what social media was invented for???
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call me track 6 (or 11 for the european version) on tmbg's 2001 studio album release "mink car" the way I've got a fang
#sorry the moment's gone that took me way too long to put together#this is one of the random songs I knew before exploring their albums bc of its use as a tvtropes quote. telling on myself..
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khaotungsfirst’s 2023 BL recap
Alright, I know I'm late but it’s the time of the year again where I post my favorite BLs of the year even though no one cares about my opinion lmao. Buckle up cause this is gonna be long...
Top Thai BLs
I Feel You Linger In The Air
What a breath of fresh air this was! Not only was the romance top-notch, I was also really invested in the plot and what was happening to other characters. The wlw sideplot felt natural and not shoehorned in and was what we all deserved. I'm just so happy to have experienced this masterpiece!!
Only Friends
Came for SandRay, stayed for BostonNick (and SandRay). Though it had its ups and downs I can't help but love it. There was so much messy drama that I was LIVING for every single week and experiencing that along with the rest of BL tumblr was the best thing. We desperately need more shows like this in the BL world.
Laws of Attraction
Ridiculous SFX could not deter me from loving this show. It's dramatic, it's over the top and it's ridiculous at times but it's crime so of course I liked it. Bonus points for cutting from the villain being killed in prison straight to the main couple's wedding. We love to see it!
Top Korean BLs
Our Dating Sim
This was my last watch of the year when I was looking for something that I could squeeze in without many expectations. How could I have guessed that it would turn out to be my favorite Korean BL of the year? Though the story is nothing new or groundbreaking, I enjoyed the main actors chemistry so so much. Korean BLs, to me, often feel a little stiff but they managed to make it feel so real and easy, I loved it.
The Eighth Sense
Oh, this was something else... High quality cinematography and high-quality story-telling. In the end I went into it with expectations that were too high to meet but still, such a touching BL that will definitely move you (maybe even to tears).
Why R U? (KR)
A show held together by three pieces of duct tape but enjoyable nonetheless. I don't think it's comparable to its Thai original. Yes, the plot is more or less the same but you gotta see it as its own thing. I do love me a panicked gay/confident gay pairing so it already had me from there. And let's talk about the kisses cause !!!
Top Japanese BLs
Tokyo in April is…
Friends to lovers my beloved!!! The PINING, the ACHING, the YEARNING! YEARS OF IT!! How can I not love it? Yes, this was a bit of a heavier BL but it was done SO WELL and the payoff from all the trauma was so satisfying.
My Personal Weatherman
What can I say? Japan just knows how to do it. In any other show the miscommunication between the mains would be annoying as hell. But the chemistry between these two was just off the charts. Nothing more to say.
I Cannot Reach You
Friends to lovers my beloved!!! the sequel. This time less traumatising but just as sweet and moving. A cute and innocent watch.
Top Taiwanese BLs
Kiseki: Dear to Me
The way I IMMEDIATELY knew ChenAi were gonna be my new hyperfixation as soon as I saw them in episode 1... They just have that je ne sais quoi, that special 'make me fall to the floor and bite my fist' quality to them. BZY and FZR also had their insane moments and in combination with everything that ChenAi were doing this show just hit the right spot. Can't wait to rewatch it.
Stay by My Side
Was it ridiculous? Yes. Was it cute tho? Also yes. Nothing I would rewatch but it did make me laugh a lot so there's that.
Top Chinese “BL”
Stay With Me
It’s not like we have much of a selection regarding Chinese BLs (cries in when will Eternal Faith, Immortaily and Winner is King be released from the dungeons?) but HOLY SHIT did they deliver with this one. I didn't know this was specifially made for international release when I went into it so I was in for a few surprises here and there. And I'm gonna say it: it's better than Addicted Heroin. The way their love story developed just has me screaming internally I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHHHH!!!
Top 3 overall
Kiseki: Dear to Me
Stay With Me
I Feel You Linger In The Air
Top pre-2023 BLs (that I watched in 2023)
The Eclipse (2022)
Can you believe that I only just joined the FirstKhao nation this year? I completely skipped this show last year NOT KNOWING what a masterpiece I missed out on. Finally a highschool BL with a capital P Plot! And the enemies to lovers was so so good!!! AkkAyan you will always be famous!
Love Mechanics (2022)
I'm not a fan of cheating stories at all but DEAR GOD these two!!! It's the YinWar magic that pulled me in and will never let me go. The constant back and forth did get a bit annoying at some point but I won't complain when we also got things like the shower scene...
Roommates of Poongduck 304 (2022)
Can ZB1 disband faster so Jiwoong can return to BL acting please? I jest, I jest... kinda. I loved the relationship dynamic in this one so much because they both held power over the other (and both were petty bitches about it lmao).
My Gear and Your Gown (2020)
The girls that get it get it, the girls that don't don't :) Falling for MarcPawin during Dangerous Romance and THEN realising that they're the mains for this show immediately put it on top of my watchlist and I'm not ashamed to say I liked it. It's very 2020 but sometimes that's all you need.
Favorite currently airing BLs
I did not want to consider these for the final rankings because they’re still airing and could theoretically still pull a Game of Thrones S7 on us but I have really high hopes for them.
Cherry Magic
HELLO???!?!? I LOVE ACHI SO F U CK ING MUCHHHH!!! And the way Karan is in love with him so gently and so deeply I- AAAAAHHHHHH. This is gonna be my new obsession I can feel it!!
Last Twilight
At first I didn't even plan on watching this because I didn't think JimmySea were a pairing I would enjoy (Vice Versa has been on hold for over a year lol). But GODDAMN did they prove me wrong! So soft, so precious... P'Aof you did it again!
The Sign
What a hodgepodge of genres... One second you're chasing a murderer, the next you're having sex fantasies about your coworker and then you're having visions about your past life with your soulmate (who is also said coworker). Love it!
Most disappointing BLs
Be Mine Superstar
I was so excited for a new JaFirst series as I really enjoyed Don't Say No, and Remember Me didn't quite quench my thirst. But this... if this was a BL then why did we spend SO MUCH TIME on the beef between the agents?? Shit was annoying af. Moreover, I really could not deal with Ja's character. I know a lot of people liked his innocent puppy-like behaviour but it was just too much for me. The only redeemable thing was the side pairing but even that turned into a hot mess quite quickly. Had to drop this at some point after I started watching it on 1.5 speed and realized that I'm torturing myself.
Low Frequency
Exciting concept but stiff acting and a plot that dragged on. Dropped halfway through.
Bon Appetit
It's not bad but just straight up boring. I finished it but it didn't leave any lasting impressions. I know you can do better, Korea...
Most anticipated QLs of 2024
Vampire Project (BOUNPREM VAMPIRE BL!!! I CAN DIE HAPPY ONCE THIS IS FINALLY ON MY SCREEN)
Jack & Joker (War finally getting his villain role let's fucking goooo)
IFYLITA Season 2 (PLEASE GOD MAKE IT HAPPEN P L E A S E also special ep WHEN????)
Spare Me Your Mercy (i will always be a slut for crime BLs)
23.5 Degrees (give it to us!!! LET US INNNN!!!)
My Love Mix-Up TH (istg if gmmtv doesn't learn from this whole cherry magic debacle...)
Eyes on you (even more spy/mafia/crime BL yes and thank you!)
Uranus 2324 (the production?? the story?? the cinematography??? I need it NOW)
Red Peafowl (this is either gonna be really bad or really good and I'm curious to see which one it's gonna be)
(I had Stay With Me S2 on this list until it was announced as cancelled on Jan 1st 😭😭 I wil never recover)
2023 Superlatives
Most iconic intro: Only Friends (long live First's thighs)
Quickest drop: Middleman’s Love (i was rooting for you Jade!)
Best supporting character: Tin's grandma - Laws of Attraction (sweetest lil supportive grandma who didn't deserve any of this)
Best Worst character: Jaewon's girlfriend - The Eighth Sense (I think this is the only bitchy ex-gf of the entire year and I'm glad about it)
Best side pairing: ChenAi - Kiseki: Dear to Me (do they even count as a side pairing anymore? If not then I'd go with GuyNawa - Dangerous Romance)
Best could have been if the writers wanted us to: NameSaifah - Dangerous Romance (no it was NOT enough!)
Biggest green flag: Win - Between Us (asking for consent is so sexyyy) / Yai - IFYLITA (he's the softest, most caring boy who's so so in love)
Biggest red flag (affectionate): Hira - Utsukushii Kare (my boy highkey needs therapy but Kiyoi wouldn't want it any other way so we'll let it slide) / Lom - Wedding Plan (the way he went about things was... questionable but I understand his reasoning behind it so I can't hate him)
Biggest red flag (derogatory): Boeing - Only Friends (bro just wanted to fuck with - literally and metaphorically - every and anyone and I respect that but dude...)
Most iconic kiss: Lee Won/Ji Oh - Why R U? KR (this was so fucking unexpected but they ate and left absolutely no crumbs)
Most iconic makeout scene: YangJai - Love in Translation (IN A GROCERY STORE?? FINGERS IN MOUTH??!)
Most iconic sex scene: TopBoston - Only Friends (oohhh the DRAMA of it all… truly gagged everyone with this)
Best unhinged horny scene: Jom - IFYLITA (I will never be able to look at massage oil without thinking about this...)
Best gays on a bike scene: Stay With Me (like… facing each other…. grinning at each other.... give me a minute)
Newest addition to the poor lil meow meow collection: Ai Di - Kiseki: Dear to Me (my feral murder kitten I LOVE YOU SO MUUUUUUCHHH)
And there we have it! What a year it's been... I can't wait for 2024 to be just as wonderful, unhinged, crazy and amazing. If you've read until this point I wanna thank you for enduring all that and also for supporting me and my edits throughout this year. Whether we're moots or not I truly appreciate every single person that interacts with me on this hellsite 🫶❤️
#bl recap#bl wrapped#mine*#thai bl#japanese bl#korean bl#bl drama#bl series#took me way too long to put this together lmao
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One thing i think is really interesting with both the Undertale and Deltarune fandom is that even though the characters are quite developped, everyone i see seems to have the felt the same way when they experienced the story. (Alphys and Berdly seems to be the exeption to that for each game, but i will get into that later).
And while it's really cool to see everyone share their feelings and how much they love these stories, i never actually see discuss the way it made them feels outside of in the moment let's play, and maybe a joke about photoshop flowey, the genocide run/snowgrave and killing toriel.
So, and bear with me here, because i'm going to rant a bit about how my experience with both IT and deltarune chapter 2 seem to differ from most people's.
I DID NOT LIKE PAPYRUS AND QUEEN WHEN FIRST PLAYING.
Queen especially, Papyrus i like better now but he's still probably at the bottom of the list of my favorite "main" characters for UT now.
Okay, before you bring out the pitchforks for the Papyrus slander, i want to explain a few things.
When i first played UT, the only thing i knew about it was the "wanna have a bad time" meme, Sans apparence and the fact their was multiple routes deoending on your actions.
So i played a bit, killed toriel, felt really bad and reset because there was no way this was part of whatever "good" route i knew existed. Flowey gave me an existantial crisis so bad it made me reconsider my entire life choices and made me aware to my core that everything here actually mattered, that what i did mattered, if not to them, then to me.
Needless to say that was ingrained in me whenever i played UT and afterward DR.
So here i was, freaked out, and then immediatly introduced to the squelbros. I knew there was more to Sans that met the eye but his demeanor was so chill i knew he was a companion i would enjoy to have along.
Do any of you remember meeting Papyrus for the first time? Because it was with him having been described as a human hunting fanatic.
Not a good start to my already nervous ass. To say i was apprehensive was an understatment. Because even if he seemed aloof, you dont need to be smart and collected to hurt someone. Even if it became obvious quite quickly he wabted to capture me and not kill me, it took me until i fought with him to realise that he actually wouldnt hurt me even by accident.
I DID enjoy all the puzzles and interractions before snowdin, but i probably wouldnt have been as relaxed playing it if Sans wasnt out there keeping an eyesocket out for me.
So! First impression of Papyrus? A bit nerve wacking, but it was still funny so it can only go up from there? Right?
Right?
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Okay, let's go about the date.
I didnt want to be there. At all. I purposfully didnt flirt with him the whole fight because the entire idea made me uncomfortable to my core. I was SO relieved at the end it. The actual date was alright, i guess, but it made me feel bad more than it made me have a fun time.
Okay, a rough patch. What's next?
Him introducing us to Undyne!
And that was when i realised why didnt like him all that much. Yeah, he's good hearted and all, but... He just pulls me everywhere assuming that this fine. He kept projecting his own wants onto me, and everyone around him, and never took the rejection well. Sans being a sentry? Hil and Undyne's whole thing? Clear exemple of that.
And yeah, they might have went along with it because they cared, but the game didnt give me that choice, either. And even outside of that, he clearly had trouble considering other peoples points of view and accepting them.
All of that, combined with the mask of the great papyrus he puts on making it hard to know what is true, exageration, or something he might have deluded himself into thinking was true, made it pretty hard to connect with him.
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So! That's it with Papyrus! It's a perspective i have wanted to share for a while but seeing how the fandom could fall into the whole "if anyone says anything bad about this character ever i would murder them" thing i wasnt really comfortable doing it unless in longpost format.
...
So now, let's talk about Queen!
Unlike with Papyrus, i was actually really freaking surprised to see that seemingly nobody felt the same way about her than i did. Like, i was downright gobsmacked. So, unlike with UT, i will begin this by the end of the stories: me interracting, ith the fandom after i played.
I started with the classic route of watching let's plays. After switching between a few different people's first episode, i thought the reason why thay didnt seem to take her seriously in any kind of way was because they were, well, youtubers. It is their job to both play games and entertain. Of course they would focus on the jokes if the hundred game they played this year, it made sense.
So i switched to analysis/commentary videos and hanging around on tumblr. And realised that, no, actually i was the outlier here. It felt like getting punched in the gut.
So! Here i was, watching the while fandom proclaim how much they loved queen, how funny she was, ect. As if her entire personnality was just to make bad computer jokes and race tracks.
Because that was NOT what i saw.
I saw an unstable person (who kept drinking so i also assumed drunk/alcoholic) that had kidnapped and was stalking a kid. I saw someone out of touch with reality that could go from being happy and playing a game to trying to kill you. I saw an obsessive, looming figure that was always around the corner.
I saw someone who saw proceeded to, depending on the character, try and entice them by promising them all they wanted, ignore them completly even when they wanted nothing more than a shred of attention, and just generally took advantage of what she perceived to be other peoples emotionnal weakness to try and have them do what she wanted to. Wether that was creating a dark fountain, being her minion or stopping their attempts at stopping her.
She was one of the most menacing villain i ever met. Manipulative, Obsessive, Unpredictable and otherwise seemingly Unstable. Each of her apparenced filled me with dread.
The only time i saw someone acknowledging any of this was a video essay about how she could represent a different kind of mother to each of the charaters (absent, overbearing, negligent, love bombing...). It made me feel SO much better about my experience with it.
...
So yeah, i really wanted to share my perspective on these characters since most of the UT/DR dont seem to have shared that particular kind of analysis before.
Also, since i mentionned in the intro: I feel like Alphys and Berdly suffered from the fact that geekt people are seem as annoying. Like, i saw SO many people get angry/annoyed at seeing Berdly when they only saw less than 10 pieces of dialogue before. He's such a fun character but get immediatly cast asside because he can be a bit prickly. He's ridiculous and over the top, but so are so many characters. He's just a kid who is bad at social interractions and thinks being better than everyone means he will get more love/attention. I wish more people would actually give him a chance instead of writing him off right away.
As for Alphys, a lot of the people who feel negatively about her do so after playing the pacifist ending and being angry at her actions. But i feel like even before people got to that point, the whole "texting everywhere" in hot land made some people annoyed enough that they disliked her for it. I wasnt in that case and actually quite liked the whole thing but i get where people are coming from. It's honesly the only section i can think off where i saw the fandom being really split in how they felt about the her when first encountering her.
If anyone wants to share their own experiences and how it affected them while playing, PLEASE do so! Especially if you feel like it's not a commun one!
#I didnt want to put it in the main post but one of the reasons why Papyrus makes me uncomfortable is how he reminds me of me at 6 years old#undiagnosed autistic and unable to read social clues i troes os hard to fit in with people only to get rejected at every corner#it eventually felt so bad i just stopped trying all together in my teens#but i acted in ways harmfull to myslef for so long in the meantime just trying to make friends seeing someone go trough similar motions hurt#sometimes i think about how easily i could have been taken advantage off and abused back then and recoil in horror#thankfully it didnt happen but GODS#undertale#papyrus#alphys#sans#flowey#deltarune#deltarune queen#queen deltarune#deltarune chapter 2#berdly#it took me an hour and a half to write this so i really hopes this reach an audience#it's nearly 4am btw#i was looking forward to going to sleep too but severly underestimated the time it would take for me to put my thoughts on the keyboard#if you see any mistakes no you don't#and if you still do blame the time or the fact i am not a native english speaker#also my phone dosent english autocorrect
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IT'S SOME KINDA LOVE ❤️ IT'S SOME KIND OF FIRE 🔥 I'M ALREADY UP 🆙👆⬆️ BUT YOU 🫵 LIFT 🏋️♂️ ME HIGHER 🙌 YOU KNOW 🤔 I'M NOT 🪢 WRONG 🚫 YOU KNOW 🤔 I'M NOT 🪢 LYING 🙅♀️ WE DO IT BETTER ‼️ WE DO IT BETTER ‼️ YEAH 😎 AND I 👁️ DON'T 🚫 MIND 🧠 IF THE WORLD 🌎 SPINS 🌪️ FASTER 💨 THE MUSIC'S 🎶 LOUDER 🔊 THE WAVES 🌊 GET STRONGER 💪 I 👁️ DON'T 🚫 MIND 🧠 IF THE WORLD 🌎 SPINS 🌪️ FASTER 💨 FASTER 💨 FASTER 💨 JUST LET ME TAKE YOU 🫵 TO A BETTER PLACE 🏞️ I'M GONNA MAKE YA KISS 😘 THE SKY 🌃TONIGHT 😴 YEAH IF YOU 🫵 LET ME SHOW THE WAY 🗺️ I'M SO EXCITED 🤪 TO SEE YOU 🫵 EXCITED 🤪 I'LL TAKE YOU 🫵 TO A BETTER PLACE 🏞️ AND BABY 👶 YOU 🫵 CAN 🥫 LOVE ❤️ ME ON THE WAY 🚗 WE'RE FLYING 🛫 UP 🆙👆⬆️ TO OUTER SPACE 🛸🪐 I'M SO EXCITED 🤪 TO SEE YOU 🫵 EXCITED 🤪 YEAH 😎 I 👁️ DON'T 🚫 MIND 🧠 IF THE WORLD 🌎 SPINS 🌪️ FASTER 💨 THE MUSIC'S 🎶 LOUDER 🔊 THE WAVES 🌊 GET STRONGER 💪 I 👁️ DON'T 🚫 MIND 🧠 IF THE WORLD 🌎 SPINS 🌪️ FASTER 💨 FASTER 💨 FASTER 💨 JUST LET ME TAKE YOU 🫵 TO A BETTER PLACE 🏞️
#this took me way too long to make#but can you tell what i’m hyperfixated on rn#the fucking trolls movie#they put crack in that soundtrack man#trolls#trolls band together
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#just an observation bc im avoiding working on stuff but i draw a lot and post basically everything i draw thst gets finished#and its v funny to me how u can tell how out of focus i was based on the quality of the drawing#or like when i post something and its like ok some of that was good but u def gave up halfway thru one of those lol#inconsistency i funny like that. its also funny to me that now a days i get comments like COLORS!!!#which is funny bc i notoriously haaaaaate coloring. like i will sit around whining and complaining when im home with my parents bc i dont#wanna color. its just so easy to fuck things up when u draw traditionally and it takes a million years so its a big ask lol#but i guess i dont hate is so much right now bc i kinda just slap whatever colors i want together like fuck it we ball#and thats kinda fun. reckless i suppose#its agony when u wanna try to do shadows and lights tho. like finding references ugh#or wanting to draw big ideas but then its like oh god its gonna take so long and if i dont do it all in one sitting i might die#im a lil better abt thst now bc it would b impossible but in my head i still hate it#ugh. all i wanna do is draw. theres another universe where i went to art school. or just like took art classes. and i wanna say id b happier#but thats def a lie XD i like learning too much and i dont have the attention span to hardcore learn genetics outside an academic#environment. and i got way too excited abt exploring the genetic traits of my cyano species#like i can make genetics trees for traits and look for. fuck. i forgot the word. how tf did i forget the word. oh god. horizontal gene#transfer. jesus christ its like theres a hole in my brain. well. i guess i did get only like 4hrs sleep. ugh im rambling.#i need to finish getting ready for Monday so i dont have to tomorrow and ill have time to draw. prob wont stop me feeling nauseous abt#teaching tho. OH FUCK. i just remembered i have a new office space now to decorate. fuck i need to hang up pictures and stuff#what would b the funniest way to put narut0 on my deskspace? idk ill have to think abt it. oh god im not ready#my head is like a handbell. one of the big ones when u ring it and it hits soft and u can feel the vibrations. someones wrung my head lol#unrelated
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mako tsunami finally came together she gave me some serious trouble mostly because mermaid themed cc in the sims 4 is reserved for those with actual tails but i think i found a promo look that fits the aesthetic i imagine for her
#mako tsunami#also sculpting her body took way too long#i think she's proud of her rippling chest and the amount of combinations i tried to get her shape#anyway finding these pants was a godsend#putting together a promo and some stuff and then i might start moving this over to another blog#drag me to ygo hell#yu gi oh
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