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I know everything is good now and we are all happy but.. god they really had fucked off in 2018 with no intentions of ever coming back and without properly telling us, uh? Like.. I hope if they ever decide to stop the joint branding again once and for all that they will at least have the decency of telling us because I still hold a grudge for the way they handled it last time
same, anon, same
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ARES ADMITTIBG THAT HE HATES ALL HIS CHILDREN??? CLARISSE DOING EVERYTHING IN HER POWER TO MAME HIM PROUD??? CLARISSE SCREAMING WHEN HER SPEAR GOT BROKEN BECAUSW THAT'S THE MIST ORECIOUS THING SHE HAS BECAUSD IT WAS A GIFT FRM HER DAD???? WHAT IF I JUMPED OFF A CLIFF??
#I mean I already knew all of this BUT DAMN#IT STILL HURTS SO MUCH#I will not survive sea of monsters#percy jackson#pjo#clarisse la rue#pjo show#pjo spoilers#percy jackon and the olympians
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Today has taken a toll on me. The job hunt is difficult and exhausting. I got one rejection email; one phone call for an interview at that moment (um, sure), but I found out it was only part time with no benefits, so I thanked them for their time and declined to continue with the interview; an email to schedule a phone interview; and an email to schedule an in person interview. I keep scouring websites for new listings, but there is so much that I just don’t qualify for, and so much that I don’t want to subject myself to for my mental health (ie nursing). *sigh*
And to top it all off, getting down and frustrated today only made my sadness from missing my mom stronger. Some days I can hold it at bay. Today wasn’t one of them.
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Sorry for ignoring everyone and diving into my hyperfixafions to cope with trauma it will happen again
#i have so many nice messages about me losing midnight and I just can’t get myself to reply to any of them#it still hurts so much
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I just spilt hot boiling ass FUCKING WATER ON MY LEGS AND I FEEL LIKE YELLING MY LUNGS OUT. and my family is angry at me for being very pissed off I’m sorry but wtf would you do if boiling water fell onto you??? Be joyous????😭
#I JUST WANTED NOODLES#it still hurts so much#makes me want to cry (and has a few seconds ago)#JOLYH STARS IT HURTS#mini rant
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keep shining brightly, moonbin.
i hope you find peace and happiness wherever you are now
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its not fucking fair that liams speech during episode ten is what broke the damn and made me start to cry
#I KNEW SHE WAS GOING TO DIE ALREADY#I KNEE I KNEW#AND EVEN THOUGH I KNEW#IT STILL HURTS SO MUCH#A crown of candy#acoc
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so uhm he broke my heart
and it’s fine i think bc he loved another girl and everyone knows it wouldn’t work even if we lied to ourselves, even if we try until our eyes blurry, inside it wasn’t the same and we both knew it
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"I don't wanna be alone"
"You're not. I'll always be with you"
🖤
Because it feels like a part of me died today.
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It’s so hard to walk by your side, knowing that I cannot even hold your hand.
#it still hurts so much#i will always miss you#eigenwoorden#emoties#gevoel#gevoelens#leven#emotions#feelings#quotes#liefde#life#gebroken hart#sad#heartbreak
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my gf has hung out with her friends so many times and has gone out to a party and we still haven't hung out in almost 4 months, when will this end 💔 when is it my turn 💔
#its not her fault#its her parents#it still hurts so much#i want to be with her and its so unfair everyone else gets to have her time
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Angela Orosco Silent Hill 2
#in anticipation of the incoming remake#i tried my best to imitate the SH font but#silent hill#silent hill 2#angela#angela orosco#theme of laura (reprise)#i've said it before but in spite of its occasionally clunky diction i think silent hill 2 is an unusually emotionally intelligent game#for any year and still today but especially so for where gaming storytelling was in 2001#and for as many pitfalls a story like hers could've dipped into i think it particularly shines through with how they treated angela#not just choosing to depict victimhood as something that can be ugly and fractious and open quote “difficult” but then this#actively rebuffing james for trying to be a white knight and dressing him down for it too#“i know you mean well and want to help but this isn't a simple problem"#“and it's really hurtful and a bit insulting that you act like you can”#the switching to a first person view turning it into an address to the player as well#maybe even old videogame tropes too#“this isn't some princess in a castle kind of situation dude this is more serious than that”#it felt like a very deliberate statement about the depth and severity of a trauma like this#and in doing so showing it so much respect#then angela just leaves#and you never see her again#i really don't think it was to imply that it consumed her i think it was to underline what was just said#this isn't your problem to fix#this is where your part in this story ends#there is no quick easy solution to this and you won't get one#there's some strength in that
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i miss my dog so fucking much. it’s been 10 years.
#it still hurts so much#she wasn’t even old she was taken too soon#watch your dogs when you let them outside. please.#pet death#tw pet death#vent
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I just know that I’m going to be sobbing my heart out to that upbeat pop song.
#until I end up dead indeed#rivalsduo will never fail to make me emotional#it still hurts so much#and that song is a BOP#so I’m going to be listening to it on repeat and just overflowing with emotion#I’m predicting it now#I’m already tearing up at work#gods damn it#I miss him :(#I have thoughts sometimes
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Council of lovefools.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang yanli#jiang cheng#They don't have an actual sleepover in this scene but the vibes were so sleepover coded...I had to get them cozied up.#Late night talks with friends and family are some of the best conversations.#My siblings and I used to have room sleepovers with each other (Actually an excuse to stay up and talk about runescape)#Currently my flatmates and I also have really great heart to hearts late into the night.#Pondering shit like 'What defines confidence?“ and ”Why are people terrified of letting themselves fall in love?"#All that aside; There is a really great conversation between JC and WWX here. They are so close and yet so far way from each other!#Fundamentally they *agree* about many things - but JC now has to play the role of someone more 'mature'.#His temper is reigned in and he had to take a more nuanced approach. Whereas WWX can be far more reactionary.#JC has changed to become someone more mature (or at least he is trying).#Contrast this attitude with the scene *right* after where WWX literally goes baby mode with JYL. Rolling around going “I'm Fwee years old”.#When children are hurt we comfort them with hugs and warm food and a laugh. It's not enough when you're an adult. It's not simple anymore.#WWX is stuck in the past when everyone else is shifting and moving on! It's a depression allegory (and just...actual depression)#But we also get to see how some things have stayed the same. They still bicker about soup. They still tease. They are still together.#They all care for each other very much but they are struggling against trauma and are not equipped to talk about it.#You can't really blame WWX for being so protective over JYL. But JC is right: “You don't have a say in who she likes.”#It may have started as an arranged marriage but *she* is *choosing* what her heart wants. JC sees that. WWX cannot.#The final act of love is letting go after all.
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