#i will always miss you
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thepersassiest · 12 days ago
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memento mori 🖤🤍
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happy 5th birthday unus annus🤍 // happy 4th death day unus annus🖤
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theaceofarrows · 1 year ago
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So I was looking at some tattoo stuff and this came up⬇
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And I just...⬇
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I'm still not over them. Never will be
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kentopedia · 8 months ago
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the era of tv where shows were aired weekly with 22 episodes and 5 or more seasons 😔🤞
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mystical-galaxywitch · 4 days ago
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Tell them I’m the bad guy
Put it all on me
Nothing can hurt like this
Pretending I don’t care
When I just want to check on you
Sometimes I almost do
But telling myself you ever cared
Is lying to myself
You’ll never know how I fell to my knees
Crying and screaming for you
The grief consuming me
The kids consoling me
As I felt a part of my soul tear away
Logically I knew it was for the best
Because after all of the years that passed
I had to stop fighting
Stop believing in your tall tales
It was never going to happen
You’d never swoop in
Never take us away
You’d never pick me
I had to accept we’d never be
It was tearing me apart from the inside out
Constant dissociation
Persistent excuses
I was merely a shell
One that could not exist without you
I said so many times that I’d never let someone consume me
But you did, harder than any before
I lost a part of me I might never get back
I believed I was in control
But Never was I driving, always you
I want to tell you how much my life has changed
I wonder if you think about me like I do you
I could paint you as the bad guy
Put it all on you
But I’m just as guilty
I lied to myself
As much as you lied to me
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will80sbyers · 2 years ago
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why did I have to remember they cancelled Half bad. I wish I never watched it so that I didn't know just how good it was and what I lost
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unbalanced-boundaries · 27 days ago
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I have lost you. Though you were never mine.
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guhara · 1 year ago
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remembering hara 💌
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Missing you is like a low hum, always in the background of everything I do, every thought I have.
But sometimes it comes in waves, crashing over, and threatening to drown me.
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seductiveandcynical · 1 year ago
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I would do just about anything to get you back, but I would not survive losing you a second time.
I’m begging you to stay gone.
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daddyhitsmehard · 2 years ago
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I’m currently so starved for touch. I can nearly feel the ache in my core. I can hear it calling out, needing a hug. A cuddle would mean so much right now. I miss having the touch of someone who cares.
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mellowinternettrash · 2 years ago
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I am a toy
I smile when you ask
Cup you around my arms when you need
Open my legs wide when you want
I'm the toy
You threw out
when you were done playing
Burnt every piece of my memory
Like i didn't exist
I'm a toy
I will listen to your screams
Endure your insults
Embrace your affection
More than anything
I love you
Even when you don't want me to
I love you
I love you
I love you
I will always love you
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shineee-world · 2 years ago
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There isn't much that I can do expect try to comfort you with this song.
"at the end of a tiring day, even if the sun has already come up, I’m finally closing my eyes."
"because even though we’ve been in different worlds all day, we always end the day together."
"you did a good job today, you worked so hard, you are my prize."
I hope you can continue to shine wherever you are. I hope you are always smiling. I hope you can get lots of rest and not be in pain anymore. I hope you know that you are loved and how much I love you. I wish I can continue to comfort you even if we are in different worlds. Now that the end is already here, farewell my love. I hope one day we can see each other again. My heart will always be with you. Though it hurts to part, let us continue to walk along the flowery path, even if it is is different directions. Don't be sick anymore. Thank you for leaving so many songs and moments for us. Thank you for giving me so many happy memories and shining in the darkest of my days. Our precious moon Binnie has gone to join to join the other stars in the sky. Keeping shining and sparkling. Bin-ah, this is my goodbye to you.
To the person reading this, please take care of yourself. Get help if you need it. Surround yourself with people who love you.
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lanesinsanes · 2 years ago
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Cocaine and Blue Eyes
Cocaine and blue eyes
Her lips quiver slight
When she oaths those old lies
She cries at night
Hurting from his goodbyes
Pockets empty always
He swipes his card tonight
She's ashamed now
It hurts everytime he pays
She feels selfish and greedy
She can't help but take
"Why do you still entertain me?"
"Because without you my insides ache."
Her forgiveness will never come
Sinful behaviour, sacrilege
The imperfect Saint
Used and abused by scum
"You're undeserving of this,"
She apologises
"Never again, I promise,"
She lies
Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow
Her heartless sadism is inevitable
a sonnet type love letter for coolcat
i love you, never forgive me
Credits
Literary Inspiration
Fred Zackel (1916-present)
Cocaine and Blue Eyes
1978
Visual Inspiration
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daddyhitsmehard · 1 year ago
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**This has been sitting in my drafts for nearly 6 months. My heart is still broken from him. It’s somehow a different heartbreak than I’ve known before. I don’t know how to explain it. **
The more I look back on us…
And tonight, I’m struggling. I see that you’re not the same person anymore. I fell in love with someone different. The change seems so gradual, yet it also seems like it was very sudden. I think the suddenness of it comes from my own denial of the situation. I still have things about us to work through. I’m afraid of relationships now, to a certain extent. We were so good. We we amazing. What the hell happened? When did the lies start? Were they always there and I just didn’t know? I know you loved me. I’m sure, in some way, you still do. But I was still a filler. And someone else is now your filler. And someone else will be soon, I’m sure. Please stop running away from your life. You need to sit and look around for a while. You’ve been on the defensive for so long, you’re not able to see it. Your life has been upside down for nearly a year and you haven’t stopped to take a breath. You just keep running. I thought I saw you hit the bottom, but I’m afraid that’s when the spiraling picked up speed. My heart breaks for you. I miss you. I miss the old you. I’ve been able to let go of this newer version of you…because we share very little. But I mourn who you were. Because now, I don’t even know you.
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mokomakin-lapamato · 1 month ago
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Scrolling back to the time before everything changed.. We had no clue what was going to hit us.
If only we could turn back time...
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juststanveggietales · 1 month ago
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Anyone else ever crushed by the all-consuming weight of missing everyone you have ever known combined with the knowledge that people you loved in your past will never mean the same to you ever again? Just me?
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