#i will always miss you

[thepersassiest]

memento mori 🖤🤍

happy 5th birthday unus annus🤍 // happy 4th death day unus annus🖤

[theaceofarrows]

So I was looking at some tattoo stuff and this came up⬇

And I just...⬇

I'm still not over them. Never will be

[kentopedia]

the era of tv where shows were aired weekly with 22 episodes and 5 or more seasons 😔🤞

[mystical-galaxywitch]

Tell them I’m the bad guy

Put it all on me

Nothing can hurt like this

Pretending I don’t care

When I just want to check on you

Sometimes I almost do

But telling myself you ever cared

Is lying to myself

You’ll never know how I fell to my knees

Crying and screaming for you

The grief consuming me

The kids consoling me

As I felt a part of my soul tear away

Logically I knew it was for the best

Because after all of the years that passed

I had to stop fighting

Stop believing in your tall tales

It was never going to happen

You’d never swoop in

Never take us away

You’d never pick me

I had to accept we’d never be

It was tearing me apart from the inside out

Constant dissociation

Persistent excuses

I was merely a shell

One that could not exist without you

I said so many times that I’d never let someone consume me

But you did, harder than any before

I lost a part of me I might never get back

I believed I was in control

But Never was I driving, always you

I want to tell you how much my life has changed

I wonder if you think about me like I do you

I could paint you as the bad guy

Put it all on you

But I’m just as guilty

I lied to myself

As much as you lied to me

[will80sbyers]

why did I have to remember they cancelled Half bad. I wish I never watched it so that I didn't know just how good it was and what I lost

[guhara]

remembering hara 💌

[spilled-ink-like-spilled-wrists]

Missing you is like a low hum, always in the background of everything I do, every thought I have.

But sometimes it comes in waves, crashing over, and threatening to drown me.

[seductiveandcynical]

I would do just about anything to get you back, but I would not survive losing you a second time.

I’m begging you to stay gone.

[mellowinternettrash]

I am a toy

I smile when you ask

Cup you around my arms when you need

Open my legs wide when you want

I'm the toy

You threw out

when you were done playing

Burnt every piece of my memory

Like i didn't exist

I'm a toy

I will listen to your screams

Endure your insults

Embrace your affection

More than anything

I love you

Even when you don't want me to

I love you

I love you

I love you

I will always love you

[shineee-world]

There isn't much that I can do expect try to comfort you with this song.

"at the end of a tiring day, even if the sun has already come up, I’m finally closing my eyes."

"because even though we’ve been in different worlds all day, we always end the day together."

"you did a good job today, you worked so hard, you are my prize."

I hope you can continue to shine wherever you are. I hope you are always smiling. I hope you can get lots of rest and not be in pain anymore. I hope you know that you are loved and how much I love you. I wish I can continue to comfort you even if we are in different worlds. Now that the end is already here, farewell my love. I hope one day we can see each other again. My heart will always be with you. Though it hurts to part, let us continue to walk along the flowery path, even if it is is different directions. Don't be sick anymore. Thank you for leaving so many songs and moments for us. Thank you for giving me so many happy memories and shining in the darkest of my days. Our precious moon Binnie has gone to join to join the other stars in the sky. Keeping shining and sparkling. Bin-ah, this is my goodbye to you.

To the person reading this, please take care of yourself. Get help if you need it. Surround yourself with people who love you.

[lanesinsanes]

Cocaine and Blue Eyes

Cocaine and blue eyes

Her lips quiver slight

When she oaths those old lies

She cries at night

Hurting from his goodbyes

Pockets empty always

He swipes his card tonight

She's ashamed now

It hurts everytime he pays

She feels selfish and greedy

She can't help but take

"Why do you still entertain me?"

"Because without you my insides ache."

Her forgiveness will never come

Sinful behaviour, sacrilege

The imperfect Saint

Used and abused by scum

"You're undeserving of this,"

She apologises

"Never again, I promise,"

She lies

Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow

Her heartless sadism is inevitable

a sonnet type love letter for coolcat

i love you, never forgive me

Credits

Literary Inspiration

Fred Zackel (1916-present)

Cocaine and Blue Eyes

1978

Visual Inspiration

[reddestofscarves]

december 7, 2024 — childhood dwellings

the leaves have turned brown

the world has quieted down

icy winds seep through our fingers

biting cold that sleeps and lingers

that weightless checkered blanket

wilted flowers basking in the sunset

that empty swing swaying

childish laughter keeps ringing

we cried and laughed

through times dark or daft

all good things come and go

naive promises of "i love you so"

as we carved our names in the rough bark

and vowed to protect eachother's heart

your arms became a home

and i became your own

even as time is not as forgiving

as when we were kids and simply living

the sea will guide us to our fated shores

tides sweeping sands of long-past wars

as the stars witness our beginning and end

the best in the world, my only friend

those handheld cracks in the tree

will always know it was you and me

- reddestofscarves, 1:28pm

[batbabydamian]

happy booping! 🐾

[mokomakin-lapamato]

Scrolling back to the time before everything changed.. We had no clue what was going to hit us.

If only we could turn back time...

[juststanveggietales]

Anyone else ever crushed by the all-consuming weight of missing everyone you have ever known combined with the knowledge that people you loved in your past will never mean the same to you ever again? Just me?

[spilled-ink-like-spilled-wrists]

Some days I miss you with every beat of my heart, every breath that fills my lungs.

Other days, I don’t even remember what you look like.