#it should all still be mine
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Waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting an-
#txt#forever waiting#to see him#get a reply#a cuddle#starting to realise im never going to cuddle him or kiss him or hold him again#cant stop thinking about him and how in love i still am#it isssnnnttttt fair#i could go on#his thighs his eyes his hair#the look on his face when he looks up at me or just at me at all#his laugh#i want it all back#immmaaaa freak out i swear#and just like.... hes mine#but he isnt anymore#but he is#hahahah does that make sense#:/#his hands#his smell#it should all still be mine#it isnt fairrrrrrrrrrr
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teen wolf meme: [2/4] families -> the hales
Killing doesn't run in a family. Maybe it does in mine.
#teen wolf#derek hale#talia hale#peter hale#cora hale#malia tate#twedit#twgifs#mine#my gifs#twmeme#we should have gotten more malia and derek antics i truly believe that#i know tyler left the show but like one or two scenes of them together after malia finds out they're cousins is all i'm asking#also making the colouring of this almost the exact opposite of the argent one feels very right to me#they're insane in suuuch a different way to the argents but still insane nontheless#they're su's teen wolf family hysteria which tracks given or cooper/blossom affiliation when it comes to riverdale#now they don't make me feel as insane as the argents do personally but that's a me thing i KNOW most people prefer the hales a lot#and i do still really enjoy them there's just not enough fanaticism to make me start biting
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#just a knight looking to her queen for approval
#yellowjackets#yellowjacketsedit#mistynatedit#otp: you should be thanking me#otp#mine#edit#*#evidence*#category*#p r o o f#i love parallels#parallel*#2k#1k#me before the finale: i'm fine with no real teen mistynat dynamic tbh#me after the finale: UNFOLLOW ME RN THIS IS ALL I'M GONNA TALK ABOUT FOR A YEAR#literally like...they CAME FOR ME with the knight/queen dynamic#tbh i still don't think knowing this really changes how i've thought about them or their dynamic#(bc esp with the 'first' antler queen thing like i don't see nat being special to misty as BECAUSE she was queen)#but i LOVE that the seed of it was like a literal pledge of loyalty#anyway i wanna write 5000 fics about misty seeking approval from nat#(also this knight/queen dynamic is giving me MAJOR sq vibes and i'm emotional)
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oh okay heres one:
"sleepaway camp"= you go there for at least a few days, a week, sometimes several weeks, and sleep there, as opposed to a """camp""" where you go for the day and your parents or whoever picks you up afterward (those arent really camps, but like. idk when i went to "space camp" it was a weeklong but not sleepaway). in the U.S. at least, the typical image of a sleepaway camp involves staying in cabins, dunno how common it is/what it looks like in other countries.
for the first few i just mean like. not necessarily a stealth church camp, just like. idk, a camp where theres also an Assumption Of Christianity and just general vibes without being actually church camp. So, there might not be daily services and jesusy dedicatwd activities, but maybe theres still a prayer said over meals and shit. Which i assume might exist...
(oh and @reblogforsamplesize if u wanna)
#buzzy#poll#polls#personally: yes i went several times#and i enjoyed it bc. camp!!! yay!!!#but the Church part of it. complicated feelings on that matter#mine were all weeklong camps#went every year for a few years i hink#it was fun bc again YAY CAMP!!! and the ones i went to were like huge things#they had cool water stuff like The Blob and waterslides and some fun games and shit#you could do paintball#and i wasnt like. NOT christian at the time. but i also Wasnt Really Feeling It#i was mostly into it bc. camp.#...maybe i should have asked my parents if i could just go to one of the normal summer camps instead lmao#like the 6 week ones or st#that coulda been fun ....#so my answer is Its Complicated#i did like. participate in the jesus side of things. but i was also kinda knowingly faking it u kno?#i remember one time during a service i started having a bit of a panic attack (mostly bc of the MASSVE crowd. this was a huge ass camp)#but i still had to like. stay. still do everything. my pastor was being nice about it but still was like :( well you cant leave#i remember that was the day we did some shit outside w torches#like. carrying torches in a big procession like some sorta ritual thing ig. fuck if i know.#and i was like crying while following the procession and trying to stop#(the crying STARTED un the megachurch extremely loud giaant speaker GET PUMPED UP!!! area and continued to the torches)#thars my stringest memory from church camp aside from when i fcking DEMOLISHED the frozen t shirt game#(they gave a few ppl on stage frozen t balled up shirts and it was like 'okay first one to unball it and put it on wins!!!')#(and while the two boys i was up against started trying to tear it open with their hands i just#(in my cute lil butterfly shirt and pretty skirt started SMASHING IT AGAINST THE GROUND FULL BODY AAAUUGGHH and broke that shit)#(i was sooo proud of mysekf and my oastors wife thiught it was Unladylike of me but i fucjing won. the boys copied me after a sec)#(but it was too late i won :) anyway yeah like i said mixed feelings u kno. anyway go blue beetles woooo!!!!!
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Why are you as a man showing so much concern and distress for another man's life
#ryūnosuke akutagawa#atsushi nakajima#sskk#shin soukoku#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd ch 85#bsd ch 84-88#bsd ch 119#mine#bsd spoilers#I feel like I should apologize for all the posting but like...#I'm literally the blog that only reads bsd for the sskk at the time when a new sskk scene has dropped. What did you expect#But still I apologize for any bothering I may cause!
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underrated point of difference in the conventions of ancient and modern theatre is that the ancient chorus is all one gender and age group while a modern ensemble is more usually mixed, at least in terms of gender. must consider this more.
#presumably this means the ancient chorus was supposed to be all the same voice part/tone too#like a chorus of old men is a chorus of tenors not a bass/baritone/tenor chorus#i dont think what we know of ancient music suggests they were doing something like modern choral harmony#but still. it's a uniformity of voices that modern musical theatre isnt into (even in single-gender ensembles)#on that note actually i should listen to suffs#mine
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“I can’t offer much in the way of entertainment”
> Are you sure about that?
#ffxiv#Estinien#Estinien Wyrmblood#Estinien Varlineau#6.4#6.4 spoilers#when I tell you I lost me mind#I'M STILL REELING#Thank you stay at home Estinien#thank you dev team#good GODD#they took me out at the knees 2 cutscenes in#I thought we were gonna get him failing to eat the curry#I was NOT prepared for this#I was gonna add the Zero pov pan shot but the lighting was so different it didn't go well with the others#Nini is all :)c until Zero asks if they should all be disrobing then she is combusting on the spot#his lil pose when he gets up... cute 😭#anyway I am like shocked I haven't seen gifs of this yet so I make my own food#edits: mine
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You must search your mind and heart for your one deep truth, the star within you. Then you must let that truth shine and fill the darkness. One deep truth, huh? Your deepest truth. Now fly to the stars. You must find the star within you, the one deep truth so bright it can fill the darkness. / So this is a thing again? You two? Yes, it is. It always was. It was always her.
+ BONUS:
#rayllum#meta about it in the link#knowledge motif#multi#arc 2#s4#s5#s6#mine#parallels#personal fave#im not ready for the 'i Know you're still in there i Know you who you are! you Know who you are' in s7#'i know that & you should know that' / 'i Know you feel guitlty but ur not thinking straight' 'then you don't know me at all. u never did'
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Jaonine Jiraphat as Latte (Knock Knock, Boys! | 2024)
#knock knock boys#knock knock boys the series#knockknockboysedit#asianlgbtqdramas#boyslovesource#my gifs#mine: thai bl#mine: knock knock boys#mine: latte#kkb latte#endless gifs#i need people who haven't seen this to guess what's going on here#anyway this boy is my girl and i'll kill for him#anyway my download said this was 1080p and it's lying to us all#but this was too funny and i needed to gif it#file under absolutely unhinged things to do with your housemate in a public environment instead of your perfectly private home#idk who's watching this so idk who to tag#but everyone should be watching it it's so much#(ok it took chiara like 6 eps to convince me but STILL)
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a lot of clipping to fix, but hey I got it moving at least! I'll get the Telvanni robe properly physic'd if it's the last thing I do >:0
#last i checked the vanilla hdt clothes on the nexus didn't cover solstheim content#but i wanted to finally learn to do proper hdt bones myself anyway so its fine :)#this was a nightmarish mess before i separated the black underskirt to its own group#now it swishes around nicely and collides without going through the red outer skirt#i still haven't figured out the crouching/sneaking problem where it'll sometimes phase through the thighs like they don't exist#but that seems to happen to other people's outfits too so maybe it's not just mine? idk yet lol#hmmm i think that back flap thing with the gold trim is gonna have to be separated too. it stretches out weirdly :/#also. should the scarf get to move? maybe just the dangling ends?#bc the rest can't really move since there's nothing under the scarf. it's just glued at the edges to the chest of the outfit#which is good bc it's optimized well so the game isn't rendering the neck part of the robes that you don't even see#but I'd have to create new faces on the mesh to fill in the unseen gaps like i did when splitting the skirts up#and also i'm too lazy to map that new fancy chest area and draw out the missing texture with all the telvanni swirls :'(#help me motivation gods#modding stuff#my posts#i want nelly to be able to swish around prettily like anyone else <3#guys deserve some physic'd outfit love too
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when you've finally made an attempt at drawing Saejima Nagakura but his big ass silhouet ruins the composition :/
#seriously where do i put himmmmm#I've been shoving the lads around for half an hour and I can't make it work ://////#i should just stop being chikum and draw them all fully#but it was just supposed to be a quick thing#it became more than a quick thing but now I still wanna yeet#i have other things to do#despair emoji#wips#my art#scraps#yakuza#yakuza ishin#rgg#*yakuza#theashenphoenix#mine yoshitaka#hijikata toshizo#okita souji#majima goro#saejima taiga#nagakura shinpachi
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I think it's so funny when people draw Merlin characters with stuff like top surgery scars because it carries the implication that Gaius is a leading medieval gender confirmation surgeon
#mine#merlin#gaius has so many hormone potions#he's like yeah this is science btw#like i just have some remedies and simple procedure for you#no sorcery involved#okay maybe a little sorcery bc surgery is not quite what it should be but hush#dont tell the king#merlin shows up with crazy amounts of magic and teen angst#and Gaius just sighs and is like#listen#i can help you with at least one of your woes#let's get you to your transition goal af#Merlin's like dead tired from his new job and the dragon chatting his ear off all night#but is like#yeah alright#magic anesthesia time#gaius#famous for the invention of hrt#swore off sorcery but can still perform a mean top surgery#Uther's chill with it#as long as his kids experiment with thejr genders and not spells#no spell#only testosterone gell#lmoa
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ladies.... i just feel like,,.. i wont getchu.... outta my mind...
#sketches bc i still got some boogers left from the cold oughhh#mine#disco elysium#idk if i should tag every single girly in this pic idk why but it got me feelin shy lol um <3...#ah this is part 1 of ¿? bc i wanna draw all the ladies in girlies and women......
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RJC + blood || requested by: anonymous
#robert james-collier#rob james-collier#rob james collier#robert james collier#mine#saul silva#kevin o'dowd#thomas barrow#injury tw#blood tw#i feel like i'm forgetting a character and as soon as this posts i'm gonna be like 'omfg how i could forget so-and-so'#i wasn't going to include that middle gif of saul bc it's quite literally impossible to color that scene but it still felt necessary#that blood encrusted scruff? 👀 yes. yes that.#add blood and injuries to the long growing list of things we need more scenes of#✍️#and thomas with his little paper and he sits in his little bed all covered in his little blood? 😭 MY SON#anyone who harms even one hair on his oily smug head should have to wipe their butt with sandpaper for the rest of their life
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bioware really said "let's release it on halloween... it's so terrible... it's gonna scare the shit out of everyone...the perfect halloween"
#oh da2 zevran face scares the shit out of you? hold my bear... wait till you see how returning characters look like in da4#here get spooked by the most amateurish writing and childish dialogue and disappointing story conclusions and lack of choice import#da critical#my post#my posts#holy shit I watched all the endings and I watched all the romances etc. ... damn the writing is bad#i am not surprised they hyped this up by showing the first 15 minutes because that seemed bad exposition dump but the rest is worse...#wtf were they thinking the story should be the selling point of these games and the role play ... not the fucking action#your choices don't matter...certainly not in the past..and even in the present...all choices essentially lead to the same ending with solas#AND that fucking retcon in the end that everything was actually influenced by big evil bad WTF shut up... this game is not canon to me#wtf are the laser pew-pew shooting sounds by the way lmao during the finale#and wtf do you mean we couldn't import the well of sorrows choice but it still comes up and essentially it's 1 of the 2 options canonised#halloween#2024#october 31#31st of october#current events#da mine#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age#dragon age 4#da4
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experimentin w shit heehee
#fake peppino#arts#mine#horror#eye strain#guh#body horror#a lil tho but i just think thats a more commonly blacklisted tag than 'horror'#spooky month is the only time im like. i guess i should TRY to draw spooky shit#i always feel like my style is too loose and roumnd to convey it in the way i want to#but spooky month is like okay u can fuck around and fuck up and itll still be good. the spirit of spookyness n all that#i love horror so much but it feels so hard to grasp. like what is ACTUALLY scary yknow?#its very easy to say whats not scary but then its also so hard to stop urself from doing the same things lol#to be fair. stories and 'motion' (through the use of comics or animations) are far easier ways to convey things like suspense n stuff#still art is like. well that is an image alright lol#not entirely true tho; theres an artist i dont know the name of that did trailcam images that were photorealistic#and theyre sooooooooo fuckin creepy#like when i get around to doing more fp art i wanna use that and the lighting in it as practice#okay thats it i think; gonna draw furry shit bc i need comms yay yippeeeeeee
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