#it says vent in the title yknow

[ruptured-love]

I am so unbelievably tired but at the same time I've never felt so much comfort and acceptance yknow like this sucks so much but its also fine

[raainy-daze]

Hey!! I saw your requests were open again- and since i really like your stuff i wanted to ask if yiu could write some trans (ftm) leo (rottmnt) and male reader hcs? I barely see any content for it- though only if youre comfortable!

If you need ideas you could dk "period" hcs, since female turtles dont get periods per say but they lay unfertilised eggs and get hormonal regardless but i understand that the thought if something humanoid laying eggs can be super uncomfy to think about so you can either leave this out completly or only go through the hormonal stuff.

Please and thank you!

FtM!Leo x Male!Reader HCs

ftm!2012!leo x male!reader

summary: why do i even give the hc posts summaries anymore. it’s in the freakin title. i could format this so much better but i’m lazy

word count: 400

a/n: TRANS LEO SO TRUE

it is like past midnight rn so i’m just praying any part of this is coherent tbh - i had another request in my inbox before this one, but it ended up being a lot longer than i was expecting. it’s already been almost a week since i’ve posted, so i wanted to get something else that’d take a bit less time out, and here we are!

thanks for requesting!

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if you started dating (or hell, if you knew each other at all) before his transition, he’d be really worried about coming out to you

when he does come out, just give him a hug. he already has so much on his plate, give him a few minutes to be emotional

he’s just under so much pressure all the time, and he’s constantly scared about losing others’ respect, and having his boyfriend know about and support this part of him is a whole weight off his shoulders

he’s going to cry

like for a while

he spent a while contemplating his new name. he wanted to stick with the renaissance artist theme, but he had to make sure he picked the right one, yknow?

he ended up deciding on leonardo at literally around one a.m. one night, and texted you immediately.

he wasn’t expecting an answer that second, he specifically didn’t want to call so that he didn’t wake you up

the text notification still woke you up.

you had different text tones for the guys, and the only reason you could think for leo to be texting you at one flippin’ a.m. was for there to be some emergency

knowing your boyfriend’s chosen name, needless to say, was a much better alternative to last week’s “oh my god (y/n) i think mikey broke his arm”

leo’s bad dysphoria days seem pretty few and far between to an outsider

what’s really happening is that his mind is usually too occupied with everything else that he’ll just shove it down until it just overflows, usually about every couple months

when he’s having a bad dysphoria day, sometimes he just wants to vent about it.

everything that marks him as different - his voice, his build, just everything - he’s tired of it, and he want to talk about it sometimes.

on other days, he might just want you to comfort him, however you go about doing that.

hugs are always welcome.

his periods are an absolute nightmare.

i mean, periods just suck in general, especially when you’re a transman.

when he texts you about it, grab some chocolate and some painkillers as an offering and get ready to watch space heroes for a while.

of course, donnie already has copious amounts of painkillers stored for any situation, but it’s the thought that counts.

the chocolate will always be accepted, though.

[hughesquinn]

tagged by @draisaitleons and @capsvsducks !!

Make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! Then, tag as many people as you have WIPs.

3 times jack whispered in nicos ear and one time he didnt

ooo hurt jack fic ? (to rewrite after finishing)

sadness but written differently

“you’re hurting me”

quinn and jack being sweet !!

ice cream

jack is now 4? and tiny?

sickfic Jack Hughes rahhhhh (get to 10k through whatever means)

venting of my loneliness

cat teehee

Nico gets coffee and Jack is the poor worker who gets coffee thrown on him

quinn and brocks dogs (they r besties nothing else)

i need to actually write well ong

GIRL JSCK BUT START

Uh

sadness

ahat

siblings :[

omggg

oh the struggle of gender

ill stop there bc i have so many LOL

my mind is ABSOLUTELY blanking so ill just blanket tag :D if u wanna do this just say i tagged u yknow <3

[skyland2703]

made-up fanfic title ask: LET ME COOK FOR A SECOND + Spike, Mia, Lauren

oh this is GOOD

Title: LET ME COOK FOR A SECOND

Relationships: Mia Watanabe/Spike Skullovitch, Mia Watanabe & Spike Skullovitch, Lauren Shiba & Spike Skullovitch & Mia Watanabe, Lauren Shiba/Emily, Kevin/Mike (mentioned), Antonio Garcia/Jayden Shiba (mentioned)

Characters: Mia Watanabe, Lauren Shiba, Spike Skullovitch, Emily

Other Tags: Mentor Ji loses a LOT of braincells, Spike Skullovitch is actually very adorable sometimes, Mia Watanabe cannot cook, fluff, domestic fluff, fluff and crack, crack, drama, mentions of things blowing up.

Summary: "Too many cooks spoil the broth?" Well, you see, Lauren Shiba does not believe in sayings.

She also does not believe in Mia's constant "I don't like him" when she looks at Spike, BECAUSE, Lauren knows exactly what that look of loveee is, when someone is smitten. She's seen it on Jayden's face when he looks at Antonio, she's seen it on Kevin's face when he looks at Mike. It's no secret that Spike likes Mia, of course, but does Mia really not like Spike back at all? No. Lauren absolutely does not believe this.

So the beauty of the plan her girlfriend Emily comes up with, then, is that "why don't we shove them into a same room and see where it goes?" Not the smartest plan, so, adding Lauren as a "moderator", they just throw all the reactants in the conical flask known as the Shiba House's kitchen, and wait and watch. Emily's snuck up in a vent, Lauren's excuse is that Spike wants to learn cooking from Mia, and Mia is, of course, over enthusiastic to teach, and Lauren sticks around on the pretext of "I'm just here so you guys don't blow up Ji's kitchen... yknow?"

And boi oh boi, the chaos that unfolds is worth every single second of the video Emily gets from the vents~

send me a made-up fic title and i'll tell you what i would write to go with it

[robotsafari]

13, 37, 80, 08, 5

hehe leet boobs:

13 (le)- Home Sweet Grave (Guilty Gear Isuka)

WE ARE STARTING SO STRONG RN !!!!!! YIPPEE YAAAAYY!!! oh this song is also very addicting. ITS SO WHIMSY FUN HAPPY SPOOKY !!!!!! faust and zappa sharing a banger song its so great !!!!! isuka is just peak. so ofc every isuka song i share is gonna be a banger and im so glad this track is so high up because its so !!! ITS SO GOOD !!!!!!!!!

37 (leet)- FUUGA (Guilty Gear XX)

YAAAAAYY YAAAAAAAYY STREAM FUUGA!!!!!! anji has only had like 3 or so themes and they're all peak. this version in particular.. verrryy addicting. THE WAY THIS SONG PROGRESSES AND STUFF ITS SO JOYOUS YAAAYY !!! this song make me ill.. /positive

80 (bo)- why is the music pleasant (me in a dumb april fools video)

ANOTHER ISUKA SONG YAAAAAYY!!! oh yeah jokes aside this song fucking knocks it out of the park.. gg boost music is peak and just isuka's ost in general. i think its very funny how the music starts so pleasantly and.. then. JUST TAKES A FUCKING PROVERBIAL HAMMER AND WHACKS YOU 500 TIME AS YOU SCREAM "THIS IS SO FUCKING COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLL" it rocks. isuka rocks. guilty gear rocks. wow....

08 (ob)- django django, johhny's theme (whats an "original bet")

idk why i listened to this track so much but !! its a really good menu theme !!!!!!! also srry about the joke in the title.. i didnt like original bet... again. smack me with the hammer original bet fans................. BUT LISTEN. DJANGO DJANGO IS SO FUNNY BECAUSE IT PLAYS IN THE JOHHNY AND FAUST CUTSCENE IN XRD SIGN. THE ONE WHERE HE SPINS. yeah this songs scratches my brain nicely. its cutes. i like cowboy beebop btw.

5 (boobs)- literally the best song ever made in the history of the entire universe

what do i say other than this is PEAK. ITS FUCKING EXISTENCE MAN. THE TITLE SAYS IT ALL. ITS ABOUT FIGHTING FOR YOUR EXISTENCE GYAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH i will make an essay with someone doesnt stop me. how else do i GYAAAHHHH ITS SO GOOD GYFDSFJKSDFHGFSDYJDSFGSDHSDFYDGSFYHJSDFGDSYFDSFD why is it not number one?? idk. didnt get silly enough. no. i know why. i give to song to myself as a treat. i have to EARN IT. i have to earn listening to peak. its so it doesnt get stale, yknow? yeah. im very mentally ill as you can clearly tell errmmmmmmdsmsdf (explodes)

leet boobs.

[silvershayde]

ok, your mot recent/current fandom interest, any stories you have for that? absolutely doesn't have to be transformers if it aint that

if not then more on the history of your terran predacons au pls <33

Okay so sadly I haven't done anything new recently. Thank Uni for that. But I dived into my files on anything I might've written or anything like that because I haven't picked up a pen of any kind in a while except for that one time I drew one of my ocs that was a product of a jujutsu kaisen fixation. Not to mention the AU I have actually posted about, the Sonic Acaesia one, is very much due for an overhaul especially considering so many things have changed. Like the fact that some characters who were initially part of the main story just aren't anymore.

I scoured through all my files related to transformers so I'll list the stuff down here cause its a couple of little underdeveloped things heh.

So I'll start with this one fic that I'm pretty sure was me venting. It was set tfp times and it was in second pov. I was using the concept of hanahaki's but instead of using it like unrequited feelings, I was using it as a "keep any emotions bottled up and unsaid and boom, coughing up flowers time". I reread it for the first time just now and it did bring out the feels so I'm reserving that for when I'm really Going Through It. Oh and it was called "the weeds in my garden are consuming me".

Here's like a lil excerpt for you lol and yes it was written in second pov because why not

Sadly no new things about my decepticon experiment au. i haven't thought of it for some time now honestly. I've been caught up with a fic that's only kind of doing the same thing so like not in mind at all. It's very much scratching that itch for me and I'm not exactly fully fully into transformers right now so likeeeeee.

BUT! I don't exactly remember what I have said about my predacon au, which should make talking about it easier.

So I should probably preface this by saying that even though I do call this the predacon/dracatron au, they only become a focus in the second arc (i guess) of the story when the Cybertronians that left Cybertron before the war started ended up on Earth. Then in the last arc they be coexisting with the cybertronians and by this point in time the Cybers (Earth-born cybertronians) are also out and about.

I made it a note that out of 13 ships that left cybertron, only ten made it to earth. Each ship came from one of the city states or whatever but did NOT name their new settlements after where there were from, yknow new settlements and all. However, those from off world do still go by the cities they know. For example Beatpulse is from Praxus so she is still known as Beatpulse of Praxus. When she changed her name to Kardia, she's known as Kardia of Notion. If that makes sense. Situations like Kardia only happen to those that changed their name, something something new starts. But aside from that usually you can tell if a mech is a Cybertronian or a Cyber based off which cities they go by. As much as I'd like to say it doesn't cause divide sometimes, it does.

Here's the cities and their earth equivalents:

Kaon -> Quantum

Iacon -> Vertex

Praxus -> Notion

Polyhex -> Neural

Altihex -> Neurone

Crystal City -> Diamond

Vos -> Ambit

Simfur -> Helix

Tarn -> Patron

Kalis -> Prism

I also kinda just took the concept of city-speakers and just made it my own. Something something over time the meaning of words and titles change. A rhetoric arose when they arrived on earth that essentially meant that the city is the people not the place. So a city-speaker is literally just a political position where they speak for their people in a sort of council. I don't know politics so I'm just leaving it at that. Diamond's city-speaker shenanigans are usually top gossip because every time elections come round something unorthodox happens over there.

I wish I was brave enough to write for this AU because it's one of the AUs i come back to mentally the most. The Sonic Acaesia AU is still like my biggest AU but again that's due for an overhaul - that happens every few years since its been simmering in my brain for so long (please if your interested send me questions i got a lot to say about it). But I digress.

Going back to the arcs, arc 1 is mainly in the perspective of Beatpulse and her life on cybertron. It came about when I was thinking of how other mechs were living whilst Megatron was protesting in the beginning like before everything hit the fan. Specifically a mech (Beatpulse in this case) wanting to learn about something that had nothing to do with her place on Cybertron. And obviously the chaos that ensues because of it.

Arc 2 is when they've reached Earth as I've mentioned early but this is the main bit where it is loosely inspired by HTTYD. I have to figure out how they are even THERE before any mechs had officially arrived but technically speaking the dracatron business is a side story in this arc. This doesn't take place in the settlement Beatpulse, who is now Kardia at this point, is a part of. But that doesn't mean she never makes an appearance ^-^. This arc follows a mech a part of the first wave of Cybers that hit these cities.

I will say though the dracatrons here are in abundance and they've been on the planet for a hot minute. I'm torn between a shockwave-esque reason as to why they are there, or some of them were preserved on cybertron and just sent of alongside one of them information pods seen in tfp, or just go the whole unicron is a planet thing and since energon is in abundance it is not farfetched to believe it was an energy source for something from the get. I will decide someday lol.

Arc 3 is... the least thought out currently. All I do know is that Cybers are everywhere at this point, there are invaders from the stars, Diamond has a new city-speaker, the mech from arc 2 is also a city-speaker, and this arc is, i think, my first proper attempt at a dark turn for a story. Usually I can't deal with crazy shit in my stories since I'm here for a fun time, but this is where my inspiration drawn from the movie Nine comes in and it's actually kinda horrific. Heh it's not a fun story. But it isn't exactly out there in terms of the plots when it comes to Transformers. I do know how that Arc ends. Maybe one day I'll write these out.

But yeah my aus concerning transformers. Sorry this took like a decade to respond I've been floating about sorta. It's been rough out here. Hope you enjoyed!

[cmyknoise]

you know what hurts? 

when tommy stole charlie, wanting linda back, and foolish told quackity, quackity just told him to give linda back, that he knows tommy and he’s acting out because he’s going through stuff. that’s yknow, kinda wholesome and shows that big q still cares quite a bit about tommy. 

what hurts is what he says in passing during that conversation. he mentions he’s worried about tubbo and ranboo because he ‘doesn’t know them that well’, when...honestly i’d argue that big q may know tubbo more than he does tommy. 

he knew tubbo during the l’manburg era, just like he’d known tommy. they did the whole drug ring thing together. tubbo was a part of that. 

then the election and schlatt’s presidency. quackity was the vice and tubbo was schlatt’s right hand man. through streams they talked a lot. they interacted so much. they built stuff together and vented and talked, hell quackity covered for him a few times. the tunnel to pogtopia? quackity kept helping and pushing tubbo’s innocence and trying to get schlatt to stop investigating. he even helped build the tunnel, saying it was his ‘day off’. 

during the execution, when quackity realized what schlatt was doing, he tried to talk him down from it. hell, during the manburg v. pogtopia war, before it, tubbo and quackity had a talk and had contemplated running away together- y’know, how tubbo and tommy had before?

then you have tubbo’s presidency. sure, tommy was the vice president, but remember the moment tommy was given that title he stepped down. quackity was, really, tubbo’s right hand man. all of his decisions he would discuss with quackity. he did the whole butcher army thing with him, he was one of the first to ask if big q was alright after techno killed him. 

then you have doomsday. quackity helped as best he could, they had their arguments over ranboo sure, and quackity stepped down as being a part of the cabinet, but he said he’d still be a friend and an ally. he told him to look out for himself and be wary of who he trusts and to stand up for himself. he helped in doomsday and left (presumably to start nevadas).

he came back during the final disc confrontation. he came back just to hug and build up both tommy and tubbo, giving them motivational words. when they were rescued by everyone? quackity told dream that he fucked up, he was one of the few out of the group who spoke, and he spoke near first. he wore nothing, no armor, and he did anyway, and he stood to protect them. 

and sure, it’s been a few months, but for quackity to say that he doesn’t know them that well?

foolish wasn’t around for a majority of this, so he could just be telling this to foolish, he’d not know any better, but why? 

why is he lying about knowing tubbo? honestly he’s probably one of the only people, save for tommy, who has been through and experienced a lot of what he has, along side with him!

is he lying for whatever reason, or does he really think that being with ranboo has somehow changed him that drastically? what is he hiding or thinking? because honestly he probably knows tubbo and what tubbo went through when he was alone during the presidencies better than anyone else. 

[yae-35]

So like...

Nicky gets to have the series's original title, have his story fully published, get TWO fucking side stories

Meanwhile

Miguel's is still not finished, and dont even get me started on Celia, yknow, the character that I went into fictif for?

THE LADY ONLY HAS TWO CHAPTERS OUT

I saw that little blurb the devs(?) wrote about profit and a character's treatment being directly related and honestly???

It's the same excuse PlayChoices used (that's the reason why I quit: it's so pay-to-enjoy and at the time I played it the female li's werent getting the same treatment as their male competition)

It's honestly so fucking disappointing especially having loved nadia from the arcana so much likee thats what got me into the arcana in the first place: the fact that it seemed like they cared about inclusivity

Like, let's give them the benefit of the doubt and say they do; it's just that female/feminine LIs dont rack in as much cash as masculine LIs do

To an extent, the audience *may* be blamed for that part-> they try what they like and it just so happens that nicky fits the bill of what their audience would like to see (apparently)

But we must not forget the fact that it may also be attributed to the fact that some masculine LIs are kind of given slightly more special treatment than feminine ones, or like, that's what it feels like to me and that sentiment may not be shared with everyone

If the quality is poor, the audience ignores it, then the higher-ups might think it's not worth putting effort into the product, so the audience will think it's poorly made.... It's a harsh cycle

I've seen what almost happened to Portia, and I've seen what happened to many other of my favorite LIs. If Nyx Hydra continues to operate like almost every other visual novel maker(?) out there, Idk if there's much hope for Celia and the others

Im pretty sure im just parroting what other people in this fandom have already said. I also dont want to make it seem like im blaming nyx hydra 100%. I just wanted to vent because I mean it when I say im sick and tired of feeling like im a second-rate customer at a restaurant whos watching waiters with trays of food walk past by my table because my order has been delayed again for the fifth time.

[roscgcld]

i wanna give my two cents on the whole nsfw content!!

i dont mind it really i actively indulge in it myself so i can really get on it too much especially since it something that you just cant stop no matter like if its on the internet there’s gonna be p*rn of it 😭😭

my only issue is like when some people kind of get upset with you when you say you shouldn’t make nfsw content bout minors characters like i never thought i’d ever be in situations where im virtually getting my ass beat for saying “hey isnt it kind of weird to write bout fucking that 15 y/o” and they always respond with “well its fiction!” “its not real” “well i aged them up” and like okay that’s still a 15 y/o at the end of the day so what now baby 😭😭

its especially upsetting with jjk cause like gege has mentioned that he doesn’t want any sexual related content bout his main trio but click on the jjk x reader tag on here and the first thing you see is probably gonna be smut about his main trio idk its really wild to me and ik i cant force everyone to stop but its still makes me feel icky yknow

but yeah thats all i wanted to say sorry if this was kind of vent-y i just been thinking about this recently and i had a lot to say 😭😭

- L anon

I think it depends on how you see it.

For example, for me, I know there is no way to deny that smut is widespread here. And for me, I do not mind if something is written for minors if they are written in an aged-up scenario because to me, JJK and any cinematic universe (regardless of country), is just a fictional reality of a sort. Where whatever is done in that world stays in that realm of 'reality'. Also - some mangas and animes have time skip eras too - so characters can be written in that sense as well.

Before you say "oh but fiction affects reality" - that is not a fully valid argument in a sense. Many fully legal and normal people can tell the difference between what is reality and what is fiction. It is also why people who write 'dark content' will always encourage underage readers to not interact or read their works because they are worried that people who cannot differentiate people between 'real life' and 'fictional life' will start to develop their own twisted version of what is acceptable in society and what isn't.

Hence why JJK is for readers who are 16 and above - because this is around the age where you learn where the lines of 'fiction' and 'reality' starts and ends. And the people who usually can't differentiate that already have a set of issues going on with themselves, so this is where the phrase 'the consumer controls what they consume' come into play - because at the end of the day, you, as the consumer, is the one in charge of what you consume and how you choose to understand the content in your own way. Of course, there are a few who slip through the cracks, but that small majority should not be the reason as to why you ostracize an entire community who writes/produces content that is 'questionable' in terms of your own individual morals/what we are used to consuming in media. It's an art form that some people chose to use to express themselves, and it isn't harming anyone.

But this also comes down to the reader - for example, I am 19 years old. I am a legal adult in many countries, and I should not be pining over a 15-year-old child because hello; that is illegal lol. So while I know in the canon material, which I think JJK is sent in 2018 (which is an entire argument on its own), I should not be like lowkey simping for these people. But in my head, I keep thinking they are of my age? Like when I read JJK I forget that the main trio and the second years are high school students? Because the content doesn't necessarily follow the entire high school education and such? It's a trope that is used in the storyline, but the high school itself does not play a huge role in the story besides the titles given to characters, their uniforms, and how they are referred to by other characters in a sense? You know what I mean - like the high school is just a 'home base' that the characters return to, but if you take the high school aspect out, I don't necessarily think it affects the main storyline too much.

And I know Gege-sensei means well when he says he does not want people to lewd his main trio and such, but I think at the same time he knows he can't stop it. There are obviously people who are going to respect his wishes, and there are others who had no idea (like me, like I had no idea he said that 0-0) that will not know that, and will write it because they personally want to.

Plus, not gonna lie, Japan anime/manga culture and the unofficial comic books that are essentially manga fanfiction can get quite lewd and PG18 as well - so in a sense whenever you produce a body of work, I don't think you can expect it not to be lewded. It's bad, since it makes it feel like I am invalidating the creator's wish, but coming from a very like common sense and practical point of view, there is no way you can stop everyone from doing what they want in a way. You can advise and you can tell them nicely, but there are always people who are just going to do what they want.

So might as well just respect them and their decision on how they want to express their creativity, and if it is not hurting anybody, I don't see an issue with it.

[boxesblr]

Hi hi hi it's Shy! I am here i am queer and I read the newest chapter as soon as I could!

Yay! Ze is back! (Also i am just noticing you put in chapter titles - duly noted)

I loved the phrase "Ze-shaped" a lot for some reason and oooh others are noticing it, i am looking 👁👄👁

I wanna see how the others reacted seeing him again please T-T

I really enjoyed that the start was more from Chilleds perspective but it HURTS to see him miss Ze so much. Their friendship...

The shift back to Ze was great and I am curious what else Dumbdog told him 👀👀

Also the Tay-Chilled combo is great (their sibling energy keeps me alive) and Chilled is not falling for survivor ship bias which is good for his brain but he must be emotionally crushed.

My mental health when i get trapped in a vacation home, someone manipulated our only way to get home, I got shot my a friend, my closest friend ran away and comes back way different after having died multiple times: 📉📉📉

Chilled venting in the notebook was great but Ze reading it was all sorts of devastating. I like that you included the thing about him writing like he talks because yEAh he does, he really does xD

Shubble coming through as mvp once more, i like that the crown is HER thing, just like in among us, very neat! Shubble was just "i will provide you with a notebook but don't ask me for a pen :D"

I adore them really reconnecting in the end (also the implications of who said hey first and who seeks validation) and the trust and just - MY HEART!

Anyways, amazing chapter! (If we see someone opening a box that isnt tay we know they're evil! Wonder if a survivor crate will end up dropping....)

Btw: there's a space misplaced in the "ze i hate u" paragraph where he "carriedo n reading" and after "Stop Reading This!" doesnt need to be a period!

Hope you're having a great day!

Hi Shy!! Thank you for reading and asking once again!!

Glad you like it, I tried to do a sort of parallel of last chapter where Ze met Dumbdog, because they’re both sort of hybrids. And we will definitely have to see how the other’s reacted to him! I love writing Chilled because it’s such a different energy in my head, like I have to get into a paranoid detective headspace hahah, idk if that makes sense

I love the Tay-Chilled combo in so many games and especially PW, there’s so many blackout streams where they go meet to see if they’re evil and they’re just so good together omg. I really feel like Chilled trusting her because of the accusations she made is like some among us situation he would do

Aaaaaa no i’m sorry for giving them emotional trauma, they’re gonna have so much to work through D: thank you,, Chilled is so expressive when he has something to say and I’ve noticed that he goes off the rails when he doesn’t have someone in dead chat to vent with, so I thought it would translate well to the notebook thing

I believe in Shubble Supremacy <3 She’s so kind to the boys but she takes no shit, I love that for her. Thank you omg, I want them to be happy so badly even if the story is so mean to them hahaha, we gotta have some soft moments yknow

TY for the typo spot omg, that’s what I get for writing at 3am on a phone aaaa. Hope you’re having an amazing day!!

[charcolor]

ok how do you come up with song ideas? what’s ur process? i’ve always admired how quickly and consistently you put out songs. i have to like scrap most of mine and do a billion iterations and it takes me forever enfjgjg

i'm glad you don't mind that i make songs fast sfsfsf...sometimes i feel guilty that i don't spend enough time on it so i'm glad they still sound good

my process kinda depends on what the song is...idk how to explain how i come up with song ideas. usually if it's something i think about a lot i decide to try to express it as lyrics. um some examples are

grieving my deceased loved ones and having episodes where i believe god is trying to hurt me specifically -> developing a grudge against hypothetical god and thinking things like "i want to go up there and kill god" -> "hey a song about killing god would be pretty cool. also my gf has similar feelings to me so it should also be gay" -> fallen angels mafia

i kinda want to make a song that gets marked as explicit on the vocaloid lyrics wiki -> also i've been having a lot of intrusive thoughts about my eating habits + body image too. i should vent this and twist this to be as graphic as possible so they can become edgy lyrics -> feast upon a starfish is in fact marked as explicit on the vocaloid lyrics wiki.

wow that one scene in the animaniacs 2020 it parody episode was kinda intense i can't believe they showed yakko warner having a panic attack on screen -> not to read too much into animaniacs but i wonder if the warners ever have an existential crisis about becoming obsolete and forgotten as cartoon characters and effectively erased from existence -> yes "i never liked silent cartoons" was originally gonna be an animaniacs fan song.

a lot of times when i write lyrics i just vent about stuff and then twist it into a weird metaphor so it's not so on the nose.

like a line from one of my songs (little girl) is "drown it out with melting sugar" which basically means "i eat Bad Foods to cope with my sadness." another one is "hollow bones rotting my dreams" which was an extremely convulted way of saying "it makes me upset thinking about how gross my teeth probably are." a lot of lyrics in little girl are just me feeling guilty about my bad eating habits.

also i have too many OCs so i end up thinking of their storylines and wanting to express them in songs bc that's the only creative expression i can rely on. as much as i'd like to make a valentine's day visual novel i don't think i have what it takes but i made rip valentine so i can at least talk about the characters in that context yknow?

unfortunately i'm not super good at storytelling in my lyrics so i havent really made any other songs about OCs (starfish and lalia don't count cuz i made them specifically for their respective songs) but i am working on a song series about some of my OCs and i also have vague ideas about songs i'd like to make in the future such as (these are all working titles):

the magical girl moral dilemma: song about kira and diana's duty to protect the world from evil vs camille's belief that evil has to exist in order for the world to have balance, and the utopia they're fighting for can never exist without hurting people

friday the 14th: sequel to rip valentine about alicia's fears that ciel will get hurt, and ciel wanting to help alicia feel safe and loved

uh. and more

btw i ALSO have a bunch of scraps i think it'd be fun to share them sometime...

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strawberry shortcake s2 ep1 - horse of a different color

this one was suggested by someone who couldnt keep their mouth shut and not sing the strawberry shortcake intro theme in the middle of our economy class

no one wanted to hear that, but they  went ahead and then i actually followed up on that train of thoughts i remembered about the fucking cartoons and i knew it pronto: its a must-see shit its like slightly above the level of magical school bus series, but the final rating is for the fin not the beginning so lets begin this horseshit:

were reviewing “horse of a different color”, it focuses indeed on strawberrys horse, honey pie pony (its her entire damn name, how sweet right? like all of them, i got diabete from this review but its the cost of maintaining this blog anyway, the kids are playing together on a that tree having fun jumping around like chimpanzees hooba hooba but sadly our filly quickly realizes she cant play king kong with them and keep falling on her ass,

yet since theyre all retarded or young (id say its a fifty-fifty case for them kinda normal ig, i mean they ARE literal 6yo) they try several ways of getting her up on that tree, not thinking how to get her down if they ever were to succeed (good for them: aint happening) its child labor too btw, from an horse still same deal what if honey pie fell down on them? crushing them corpses with her mighty pounds? the findus company would be delighted to hear such news, im sure its some quality (sweet ass) horse meat

once it all fails she understands a horse isnt meant to climb a tree, too big too fat its four legged, not even entertaining the relationship giraffes have with trees

but it aint over, then (after a talk with herself) hp hears the laughters of a bunch of kids which catches her attention, it always does who can ignore that sorta noise? although she aint annoyed by it shes just into the idea of riding a bike now, shes even gonna get a go at it oh yea thats it we finally found her human hobby gogdamn shes a backward furry

of course it fails aswell since she has no hand for the handle and shes heavy so i guess its the reason why she rides into w/e and cant stop? because otherwise she couldve also just.. actually it makes no sense does it? i mean she couldve easily stopped the ride actually how is that kid bike even holding her? ive never tried putting a pony on a bike for 6 y/o but i doubt about its capacity in not being crushed aswell as i doubt in the kids bones not being severely damaged after a visit under honey pies horsy buttcheeks

but all of that really makes her sad: she cant play with her human friends and shes the only horse around strawberry land or whatever see me tearing it for her, theres so much emotions in this episode especially after that filly trynna get kids to get into some horseplay horseshit like dude theyre only 6, lets go easy on them, might have a problem with the parents of the kids watching this episode no one even thought how fucked up this one part is? sure horseplay isnt only sexual or w/e but it still is the visual of 6yos on all four jumping around and neighing together with their ass a little bit too exposed wow im going on a dangerous road here? aint i? not gonna sue the writers im sure it was their subconscious speaking probably got issues from their childhood, eventually got them sorted out since 2004 what do i know? aside from me not caring

back on track : after seeing horsey being so sad the kiddos decide to get her a horse friend but where the fuck? they got no idea, they are proud nonetheless and go tell honey the good new until they are like “wait but we have no idea where to find horses!” ofc we get a big reveal, some serious strawberry shortcake lore: actually all the horses, ALL OF THEM FROM THE ENTIRE FUCKING PLANET are on one (1) single island: ice cream themed to diversify it all they are just chilling over there in ponyland and for some reason this one here got lost or idk guys she took the boat and checked the rest of the world out as an even younger filly, found strawberry and her friends and decided now she was a centaur  slash humanrry furry human, idk you get it but shes their friend and so on to introduce the concept of an AWESOME island full of equestrian activity and ofc ice cream but its kinda lame because who cares? everythings already made out of food, also why isnt the ice cream melting? its one water? nevermind for the introduction as i was saying, hp sings an horrendous sounding song it deteriorated my ear drums they got pierced or something  or maybe im exagerrating? either case horses cant sing:

so to the ice cream land they go, huh

of course it wouldnt be a big adventure without an almost broken bridge oh no whatever shall we do? could we possibly cross it safely? lets try it out  guys: yay it worked good for us little stress and suspense it was wack how they got honey pie out of the hole her big ass hoove made im mesmerized by the power of friendship and sugar at this point, just in full awe for the rest of the episode probably over dosed on all the ice cream flavoured horseshit, i got some all over my mouth its dripping on my desk i gotta clean that later

next thing we know: horses its all this episode is about (aside from labor) but you see, so far hp would switch between normal human language and neighing well turns out her other fellow equines can only neigh and so they just neigh together while our english well-spoken mammal translates to the moronic kids who just smile smuggly

of course the animals are having a welcome party then, dancing around while the morons are just bored, harsh one being a cartoon character isnt it guys? w/e theyre gonna ask for honey pie to come back home now, convinced that her natural habit isnt her place and she loves them too much to just leave them and never come back and break any plans they ever had together- oh shit looks like shes leaving forever huh? what a plot twist mark that on the bitch quota for today

the first one to leave is the little boy btw, important thing to note: hes the biggest pussy he cant even face reality: oh no, no more pony back time before sleep thats quite a bummer, downer and man how are they going to survive now they got no animal to watch over them? jesus theyre soon, on the boat (idk where they got it from idk why suddenly theyre on a boat because then theyre once again gonna cross that bridge but ok) anyway yea theyre having a relationship crisis during that ship trip yada yada ah and the bridge, because (see i do not call them morons for now reasons obviously they deserve this title not only because theyre 6 but also because they are just daft:) they proceed, once in the middle of the bridge all 4 of them, to stop and wonder

“will the bridge be able to hold all of us? wont it break? damn i wonder if it will crack” and they talks without moving until vlam: a tree comes and breaks it (dont ask) so now theyre in trouble:

back to ponyland: bitch pie realizes how much she misses her actual friends and that she can speak english which her other horse friends cant do so she is special and probably abnormal, shes a big outcat of the pony society and has no other reason but to escape her incoming death sentence for fraternizing with the humans of course none of the second part is true, she just wants to see the kids again so she says asta la vista baby to the neigher team and runs away see, she hasnt taken the boat and yet also arrive to the bridge? why a boat sequence then? i will skip this for now but it WILL play in the rating, imagine im the parent of the youngster watching this crap and i have to endure it

if it sucks this bad and is this illogical i might just get bored and change the channel, idc my progeny aint gonna be watching this in either case, ill make them watch political debates then interrogate them on what they learned after what but it wasnt actual political debates just random furry youtuber venting with their fursona sprites animated and thats how you make your kids retarded, the kick of this joke is that i aint planning on getting any kids but totally gonna make them watch classics too such as the attack of the killer donuts as soon as they reach 6 so they wont be dumb and probably not getting diabete or w/e in their adulthood

then honey pie saves the kids btw all of them, heavy shit

and they all go back to strawberryland, happily after a big “wow i missed you sm, you are my real friends w/e if you dont look like me i aint speciest guys really!” theyre all vegan too btw so this works for them i havent watched enough strawberry shortcake episodes to know if they ever eat meat but i have doubts seeing how theyre into a very cannibalistic diet which include eating dessert when obviously thats what they are at least half part, this cartoon raises a lot of political questions it may have a deeper value than i first attributed to it

the end: another terrible song plays about horseshit and how tasty it is

thats all folks

so the rating: big 6/10, so you know 5/10 if its a decent kid show where im highly eager to click on the x and get back making jams but nah

surprisingly enough, i only wanted to stop watching half of the episode and not the entirity of it so credits for thats since im an adult and not a kid, imagining kids enjoyed this sweet childish cartooness or w/e now why +1? its because of how many political questions it raised, how it made me think about our society and cakes yknow its more than kids having a conflict with an horse it talks about veganism, specism, handicap, cannibalism, the management of the limited ressources were exploiting and so on yea really makes you think, its subliminal messages to make kids smarter: they watch their dessert-imbecile counterparts doing bs and then get it right irl: good  ah- it also makes it better for you when youre watching this with your kid, you suddenly transcend to another level of spirituality, existential crisis activated or at least reasoning mode or w/e youre willing to name this the point is you arent bored still despite all of this i rated it quite low for such a serious kid cartoon what couldve possibly made me tic? 1) kids are morons and cant understand all of this, not clear enough for the targeted public 2) projection onto the characters/dialogues from the writers of their childhood traumas (the horse play event didnt go unnoticed, karren brown) 3) my little pony ripoff 4) its controversial, our society, especially in 2004 couldnt understand the depth of this shit and finally 5) i got so much ice cream flavoured horseshit all over my desk god help me this is so filthy what a fucking mess i would totally recommand it to anyone who feels like being blown away by the statements made in this work of art 6/10 but really we all know in the future, itll be a 9/10, some ahead-of-its-time-crap

tg, out