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hiii uhm. i have to take a mental break from this blog + everything bc it is getting bad mentally and my illnesses are bad but ill probably still use tumblr with @selfc4res

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hiii uhm. i have to take a mental break from this blog + everything bc it is getting bad mentally and my illnesses are bad but ill probably still use tumblr with @selfc4res

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Reminder that you're actually interesting. Your hobbies are interesting, your interests are interesting, you are important and loveable and people appreciate you. You're just a loveable, interesting person.

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there is always tomorrow

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You have to stop ruining things for yourself preemptively because you believe they’ll fail anyway. Give yourself a chance to succeed.

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hiii uhm. i have to take a mental break from this blog + everything bc it is getting bad mentally and my illnesses are bad but ill probably still use tumblr with @selfc4res

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Hard pill to swallow, maybe, but sometimes you are the problem. You may not have been initially, but people around you can only have so much endurance for understanding why you're "like that" and how you got to where you are now. Even if you were the one who was victimized, hurt, or abused to begin with, your behavior affects those around you. There's a point at which personal responsibility needs to kick in, or you will become toxic. You can become toxic even if you never become an abuser yourself. If other people are constantly having to help dig you out of the holes you made but you keep slapping their hands away, you cannot expect them to have an indefinite amount of patience and energy to keep trying. If you're not putting in the work to recover from what damaged you; if everyone else in your life is consistently the only one making a real effort to effect change for you--you're the problem.

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i might delete

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starting to think no one would care if i died,

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hiii uhm. suffering with suicidal thoughts again so if i am inactive. theres explanation el oh el

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im gonna have a panic attack

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u all should totally follow my twitter account ive been sucked into this shit

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For the ask game! 👋🏻

4, 21, & 25

thank u so so much anon this means a lot!!

4. mythical creature you think/believe is real?

so idk if i believe ANY are real but i so desperately want pegasuses to be real bc i love them a lot they r so cool. i want to live my percy jsckson dreams out

21. a number that weirds you out?

the number 13 :[ i literally Can Not stand that number bc i have ocd and i have realized it is one thing that fucks me UP so it’s hard being a nico hischier fan out here

25. would you say you have good taste in music?

uhm. probably not no bc people tell me a lot rhat my music sucks :[

weirdly specific and unrelated asks to know someone well

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weirdly specific and unrelated asks to know someone well:

chipotle order?

thoughts on veganism?

a specific color that gives you the ick?

mythical creature you think/believe is real?

favorite form of potato?

do you use a watch?

what animal do you look forward to seeing when you visit an aquarium?

do you change into specific clothes for the house when you get home?

do you have a skincare routine (and how many steps is it)?

on a plane, do you ask for apple or orange juice?

anything from your childhood you’ve held on to?

brand of haircare/bodycare/skincare that you trust 100%?

first thing you’re doing in the purge?

do you think you’re dehydrated?

rank the methods of death: freezing, burning, drowning

thoughts on mint chocolate chip?

an anxious compulsion you do everyday?

your boba/tea order?

the veggie you dislike the most?

favorite disney princess movie?

a number that weirds you out?

do you have an emotional support water bottle?

do you wear jewelry?

which do you find yourself using, american or british english?

would you say you have good taste in music?

how’s your spice tolerance?

what’s your favorite or go-to outfit?

last meal on earth?

preferred pasta noodle?

ask me anything !

leave an ask for the person you reblog it from!

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reblog if you want your followers to tell you something that reminds them of you, anonymously or not!

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ok well im going to build a good future for myself whether i like it or not

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would u all like to see my mc skin