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saw that today (or yesterday?) was the anniversary of mixtape: oh aka hyunjin’s first appearance after his hiatus and maybe i’ll cry actually
#carly.txt#it has been TOO LONG since i made a post crying about this! it's been at least a month we can't have that!#sometimes i forget he was ever gone and then days like today it Hits and i just feel so so grateful that we have him back#i know i've said this before but there's a universe out there where he doesn't come back and noeasy and later stays#don't even know who he is#every time i think abt this i remember how scared i was back then that he wouldn't come back#so it's like !!! even if it's good not dwell on and Hurt over the past i also don't ever want to take him being in skz for granted u know?#like we are so lucky#we are so lucky that we still get to see him dance and hear his self-composed songs and watch him grow as an artist#alongside all of the amazing other skzes like :(( god i can't get over it!!!#i hope everyone treasures him and i'm glad ppl that became stays during noeasy and later didn't have to go through that time because#it rly hurt but#i also hope everyone knows!! that we are so so lucky to have him and know him in the small ways we do#and i'm so glad we never have to imagine what skz would be like without him and we have 8 amazing guys doing goofy shit together to support#and no less than that and i hope it's never less than that again#ok i'm done now#local hyunjinator loves hyunjin and skz etc etc boohoo
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all i have left
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#fushiguro megumi#itadori yuuji#yuuji#megumi#hhhhhhhhh why angsty mood im hurting my me :((((((#go from megumi angst 2 dumb outfits then HARD pivot back 2 angst#u dont understand th clench in my heart i get drawing th sukuna scars on megumi i genuinely hate it so much#theyre such a Part of yuuji's design tht drawing them on megumi feels so viscerally wrong n it just hammers home that nothing is alright#had to listen 2 the cutesiest music possible while drawing this 2 keep myself sane#miku miku beam th pain away :)#real talk tho like. im really not one to b terribly emotionally affected by my own art. or to draw from my Own emotional state at all rly#i tend 2 keep myself pretty distant#but theres smth abt this one man this one pulls at th kokoro :(#suffering from success ig :/#created an emotionally poignant piece n it hurt. 0/10 wld not recommend. am going back to drawing boys shirtless >:c#gna draw something else so i stop feeling genuine human emotion
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"leo has a great knack for finding me"
searching for her dad after she escapes :)
#my art#qsmp#qsmp fanart#q!foolish#qsmp leonarda#qsmp leo#hello i was taking a drawing break for a bit. i am still on break bc my arm hurts but i got really emo again bc of a single line foolish#said offhandedly one time#this was rly fun tho. tried not to go overboard with rendering for once
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those guys again
#my art#click for better quality…#wrists hurt like a bitch but the grind never stops 💥💥💥💥#fnf#fnf fanart#friday night funkin#friday night funkin fanart#fnf soft mod#newgrounds#newgrounds fanart#soft mod#soft mod fanart#soft mod au#benjamin fairest#pico n. grounds#grace dearest#pico newgrounds#dont mind that rly low opacity doodle it was a joke w a friend and i just. thought it was funny
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#this means nothing to anyone but i watched that smartypants episode#where the white guy is emailling a bunch of schools for a honorary degree and he is like 'um i also accidentally like.'#'applied to a historically all black womens college and didnt realise and im so sorry'#well i think peter parker could be like that. with the xmen.#that last part is not real i made it up so peter would feel worse#but it does sound like something that could happen#pete#my art#sorry to scott who i am barbiedolling i dont think he'd say all that but its funny to me.#one of many spiderman-xmen bullshit comics i am doodling. i rly want to clean some of those peter teaching comics but my hand hurts saur ba
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maggie scenes for fun 🤣
#akia art#olba#baxter ward#olba mc#these are my best attempts at a baxter pov so i'll tag him even tho i was too lazy to lasso his sprites in 🤣#i have non-ol art i've been trying to finish for months but i keep getting sidetracked LOL#i was wondering what maggie might look like ingame and then remembered that i have the ability to subject everyone else to my brainrot too#the ol style is hard to imitate tho 👴 i rly tried with the hair but idr how to shade like this#(went through these again while cleaning my files and had to fix the Verbosity LOL)#(it was hurting my soul too much not to 🤣 my eyes..)
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you ever think about how far cass seemed to be willing to go in cassandra's revenge or is it just me :D
#tangled#tts#rta#rapunzel#eugene fitzherbert#new dream#my art#the fact that /eugene/ rly didn't know how far she was gonna go hurts me#man deserved a better birthday than this
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if i could hold you for a minute darling, i'd go through it again
inspired by chapter 42 of OTNWAS by @jjackfrost
#of the northmost wind and skies#otnwas#hijack#frostcup#jack frost#jackson overland#hiccup haddock#jackshiccup art#my art#hozier lyrics and hijack YOOO TURN THIS SHIT UP !!!!!!!!#every1 pls listen to francesca it's literally so them it hurts#i've been having that song on repeat while i bite my fist and cry#like i gotta be honest besties i rly can't read this ch without wanting to burst out into tears every 7 minutes it stings fr#this is also inspired by the lobster movie posters they slap u guys should check it out#anyway been wanting to make fanart for this fic for ages ;; <3!!
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regret
#literally excuse the shitty anatomy and cell shading i was thinking abt chuuyas reaction to what he'd done and i decided to make it skk#bc skk copium :')#the way i've hated dazai so fucking much but i still cried like a bitch when he died#he's not dead the bsd fandom has this phase like the elevator chapter where we're like ''dazai's not gonna make it he's done for!!''#and then he comes back next chapter like surprise bitches yall thought i was dead lmao#this chapter fucking HURT for skk shippers tho like we rly lost this time around huh#deluding myself into thinking that chuuya used gravity manipulation to slow the bullet#bc we didn't see a bullet hole behind dazais head like when chuuya shot his shoulder even though the bullet to his skull was fired at close#the reason theres a wound is bc the compressed air that was still fired was enough to wound him#and the shock wave that followed caused him to pass out bc of the sudden tension to his head intermingled with the blood loss and poison#we also know dazai can control his heart rate at will so maybe he can drop his pulse to zero for like thirty secs#enough to make fyodor believe he's dead#in the event that all of this is untrue and dazai rly does die the way my entire being will go numb and cold and dead#knowing that fyodor will most likely use dazai's death as a weapon against chuuya effectively chaining him to his side#like bffr chuuya may dislike dazai but that's his partner his reflection the boy that makes him desperately want to be human#dazai is the embodiment of chuuyas humanity and once chuuya loses that tether to his human side he will snap and the facade will shatter#and we will truly see chuuya unhinged with nothing more keeping him bound to his mortal shell#this wasn't the skk reunion we wanted asigiri what the fuck :(#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#nakahara chuuya#chuuya nakahara#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#skk#soukoku#lotus draws
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if virgil was in a horror movie he'd probably be first to die
#ts4#sims 4#ts4 render#edits#humbly asking you to not look at this in the app the quality SUCKS#ahhhhhh i got a rly cool ask prompt (thank u shan)#what would my ocs be doin if they were in horror media#i was going to post this with the ask but i also have like... 6 other edit ideas#that i plan on making ☠️ so i will post them one at a time#my throat hurts SO bad i'm def gonna be sick by tmrw 😔#i didn't get to birthday asks yet sorry 💔 i suck but ily#goodnight#/virgil#do i need to tw this?#tw creepy#?? maybe lol
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It fucks me up
#tf2 sniper#tf2 spy#sniperspy#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 fanart#bloody suit#knife party#myart#(◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。my wrist hurts#this is rly scuffed but i had alot of fun so idm :P
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just looking at these hand poses was enough to give me carpal tunnel and that's how u know they're prime megu material
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#yuuji itadori#megumi#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#itafushi#sometimes u gotta take a break from drawing megumi to draw different megumi and thats on self care#smiling megu for the soul he said heart emoji i said :D#i tried to do the poses myself and . u kno. im not convinced hands are meant to contort that way guys :( it hurt :(#so yuuji can share my pain i think tht bit is cute#tried smth a bit different w the skin rendering and i rly rly like it holy#very early era vacuumchan inspired :'> lov them SM sighs#also ripped megus jacket directly from a pinterest fit bc one of us deserves nice things :((((#if sukuna wont stop wearing megumi in canon ill just play dress up to cope
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acceptance
#hi I loved the finale so much and it hurt#i had to make something#fionna and cake#fionna campbell#cake the cat#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#golbetty#adventure time#adventure time golb#fanart#adventure time fanart#fionna and cake spoilers#the fact that the realization that their relationship wasn’t healthy because they were just so obsessed with one another#and simon didn’t realize how much betty was sacrificing for him#meanwhile he was ready to sacrifice his own sanity because he felt he had no purpose#this show rly hit home#i wish the finale wasn’t kinda rushed but that’s my only gripe with it#crismakesstuff
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GUYS NEW AU ALERT HELP ME I LOVE MEGOP MEGOP IS WHAT KEEPS ME ALIVE I LOVE THEM
Y'all can ask any questions about this au in the ask box lmao I think I'm gonna stick to this au more on this account ;)
This is an au after the war!
The decepticons were a group of mostly lower class bots that started a revolution against the higher classes, demanding equality and better treatment. The autobots were a group of higher class bots that supported the decepticon cause but believed in peaceful protest instead of violence. Both factions fought against Cybertron's leaders, the original primes.
After the conflict ended, the autobots and decepticons joined to rebuild Cybertron and Megatron ended the decepticons and Optimus passed the matrix down. And they decided to raise a kid :D
(in my au, sparklings are created when both partners donate a piece of their spark and forge it together, creating a new and small spark. The sparkling's body is either created with spare parts or the spark (don't ask how lmao idk) "scans" both the parents and creates a body based on both the parents' features)
Optimus became the "stay at home dad" while Megs got a job at an office (which he says is absolute t0rture), quite the opposite of his former jobs lmao 💀
#art#au#digital art#photoshop#character design#decepticons#autobots#redesign#original design#megatron#optimus#megop#oc#megatron x optimus prime#story building#transformers#I've decided to stick to this au instead of the other one i was working on in this account because the other one is too dark in my opinion#im sry lmao i just didnt rly like the idea of Megs hurting Optimus since i rly like Megop#as for the kid he's an oc of mine and I'd say he's around 4 years old in Cybertronian years
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y'all ever think abt how it was julie having the affair and it is even said multiple times that she was the one who left him, yet wilson was still the one who left their home and moved in with house. like. he couldn't bear to stay in their home alone. he immediately ran to house and stayed on his couch for weeks. suffered through his pranks and his laziness and his manipulation. telling him he wants him gone while sabotaging his attempts to leave. and he only left once he got a girlfriend again.
#chyanne speaks#house md#hilson#hate crimes md#gregory house#james wilson#i think his inability to be alone is such an interesting quality of his that isnt touched on enough#like yes we all haha at his long string of unsuccessful relationships but we dont talk abt it all stemming from his inability to be alone#his first wife leaves him and then he remarried quickly#he cheats on the second wife and remarries quickly#the third wife cheats on him and leaves him and he immediately moves in with house#and then starts dating a patient and immediately moves in with her#but!!! then he moves into the hotel and is alone for like almost a year! and honestly he NEEDED IT#bc GROWTH happened in that year and he meets someone who doesn't fit his M.O. who breaks away from the mold#although he does immediately move in with her too but still. amber was different. she was the step in the right direction#and then she dies.#and then wilson throws himself into the left field. everything needs to change. he's spent so long fearing being alone.#so he tries to leave so he is completely and totally alone without house to fall back on#but house needs him. he needs him too much. they need each other too much.#and he falls back to house again. and he's content that way. he's always the most content when he's with house. always feels the least alone#and then sam comes back into his life and ruins e v e r y t h i n g#he falls right back onto those old patterns. kicks house out and moves her in. and then what happens??? of course??? she leaves him. again.#and then he's alone again and it hurts. he gets a cat that we only hear about twice and then never gets brought up again#but wilson has his kitty. he has house. he's not alone. he can be content.#and then house fucks everything up. he goes to prison. wilson is alone again.#im honestly SHOCKED that wilson didnt remarry in that year they were apart but he was rly trying to change!#he was working on himself and trying to make changed he thought would be good for him#and then house comes back. and house won't LET wilson be alone. he wont leave him alone.#and it's exactly what wilson has been yearning for since the day he drove that car into cuddys house#and in the end. as long as he had house that was all that mattered. as long as he had house he wasn't alone.
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Answers to "please stop"
No.
I can't.
I won't.
I don't want to.
I don't know how.
I will soon.
But then how will you learn?
We're almost done.
It's almost over.
Ask me again!
Oh well, if you're asking that politely…
Fine. For now.
Only once I've come up with something more fun.
Only once you've come up with something more fun.
Or what?
I know you can go a little bit longer.
You know I won't.
I love it when you beg.
I hate it when you beg.
I'm so bored by your begging.
Not until you're too weak to ask me to.
But I don't have anything better to do.
I wish I could.
Alright! See? All you had to do was ask nicely.
I'm not doing anything.
What, exactly?
Just once more, I promise!
Just once more, I promise! (🤞)
You're doing this to yourself.
You wanted this.
You want this.
You know you made me do this.
Are you ready to give me what I want, then?
I will once you give in.
What will you give me in return?
Why should I?
You know there is only one way to end this.
You know there is only one way this will end.
(Answers to "it hurts")
#whump#whump dialogue prompt#whump dialogue#whump prompt#whumblr#i had 2 ppl request a part two to the it hurts one#and i couldnt come up w enough stuff i liked#so here#have this instead#I wrote this all down yesterday when i was trying to fall asleep and i kept coming up w new things so i just kept unlocking my phone and#writing stuff down#i thought i had way less than last time but it's actually much more#granted i rly leaned into the differences just slight wording changes make#also i feel like half of these would do so much better with some sort of term of endearment stapled onto theme#them#so when reading them just imagine some of them with a darling or a sweetheart or a honey tacked onto them bc that's how i imgined them#also if these writing prompts end up on kinblr again and someone accuses me of forgetting safe words just know i'm gonna break into your#house and put mustard in your shoes
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