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Car repairsā¦ā¦ā¦.ASS
#specifically the vague need for car repairs#at least if itās like life or death then you might just have to bite the bullet#but in this case itās like well it DOES wreck your emissions but if you donāt need those tested then shrug emoji#and it shouldnāt have a real effect on the performance#but it will keep flagging your check engine light#unless it doesnāt and goes away itself for some reason#and yeah cleaning the tubes will cost three THOUSAND dollars#mfs we just dropped 7k on it at the last service bc the engine block mount was busted or whatever#that alone made me want to learn how to repair cars#maybe I can become a car person#donāt get an Audi kids. (itās my familyās car I certainly canāt afford an Audi myself lmao)#or if you do sell it around 30k miles before it starts developing problems#seriously though. 3k for a clogged air tube that only actually matters on cold starts#but apparently requires pulling the whole front off the car bc the engineering is inconvenient#and takes like 15+ hours of labor#like jeeesus#design your shit better Audi#this is a great reason to go with Toyota or Lexus those are really well engineered and reliable#me stuff
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i don't know if this is a legitimate fear or just paranoia but i'm kind of scared that one day i'll be like. cancelled? for shipping mikurin. i very much agree with the sentiment that people don't realize that even small age gaps like 2 years can be really weird when you're younger because those are such pivotal years. however i don't think this makes every relationship between a 14 year old and a 16 year old creepy or irredeemable or anything, i think it's just something to be cautious of and it's more about the case by case basis. miku and rin have a similar level of maturity and they are peers, and i don't necessarily think that depicting a relationship like huntlow or mikurin for example has any problematic real world influences (ships with larger age gaps between minors or between a minor and an adult š¤¢ DO have real-world consequences because it's normalizing something inherently predatory in the minds of the audience) and i don't necessarily think mikurin is at any risk of doing that to be honest? but i'd definitely understand and respect it if people were uncomfortable with it it's just a pairing i enjoy as long as people are normal about them, and i've liked them together since i was like 11-12 š
#i don't think a high school freshman and a high school junior is THAT weird. it certainly can be. but i think in this situation it's fine#also like when i was 14 i had a girlfriend who turned 16 during our relationship does that make her a creep? i don't really think so?#we were literally in the same grade. miku and rin COULD be in the same grade technically actually#between this and the lengthy discussion that my friends and i had about confessions of a rotten girl i feel scared my friends are going to#think i'm a freak ass pr*shipper? which is completely irrational but being a vocaloid fan is so fucking hard sometimes omg#i don't think i would trade it for anything though because it really forces you to ask yourself some difficult questions and consider some#complicated situations and morals etc etc.#i think a lot of vocaloid stuff needs to be measured in a case by case basis#i love you vocaloid. except for when you make me want to pull my fucking hair out.#anyway. fiction effects reality. mao said this.
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show tempe gang crossover with the morris islanders would actually have been the best episode of bones ever. btw
#please ignore the rest of the tags i will just be making things up#okay they start out in carolina but at least half the episode takes place in dc. do not ask me how travel logistics would work#tory spends the entire episode off with tempe doing bone stuff. booth feels upstaged by a 16-year-old girl#so he goes and hangs out with ben who does NOT trust him right off the bat#ben ends up having to run him over to liri at some point because there's crime afoot and tom is busy. they spend most of the ride in silenc#ofc they end up bonding Eventually because they are both obsessed with crazy emotionally stunted redheads named t brennan#tory is more effective than any of the squinterns and manages to piss hodgins off so bad just by existing#coop hangs out in the lab as saroyan tries to kick him out thirty times. he just keeps showing up and she can't prove who's letting him in#(it's tempe.) angela loves tory but tory does not love angela back. saroyan tolerates her. sweets likes her but knows she's hiding somethin#comes to the conclusion that she can read her friends minds and slowly drives himself crazy because obviously that can't be true#tory brings hi along whenever she needs someone with people skills and he is MORE than happy to participate in a hodgins experiment#hi gets to be king of the lab for about ten minutes. shelton hits it off with angela immediately and they solve half the case together#booth fucking HATES hi because he's evasive and really good at the manipulation thing. booth can't win verbal sparring and he gets Big Mad#at one point the four of them are in an interrogation room together (MISTAKE) because tory had them meddling a little too close to the sun#and booth is trying so hard to question them which didn't work even when they COULDN'T read each other's minds#tory figures out who did it and hi steals her thunder a la shrek wasnt vandalized he gave birth#temperance tells tory 'i know you've got a secret sweets told me and even though i don't trust psychology i find he's insightful' etc etc#tory's like well i might be but i can't tell you it's not just my secret and you wouldn't believe me anyway#because let's be real tempe WOULDNT believe her#meanwhile saroyan convinced by sweets paranoia managed to get a sample of tory's blood and test it and is like HEY WHAT THE FUCK#gets hodgins and they just stare at the results together and delve into conspiracy theories. he's like i KNEW there were werewolves#they debate telling tempe but know it wouldnt end well for the kids and decide to get rid of the evidence. but hodgins is SO smug#also angela spends the whole episode trying to convince everyone hi and shelton are dating and no one believes her#they finally see them kiss or something and they're all somehow floored and angela's just like yeah? duh?#if anyone read this i'm sorry and why
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day 124
aint that just the way though huh
#year 4#it me#short version my grandma went to the er last week bc she was feeling ill#suspected it to be some long covid side effects. they put her on fluids & nutrition for most of the week#saturday she was scheduled to go home#mere hours before her discharge she fell and broke her hip#so she had surgery to repair it the following day#but post op she couldnt bear to eat anything and was very tired#so they did more tests#turns out shes like. terminally ill#in a kind of vague and nonspecific way related to being Just Very Old And Frail#but there is very definitely some stuff going on inside her that WILL eventually kill her#we just dont know when exactly#but we though maybe itd be sometime this week#but today she seemed to be rallying so now we are like#okay well do we send her to rehab for her hip or does she need to stay in like a more robust care facility#and its simply a whole thing#and we would really like for her to be able to go home before she dies so she can have unlimited access to her dog#who she loves very much and who is not allowed in the hospital#idk it is just ROUGH. not unexpected but on top of the other shit that has happened this year?#my aunt recovering from brain surgery still#my dog being very old and fragile#my fucking hamster died#its just a lot!!!#cw death#cw pet death#cw animal death#cw terminal illness#day 124
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anytime there's production trivia for something i've actually seen like "& the director didn't tell any of the actors this was going to happen so as to get Not Acted Surprise, from the Actors" it's like that's so funny the way i didn't ever see that part as like wow that seemed so particularly genuine to me compared to other parts of this work or other works in general. but on the other hand there'll be scenes in something where a surprising event occurs around multiple characters and there'll be trivia like "wow the way nobody (else) knew this was going to happen beforehand, in so impactful a scene, that makes sense" and then someone involved will be like that's not true
#different to Beforehand be like okay yeah so there will be an element of surprise within these parameters#like how it's different getting jumpscares in media you can at all expect them & indeed jumping; scared#vs in any format where it is a fully unexpected complete disruption of the Established Conventions / Expectations#like that one's just attacking someone but like it doesn't count anytime you do anything to people if there's no Physical Contact Violence#like spoilers it's just abt consent. even for whatever little things like well actors aren't ppl you try to prank ''real'' reactions out of#or yknow ask that to be Their strategy like well just make the feelings & behaviors Not Acting. in which case everyone will have a bad time#or even when stuff Is supposedly not entirely acting. like unscripted reality things where like behind the scenes is supposed to work#Against whomever is in front of them to like corral them into Situations that they react to as Real. ramp it up until They ramp up &c#watched a movie that was enjoyable enough the other day & good for what it was even supposed to be doing#(which other things deemed more ''objectively'' good do too but w/whatever other elements that make it Worthwhile Art by Contrast)#(stuff that's like so yeah this could be a soap opera / technique of shows/movies considered more ''fluff'' & ''unserious'' but b/c like#the subjects styles characters plotlines &c aren't associated w/things the Fluffy Feelgood Unserious Art is; this is great though#or At Least decided to be ''self aware'' with it & thus using it Savvily vs the Unaware works using it b/c they don't know any better)#anyway & i was like now some acting performances do not feel like ah so Raw Real Genuine lol but yknow. they didn't need to#sure might not be the case in a different work doing different things but in This case it was like i'm getting what i need to get from it#meanwhile even in Any works like on the one hand ethically shouldn't be trying to get ''real'' ''unacted'' shit from Actors / Performers#on the other; firmly secondary hand; that the indeed Pranked(tm) reactions vs acted ones are effectively indistinguishable anyway also#even like mild Good(tm) surprises like; yknow; context needed. does the person know they're getting one. do they like Any surprises#do they have the ability to really trust your intentions re: A Good Surprise as well as you understanding what you'd consider That. & so on
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What's the word, man?
(t5, Zoreinak has 0+3+2d6->7=10 points)
An abomination had come to dwell upon the world.
Its form was short yet gangly, its limbs jointed like insect legs yet soft to the touch, its body crowned with a bulbous head and two huge, staring eyes. It was much like a bird in nature, preferring to perch high in the trees, flee at the least sign of danger, and sing in their strange plosive voices.
For they sang: endlessly and pointlessly, a soft background la-dee-dah that lulled them into witless peace. Some flaw in their brains would ascribe the greatest import and significance to useless platitudes if they arrived in form of song; and so they sang, and ate, and slept, and died, rotting on the branch and accomplishing little of note. Ambition slumbered within them, but they had no reason to act on it.
Zoreinak, short of temper in the years after Ainko's birth, thus unleashed a terrible curse. They chose words in the human language (for in that day, humans all spoke a single language) that recurred again and again in their pointless murmurs: words like 'love' and 'peace' and 'promise'.
How were these words cursed? To speak them would be to invite harm: always to the speaker, and to the listener oft as well. Misfortune might befall all who heard the words, illness might spread among them, or the speaker's heart might simply burst in their chest.
The Quiet Years that followed were a time of fear and death. Some fled, some refused to speak, many did both. A horde of silent exodi populated the lands round the inner sea: a generation hence, each would come to puzzle out language once again. Some, now strangers to one another, would clash in time, and finally amount to something.
Thus victorious, Zoreinak gored the world in triumph, creating a great lake of fire with one antler and a great lake of water with the other, both encircled by tall sharp peaks.
And the First Human Language, with its words of power that all by now had forgotten the meaning of? It still slumbered, carried by secretive word-witches, inscribed on slabs on the island where humanity arose, and of course known to the gods themselves.
(3 pt. corrupt 'city' to create the cursed words as a sort of proto-magic system, 2x 3 pt. shape land to create a large freshwater lake surrounded by forest in the northeast and a volcanically active area along the southwestern coast, 1 pt left)
#world 02548#zoreinak#worldbuilding#perhaps in the future the words can be used as the quote unquote power source of other magical effects#though at any rate the words themselves will still harm the speaker#a pity i cannot really spin this as being the doing of Ainko but ah well ig they are dormant for this turn#actually if someone wants an Ainko action on their behalf I can do that in exchange for a point#makes sense for them to be doing stuff Zoreinak does not really want
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getting an iced pumpkin chai in the morning and then my personal goal is to spend the whole day writing and i hope i can come back to this post tomorrow and rb w how much progress iāve made!!!
#i have a love/hate relationship w this fic and iām gonna rant to myself bc hehe itās almost midnight so why not :>#okay SO. i for some reason just didnāt create any proper outline for this story and i think thatās why itās taken me so long to write it#because i donāt necessarily have a why/a REASON for this story or plotā¦ like even thinking abt doing the dialogue and trying to find flow +#cohesion is making me so š and also honestlyā¦ iām terrible at doing drafts in the first place#i donāt write linearly i jump all over the place while writing and SOMETIMES i can connect things but this time i could NOT#and i would focus on one tiny part for SO long and make no progress anywhere else like GIRLā¦ā¦ā¦ ENOUGH#but hmmmm yeah i also for some reason feel like esp w my writing itās super robotic and doesnāt have emotion#like iām not writing w suguruās voice and instead iām writing as the author and itās kinda irking me#if that makes senseā¦ hmmmmā¦ā¦ā¦.. also i might be doing dual pov so hopefully it doesnāt look too wonky#but yeah š i need to work on scene setting & describing things effectively + doing show not tell#like i just made a mini outline rn and wow . itās Not it at all ššš thereās no WHY to the story and itās making it hard to write#okay not necessarily a āwhyā but like . Whatās The Point of the story#sigh. i need to figure that out#also thereās so much stuff i want to add but i feel like itāll be clunky + itāll move fast or be weird#but my goal for tomorrow is truly and honestly write the meat and bones of it and then i can edit ruthlessly later on#i was thinking of getting it out this week but i forgot election week/donāt have anything really written either š#but hopefully next week if i try hard enough! the goal is before december bc i want this to be a november fic#but yeah thatās my mini vent @ me iām glad to just talk abt in the tags#feels like for this story specifically itās been a lot of looking at my docs instead of writing which is WHACK š¤Ø#also i donāt like my writing style + i want to write better in GENERAL#thatāll come w practice & doing it often though š#ALSO . SIDENOTE but why does tumblr not let me link things anymore like NDNDNDND SO STUPID#OOOOH AND . i need to start/finish selfship moodboards & also create wip lists for geto/gojo/toji but for REAL#as in wipe iāll actually plan to write next not just ones i like the sound of š#ANYWAYS IāM SO SLEEBYā¦ā¦ā¦ honk shoo mimimi cult leader geto please pat my head to sleep and be kind to me#GIRL THIS IS LONG AS HELL OMFG . silence @ me š¤« what a YAPPER#personal
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Not very fond of people like waving off testamentās gender as just a Gear Thing but well at least it becomes funny when people apply it to gears as a whole. Like yeah i can agree with that. It has nothing to do with being a gear tho theyre all just transgender
#okay ill talk about it seriously down here#it does feel like the original intent behind their androgyny was to kind of Other them from humanity#daisuke saying theyve transcended humanity / talking about their āinhuman beautyā#i dont want to call it dehumanizing since theres like. a weird positive (ā¦i guess) angle of them being āaboveā humanity#thats just kind of a trope though. like nonhuman characters without a human concept of gender or sexuality. yknow#but anyway strive didnt really go back on this. they kinda made it a part of their arc?#i think dev backyard says that theyve ālived without the concept of genderā since being turned into a gear#but theres no disconnect from humanity that goes along with that anymore#i like the implication that reconciling with humanity and more importantly their OWN humanity coincided with their presumable transition!#alright now for the part of this i dont like. its weird to assume the gear conversion had some effect on their body and THATS why theyre nb#i think any implications of that are vague enough to be dismissed#i wouldnt even call them Implications its like. messy (and contradictory!) early 2000s phrasing and a theory about 1 line of dialogue lol#early fandom stuff im aware of but dont know enough to talk about aside. nowadays its just used to like#excuse their androgyny. by gamers who cant just. believe that theyre nonbinary because they want to be. lol#not because of anything that was done to their body against their will. or even more simply because theyre just a gear and are Above gender#literally theyre just nonbinary. isnt that cool. i wish everyone could agree this is cool and end the discussion there.#except for me. i can discuss it all i want forever. because im the understander.#whatever. at least the section of testamentās wiki page theorizing about their genitalia is gone now. kissaroo for whoever took that off.#I NEED TO WRITE UP THAT TIMELINE IM LITERALLY NOT KIDDING WHEN I SAY IM AUTISTIC ABOUT TESTAMENTāS GENDER. CLEARLY#the kat goes meow#gg
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Poll adventure (paventure? lol) Day 13: read the small story tidbit below the poll for more details, OR just vote based on initial impression
(ā¦ see past poll results + further information HERE (link) ā¦)
Yesterday's poll decided that The Adventurer should just start crying whilst being robbed in the abandoned barn ...
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Not sure what else to even do, The Adventurer simply collapses into a ball on the floor and starts sobbing, screaming, and rolling about. The hooded figure pauses in confusion at first, but.. apparently is not very sympathetic to his plight.
They rush over, grappling with him as he cries, fighting to pry the backpack out of his hands. The Adventurer continues screeching frantically, and during some of his flailing accidentally swings his arm up, elbowing the hooded figure in the face. They let out an exasperated sigh, knocking him against the wall then firmly yanking him up by the hair, securing their arm around his throat to restrain him as they grab for the backpack. He kicks a few times, struggling, clawing at the hooded figure's arms, but just isn't strong enough to free himself.. There's a thwack and a sudden sharpness in the side of his head, the backpack pulling away from his shoulders, cold ground, and thenā¦ nothing at all..ā¦
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The Adventurer slowly opens his eyes to a quiet foggy morning.. Tiny particles in the dusty barn air gently flutter to and fro, dancing around in the streams of early sunlight trickling through the slight crack of the front doors. With a groan, he rolls over, suddenly feeling every ache in his body. His head, his wrist, his leg injury from crashing the raft.. He spends a while just laying on his back, watching the dust and gazing hopelessly at the moldy boards of the roof, mustering the strength to sit uprightā¦ What can he even do next? He's failed.. His first EVER actual quest of his adventuring career, and he can't even keep a stupid egg safe for more than a few days! What type of adventurer is that?? Maybe he should just give up.. Go back home and do nothing with his life, just as he was meant to... He sighs, turning back onto his side and curling into a ball to sulk even more dramatically. The cat trots over to him to interrupt his swirling thoughts, pawing at his face, then directing him towards a small stack of hay in the corner where... there it is! His backpack!! He scrambles over, immediately digging through to check for his belongings.. To his surprise, everything it still in it's place. His food, his money, all of the cool shiny rocks he's collected so far.. And tucked away in the very bottom, the Mysterious Egg box remains, completely undamaged.. somehow with the egg still inside! And... a note? He shakily unfolds a crisp sheet of pale yellow paper dotted with a few scribbly letters: "I took care of her for you. Be more careful next time. Just get where you have to go."
Well...... He supposes that if there's apparently going to be weirdos following him around anyway, maybe he's lucky at least one of them seems nice. Better than trying to ROB him, at least.. Even if it is a bit creepy. He realizes now that his injuries have been bandaged as well, and that when he woke up, he was wrapped in a blanket, and.. where is the hooded figure? What does the stranger mean that they "took care" of her?? He turns to the cat for answers, as if they'd be able to clear up his confusions, but they simply make a "mrrp!" noise and stare blankly in response. Figuring that it's all far too much to think about first thing in the morning (especially with the headache that he has), he just decides to be thankful he at least still has the egg, and thus can continue on his grand adventure!! He will NOT let himself fail again! Sore and limping but full of renewed motivation, he leaps up (at least as best he can) and continues back onto the road. After walking only a few hours, he comes to a clearing at the top of a large hill, overlooking the next stop on his journey (then double checks the map just to make sure it actually IS the next stop). This is a much bigger area than the previous villages he's been to, possibly large enough to even count as a small city. With a wider variation of shops and attractions available to him than usual, he wonders if he should just take a break and relax the rest of the day.
He's too tired to walk much today anyway, soo.. maybe it'd be good for him to spend some time in a safe public space, doing something to help take his mind off of this morning's dramaā¦ But, what should he do?
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the adventurer's current main quest: follow his map to reach the abandoned castle ruins and see the rare animal specialist about the mysterious egg he has
#paventure posting#poll#polls#choose your own adventure#ERM.. okay I didn't mean to take a 2 week break from doing these. I just got really really busy with Life Things#had various appointments in a row and stuff to sort out. I kept thinking like 'oh I need to get back to that!' and then would be doing#other stuff all day and then at the end of the day just realize that I.. hadn't.. BUT i AM DOING IT NOW!!#I think it's more effective if it's at least once every 1-3 days so that people don't forget the entire story before the next one is out lo#*lol.. but.. alas#Sorry I had to have something bad happen to him. I know I could have made it silly instead like the hooded figure was just like#secretly very sensitive and thinking 'AWW sowwy ur crying#do you want a donut? :(' or something but.. I had to be realistic lol#If some obviously threatening person is coming after you because they want to steal and extremely valuable item from you#for their boss or to sell themselves or whatever. you being vulnerable is just going to give them a chance to take it from you#there are very few instances where realistically that WOULDN'T happen. gbhjb..#Also note: I did not make up the mysterious person who ''saves'' him as a cop out from giving him actual consequences t#o his actions or something. I know it's convenient - but it does make sense. There have always been multiple people following him ever#since he was at the Inn. Even though the Inkeeper tried to hide it very fast and keep hush hush about it. there were people there#who were alerted to the fact that he has the egg. Mostly two specifically. One of them has always been more benevolent because#they have a different end goal. Which is like.. not extremely benevolent actually ghhjbhbj.. but it makes sense for them to act#benevolent at the moment because they have an interest in seeing that the egg is taken to it's ''proper place''.#The two people following him were not directly connected or working for the same people or anything. But the one who just helped him#obviously was very aware of the other. and the other didn't know about the helpful one. ANYWAY#A stumbling block in the beginning of his grand adventuring journey. hopefully things go better for him from here lol#His injuries are pretty minor but he still feels bad since he's not used to fighting. I think he deserves a relax day#he was already 5 seconds away from crying at any given time. now on top of that he's got bruises and a sprained wrist and a headache#and he's not used to having ever been injured or ''fought'' anyone before so he WILL be being very dramatic about it in his head and#finding every possible chance to mention to anyone who will listen about how he was so so brave and got in such a wild fight#and also feels so so bad and please tell him everything will be okay and oh he is so so so injured *big wet seal eyes*#he IS going to feel sorry for himself for weeks gghbjhb..
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Every time I see something about Supernatural, I wonder how much of the current atheist attitude towards Christianity is rooted in people mistaking Supernatural for being well researched and intelligent.
#i saw someone say something like 'is jesus be embarrassed to be associated with the demiurge known as the christian god' and it's like#JESUS OF NAZARETH LITERALLY STARTED A CULT#HE WAS A JEWISH MAN WHO STARTED A CULT THAT KICKED OFF CHRISITIANITY#THE CHRISTIAN GOD IS LITERALLY HIS TAKE ON GOD#is is CALLED THE CHRISTIAN GOD *AFTER HIM*#also that's not even what the demiurge is like#the demiurge-as-god concept really only applies to the old testament god#(and subsequently might be rooted in antisemitisim tbh)#and the demiurge as a whole concept IS SUBSERVIENT TO THE SUPREME BEING and THAT is if you accept that particular branch of gnosticism#(though adding on to the demiurge-as-god thing . . . it also is interesting to me specifically because not only does it reflect#jesus (the son) usurping yahweh (the father)#but yahweh had a son name el and el is where we get all those such-and-such of god names so it's. . . el (the son) usurping the father#(yahweh) and jesus (the son) usurping the father (god) and it's just part of an endless cycle of sons usurping fathers because it is#in the nature of children to eventually wrestle empires from their parents#idk how el might appear in the testaments i'm pretty much only familiar with him in the context of the caulish pantheon and there very#loosely but i just think it's neat how humanity tells the same universal stories with different names over and over across time and space#and then we fight over it???? for some reason????#also this is no shade to supernatural this is 100% shade to the people who try to use supernatural lore in place of researching#shit like djinn and faerie changelings#supernatural is an AMERICAN BASED HORROR SERIES so the folklore is presented THROUGH THAT LENS#and because of that the biblical stuff is ALSO HEAVILY ROOTED in discussion of the effect evangelicalism and purity cults have on people#it is NOT a be all end all dictionary of occult lore
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it's n7 day!!!
the cut content restoration mod i paused my current playthrough of MELE to wait for is out, so i'm climbing back on my bullshit lmao.
#personal#audrey plays mass effect le#yeah i started another playthrough like... last monthish but hadn't really had anything to post yet this time#most of my LE1 screenshots this round are more orbital planetary screenshots LMAO. i will probably post about this though!!!#i was getting really close to noveria and heard this might be out on N7 day so i waited. rubs hands together#on that note tho N7 day wrt to the state of bioware is so fucking funny. i was unbearably excited for today for modding community stuff#and it's like bioware released some teasers? that's nice. waves hand.#is it bad that i don't believe ME5 is actually going to happen? lmao. or if it does i don't have any confidence in its quality.#da: dreadwolf will be the omen for that i think so we'll see huh.
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there is a very specific kind of Male Protagonist Voice which is basically Ron Stoppable-- but you know how it gets applied to basically every energetic guy with a sense of humor, especially in like superhero stuff or whatever, like, Peter Parker often sounds like that, Radiant Black is literally voiced by Will Friedle, etc.
anyway that's not what TJ sounds like. his voice is deeper than that lol
(i don't have a voice claim though lol, i just know it's not will friedle LOL)
#he's also kind of a stoner so like....you know. calmer i guess#I'm sure he does get higher and faster in his tone if he's excited though#nadia rambles#oc stuff#refactor aka tj#i bring this up cause i'm finally watching the lackadaisy pilot after 84 years and rocky has That Voice you know?#honestly freckle is probably a pretty close swing for TJ if i were to compare#like really close fit actually not too deep not too high#anyway really like the use of violin stings as a sound effect in this#also mordecai is really well executed
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The character in question that I've had a crush on since I was 9, by the way
#i haven't even played worl.d of war.craft since i was 16#but nel.tharion/death.wing is still on my mind#9 year old me was really like āi could fix himā#his VOICE though....#apparently some more recent stuff kinda ignored the fact that the reason he went Evil(TM)#was that he was basically manipulated over thousands of years and effectively mind controlled by beings known to make people act like#the opposite to how they usually are#and instead bliz.zard have decided to destroy their own writing of a tragic character by going āactually he was kinda bad the whole timeā#LIKE WHAT. HE LITERALLY WASN'T. GUY HELPED SAVED ALL THE PROTO-DRAGONS FROM GETTING EATEN AND THEN WAS A PROTECTOR OF THE LAND FOR MILLENNIA#i don't get why they couldn't still acknowledge that yes he was an antagonist while also still keeping his ACTUAL LORE#anyway i'm thinking back to my old sort of āwhat ifā style of thoughts with nel#if i do put him on The Official F/O List(TM) then it'll be that au version in my head#like an au where he doesn't have to be killed because he does manage to break away from the control of the old g.ods#and is then left having to cope with the fact that he's not really had full control of himself for who knows how long. centuries or more#anyway for some clarification i didn't start playing that game when i was 9 but i did however watch my dad play it. a lot.#and i'd always be asking him about the dragons (especially nel.tharion/death.wing. i was a little obsessed.)#so like. yeah that dragon was one of my first fictional crushes#(this is all official artwork by the way)#thorn talks#crush tag
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I am thinking very very hard abt the toy world guys and oh baby I love dropping in disturbing lore bits that are just sorta dripped into the actual plot and otherwise are not explained <3
#rat rambles#oc posting#I rly want to build this world in a way where the worldbuilding does exist and it does effect things but you still dont get to know abt it#and I especially rly want to hit this balance with the new choice lore Im cooking rn because its that sort of thing I think is more fucked#up the more that is left to be implied or completely untold#Im still figuring out what I want that balance to be though especially since I ultimately don't Need to tell basically anything#so its more so a matter of how much Im willing to risk putting on display for the sake of implying less relevant stuff#because its fun for me to know that the ripple of this event was far larger than any of the cast will ever know but idk if I want the#hypothetical reader to have that experience too or not and if so to what extent#because ofc I dont want to make it too obvious what this ripple looks like and what it may have impacted#and there is smth fucked up in its own right if I Did just fully keep all that to myself#and this does matter because I am toying around with the idea of committing a bit harder to this story and making it a thing one day#nothing is guaranteed but I do really Really like the story Ive been building here and I think it'd be fun to make it real someday#not anytime soon but one day maybe#maybe I could use it as my next step after spiraling upwards? we'll see.#speaking of spiraling upwards I'm planning on rescripting some stuff and continuing to work on the script soon#I am starting to have a clearer vision of what I want to do for the first chunk of the story#Im also deciding wether I keep the original prologue or not but Ill keep procrastinating on that one for a bit I think#the current prologue is intentionally kind of irrelevant to the rest of the plot but Im starting to doubt myself on if it's a good choice#Ill probably end up reworking it at least a little bit though if only to better establish the main plot by a bit#because its Technically kind of relevant the pov just isnt paying attention to the relevant parts#so maybe I can have her pay a smidge more attention for like a page or two and then call it good#anyways this does mean I will have to give the toy story a real name unfortunately :/#sighhhh. I hate naming stories soooo much.#maybe I can just pop open a random word generator and see what calls out to me
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Anybody else have an instance where their shoulder was bent weird while doing something and it felt like it was out of place but you could still use it and popped it right back but now it does that same thing every once in awhile and youāre starting to wonder if you dislocated it and healed it wrong?
#emma posts#is this a super specific instance or do I share this experience with someone?#also should I see my doctor about it?#itās been like a year so idk what she could do even if it was dislocated back then#it might have happened even earlier but I just remember it really fucking up while I was building a chair#I was holding something in place at a weird angle and pop! but then I put it right back#and I never lost the use of it during that whole thing and it only took two days to feel totally normal again#but itās happening a lot more since that day. just not often enough for me to know what does it#I keep doing these things that itās like āshould I see a doctor? should I tell the nurse that looks at me once a week?ā#and then I forget about it until something goes wrong again#my body just has a habit of fucking itself up and then going right back to normal again within a day or two#some stuff is extreme enough for me to go to the er or something like that kidney stone#but a lot of other weird injuries or symptoms that go away right afterwards I just feel like#what could my doctor even do about it? and then I have to schedule an appointment and get a ride and all that. ughā#I do need to get an iud and vaccines soon though#Iām pretty sure Iām up to date on most vaccines but Iām not sure about the flu#I did go in last year and get two or three at a time to catch up with anything I missed or needed updated#it was mostly updating stuff like tetanus#I donāt know if thereās been a more recent covid booster from the last one I got I think a few months ago#but when I get an iud I need to schedule an appointment with my neurologist and thatās also annoying and takes time and finding a ride#and getting a ride there isnāt even going to somewhere in the same town! my general doctor is in this town#but apparently estrogen levels can effect one of my seizure medications so I would need a dose adjustment
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My boyfriend has really vivid, elaborate dreams. Heāll often wake up and talk about some grand narrative- travel, exploration, politics, performances. Iāve always been a little jealous, he can hold really good plots together for them sometimes.
But anyway, this does have a downside; vivid, elaborate dreams make for vivid, elaborate nightmares. I can usually tell when itās one of those nights, since he grinds his teeth pretty badly.
I was never quite sure what to do when I knew he was having a bad time of it, though the grinding alone was enough to worry me and push me towards intervening. I used to just shake him gently, hope to rouse him just enough to reset the dream or something, but it wasnāt too effective and anyway waking him up all the time isnāt good for rest.
Iām rather proud of the strategy I eventually settled on: gently, so as not to wake him up, Iād lay one arm across his hands, wrapping his fingers around me so that he was holding on. Nightmares being nightmares, I can usually count on a pretty tight grip when this happens.
It may seem a little odd, but consider that holding on to something with both hands is typically a very agentic frame of mind. We hold on to things that give us power, in one way or another, and possessing objects often makes us feel powerful in some respects. That has consequences, even for a dreaming mind.
I knew it was working when he woke up rather mystified from one such dream, and told me that heād been running through the caverns of some dungeon or cave system, pursued by monsters, but then all of a sudden he was holding a giant anime sword and fought them off instead. So I got to be a sword for him that night, I was delighted.
I donāt usually get to know exactly what happened, since even for a very vivid dreamer like Ritter, nine tenths of these things get forgotten. But I know Iāve been things like door handles, steering wheels, stuff like that. And even when I donāt know what I am to him, he doesnāt grind his teeth nearly as much- the sleep is deeper and more peaceful, so I get plenty of feedback that itās working.
Itās such a perfect encapsulation of love in microcosm, isnāt it? No matter how much you mean to them, and how much they mean to you, the gap between two conscious lives is fundamentally separating you. But fundamental does not mean insurmountable. Thereās this whole world in him, full of dreams and perspectives that Iāll never truly experience. But I will be a part of those worlds all the same, finding little ways here and there to make sure that the dreams of me make him a better, stronger, and happier person.
Or at least, so one hopes. Itās a difficult challenge, and things often go awry. But usually you get at least a little lucky.
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