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#I walked to uni to go to class but turns out there's no classes today so I came all the way back home#it was snowing the entire time and I couldn't open my umbrella because of the wind#anyway it was super annoying#also weird because it didn't snow at all in February and decided to snow now!#I mean it's normally in this part of the country to snow in March but it was also normal in February and it didn't#so I assumed we weren't getting anything this year#it probably won't stay though#it melted as it touched the ground#it stayed on my fucking glasses though 馃槫馃槫!#now I have to clean them up
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#kaname date#ai the somnium files#ai nirvana initiative#aistf#aini#today's va spotlight is greg chun - the voice of... he :^)#i was gonna draw date for different prompt but i saw an opportunity to be a troll and i took it lmaO I'M SORRY#i promise the next one won't be a cop though i swear it on all the fictional characters i've ever loved#i cannot tell you how much i missed him while playing nirvana initiative...#i'd get so excited whenever he'd show up but then he'd open his mouth and i'd wish he stayed gone fdshkjdfs#if you've played aini you probably recognize where i got my ref from#stupid p0rno man i hate him (lie)#my art
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Five [Kakashi fancomic, 72/?]
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#five comic#karaii art#i might go back and reorder this strip once i draw more sakumo anbu parts#but i've been wanting to draw sasori for ages so i rushed ahead :3#komushi is an anime-only character who was sasori's apparent best friend#though sasori was presumably using him the fact that he stayed alive for so long tells me sasori was fond of him. in his own way#for the purposes of five comic i'm having sasori komushi and yoshino be childhood friends#i figured komushi's nonstop cheer is what most prepared sasori to calmly deal with deidara's exuberance HAHA#anyway#i'll probably get into it further on so i won't spoil much but#sasori had A Complexly Traumatic Childhood that led him to develop into a very particular brand of sociopath#who immortalizes his hurts like puppets....
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As I don't want to leave negativity on someone else's post, but saw something WILDLY out-of-character, when an actual in-character relationship is RIGHT FUCKING THERE.
Sakura and Shirou's kitchen-relationship:
Shirou: "I need to get there first and start breakfast, or-"
Sakura: *innocently smug* "Hello senpai, I got started without you"
Shirou internally: "Noooo, my kitchen-time is being stolen"
Shirou externally: "Ah. Well, if you've already started, how can I help?"
Sakura internally: "Yay! I won first-place, and I get to make senpai happy with my cooking now!"
Rin and Archer's kitchen-relationship:
Rin: "How dare you-!"
Archer: *smirking like a bastard* "Oh? Have I touched a nerve, Rin? Were you under the mistaken impression that your chocolate-chip cookies are in any way adequate beyond the bargain-bin at a kindergarten bake-sale?"
Rin: "... I will fucking END YOU"
Archer: *scoffs* "I should be so lucky"
#like. sakura-shirou's kitchen-rivalry? it's basically fluffy puppy-love. it's the one area in their lives that ISN'T traumatic.#rin-archer's kitchen-rivalry? archer loves to piss people off and rin is EXTREMELY competitive. even about cooking.#basically? archer would LOVE to one-up rin with his many years of experience. and she'd gnash her teeth and swear bloody vengeance.#though to be entirely fair. they could probably do this about ANYTHING. provided that archer is given the opportunity to be a troll.#also. for the sake of completion ->#rin-sakura post-HF is a version of sakura-shirou bcs it's about them reconnecting more than anything else#rin-sakura outside of that is mostly walking on egg-shells and pretending as if they're not. the resulting food is mediocre#bcs neither side is really willing to put their foot down and say ''we should do it like this'' so they're averaging-out to meh.#-> rin-shirou is them kind of just... hip-checking each other out of the way so that they can cook their own thing#they're a bit competitive. but neither side is really going to instigate things beyond ''they did X well so now i have to do Y really well'#-> archer-shirou is similar to rin-archer but with actual hate as the undertone instead of pride. archer isn't even having fun#shirou is WRONG and INCORRECT and archer wants to BASH HIS STUPID FUCKING SKULL IN.#and shirou is very much looking at the kitchen knife and THINKING ABOUT IT. but he won't do that. bcs the kitchen is SACRED#and archer WOULD KNOW THAT if he wasn't such an ABSOLUTE ASSHOLE.#stories#relationships#laughing#fate stay night#my writing
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DT EPISODE 12 SPOILERS !!!
Ok I'm like barely awake, because it was 5AM and now 6
BUT LA
SHOULD I BE SCARED????
LEVI STAY WITH ME MAN- 馃槹馃槶
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#danganronpa despair time#drdt#drdt spoilers#not tagging any characters to prevent spoilers#BUT LIKE STAY WITH ME MAN PLEASE 馃槶馃槶#I KNOW I SUSPECTED YOU THE LONGEST BUT DON'T GOOO#CHAT SHOULD I BE SCARED#The episode overall was good though and intense-#I don't have much to offer because I'm still like barely awake.#I'll probably rewatch after being properly energized#And I still won't have much to share with the table bc I'm dumb :'))#and#idk what im yapping about#most of the time#yay!!! yippee!!!
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untitled-[whatever numbers were in noogai's username] since noogai seems like the type to have so many unnamed artworks
oughhhhhhh. i think it was noogai3? untitled-3........ you're so right anon
#tommy's foolery#that's so big-brain...... i love that#i guess we're calling user!alan noogai. that seems simpler anyway#but noogai is confused because didn't he already have an untitled-3? that doesn't seem like the right amount#he must have deleted it and just forgotten. though he has no idea why this one came to life without him intervening or giving it a name#MAN... he actually gets to ask the programmer why the sticks are coming to life on their own#all they can guess is just 'must be some weird bug. it's probably fine if you just delete it'#but it won't delete while alan is still running and and for some reason noogai can't shut him down#so they just kind of let him stay#tommy's stickmen tag#tommy's aus#tommy's stick!alan
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I REGRET NOTHING.
Original source of the moon
#sonic the hedgehog#Kinda also a reference to Unleashing of a Dark Night because there's this thing called the Gaia Eclipse in it that makes the moon purple#The lore behind the Gaia Eclipse is that WereMobians used to be Dark Gaia spawn and they became independent from Dark Gaia#Dark Gaia's understandably pissed about that and uses the eclipse to try to control them again#That's only for the True WereMobians though. They're the ones that used to be Dark Gaia spawn#I made Sonic a Demi-WereMobian in UoaDN so he won't be affected by the eclipse other than staying stuck in Werehog form while it's going on#Basically True WereMobians can transform whenever they want while Demi-WereMobians only transform at night. Both turn at night regardless#I probably shouldn't go on like this when I make a meme like this but just thought you should know#sonic the werehog#light gaia#chip sonic unleashed
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Probably won't finish this so here it is
The captain and the medic
Minus Maximinus and Stargate
If you have any questions about them send an ask! (this is a threat)
#Minus Maximinus#Stargate#Maccadam#tf ocs#tf oc#transformers oc#Stargate is Kittycookies's oc#Minus is a fucking train wreck of a mech but Stargate is slowly helping him through it and in return#Maybe the two grow a little less worse together. Grow a little better as time passes#Minus will Not touch anyone unless they touch him first#Here though. Only their little head pieces are touching so it doesn't count#Minus is the captain of a ship of people from both sides#He doesn't care what side they're on as longest they don't cause problems on purpose (he's the only exception)#That is because he never joined a side. Mechs might be surprised by this but he found it very easy to stay out of the war. He was just#Very stubborn about it#I probably won't draw him anytime soon so if you want to know anything about him or his relationship with Stargate send an ask#Or his very tragic backstory because boy does this guy have issues#And you know what? I will say it for I am no such thing as a coward#Reblogs are better than likes#Reblogs are like a bucket of very pretty crystals while Likes are like a boring little grey rock that dug a hole through your good shoe#King's shoodles
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on the negative side, I'm never drinking caffinated tea ever again because it apparently makes me manic. That's especially sad because I found that out after drinking delicious tea I'll never be able to drink again and by becoming manic (i.e. the hard way)
on the plus side, I wasn't manic before I drank caffeine! and I probably won't be come tomorrow afternoon thank fuck. It's so unpleasant. So, so uncomfortable. I'm already starting to come down I think. It's hard to tell.
but yeah otherwise getting tea with my friends was nice. It was kind of magical to do a tea tasting, it's just too bad that- well. Can't drink alcohol. Can't drink coffee. Can't even drink tea either. They need to invent some kind of chocolate milk tasting or something for me personally so I don't feel like a sad wet dog about the situation.
#personal#mental illness#*shaking the bars of my emotional cage* let me be depressed or normal again damn you#I want out#it sucks that bipolar is like alcoholism#you have to watch yourself every damn day like sam vimes does there's no 'being done' or 'solving it'#it's not like healing a wound in a cast#it's not even like celiac's#there is always that psychological component#that little evil weevil impulse that says 'pick the bad decision!' in a voice that sounds just like yours#it'll be fiiiiine#<- words said just before relapse#I want to fit in! I want to have fun!#<- about to ruin my whole week like a dumbass#I was stupid. even at the event it was starting to hit me and I just fucking. gave up#'well it's already horrible'#'might as well have more?'#no. no that's dumb. once you get in a hole there's no reason to keep digging lav! that's A BIGGER HOLE#stop! stop! it's already too deep! [simpsons meme]#etc#it's really hard because it wouldn't normally hurt other people so it's really tempting to just pretend the boundary is fake and not real#long enough to step over it#even other bipolar friends don't have as uh. delicate sensibilities as I do around caffeine#so it feels profoundly bad that I can't indulge in it#though one part is the forbidden aspect#I want it and can't have it- so I want it more because I can't have it#I stayed within budget though#I got a fun trinket to remember the special occasion by (tradition tea brewer and cups that I'll drink chamomile out of because fuck it)#I have enough to get ramen tomorrow (yay! something I enjoy that won't hurt me physically or mentally!)#and I'll probably get weaving supplies this month
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How do i even fucking answer that. Genuinely. Do i even answer that. I dont really think ic are that much anymore
#shes not really all that#I can just cancel on her tbh#Because like. Literally whats the point#Ok we can hang out sure whatever sure I dont care though? I dont#that's not why i was interested. Like she seems great to be clear and i do love talking to her#but like. Im not even like. A complete person.#Its ok. Im going to just ride out today and tmrw i will probably be logical even though I think i just am going to delte the app#bc Whats the fucking point !#Yeah lets friendly style go to a flea market. Fucking sure. On the dating app. Sure.#and everyone is like that sucks but you know that its good she told you - Yeah but i didnt want to fucking know that#Nobody gets how hard it is to always hear I want to fuck you from people you don't like and hear#I can't be with you because you won't fuck me. from people you do like#WHATEVER it seems like all my friends are having good days and I like did a thing and its not like any of this matters#Because ill cancel on her and that will give me more time to do something productive that day#And all this is good becausei can just get ahead on my fucking work#and instead of me being there my two friends who are dating can like cuddle and I just dont have to be involved at all#and she can just. Whatever. I don't really like her anyway#'lets be friends' in the context of something that isnt that is such an afterthought I understand that culturally.#Ik this is all really amatonormative and i realize im being a dick in that way. I do have more sensible opinions generally i assure u#but like. yeah man nobody will want to date me unless i fuck them. Awesome news. Should i just kill myself.#will mare ever actually have a truly requited relationship? despite having been in three? Stay tuned
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Hi! Correct me if I'm wrong, but I think i remember you mentioning at some point that you've replaced your own GB cartridge batteries. Do you use electrical tape, or do you solder? I don't want to damage anything, but I'm looking for a low-key, won't-bother-controlling-housemates method, haha. Soldering feels like something that would raise eyebrows.
I do replace the batteries in my own cartridges!! I solder them on, and in my experience, so long as you properly prepare and read up on how to do it, soldering a battery on is a SUPER quick and easy process. I've never tried the electrical tape method because it seemed kind of sketchy (in the "I don't think that's going to work properly in the long run.." kind of way) but genuinely I promise that soldering is not that bad (just. Y'know. Don't grab the iron instead of the handle lmao). You see people on YouTube having an entire fancy little setup on their desks or something for doing it and it's not even needed; I replace my batteries sitting on the floor with my cartridge on top of a piece of paper and it takes 5 minutes. I will tell you this: when it comes to replacing batteries, solder wick is your BEST friend. Use it. You gotta get every last bit of old solder off those contacts on the board before you put the new battery on.
(Also, as a side note: when buying batteries, no matter which method you're going to try, make sure the tabs on the batteries aren't on backwards. For the love of god, do this. It is SUCH a pain in the ass to buy batteries with the tabs attached wrong and then have to twist them just enough to connect them to the contacts properly so you can solder them on. 0/10 experience just for being annoying as hell.)
#for real though soldering isn't that bad! if you decide to try it though make sure to actually read up on what you're doing#you won't damage anything so long as you're sticking to the battery area on the cartridge and there's enough space there to stay there#the most annoying part is really just getting all the old solder off with the wick. after that it's the easiest thing in the world#to just solder on the tabs of the new battery#a soldering pump would probably make getting the old solder off easier but i don't do it often enough to buy one lmao#<-to justify buying one i mean#asks
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theres something so sad and pretty about being lovesick
You love yourself so much you wish to find someone who can love you more - or find someone who can hold your broken pieces together.
But you don't trust anyone to hold those broken pieces of yours.
Can you imagine? A broken vase seeks glue to help it back together, but it won't trust anyone to find r use the right glue. Because the vase is afraid their pieces, for their beauty, will be pocketed and leave them incomplete. Or that fixer will use the incorrect glue that brings the vase only a temporary fix before it's inevitable re-breaking.
Its a bittersweet thing, wanting to find someone who will love you entirely, completely, and fully. But you can't trust yourself to trust them.
#Brains all weird cuz of pain meds#This probably won't make sense to anyone else but me#Who knows#Random rants#Might delete later#Reading my Bible always brings me peace about this though :]#Cuz God's got someone out there for me#I just need to stay patient and trust Him#That our paths will cross 1 day#And I'll find my proper glue :]
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i was doing sooooo well today and then i started thinking about the future and now i'm crying in bed and rewatching a comfort movie
#my friend asked me to live with her and i had to say no#even though i would absolutely love to#i just. i have no idea what my future is going to look like#and i can't commit to staying here when i'm applying to jobs all over the country#and (more likely) will not get any of those jobs and will have to move back home with my parents#i am applying to jobs here too so like. best case scenario is that i get one of those and we can move in together#but realistically i won't be able to stay here and i'd just have to let her down#so like. saying no at this point is the most sensible thing to do#but it fucking hurts#i can't stand this feeling of having no idea where my life is going#not even knowing where i'm going to be in two months is fucking killing me#idk man i just feel like i'm standing on the edge of a gaping chasm#and in a month i'll have to step forwards and i don't know if anything will be there to catch me :/#also i'm on my period so like. i am probably slightly overreacting but also oh my god i'm fucking terrified#馃
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Still finishing this and the others up, but since AU characters are allowed on Art Fight I'm adding the Silent Ponds. Which I haven't talked much about here.
I'm @/AnxiousHare on Artfight! >:)
Brief(ish) AU summary: Amy and Rory were taken as kids by Madame Korvarian and were raised to catch/kill the Doctor with Mels/River Song. They succeed in capturing the Doctor using Amy as a "lure", but he isn't killed immediately for research purposes.
Life is very poor for the Doctor there, but he doesn't want to leave without Amy, and Amy keeps petitioning for the Doctor to be kept around due to her own attachment to him.
After Amy has and loses Melody (Korvarian brings Melody back to her past self, kick-starting the events of the AU in its own little paradox), Amy, Rory, and Mels take the Doctor and run away in the TARDIS.
#rose rambles#rory williams#doctor who#doctor who au#dw au#(I did Rory first to make Curtis happy lol)#terrible things happened to them and they've done terrible things#the world keeps turning and the Doctor is /too/ forgiving by sticking around#Amy blames the Doctor for the whole situation. The Doctor blames himself. Neither of them are willing to let the other go so they stay#like this.#The Ponds grow and change and have the opportunity to better themselves as people#and become happier in their own skins#as they get further and further distance from the church#but they can't make up for what they did to the Doctor while he was there#and the Doctor won't forgive himself for never saving them. for arriving so late.#but redemption isn't a real goal#all you can do is try and live a better life#for you and the people you care about.#anyways.#the spacesuit probably(?) doesn't exist here because the focus is much less on#such a physical representation of the trauma of losing your autonomy and self#and more on the emotional and mental consequences#of a (comparatively) less fantastical version of the horrors they went though#They were just kids.#tw guns#ask to tag
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omg writing again and it doesn't feel like i'm rusty at all despite having not written for like a year
#maybe it's because i've been sitting on the idea for so long#tbh probably won't finish bc in my brain it's a long one but that's really unfamiliar to me#i was trying to fall asleep but beginning sentence was beamed into my brain so i had to#this one might be staying between me and god though
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#i slept in two parts today#on both i dramed about some shit that got me mentaly fucking tired#i don't remeber the first one#it probably has something to do with harry and louis and running from someone things we couldn't really run from like physically#and second one was so fucking horrible#maybe not literally blod and guts but#it was stress of getting ready to school in the morning#like i couldn't just get my shit together#no clothes were fitting#i couldn't put them in right order#i had two bagpacks both heavy as fucking hell#and still i hadn't all things i needed there#and all that time my parent were yelling at me to do everything faster or they will drive away and leave me#and it was nightmare that pressure#coz i knew i won't make it by myself (too far away from everything)#and if i stay it would be hell later too#so i didn't actually wanted to go to school but had and it was nightmare#i'm so fucking happy to not have to live though all this shit anymore#i hate it so fucking much#it wasn't that intese like in that dream#but it was horrible for my mentaly anyway#why tf we have to live in the world where we have to do so much shit we don't want#i don't fucking cope good with that#anyway i'm rambling k bye
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