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It is one of those times I am glad my own Spirit resides in them.
#oh they all point north I imagine#sometimes I wonder how many more things are around the cornet#I mean.....of course you looked good....but I did try a little harder after I saw who was in class with me#I mean.....even I know how handsome I was at 18#hot enough to drive crazy crazier cure hotness and fuck and Fuddrucker#what a strange year....high tides and tides lower than I realized#it must have been curious for them#knowing I could kill them#they still underestimated my power though#hey blood sucker....imagine the moat power you could ever dream of....now mulitiply that by infinity and here I am#the other night she was like I cat and ran.... you're God bro#well I am a frustratingly(to myself) humble God if nothing else
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some thoughts about wan and his sister, and his relationship towards khem based on that trauma
this might sound very morbid, but i wonder if part of what further drove wan to his eventual breakdown was seeing his (only) friend be used and assaulted in a similar way his sister was? because the first panic attack/episode that we see wan experience happens when khem is being sexually exploited in the room right next to him.
i don't know if it was intentional or not, but i just think it must have been awful, to know that his friend is being used in such a similar way, to be directly in the other room from where it's happening but not being able to do anything because you've been taught that that's just how the world works and you can't intervene, because intervening will only make it worse for you both. i wonder if it might have contributed to his hatred and need for revenge, that it filled his head with conviction that certain groups of people were just bad and evil and were always gonna be, until he became convinced everyone had to die.
i do think the cigarettes had something to do with it (opium? maybe?) because it seemed to trigger his panic attacks when he smoked, but there was always something else too that set it off (blood, firework, screaming), and maybe it was the thought that after the man was done, he could walk in and find khem like he found his sister, and that makes me so so sad that he never found peace to the moment he died (by his friend's own hand).
#i tried to word this as carefully as i could#because its such a serious topic#but i was really curious#since its a somewhat similar situation#i cant imagine what that must have been like for the both of them#man suang#mansuang#khem#wan man suang#man suang spoilers
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New DoG sprite just dropped
#terribly drawn stuff#terraria calamity#calamity mod#devourer of gods#a new dog gijinka isn't exactly in my top priorities#but I might one day. maybe.#if you're curious I do like the new sprites and think they are an improvement over the current ones#but I still have a couple issues with them#still mad respect to the sprite artist it must have been a nightmare to draw that
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As a trans guy who does want to have kids by way of pregnancy in the future, thank you for being normal about the idea. It's bothered me for years how the fandom gets all up-in-arms about somebody daring to portray a trans character getting pregnant (or getting someone pregnant). We're not a monolith and some of us do actually want to do that at some point, and there's nothing wrong/gross/bad about that. It's just a normal life event that some people experience!!!
you’re very welcome anon!! that’s exactly why i think it’s important to push back against this- while i know it’s coming from a place of wanting to be respectful, this behavior can actually be deeply hurtful to other trans people. there’s nuance and condemning the conversation about it entirely does more harm than good, especially with the state of reproductive rights today. we SHOULD be normalizing trans parents, not shoving them aside as “problematic representation” in fiction
#not to make it abt fandom drama but a part of me is now kinda curious if the backlash has anything to do with… a certain animator#who had a few aus abt trans ppl having kids. and one of them didnt sit well with me#and they got outed as a creep and their opinions were held as inherently bigoted and corrupt#so now anyone who does something even remotely similar like having transfem tigerheart rewrites or trans pregnancy#must be on the same level of ‘’creepy’’ as they were#even tho aside from the one that rubbed the wrong way- the other au i saw looked just fine and wasnt even exclusive to that person#this is all conjecture i cant really verify this but the fandoms always been weirder abt lgbt stuff than theyd like to admit#so it wouldnt shock me#mail#anonymous
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Hello Stray community! After two months of work, I'm excited to bring your attention to this video!
Someone by the name of "Балвд лыжыэфэф" on YouTube extracted over six hours of music and ambience from Stray's game files. This is an amazing resource, full of extended tracks, ambience, and cut content.
What it lacked, however, were time-stamps. The description included a list of all the audio files that were extracted, but nothing to indicate when a track ended or began, nor where it played in-game.
So, I did all that! Almost every track in this video is now time-stamped, with listings that show where everything plays in-game. I made a comment that listed everything as it appears in the video, and one that lists everything as it appears in-game. I also made a list of some motifs. I couldn't help myself.
This was a lot of work, and I'm so thrilled to share it with you all. If you're looking for a song that was never or only partially included in the OST, you'll find it here! And if you find any mistakes, please let me know! Enjoy!
#I listened to six and a half hours of Stray audio so you don't have to! (But you should. It's all great.)#(But maybe you shouldn't listen to all of it. It's a lot of audio.)#(But listen to some of it!! You won't regret it. The audio is BEAUTIFUL.)#(Now it's just. Easier to navigate! It was such a mess when I found it.)#Did I mention that this video is ad free? I don't think I could've done this if it wasn't.#Stray game#Stray 2022#Text#Strayposting#Yeah that's my personal Stray tag now. For when I post about Stray. Which is never.#But I will! I will. I must.#Feel free to send an ask if you're having trouble finding a certain track! I'd love to help you.#I already have a chunk of the file names memorized..#Speaking of file names! Some of them are weird! And disturbing! And strange!#Like this one track is called Cult for seemingly no reason. Curious.#There's quite a few others. But I'll let you discover them yourself.#Also! If you just wanna. Talk about the music. With somebody. I would love to talk about the music with you.#Please talk to me about the music.#I'm full of the music.#Do you know how long I've been listening to the music. Do you even know— *is dragged off stage*#Okay ramble OVER. Back to lurking. *disappears*#Youtube
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stop fucking flirting with me, you rancid little man
#bg3#thoughts about media#never had this dialogue before. durge exclusive or...??#either way- I'm lying astarion. please keep talking about murder. it does something for me personally.#also LMAO at him “hiding” his vampirism. baby I can SEE your fangs and bite mark. you aren't hiding shit.#imagining him asking corydalis this and corydalis having to explain that decapitating him would be difficult due to his scaly skin.#with the parasite- his abilities are weakened and thus he can actually be poisoned whereas normally he is immune.#he'd admit he's always been curious what it's like to be poisoned lol.#you know. despite only having fully beat the game once- I have nearly 500 hrs in bg3.#I've half finished many campaigns. and now. when I must begin an adventure with no corydalis to return to...#...well it hurts. it is not the same without him...I will forever treasure him and experiencing the story alongside him.#this new character is a durge. aaaanother tiefling because I enjoy them. he isn't Actually the durge lorewise though.#I had my own story already formulated for him. even before I made him in game. I think I still want to keep him a bhaalspawn though.#if not bhaal- he'll be tied to myrkul. since corydalis has existing beef with myrkul.#he's got body type 1 instead of 2 and goodness it is SO strange to Look Up To the gents. like what do you MEAN they are TALL?!#astarion is like a little mouse. he is not supposed to be tall! wyll has transmasculine short king allure. he is not supposed to be tall!#gale can be a LITTLE tall. I guess. but he's such a sopping wet cat of a man. I can hardly imagine him being THAT tall.#none of them are taller than corydalis! bar halsin and karlach of course.
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Would Hunter tell Luz Amity knows about her glyph scar? Or would that be something he and Amity are both going to Ignore Forever outside of 1 on 1 conversations until Luz brings it up?
GOD GOOD QUESTION. i think he Would tell her, just so luz doesn't freak if she wakes up one night with her sleeve ridden up & the scar exposed. he's like hey... blight has seen your arm. SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT IT MEANS she doesn't know what the glyphs are. but she's chill. okay?? she's not gonna tell anyone. it's all good
while luz is like. okay well. i... have no idea what to do with that,
#replies#luz going to amity like 'why didnt you ever ask me about them??' and amity like 'i didnt need to know'#'but you must have been curious' 'it was belos. right?' luz looks like she's gonna throw up. amity is like yeah that's. what i thought#toh#princess luz au#shitty idiot repression gang#and who is that other witch
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got me some vamp fangs! :F
#Sel talks#HOHOHO!!!#I'VE HAD THEM IN FOR AN HOUR AND I'M HAVING SO MUCH FUN#I was able to bite into a juice box and they didn't fall off#And ough the feelings I got when I did that#Really satisfied a stim that I've been craving for awhile :)#I must purchase more boxes to bite :3#Considering wearing them to work since I wear a mask anyway#The only time people would see them is while I'm on lunch :3#I'm curious how well they do while eating#OUGH#they make me want to get some custom fit ones that look more natural x3#But those are like 3-5x the price of these#God how fun it would be to pull out a fake rat and bite into it :3#If only I wasn't so afraid of the social repercussions u_u
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Also, Ruan Mei was the one who lent the Phase Flame to Ratio, wasn't she?
#That Ratio and her were working together seemed to be the case since we first found him but idk#Ruan Mei plays dumb when we ask about him but I thought it was clear that she did know him#Herta also pretends she doesn't know him for some reason#cringefail acquaintance#Jokes aside I wonder why they did that. Is it because they both are ehm working behind each other's back#(Herta when it comes to the IPC‚ the SU and the bet‚ Ruan Mei kind of with everything)‚ or is it due to some other more complex reason?#Based on we've seen thus far I do think Ratio and Ruan Mei were working together in something#and that she was in the known of at least some things. Perhaps not everything#She seems to care about things beyond her research even less than Herta does#But given what we're told it seems fair to conclude the fire Ratio had was given to him by Ruan Mei#Herta said Ruan Mei needed it for some research. So either she didn't need it anymore and didn't mind giving it to Ratio afterwards#or maybe what Ratio was doing was something she was a part of. Or did Ratio steal it when he was around the seclusion zone?#I'm not inclined to think that tbh it seems to me Ruan Mei must have been knowingly implied. Yet now she owes Herta a favour#Which is more valuable according to Herta. This quest has left me very curious about the development of all this#Screwllum suspected Ratio since the beginning. I wonder if he suspects Ruan Mei too#Ruan Mei's line about Screwllum makes it seem like they don't get along too well I think. I have so many questions xD#I am very curious about all this‚ satisfied and potentially excited. Not yet excited but I sure have hopes for an exciting development haha#Maybe it will all end up being nothing but the relationships between the characters in the Genius Society (especially these three)#seems kind of messy and that intrigues me. The relationship the three of them have with Ratio seems intriguing too#Any iteration of these dynamics seems to be very interesting#Maybe it will all end up being nothing or I may be misreading or seeing more than there is but I am looking forwards to knowing more#I talk too much#Traces
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like on one hand biden did heinous stuff during his presidency and i have no personal liking for the guy, but on the other hand part of me does feel sympathetic bc it must suck to have to end your presidency in such a lacklustre way after having literally everyone demand you leave the race. on the third hand, there are presidents who would never have the grace and self-awareness to exit the race no matter how badly they were going to do or how many calls for it there were. on the fourth hand, biden's calls have directly contributed to the murder of thousands of people. on the fifth hand, he made some pretty significant progress domestically and improved the lives of thousands of americans.
idk man i have mixed feelings specifically on him pulling out. but hopeful that the candidate who gets the nom will be strong enough to pull those who were on the fence specifically about biden. and praying to anyone who will listen that this will get more people out to vote bc i'm seriously not joking about how much we do not want a second trump presidency.
#got the news while i was cleaning my apartment so i was ruminating on it a bit#i seriously have no personal feelings re: biden#but even tho i hate his international politics i AM also like. sympathetic to how much it was must suck to make that choice#and honestly? kind of grateful he did. he's giving the dems a better chance at winning and i think he knows it#there's a lack of ego there i have to respect#also curious how long this has been a possibility or if he just got enough pressure to decide to go with it#us politics#anyway this is when we really hold the line on vote blue no matter who btw#like i dont care who gets the nom i'm voting for them. but i'd be pumped if it was kamala harris
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Streams and bridges
#horizon forbidden west#hfw#hfw photomode#the oseram may have built a million bridges#but i'm still taking aloy for a swim each time#all those oseram bridges are a little curious anyway#because like.#the carja used to hold the daunt#barren light was their border fortress#and the ruins of the watchtowers dot the entire valley#we know from zero dawn how carja bridges look like#and that they do not shy away from building them even in remote/sparsely populated areas#if it means their traders and soldiers can get around more quickly#(pretty sure there's a bridge close by sunstone rock)#(but also just that big one on the way to meridian)#(it's been too long i forgot what the area was called shame on me)#but. there are mostly oseram bridges connecting the two sides of the river in the daunt#all of which must have been recently built considering chainscrape as it is hasn't been around for too long#and there's little to no rubble indicating destroyed carja bridges#so i guess they just never built any?#and enjoyed all the wet feet?
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you know i don't use amazon but something i often think about. several years ago my mom ordered me some books for my birthday on amazon and one of them i asked for was the oxford world's classics edition of the rover and other plays by aphra behn edited and with an introduction by jane spencer. it was supposedly new but when it got to me, the cover (paperback) was folded at an angle and the edges of the pages were dirty like they were left somewhere contaminated. and you see i don't mind like a not-pristine book at all; most of my books are used. but what the fuck was that.
#that's still the edition i read out of and everything but wtf#i get that it is not a popular book at all#it probably has been sitting in the warehouse for a very long time#how is amazon treating their rare-selling inventory? that things get neglected like that?#i suppose it's a bit of a bummer bc it's damaged and i could've had a nice new one#but i never made a fuss or anything#tales from diana#fun fact it is listed as the 593456th best-selling book on amazon#act fast!!!!! grab a copy now!!!!!!!#no but you really should grab a copy. aphra behn's works are so under-recognized for how influential they were#and they're just funny fucking plays. the feigned courtesans? bruh#its the 880219th best-selling book according to barnes and noble's website#their awful 30-dollar gilded leather paperweight of the complete works of shakespeare (w no notes and unreadably small text)#is 2429th in sales. when it deserves to be negative a millionth#srsly the existence of that book pisses me off since it CANNOT be a good way to be introduced to his works#if anything it must be so frustrating. if u are someone or theres someone in your life curious abt shakespeare buy any other edition#it's not hard to find the arden or the oxford or the riverside shakespeare etc. for less than $30 secondhand online#or buy the plays individually or rent them from a library if you're just getting your feet wet/don't want a big unwieldy tome#literally that gigantic copy-paste w no new or useful supplementary material they've been selling for years. i cant imagine#how many ppl have bought it and tried to read through it and been so discouraged. makes me sad honestly#and frankly. on top of it. their design is just so ugly#there's no thought in it at all it's just a fancy pattern w a first folio engraving smacked onto the center. yawn#my riverside shakespeare 1973 is in really rough physical condition but the vestiges of its beautiful design remain#and that's that on that#also if there's anyone in your life who is interested in shakespeare please also turn them onto aphra behn. pls and thank you
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Other Q: Hey, I haven’t visited my old friend, who goes by the name of Guinan these days. Maybe I should pay them a visit.
Q: No.
#actually surprised we never got to see the 'decent ones' Guinan mentioned in Q Who#would have been interested to see a more friendlier/someone who actually respects lesser beings from the Continuum#Picard would actulally be curious about them one Guinan says that he doesn't need to worry about them causing any trouble#they are just here for a friendly visit#other Q: Oh you must be Captain Picard (actually calls him by his title because this Q actually knows and sort of respects that for a lot of#humans this is important)#I have heard so much about you#'
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I decided to clump all my Naberius/Sumeru as a whole art into one post for ease
also here's my fics version of Kusa lore below the cut , who I grant the demon name Stolas to differentiate them (also this is just a copy paste from twitter with a little editing/expansion here and there)
So as I mentioned in the fic, my inspiration for Sumeru was India, as having a mush of cultures with no rhyme or reason is a bad idea. So her outfit is inspired by the Shalwar Kameez, which is a traditional style of outfit that is notably a common school uniform for girls in India.
While I've ended up liking the direction they went with Buer (other then the obvious design issues), I went down a different path where Stolas is effectively trapped as teenager. She is the student who never grew up. Her teacher (Naberius) died and she has been incapable of letting it go, despite taking over his school.
Sumeru Academia is a failure, a den of ignorance, because of her. Because she is still that child trailing after Naberius looking for wisdom. The tassel on her head is like a graduation tassel, still on the right side not switched over to the left because she never graduated.
Also as I briefly mentioned in the fic, her ascension to archonhood was immediately following her battle with the Crimson Witch, where she tried to stop her friend from going full vengeance and it not going very great.
The horrible burn scars remain even after 500 years and all her attempts to hide them away and make them disappear. She is in denial of herself.
On a less serious note, she used to drive the Tsaritsa mad because how clingy she was to her husband, interrupting their dates and the like. It was made worse when she learned that she now stood in his place (whoops serious again)
She and Pre-CW!Rosalyne were weird friend/rivals for the top school spot. Kusanali being a bit of a hyperactive genius child while Rosie was like: please end me now Rostam come save me before I set fire to this place. Saying that, they were actually friends (Stolas also had a big old crush on Rosie, cause I find that hilarious and kind of sad cause she was so blindly in love with Rotsam Rosie had no idea)
And yeah that's all! This stuff really isn't really relevant to my fic but I had fun thinking of all this worldbuilding even if canon came in and destroyed it
#smfwtwd#fic stuff#my art#also genderfluid archons my beloveds#naberius is sometimes Dantalion's wife and sometimes her husband she doesn't mind#the kusas are sort of hilarious combo#two kids Tsar never wanted but has been stuck with cause Nab liked kids so much#Tsar now has too many kids (looks at harbs)#though in all seriousness now I'm super curious which archon Naberius will be in canon#like we only have three regions left#so they must be a former/current archon from one of them#tbh i can see it being any of them#the current hydro archon might or might not have murdered the old one#we still have nothing on pyro#and the tsar is at the center of everything#so curious
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I usually just squeeze the carotid a little bit letting you continue to breath
If I am in a mood I might restrict breathing too though.
#I am so in tune with you I can be trusted#it becomes like you are choking yourself#and I want enough mind aware what I am doing to you....in class ... well we needed to fix those ears#you see me all loving on you but meanwhile my super conscious mind has sent my wrist shooters into your canals#to be 17 and convinced medincine is in fact useless#and so FINE I WILL DO IT MYSELF and I never changed#you ponder over the curious look I gave you when you said your ears are busted but I took that as just not quite where they need to be#me: serious as fuck for a moment of thought of silence#I didn't care about the spoken words between us we obviously didn't need them#and it must have been the blonde hair and makeup (not much! just enough!) that threw me off#oh I am a sucker for what my eyes see#my visuals are so crazy I convince myself hallucinations are real#sometimes they are but it usually involves something cool not that whack shit#I need my weapon for screaming commentary on my thoughts sometimes#“no! what are you doing we need to kill them all!”#he calls out Dead! suddenly and I'm like son did you call me in here?#and when I go in I have to pick up one empty can otherwise it is a wasted trip#mmm the things I had to do to bring back a once dead#but really I am envious of how chill he is#and as a father that makes me proud#you know me sometimes I am like alright let's be funny now#he will start a rant and it turns into some goddamn Dave Chappelle bit#well in This Book it's Cannonical#or cannonicall#and yes the little girl in you that liked hanging out with me also wants to hang out with him#and you should he's fucking hilarious#best birthday present mom ever got I bet though#her old broken shell was able to trip out on her birthday anyway#she cried#I had cried enough over him...
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Horrible realization that if I go through with recollecting all the oni logs then I'll have to actually find out how to get "a seed is planted" like for realsies this time. Maybe I should just cheat them all in actually. <3.
#rat rambles#oni posting#a seed is planted sucks so bad its like my second favorite log and its been such a pain in the fucking ass to find#appearing then dissapearing so thourougly that I thought I might have made it up somehow making me learn to look into the god damn code to#find out if Im crazy or not only to find it along side all the story trait logs despite it being in the research notes section and Then I#open oni again to chech smth completely different and it fucking reapears out of nowhere and then the game updates and all my logs explode#this fucker has tormented me for so long and Ive seen no one else talk abt it so Im still not 100% convinced it wasnt a glitch somehow#it probably is a real log thats in the game and it disappearing is the glitch but boy do I have no way of knowing#if that is the case I can only imagine it relates to it seemingly having been intended as a story trait log#I assume it was moved to research notes because of how long it is but idk#anyways nails you motherfucker why must you have recorded one of the more lore heavy logs in the game and then made it a bitch to find#like genuinely I think its one of like 3 max logs that directly mention duplicants by name#ok ok there might be 4 I dont remember exactly#but two of those would be by jackie and one by probably nikola so nails mentioning them by name is a pretty big deal#and thats if Im remembering those logs correctly which I am likely not lol#its like 3 am ok#a seed is planted also just gives us some juicy lore relating to the actual tech we see in game#along with. that whole unnamed human subject thing. that still haunts me.#who are you subject whatever your number was and are you olivia specifically to spite me#if it wasnt for the b111-1 thing I wouldn't consider her that strong a canidate but it is a thing so she is#not only is she a strong candidate but shes like. one of like 3 real candidates we have for that#it's a weird case because it could very easily be a complete rando especially given the subject number instead of a work id being given#but also given its relation to dupes itd be weird if it wasnt someone who either worked at gravitas or otherwise got duped#which thankfully does free olivia of some possibility since as far as we know there are no olivia dupes lol#jorge and dr.holland are the other two main options in my minds eye but thats based on very little#dr.holland in particular would kind of vaguely make sense given hes mentioned in that story trait's artifact reward#but ofc given that nails does not choose to elaborate on that whole thing all I can do is blindly speculate#they also mention a name which is fun because its one of our rare complete randos in oni lore#now. he could easily be revealed to be some dupe but Im pretty sure the name was like bruce or smth so I dont consider it likely#also I am deeply curious of what this bruce guy was to nails given nails calls him 'my darling bruce'
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