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oh but in better news ive been writing the discacc side thing lol. ive got a good uhh 1.4k words of that. i actually have no idea how long it's gonna be, but ive been having fun with it
#speculation nation#discacc shit#by its nature it is meant to be unpolished#but it's a bit of a fun challenge to make it read as unpolished while also sounding reasonable#it must be engaging. and believable.#and by virtue of that it will be unpolished. but it's still supposed to be enjoyable to read lol#keeping it vague bc i kinda want this to be a surprise lol. but it pertains to discacc chapter 42#aka why i wanna post them around the same time.#i'll include in chapter 42 a link to this. so that y'all can read the thing that's mentioned.#and understand why it's not been shown in the main fic. lol.#it's gonna b soul crushing i'll tell u that. it's already sad and i havent gotten to the truly horrible stuff.#GOOOOOOD fuckin luck y'all.
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As much as I love fleshing out Thranduil's character and family history and I enjoy worldbuilding for Eryn Galen and the Silvan Elves, it's also often a disheartening past time because.
Upon observation of the fandom, you often get that sense that most Thranduil lovers just want writers to quit yapping about pesky details and give them the one-shot Reader Insert smut.
#this could be true for other characters#but i think its especially true for characters like Thranduil#he IS sexy so i guess it cant be helped??#check the notes on Thranduil x Reader fics if you dont believe me#it's just....i just dont... even write smut#so i must make my peace with this reality#and ive mostly come to accept it i guess#im just gonna keep going#by the way if you're one of the few who DO like the character development worldbuilding and headcanons#and engage with me#you are precious beyond words#i do this for me AND YOU#Thranduil
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Happy Pride month everyone B*) Allow me to reveal a little behind the scenes detail behind my Banner and Icon. Love was always winning <3
#I don't know what to tag this one to be honest#probably a#delete later#I have made a solemn promise that any icon and banner for this blog must be done in a pair. They Cannot Be Separated.#They have had too much of that already#But yes; they have always been together on the same canvas#they originally were just barley not holding hands so I fixed it <3 love wins#I'm hoping to change them out every new season I start so these guys are probably in their last month of life B'*)#can you believe wwx used to have different bangs? blasphemy#Once again throwing out meta content so I can make up for the fact I am running on fumes#starting out pride month by engaging in another sin (sloth (I slept for more than my usual 4-5 hours (this blog functions on insomnia)))#comic tomorrow cause the next batch is 90% done I literally just ran out of time.#I'm in a toxic relationship with The Grind but in a homoromantic/erotic way.#We (the grind and I) would have long metas written about how we are bad lgbtq rep and spark heated debate within the community.
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Regarding the whole "Fandom Is An Escape, so why should I have to care this much about misogyny/racism/ableism/transphobia/etc." thing. Idk about the rest of you, but it gets kind of hard for me to "escape" when I keep seeing people say the same vile things about characters who share aspects of my identity that I hear all the time in real life.
#gotta say: it doesn't make me feel any better getting ignored/disparaged on account of my gender irl and then seeing every fictional woman#also get ignored/disparaged when there is no material difference between her and popular male characters other than her gender#how do I escape from irl misogyny if y'all keep willfully ignoring and flinging gendered insults at 99% (<-lowball estimate) of#female characters? how do I put aside the ableism I face in real life when y'all discuss disabled/mentally ill characters in the most#absolutely out-of-pocket way? how do I forget about biphobia when the 'arguments' you make 'for fun' about bisexual characters#in fiction sound EXACTLY the same as the things people say about my bisexuality outside of the internet/fan culture?#and then obviously this gets compounded if you are trying to even simply EXIST in fandom as a poc or a trans person or an intersection of#any or all these varying identities/life experiences#like yes caring about fictional characters is not the same as caring about real people OBVIOUSLY I can't BELIEVE I have to keep clarifying#that. and at the same time!! because multiple things can be true at the same time!!!! engaging in behavior that enforces pre-ingrained#societal biases and prejudices!!!!!!!! does not help dismantle those biases and prejudices!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in a real-world way that DOES#involve caring about actual people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#it's also. interesting. when people go on & on about how some newest show about thin cis white (male) gays is So Important & Revolutionary#So We Must Do Everything To Keep It Relevant And Visible and then act this way about women/poc/trans people/disabled people/fat people#in media. so like. you DO agree that seeing a variety of life experiences represented in fiction is beneficial. you DO believe in the#value of depicting marginalized people. interesting that that only seems to apply to a VERY narrow and specific category of marginalization#(ugh remember when I talked about this and someone called me a straight person good times)
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Random thoughts about Dead Friend Forever the series episode 10 :
I finally could watch the latest episode and it was great as always. I’m truly enjoying every moments. You never get bored and they always manage to grab your attention so you’ll want to see the next episode.
▪️ Phee finally revealed the truth to Jin about everything he planned with Tan/New when joining the group. It seems Phee is not on board anymore with whatever Tan/New wants to do to know what happens to his brother if the results is more death. Phee always had this guilt about Non and he wanted to have answer but he draws the line at killing others to know it. I understand why. They have different motives in this quest. I would also said how his feelings for Jin made him rethink his “partnership” with Tan/New. Now, he wants to put an end to Tan/New’s schemes before it gets to crazy. I do agree with @mikuni14 about how it makes sense they forgave each other. We have to see them as a pair now. Phee said again how he will protect Jin and I don’t think it’s a coincidence. Now they admitted they had feelings for each other, so they will try to get out together or they would die together. I don’t think, it would be another way for them in the future.
▪️ Back in the house, White convinced Tee to not use the gun against Fluke and Top. We could say it’s the power of love. Tee really is listening to what White has to say. I also gave him the gun and it’s again a proof of how he trusts his boyfriend. There is one thing annoying me in this scene and it’s how long it took Tee to stop pointing his gun at the Fluke or Top. No one can just stand there pointing a gun for so long without making a mistake. But anyway, that’s not important. My favorite boy, White is more intelligent than any of these idiots because he was the first one to question the so-called possession of Top and to recognize he was acting like he is high. Of course, Fluke and Tee didn’t really listen. Then, there was a fight between Fluke and Tee about Non.
▪️ Phee and Jin, after spending a lot of time going around in circle in the forest (apart from losing the ax in front of the house, I’m still trying to find what it means for them to have spend that amount of time going in circles. There must be a reason!) came back to the house and stopped Fluke and Tee from fighting. It became the grand moment of reveal about the true identity of Tan. I laughed a bit when Tee didn’t really reacted when the name New was said. Those guys never cared for Non and his life. They didn’t even know the name of his brother. They just used him and tossed him after it. It was only Jin who liked him and even his love was not enough for him to actually do something to help him (quick aside about how I was socked to learn he knew about Non having a boyfriend… How?! Did he saw the phone calls? I can’t seem to remember when he would have learn about that). Tan/New tried to deny but Phee admitted he told everything to Jin. I think if anything happens to Phee in the coming episodes it’s because he did revealed Tan’s identity. Maybe Tan/New had suspicious about Phee before, but he never did anything to him and gladly accepted his help. Now, things may change because Phee choose to side with Jin and Tan/New really saw it at this time.
▪️ Fluke decided it was the moment to act like stupidly again and took the gun from White to threaten him with it. I don’t know why he is always the one to torment White but it’s really starting to piss me off. Among all of them, White is still, so far, the only innocent person in this house. Tee, again, was really scared for him. It’s really hard to accept that he was a terrible person to Non, but at the same time he is ready to die for White if it means saving him. That’s the moment Top decided to free himself and he died. I won’t say I will miss him because it’s a miracle he survived until now. I thought he would have died before. Better him than my favorite character. Finally, we got the confession from Tee. He brought Non to his Uncle. Non was then beaten black and blue by his Uncle’s minions and he asked them to get rid of them and find any excuses to explain their disappearance. We already knew something like that happen so it wasn’t exactly fresh news for us. Tee admitted to everyone he has no idea what happened to Non after. I felt mostly sad for White because he discovered his considerate and loving boyfriend is not what he seems to be. It must hurt a lot. Jin and Tan/New vented their anger at Tee after learning the truth. Only thing I really appreciated from Fluke is how he stopped Tee from playing the victim card to make excuses for what he did. It’s not like he had no idea about what his Uncle was doing or what could happen to Non. You don’t have to be a genius to know.
▪️ Now what is very interesting is the preview for the next episode. I don’t know how they do it but the always manage to keep you hooked for the next one. It seems like Non is still alive and was working at Tee’s Uncle hidden place. Tee knows it and said he will help Non. The scene seems to be after the beating of Non, so why did he say he had no idea what happens to Non? I don’t like this small apparition of White in the preview. What does it mean? Does he know about Non too? Does it have nothing to do with anything? It’s in the past so it must mean something… Also, Tee gave Non an envelop. What is inside? Is it a way to get the hell away from this place? Is it money? If Non is alive why has he not tried to contact his brother/family (he may not know his parents are dead… or maybe he knows, couldn’t find New because he was masquerading as Tan at that time and thought he was alone… Or something else...) This preview is raising so much more questions. What is Tan/New going to do now? They can’t stay much longer in the house. Will they try to find Non? I think Tan/New is going to get crazy and kill all of them because what else can he do at that point?
I really love this series. It’s a pleasure to watch but also debate about it. All the theories or thoughts about it are also really fun to read. Next Saturday won’t come fast enough.
#my thoughts#thai series#thai bl#bl drama#bl series#dff the series#dead friend forever the series#dff#dead friend forever#be on cloud#dff spoilers#episode 10#This series is truly engaging#I'm never bored#Can't believe White may not be as innocent as it seems#Finally Top is dead and he won't be missed#Next one must be Fluke. I can't stand him
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this is probably a controversial opinion but that’s never stopped me so i’m going to say it…i don’t think bllk powerscalers “ruin the fandom” and tbh as much as people on tumblr love to dog on them they consistently have the most accurate predictions for the manga out of everyone 😱 yeah a lot of them are jerks about being in the fandom so i dislike them for THAT reason but i hope everyone who hates on them just for which aspect of the animanga they focus on realizes that they literally sound exactly the same as them LMAAOAO like it’s okay to enjoy blue lock for purely the sports/action aspect it’s not doing anyone a disservice and their analyses are actually quite interesting as well!!
#‘oh but i want to see more character analysis’ do it yourself then!!#truly i think all of you would be happier upon realizing that if you want to see a certain kind of content you MUST create it#you cannot expect other people to cater your tastes just like they in turn cannot expect you to cater to theirs#and yeah do i find it irritating when bllk dudebros gatekeep and act like you can’t watch the animanga if you’re not into soccer? absolutely#plenty of them are assholes i’m not denying it but plenty are just as passionate abt the fandom and have a diff way of engaging w it#maybe it’s not YOUR preferred way but the instant you start saying they’re ruining fandom you actually become a douche on par with them#‘you’ in the abstract form of course idk what you reading this believe or do#anyways like i said. controversial opinion. ESPECIALLY on here#i woke up annoyed today so i’m in a complaining mood ig idk whatever keep it civil in the notes don’t call me names etc etc#m’s thoughts#bllk
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#leaving this in the tags because i don't have a serious dog in the transandrophobia discourse#but from the posts i've seen i don't think the term's defenders actually understand the critiques made by its detractors#just saw a post saying “if you think transandrophobia must be the opposite of transmisogyny then you must believe in oppositional sexism”#when the actual critique (as i understand it) is that positioning transandrophobia as comparable to transmisogyny…#…(a term to describe the intersection of transphobia and misogyny)…#…implies that transandrophobia would be the intersection of transphobia and “androphobia”#which is obviously absurd#i don't think that's necessarily the way the transandrophobia folks are intending to use the term#i think they intend it to parse as “transandro” + “phobia”#not “trans” + “andro” + “phobia”#(which is why i'm not interested in getting super into the discourse - not worth making a federal case out of)#but i can't know that for sure b/c their responses to those critiques aren't engaging with the actual critique……
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Every time I see the English translation of a certain Clear Card panel with Touyuki appearing on my TL I want to pull my hair because that line was mistranslated so, so badly and people are making speculations and going nuts about it in the tags and it's all based on something that doesn't exists because that's not what Touya says, not at all. Like, not even remotely. It's also so out of character for him to say something like that, I don't know how his fans don't realize something is off in that line.
One day I will compile those translation mistakes in one giant google sheet or something, I need to turn this into a mission because it's honestly so irritating to see how riddled with mistakes this localization is, sometimes to the point of messing with important parts of the plot. I don't see them releasing a decently translated edition in the near future, so it's all I can do to give back some respect to the story. Clamp are aware of the translation mistakes and how they change the perception of the story for the foreign readers, just as they are aware of the posts I've made about them over the years (they talked about this in a Space long time ago, and I still cherish that mention in my heart with pride). But there was basically nothing they could do at the time, if not suggesting the English readers to check the posts mentioning the translation differences. That's great and all, I'm glad I have their blessing but this is also not really how ideally one should read a story. My posts are long and filled with personal comments and maybe that would deter many people from checking out what a certain line actually says, so I need to find a quicker and easier way. Also, I started to do those only from chapter 40 onwards (and in the beginning I was way overzealous, I would need to revise) and this panel I'm mentioning above is part of the butchery they did in the first volumes, which weren't covered by my posts yet.
#sorry for the vent but everytime I see certain panels my blood boils#i love Touyuki they're soulmates and I'm all for their moments together but damn that line was really NOT IT#it's so maddening to think how little respect was used in the translation of this work#and how much of the translator's bias shows through shamelessly#this is also referencing to how people probably still believe Lilie had a thing with Momo#while being very much engaged to Akiho's future father#another terrible translation mistake that hinted at a wlw pair when there was none of it#as I always say headcanons are free real estate#and you can mess around with them however you like#but canon must stay canon and the translation has to reflect precisely what's been said in the original JP text#no ifs and no buts#people deserve to know the real story#not being lied to for the sake of inventing stuff or giving 'flavor' to things#that's not Clamp's story anymore#it's the translator's story at that point#me being mad about this shitty translation all over again was really not what I needed when I'm so tired after a wedding party#goodnight#please do me a favor and read this story in Spanish if you can read Spanish#Norma's translation is really WELL DONE#always grateful to Agnes Perez for actually doing her job with love#goodnight again
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Just say you think cp is ok as long as the minors are fictional you fuckin pedophile
Normally I ignore hostile or pre-judgmental asks on the off chances I get them, but I'll make exception for this one because it seems like a good opportunity for some much needed nuance-- also because I get this person's disgust, I really do.
But you, my fella, must understand that this isn't about the morality or even lack thereof behind dark fictional content, at all. You must realize that wanting dark and taboo fictional content (yes including that one you mentioned) not being allowed to exist actually does nothing to improve or protect irl lives, much on the contrary actually. No, I don't think there's any possible moral reason behind fictional cp content (nor do I find it 'ok',) but once again, this isn't about morality.
Please take a moment to read this thread (it words this topic better than me) then think it over. Trust me, it's a better use of your time than annoying ppl online with words you can't even bother standing up for with your name/face.
#like yeah i get your kneejerk reaction n outrage#but you must not let your disgust alone call for morality esp with fictional content#believe me i dont like pedophiliac fiction and wouldnt want to engage or come across it personally#and i def dont think it should just be posted wherever without abandon without the proper trigger/content warnings filters tags#or outside the proper spaces#if the contrary happens the problem isnt the dark theme itself existing but an INDIVIDUAL problem of the author being forgetful at best#or an asshole at worst#but i understand this kind of content has to be safe to exist when properly handled even if i dont like it nor would look at it#bc if you allow censorship even the tiniest margin there it will never ever just stop or stay there#it will 100% of the time always try to spread and take more#you dont need to engage or like or even agree with dark content at all!#but you must understand that either even the darkest and most grotesque and disgusting type of fic is safe to exist#or NO forms of fiction are truly safe to exist at all#yes even the fictional content you'd deem pure and kid-friendly could be at risk then#anon#anonymous#jellycream answers#psa#idk what other tags should be here im drawing a blank srry
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Do you believe in transandrophobia
I mean, I talk at length about being a trans man and the intersections of my trans manhood and interacting in a world which often doesn't want people like me to exist, so even if I don't really call my experiences that, maybe you might? I generally support people calling their experiences with oppression how they see it, which is why some trans men say they experience misogyny and some don't. Neither are "more correct" because we almost all experience transphobia, misogyny, and everything else slightly differently.
At the end of the day, trans liberation must happen with all of us no matter what their experience is. I've seen so much "discourse" surrounding terms like these when at the end of the day, we're still being oppressed no matter what we call our experiences. I think it's okay for people to label their experiences as they see fit, but I don't think that's the end-all-be-all. I guess my sole focal point is trans liberation before debating about what terms we have to use.
I always find asks like this to be very odd, mostly because I don't know what the context behind this is or why it's asked. If you want a more direct answer to my political or philosophical views, I really would at least like more details as to what inspired questions like these so I can clarify, expand, or discuss specific points.
#ask#anon#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#nonbinary#blog boundaries#(mostly for the last paragraph)#i think this ask is especially odd to me because i talk so often about being a trans man and what my experiences are#and also because 'believe in' is weird to me#like i follow a lot of other trans men* as well and other trans people who talk at length about trans lib and how they fit in with that#i think being able to engage with the idea that we must have each other's backs even if we aren't fond of each other is important#YES you're going to come across trans people you don't like or who use language for themselves you don't like...#...but how you treat them is more important. do you sacrifice them or do you include them in trans liberation?#are there trans people who you just don't like so you do your best to exclude them from trans liberation?#when i talk about trans liberation i don't mean that you have to like all trans people#hell *i* don't like all trans people. we're flawed and we can be plain TERRIBLE. but i don't exclude them from trans lib#not liking (and hating) people is part of the human condition 👍
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Eva the suspected mime asked Debby to marry her!! Congrats to the happy couple. Maybe this will last longer than Debby and Brennan did, or maybe Eva will turn into a monster and eat Debby. Who knows? Anything can happen on the Rim!
Grump is in the hospital with a bruise on her left arm (she got in a fight with Wookshys, he was completely uninjured).
I saw Irwin going in to "cheer her up", and for a moment I thought he was actually being nice, but no. He's still an asshole. <3
I like to imagine that Jesse the tree-dude (with that accursed pink square of his) doesn't speak, and just mimes all his interactions with all the other colonists. He's the only pawn without a mouth from the facial animations mod, so I just think it would be cute if he played charades every time he wanted to say something.
And also "enthusiastically demonstrating" syringes seemed really funny.
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#rimworld#gracie plays#The Animist Alliance#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#I'm very happy for Eva and Debby#But it still doesn't mean I believe Eva is human#She eats too much for me to not think she's a mime#I feel bad for Brennan too#Watching her ex-wife get engaged so quickly must be tough#And Irwin is so predictable bess his heart#So funny to see him in the middle of a “cheer up patient” interaction and start insulting them#How very Irwin of him#He does have the abrasive trait I suppose#What a madlad#Jesse is fun to draw but his dumb broken-mod-square is frustrating#Ah well I'm sure I'll get used to it eventually#Have a fabulous day everyone! <3
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What bothers me is that I have never seen a single Demiromantic/demisexual Elsa headcanons. Where are they!!! 😭😭😭
#YOU CANT MARRY A MAN YOU JUST MET IS LITERALLY RIGHT THERE HELLO#okay before you all come @ me about the previous tag saying that it's basic common sense- it's a headcanon#demiromantic demisexual Elsa supremacy#she believes one must have deep emotional connection with the other before getting romantically attracted#like i dont know HOW they don't get a headcanon of Elsa being demi.. the engagement arguement scene is right there#yes shes fearful of her powers but HANS IS A STRANGER. SOMEONE ANNA JUST MET.#I STAND BY MY HEADCANON#elsa#frozen#queen elsa#demiromantic#demisexual#elsa of arendelle
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full on begging anti-civ people to explain just a little bit more what they mean by "destroy society" and "everything means nothing" and "civilization must end and all products of civilization" i desperately need you to clarify what you mean. those are intricate concepts that encompass vast swaths of the lived experiences of all people on earth, and it is deeply confusing.
instead of slapping down every possible idea for living more sustainably as a species, i would genuinely like to see some alternatives suggested. what do you want the future to look like? what does the "end of society" mean to you? because i feel as though the primary issue among anarchists is that no one can quite agree on what they mean by that, and what they want to see happen in the future. i struggle with it myself!
i just don't think defeatist rhetoric is very actionable, and i also think many anti-civ bloggers tend towards using nihilism to avoid engaging with the practicalities of what their philosophy is asking for - to the point where it gets rather confusing trying to figure out what, exactly, they believe the world should become in the aftermath of the destruction of civilization.
#genuinely am interested in hearing more about anti-civ beliefs#but it is difficult for me to engage in a conversation lacking clarity in the use of words#some people say 'destroy society' and mean it as 'destroy patriarchal class systems and their racializing assemblages'#and some people say 'destroy society' and mean 'society is a globalist conspiracy and must be destroyed' which is very different!#i know the second guy. i went to college with him and initially we got along bc we were both anarchists#then i found out that anarchism to him meant something very specifically white man conspiracy irt jewish people and racial minorities being#'in control' of the government in some way. he legit believes illegal immigrants are being bussed to his shitty hometown to steal jobs#but he also says things like 'we need to destroy society' and for the most part sounds like the average anti-civ anarchist on tumblr#so like i really do want to engage with the idea of anti-civilization because western civ is a poisonous concept built on conquest#i'd also just like some clarification on what yall mean by 'destroy' and also what the future should look like to all of you
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#huntclaire#i was going to reblog this from the source but i didn't want to ramble in their mentions. this will be long#i've been thinking about this post for some days now and i couldn't write why it fit huntclaire so well but i think i can now#i like huntclaire because i do believe they bring out the best of each other but mostly. they bring out the worst of each other#<- and i think that's good. for their (eventual) relationship and for their individual characters#i think before hunt and claire can have a relationship they need to engage with each other in a sincere way. and they do not do that.#they are incapable of that. they're both stuck in their ideas of themselves/each other that they are simply blind to the reality of things#they are both... extremely flawed human beings. as we all are. but they're too self-important to realise that. which is another flaw#hunt thinks His arrogance is a virtue (delusional). claire thinks she's humble (also delusional).#both are very fond of pointing flaws in other people while being unaware of their own. they cannot TALK with each other as long as they#think like this. hunt needs to get over himself and claire needs to know herself#i must make you aware of things you do not see. unsure if it's meant to be taken just in a positive sense but i'm user wesposting#it's good when your partner challenges your idea of things. and i think these are two individuals that need to be constantly challenged#hunt needs someone to tell him to his face that he's kind of a dick sometimes. and claire needs someone to point out the flaws in her logic#they need to be questioned challenged they need to stop and think about themselves. they need to be wrong. only then they can be sincere#they need to be wrong and wrong again and then again. conflict between them is what moves them forward as characters#most of all they annoy each other so much because they see so much of themselves in one another. but acknowledging that is uncomfortable#it's uncomfortable to know yourself through the other#claire's case is interesting because she feels a ucs. Need to make hunt like her. but she's terribly unaware of what makes her unlikeable#<- she's fallen for her own façade. she needs to stop and dig through her bugs.#alsolol i like how both of them are hypocritical. i think it's fun when characters have double standards. i think they suck. but i like the#anyway i must make you aware of the things you do not see. there's things about each other that they also do not see. at first#when they are sincere. when they. Talk. hunt learns claire is not That brash and she can be very insightful when she wants to. does she kno#that? and like i Guess hunt can be caring sometimes even if he's like totally annoying and weird about it. whatever. does he know that?#the artist sees good and bad. they must also see the good and the bad in each other. i think.
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can one of you f1 girlies become a journalist and interview the drivers who refused to take a knee because they wanted to fight racism in a different way/disagreed with how blm went about seeking justice and ask them, now that nearly 3 years have passed since the may protests, what steps they've taken to educate themselves on racism? what actions they've taken to improve things for people of colour within formula one/motorsports as a whole? or how they've gone about promoting racial equity in their own country?
#f1#formula one#its been long enough surely they must have made some headway? right? (: ?#no those dumb fucking black and white anti racism videos dont count because their vagueness allowed#for them to be co-opted by white people who believe racism exists and that the whole of blm/equality movements are racist to them#from what ive seen literally only lewis has taken action to set up foundations and research groups focusing#on improving racial diversity at both grassroots and professional levels#others have given lip service but genuinely if another driver has been helpful in fighting racism in motorsports do mention#it would be a very very pleasant surprise#because the whole we race as one movement was very much image control#it was always going to be down to lewis and the other poc in the sport like zhou or yuki to fight against the unique and#insidious racism they face in the sport. ultimately the others won't because while racism is a problem they have#and causes problems for others. they see it as a problem they're not responsible for solving#and im sure most of them genuinely truly dont think theyre racist. dont know how their actions can enforce racism#but lewis has stood there and explained over and over again both behind closed doors and tv screens#and at a certain point that continued refusal to listen or engage becomes active and malicious ignorance#and that makes you racist. whether they believe that of themselves or not.
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A new day of thinking on the intense creative nuances of a woman who seems, to me, more likely to lack all physical sensations tied to the concept of 'fear', essentially making her— physically fearless (lacking things like a racing heart, adrenaline rush, panic) all the while retaining all cognitive and emotional responses, as to make it possible for her to develop deeper emotional connections and the emotions tied to such things (concern, longing, 'love'), which then propel situations like we see with Blade in her SQ, and subsequently the Tralblazer for numerous reasons. But the big one that I want to note, because I don't think I've ever touched on it, and it recently came up as I had to run through and explain HSR's lore, and I had to touch on Stellarons. So here's a snippet that I want to share from its wiki page. And this may seem like it's unrelated, but I promise it's not:
According to Herta, Stellarons are a type of lifeform with a special property that tethers them to a certain Path or Aeon's power. They respond to the desires of the world to which it is tethered. However, the cost of fulfilling those desires often brings great disaster to the world.
Essentially, one can state that Stellarons fulfills wishes (whether with good, or bad intentions), it is what the Stellaron on Jarilo-IV did for Alisa Rand, freezing the Antimatter Legion dead in its tracks as she wanted. Sanctus Medicus deeply desired for the Arbor to be reborn. Penacony's Dreamscape is a world that seemed to have stemmed from a child's dream. Each Stellaron fulfilled these wishes, but each seemed harbored from a deep desire, for how else could it be a wish? Now, keep that in mind, and think of the Trailblazer, back when you bring them back to life.
Silver Wolf: He also said it has to be you who makes it. (...) Kafka: Did you forget that I must be the one to make this decision?
The Stellarons don't seem to just 'grant wishes' willy nilly, it's not a 'I wish to have an endless amount of candy' type of thing; there seems to be a deep-rooted desire tied to it, else it doesn't work. Which has me think, if Kafka had to be the one to do this— was it possibly because she was the only one who could? Because, as we learned from Blade at the end of Kafka's SQ, they used to be around Kafka continuously. So if she's the one who has to make this decision, then what if she's the only one who stands a chance at having the wish fulfilled? Which tells me that there needs to be an emotional attachment to the Trailblazer for a wish to ever be strong enough. Guys, the evidence that this woman does have it in her to care, to grow anguished— is just, all over the place.
#kafka. [ we believe that existence has meaning; but that meaning is bestowed by ourselves. not by choices. ]#kafka: meta. [ she must have sought something extraordinary. everything she does comes at a great cost. ]#[ i will EAT MY HAT-- I S2G if i'm wrong on this. but i /refuse/ to agree with fanon that tries to dictate that there's no depth... ]#[ to emotions. to /any/ emotion. i can forgive the 'lesser emotional engagement' to some degree. to /some/ degree. but... ]#[ a full disassociation? no. i can't agree with it. i really can't. ]
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