#it may shock you but i have very few brain cells

[formula-fun]

Hi!!

I’m dropping by to compliment you on your writing bc it’s all encompassing and just sucks you into the story and makes you feel the whole range of emotions. I’d be happy if I could write only half as good as you do.

But I want to highlight one thing in particular.

It’s about ‘If I had words’ (especially Max’s version). It is one of the best things I have ever read, in fan fic and published words. (I re-read after I saw Alice’s art.)

Even though (this sounds negative but I promise it isn’t!) you write omega Charles/bottom Charles it never comes off as condescending or emasculating. It feels like they are equals in your fic (equally in love, equally gone for each other, equally in charge, equally submissive/dominant) which is something I do not find often in Lestappen fics (anymore) where Charles is an exclusive bottom/omega. It’s also a reason why I can barely read omega Charles/bottom Charles anymore because in my perception a lot of depictions of Charles I find belittling and degrading.

I am aware this is not fair. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, can have their own taste in reading and writing but the negative depictions of Charles rubs me the wrong way.

Thank you for sharing your gift with all of us. I am so looking forward to the pacific rim au!! <3

hiiii thank you so much!!! <333 i really dont like comparing myself to other writers for....a lot of reasons honestly, but this is really kind!!

this fic definitely came out of a time when a lot of the men in my life were treating me like shit and i felt like i might have to just accept that this is how life is (plot twist: i did not have to accept that). i felt really angry and betrayed all the time, and i could never tell if i felt so unsafe because of something in my own head or because of the reality of the situation (again, plot twist: it was because a few people were just assholes). so long story short, the whole series is about people wading through those expectations and the shitty realities of the way people see them and realizing that in the end it doesn't change their own realities of what they themselves want and who they themselves are

and idk maybe i just project like mad onto these people jkdkjdfj but its sort of a late coming of age story as well. a lot of their relationship has to do with that part of getting older where sex and relationships stop feeling like playacting and start feeling deeper. at some point you stop loving people by imitating the way you've seen other people love, and you start loving them the way that you want to. and if that means nasty dirty slightly humiliating sex then that's great, because it's real and genuine and it's a triumph for that reason

so im glad you've picked up on all that because it's definitely central to what the entire series is about!! i want to end tho by saying i also love nasty objectifying smut and ive written a decent enough amount of it by now. i seek it out pretty regularly. i enjoy exploring these people as characters and discussing political themes, but i also enjoy reducing millionaire athletes to whimpering squirming little chew toys. a balance to life is so important

[maespri]

your turn to die characters ranked by how painful their death was (and why)

okay. crazy title, i KNOW. but this was actually so interesting to talk and think about. at least for me.

spoilers ahead, and TRIGGER WARNING. this post is going to go into detail about each death. it’s going to get gory and upsetting. if you don’t think you can handle hearing about that, please keep scrolling!

everything is under the cut, because this post is LONG, i'm warning you now.

some backstory: i have a special interest in anatomy and physiology, and i've always thought about how the different deaths in your turn to die worked. my wonderful friend @lovivelle and i talked about this topic extensively last night and they made this tier list with me! so, here's the ranking and explanations!

this ranking ONLY covers HUMAN deaths, because dolls/dummies do not feel pain.

quick glossary: exsanguination: death caused by bleeding out hemorrhaging: bleeding necrosis: cell/tissue death hypoxia: inadequate oxygen supply hypovolemic: loss of fluid in the body, often referring to blood or water shock: life-threatening condition where the body does not have enough blood circulating through it crush syndrome: medical condition where skeletal muscle is crushed for a prolonged time, resulting in shock and organ failure hematemesis: vomiting up blood hemoptysis: coughing up blood TBI: traumatic brain injury immolation: death by burning; being burned alive

the tier list:

OUCH!! (most painful):

nao: nao's death involves her ribcage being crushed. i put her at number one for what i hope are obvious reasons. for starters, her death is drawn-out, making the pain last even longer. while her ribcage is being crushed, any internal organs are being crushed as well. her bones are probably splintering and breaking off and piercing her insides and organs. overall... just horrible pain. official cause of death: internal hemorrhaging and irreparable damage to organs.

kurumada: kurumada's death involved being crushed (between two walls), which is similar to nao's. i would put their pain levels as being equal to each other, but kurumada's has the potential to have been less painful than nao's, because we don't know how quickly the walls crushed his body. if they were moving slowly, the pain would've been drawn-out and agonizing, and in that case, i would make the argument that his death was more painful than nao's. but if it was very quick, he would've just felt blinding pain in his entire body for a few seconds before it would end. we do have to keep in mind that kurumada is clearly quite muscular however, which probably provided some resistance against the walls, but only served to draw out his pain even further. official cause of death: muscle necrosis, internal hemorrhaging, and irreparable damage to internal organs due to crush syndrome.

either way, both definitely experienced, in my opinion, the most painful deaths in the game.

YOWZA! (very painful):

mishima: mishima's death results from his collar slowly heating up and burning his neck until his head disconnects from it. i don't even have the words to describe how painful this would be. the fact that the collar heats up slowly and it is drawn out only makes it worse. if you've ever burned yourself before anywhere on your body, you know how painful it is. imagine that pain centralized around your neck. mishima might have the fortune of his nerves being burned off after a certain amount of time, which would mean he wouldn't feel anything (think third-degree burns burning through to muscle, tissue, and nerve endings). but at that point, because the burning is around his neck and your neck contains- A) your spine/spinal cord and B) your trachea, which allows you to breathe- anyway and burning it in half would definitely kill you, he may be dead before he even has time to not feel any pain. either way, this shit would hurt so bad. official cause of death: cerebral hypoxia due to decapitation.

hinako: hinako technically has two deaths, but we ranked her based off of her being drilled. a lot of questions actually arose when my friend and i were talking about the drill deaths, because we don't know the speed at which the drills move. i mean, whether they're moving quickly or slowly, it would still obviously hurt- but the faster the drill, the quicker the death, which would make it less painful. being drilled would be unbearably painful for the sole fact that she might be alive for a lot of the drilling until it reaches any vital organs. no matter what, it'd be very painful. official cause of death: hard to say for certain, but would most likely be from exsanguination... y'know, from her body being split in half by a giant drill.

kugie (kanna's sister): my friend and i were FLOORED when we looked into kugie's death. in the game, i don't think we get a canonical answer specifically as to how she dies, but in the manga, we do. kugie and kanna have the same first trial as joe and sara, but they don't succeed. in it, kugie's bed literally snaps and essentially folds her in half. in the image from the manga, we can see blood flying out from the bed (implying it happened very quickly, because if it were slow, the blood would instead drip and flow), and kugie's hand sticking out between the two slabs of the bed. i think this death is the most painful out of the entire "YOWZA!" category because kugie was probably alive and in immense pain for at least a few seconds or even minutes after the bed snapped. if i had to speculate official cause(s) of death:

i would guess her lumbar vertebrae (basically the bottom discs of the spine) and spinal cord snapped, cutting off sensation and sending her into shock.

if she was folded in half, her legs would have quickly shot up, meaning her torso was likely unnaturally slammed into by both them and the bed, and sustained massive trauma. this would cause internal hemorrhaging and damage to her organs.

the blood spurting out of the bed was likely from her head. i'm a teenage girl, likely the same height or around the same height as kugie, and when i bend in half, my face is level with my knees. knowing this, her knees probably slammed into her face and broke her skull, causing a TBI.

the combination of all of that would have first caused terrible pain for, like i said, at least a few seconds or minutes- we don't see how extensive the damage really was, so i can't say for certain... but yeah.

aughhh (painful):

joe: joe's death is really interesting to think about, because upon first glance, you might think it's one of the most painful- but there are a few things i considered with him. his death is a result of wrigglers draining the blood out of his body. because we don't know how large the wrigglers are, i can't say how painful it would be when they enter his body- but i'd have to guess they're on the smaller side, like little tubes, because if they were big, they would have difficulty sucking out his blood due to how small blood vessels are. it would hurt horribly to have the wrigglers enter his body and drain the blood. we don't know if they moved around through his blood vessels- if they did, that would definitely exacerbate the pain- or if it was more just like getting blood drawn. but what i considered with him, the thing that makes his death less painful than the others, is the fact that he would probably pass out long before he's even fully dead. the amount of blood he's losing at such a rapid pace would first make him dizzy and disoriented before he just... passes out. his entire body would start shutting down very quickly and he wouldn't even be awake for it. his body would give up on transporting blood to the extremities and non-vital organs and shift only to transporting what little blood it can to keep vital organs running. when that blood runs out, the heart will stop being able to pump enough blood throughout the body and to the brain, and joe would actually be dead. so... yeah. official cause of death: hypovolemic shock resulting in organ failure.

shin: shin dies after being fatally injured by the death game's security system. while it's unclear exactly how the security system killed him, i believe he was stabbed/impaled somehow. there are a few questions regarding exactly where he was stabbed, but i assume he was hit somewhere in the torso because he has blood coming out of his mouth. if you don't know:

blood coming out of the mouth can be a result of haematemesis (vomiting up blood), which is where blood wells up in the stomach/digestive tract due to trauma in that area

it can also be a result of haemoptosis (coughing up blood), which results from being stabbed in the lungs/trachea due to trauma in that area

my guess is he was stabbed in the stomach, because if he were stabbed in the lungs, he'd be coughing and frothing at the mouth struggling to breathe. if i'm remembering correctly, he's also shown to be clutching his abdomen after turning on the joe AI, so... my money is definitely in the stomach.

which, you guessed it, would hurt. a lot. and there's no workaround. he's strong enough to drag himself to the rubble room and turn on an AI before dying. he would've been in blinding pain that entire time before dying.

official cause of death: exsanguination.

reko: reko technically has three canonical deaths, which made her hard to rank. i'll cover them all.

strangulation (hanging by collar): being hung is painful, but i think people underestimate how terrifying it is too. reko would have been terrified and in immense pain for a few minutes before dying. everything in her neck would be getting crushed and pressed on by the collar thanks to gravity. overall... awful death. official cause of death: cerebral hypoxia due to strangulation.

stabbed: same as what i said for shin. terrible pain for however long until she ultimately bleeds out. official cause of death: exsanguination.

fake-reko falling headfirst onto a spike: this one's... interesting! mainly because i think she would actually just be dead instantly. if the spike pierces her brain, she won't even really have time to process "ow!" before just. being dead. official cause of death: severe TBI resulting in death.

owie (painful, but not as painful as others):

q-taro: q-taro is stabbed in the back by mai and slowly bleeds to death over the course of the chapter. the reason i put him so low is because he would definitely be in some pain, but i don't think mai stabbed him very well (no offense girl). he's able to walk around, talk, and do stuff with the others after being stabbed, at least for a little while. it's difficult for me to pinpoint what exactly killed him because of this. i'd imagine his body began repairing the stab wound in his back, but ultimately, blood loss and the disruption to everything surrounding his spine (because mai stabs him in the back) is probably what killed him. depending on how deep mai's knife was, the blade may have even pierced or grazed internal organs such as q-taro's heart or a lung. his body probably put most of its focus on keeping his internal organs running whilst simultaneously trying to repair them, which tired him out over the course of the chapter, before it ultimately couldn't keep up with the amount of blood being lost. a hasty bandaging job using an office first-aid kit is not ideal for stab wounds.

*edit: this person corrected me regarding q-taro's death! i still think the severity of his injury could have killed him before the coffin cremation system actually killed him, plus the information is interesting, so i'm keeping it. but technically, being burned alive is actually what killed him. ouch.

official cause of death: exsanguination OR immolation.

kai: kai's death is kind of up in the air in terms of the specifics, but we know he kills himself during the first main game by cutting his arms. in order for this to kill him, and for him to have bled out as fast as he did, he likely cut his axillary and/or brachial artery. your brachial artery runs down the front of your bicep and is an extension of your axillary artery, which is in your upper arm/armpit. if kai cut deeply into both his brachial arteries, and/or his axillary arteries, he would bleed to death very quickly. it would be really painful, but i think adrenaline and the probability he'd pass out immediately would certainly be on his side here, making it at least a little less painful. either way, he dies quite fast, so. official cause of death: exsanguination.

uncertain (i'm not sure!):

this category is for the characters who have one or more variables that make it difficult or impossible to determine how painful their death was.

kanna: first of all, the way kanna dies is impossible in real life. lets just get that out of the way. you cannot have flowers sprout out of your body. that immediately makes it impossible to tell how painful it would be for her.

if i were to suspend my disbelief for this, however, here's what i have to say about it:

safalin says kanna is numb during her death, which would instantly give her a pain rating of zero. kanna is screaming during her death, but given what safalin says, that doesn't necessarily prove she's in pain. she could just be screaming out of fear.

if she weren't numb, yeah, she would be in a lot of pain. flowers and vines growing out of your body, poking out of your skin, running through your insides- that would hurt insanely bad.

but the fact that:

this death isn't possible in real life

kanna is presumably numb during her death

we don't specifically know how the seeds are working/moving inside her body

kind of made it impossible to rank her.

if i had to guess a cause of death, i'd guess severe disruption by the vines to her internal organs and processes is what ultimately killed her.

hayasaka: hayasaka's head is presumably cut off by a swinging axe. there are two reasons we put him in 'uncertain'; we don't know how sharp the blade of the axe is, and we don't know the velocity it's swinging at.

if the blade is swinging slowly and is very dull, it would take a few swings to fully cut off hayasaka's head, which would make it incredibly painful.

but if the blade is swinging very quickly and is super sharp, his death would be instantaneous, making it essentially painless.

so it's difficult to say, but either way:

official cause of death: decapitation.

ranmaru: ranmaru's death is in 'uncertain' because we

don't know exactly how that happened to his stomach

hear him talk about how he's numb to it

don't know how long he's been sitting there

i imagine he was in some pain and just putting up a front, but we just don't know for sure. and like i just said, we don't know what specifically killed him or how. we just see a wound in his stomach.

probable cause of death: exsanguination/hemorrhaging.

anzu: anzu's was between 'uncertain' and 'so quick.' we see spikes piercing her body, but the angle makes it difficult to tell exactly where they pierce, or how sharp they are, etc. if the spikes didn't hit her face/brain, she probably felt intense pain for some time from the neck-down before rapidly bleeding to death. if the spikes got her head, she'd die instantly. so.

probable cause of death: exsanguination? TBI? damage to internal organs/processes?

ranger: according to ranger's wiki, his human form was stabbed by an assassin. not nearly enough information to rank him with certainty.

cause of death: stabbed?

so quick (too fast to be painful):

both mai and alice's deaths were so fast, they fell into this category.

mai: mai shoots herself in the head. her death would have been immediate and painless since she shot herself in the brain.

official cause of death: fatal TBI.

alice: alice's abdomen explodes. if that happens, you're probably going to feel a very brief flash of pain before immediately dying, because the damage would be so extensive (shrapnel exploded his stomach, but there was undoubtedly collateral damage to his heart, lungs, and other organs around there). he would have been in shock if he did somehow manage to survive for a few more seconds. pain would be minimal or nonexistent in my opinion due to the sheer severity of the injury. and in terms of him being hung in chapter 3, it's the same as reko.

official cause of death: shock resulting from traumatic abdominal injury.

thats it!

if you for god knows what reason read all this, thank you! i'm honestly only posting it kind of for myself and my friend to look back on if i ever want to think about it again, but maybe someone will find it interesting.

questions, comments, concerns (of which i'm sure there are many)- i'm an open book. i'm not a professional by any means, but i am insane. bye!

[etheries1015]

Imagine MC with a crush on Lilia, but Lilia is completely oblivious. When asked who MC likes, they're vaguely describing Lilia without name-dropping, and Lilia pouts over it because he thinks they have a crush on someone else

Cute! I can see it already...

*slumber party at ramshackle*

featuring ace and deuce, the wing men, who know you have a crush on Lilia. And Lilia, the oblivious old man who is utterly in love with you but can't seem to wrap his head around your hints. Thus, it was time to finally come clean to him!...to the best of your abilities!

Ace- Soooo...now that we're all settled in.....how about we talk about crushes and stuff, right? *winks at you*

Lilia- Ohoho!! I love a good love story! Now pray tell, (y/n), do you have a particular type or someone who has caught your eye?

Deuce gives you a thumbs up and a nod of confidence

MC, blushing- Hmm... well. I do, actually! He's shorter than average, and he's incredibly silly...He has the most beautiful ruby-colored eyes, and he never fails to make me smile.

Lilia was shocked to get an actual answer and analysis and is becoming increasingly worried. Who was this man?? All he could think of was the fact that you indeed had someone! The description didn't even phase him! He never thought you had a thing for him, but he thought he would notice the signs if you had fallen for someone, which he obviously missed! Woe is he, heartbroken and confused.

Lilia, sweating bullets- I see! He sounds...lovely. Does he go to this school?

Ace whispering to Deuce- Is he really this dense...? They practically described him verbatim!

MC, raising an eyebrow- He does. He's in Diasomnia-

Lilia, plotting for murder- Ah! Then I'm bound to know this person, as vice house-warden! Pray tell, who is it?

MC, confused why he hasn't gotten it yet- hmm. He's a fae.

Lilia, taken aback- A fae? Why, the few fae in diasomnia are... Ah! I think I have an inkling who this mystery crush may be.

MC, nodding and leaning in, getting excited- Yesss....

Lilia- Is it Sebek?

...how he came to that conclusion after the descriptions you gave, will forever be beyond me. And Logic.

Ace- oh come on bro even I'M not that dense! They like you, senile old man!!

MC- Ace!!!

Lilia was internally shocked about the "senile old man" comment, but I digress. Once you become that oblivious, how else could you justify it? You can't.

Deuce, getting up and rushing Ace out the door- Sorry, (Y/N). It had to be done. We are tired of you guys flirting and getting nowhere. Good luck!!

Ace and Deuce leave you and Lilia alone, Lilia with an excited and mischievous smile and a blush upon his cheeks (acting like this after the idiotic display...he has very limited brain cells, but it's okay. We still love him.) And then there was yourself, a blushing mess as the fae waited to hear your explanation... hehe.

[popawritter12]

Yandere!Clark Kent + Yandere!Bruce Wayne x female!reader

𝕐𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕤: Bruce Wayne and Clark Kent

𝕄𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕒| 𝔸𝕟𝕚𝕞𝕖| 𝕧𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕠𝕘𝕒𝕞𝕖| 𝕥𝕧 𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕠𝕧𝕚𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕖: Dc movie series (?

ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕖: Scenes of jealousy, attempted aggression.

ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕥:1 of 1

𝕎𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘: I spent several days trying to do something coherent, I didn't like Batman vs Superman nor did I find a coherent way to make a Yandere story of these two. But hey, this is the final result, which is located after the events of the new flash movie (I mean, the new reboot of the DC world)

{AND YES, I PUT A PHOTO OF BATMAN VS SUPERMAN BECAUSE I THINK IT WAS AWESOME}

⋆ටᆼට⋆ ⋆ටᆼට⋆ ⋆ටᆼට⋆ ⋆ටᆼට⋆

Coffee, cooked mate, tea, black tea, green tea, smoothies, croissants, ice cream.

You smell the sweet atmosphere and feel the warmth of the cafeteria atmosphere fill your soul and body with happiness. As if you have changed from a horrendous and heavy environment to one full of happiness and peace and love, you smile, thinking about what to ask for.

For a few days you longed for a break from work, and finally you had it, you could finally have breakfast in complete peace, without worrying about whether you arrived late or late to a place or to do such a thing.

After talking to the clerk about what you were asking for, you sit down to think about your life, and what you could do today. Walk in the park? Watch a movie? Or maybe just lie in bed and sleep like you've never slept in your life.

Or maybe... visit Barry, one of your best friends.

Yeah, that sounded like a great idea, catch up and talk like they did before they got into college.

But... Something went wrong, something interrupted the little rest you had, and you knew that thanks to the people who suddenly went outside.

As if everything were a chaos orchestrated by destiny, as if it were God who had decided to let humans take the reins of their destiny, you see how a kind of fabric is torn in the sky. A hole in the shape of torn cloth reveals two men, peering out of the gloomy chaos that had ensued.

People watched, took photos with their cell phones or recorded videos, or were directly shocked by the bizarre situation in which they lived. The surreal thing about this fact was that a part of you thought that Barry was in danger.

A pang that runs through your stomach as if it were your body telling you something, forces you to start pushing people.

Elbows, shouts, pushes; everything seemed like chaos with the people who began to mobilize.

You walk out of the cafeteria, looking directly into the hole that had opened up.

As strange as it may seem, or as fearful as you did not express, you were able to see two people in the distance that you casually or conveniently knew.

---Bruce? ---Questions with a small voice ---, Clark?

All the noise that people were making because of the shouting, or just because of the amount of people moving slowly fades away, as if your brain was only focused on the two people who were there, above, staring at you, as if they were watching you. searching.

It is then that the hole gets bigger, and an immediate desire to run or hide from what was going to happen ran through your mind and body taking over you

But... everything was in vain, everything had already been determined, everything had already been done, as if destiny had already been written on a stone.

You can see it, the world you've known, the people you've always loved, or even your very existence disappears.

In a blink, you go from being at work, watching the world be destroyed by something you didn't even understand, to waking up from your bed.

You remove the sheets from your body with violence, throwing the sheets on the floor. You look around you, scared; it was your room, but almost completely different.

Instead of posters of your favorite bands, there are posters of people you didn't know. From titles like "The woman in the cabaza" or "The dance of the end of the world" were movie titles that you had seen in your life.

Instead of losing your mind, or starting to panic, you know you can't lose your mind now.

Inhale, hold, exhale, inhale, hold, exhale.

You kept up the routine for a few minutes, until you even managed to keep the peace, even now.

---Remember; everything is fine, everything is fine, ---You inhale again, trying to keep the peace ---, everyone is alive, it was just a nightmare, it was just one more nightmare.

After a few minutes that at this point seemed endlessly insufferable, a sudden call interrupts your attempt to keep all your ducklings in line.

Seeing the cell phone, which was on top of a small book that was on top of a wooden shelf, you take it in your hands.

"Barry <3"

A small hope that everything was a nightmare appears, so you answer.

---Hello? (Name)? --- You hear his voice, like a worried older brother.

---Barry? ---You questions, happy.

You listen for a moment as if Barry did sounds of a happy person, as if he is celebrating that you still remember him.

---It's good that you remind me...! --- He cuts off his own sentence ---, I mean, I'm glad you're okay

---Yes, I'm fine... ---You answer, averting your gaze ---, I just... woke up.

--- Thank goodness --- He whispers, as if he were nervous ---, by the way, can we meet somewhere?

---Yes, s-sounds perfect ---You whisper, trying to hide your nervousness ---, where can we meet?

---I can hear you're nervous, did you have another nightmare? ---He asks.

You blink a few times, remembering that he knew about the nightmares you had for practically your entire life.

---Yeah... It was horrible ---Your voice cracks ---, I can't believe it felt so real!

---Huh? But if all your nightmares feel real... ---He mentions, confused.

---B-But... I could see as if the world was destroyed, something in the sky opened up! ---You explain, nervous ---. Everything was fine, it was my day off but... when I went outside, something in the sky opened up and...

---Oh... ---He whispered, this time more confused ---.., wait, did it open and something or someone peeked out? Like a person or...

---Bruce and Clark! The two of them peered out of the hole that opened ---You express, worsening your condition.

Barry is silent, it was noticeable that his words were stuck in his throat. It is then that, after a few seconds and listening to you sob with fear.

---(Name)... ---Barry called you.

---And I thought it was a dream because everything was being quite strange, and... ---You explained, getting out of bed and looking at the posters in your room ---, I'm in a stranger's room!

---(Name)

---It looks a lot like mine! But it has very... strange tastes, I've never met any of these bands or movies ---You say, investigating the room further.

---(Name) ---He calls you once more.

---What's happening?

---It was not a nightmare.

---What? ---You ask, before listening to someone knock on your door.

---(Name), I need you to go to the park in front of your house, Bruce and I will be there, okay? --- Explains Barry, you could see that he was trying to stay calm.

---O-Okay... ---You whisper, ending the call quickly, looking at the door.

After a few seconds of mustering as much courage as possible, you go to the door and open it. Your fear is suddenly replaced by surprise when you see who was there.

---Clark?! ---Your voice is shot throughout the house, to your surprise, you can see it there; completely calm.

He was carrying a white ceramic cup with flowers, which seemed to have something inside.

---What's up, (Name)? ---Clark asks, confused ---, are you okay?

You look at him for a few seconds, trying not to say something that would probably be very incoherent. You look at the cup that he was carrying in his hands.

---It's nothing... Did you need something? ---Questions, playing with your hands.

---Oh, nothing, nothing ---He repeats, with his cheeks a little reddish ---, I just wanted to bring you a cup of coffee, as I saw that you didn't get up.

You blink a few times, before seeing how he extends the cup towards you.

---Thank you... ---You whisper, before taking the cup in your hands.

--- By the way, --- He mentions, before suddenly changing his tone --- who was that you were talking to?

You can see that because his body was tense and his tone of voice had changed, he sounded different than what you were used to.

--- It was Barry --- You answer, drinking from the cup between your hands ---, he said he needed me to go to the park near here.

--- Oh, --- His voice changes even more for a moment, erasing the smile on his face, but suddenly it's back to normal.

---I'll go now ---You say, happy ---, say hi to Louis for me.

As you walk past your good friend, he suddenly grabs your arm, not forcefully, and in fact hardly exerts any force in his grip.

--- (Name) --- he calls you ---, can I go with you?

---Hey?

Your smile disappears, before scratching the back of your neck with one of your hands.

---Well... Barry says that Bruce will be there, don't you think it would be better if I go alone?

Yes, you were perfectly aware of the certain tension that existed in their relationship, therefore, it was best to avoid conflicts.

---All the more reason I must go... ---he whispered, tightening his grip on your arm a little.

---That?

---No, no, nothing... ---He lets go of your arm, nervous ---, I just want to make sure you're safe.

---But... I'll be with Barry and Bruce... ---You answer, confused ---Besides...

--- (Name) --- he calls you again, taking you back, now grabbing your arm, --- May I go with you?

You can see that his body acted unconsciously, as if he really needed to accompany you before anything else in the whole world.

"Well...okay." You relent, letting a heavy sigh fall from your lips.

You can see how his attitude and face change, his grip is quickly removed, and a smile appears on his lips.

---Okay --- he whispers.

＼（＠￣∇￣＠）／＼（＠￣∇￣＠）／

＼（＠￣∇￣＠）／＼（＠￣∇￣＠）／

You can feel how the tension in the air increases with each second of silence that was between the four of you.

---Uh, well... ---Barry whispers, playing with his hands, before walking next to you ---...It's good that we're together now!

---Yes, thank goodness... ---You whisper, before looking at your best friend ---.., Barry, could you tell me about the nightmare?

Bruce looked at you, you could see a soft smile tugging at his lips, before speaking.

---You didn't tell him anything, Barry? ---Bruce asks, intrigued.

---Eh, no, she doesn't know yet ---The young man answers, before looking at you.

---Know what, exactly? ---Asks Clark, again being serious.

---It's complicated.. ---You whisper, before taking a breath ----.., apparently I had a nightmare, as is recurring, but they're telling me it wasn't!

One of your hands goes to your lips, your nails settling between your teeth, until Barry takes your hand.

---Hey, hey, hey ---He's calling you ---, I know this is all complicated, but for now we're not in danger, so let's sit down and...

You can not just one, but two hands grab Barry's wrist, abruptly pulling his hand away from yours.

---Keep your distance, Barry/kid ---Both Clark and Bruce say at the same time.

The surrealism of the scene, along with the sudden reaction of both of you, surprised both Barry and you.

Barry quickly pushes them away, his tone changing suddenly.

---What's wrong with them? ---Barry asks, confused and frowning.

Neither of us could say anything, because you directly speak louder than usual

---What's wrong with all of you? ---You ask, with anger in your tone---. We can't fight now, especially not over something as small as him grabbing my hand! --- You approach Barry, taking his shoulder ---, don't fight, do you really want to make a scene having, I don't know...? More than 28 years?

After the nightmare that seemed to be real, the display of obvious jealousy on Clark's part, and an obvious attempt at another jealousy scene, you were on the brink of losing your mind.

Clark and Bruce don't act like they used to, where did your kind reporter who was actually one of the strongest superheroes on the face of the earth go? Or your good friend who showed you appreciation very rarely? By whom were they replaced?

You can see that both men stare at you, while Barry tried to calm the situation by talking, positioning himself in front of you. But that only caused the look of both of them... Yanderes to intensify, they will begin to lose patience, as if they were on the verge of taking Barry and... damaging him a little, with their own hands.

You know what I mean, don't you, (Name)?

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I don't give a shit what the world thinks; The Bruce that appears in the last Flash movie is great, or at least I like how the actor looks.

[dirtyoldmanhole]

honestly i think yet another reason why gunter/corrin absolutely devoured my brain cells is there's a stunning range of "trope hardness" that you could play around with (how vanilla vs dead dove you want the relationship to go basically).

personally i find a lot of "canon" RPG romances are ... far too tame (both story & kink & preference-wise, cue being a die-hard crackshipper for decades before being shocked that nintendo would actually canonize somebody as crunchy as him lol).

but if you want ...

* ~vanilla~ gunter/corrin where it's a cute knight/leige may december courtship (basically the surface-level EN CQ route) focused on the romance versus the sexual angle, there's ample room for that.

* then there's a slightly darker romance where you can start having corrin being aware of the silas gaslighting, the truth of his backstory, kinda threading in Fates' inherent darker implications within the relationship, it's all right there for you to pick and choose from given both JP/EN scripts (and the things we learn in JP-specific peripherals).

* you can also play with the darker dubcon/noncon Revelation-specific possession plus relationship let alone the delicious incest/daddykink² angle with anankos.

* to be slightly crass and further pushing the intentionality, an outright ddlg kink dynamic is totally possible if not outright implied by a few lines in the supports if you like to play in this space lol.

* and then of course, full throttle dead dove northern-fortress 'bad touch'/predatory gunter (some of my favorite fics are this angle ngl)

..... which isn't even going into all of the above flavors in Conquest vs Revelation (two very tonally different games). and then eeeeverything in between if you're like me and like to mix and match depending on mood :3c

but the absolute best part is that his supremely crunchy backstory isn't diluted by the range; gunter's still a remarkably cohesive and compelling character no matter which version you opt for - or hell, if you have a different ship you prefer or even if you don't romance him in general.

we stan the skeeziest knight <3

[head-empty-just-sigma]

What is the point?

seriously, what is it?

hah, gottem

basically i want to discuss how Atsushi’s image of Dazai and other influential characters in his life have changed over the course of the story. including his own ability, the White Tiger itself

also, i plan on doing a copium-driven theory of how zenki soukoku may mirror soukoku’s reuniting from chapter 31 in a future chapter, which should be posted before chapter 106 hopefully

also also, i want to decipher Dazai’s mental gymnastics a bit as his dialogue in ch105 is making my analyst brain cells tingle but this might take a while to write, so it might be posted next month? idk

🔺spoilers for chapter 105 (the most recent chapter as of writing this), chapters 24, 28-29, 35, 39, 51-53, 63-64, 84-87, 102, and 103.5, and Dead Apple🔻

i won’t lie, this ended up being pretty long. skip to the end of the post for a pseudo-TLDR of my main points for chapter 105 specifically if you don’t feel like reading it all

First, we have the man who stole the show from Atsushi; Dazai

We start, not at the very beginning, but the first event that sparked Atsushi's development of Dazai's image beyond just seeing him as his superior in the ADA.

I’m sure we all can recognize this panel, from back in chapter 24 when Atsushi began to fall to the inner turmoil over his ability all over again. Dazai would have none of it, doing the only thing he knows how to do as a ‘mentor’. He physically slaps Atsushi to shock him out of his train of thought, and then proceeds to say some of the most meaningful lines to ever come out of his mouth; he tells Atsushi that he can’t wallow in self-pity, because all it would do is trap him in an endless nightmare. This is really the first time Dazai has given straight-up advice to Atsushi in a way that’s clear and forward, instead of saying it in some weird riddle for Atsushi to figure out on his own.

I think this is important because it’s only after this point that Atsushi begins to turn to Dazai in his mind when he needs to come up with plans on his own.

In situations where Atsushi isn’t sure what to do or needs to come up with a plan on his own, he uses Dazai as a point of reference. ‘What would Dazai do?’ He also firmly believes that Dazai will be there to support him, as we see in chapter 28 and 29 where he jumps out of the Moby Dick and does all he can to deliver Kyuusaku’s Dogra Magra doll to Dazai, which is a plan he made all on his own just with the firm belief that Dazai would be there to nullify the doll. This is reinforced by Dazai telling him that he was indeed waiting for Atsushi to land with the doll.

A little less important for Dazai’s development is chapter 39. In 39, Atsushi asks Dazai of all people for advice on how to express how he feels after finding out the Orphanage Director died, despite the fact that Dazai 1. never had a father figure either besides Mori, and 2. is one of the most emotionally constipated characters in the entire series. This just proves that Atsushi believes he can rely on Dazai for more than just things relating to the ADA, which I think stemmed from Dazai’s lines in chapter 24. There’s also the few times where Atsushi begins to notice and understand Dazai’s facial expressions, and generally understands his mental gymnastics a little bit better.

Nothing else of note happens between Atsushi and Dazai until chapter 63, where Atsushi ‘hallucinates’ Dazai for the first time. Atsushi is essentially on his own at this point, and he knows this, which makes him begin to doubt himself. This moment of self doubt sparks the hallucination of Dazai asking Atsushi if he was going to give up that easily, which gives Atsushi the little push he needed to ask himself ‘What would Dazai do?’ in this situation. From there, he’s able to confidently come up with a detailed plan based on the information available to him. Just like Dazai would do.

After that, the focus of the story becomes pretty scattered honestly. We rarely see the same characters month to month, including Atsushi. The only two points after chapter 63 are in chapter 102, where Dazai tells Atsushi (in his mind) that he needs to wake up because he’s running out of time, and in chapter 105, where Dazai appears at the end of the cast of characters Atsushi sees. Dazai is the last character to appear, to point him (quite literally) in the right direction, to tell him he needs to keep going, as the last bit of encouragement Atsushi needed in order to move forward with what he thinks is the best course of action.

Atsushi, in the beginning, saw Dazai as his superior in the ADA, his coworker, not much different than the other members. As the story progressed and Dazai gave Atsushi advice and continued to point him towards the end goal again and again, no matter how hopeless it seemed, Atsushi now sees Dazai as someone he can look at for inspiration when the situation looks dire, and when all other options are exhausted. Dazai will be there, metaphorically or literally, because Atsushi believes he will be.

Next, let’s talk about the Orphanage Director (aka, the Headmaster)

Besides being single-handedly the worst character in the entire story, the Headmaster serves as one of the major influences over how Atsushi views his ability and his capabilities. His self doubt comes from the abuse at the hands of the Headmaster, who convinced Atsushi he essentially had no worth as a human being.

The first time we see Atsushi hallucinate the Headmaster outside of the typically flashbacks in the beginning is in chapter 28, while Atsushi is trapped on the Moby Dick. Just as he starts to think of what he can do in his situation, the Headmaster appears to spew his doubt of Atsushi’s capabilities. The distraction is momentary, as Atsushi is able to physically swipe away the hallucination after telling the Headmaster to shut up. This is one of the rare times he’s able to confidently defy the words of the Headmaster, which is important considering this occurs after Atsushi’s accident under the influence of Dogra Magra.

Directly after that comes the depressing chapter 29, where we actually see some of the things the Headmaster did to Atsushi. In the span of this one chapter, however, we also learn that besides being a gross example of unrestricted child abuse, the Headmaster had his reasons (albeit twisted, morally wrong, and just plain messed up ones) for his actions. The most obvious reason is Atsushi’s uncontrollable ability. From the flashback in Dead Apple, it’s probably safe to assume that Atsushi’s ability turned him into a fully-grown or mostly fully-grown tiger from the very beginning. The Headmaster kept Atsushi locked up in a cell by himself to minimize the damage done by the tiger. Another reason for his actions was because that’s how he was treated as a child, as he was coincidentally also raised in an abusive orphanage, and humans grow up heavily influenced by those who raised them and the environment surrounding that. To the Headmaster, being abusive was probably the only way he knew how to raise children. Finally, the Headmaster specifically wanted Atsushi to hate him because he was a horrible person. He wanted Atsushi to see his evilness and be repulsed by it, so that when Atsushi saw worse evils outside of the orphanage, he’d naturally hate them, too. The Headmaster also drilled the thought into Atsushi’s head that saving people would give him self worth, so he should do his utmost to save as many people as he could.

Of course, absolutely none of those reasons can excuse the Headmaster’s actions and abuse of Atsushi and the other children in the orphanage. He was truly, and justifiably the worst character in Atsushi’s life. If anything, in the end, he deserved to die.

Dazai’s words to Atsushi in chapter 29 also help him realize that while, yes, he went through absolute hell at the orphanage, that hell raised him to be the person he is now.

The Headmaster appears as a hallucination of sorts in chapter 52 towards the end of shin soukoku’s fight with Ivan. He doesn’t say anything, but Atsushi acknowledges his presence anyway, telling Aku that the Headmaster, despite being dead, still lives in Atsushi’s mind. But, Atsushi understands that as long as he follows a righteous path and saving people, he can rid himself of the Headmaster eventually.

It’s also notable that he does not appear in chapter 105, meaning he doesn’t hold as much influence over Atsushi as he used to compared to the characters who do show up.

In the end, Atsushi has come to terms with the fact that while the Headmaster made his childhood miserable, and caused him a lot of mental anguish, the misery did it’s job of teaching Atsushi to be a good person. Although in a twisted, unhealthy way.

Let’s move on to Akutagawa

Aku doesn’t hold as much influence over Atsushi compared to the previous two characters, but Atsushi’s image and opinion of Aku has definitely changed over time

At the beginning, Atsushi had plenty of reasons to see Aku as just a dangerous mafioso who kills others in a gross display of strength. This view never really changes much in the beginning of their forced partnership, and Aku also continuously tries to pick fights with Atsushi on missions, so he’s not helping his case much.

The first time this begins to change is chapter 35, during the fight between shin soukoku and Fitzgerald. Atsushi decides to ask Aku if he’s foolish for wanting to escape the past (his childhood trauma) by fighting to save others. Aku answers yes, he is foolish. Because the pain of the past has nothing to do with who Atsushi is now. Atsushi commits this to the back of his mind, and in return, offers Aku the fact that Dazai probably already acknowledged him a long time ago. This trade of confirmation marks the true beginning of development in how Atsushi sees Akutagawa.

The next time they’re forced to work together is chapter 51-53, where it seems like Atsushi’s views haven’t changed much, but that’s not necessarily the case. Atsushi reuses the point that he sees Aku as someone who jumps to murder before thinking about the mission, which is true considering Aku wanted to fight Atsushi instead of focus on their mission. However, after Atsushi insults Aku, instead of trying to kill him, Aku kind of just accepts it. And whatever expression he made, Atsushi certainly saw it and understood it. After this, Aku and Atsushi have their first real conversation about their individual motives for fighting. This gives them a better understanding of each other, and serves as the catalyst for Aku’s follow up question near the end of their fight with Ivan. Atsushi reveals that the Headmaster still haunts him, so he must continue to save others to rid himself of his past, which Aku accepts as a good enough answer to make the biggest development in their partnership: the Black Tiger Claws singularity. Not to mention, some of their lines from these chapters revealed that the two of them understand each other better because they tried to kill each other so much. Atsushi also seems to be putting more trust in Aku, which probably comes from understanding his motivations and seeing Aku’s attitude changing slowly since chapter 35. Chapter 53 is also when Atsushi made Aku promise to not kill anyone for 6 months.

Then, of course, we have chapters 84-87. Atsushi is at the end of his rope, facing Fukuchi in an impossible 1 vs 1. He’s desperate, wishing he wasn’t alone to face such an evil force. In that moment of despair, Akutagawa appears to offer assistance. Atsushi is surprised, but he realizes that he is no longer alone, because Akutagawa is there. Atsushi has developed his view of Aku from an unreliable and unpredictable murder-hungry mafioso, to a mostly reliable but undeniably strong ally, so much so that he believes the two of them together can beat Fukuchi. Aku also reveals that he’s kept his promise to not kill anyone, which allows Atsushi to further develop his trust in Aku as an ally and partner. Plus, in their strategizing, they both show that they use soukoku as a point of reference for coming up with the best plan based on what they would do.

The biggest show of development is when Atsushi places his full trust in Aku at the end of their fight, as they charge towards each other. Atsushi, now that he’s seen how Aku has grown as a person to become Atsushi’s strongest partner and ally, is able to believe in Aku to know the silent plan between them like their predecessors in soukoku.

“I can’t afford to disappoint Dazai-san”

Akutagawa was there to assist Atsushi on Dazai’s orders. And Atsushi knows this.

Atsushi even acknowledges the trust that has built up between the two of them that got them to this point, as the powerful new generation of soukoku. From enemy to ally, Atsushi has accepted Aku as his partner. Now if only Aku hadn’t died and got vampire-d…

Akutagawa appears as a hallucination in chapter 105, not to insult Atsushi, but to offer a push in the right direction. Look outside, look at what’s ahead, look at the goal you need to reach. Look outside his mind and his past to see what’s waiting for him in the future.

Atsushi’s ability and his acceptance of the Tiger

Atsushi’s ability is pretty unique within the bsd world, considering he can sort of interact and talk to it as a separate entity from himself. The only other person we see do something even remotely close to this is Dostoy when he’s separated from his ability in Dead Apple, and he has a back-and-forth villain monologue with it. Mori can also interact with his own ability, but that’s because his ability is a manifestation, not something in his mind, so he doesn’t count.

In chapter 29, Atsushi is falling out of the sky after jumping from the Moby Dick and being hit by Twain. He’s unconscious, and is doubting his plans to save the city. The Tiger appears in his mind, and proceeds to lunge Atsushi, who allows himself to be attacked. Atsushi merely tells the Tiger to eat, as he hates himself the most, and embraces the Tiger’s head while thanking it for everything it’s done up until then. The Tiger, after hearing Atsushi thank it, suddenly takes over his body and fully transforms mid-air. The Tiger lands on the ground on its feet, as all cats do, despite breaking its own legs in the process. Atsushi’s body is completely unharmed, though. This is the first time the Tiger has acted on its own to save Atsushi (not counting his first battle with Aku).

In chapter 35, we see Atsushi outright ask for the Tiger’s help during the battle with Fitzgerald. This shows he’s beginning to see the Tiger as more than just a dangerous beast that lives inside him, but more as a force he can call upon in times of need for strength. He has no reason to believe the Tiger will listen, but he believes in it anyway, knowing it’s powerful enough to defeat the enemy in front of him.

The Tiger itself doesn’t appear in the manga again after this, but this is probably due to the events of Dead Apple. Dead Apple occurs sometime between the Guild Arc the Cannibalism Arc, and it’s the last time we see the Tiger appear in Atsushi’s mind. After defeating the Tiger in the real world, Atsushi can’t use his ability. In his mind, there’s a large door physically preventing him from using his ability, and only after it’s opened and he accepts what he did in the past that was forgotten, is he able to see the Tiger again. He commands the Tiger to return to him, calling it “Byakko”, meaning ‘White Tiger’ in Japanese. After this, they become one, and Atsushi is able to use an even stronger version of his ability during his fight with Shibusawa.

Calling the Tiger ‘Byakko’ is interesting because Byakko is a celestial creature in Japanese folklore that takes the form of a white tiger, and lives in the western sky. It is one of the four beast gods, represents the virtue of righteousness, and is strongly rooted in Taoism.

What’s important here is that after the events of Dead Apple, it seems like Atsushi has finally accepted the Tiger as part of himself.

Lastly, let’s mention the organizations themselves

The ADA

Of course, the Detective Agency offered Atsushi a home and a found family. At the beginning of the story, he felt bad for involving the people there in his battles, feeling guilty for getting others hurt because they had to save him. However, with enough reinforcement from the members, Atsushi developed confidence in himself and his ability to save and protect others. He also developed a level of trust for each of the members, believing they’re all strong in their own right, and together they can beat even the DOA. In chapter 105, Ranpo, Kunikida, and Kyouka appear in Atsushi’s mind and say things that are difficult to hear, but it’s things they would definitely say to Atsushi in a situation like that. Ranpo’s ‘What about this can’t you understand?’, Atsushi is conflicted about what he needs to do, but he does understand that he needs to do something. Kunikida’s ‘Failure is unacceptable.’, Atsushi knows that he can’t afford to fail, but he also knows that he alone can’t win the fights to come. Kyouka’s ‘You don’t have to do anything.’, Atsushi knows this is technically true if he believes he shouldn’t stop the DOA’s plans, but that’s not for him to decide. He chooses to leave the final decision to Fukuzawa, believing he’d know what to do in this situation.

The Port Mafia

This organization is the original enemy, and Atsushi knows this. The only member he truly trusts is Akutagawa. However, from the events in chapter 29 where he sees the PM doing everything in their power to preserve the city, he believes they could be an ally for the ADA in upcoming battles. He might not totally trust them or rely on the PM to be proper allies, but he does know that they’re a powerful organization that cares about the city and is willing to do just about anything to protect it.

The Guild, but mainly Fitzgerald

The Guild was never an option to work with, they presented themselves as an enemy and were defeated in the end. Atsushi would never be willing to work with The Guild as it was during its arc, but Fitzgerald by himself is another story. He has a powerful weapon, the camera network Eyes of God, at his disposal. Atsushi knows that, and given Fitzgerald also has no allies similar to the ADA during the Hunting Dogs arc, Atsushi believes he might be able to convince Fitzgerald to work with him in chapter 63 and 64. He also knows that Fukuzawa would probably scold him for making a deal with Fitzgerald, but he does it anyway after seeing Mitchell in desperate need of help. Fitzgerald appears in chapter 105 to cast doubt upon Atsushi, saying that nobody expects anything from him, but Atsushi knows that that’s not true anymore. The ADA and his friends believe in him, so he must keep moving.

The end.

Those are all the points I had, after rereading the majority of the series to see the development in real time now that I have so much of the story available to read all at once. Atsushi has accepted his ability as a part of himself, not as a dangerous burden for him to carry. Chapter 105 shows that Atsushi’s views of the people in his life have certainly changed and developed over time, but at the same time, it shows how Atsushi sees their influence over him as well. The 3 ADA members are pretty general, saying something you’d expect them to say. Fitzgerald doubts Atsushi by himself, only working with him because he thinks the ADA has the best chance to win. Akutagawa reminds Atsushi that he’s not bound by the past, that he needs to look outside towards the future and towards the end goal. Dazai doesn’t have anything to say, because he doesn’t need to, he merely needs to point Atsushi in the right direction.

[fl3shm4id3n]

A crazy psychotic serial killer who’s caught and sent to pandora as punishment and is given the chance to go back to earth if she catches the sully’s, but instead she becomes very overprotective of the children and decides to help them avoid quaritch for the kids and because she think’s it’ll be funny

Wₑ Gₒₜ ₚₛycₕₒₛ ₙₒw?

𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: 𝐖𝐡𝐨 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚 𝐩𝐬𝐲𝐜𝐡𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐤𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬, 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐮���.

ᴅᴇᴊᴀ ʙʟᴜᴇ/ ʀᴇᴄᴏᴍꜱ x ꜰᴇᴍ! ꜱᴇʀɪᴀʟ ᴋɪʟʟᴇʀ! ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ (ᴘʟᴀᴛᴏɴɪᴄ)

Tw: murder, reader is a killer, mentions of knifes, blood, intestines, gutting, brain mater, prison, terrorism, shock collars.

A/N: I had to read this request a couple times since I didn't get the ending, it was a bit confusing. Hopefully what I came up with makes sense, sorry that it's short.

Masterlist

To this day you have no idea how you got caught, so you killed girls prettier then you so what? It was a little slip up, it was only 13 women, nothing else. The thing that made scratch people's heads is how can an innocent and pretty looking girl like you do such horrible things. It didn't matter, you were still going to be sent to prison, but not on earth, but in a human city in Pandora known of Bridgehead.

Once you were sent to the prison, you were placed in an isolated cell. They had no idea what you were capable off if placed in a cell with another female. They also didn't want have to clean up blood, guts or brain mater, so you were isolated from everyone. When leaving your cell, you had to wear an orange straight jacket and a human muzzle. You knew that everyone around you was scared of you, if they weren't, you wouldn't be dressed in a straight jacket and muzzle.

One day some military personal came to have a talk with you. They needed to catch this guy known as Jake Sully, since he had been doing 'terrorisms' crimes and so on. So they offered you a deal, if you helped them catch Jake, then you'll get sent back to earth with a clean record and some cash so that you can continue living with your life whoever you wanted. Without thinking twice you agreed.

Then you got sent to the military base, still wearing the straight jacket and the muzzle on, while your legs were chained so that you didn't try to run. Everyone was surprised to see a convict such as yourself in the base, the RDA was taking drastic measures into getting what they wanted. You were then introduced to Miles Quaritch and Lyle Wainfleet, who were giant blue kittens, you thought they looked cute. They were informed about your arrival and the whole deal you had made with the RDA. Afterwards they had taken you into a room, filled with more blue kittens.

They were all confused on why a human dressed in an orange straight jacket and a muzzle was there. "This is Y/n L/n, she is now a part of our team" Quaritch instructed the team, who were still eyeing you and wondering. "I know what you're thinking. How an innocent looking thing have committed such crime? She may look harmless but she isn't. She will gut you and use your intestines as her home décor. So, if you don't want to suffer that fate, treat her like on one of us." He continued to talk. The whole time you stared at all the kittens in the room, seen how they looked almost the same, but yet different. Their was two females and a lot of males. One you got introduced to all the team, you were taken to an isolated chamber, again.

You were given a bag with some of your stuff in them, it was mainly jewelry and a few small things such as makeup. You were also given a clothes similar to the female kittens. A sports bra, a dark green tank top, camo pants, shoes and a vest that contained some things. You were also given some kind of shock collar that you have to wear for 24 hours. Quaritch and Wainfleet had a small remote that they can press to shock you if you tried anything.

During the days before the mission, you got to meet your team mates a bit. You learned all their names and other stuff that they'd do. You didn't really caused or attempted to cause trouble, you seemed chill. But if you were to see a woman much prettier then you, then you'd almost go feral. That was when they found out about the crimes and killings you had committed, you killed women you thought were prettier then you. You really were a psycho, they thought it would be best to keep you from killing them.

The day of the mission you got dressed and were given hunting daggers instead of a gun. You had to be within a five mile radius when out with the team, if not then you'd get shocked. Once you arrived at the jungle, you were fascinated seen the it. You had never seen a jungle or forest in your life, how nice. You were basically attached to Quaritch hip while out, you stayed close to him. When you arrived at an old shack, you were instructed to look around, but stay with in five miles with the group. So you went to look around, to see if you may find something or someone important.

You weren't far until you saw a human kid and three blue kittens. They were shocked to see a human like you, but you had a good look at them, this couldn't be what Quaritch was looking for. They were still, while looking at you. Scared that you might bring them attention. You quietly spoke. "It's okay, I won't call you in" you said with smile and saw how the had a bit of a relief look. "But you might wanna get away from her, or else they'll come and get you all" you said, then your shock collar made a noise. "Found anything l/n?" Lyle asked through the mic. You stayed silent was the kids seen to freak out, then you pressed the small button and responded. "Nope, nothing boss."

You had said, while looking at the kids, then stopped pressing the button. "Ya'll should leave already" you instructed, but before leaving they said a small thank you to you and ran off as fast as they could. You went back to the team that was still in the shack. They all turn to look at you, who had a little smile on your lip and you skipped back. They felt a bit disturbed by your happy like expression. "Found anything?" Quaritch asked again and you shock your head. "Nope sir, nothing." You said, giggling.

They decide to ignore you and continued to move on. The whole time you were just smiling and giggling, thinking that you had just sent away the kids you had came across. You couldn't help but think of how he'd react if they were to find out about what you had just done.

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[ownerofthisaccount]

Originally I was just gonna leave the previous post on Agee and Chei as a one off, as I don’t own them and it was just me spitballing. There was also a repost saying I was thankful for the attention it got and that anyone is free to have their interpretations on it, but I deleted it as I didn’t want to bombard the original creator too much. My anxiety can get bad especially when it comes to interacting with popular creators or making fanart due to stuff I rather not get into, but it can lead to me struggling a bit with knowing how to go about things or if I’m being too pushy. Even now I’m a little anxious posting this giant section, and can take it down if asked, but after reading my what if my brain wanted to expand on it with images more detailing what happened that first day.

I will warn this contains body horror, implied and shown death, injury, and a small bit of blood. This is also NOT my work or ocs. Like before, both design and the original story comes from @raisans-art and they should be given the credit for these great character designs and engaging stories. This is just my interpretation on a what if both twins got experimented on.

As stated before, this version starts off the same with Emmet taken first and dies in the process of becoming Agee. But in this version the scientists catch on to Ingo’s snooping and struck him from behind when he finally encountered Agee. There was actually a deleted image showing that directly after, Durant popped out and, seeing Ingo limped on the ground and scientists quickly flooding in, grabbed Ingo’s pokeballs to try to at least save his team with the hope of being able to come back later to save the twins. He escapes through a vent, but in the process three pokeballs are knocked off and left in the lab, where Durant can’t grabbed them because the scientists are gaining on him. This wasn’t drawn cause for the life of me, I couldn’t draw full body Durant without looking like a knockoff lego.

“What do we do now?”

A little while later, the newest experiment Chei wakes up to a “frightening” giant. Meanwhile, the friendly fusion tries to welcome their new cell mate with open arms. I absolutely loved drawing that frame of Agee.

A familiar image from before, but the shadows and Agee’s tail are actually here. This is an outside view of the scientists observing how the two fusions will interact with each other given the origins of the two used for this.

Doesn’t go well. I realized I also missed the scar on Agee’s face, so I added it to the what if lore by having Chei feel threatened and slashed Agee with their face blade. Agee out of instinct and shock slammed their tail into Chei without realizing.

A fun fact I mentioned in the comments last post, but Chei’s tail, chest, and face are made of glass. It’s a softer/flexible and more durable glass, but can still be cracked. As long as the core/soul in the chest is unharmed though, the glass will repair itself some time after with the length depending on how severe the damage was. So Chei will be fine, but Agee still feels bad for hurting them.

Chei takes shelter in the corner to heal while Agee decides to give the new guy a little space for now, still determined though to make this friendship work as he feels a connection to this fusion. There was also a second cut drawing of Chei waking up later to an “I’m Sorry” poorly written on the ground while Agee anxiously taps their fingers together for a response.

Elsewhere in a realm inaccessible to ones like us, a few spirits watch this disaster go down…

And that’s it! That was all the drawings made for that what if scenario. Will there ever be more? I’m honestly not sure as this was already a stretch. But I will be finishing my top ten list very soon if you want more Pokémon drawings from me and to yell at me for putting Lickilicky in my top 10. But once again, thank you @raisans-art for being the creator of the Emmet Chimera Au and may you all have a great rest of your day!

[sillymaxing]

Hi again mootieee... I wish I was kidding when I said this blog owned my brain a bit. How do you think it'd go if Tord found out Matt visited Tom a lot? May be a platonic yandere opportunity. :3

This isn’t really a Platonic Yandere thing. Maybe kinda? IDK MAN. It’s just dark. But oh em GEE! This was so fun to write.

NOT proofread. Might do it later.

CW: Violence, Threats (kinda?), non-consensual drugging (Tom gets Tranqed), Electrocution (also Tom), Heavily implied interrogation, implied starvation if you squint VERY hard

Tord would NOT be happy at all.

He’d start to notice Matt missing during lunch. So he’d check the cameras, only to find Matt slipping off to the lab. Apparently he had stolen a security card

Tord storms to the lab, making his way to Tom’s cell. He really didn’t know what he was more angry about. The theft, sneaking food to Tom, seeing Tom at all, the secrecy.

Things here ran a certain way. He couldn’t have Matt fucking anything up. Only authorized personnel were even allowed in the lab. And Matt was sure as hell not fucking authorized.

Matt is sat down in front of Tom when the door opens behind him. They conversation stops immediately.

Tord storms in, two workers following him. One confiscates the food while the other electrocutes Tom with what looks like a modified cattle prod. Matt can hear the crackle of the shock as it rings the the air, and Tom can’t even choke out a scream before Matt gets dragged away.

Matt is certainly kicking and shouting. He just saw his friend get absolutely leveled for doing nothing wrong at all.

Tord has an iron grip on Matt’s upper arm, dragging him away from the lab. He tries not to hurt Matt, but the amount of struggling becomes annoying. It only adds to his rage.

So, he throws Matt into a nearby wall. Matt seems to try and get up. Tries to get out of this. Tord grabs a fistful of his hair and slams him to the ground.

This man is FUMING.

Tord doesn’t really yell. He keeps his composure. But not here.

“MATT! I HAVE EXECUTED SOLDIERS FOR MUCH LESS THAN THE FUCKING- VIOLATIONS YOU ARE COMMITTING!”

Matt seems frozen. On the ground, Tord towers over him which a gaze so disgusted that he feels like he’s about to get ripped limb from limb.

Tord takes a minute to breathe, running a hand through his hair to try and calm himself down.

“You are lucky I like you. If you were any other soldier, you would be dead. I can make your life a living hell. But I don’t! I treat you well! This- THIS is the kind of shit you pull?”

Tord sounds furious, disgusted, almost hurt?

God, if this were any other soldier, they would be taken in for questioning. They would be tortured. And once Tord had the information he wanted, they would be publicly humiliated and executed.

Tord seems to say something into the mic connected to his earpiece, before looking down at Matt. And Matt can see the switch in Tord’s eyes. From emotional to completely business.

“We will talk about this later. I have things to do. Patryck will retrieve you and escort you to your room.”

Matt takes a shaky breath, standing up. He looks at Tord in confusion. A few moments ago he thought he was gonna get shot. Now he’s just getting sent to his room?

It’s almost as if Tord reads his mind.

“You’re on probation indefinitely. You will wake up and wait at your door until Patryck retrieves you. You will work with Patryck, eat with Patryck, and be escorted back to your room by him at the end of your shift.”

He pauses, turning around to leave.

“I won’t hesitate to put you back in a cell Matt. Do not forget your place here.”

Aftermath Snipbit

Tord and Matt do in fact talk about it. In the form of Matt being handcuffed to a table in their interrogation room.

Tord makes it very clear what exactly would happen to Matt if he were anyone else.

But they also come to an agreement.

With good behavior, Matt will be allowed one 60 minute visit with Tom every 2 weeks, all supervised and recorded by Patryck.

Poor Patryck, has to babysit the ginger.

But hey, new work buddy! They actually become pretty good friends.

And oh ya, Tom totally got tranquilized after getting electrocuted. They were so “scared” he would get so angry that he would turn into his monster form. (They really just don’t give a shit. They treat him like a rabid dog.)

[tallyanimatez]

Meeting Riddle

Waking up in a stranger room...You don't remember coming here.

Oh wait...didn't you came here for a job interview? Wracking out your artificial brain cells till the last one, you vaguely recall that apparently you passed the job interview thanks to your effort of studying the rules and layout. All new employees are directed to their rooms and will start work tomorrow.

"I r-really wished Crowley could have given me all the-e functions from the start... "

Your memory storage wasn't the absolute best, you almost forgot everything unconsciously about your childhood up until now, even Grim was annoyed about you forgetting the forest routes. You are lucky enough to be able to navigate back with your instincts. Your bones don't work properly yet. Only your legs can function normally because of the amount of waking you always do each day.

Since you're awake now, maybe you could go clean the manor while you're at it.

"This place doesn't have a single dust...the employees must have been very careful..."

Vacuuming the floor was out of the picture because you woke up during ungodly hours, so using a broom it is, but it's odd that there's barely any dust here because majority of house cleaners never bother to clean every inch of the house as long as it's presentable enough for the employer to be pleased. It's not your business to know why though.

Creak

"Who's there?"

You frozed at the drop of the hat, also dropping the broom down.

"How dare you stay awake this late! Go back to your room immediately or it will be OFF WITH YOUR HE-."

He suddenly stopped the moment he saw you clearly. You were squeezing your hands tightly together, trying your best to look normal. Even though you don't remember the name of the person in front of you.

You know he's the Lord of this Manor judging by his outfit, a Roseheart.

"I must apologize for scaring you, but what are you doing this late at night?"

"Oh! I-I am just sweeping-g the m-manor m-m-my Lord!"

You fumbled a lot with your words partially from not being taught on how to deal with this type of situation and being frightened did not help. The lord seemed shocked by your reaction.

"Well, you may go back to your room once you're done with the main hall, if I catch you awake after, it will be off with your head!"

The Lord turned a perfect 180 degree and began to walk back from where he came, only to halt after a few steps.

"And if you could, only when there's nobody else other than you and me, just refer to me as Riddle."

The Lord-no, Riddle, walked away till you couldn't see him anymore. Though it looks like he had more to say.

Well, that was an eventful encounter.

[lemariee]

Forbidden Fruit

Chapter 2

Present…

Gerda could feel a rush of anxiety flood over her from head to toe as the sound of footsteps loudly approached her holding cell. Finally after what felt like an eternity the face of General Percival appeared. He had a very stoic collected expression that mirrored her own as they both tried to appear unaffected by each other's presence. This man was once a good friend of hers but he now treated her as if she was his enemy.

"The king has sent me down to collect you." Percival said in an emotionless voice but it managed to spark more anxiety in Gerda.

Without warning the guards opened her cell and pulled at her chains causing a small hiss to escape Gerda's dry, cracked lips. She lost count of how long she had been a prisoner but the raw cuts around her wrists were enough to show that it may have been a few weeks. Her hair was surely left a tangled mess and her skin cold to the touch from an icy sponge bath she took earlier in the day. She was much thinner than before almost to the point of her bones visually more prominent in certain areas of her body.

She stood quiet as her bare feet walked down the empty halls of the castle. She recalled the times as a free woman when she roamed these very halls. It felt unreal that she, a once very powerful woman, was now lowered down to a filthy prisoner. Surely the queen will set her free once this is all over. Perhaps she will be the one who releases her after talking sense into the king. Gerda sighed in relief, knowing that soon she will have her life back.

Her thoughts were disrupted when she was jerked to a stop in front of the doors to the main hall. Something felt off when the doors opened revealing King John whose eyes sternly looked her over. Gerda was pulled into the giant room until she was forced to kneel down fifteen feet away from him. She stared up at him trying her best to appear unbothered by displaying her usual hard expression.

"It has come to my attention that you were the one who fed the queen lies about the Moor folk. According to a reliable source you being her advisor had taken advantage of your position. Yes, the queen had already held a strong...dislike of the fairies but you used her feelings to your own gain by filling her head up with more hatred." King John said in a firm voice as he stared Gerda down with accusing eyes.

Gerda for a second allowed an emotion of shock to cross her face but quickly concealed it and allowed the shock to burn inside. She couldn't believe what she was hearing before her. It was the queen who had chosen her only because she saw that Gerda supported her agenda. Yes, Gerda did her job by advising her but the queen had specifically ordered her to carry out her deeds against the Moors.

"Your Majesty, there must be a misunderstanding. I was simply following ord-" Gerda tried explaining but was disrupted by the king's angry voice.

"Did I say you can speak?! You will hold your tongue and listen to what I have to say. You are to be held accountable for your crimes and will be banished from this kingdom. From this day on you will no longer be our prisoner. You are now in custody of the dark fey and it is their leader who will decide what is to become of you as his prisoner. Now guards please take her away." King John demanded with his chin held up high.

Gerda could not help but feel deep betrayal as she stared back at the king with panic displayed on her pale face. His words continued to echo throughout her brain as she struggled to accept what he had said. There's no way she could survive under the dark fey leader. She didn't know anything about him but overheard several servants calling him ruthless during her time recovering.

She concealed her emotions behind a blank expression but inside she wanted to scream. The queen must be planning a way to save her. There's absolutely no way she would allow her very own advisor to be thrown out of the kingdom. Gerda spent years loyally serving the queen. She practically thought of the queen as a mother since she was the only parent figure in her life. There's no way the queen would simply abandon her.

Gerda was so deep in her thoughts that she didn't realize she had been led outside into a place where no peasants were allowed. She felt her feet go numb once she saw what was waiting in front of her. There was two large fey with wings so long that they overshadowed the guards behind her. Their wings were colorful with a mixture of greens, yellows, and oranges. They appeared like any other human but the horns, eyes, and wings gave them away. Behind them was a cage that looked like it was made of vines and tree roots. Gerda felt a rush of numbness as she continued eyeing the cage in front of her.

"Hmm looks suitable for the likes of you. Bid you a very safe trip though I imagine once you land, fortune will not be on your side." Pecival said with his voice full of sarcasm.

Before Gerda could respond the guards immediately dragged her forward and tossed her toward the disgusting creatures. Gerda lost her footing and pathetically fell at their feet. She looked up at them with a glare. The creatures harshly grabbed Gerda by her raw wrists and threw her into the cage. Gerda hissed in pain when she felt small thorns piercing her skin. She desperately looked around as they slammed the vined door shut.

"Get me out of here! You cannot do this to me after all I did for our people General! You're a coward and betrayer to our kind!" Gerda screamed at the top of her lungs, anger taking over her.

Her words were lost when she suddenly felt the cage lift up from the ground. She felt sick to her stomach when she suddenly was tossed around as her cage was carried up into the air. Soon enough it was clear that she no longer was on land but heading out into the bright sky. She felt the air around her go wild as the wind angrily flowed through her cage. Goosebumps instantly appeared on her bare legs and arms. Her feet felt frozen and numb due to the unforgiving breeze and continued on for what felt like forever. She was horrified by the current circumstance she found herself in.

Gerda was no longer in the care of her own people but was now held prisoner to some unknown creature that she known so little of. She was doomed and there was nothing protecting her. After a while, she felt herself drifting off but was rudely awakened to the feeling of thorns once again piercing her skin as her cage was tossed to the ground. A sticky fluid had started dripping down her bare legs. She slowly stood using a vine for support. The door was pulled open revealing one of the fey who was carrying her cage. She gasped out in pain when he tugged at her chains and dragged her outside. She studied her surroundings and realized that she appeared to have been taken to what seemed like a forest. The sun flickered out in between the leaves of the tall trees above.

She was in an unknown land and must've been far from Ulstead which meant she had little hope of escaping. Her heart skipped a beat when she realized that she was at the top of a cliff once they walked out of the forest and into a clearing that gave her a perfect view of the land below. She had to be hundreds of feet above ground once she caught sight of many mountains that appeared to be far away. Gerda would be lying to herself if she said the scenery wasn't beautiful. It was breathtaking but not enough to ease her worries. She froze when she caught sight of more creatures freely flying through the skies without a care in the world. This meant that she would have little chance of going unnoticed if she ever did succeed in escaping.

Her thoughts were once again disrupted when she noticed the creatures before her grunt and pound against their chest as they stared out into the open cliff before them. She was confused as to why they were acting so odd but realized why when her blue eyes caught sight of something off in the distance. Slowly the creature came closer and closer heading straight to them at full speed. She squinted her eyes when the sun behind it blinded her so she was unable to make out who or what it was. She wiped her watering eyes but nearly yelped in surprise when she felt the air around her grow wild as the creature ruthlessly landed. Gerda almost lost her balance due to the force of its landing but thankfully she managed to stand still.

She stared out at the creature but was unable to make out how it looked due to the glaring sun behind it. Whoever it was had to be in position of a respected title in order to have such a reaction from the creatures around it. Not only that but this creature was huge in size with a wingspan that managed to oversize the others by several inches. The formidable creature walked closer until she was finally able to make out its face and body. She swallowed a lump in her throat when she took notice of the large horns that protruded out of its head. He held the sinister appearance of a demon.

His face was almost like marble with scales that framed every sharp angle. He had a strong jawline and a full set of lips that formed into a sneer as he too studied her with disgust coloring his face. His narrowed eyes glowed a deep yellow that only added to the aggression he clearly felt toward her. She knew he must be a warrior of the sorts when she caught sight of the muscles that flexed on his arms and abdomen.

He was somewhat bulky with an intimidating slender muscular frame but his height alone was what made him appear eerie. Given how he easily towered over her small petite body meant she had no chance against him even on her best days. Despite the fact that he stood several feet away she could conclude that she barely reached his shoulders. He was clearly one of them but his appearance somewhat differed. In her eyes, he was nothing more but a defiled creature and she immediately hated him for what he was.

She became uneased when she caught his yellow eyes studying her from head to toe. Gerda instantly folded her arms trying to conceal herself from his intrusive leer. Her body froze when he walked closer and stopped five feet in front of her which only confirmed her height difference from his. As expected, she barely reached his shoulders which only angered her when she caught a smudged look on his face. The beast thought of himself better than her which made her eager to prove him wrong.

The creature's eyes narrowed when she held her chin high and boldly stared back at him as if he was below her. Gerda couldn't help but feel pride in her ability to display no emotions even in unfavorable circumstances. She faced many fearful men in her life and her skill to control her emotions was one of her prized talents. She was determined to show this disgusting creature that he is nothing and will not faze her.

"Your prisoner has arrived, it appears that her people were so very eager to be rid of her." One of the fey beside her said, making her want to strangle him with her chains.

The large creature in front of her didn't respond but simply nodded his head and turned around with his wings almost swiping her in the face. He then started walking towards what looked like the entrance to a cave. Gerda was quickly yanked by the colorful fey beside her and dragged into the cave. She attempted to study it through the darkness as they all continued behind the yellow-eyed creature. She felt somewhat claustrophobic when the cave grew so dark that she started stumbling behind them.

Luckily her chains being dragged was the only force preventing her from getting lost. They finally stopped once they reached a huge cavern with only a few torches keeping the space lit. She noticed there appeared to be some sort of fireplace in a corner of the cavern. A few feet away from it was a table with shining tools glistening from the flames on it. She noticed a fey with black wings standing by the fire holding a long tool into the flames. Something about the sight made a crippling sensation creep down her spine.

"According to the King of Ulstead you are to become my prisoner. You see...I couldn't help but notice he wasn't very specific as to what I'm allowed to do now that you're in my hands. I'm to not torture or kill you but that doesn't mean I can't be a bit...creative.'' A rigid, smooth voice echoed throughout the cavern.

Gerda immediately was swallowed with fear at the sound of his voice. He sounded just as he looked and the sight of his tall frame looked even more threatening when she finally found him standing in the middle of the cavern. He observed her with narrowed glowing eyes and a sneer of malice. Gerda was known by many to never feel or show emotions. She lived most of her life being described as a heartless, cold person who intimidated those that dared cross her. She was known as the psychotic adviser to the queen. She realized that she possibly met her match and it indeed worried her to the core.

This creature was their leader judging by how the others obeyed him like dogs. He was the one who she is expected to spend the rest of her days with. She almost lost her emotionless composure when he unexpectedly started walking towards her with a ruthless look in his eyes. Despite what she felt inside she simply stared back at him with a defiant, cold expression.

She could tell he would get angrier each time she showed resilience towards him and it brought her a deep joy knowing she got under his hideous scaly skin. He was now a arm's length away with balled-up fists at his sides and blazing eyes. His wings made him appear even more sinister and they slightly spread out creating an enormous shadow on the walls of the cavern.

"I know quite a lot about you, human. You may think I can't break you but are yet to find out what I'm fully capable of. The word prisoner seems a bit too lenient so how about we call you what you truly are to me...my pet." a dark voice said with seething contempt.

Gerda felt her heart plummet with her knees feeling immobilized and almost wobbly. Her skin suddenly felt clammy as nausea swept down her form. She couldn't describe what she was feeling because she simply never felt this before. It was as if the floor below would give out and swallow her whole. She noticed a satisfying expression appear on his face as if he knew what she felt which left her confused. Her strong composture hadn't changed so there was no way he could know what she was feeling.

"Such a shame how not a single person cared to fight for you. You poor pathetic, unwanted pest...no wonder the queen herself didn't want to keep you. You're nothing but a waste of life and space. I will enjoy showing you where you truly belong. A slave to my people." He continued on taunting her in an effort to diminish her strength.

Gerda suddenly became enraged by his cold words. She no longer held back her tongue and finally spoke out what she felt within. Everything about him brought out parts of her that she so effortlessly kept in control. This rancid creature represented all that she despised starting from his hideous appearance down to the sound of his voice.

"What a disgusting, repulsive creature you are, your kind are abominations to this world and deserve to be wiped out. Each and every one of you are vermin...low, sickening vermin. I enjoyed slaughtering every single one of you and will gladly do it again." Gerda loudly said, her voice quivering in rage.

She briefly paused to recollect her emotions before she slipped further out of character around him. After she got a niche of control her glare returned back to him ignoring the frosty, violent expression that grew on his face.

"You call yourself a leader? Who would follow such a failure of one when it was your people that nearly lost in the battle. You are a poor excuse and their blood stains your hands as a reminder that you will never measure up to what my people are." She cruelly continued with as much hostility and hate as she could manage.

She suddenly screamed out when she felt her body being hit by the sharp tip of his wing. Her body was immediately tossed until it crashed against a nearby wall. The sound of her ribs cracking was enough to confirm that they more than likely were broken. She quickly ignored the shooting, throbbing pain and forced herself to sit up but was unexpectedly pulled at by a large hand. She struggled to fight back when she felt her feet no longer touching the ground.

Only then did she realize that the creature was effortlessly holding her up by the throat with his arrowed nails digging into her skin. She felt warm liquid dripping down her neck and onto her collarbone. She grasped onto the hand as if she could free herself from his grip but it was no use. He was far too strong and it felt like she was grabbing at stone.

"Vile, weak, senseless, and human...that is all you are. I could easily snap your neck like a twig and break every bone in your body. I could even slowly rip each limb off your body and watch you bleed out. It is you who will always remain below me." He said with a sneer and eyes that now glowed into a bright fiery orange.

Gerda then felt her body being roughly thrown across the cavern back to the spot she was originally standing at. She landed face first and painfully cried out when her ribs once again protested and deeply throbbed. She no longer had the strength to move due to the intense pain her body felt as the throbbing got worse with each second.

"Bring her here and hold her down." Borra's stern voice demanded disregarding her injured body.

Her body was then dragged across the room until she was forced to stand with the support of the two fey who were holding her up by the arms. She managed to gather some strength and look up. She froze when she caught sight of him holding what appeared to be a long tool only heated at the tip.

"No! No...get away from me!" She managed to scream out but it was no use because he appeared unaffected by her words.

A sadistic smirk appeared on his lips as he slowly stalked toward her with it almost toying with her reaction. She tried to kick her legs around but the pain in her ribs wouldn't allow her. Her heart was pounding against her chest, her thin dress becoming drenched in sweat. She fell into a panic when he was now standing directly behind her. So close that she could feel the blistering heat radiating off the tool in his hands.

"Now they say the best way to keep track of your property is to brand it. You see I had help from your very own people when it came to crafting this. After today you will have the name Borra seared into your skin." Borra heartlessly said with a cruel smirk.

Gerda suddenly felt the clothes on her back being ripped open leaving her somewhat exposed. She repulsively squirmed when she felt his fingers sliding down her exposed skin. Her body flinched away from his touch feeling both violated and revolted by the roughness of his fingers.

"Hmm...such a shame." Borra remarked, causing Gerda to tremble with his sudden frightening tranquil behavior.

Before she could register what he meant the feeling of a hot, scorching burning sensation on her upper back made her scream loud enough that she barely recognized the sound of her voice. It felt as if her skin was melting off and being carved into by a thousand knives. She never encountered such pain a day in her life nor has she ever felt the emotions she was currently drowning in. It was worse than fear itself. It was pure, raw terror. For a moment her vision blurred with her gasping, almost choking as she struggled to properly breathe due to the white pain radiating through her body.

"That's the only sound I want to hear escape your lips, your screams are soothing to my ears." His bloodthirsty voice whispered making Gerda recoil at his admission.

He then dropped the tool and walked around until he was directly in front of her. Without warning, he suddenly reached out and yanked her from the fey creature's hands with his sharp nails digging into her jaw and neck. She was being forced to look directly into his eyes with his face only a few inches away from hers. Her stomach knotted up in disgust when she felt their bodies uncomfortably close together.

He then lifted her up high enough for him to harshly lower his head into the crook of her neck and inhale her scent. His body suddenly stiffened causing him to briefly pull away with an impassive expression that almost resembled confusion as he glanced down at her with furrowed brows. Gerda flinched when he once again buried his head back into her neck only this time deepening his inhales. It was as if he was searching for something within her scent which only made his strange behavior more odd.

She squirmed in disgust, whimpering when she felt the brief contact of his nose and lips brush across a very sensitive spot on her neck. He forcefully pulled back and stared at her with conflicted eyes intermingled with hostility and thirst. Something was off and he was attempting to conceal whatever it was that he caught in her scent.

"I could smell the terror on your body...perhaps having you as my pet won't be so bad after all. I just might enjoy our time together, human." Borra slowly whispered in a low sinister voice that caused Gerda to tremble.

She was unexpectedly dropped to the ground and immediately wrapped her arms around her throbbing ribs in an attempt to feel some sort of relief. A number of emotions were flowing through her body but the one that stood out the most was rage. She wholeheartedly hated him. No one had ever made her painfully scream out the way he did. No one dared to lay a single finger on her after the queen took her in. Now she wanted nothing more than to kill him and everyone he held dear. She wanted to destroy and take away everything he felt genuinely close to.

"Take it away and clean it up. The smell of human filth is making me sick." Borra uncaringly said with a cold voice before walking away leaving behind a damaged, broken Gerda.

The last thing Gerda heard was the sound of large wings flying off into the distance and only then did she close her eyes shut to regain her emotions. By the time she was dumped into a cold empty room, she managed to collect herself and began plotting. He thinks he may have broken her but she is more than just a frail human. She will make him pay with his blood.

[theimpoftheperverse]

i'd love to hear what some of your specific fantasies around being told to harm yourself are if you don't mind sharing.

Sure! Some of these may not apply 100% though they nearly all go back to my worship kink I think. I'll go through some of them.

Someone orders me to do something for them and for some reason I can't do it (it can also gladly be something I could not ever do yk, like something unrealistic). I'm then told to do something as punishment, as in flogging myself. A small cut would also work though I'm a bit anxious about cutting too deep, though in my fantasies that obv works very well😌 oh the same would also go with electroshocks though I think, like a collar? That would ofc be more convenient for small mistakes throughout the day. Like me shocking myself while they watch? I've never tried shocks though so idk how well I'd do

As for unrealistic/extreme things, I've always had some kind of "heroic" fantasies where I harm myself/get myself in harms way instead of my beloved. Therefore there's usually a third party involved in those cases. Here are so many possibilities, from voluntarily getting captured by someone to safe them, to being harmed in front of them in all kinds of ways to - again - safe them. It's probably a "how far are you willing to go for them" kind of fantasy idk exactly but it's me wanting to endure the pain for them. Ofc this neither sane nor safe

This fantasy also goes for "being put into situations" kind of way, like. Uhhh idk if you've seen b.bc Sh.erlock but the last episode where eu.rus basically puts she.rlock along with John and M.ycroft into these prison cells where they're faced with some challenges. Yeah. Think that but with me and if I fail my beloved dies. It's not 100% harming myself but yk... Doing stuff I don't want to do to keep them safe. I know I know, idk if that's so intriguing to hear tbh bc that's like. absolutely unrealistic (and irl not something you wish for ofc) but it still plays into the "how far will I go" thing. But it is a specific fantasy of mine sooo I'll just include that~

Aka my brain constantly tests me💀 sorry if that was too much? Again, the two last points are specifically and strictly fantasies (I also have little idea how fucked that is), the first point is very much something I would like to try though

Also I've seen someone talk about this (a few years back but it's still in my head). This is not in regards to harming myself btw, I'm just going off topic here. But someone suggested that a dominant partner gives me a task, something to learn, anything that takes me some effort yk, and they leave me to it for a few hours. When they come back I'll have to show them how well I learned [this thing] and they basically tell me how well I did and how good I'm doing etc etc, basically a whole praise shower. LIKE- SJDHDJSKJDD i'd MELT

[cherie-zip]

A Little Gallery: The Merrier, the Better!

In due time, all shall find their rightful spaces. Where the gentle waterdrop's melody soothes your ear, and the aroma of steaming coffee embraces you with a sense of belonging, while the paintings adorning the walls transport you to divine disarray, conversing with cherished realms.

A few days ago, the four of us had the opportunity to be interviewed by Sanook.com, talking our ongoing series, Our Skyy 2. In case you haven't heard about it yet, we come from two different original series. Force and I were the main pairing in A Boss and a Babe, while Gemini and Fourth were the main pairing in My School President.

The entire interview session was truly chaotic. I must confess that there is quite a significant age gap between Force and me, and Gemini and Fourth. I won't delve into the details, but let's just say that while Force and I were probably in the second or third grade of elementary school, Gemini and Fourth had just been born. Go ahead and take a guess.

Despite the age gaps between us, we surprisingly get along very well, especially Gemini and Force. It's like they share the same brain cells, although Gemini is truly on another level. Both of them were shocked to learn that we've been friends for over 16 years, almost the same age as them. I can't deny that I was speechless when Gemini mentioned that. It caught me off guard, and I may have accidentally (or perhaps not-so-accidentally) let out a curse!

It was truly amusing and an amazing opportunity to do an interview together with them. Their energy and vibes were incredible. They are bursting with youth and adorableness. Now I understand why people say they're everyone's babies; spending hours around them made me want to adopt them, either as my little brothers or my sons.

Two special episodes of A Boss and a Babe will be airing this week. I won't give you any more spoilers about them since I've already spilled too much. However, you can watch the trailer on YouTube! While you're at it, the episodes of My School President already aired last week, and you can also watch them on YouTube. They have a very interesting and funny storyline.

It was an absolute honor for us to be invited to an interview session with Sanook. I hope that one day we can return here to discuss a multitude of things. Embracing the notion that the more, the merrier, I would love to have more people join us for an interview. Please visit their official YouTube channel to watch the full interview!

[shark-tank-weight-loss-gummies-s]

Shocking Shark Tank Keto Gummies Reviews, Side Effects or SCAM

Shark Tank Keto Gummies is a totally unique weight loss formulation, which incorporates five types of ketones in its components listing. Now allow see Shark Tank Keto Gummies Review…

But earlier than we begin the Shark Tank Keto Gummies, permit see what is the obese problem. Well, going through weight reduction remedies is common, due to the fact maximum people are fat. And also due to our laziness, we don’t do exercises and lots of bodily activities. We did not go away any point to keep our frame in shape, even all of us realize junk, and speedy meals lead fats benefit still, we cherished that. But that’s is not a huge trouble, losing fat is the massive trouble for us, However heading off that food we are able to do something for ourself. But weight loss needs dedication and attempt. So for that quite a few people becoming a member of the GYM, Yoga, and yes also opting weight loss treatments. These all may fit, GYM and Yoga are the excellent, however on this manner, the weight loss may take a totally long period of time. And weight loss remedies want huge funding, and still, they are artificial and might lead long time facet effects.

So you ought to take care at the same time as selecting a method and guide to your any fitness trouble. If you asked me I endorse you strive a keto eating regimen for weight loss. This is considered one of powerful and well-known weight loss plan for weight reduction, and to support it, you may add a keto complement name Shark Tank Keto Gummies.

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5 Foods That Curb Hunger: Avoid weight gain.

Do you ever feel like you're always hungry? The problem could be the food you're eating. Feasts and tidbits are intended to fill and fulfill us. In any case, you wind up taking care of the entire day without ever feeling genuinely fulfilled. The reality is that certain food varieties are significantly better than others at satisfying your appetite.

These are nine food sources that will keep you fuller longer

(A portion of these may shock you!):

1.            White Eggs

All of these foods are healthy, and eating them for breakfast means you won't have early-morning cravings or stomach aches. As per a group of people, they feel more fullfilled while eating eggs as a component of breakfast toward the beginning of the day, and they eat less at noon as well.

2.            Plantain Chips

Treating myself to plantain chips is one of my favorite snacks on the grounds that its components play a significant role in maintaining a solid eating regiments.

 Plantains and potato chips are fine when eaten in an adjusted manner and utilized as amusements. Both plantains and potato chips offer some dietary benefit.

 Plantains and potato chips both contain very nearly 300 calories for every 2-ounce serving and provide 15% of the daily consumption in a standard 2000-calorie diet. It contains a lot of starches, which help your muscles, brain, and other cells and tissues, as well as a small amount of protein. Plantain chips contain somewhat less fat than potato chips, at 17 grams compared with the latter's 21.

     Plantain chips contain more vitamins A and C than potato chips. The two nutrients help to keep your skin firm and your immune framework strong, keeping you disease-free. 

3.            Mushrooms

Mushrooms have a low calorie content and are extremely viable in decreasing cravings, in any event, when traded in for meat. In research distributed in Craving, individuals who subbed in slashed white button mushrooms rather than meat in lasagna and messy joes consumed 300 fewer calories than meat-eaters (and revealed the dinners were comparably heavenly). The people who made the trade three times each week had shed around 7 pounds after a year.

 As a component of managing my eating routines. I attempted to eat mushrooms on days that I needed some time off from eating meat. Mushrooms have an incredible taste, flavor, and surface, which makes them an extraordinary substitute. They are likewise healthfully adjusted and offer a few significant supplements, minerals, and nutrients.

4.            Eat more vegetables

Veggies are loaded with higher satisfying fibers so gobbling more will top you off and keep you fulfilled for longer. You can likewise eat a high volume of them without going overboard on the calories.

5.            Drink water

Thirst is frequently confused with hunger, so when you feel like you need to eat, drink an enormous glass of water, stand by for 10 minutes, and perceive how you feel. Frequently, you'll find you're not eager any longer. drinking water over the course of the day can likewise keep your stomach full. Expect to drink at least 80 ounces per day. It keeps us from eating an excessive number of calories and causes us to gain a lot of weight.

I trust that these food arrangements will help you with eliminating hunger and keeping you completely satisfied while controlling your appetite and focusing more on your daily activities rather than searching for food to a great extent. 

[von-eldritch]

sevenciircles​:

Piper jumped slightly at the sudden appearance, turning around and noticing a very, very, very pretty demon there. They looked with their pink eyes at the gorgeous woman, thinking that she was kind of familiar.

The thought was hard to process, as the music was loud and the people were louder. Although she was thankful she could finally talk to someone. They were tired of being a wallflower, standing by themselves and trying to look interested at the circumstances. So the shock faded away quick and Piper found themselves nodding, a smile making its way to her lips as she reached into her bag and pulled one out.

Handing it to the somehow familiar very beautiful demon, Piper racked her brain. Did she work on her makeup in the past? No, she’d definitely remember someone so striking. A run in on the street? That didn’t hold true either. It’s not like she could Google…

WAIT.

That was it! They followed her on Sinstagram. Her name was Hellsa. A very popular influencer who had a life many could only dream of, Piper followed her for her fashion rather than in any interest in the elite goings on.

Still, it ultimately didn’t matter who Hellsa was yet, all that mattered was that she may not have to spend the rest of the party like a total square.

“Have at it.” Piper said, not having much use for it right now. “This party is a little dull, when you think about it.” That was the kindest way she could phrase it, right now.

Because once the chaos of the alcohol and music went away, all that was left was a standard rich kid party that she was invited to only because her client didn’t want to pay her.

Yep. She would have rather had the cash right about now.

“Do you know Raven Way? She invited me as her plus one, did her makeup for this thing and considered it a valid form of payment.” They commented, her tone still cheery but a slight undercurrent of bitterness seeped in.

Anything to make conversation.

Hellsa supposes it’s a good sign that the sinner’s not the type to say all that annoying shit like ‘you scared me’ and ‘where did you come from’.

Taking the proffered lighter from the stranger, she listens to their words as she lights her joint, hands the lighter back, and takes a pull. She turns her head to actually meet the sinner’s gaze, quiet for a few moments once they’re done.

“I like you.” The simple sentence is framed by plumes of smoke as she exhales, there’s a beat as she lets all of it waft from her lips before she continues. “This party is dull, most people don’t remember to look for substance behind all this flash.”

Which makes it interesting that this little sinner noticed as much, but Hellsa’s sure if they figured it out they can read between the lines and suss that much out too.

“Anyways, the name rings a bell, but I can’t say she’s high on my radar. Anyone that cheap doesn’t have enough experience or brain cells for me to care about them much.” She holds the joint out to her as she speaks (offering to share weed during conversations is part of girl code after all), tearing her eyes away for just a brief moment to scan the crowd again. “Dick move on her part, though. Tell me, you the type for revenge?”

“Got a lighter, sweetheart? Think I misplaced mine.”

It’s a passable opener, a decent excuse, and half a lie. It’s also the first thing Hellsa bothers to say to the girl after she practically sneaks up on her (not purposeful and hardly her fault, the party was loud and being an eldritch lent itself to the occasional fading into shadows). She has manners enough to wait patiently for any shock to subside, but not to actually look at the stranger while she does so, instead gazing off a little disinterestedly at the crowd.

Ultimately, Hellsa’s actually just a bit sick of this party. It wasn’t necessarily awful, she’s certainly had much worse, but it was an event in desperate need of better guests and less lucidity. Fishing a joint out of her pocket and talking to someone she doesn’t immediately recognize as an utter asshole seems like an elegant way to solve both problems. Or maybe it isn’t and she’ll have to just indulge in heavy substance abuse until people become interesting and she manages to invent a situation where she gets to stab one of them, the night is young and she’s flexible.